((Contains material of an adult nature.))
It wasn't long before Edward returned to Ivy Lodge from Wisteria Cottage, scratching his head in confusion. If he'd known they were discussing him right at that moment, he might have turned around and marched right back there to set them straight, but he had no way of knowing, and he was smart enough to know they wanted - needed - some time alone. But why Wisteria, of all places" That was what confused him the most. By the time he walked back in the door of Ivy Lodge, he was still as confused as ever, not to mention concerned, but then who was he to talk" He and Lis had wasted little time in getting married themselves, cheating the family out of a big wedding.
"Mission accomplished," he announced as he stepped inside and went in search of his bride, er, wife.
Hearing her husband's return, Lis came into view from the kitchen, arms still soapy to the elbow, proving that she had made the most of his absence by indulging her almost obsessive intention to have their home spotless at all times. She smiled at him tenderly. "Is it something I want to know, how they looked?" she asked him in a teasing tone, her head tilted with affable curiosity.
Thankfully, Edward was nearly as fastidious as Lis, though his office could use a bit of tidying, as there were notes and papers scattered about, stacked and sorted in neat little piles that was Edward's way of organizing his life experiences. "Half-dressed or undressed," he replied moodily. Something was obviously bothering him, but he wasn't quite sure what it was. "Lis, do you think we were hasty in getting married?" he asked curiously, not because he had any regrets but because he was worried about Dom.
Frowning a little at his response, Lis returned to the kitchen, confident that he would follow her, reaching for a cloth to finish drying the plates. His question, however, made her go very still, her dark eyes truly worried as she looked over at him. "I ....Eduardo, I do not know what the right answer is," she told him truthfully. "I have never felt we were hasty, but ....d-do you regret our union, now?"
"No, querida, of course not," he assured her, his arms going around her waist from behind as she tended to the dishes. "I'm just worried about Dominic. He hasn't been with anyone since Gwen died, and he's already talking about marrying Elle."
She leaned into him, easily reassured as he embraced her. "It has been a long time for him, si?" she asked softly. "And yet, he is very open, still. It is good that he is so open to something new in his life, someone who will love him as he deserves to be loved. Is he hasty, then, in trusting his heart?"
"I don't know," he replied to her question, not really sure. "I don't think we were, but it was different for us." Different how" He had never been married before or even been in love before. Oh, there had been a few girlfriends and lovers over the years, but nothing really serious - certainly, no one like Gwen. "He was so happy for us. I want to be happy for him, Lis. I just don't want either of them to get hurt."
"Querido ..." Wiping her hands dry, she set the cloth aside, turning to cradle his jaw in her hands as she looked into his eyes. "There is nothing to say that you cannot worry for him, as he has worried for you. He asked me, a few days after we were married, if I was sure I had done the right thing, if I was sure I loved you. He worried for you then, as you worry for him now, but he did not show it to you, did he" He is a man of good judgement, very much like you. Would he take a risk with his heart, with his life, that might destroy him?"
He met her gaze, taking her advice and her wisdom to heart. She was right, of course, and Dom was a full-grown adult who was perfectly capable of making his own choices and decisions, and yet, Edward had witnessed the anguish his closest cousin had suffered over the years, and he only wanted to see him happy. But he had seemed happy, hadn't he" In fact, Edward had not seen Dom that happy in years. "No," Edward answered after a long moment's consideration. "No, he's been careful. As far as I know, he hasn't been with anyone since Gwen died. The truth is, I haven't seen him this happy, this excited in years."
"Then, querido, all you can do is be there for him, support for his triumphs and his defeats, be they with Elisabeta or alone," Lis murmured gently, brushing a kiss to the high curve of his cheekbone. "To be family if he needs you, and family if he does not."
"You didn't see him then, Lis," he said with a frown. "Gwen's death almost destroyed him." But then, could he blame him' How would he feel if anything happened to Lis" "He joined me in Africa for a while after that. I think it did him some good, but he hasn't been the same since ..." If Edward was honest with himself, it wasn't so much Gwen's death that had tormented Dom as the tragedy that had befallen them many years before. "I should be happy for him. I am happy for him." He said, almost as if trying to convince himself of that fact.
Gentle fingertips stroked his cheeks as he spoke, the dark eyes he loved so well steady on his face with soft understanding. "If he has made peace with his past and allowed himself to let go, Eduardo, then you do him disservice in holding to the fear of what happened before," she told him softly, hoping he wouldn't take offense at her words. "It is his choice. You do not have to be happy with it; there is no power that can force such a feeling. But you can be there for him, the brother he has always seen in you, and if it is truly a occasion for happiness, you will find it."
"I am happy for him," Edward assured her with a serious frown, meeting her gaze as she stroked his face. "I just don't want to see him get hurt again. That's all." He sighed, taking both her hands in both of his and pressing a kiss to each. "Perhaps we should have them over to dinner. He does seem fond of your cooking," he suggested with a small smile.
She laughed a little at that. "I have yet to meet a Granger who does not say they are fond of my cooking," she pointed out, but given that her cooking was mostly why she'd been hired in the first place, that wasn't much of a surprise. Brushing the tip of her nose to his, Lis stroked her thumb over her husband's lips affectionately. "He is a big boy now," she reminded him gently. "And she loves him, whether she has admitted it or not. It is in her eyes."
It wasn't long before Edward returned to Ivy Lodge from Wisteria Cottage, scratching his head in confusion. If he'd known they were discussing him right at that moment, he might have turned around and marched right back there to set them straight, but he had no way of knowing, and he was smart enough to know they wanted - needed - some time alone. But why Wisteria, of all places" That was what confused him the most. By the time he walked back in the door of Ivy Lodge, he was still as confused as ever, not to mention concerned, but then who was he to talk" He and Lis had wasted little time in getting married themselves, cheating the family out of a big wedding.
"Mission accomplished," he announced as he stepped inside and went in search of his bride, er, wife.
Hearing her husband's return, Lis came into view from the kitchen, arms still soapy to the elbow, proving that she had made the most of his absence by indulging her almost obsessive intention to have their home spotless at all times. She smiled at him tenderly. "Is it something I want to know, how they looked?" she asked him in a teasing tone, her head tilted with affable curiosity.
Thankfully, Edward was nearly as fastidious as Lis, though his office could use a bit of tidying, as there were notes and papers scattered about, stacked and sorted in neat little piles that was Edward's way of organizing his life experiences. "Half-dressed or undressed," he replied moodily. Something was obviously bothering him, but he wasn't quite sure what it was. "Lis, do you think we were hasty in getting married?" he asked curiously, not because he had any regrets but because he was worried about Dom.
Frowning a little at his response, Lis returned to the kitchen, confident that he would follow her, reaching for a cloth to finish drying the plates. His question, however, made her go very still, her dark eyes truly worried as she looked over at him. "I ....Eduardo, I do not know what the right answer is," she told him truthfully. "I have never felt we were hasty, but ....d-do you regret our union, now?"
"No, querida, of course not," he assured her, his arms going around her waist from behind as she tended to the dishes. "I'm just worried about Dominic. He hasn't been with anyone since Gwen died, and he's already talking about marrying Elle."
She leaned into him, easily reassured as he embraced her. "It has been a long time for him, si?" she asked softly. "And yet, he is very open, still. It is good that he is so open to something new in his life, someone who will love him as he deserves to be loved. Is he hasty, then, in trusting his heart?"
"I don't know," he replied to her question, not really sure. "I don't think we were, but it was different for us." Different how" He had never been married before or even been in love before. Oh, there had been a few girlfriends and lovers over the years, but nothing really serious - certainly, no one like Gwen. "He was so happy for us. I want to be happy for him, Lis. I just don't want either of them to get hurt."
"Querido ..." Wiping her hands dry, she set the cloth aside, turning to cradle his jaw in her hands as she looked into his eyes. "There is nothing to say that you cannot worry for him, as he has worried for you. He asked me, a few days after we were married, if I was sure I had done the right thing, if I was sure I loved you. He worried for you then, as you worry for him now, but he did not show it to you, did he" He is a man of good judgement, very much like you. Would he take a risk with his heart, with his life, that might destroy him?"
He met her gaze, taking her advice and her wisdom to heart. She was right, of course, and Dom was a full-grown adult who was perfectly capable of making his own choices and decisions, and yet, Edward had witnessed the anguish his closest cousin had suffered over the years, and he only wanted to see him happy. But he had seemed happy, hadn't he" In fact, Edward had not seen Dom that happy in years. "No," Edward answered after a long moment's consideration. "No, he's been careful. As far as I know, he hasn't been with anyone since Gwen died. The truth is, I haven't seen him this happy, this excited in years."
"Then, querido, all you can do is be there for him, support for his triumphs and his defeats, be they with Elisabeta or alone," Lis murmured gently, brushing a kiss to the high curve of his cheekbone. "To be family if he needs you, and family if he does not."
"You didn't see him then, Lis," he said with a frown. "Gwen's death almost destroyed him." But then, could he blame him' How would he feel if anything happened to Lis" "He joined me in Africa for a while after that. I think it did him some good, but he hasn't been the same since ..." If Edward was honest with himself, it wasn't so much Gwen's death that had tormented Dom as the tragedy that had befallen them many years before. "I should be happy for him. I am happy for him." He said, almost as if trying to convince himself of that fact.
Gentle fingertips stroked his cheeks as he spoke, the dark eyes he loved so well steady on his face with soft understanding. "If he has made peace with his past and allowed himself to let go, Eduardo, then you do him disservice in holding to the fear of what happened before," she told him softly, hoping he wouldn't take offense at her words. "It is his choice. You do not have to be happy with it; there is no power that can force such a feeling. But you can be there for him, the brother he has always seen in you, and if it is truly a occasion for happiness, you will find it."
"I am happy for him," Edward assured her with a serious frown, meeting her gaze as she stroked his face. "I just don't want to see him get hurt again. That's all." He sighed, taking both her hands in both of his and pressing a kiss to each. "Perhaps we should have them over to dinner. He does seem fond of your cooking," he suggested with a small smile.
She laughed a little at that. "I have yet to meet a Granger who does not say they are fond of my cooking," she pointed out, but given that her cooking was mostly why she'd been hired in the first place, that wasn't much of a surprise. Brushing the tip of her nose to his, Lis stroked her thumb over her husband's lips affectionately. "He is a big boy now," she reminded him gently. "And she loves him, whether she has admitted it or not. It is in her eyes."