Though he usually rose with the sun, the morning after a full moon Emrys tended to sleep longer. With the sun well up in the sky and the day advancing toward noon, he stayed in front of the fire, sleeping off the last after-effects of his defective shift the night before. But slowly consciousness made itself known, and he yawned, stretching a little against the warm fur beneath him. And abruptly froze when he realized that something was very different this morning.
His eyes wandered down, to where a familiarly feminine arm was wrapped about his bare waist, following the line of that arm upward to find Marissa curled to his back. Despite himself, despite the shyness and uncertainty that came with being quite so close to her in quite such a vulnerable state ....he smiled, relaxing against the fur once again. One hand smoothed over her wrist to tangle his fingers with hers, quite content to wait for her to wake up.
Upon later reflection, it might have seemed silly that the two of them were curled up on a pelt in front of the fire, when there was a perfectly comfortable bed nearby, but Emrys had practically collapsed from exhaustion where he was the night before, and wanting to remain close, Marissa had decided to curl up beside him, as contentedly as a cat. It hadn't taken long before she, too, had fallen asleep, overcome with exhaustion that was more emotional than physical. Now that the full moon had waned, the danger was over, and they could spend the next few weeks sorting out a better solution to his problem. She hadn't bothered to change her clothes, settling beside him in the same jeans and sweater she'd worn the night before, her face peaceful in repose, framed by the warmth of her brown hair.
For Emrys, it was a novelty that would not soon wear off, to awaken beside the woman he loved. To know that she had curled up beside him, holding him, while he slept was a gift he wasn't sure she knew the value of. The last person to sleep beside him had been his sister, and though her fate still haunted him, he knew that Marissa was safe for at least another twenty days or so.
That was the question she'd wanted to ask him the previous night - what made her so different from his sister" But she had failed to ask, afraid of hurting him with the question, or perhaps she was just afraid of the answer. Either way, she thought she would learn the truth soon enough. She was slow in waking, as most cats were, stretching her limbs before realizing she wasn't alone, and she remembered what had happened the night before - and what hadn't happened. Her eyes slid open, unsure if he was already awake, though she felt his caress and she wondered how long he'd been watching her. "I-I'm sorry," she stammered, afraid he might be angry with her for invading his personal space. She hadn't meant to fall asleep, just to lie there a little while and savor his warmth.
"What was that you keeping saying about apologizing?" he asked in a smiling tone, twisting a little so she could see that the tone matched the warm smile on his face. He was completely healed, back to his usual self, and he had woken up with a very special gift wrapped around him. Why wouldn't he be smiling" "Did you sleep well, kitten?"
She smiled a little sheepishly as he turned the tables on her at her apology, blushing a little as she realized just how naked he was beneath that blanket. Somehow, it hadn't seemed to matter before, when he was in danger and hurt, but now that daylight had arrived, it became all too apparent. She considered his question a moment, surprised to find that she had, indeed, slept well, better than she'd slept in days, in fact. "Yes, and you?" she asked a little shyly.
It seemed as though he was realizing his nudity at the same time she was, if the gentle shift to make sure the blanket was still over his waist and legs was anything to go by. He cleared his throat quietly, a faint flush of his own coloring his skin as he adjusted himself to lie on his back beside her, his eyes devouring every inch of her face fresh from sleep. "I did," he nodded warmly. "Better than I have for a long time, in fact. Must have been the company."
"You don't need to sleep on the floor, Emrys," she told him, probably not for the first or last time. She felt strangely nervous this morning, on edge, as if something hung between them. Would it happen today' Would he make her his, or would their mutual fear and shyness rule the day' She lifted a hand to touch him, then thought better of it, her shyness getting the better of her. For a woman who claimed to have loved and lost before, she seemed inordinately shy, but there was a reason for that. "I-I should make breakfast. You need to eat."
"Not anymore, perhaps," he agreed gently, leaning over to kiss the tip of her nose. Her shyness was more than his, it seemed, but she had experience here where he did not. Perhaps his innocence would be more of a boon than a burden. As she changed the subject, Emrys smiled, glancing at the dried blood still decorating his hands. "I should wash up a little," he admitted. "And clothes might be a good idea. I seem to spend a lot of time around you naked in nothing but a towel."
Perhaps there would come a day when they'd be comfortable with each other's nudity, but that going to be today. She didn't like the idea of him sleeping on the floor, like a dog. He deserved better, and now that they had declared their love for each other, there didn't seem to be much point. She had made the first move, taking to his bed before he took to hers. She smiled shyly again as he touched his nose to hers, reaching to take hold of one hand. "Let me see your hands," she instructed, unwilling to let him go until she was sure he was well enough to be on his own.
"Yes, love." Smiling, he let her take his hands to inspect them. In the wake of the full moon, it seemed as though his accelerated healing had accelerated even more - the missing fingernails had grown back, the shredded flesh was completely healed once again. All that remained were the flecks of dried blood that needed to be washed off.
Anyone else might have been amazed at the rapidity of his healing, but she was not so much different from him, after all. She turned his hands over to examine his palms, letting his right hand go, to trace a finger along the lifeline of his left hand that curved around his thumb. She didn't know what the lines meant exactly, but she was glad the line was strong and unbroken. Somehow this simple, innocent touch seemed even more intimate than a kiss. The fact that he'd called her love didn't escape her notice, but she said nothing of it just yet, her heart singing to hear him say it.
He watched her face as she examined his hand, the sensation of her fingertips over his skin doing interesting things to him. The blanket wasn't going to keep one of those things a secret for long, and yet, he wasn't worried about her discovering that obvious sign of his desire for her. Her fear of loving and being loved was plain. Emrys could only hope that he could help her past it as the days and weeks went by. "You are the most beautiful soul I have ever known," he murmured to her, unwilling to break the quiet stillness around them.
She arched a brow as she turned her face to him at his unexpected remark. Her first reaction was to deny it, to tell him he hardly knew her, and that once he did know her, he might think differently, but somehow, she knew anything she said wouldn't matter, wouldn't change his mind. He saw her through the eyes of love, just as she saw him. She knew his most guarded secret and yet, she still loved him. If he knew hers, would he feel the same" She let go of his hand, only so that she could touch his face, the shadow of a beard already starting, but it only made him more rugged and handsome in her eyes. "You need to eat," she reminded him again. They both did, in fact, though she was tempted to stay there beside him as long as the day would allow.
"So do you," he countered, almost playful. He wanted to touch her the way she was touching him, but he was painfully aware of the dried blood on his hands. "Thank you, for staying with me last night," he said quietly. It wasn't simply a thank you for her presence during his shift, or her help in the aftermath. He was thanking her for choosing to curl up beside him; for being brave enough to be in that vulnerable state at his side.
"I didn't do it for you," she blurted with blunt honesty. She understood how he might think she had done it for him - to protect him, to keep him warm - but in truth, she had done it for herself. She had succumbed to her desire to be near him, sharing his warmth, his closeness. There was too much that was unsaid between them, too much she wanted to say, but sometimes words failed. They had both been alone for too long, and she saw no reason why they needed to be alone any longer. She smiled, lowering her lashes almost shyly. "Go take a bath before you start stinking again," she teased him, giving him a playful shove.
His eyes wandered down, to where a familiarly feminine arm was wrapped about his bare waist, following the line of that arm upward to find Marissa curled to his back. Despite himself, despite the shyness and uncertainty that came with being quite so close to her in quite such a vulnerable state ....he smiled, relaxing against the fur once again. One hand smoothed over her wrist to tangle his fingers with hers, quite content to wait for her to wake up.
Upon later reflection, it might have seemed silly that the two of them were curled up on a pelt in front of the fire, when there was a perfectly comfortable bed nearby, but Emrys had practically collapsed from exhaustion where he was the night before, and wanting to remain close, Marissa had decided to curl up beside him, as contentedly as a cat. It hadn't taken long before she, too, had fallen asleep, overcome with exhaustion that was more emotional than physical. Now that the full moon had waned, the danger was over, and they could spend the next few weeks sorting out a better solution to his problem. She hadn't bothered to change her clothes, settling beside him in the same jeans and sweater she'd worn the night before, her face peaceful in repose, framed by the warmth of her brown hair.
For Emrys, it was a novelty that would not soon wear off, to awaken beside the woman he loved. To know that she had curled up beside him, holding him, while he slept was a gift he wasn't sure she knew the value of. The last person to sleep beside him had been his sister, and though her fate still haunted him, he knew that Marissa was safe for at least another twenty days or so.
That was the question she'd wanted to ask him the previous night - what made her so different from his sister" But she had failed to ask, afraid of hurting him with the question, or perhaps she was just afraid of the answer. Either way, she thought she would learn the truth soon enough. She was slow in waking, as most cats were, stretching her limbs before realizing she wasn't alone, and she remembered what had happened the night before - and what hadn't happened. Her eyes slid open, unsure if he was already awake, though she felt his caress and she wondered how long he'd been watching her. "I-I'm sorry," she stammered, afraid he might be angry with her for invading his personal space. She hadn't meant to fall asleep, just to lie there a little while and savor his warmth.
"What was that you keeping saying about apologizing?" he asked in a smiling tone, twisting a little so she could see that the tone matched the warm smile on his face. He was completely healed, back to his usual self, and he had woken up with a very special gift wrapped around him. Why wouldn't he be smiling" "Did you sleep well, kitten?"
She smiled a little sheepishly as he turned the tables on her at her apology, blushing a little as she realized just how naked he was beneath that blanket. Somehow, it hadn't seemed to matter before, when he was in danger and hurt, but now that daylight had arrived, it became all too apparent. She considered his question a moment, surprised to find that she had, indeed, slept well, better than she'd slept in days, in fact. "Yes, and you?" she asked a little shyly.
It seemed as though he was realizing his nudity at the same time she was, if the gentle shift to make sure the blanket was still over his waist and legs was anything to go by. He cleared his throat quietly, a faint flush of his own coloring his skin as he adjusted himself to lie on his back beside her, his eyes devouring every inch of her face fresh from sleep. "I did," he nodded warmly. "Better than I have for a long time, in fact. Must have been the company."
"You don't need to sleep on the floor, Emrys," she told him, probably not for the first or last time. She felt strangely nervous this morning, on edge, as if something hung between them. Would it happen today' Would he make her his, or would their mutual fear and shyness rule the day' She lifted a hand to touch him, then thought better of it, her shyness getting the better of her. For a woman who claimed to have loved and lost before, she seemed inordinately shy, but there was a reason for that. "I-I should make breakfast. You need to eat."
"Not anymore, perhaps," he agreed gently, leaning over to kiss the tip of her nose. Her shyness was more than his, it seemed, but she had experience here where he did not. Perhaps his innocence would be more of a boon than a burden. As she changed the subject, Emrys smiled, glancing at the dried blood still decorating his hands. "I should wash up a little," he admitted. "And clothes might be a good idea. I seem to spend a lot of time around you naked in nothing but a towel."
Perhaps there would come a day when they'd be comfortable with each other's nudity, but that going to be today. She didn't like the idea of him sleeping on the floor, like a dog. He deserved better, and now that they had declared their love for each other, there didn't seem to be much point. She had made the first move, taking to his bed before he took to hers. She smiled shyly again as he touched his nose to hers, reaching to take hold of one hand. "Let me see your hands," she instructed, unwilling to let him go until she was sure he was well enough to be on his own.
"Yes, love." Smiling, he let her take his hands to inspect them. In the wake of the full moon, it seemed as though his accelerated healing had accelerated even more - the missing fingernails had grown back, the shredded flesh was completely healed once again. All that remained were the flecks of dried blood that needed to be washed off.
Anyone else might have been amazed at the rapidity of his healing, but she was not so much different from him, after all. She turned his hands over to examine his palms, letting his right hand go, to trace a finger along the lifeline of his left hand that curved around his thumb. She didn't know what the lines meant exactly, but she was glad the line was strong and unbroken. Somehow this simple, innocent touch seemed even more intimate than a kiss. The fact that he'd called her love didn't escape her notice, but she said nothing of it just yet, her heart singing to hear him say it.
He watched her face as she examined his hand, the sensation of her fingertips over his skin doing interesting things to him. The blanket wasn't going to keep one of those things a secret for long, and yet, he wasn't worried about her discovering that obvious sign of his desire for her. Her fear of loving and being loved was plain. Emrys could only hope that he could help her past it as the days and weeks went by. "You are the most beautiful soul I have ever known," he murmured to her, unwilling to break the quiet stillness around them.
She arched a brow as she turned her face to him at his unexpected remark. Her first reaction was to deny it, to tell him he hardly knew her, and that once he did know her, he might think differently, but somehow, she knew anything she said wouldn't matter, wouldn't change his mind. He saw her through the eyes of love, just as she saw him. She knew his most guarded secret and yet, she still loved him. If he knew hers, would he feel the same" She let go of his hand, only so that she could touch his face, the shadow of a beard already starting, but it only made him more rugged and handsome in her eyes. "You need to eat," she reminded him again. They both did, in fact, though she was tempted to stay there beside him as long as the day would allow.
"So do you," he countered, almost playful. He wanted to touch her the way she was touching him, but he was painfully aware of the dried blood on his hands. "Thank you, for staying with me last night," he said quietly. It wasn't simply a thank you for her presence during his shift, or her help in the aftermath. He was thanking her for choosing to curl up beside him; for being brave enough to be in that vulnerable state at his side.
"I didn't do it for you," she blurted with blunt honesty. She understood how he might think she had done it for him - to protect him, to keep him warm - but in truth, she had done it for herself. She had succumbed to her desire to be near him, sharing his warmth, his closeness. There was too much that was unsaid between them, too much she wanted to say, but sometimes words failed. They had both been alone for too long, and she saw no reason why they needed to be alone any longer. She smiled, lowering her lashes almost shyly. "Go take a bath before you start stinking again," she teased him, giving him a playful shove.