Elle was true to her word and remained with Dom while he slept off the healing, nodding off herself at one point. Who could blame her, really' Even in his sleep, his arms stayed wrapped around her, and she was reluctant to disturb him - or at least, that's what she told herself. She studied him a long while before giving in to sleep, memorizing every line on his face, every expression, every twitch of an eyelid or curve of his mouth. For perhaps the first time, she had a chance to really look at him. Though she knew he was handsome before, there was so much more to him than just good looks, and she found herself wanting to know all his secrets, to understand the somewhat aloof man behind the handsome face. Who was he" What made him tick" What secrets did he keep" Did he mean what he'd said when he was half-drunk with magic, or were they just words" These were the things she wanted to know before she dared trust him with her heart.
After a while, she, too, surrendered to sleep, curled up beside him. She hadn't stolen a kiss or asked him to reveal any secrets while he slept, content for now to simply remain close enough to keep a watch over the man who'd sought to save her and her daughter, for whatever reason.
Despite the rather strenuous morning he'd had, Dom was a healthy, strong man, and the healing only knocked him out long enough for him to regain the strength that had been used to heal him in the first place. As he stirred, he became aware of a soft scent tickling his nose, of the warm body curled into his arms, and even before he opened his eyes, he knew it was Elle. His lips parted in a smile as he opened his eyes, blinking to adjust his vision as he found himself looking down at the sleeping woman in his arms.
He wasn't sure he knew the answers to all the questions in her heart and mind, but what he did know was this - that almost from the moment they had met, he had wanted to take care of this woman. He wanted to see her safe and happy, and selfishly, he wanted to be a part of that happiness. He had felt this way once before, more confident in his own heart than he gave himself credit for. Gwen would never forgive him if he ignored this warmth, this need to be protector and friend and more, out of misplaced loyalty to what was only a memory.
Stroking his fingers through Elle's hair, he couldn't help the smile on his face, and for the first time in a long time, he felt himself acting on impulse. Craning close, he kissed her, softly, gently, drawing back after only a moment, unwilling to let her think he would ever take advantage of her, especially in her sleep.
It was the kiss that did it, waking her from her doze, though she was unaware of it at the time, only remotely aware of that tender touch in the vaguest way. It was enough to wake her, however, eyes fluttering open to find the tables turned, with him watching her in her sleep, rather than the other way around. "I'm sorry. I must have fallen asleep," she said, lifting her head from his shoulder and smoothing her hair back from her face, all too aware of the closeness of him, of the masculinity of him. Only after a moment did she notice the smile on his face and arched her brows at him curiously. "What is it' Was I talking in my sleep?" she asked, hoping she hadn't said anything that might embarrass her or give her own feelings away.
His smile deepened as he watched her wake, unsurprised to feel a touch of tension draw through her as she came to consciousness and aware of how close they were. "No," he assured her quietly. "I've only just woken up myself." Letting his fingertip draw down her cheek, his expression softened until the smile was only in his eyes, only for her to see. "Waking up with you in my arms is a wonderful gift, Elle. Thank you for staying."
"Are you sure you aren't feverish?" she asked, touching a cool hand to his forehead as if to check for a temperature, though it was merely an excuse to touch him. She knew fully well he wasn't ill, but it seemed easier to use that as an excuse for his sweet words than to think he might actually mean them.
His eyes closed as her touch cooled his skin, his smile returning to his lips. One hand caught hers, bringing her fingertips to his mouth to kiss them softly. "I want to look after you, Elle," he said quietly, his blue eyes gentle, hopeful, as he looked into hers. You, he said. Not you and Daisy, though looking after Elle would surely include her daughter. "Will you let me?"
She arched a brow at him again, not really doubting his words, though she thought he might be moving a little too quickly, even if she was sorely tempted by his offer. "I'm not sure what you're asking me, Dom," she replied, searching his eyes for some clue. Was he falling in love with her, or was he only in love with the idea of having a family again?
"Let down a little bit of your guard," he murmured gently. "I know it's hard. Believe me, I know how difficult it is to let ghosts rest. I'm not asking you to forget, or to give up your will and your spirit. All I'm asking for is a chance. Get to know me. Let me get to know you. And let me look after you, however much or however little you can allow." His large palm curled to her cheek as he held her gaze. "A little hope is all I am asking you for, Belle."
She sighed, a worried frown touching her face, though she turned her face into his hand. "You make it sound so simple," she said quietly. It wasn't that she didn't trust him or didn't have feelings for him - quite the opposite, in fact. It was the fear that she would let herself feel something for him and then lose him, either because she didn't measure up somehow to his expectations or because he didn't share her feelings. And yet, nothing ventured, nothing gained. Part of her felt angry that he had taken it upon himself to put himself at risk for her and seemed to now expect something from her in return, while the other half wanted to reach out and thank him the only way she knew how.
"It isn't simple," he promised her gently, her frown sparking concern in his eyes as he considered her quietly. "Nothing worth having is ever simple. This isn't a trade, Elle. Even if I felt nothing for you, I would still have done what I did today. I'm not holding it over your head, I'm not expecting a reward. I'm hoping that with that danger passed you might consider me. That's all."
She felt tears prickling at her eyes, so touched by his words, so wanting to share that same hope for the future. A future with him was almost too much to dare hope for, and yet, she could see from the look in his eyes that he was wanting it just as badly. "You hardly know me, Dom," she repeated her earlier warning. A simple explanation, but one that said so much more - the fear that once he did know her better, he might not feel the same. "I'm not Gwen," she told him, almost afraid to let those words slip past her lips, to mention the name that seemed to haunt her, if not him, though she had never met the woman. "My parents ..." She sighed, almost as if it was too hard to explain.
"Do I need to know you, to know that I want to know you?" he asked her simply, easing the wrap of his arm about her just enough that she could escape if she wanted to. "No, you're not Gwen, the woman who loved me and put up with me for far too long. You're Elle, the first woman I have met to warm my heart since I wrapped it in ice five years ago. A woman who broke into my apartment, and showed me something so real in her eyes that I couldn't stand by and let it become a true reality. You are not your parents. You are not anyone but the woman in my arms. I would like you to stay, but only if you want to."
"Don't be ridiculous. Of course, I want to!" she replied without hesitation, though there was a "but" in there somewhere. "It's just not that simple. You've done so much for me, Dom. For me and for Daisy, and for that, I will be forever grateful, but are you sure you are only seeing what you want to see" I'm nothing and no one, Dom. I'm a thief. There are warrants for my arrest. I've used my looks to get me what I wanted because I didn't know anything else. Look at me, Dom. I'm not Gwen. I'm not a saint. I've done some horrible things. I've done what I've had to do to survive and to keep myself and Daisy safe. I'm not proud of who I am, but I am proud of her. She is my only saving grace. If it weren't for her ..." She broke off, unable to go on, her voice breaking as she averted her gaze. Though she hoped she could find some measure of happiness for herself somehow, so long as Daisy was safe, that was all that really mattered.
After a while, she, too, surrendered to sleep, curled up beside him. She hadn't stolen a kiss or asked him to reveal any secrets while he slept, content for now to simply remain close enough to keep a watch over the man who'd sought to save her and her daughter, for whatever reason.
Despite the rather strenuous morning he'd had, Dom was a healthy, strong man, and the healing only knocked him out long enough for him to regain the strength that had been used to heal him in the first place. As he stirred, he became aware of a soft scent tickling his nose, of the warm body curled into his arms, and even before he opened his eyes, he knew it was Elle. His lips parted in a smile as he opened his eyes, blinking to adjust his vision as he found himself looking down at the sleeping woman in his arms.
He wasn't sure he knew the answers to all the questions in her heart and mind, but what he did know was this - that almost from the moment they had met, he had wanted to take care of this woman. He wanted to see her safe and happy, and selfishly, he wanted to be a part of that happiness. He had felt this way once before, more confident in his own heart than he gave himself credit for. Gwen would never forgive him if he ignored this warmth, this need to be protector and friend and more, out of misplaced loyalty to what was only a memory.
Stroking his fingers through Elle's hair, he couldn't help the smile on his face, and for the first time in a long time, he felt himself acting on impulse. Craning close, he kissed her, softly, gently, drawing back after only a moment, unwilling to let her think he would ever take advantage of her, especially in her sleep.
It was the kiss that did it, waking her from her doze, though she was unaware of it at the time, only remotely aware of that tender touch in the vaguest way. It was enough to wake her, however, eyes fluttering open to find the tables turned, with him watching her in her sleep, rather than the other way around. "I'm sorry. I must have fallen asleep," she said, lifting her head from his shoulder and smoothing her hair back from her face, all too aware of the closeness of him, of the masculinity of him. Only after a moment did she notice the smile on his face and arched her brows at him curiously. "What is it' Was I talking in my sleep?" she asked, hoping she hadn't said anything that might embarrass her or give her own feelings away.
His smile deepened as he watched her wake, unsurprised to feel a touch of tension draw through her as she came to consciousness and aware of how close they were. "No," he assured her quietly. "I've only just woken up myself." Letting his fingertip draw down her cheek, his expression softened until the smile was only in his eyes, only for her to see. "Waking up with you in my arms is a wonderful gift, Elle. Thank you for staying."
"Are you sure you aren't feverish?" she asked, touching a cool hand to his forehead as if to check for a temperature, though it was merely an excuse to touch him. She knew fully well he wasn't ill, but it seemed easier to use that as an excuse for his sweet words than to think he might actually mean them.
His eyes closed as her touch cooled his skin, his smile returning to his lips. One hand caught hers, bringing her fingertips to his mouth to kiss them softly. "I want to look after you, Elle," he said quietly, his blue eyes gentle, hopeful, as he looked into hers. You, he said. Not you and Daisy, though looking after Elle would surely include her daughter. "Will you let me?"
She arched a brow at him again, not really doubting his words, though she thought he might be moving a little too quickly, even if she was sorely tempted by his offer. "I'm not sure what you're asking me, Dom," she replied, searching his eyes for some clue. Was he falling in love with her, or was he only in love with the idea of having a family again?
"Let down a little bit of your guard," he murmured gently. "I know it's hard. Believe me, I know how difficult it is to let ghosts rest. I'm not asking you to forget, or to give up your will and your spirit. All I'm asking for is a chance. Get to know me. Let me get to know you. And let me look after you, however much or however little you can allow." His large palm curled to her cheek as he held her gaze. "A little hope is all I am asking you for, Belle."
She sighed, a worried frown touching her face, though she turned her face into his hand. "You make it sound so simple," she said quietly. It wasn't that she didn't trust him or didn't have feelings for him - quite the opposite, in fact. It was the fear that she would let herself feel something for him and then lose him, either because she didn't measure up somehow to his expectations or because he didn't share her feelings. And yet, nothing ventured, nothing gained. Part of her felt angry that he had taken it upon himself to put himself at risk for her and seemed to now expect something from her in return, while the other half wanted to reach out and thank him the only way she knew how.
"It isn't simple," he promised her gently, her frown sparking concern in his eyes as he considered her quietly. "Nothing worth having is ever simple. This isn't a trade, Elle. Even if I felt nothing for you, I would still have done what I did today. I'm not holding it over your head, I'm not expecting a reward. I'm hoping that with that danger passed you might consider me. That's all."
She felt tears prickling at her eyes, so touched by his words, so wanting to share that same hope for the future. A future with him was almost too much to dare hope for, and yet, she could see from the look in his eyes that he was wanting it just as badly. "You hardly know me, Dom," she repeated her earlier warning. A simple explanation, but one that said so much more - the fear that once he did know her better, he might not feel the same. "I'm not Gwen," she told him, almost afraid to let those words slip past her lips, to mention the name that seemed to haunt her, if not him, though she had never met the woman. "My parents ..." She sighed, almost as if it was too hard to explain.
"Do I need to know you, to know that I want to know you?" he asked her simply, easing the wrap of his arm about her just enough that she could escape if she wanted to. "No, you're not Gwen, the woman who loved me and put up with me for far too long. You're Elle, the first woman I have met to warm my heart since I wrapped it in ice five years ago. A woman who broke into my apartment, and showed me something so real in her eyes that I couldn't stand by and let it become a true reality. You are not your parents. You are not anyone but the woman in my arms. I would like you to stay, but only if you want to."
"Don't be ridiculous. Of course, I want to!" she replied without hesitation, though there was a "but" in there somewhere. "It's just not that simple. You've done so much for me, Dom. For me and for Daisy, and for that, I will be forever grateful, but are you sure you are only seeing what you want to see" I'm nothing and no one, Dom. I'm a thief. There are warrants for my arrest. I've used my looks to get me what I wanted because I didn't know anything else. Look at me, Dom. I'm not Gwen. I'm not a saint. I've done some horrible things. I've done what I've had to do to survive and to keep myself and Daisy safe. I'm not proud of who I am, but I am proud of her. She is my only saving grace. If it weren't for her ..." She broke off, unable to go on, her voice breaking as she averted her gaze. Though she hoped she could find some measure of happiness for herself somehow, so long as Daisy was safe, that was all that really mattered.