By George's reckoning, it had only been a year, give or take, since the Great War - the War to End All Wars, or so they'd said. One year since he'd been buried in wounded men a few miles from the front. There had been no shortage of wounded, that much was certain. One year, since some unknown force had seen fit to inexplicably sweep him away from the bloodshed and deposit him here in Rhy'Din. One year to forget the horrors of war and put them behind him. One year by his reckoning, but nearly one hundred, as far as the history books were concerned.
Though he'd tried to forget, to push those memories aside, every now and then, they reared their ugly head in the way of nightmares so vivid and so real, it was almost like he'd never left. The dreams always left him shaken, terrified, unable to fall back asleep until morning. He remembered all their faces, each and every one of the men he'd saved or failed to save. Each one of them haunted his dreams at night as he relived the horrors of war. One year was hardly enough to forget it, no matter how hard he tried.
The worst part about the dreams, though, wasn't so much the names and the faces; it was the fact that it never seemed to end. Though the war had ended nearly one hundred years ago, it still seemed to go on in his head. He wasn't sure what triggered the nightmares, other than the horrors he'd lived through and witnessed first hand, nor was he sure why he'd decided to pick up his telephone and call Gabrielle upon his awakening. He only knew that at times like this he was terrified to be alone.
Just a few miles to the south of the city, Maple Grove slept. The houses that were scattered through the estate were dark and quiet, with nothing but the sound of the wind whispering through leaves to disturb that stillness. In Beecham House, all was blessedly still. Gordon snored quietly in his own bed; the twins, Theo and Jake, were sprawled in their own beds, dreaming the happy dreams of childhood. Even Gabi, who found it so hard to fall asleep in her big bed these days, was dozing, her face pressed into her pillow. Until an insistent sound penetrated the darkness of her bedroom. Groaning, she raised her head, peering toward the nightstand, where her phone was lit up and vibrating, dangerously close to toppling off the edge of the stand altogether. She reached out, fumbling to collect the call, and drew the phone to her ear, sitting up in bed. "Hello?"
There was a brief silent pause as she picked up the phone and then a quiet, strained voice she'd likely recognize as the good doctor's. "G-Gabi?" he inquired, shortening her name for the very first time. "I-I'm sorry. I know it's late ..." His voice trailed, sounding strained and weary, as though he'd either just awoken or hadn't really slept.
"George?" Rubbing her eyes, Gabi pushed herself to the edge of the bed, a spike of anxiety for him in her chest as she noted the time. "No, don't apologize. I told you to call if you needed me." Dragging her fingers through her hair, she made an effort to wake up a little more. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing," he heard himself saying, but that was quite possibly the biggest lie of his life. "I just ..." There was that pause of awkward silence again, where she couldn't even hear him breathing. When he finally spoke, his voice sounded quiet and strained and on the verge of breaking. "Just tell me this is real ....That you're real," he said, as if he was pleading with her.
That long silence frightened her - frightened her enough to spur her into an action she might never have considered without the aching worry gathering in her chest for him. As George gathered himself to speak again, Gabi was already moving, pulling a cardigan on over her pajamas, scribbling a note for her father. "Of course I'm real," she promised the doctor when he spoke again, relieved that he hadn't simply put the phone down and gone back to that obvious lie he had told her to start with. "You're real. Rhy'Din is very real. Sweetheart, what happened?" Even as she spoke, she was moving through the house, leaving the baby monitor and note next to her snoring father's bed before heading downstairs.
If he'd been aware of what she was doing, he would have told her not to bother; that all he really needed was to hear her voice and for her to talk him through it, but he didn't know. Pacing the bedroom in his pajamas, bare feet silent on the cold wooden floor, her voice seemed to be the only thing keeping him sane, keeping him grounded to this reality, if reality it was. "I was-I was dreaming, I think ..." he tried to explain, not really wanting to think about it, much less talk about it, but needing to share it with someone. "I feel like I'm losing my mind."
"You're not losing your mind," she told him firmly, pausing for just a moment to look in on her boys before she padded downstairs in the dark, slipping her feet into shoes and snatching her keys. She could easily guess what it was that had sent him groping wildly out of sleep to call her. "Tell me what you did today," she told him. "In detail, I want to hear all about it. Every last gory bit of gloop." Which was saying something for the squeamish Gabrielle. But she didn't want him dwelling on his dream; at least, not until she was there with him.
"I, uh ..." He trailed off again, pausing a moment to shove a hand through his short blond hair as he took a seat on the bed. He felt cold suddenly, chilled to the bone, though the room didn't seem all that cold. "I had surgery. Routine stuff. An appendix in the morning and then I did my rounds," he told her, trying to focus his thoughts on the events of the day. He knew she was trying to distract him from his troubles by having him recount the mundane events of his day. He'd seen a doctor once upon a time when he'd first arrived here, but when the man had suggested drugs and sleeping pills to help George cope, he'd stopped going, choosing to deal with his memories in his own way. The truth was he didn't want to forget; it didn't seem right to forget. It seemed almost sacrilegious. No, he didn't want to forget them; he only wanted to learn how to put them to rest. He went on to tell her about his day, as uneventful as it was, unaware that she was already on her way to him.
She pressed him for every detail, however small it might have seemed to him - what time he woke up, what he ate for lunch; she even asked him to describe the typeface on the official paperwork he'd signed over the course of the day. Until finally, half an hour and a little reckless driving after he called her, she was making her way swiftly up the steps of his apartment building. "All right, sweetheart, I want you to do something for me," she said quietly into the phone at her ear as she came to a halt in front of his door. "I want you to open your front door and let me in."
He'd been so distracted describing his day that he'd never noticed the signs that she was on her way to see him, to rescue him from the horrors that plagued his nights. He had only just realized that she'd called him sweetheart - twice! And now she was telling him to open his front door, but why' And then it hit him that while he'd been going on about his day, she'd been driving the short distance from Maple Grove to his flat. "Open my door?" he echoed, pushing himself up off the bed only to realize he was in his pajamas. "I, uh ....Give me a moment," he told her, wondering if he should push the button that would disconnect them.
Though he'd tried to forget, to push those memories aside, every now and then, they reared their ugly head in the way of nightmares so vivid and so real, it was almost like he'd never left. The dreams always left him shaken, terrified, unable to fall back asleep until morning. He remembered all their faces, each and every one of the men he'd saved or failed to save. Each one of them haunted his dreams at night as he relived the horrors of war. One year was hardly enough to forget it, no matter how hard he tried.
The worst part about the dreams, though, wasn't so much the names and the faces; it was the fact that it never seemed to end. Though the war had ended nearly one hundred years ago, it still seemed to go on in his head. He wasn't sure what triggered the nightmares, other than the horrors he'd lived through and witnessed first hand, nor was he sure why he'd decided to pick up his telephone and call Gabrielle upon his awakening. He only knew that at times like this he was terrified to be alone.
Just a few miles to the south of the city, Maple Grove slept. The houses that were scattered through the estate were dark and quiet, with nothing but the sound of the wind whispering through leaves to disturb that stillness. In Beecham House, all was blessedly still. Gordon snored quietly in his own bed; the twins, Theo and Jake, were sprawled in their own beds, dreaming the happy dreams of childhood. Even Gabi, who found it so hard to fall asleep in her big bed these days, was dozing, her face pressed into her pillow. Until an insistent sound penetrated the darkness of her bedroom. Groaning, she raised her head, peering toward the nightstand, where her phone was lit up and vibrating, dangerously close to toppling off the edge of the stand altogether. She reached out, fumbling to collect the call, and drew the phone to her ear, sitting up in bed. "Hello?"
There was a brief silent pause as she picked up the phone and then a quiet, strained voice she'd likely recognize as the good doctor's. "G-Gabi?" he inquired, shortening her name for the very first time. "I-I'm sorry. I know it's late ..." His voice trailed, sounding strained and weary, as though he'd either just awoken or hadn't really slept.
"George?" Rubbing her eyes, Gabi pushed herself to the edge of the bed, a spike of anxiety for him in her chest as she noted the time. "No, don't apologize. I told you to call if you needed me." Dragging her fingers through her hair, she made an effort to wake up a little more. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing," he heard himself saying, but that was quite possibly the biggest lie of his life. "I just ..." There was that pause of awkward silence again, where she couldn't even hear him breathing. When he finally spoke, his voice sounded quiet and strained and on the verge of breaking. "Just tell me this is real ....That you're real," he said, as if he was pleading with her.
That long silence frightened her - frightened her enough to spur her into an action she might never have considered without the aching worry gathering in her chest for him. As George gathered himself to speak again, Gabi was already moving, pulling a cardigan on over her pajamas, scribbling a note for her father. "Of course I'm real," she promised the doctor when he spoke again, relieved that he hadn't simply put the phone down and gone back to that obvious lie he had told her to start with. "You're real. Rhy'Din is very real. Sweetheart, what happened?" Even as she spoke, she was moving through the house, leaving the baby monitor and note next to her snoring father's bed before heading downstairs.
If he'd been aware of what she was doing, he would have told her not to bother; that all he really needed was to hear her voice and for her to talk him through it, but he didn't know. Pacing the bedroom in his pajamas, bare feet silent on the cold wooden floor, her voice seemed to be the only thing keeping him sane, keeping him grounded to this reality, if reality it was. "I was-I was dreaming, I think ..." he tried to explain, not really wanting to think about it, much less talk about it, but needing to share it with someone. "I feel like I'm losing my mind."
"You're not losing your mind," she told him firmly, pausing for just a moment to look in on her boys before she padded downstairs in the dark, slipping her feet into shoes and snatching her keys. She could easily guess what it was that had sent him groping wildly out of sleep to call her. "Tell me what you did today," she told him. "In detail, I want to hear all about it. Every last gory bit of gloop." Which was saying something for the squeamish Gabrielle. But she didn't want him dwelling on his dream; at least, not until she was there with him.
"I, uh ..." He trailed off again, pausing a moment to shove a hand through his short blond hair as he took a seat on the bed. He felt cold suddenly, chilled to the bone, though the room didn't seem all that cold. "I had surgery. Routine stuff. An appendix in the morning and then I did my rounds," he told her, trying to focus his thoughts on the events of the day. He knew she was trying to distract him from his troubles by having him recount the mundane events of his day. He'd seen a doctor once upon a time when he'd first arrived here, but when the man had suggested drugs and sleeping pills to help George cope, he'd stopped going, choosing to deal with his memories in his own way. The truth was he didn't want to forget; it didn't seem right to forget. It seemed almost sacrilegious. No, he didn't want to forget them; he only wanted to learn how to put them to rest. He went on to tell her about his day, as uneventful as it was, unaware that she was already on her way to him.
She pressed him for every detail, however small it might have seemed to him - what time he woke up, what he ate for lunch; she even asked him to describe the typeface on the official paperwork he'd signed over the course of the day. Until finally, half an hour and a little reckless driving after he called her, she was making her way swiftly up the steps of his apartment building. "All right, sweetheart, I want you to do something for me," she said quietly into the phone at her ear as she came to a halt in front of his door. "I want you to open your front door and let me in."
He'd been so distracted describing his day that he'd never noticed the signs that she was on her way to see him, to rescue him from the horrors that plagued his nights. He had only just realized that she'd called him sweetheart - twice! And now she was telling him to open his front door, but why' And then it hit him that while he'd been going on about his day, she'd been driving the short distance from Maple Grove to his flat. "Open my door?" he echoed, pushing himself up off the bed only to realize he was in his pajamas. "I, uh ....Give me a moment," he told her, wondering if he should push the button that would disconnect them.