((Contains material of an adult nature
Despite their impatience, it was well past midnight when the royal couple finally made their excuses and left the party still ongoing. From outside came the sound of fireworks, let off in the parks for the amusement of the crowds still gathered there, illuminating the sky in a rich array of colors, painting the soft white of Dru's evening gown with a myriad rainbow of light. She had dismissed her maid, wanting to be alone for the first time with her husband. But now they were alone, she found herself quiet and shy, biting her lower lip as she looked up at him from the moonlit bay of the window that spilled silver illumination into the bedroom that was theirs.
Josh, too, seemed to have turned quiet and a little bit shy now that they were finally alone, but he seemed content enough to savor the quiet for now, his arms wrapped around Dru's waist as they watched the fireworks from their bedroom window. Her eldest brother was right about one thing - it was a little bit like a fairytale, but it was their fairy tale, and Josh kept having to mentally pinch himself to make sure it was real.
Her hair was already unbound, curling over her shoulders as they stood together. The first thing she had done on entering their rooms having been to remove all the pins that had been holding her hair in place all evening. Her shoes, too, had been discarded. Standing there, wrapped up in his arms as she leaned back against his chest, she was the tiny girl he had met not even a full year ago once again, having set aside the princess now they were alone. It felt good to be just Dru, and know that Josh truly was hers now, no matter who or where they were.
It felt a little strange to know those fireworks were for them, in celebration of their marriage, and it occurred to Josh that this one day had started the healing process the little principality needed after the tragic events of one year ago. He'd been quiet since they'd left the reception, a little lost in his own thoughts, thinking not only of Dru and their new life together, but reflecting on the past, on those who would never know the children that would be born to them in the years to come or see how happy they were to be together. It seemed something needed saying, something to acknowledge the two women who had lost their lives but who'd also given so much to make Dru and Josh who they'd become. "She's watching, you know," he said quietly, breaking the silence at last. "Your mother would be proud of you, Dru."
The sparkle of fireworks glittered in her eyes as he spoke, the wetness there for the mother she had lost, and for his own loss, too. "So would your mother be proud of you," she said, her voice just as quiet in the stillness. She turned in his arms, her hands rising to lay against his chest as she looked into his eyes. "I love you," she told him, for the umpteenth time, never tired of saying it nor of hearing it in return. There was more she wanted to say, but she couldn't seem to be able to find the words for it, hoping he would understand what was unspoken anyway.
He turned his gaze away from the fireworks as she turned in his arms, seeing the wetness in her eyes and knowing his words had touched her in the way he had intended. "I know I can't replace her, Dru, but I hope I can take away a little of the pain. All I want is to make you happy. I love you, and that's all I've ever wanted," he told her, a few tears shining in his own eyes - happy tears, not sad ones.
"You already do make me happy," she promised him softly, one hand rising to gently caress his cheek, the dual rings that declared her as his wife sparkling in the moonlight. "I've been happier with you than I can ever remember being in my life. All I want is for you to be happy, too."
"I am happy, Dru," he assured her, brushing a few strands of chestnut-colored hair from her face. "It just seems so unreal sometimes, like it's just a dream. It doesn't seem that long ago that I was just struggling to get through college, and now here I am, with you. I never expected to end up here when my father first sent me to Rhy'Din."
"Neither did I," she admitted, a quiet giggle punctuating her words as she smiled up at him. "But it is very real, sweetheart. I'm your wife, and there is nothing in the world that makes me prouder than to know that." And judging by the sounds of revelry outside, the people of Tirisano were in fulsome agreement with her, more proud of their royal family than ever now it had grown just a little further.
Josh thought it was probably time they closed the drapes and celebrated their wedding in private, without the people of Tirisano looking on. They'd had their moment and now it was time for privacy. He reached around her to pull the drapes closed, blocking out the fireworks and the revelry that was going on outside to focus on just the two of them. He reached for her hand to draw her gently away from the window, fingertips brushing her face once again and sliding through the soft fall of her hair. "I love you, Dru. I want you," he told her quietly, admitting his desire for her, despite the months of impatient waiting.
With the drapes fallen, the room was dimly lit, just enough for them to see one another as he drew her away from the window. Shy though she was, they had been intimate enough in the months that had passed for that shyness not to carry much weight as she followed him, her head tilting into his touch. "I want you, Josh," she whispered softly. "We don't have to stop this time."
"I don't want to hurt you," he said, voicing his main worry, the worry he'd been mulling for days. There was no way around it, though. There was going to be a little pain before they could enjoy the pleasure. He frowned a little, not wanting her to feel pressured if she wasn't ready, even though they were married now and this was not only expected of them but, in a way, required. "We can wait if you want, go slow, a little at a time," he told her, though he thought it might be better to get past the pain as quickly as possible. Though he might have been impatient about marriage, it seemed he was infinitely patient when it came to Dru's wishes.
She shook her head, her smile tender as she stepped close to him, rising up onto her bare toes to kiss him for the first time since they had found privacy to share. "I don't want to wait," she told him in answer, her breath warm against his lips as her arms drew themselves about his waist. "I'm not afraid of a little pain. I love you, Josh. I want to be your wife, in every way I can be." She loved him all the more for his worrying over her, but it was unnecessary. "We've taken things as slowly as they are ever going to be," she giggled gently, kissing him once again. "I'm ready, if you are."
Despite their impatience, it was well past midnight when the royal couple finally made their excuses and left the party still ongoing. From outside came the sound of fireworks, let off in the parks for the amusement of the crowds still gathered there, illuminating the sky in a rich array of colors, painting the soft white of Dru's evening gown with a myriad rainbow of light. She had dismissed her maid, wanting to be alone for the first time with her husband. But now they were alone, she found herself quiet and shy, biting her lower lip as she looked up at him from the moonlit bay of the window that spilled silver illumination into the bedroom that was theirs.
Josh, too, seemed to have turned quiet and a little bit shy now that they were finally alone, but he seemed content enough to savor the quiet for now, his arms wrapped around Dru's waist as they watched the fireworks from their bedroom window. Her eldest brother was right about one thing - it was a little bit like a fairytale, but it was their fairy tale, and Josh kept having to mentally pinch himself to make sure it was real.
Her hair was already unbound, curling over her shoulders as they stood together. The first thing she had done on entering their rooms having been to remove all the pins that had been holding her hair in place all evening. Her shoes, too, had been discarded. Standing there, wrapped up in his arms as she leaned back against his chest, she was the tiny girl he had met not even a full year ago once again, having set aside the princess now they were alone. It felt good to be just Dru, and know that Josh truly was hers now, no matter who or where they were.
It felt a little strange to know those fireworks were for them, in celebration of their marriage, and it occurred to Josh that this one day had started the healing process the little principality needed after the tragic events of one year ago. He'd been quiet since they'd left the reception, a little lost in his own thoughts, thinking not only of Dru and their new life together, but reflecting on the past, on those who would never know the children that would be born to them in the years to come or see how happy they were to be together. It seemed something needed saying, something to acknowledge the two women who had lost their lives but who'd also given so much to make Dru and Josh who they'd become. "She's watching, you know," he said quietly, breaking the silence at last. "Your mother would be proud of you, Dru."
The sparkle of fireworks glittered in her eyes as he spoke, the wetness there for the mother she had lost, and for his own loss, too. "So would your mother be proud of you," she said, her voice just as quiet in the stillness. She turned in his arms, her hands rising to lay against his chest as she looked into his eyes. "I love you," she told him, for the umpteenth time, never tired of saying it nor of hearing it in return. There was more she wanted to say, but she couldn't seem to be able to find the words for it, hoping he would understand what was unspoken anyway.
He turned his gaze away from the fireworks as she turned in his arms, seeing the wetness in her eyes and knowing his words had touched her in the way he had intended. "I know I can't replace her, Dru, but I hope I can take away a little of the pain. All I want is to make you happy. I love you, and that's all I've ever wanted," he told her, a few tears shining in his own eyes - happy tears, not sad ones.
"You already do make me happy," she promised him softly, one hand rising to gently caress his cheek, the dual rings that declared her as his wife sparkling in the moonlight. "I've been happier with you than I can ever remember being in my life. All I want is for you to be happy, too."
"I am happy, Dru," he assured her, brushing a few strands of chestnut-colored hair from her face. "It just seems so unreal sometimes, like it's just a dream. It doesn't seem that long ago that I was just struggling to get through college, and now here I am, with you. I never expected to end up here when my father first sent me to Rhy'Din."
"Neither did I," she admitted, a quiet giggle punctuating her words as she smiled up at him. "But it is very real, sweetheart. I'm your wife, and there is nothing in the world that makes me prouder than to know that." And judging by the sounds of revelry outside, the people of Tirisano were in fulsome agreement with her, more proud of their royal family than ever now it had grown just a little further.
Josh thought it was probably time they closed the drapes and celebrated their wedding in private, without the people of Tirisano looking on. They'd had their moment and now it was time for privacy. He reached around her to pull the drapes closed, blocking out the fireworks and the revelry that was going on outside to focus on just the two of them. He reached for her hand to draw her gently away from the window, fingertips brushing her face once again and sliding through the soft fall of her hair. "I love you, Dru. I want you," he told her quietly, admitting his desire for her, despite the months of impatient waiting.
With the drapes fallen, the room was dimly lit, just enough for them to see one another as he drew her away from the window. Shy though she was, they had been intimate enough in the months that had passed for that shyness not to carry much weight as she followed him, her head tilting into his touch. "I want you, Josh," she whispered softly. "We don't have to stop this time."
"I don't want to hurt you," he said, voicing his main worry, the worry he'd been mulling for days. There was no way around it, though. There was going to be a little pain before they could enjoy the pleasure. He frowned a little, not wanting her to feel pressured if she wasn't ready, even though they were married now and this was not only expected of them but, in a way, required. "We can wait if you want, go slow, a little at a time," he told her, though he thought it might be better to get past the pain as quickly as possible. Though he might have been impatient about marriage, it seemed he was infinitely patient when it came to Dru's wishes.
She shook her head, her smile tender as she stepped close to him, rising up onto her bare toes to kiss him for the first time since they had found privacy to share. "I don't want to wait," she told him in answer, her breath warm against his lips as her arms drew themselves about his waist. "I'm not afraid of a little pain. I love you, Josh. I want to be your wife, in every way I can be." She loved him all the more for his worrying over her, but it was unnecessary. "We've taken things as slowly as they are ever going to be," she giggled gently, kissing him once again. "I'm ready, if you are."