Topic: Learning to Believe

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 08:51 EST
New Year's Eve came and went. Desmond's friends and co-workers had tried to drag him away from work for a few hours to celebrate, and though he'd promised to catch up with them later, he'd gotten lost in the case he was working on and had lost all track of time, eventually falling asleep in a chair in his office missing the celebration entirely, despite the ruckus in the streets outside the building. It wasn't until mid-morning that he'd awoken, bleary-eyed and groggy, despite missing the party that had gone on the previous night. The office was quiet, everyone else home sleeping off a hangover or spending time with family, while there he sat - rubbing the sleep from his eyes and stretching the ache from his muscles, alone and with a mound of work still waiting for him on his desk.

He'd gone over the case a dozen times or more in preparation for Grand Jury, but he knew no matter how many times he went over it, he'd never really feel ready, until he stood in the court room and faced the jury. He hadn't meant to stay so long, but time had gotten away from him, as it had a habit of doing when he was knee-deep in work, and the promise he'd made to visit Rhy'Din had been nearly forgotten amidst all the pressures of his blossoming career.

A soft giggle made itself known in the quiet of the office. It sounded tiny - not small in sound, but as though it had issued from some tiny creature. A rustle shook the papers on his desk; a breeze that came from no open window rattled the blind on his window. A loud thump resounded from the cabinet against the wall, and suddenly everything was still again. But it was an odd sort of stillness, the sort of quiet that came when many eyes were watching. Patiently waiting for an opportunity.

Des had awoken to the sound of a soft giggle and the rustle of papers, but it was the unexplained thump that had startled him awake, and he looked around the room for the source of the sound, a strange feeling creeping over him that he wasn't alone. But he was. There was no one in sight, and he quickly dismissed what he'd thought to be something as nothing more than a dream. Pushing himself to his feet, he frowned as he glanced as his watch and realized what time it was, remembering his promise to Piper and wondering if there was still time to see her and get back before he was due in court.

"Damn it," he muttered to himself, angry he'd lost track of time. He'd intended to leave for Rhy'Din Saturday or Sunday at the latest, before he'd gotten bogged down in details and obligations, despite it being a holiday weekend. This job, as important as it was to him, was starting to take over his life.

Another thump from the cabinet rattled the contents violently, and if he strained his ears, he might just be able to make out the sound of furious whispering, perhaps even an argument in voices so small as to be almost imperceptible. Another rustle shook the papers on his desk, followed by the quiet clink of a glass ....and with nothing more than a blur in the air, a full glass of water now stood on the desk where before there had been none. Another quiet giggle flickered through the room, seeming to sweep past Des' groggy head, and a quiet crash of metal announced that his keys - previously in the pocket of his coat hanging quite some way away - had been dumped unceremoniously on the desk beside that glass.

Des blinked in disbelief at the mischief that was going on around him, his eyes not wanting to believe what they were seeing. He wasn't drunk and he wasn't sleeping, and had no logical explanation for it, other than the possibility of madness, forgetting, at least momentarily, Piper's claims regarding Lyneth's true origins. Even if she was telling the truth - and he had no reason to suspect she wasn't - the last thing he was expecting was to be plagued by fairies here in Manhattan in broad daylight. "What the hell..." he muttered to himself, suddenly wide awake, despite his recent grogginess. He stepped closer to his desk, knowing for a fact that he hadn't poured himself a glass of water or left his keys on his desk.

"He's late." Quite where the little voice had come from was difficult to tell, but the words were clear enough to understand. "He made a promise and he broke it." There was the sound of a small scuffle near the window, and quite suddenly tiny hands grasped hold of a hank of Des' hair and pulled. Hard. Yet ....there was nothing there. Or perhaps, whatever was there was just too fast to be caught. "Oath-breakers don't get second chances."

"Ow!" Des exclaimed as someone or something tugged at his hair, and he swatted at whatever it was, as though he was swatting a fly. As unbelievable and impossible as it seemed, he realized he wasn't alone. There was someone else - a few of them by the sound of it - there in the room with him, either invisible to his eyes or too small to see. "Who's there?" he asked, narrowing his eyes and turning this way and that toward the sound of the little voices. He'd heard pieces of what they were saying, but hadn't quite put two and two together yet.

The little voice spoke again. "Oath-breakers are bad people." Another voice picked up the theme from a different corner of the room, still tiny in size, but vehement in casting aspersions. "Oath-breakers don't deserve little friends." A shattering of glass sent an explosion of glittering shards and water across his desk, wetting various papers and leaving his keys in a treacherous pile of sharp glass fragments.

His brows furrowed at the accusation. He was nothing of the sort. He was only late and having a breach of faith, wondering if he'd imagined the entire trip to Rhy'Din, like Ebenezer Scrooge had more than likely imagined being visited by the Ghosts of Christmas Past, Present, and Future. But certain he was awake and not dreaming, he was not imagining this. "I am not an oath-breaker!" he found himself protesting to the unseen forces that were tormenting him, gasping as the glass on his desk suddenly shattered seemingly by itself. He hurried over to try and blot the water and save all his hard work from being ruined, cursing again as a shard of glass found a finger and drew blood.

Another giggle, harsher and less forgiving, made itself known. "You made a promise," the voice attached to it declared, and for the briefest moment, a blur in the air resolved into a tiny figure, wings fluttering. "You broke your promise." The figure became a blur once again, and hit him squarely between the eyes with a force that was completely unexpected given the size of the fist it came from. While he was distracted, another sweeping blur buzzed over the desk, and his bleeding thumb was suddenly dressed in a neat little bandage. "You hurt our Lyneth."

Too stunned to defend himself, at least at first, Desmond stumbled backwards, knocked off balance by that tiny fist and back into the chair where he'd spent the night. He didn't notice the bandage on his finger at first, too stunned by what was going on around him. "I didn't..." he started, blinking to make sure he wasn't imagining things. "I promised I'd come for dinner!" he pointed out, remembering the promise he'd made to Piper that he'd later dismissed as a dream. "I thought....I thought I was dreaming." He rubbed at the tiny bruise that was forming between his eyes. It was then that he noticed the bandage and wondered if at least one of the little creatures was on his side.

He couldn't deny what he was seeing. If this was real, then was Rhy'Din real" It seemed too unbelievable, torn between logic and the need for proof and his desire to believe and make a leap of faith.

An ugly face peeked out at him from behind the wet papers. This one was still small, but seemingly distracted, twitching uncomfortably until finally it seemed to give into its nature. In yet another blur of speed, it rushed across the desk. In its wake, glass was swept up, water was wiped away, and even the papers that had been sodden a moment ago were left as good as new. A low mutter made itself known from a corner above Desmond's head. "Stupid brownies ..."

Another voice shushed the first loudly, and a third finally made itself known, recognisable as the one to whom belonged the fist that had handed out the tiny bruise between the human's eyes. "She was waiting," it said from its hiding place, seemingly angry with him. "She was waiting and happy. And then she was disappointed and sad."

The first voice piped up once again. "You made the Mummy sad, too." And again, the second voice spoke. "Oath-breakers don't deserve them."

Desmond wondered not for the first time whether or not he was going mad. Was he working so hard that he'd lost his mind, or was all this real" His memory traveled back to Christmas - the most magical Christmas of his life, it seemed. The night he'd met the most beautiful girl he'd ever seen and been completely and utterly charmed by her pixie of a daughter. He frowned at the memory, almost too afraid to think it might have actually been real. The harsh reality of his own life had overshadowed the beauty and magic of Rhy'Din until he'd believed it all to be just the product of a wistful imagination and a little too much alcohol. "It was real?" he asked, eyes wide, heart pounding in his chest at the possibility.

"You don't think we're real?" And quite suddenly, where there had been nothing but his empty office, Desmond found himself surrounded by little people. Some wore wings and floated in mid-air, tiny human-like beings that seemed delicate to the eye; some stood on the ground, a little larger, sturdier; others on the desk, ugly little beings who couldn't help obsessively cleaning and tidying even when making a point. To a man, they were all looking at him as though he had personally insulted them.

If it was at all possible, the lawyer's eyes went a little wider, a little rounder as he took in the beings that were surrounding him, feeling perhaps a little like Gulliver when he'd awoken surrounded by the little people. "I...uh..." Des broke off, his jaw falling open, uncharacteristically speechless. Either he was still dreaming or he was surrounded by a small band of angry fairies. "Oh my God," he muttered to himself, though he guessed the Christian God had very little to do with what he was seeing. "I thought..." Well, obviously, he'd thought wrong.

"No, you didn't," the first speaker declared. She was a tiny winged creature, stark naked and apparently very comfortable in this state, hovering entirely too close to his face for comfort. "You made a promise. We don't like oath-breakers." There was a murmur of agreement from the many little watchers.

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 08:53 EST
A small foot kicked Des' hand. It turned out to belong to the ugly little brownie that had tidied his desk for him. "You've a bad start to th' year, sonnie."

Des blinked again, but when he opened his eyes, they were still there. He furrowed his brows at their accusations, feeling suddenly defensive. He was only human, after all. What did they expect from him' "I still have time to keep that promise," he pointed out, trying not to stare at the little naked woman who was hovering in his field of vision. "Ouch!" he exclaimed again, snatching his hand away and shaking the ache from it that had been caused by the little kick. "I'm not sure I can find the portal again. I'm not sure how it works," he explained with a frown, hardly believing his own words. Without Miranda there to pester him about a return visit, it seemed he had lost faith in what his eyes had seen but could not explain.

A low mutter ran through the little crowd of fairy folk, and for a moment they swept into a small huddle in the middle of his desk, having what seemed to be a spirited argument in their tiny voices, impossible to make out the individual opinions in the babble that reached his ears. A moment later, they separated again, and the first speaker sighed, looking unhappy with the decision. "Fine," she said in her piping voice, hands on her hips. "Oisin will take you through the portal. You do remember where it is, yes" You can't be that stupid."

Des leaned forward as if to try and make out what the little people were whispering about, which he knew had everything to do with himself. It almost felt as if he was the one on trial here, without anyone to defend his actions - or more accurately, inactions - but himself, and a jury of fairies more than ready to convict. He leaned back as the first fairy reasserted herself. Whether she was the leader or not he wasn't sure, but she seemed to be the one in charge of doing most of the talking. "I remember," he replied, having at least a vague idea where the portal had been located, but not really sure how to make it work again, doubting it even existed at all.

"So go!" She buzzed right to his face, taking a firm hold on each of his eyelids. "And don't lie to our friend again, or you'll be sorry." Releasing him, she gave some quick signal, and as suddenly as they had all appeared, the fairy folk were gone, out of sight.

All but one; the ugly little brownie who had kicked his hand. He was holding up Des' keys in both hands, smiling encouragingly. "We off then, sonnie?"

Des leaned back further, until his head was pressed against the back of the chair, the fairy girl right in his face, literally. "Stop that!" he complained, wiping a hand across his eyes to dislodge her as she tugged at his eyelids, but when he opened his eyes, she was already gone, and he was left alone with an ugly little fairy whose face reminded him of a wrinkled up brown prune. "I don't suppose I can stop for a shower and change of clothes," he remarked, catching a sense of urgency from the small beings. "If you're really fairies, can't you turn back time or something?"

"Be quick," the brownie told him, shaking his keys toward him as he lumbered across the desk. "You're a messy fella, y'know. Learn to be tidy and you wouldn't lose little things so much. O' course," the little creature laughed heartily, climbing up Des' sleeve whether the lawyer wanted him to or not, "not upsettin' the wee folk'd go a ways to keepin' your things where you can find 'em, too." He sat down securely in Des' top pocket. "Off we go, then."

"She doesn't like me much, does she?" he asked, as he reached for his keys, watching as the little creature climbed up his arm and into his pocket. Once the brownie was settled securely, Des got to his feet, snatched the coat from the back of his chair, and tugged it onto his shoulders and arms. The little man hadn't really answered his question, and he wasn't sure he was going to either, but Des was polite enough not to press him further, not wanting to piss him off.

The little brownie didn't answer his time travel question, not even hinting at any sort of response right the way through the little journey from the office to Des' apartment. While the human showered and dressed, Oisin the brownie did what brownies do best ....he cleaned. He cleaned, and tidied, and generally made Desmond's apartment look as though he had only just moved in and unpacked, helping himself to a few mouthfuls of milk while he was waiting for the human to pull himself together. When Des reappeared, the ugly little creature was walking up and down on a newspaper, reading it very carefully line by line.

Almost as if to prove the brownie wrong, when Des reappeared he spotless and looking rather dapper in a light gray suit, white shirt, and blue tie that matched his eyes. His hair was still damp, his facial hair neatly clipped close to his face, and he was smelling faintly of a mixture of soap and men's cologne, the scent of which further lent him an air of cleanliness. Even his shoes were recently polished, more than likely thanks to the little brownie. "What are you doing?" he asked, as he pulled on his coat, spying the brownie pacing the newspaper. If he looked hard enough, he'd find Des' name among the headlines, declaring him as the prosecutor who was in charge of a case that was about to go to grand jury and would determine whether or not one of Manhattan's more prominent individuals was indicted on charges of in connection with organized crime.

The fairy creature paused, looking up at him thoughtfully. "Readin'," he said after a moment. "Words this big takes time to go in. You're a big shot, ain'tcha?" He turned, tapping his gnarled foot against the printed letters of Des' own name in the article. "Names and places don't mean nothin' to me, but if you can keep promises like this'un, then you got no excuse for breakin' promises to other folks."

Des frowned, the pressure of the last few days and the weight of the case settling squarely and heavily on his shoulders. "You have no idea," he replied without explanation. How was he supposed to explain to a fairy what he was trying to do' That he was determined to clean up the streets of New York, one scumbag at a time, even if it killed him. "You ready or did you want me to turn the page for you?" he asked, growing impatient and more than a little nervous, though he wasn't sure why.

"Aye, I don't know nothin' about all this." One gnarled hand waved toward the printed words, before the brownie launched himself off the table and onto Des' sleeve, scrambling into a pocket to make himself comfortable for the journey. "Seems to me like you can't keep the big'uns if you don't keep the little'uns. Making tears in the night is bad employment for a fella likes to be right."

"I'm not breaking promises. I'm keeping one, remember?" Des remarked, his pride and ego a bit ruffled. He prided himself on being one of the good guys, but he was only human. No one was perfect. Once the brownie had tucked himself into Des' pocket for the journey, he took a last look around, realizing the brownie had tidied up after him. "You should start a cleaning business. You could make a killing." He started toward the door, wondering if he wasn't taking this fairy business a little too lightly. If Rhy'Din was real, then he was, in a way, leading a double life, and he barely had time for the one he had already. He had a feeling the time might come when he would have to choose between one world or the other, and he privately wondered how Miranda managed it. "The portal's in an alley," he said. "It's not the best part of town."

"Can't do that, folks'd keep insultin' me," Oisin offered, slightly muffled from his place in the prosecutor's pocket. There was a sense of movement, and his little hands appeared, holding onto the edge of the flap, eyes and nose poking over the top to watch where they were going. Des' warning made him laugh. "Don't you fuss, sonnie, I'll keep you safe."

"I'm not worried about that," Des replied. "I'm just warning you, in case we run into trouble." There had to be a better way of going back and forth than this, but if there was, he hadn't yet discovered it. Des gathered up his keys and wallet and stepped out into the hallway, closing and locking the door behind him. He turned quietly pensive as he made his way out of the building and waved down a cab, not speaking a word to the brownie until they had finally arrived at their destination. Des paid the driver and climbed out of the cab, looking around a moment to get his bearings. He hadn't exaggerated when he'd described the portal's location, which was in a dismal part of town, the alley not looking like anything more than what it was. "Was she really upset?" he asked, once they were alone again, frowning guiltily. He'd promised not only Piper and Lyneth but Humphrey, as well, and wondered if he'd be welcomed back with open arms now that he'd tarried too long in New York.'

Oisin, who had stayed quiet during the cab journey to the alleyway, poked his head out of Des' pocket once again as he found himself addressed, turning his ugly face up to look at the human thoughtfully. "Which one is it that you're worried more about upsettin'?" he asked, more curious than accusing.

"Both of them. What's the difference?" Des replied, with a brief glance down at the little creature in his pocket. "I've been nothing but a disappointment to everyone, it seems," he continued, starting toward the alley, startling a few stray cats who scurried quickly away.

"Won't be a disappointment much longer if'n you get there soon," the brownie assured him. "As to the upset, well ....the little one's had lots of promises made by big men since she was borned and they broke 'em. She cries easy over those. And the mother, she's a sad one. She hides it right enough, but you can't hide tears in the darkness, not from us. Shame, that. They were close on happy when they knew you were comin' back."

"Why me?" he asked, pausing a moment to give the brownie a curious look, remembering how happy and content he'd felt in Rhy'Din, albeit confused. Life there seemed so different from New York, where everyone scurried madly around like a rats caught in a maze. His heart sank heavily with guilt as the brownie continued. "I didn't think they were real. I thought I dreamed it all."

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 08:55 EST
The brownies snorted laughingly, rolling his mismatched eyes. "You think I can tell you what happens in a bigger's heart or head?" he asked with a low guffaw of laughter. "They're real, right 'nough, and they want you. Can't say why; you'd have to ask 'em yourself." He heaved himself up a little way, pointing one gnarled finger further down the alleyway. "There it is. Keep walkin', big man."

Des' frown deepened at the little creature's words. They want you. The words echoed in his head, touching his heart, and he remembered that night again and the bittersweetness of it. It wasn't just one heart that was at stake here, but three. "I'm sorry," he heard himself muttering, though it wasn't really the brownie he was apologizing to so much as it was Piper and Lyneth. He really didn't want to be like his father. He started down the alley at the brownie's behest, remembering the first time he'd stepped through the portal, only a little over a week ago. The closer he got to Rhy'Din, the more real it seemed, and he found himself growing anxious to see it again.

The air around him began to crackle with energy, a sure sign that the portal was very close indeed. "Oh, crikey, here we go," the brownie muttered, and folded himself down into Des' pocket, bending the tips of his long ears down and tying them beneath his chin as he braced himself for the crossing over into the heart of the hub of the multiverse.

Des felt the crackle of energy more than saw it, still not quite sure how it managed to open for them, when it clearly didn't open for just anyone, or there'd be an overabundance of stray cats, mice, and winos on the other side of the portal. He hesitated a moment, just as he had the last time he'd stepped through, drawing a deep breath finally, closing his eyes, and stepping through, feeling the surge of energy flow over and through him as they were whisked away through the portal.

The words that came from his pocket were a resounding plethora of curses as the brownie held on for dear life, riding the wave of Nexus energies as human and fairy were swept from Earth and onto the plane that held Rhy'Din and it's wonders. Des' next step onto solid ground brought him into the Marketplace of the city itself, a very respectable destination and pretty handy, too, given that he was now going to have to find his way to the little house he had visited only once. As the magic of the portal ebbed away, the brownie peeked his head up over the edge of Des' pocket once more, and untied his ears, letting them spring back up to wave over his head. "There we are, sonnie," he declared, feeling much better now they were in a place where magic not only thrived but imbued almost everything around them. "No time like the present. If you're gonna throw up, do it behind that bin there."

Des didn't need much coaxing, his stomach revolting against the trip through the Nexus almost as badly as it had the first time around. Fortunately for him, he hadn't eaten yet and had only gulped down a hasty cup of coffee before they were on their way. He didn't bother to look around to see if anyone was watching, the need to retch too urgent for such luxuries, and he just made it in time to empty the contents of his stomach behind the garbage bin, marking his return to Rhy'Din.

While the contents of Des' stomach were taking a trip to see the cobblestones of the market, the brownie climbed out of his pocket and disappeared into the mingle of vendors and consumers enjoying the New Year's Day sales. A minute later, he'd returned, bearing with him a cup of something that smelt of nothing and fizzed pleasantly. "Drink that up, you'll feel all better," he declared. "And then we'd better run, 'cos folks round here know when they've been burgled by a brownie."

Des straightened, his stomach still turning a little in his stomach, and gratefully reached for the little cup of what appeared to be Alka-Seltzer. He took a sniff, deciding it was more than likely what it appeared to be or something like it, and threw it back, wincing at the taste of it. "Can't just use a little magic to cover your tracks?" he asked, arching a brow at the little fellow. He tossed the empty cup in the trash bin and offered a hand to the brownie so he could scramble back up into Des' pocket again.

"Nah, not 'round here." Oisin jumped up onto Des' hand gratefully and after a moment of climbing, dropped himself comfortably back into that proffered pocket. "Besides, that was a hag I nicked that off. They're canny, they are. Off we go, sonnie."

"A hag?" he echoed, glancing toward the many vendors and booths that littered the Marketplace. He guessed that the word hag meant something very different here than it did back home, where magic was not the norm. He turned in place to try and get his bearings and a sense of direction, where Piper's home was concerned. The last time he'd been there, he'd gone by car; this time, he was on foot. Still, his memory being what it was, he had little trouble remembering and started off in the direction toward Piper's house, stopping at a booth to haggle over a bouquet of flowers.

It was a strange little journey through the city during daylight and on foot; certainly stranger than it had been past midnight by car. There was certainly a great deal more to see, not just activities but the people performing those activities. Perhaps trying to be helpful, the brownie kept up a commentary, explaining what was going on around them as Des found his way to the correct District, and from there, the right road.

Des probably could have taken any of several forms of transportation, but it was far more interesting and entertaining to explore his surroundings on foot. He made a mental note to call on his uncle before he left, even if it was only a brief phone call, as amazed by the sights as he was on his first visit here. "I feel like Dorothy in Oz." Or Alice Through the Looking Glass, he thought to himself, unsure the brownie would even understand the reference. Hopefully, there were no wicked witches around to cause him any trouble.

"Any number of shops you could've stopped at to get yourself some pretty shoes, then," was the brownie's response to this. "Somethin' in red, with a high heel, maybe?" He sniggered unpleasantly, and began to climb out of Des' pocket. "If you'll 'scuse me, work to be doin'. Don't you change your mind and head back home, or you won't get a minute's peace the rest of your natural. Friendly warning." He dropped down onto the sidewalk, and a moment later, was nowhere to be seen.

Des scowled at the brownie and the insinuation that he might prefer women's shoes. "Gulliver then," he corrected, choosing an alternate fictional character that was actually male, wondering if the brownie would see the irony in his comparison. He watched as the little fellow scurried away, taking the warning to heart, but feeling a little coerced. Still, a promise was a promise, and had he not believed all of this to be a figment of his imagination, he might not have left in the first place. Continuing along on foot, it wasn't long before he found the house he'd been looking for, standing outside it for a long moment, as if to make sure it really existed.

Not only did it exist, but the inhabitants were readily visible. One small, beautiful child was sitting in the windowseat of the main room, brushing the long pelt of a noble-looking Malamute and singing cheerfully, if a little out of tune. And one tall, beautiful woman was visible through the other window, reading through a sheaf of letters and rubbing her temple as though trying to stave off a headache. It seemed a typical day in a typical house, unless you knew about the disappointment of the day before. Knowing that, it was clear that Lyneth was singing so she didn't upset herself any further; that Piper was trying to distract herself so she didn't remind her daughter - and herself - of the hope that seemed so cruel now.

He watched the quaint little house for a moment and its inhabitants, one as lovely as the other and as sad, though in different ways, and his heart ached to ease their pain, just has it had the first time he'd met them. What would they say to him now that he'd disappointed them and let them down" Would they be happy to see him or angry that he hadn't come back when he'd said he would" Would they even try to understand" Were his excuses nothing more than excuses" His gaze drifted from one to the other, and it seemed that though they had each other, something was missing. Did he dare hope that that missing something might be him' He waited a moment more, as if to make sure they were really alone, that no one had arrived to insinuate themselves into their lives and usurp what might have been his.

There was no one there, no one but the two ladies who had captivated him so much he believed them to be a dream and a dog whom he had yet to meet in person. No one, that is, except the fairy folk. Now Des had seen a few of them, there was no way he could miss seeing how alive with movement the carefully tended garden of the house was. Little creatures flitted back and forth, playing, laughing, tending to their plants. Even the trees seemed to hold the face of something mystical, watching the movement of smaller brethren through the sunlight.

Des paused as he started up the path to the house to watch the little creatures frolicking in the garden, eyes wide with wonder. How was it he'd missed them before? Even in the winter, they tended the garden, the evergreens and the plants that would bloom again come spring. He felt suddenly silly for ever having doubted what his senses had clearly proven to be real. This world was at such odds to the world he called home that it was almost impossible to believe in such things as magic when he was faced with the harsh realities of life back home. After another moment of contemplation and observance, he continued up the path to the porch, and drawing a deep breath to gather his courage, he rapped his knuckles against the front door.

A low bark greeted him from within, the sound of paws on polished wood scrabbling for purchase as Loki, the big Malamute, thumped down off the windowseat and loped toward the door, announcing to everyone in the house that they had a visitor, regardless of whether or not they'd heard the knock to begin with. "All right, all right," Piper was audible as saying, her voice growing louder as she came closer to the door itself. "Get back, you silly mutt. We do not eat visitors in this house." A small giggle declared that Lyneth was also close to the door, just before the latch turned and the portal was swung inward, revealing the little family to the man who stood on the stoop.

"Desth!" A loud squeal of excitement resounded from behind Piper, and Lyneth came barrelling out of the house to impact into Des' legs, hugging on tightly with Loki bounding along after her.

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 08:56 EST
For herself, Piper was staring, battling with the quiet uncertainty as to whether this really was Desmond. The last time she had been let down by a Granger, he had been replaced by something not human. "We didn't think you were coming," she said eventually, fighting to keep herself composed, if only for her daughter's sake.

He was slightly wary of the dog, unsure if he would be found an acceptable guest to their home or not. A slightly strained smile appeared on his face when he saw Piper and Lyneth, looking both apologetic and uncertain he was still welcome. The look was mostly cast toward Piper, just before he found Lyneth hugging his legs and he bent over to easily scoop her up in an arm, the bouquet of flowers clutched in the other. "I'm sorry I'm late," he told them both. "I got caught up at the office and lost track of time." It was as honest as an explanation as he was willing to give for now, at least in front of Lyneth. Given the chance, he might explain better to Piper later. He jostled the little girl so that she was resting easily against his hip and handed the flowers to Piper. "For you," he said, still looking a bit sheepish. The bouquet was made up of red, orange, and white roses, interspersed with evergreen accents.

Piper's gaze was drawn down to Loki as the dog sniffed around Des' legs. She remembered the growling, the unpleasantness that had radiated toward the not-Ollie when he had come to them, and she saw none of that here. But it didn't stop her heart from spiking with a touch of jealous pain when she saw how happily Lyneth threw herself into Des' arms, or how comfortable he was in lifting the child from her feet. She felt like an idiot for feeling jealous of both her daughter and of Des in that moment - jealous that Des had somehow won Lyneth away from her without trying, that Lyneth was more reason for him to return than she herself was.

Forcing herself to set the feeling aside as her fingers curled around the offered bouquet, Piper produced her smile, stepping back to welcome Des inside. "Come in," she invited him, clicking her tongue to call Loki inside as Lyneth clung onto the man's jacket.

"Why'd you not here yestherday, Desth?" the little girl asked imperiously. "I missthed you."

Desmond's gaze followed Piper, sensing he had more explaining to do, but not now, not while Lyneth was near. Both hearts were tender, and he didn't want to break either of them, but somehow he sensed Lyneth would be more quickly forgiving than her mother. "Silly, boring, adult things, Lyneth," he explained as he stepped into the quaint, little home that seemed far more welcoming than the stark, modern surroundings of his apartment back home. "I missed you, too," he admitted, glancing at Piper again. "Both of you." It wasn't a lie. He had missed them in the deepest recesses of his heart. He'd just been too afraid to admit they might actually be real.

They were real, and perhaps unfortunately for his hopes, everything Piper had told him that night had been only too real. Though he had not broken his promise, exactly, his lateness had hurt a heart already raw. Piper's sense of trust had taken a blow that might not heal quickly. But for now, she could play along. She'd had enough practise at it, after all. "I was just going to put a pot of coffee on," she offered through her smile, lifting the bouquet of roses to her nose to breathe in the fragrance. "These are beautiful, thank you."

As Piper stepped away, to start the coffee and put the flowers into water, Lyneth frowned at Desmond, her little face screwed up in an expression of disapproval that lasted all of five seconds. "If it'sth thsilly, then you thshouldn't do it," she informed him matter-of-factly, patting his shoulder. "Want to meet Loki" He'sth my friend." Hearing his name, the Malamute looked up, planting his backside down onto the polished floor, and barked in a friendly manner.

Des frowned at Piper's response, once again sensing the pain in her, the disappointment. He hadn't been that late, after all, but if it hadn't been for the faeries, he might not have come at all. He might have taken that very moment to explain, if not for the little girl in his arms who distracted him with her innocent, but forthright statement. "I wish it was that easy," he muttered, mostly to himself, blinking out of his thoughts as she turned his attention to the dog who was looking both friendly and expectant. "I would love to meet Loki," Des declared with a slightly broader smile, mostly for Lyneth's sake. He wondered what the two of them would say if and when he admitted he could see their little friend now as plain as day. He leaned down to set Lyneth back on her feet and to hold out a hand, palm upwards toward the inquisitive dog.

Set back on her feet, Lyneth stepped out of the way, watching as Loki leaned forward to sniff at the palm that was offered to him. The big dog was very protective of his girls, it was clear, and definitely took his time in assessing Des for any sign of anything that might mark him as non-human. After a long moment, though, he seemed to relax, rising onto his paws to butt his head against Des' outstretched hand. Lyneth clapped her hands happily, beaming. "He likesth you!"

"I like him, too," Des said with a smile, slightly relieved to have at least met with the dog's approval. "Where'd he get his name?" he asked, as his fingers dug in and ruffled thick fur at the dog's neck, wondering why they'd chosen to name him after the Norse God of Mischief.

As the long tongue lolled out to lick Des' fingers, Lyneth leaned into the man's side, scrabbling her stubby fingers through Loki's fur fondly. "I dunno," she admitted with a half-shrug. "Mummy called him Loki 'fore I was borned. I make more messth than he doesth!"

"Maybe I'll ask her," he mused, thoughtfully. Later though. Not now. "She's mad at me, isn't she?" he asked, the smile fading as he glanced after the Piper fussing in the kitchen, lowering his voice for Lyneth's ears alone. He leaned back on his heels, his fingers buried in the Malamute's fur, as he watched Piper in contemplation, feeling like an idiot for letting them both down. But he was here now. It was better late then never, wasn't it"

The little girl blinked, offering him a crooked smile that wasn't exactly reassuring. "Little bit," she agreed with him, glad he could at least tell when her mother was upset with him. "Mummy doesthn't get angry, thshe getsth thsad and hurty. Thshe'sth hurt with you." Lyneth frowned thoughtfully. "If that'sth right."

"Hurt enough that she won't be able to forgive me, you think?" he asked, unsure why he was asking such a question of such a little girl, but in many ways, Lyneth seemed far wiser than her years. "I should go talk to her," he said. "Explain." There was that frown again, worried and guilt-ridden at the same time. She had believed in him, and he'd let her down.

The little girl looked at him with those unnatural eyes of hers, far older and far younger than she appeared all at once. "You thshouldn't make promisthesth you can't keep," she told him solemnly, patting his hand like an old aunt rather than the tiny child she seemed to be. "And if you can't keep promisthesth, tell her." Beside him, Loki barked as though in agreement, thumping his backside down onto the wooden floor once again.

"I meant to keep it when I made it," he replied, blinking out of his thoughts and feeling once again like an idiot, lowering his gaze, too ashamed to look at either of them without feeling guilty and unworthy. "You ever want something so badly, you're afraid to even try?" he asked, watching Piper silently again from where his crouch beside Lyneth and Loki.

Two small arms wrapped themselves around his neck, hugging him gently as Lyneth planted a kiss on his cheek that seemed to burn. "Mummy'sth not thscary," she promised him in her soft, tiny voice. "Theshe forgave me. Thshe can forgive you." Releasing him, she stepped back, looping one arm around Loki's neck as girl and dog studied the man crouching with them.

He lifted his hand to touch fingers to the burning kiss she'd left against his cheek, blinking in wonder at the little half-fae girl who was obviously much more than she seemed. "Are you an angel?" he asked, knowing she wasn't, but at a complete loss as to how such a small child could reach inside his heart so easily.

Lyneth giggled, and the sound echoed through the little house on a merry wave. "No, thsilly!" she laughed, screwing up her button nose at the very thought. "I'm a Fae!" Giggling again, she shook her head at Des, deeply amused by his query, and turned, giving Loki a little tug. The pair returned to their place by the window, and Lyneth took up the brush once more. Loki, long-suffering but deeply loyal, flopped down onto his belly, submitting himself to the attentions even as his eyes returned to Des. There was a warning there. Hurt my pack and I will hurt you.

Des watched as the little girl and the dog retreated, seeming to sense some warning in the dog's gaze, though he wasn't there to hurt anyone - quite the contrary. He turned his gaze back to Piper before moving to his feet, wondering what he could say to her to make her understand, knowing that if she never wanted to see him again, he would have no choice but to abide by her wishes, no matter how much it hurt any of them. He made his way to the kitchen, remembering the chat they'd had there only a week before, their mutual agreement to take things slow and his promise to return. He came to a halt in the doorway, as if waiting for permission to get any closer.

She was aware of him as he approached the door, though her back was to the opening as she carefully set the beautiful bouquet into a vase of water. Glancing up, Piper offered Des a small smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. "The coffee's on," she told him, gesturing with one hand for him to come into the little space. "It's about time I start making lunch, anyway. Will ....would you like to stay for that?" There was a certain amount of hesitance in the way she set the question, as though truly uncertain that he wanted to stay for the right reasons.

"I will if you want me to," he replied, taking a hesitant step into the kitchen, wondering why he felt as though his heart was suddenly made of glass that might shatter at the first harsh word from her. "I didn't come here for a sandwich, Piper," he said, coming up behind her, but maintaining a polite distance. It was true enough. Dinner had just been an excuse, after all. He hadn't come all the way through the portal just for a meal that he could have gotten anywhere.

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 09:00 EST
She paused, the raw shock in her chest easing off the more he spoke, the closer he came. "You came," she said quietly, turning to face him, leaning back against the counter behind her. "And you're really you. That marks you out from the others right away. In a good way," she hurried to add, her wide blue eyes widening at the implication that she was insulting him when that had not been her intention.

He sighed, able to read people's body language enough to know she misunderstanding him a little. He hadn't become one of New York's most promising lawyers without having learned how to read people, but there was something about her that he couldn't quite ascertain, a piece of herself that she kept locked safely away, but he understood that, too, sharing that quality, that fear of opening his heart only to have it broken, like his mother had before him. "Look, I....I'm an idiot, okay?" he started, spreading his hands. "The truth is, I'm having a hard time believing all this is real. Haven't you ever thought something was too good to be true" That it was so wonderful it had to be dream?"

Piper met his gaze without a flinch, knowing that feeling perhaps better than he could imagine. He felt it because he was afraid of being hurt once; she held it close because she'd been hurt more than once. It was a frightening step to take, for both of them. "Yes," she told him simply. "But if there's one thing that the last year has taught me, it's that you have to take the wonderful moments and enjoy them. Because you never know when you're going to get hurt again. Good memories should always outweigh the bad ones."

"I don't know what I'm doing, Piper," he continued, dropping the barriers he'd built around his heart, just as he had the last time he'd been here. "A few weeks ago, I didn't know anything about Rhy'Din. I didn't know it existed, didn't know anything about it. And suddenly, I find I have a family here I knew nothing about. People who seem to care about me, for whatever reason. You, Lyneth..." He gestured toward the living room to indicate the little girl who was curled up with her dog. "I come from a world where there's no such thing as magic. At least, as far as I know. I'm a lawyer, for God's sake. I'm not supposed to believe in fairy tales, only in what can be proven in a court of law, but I can't deny what I've seen, what I've experienced. I just don't know what to think or what to do about it. What am I supposed to do, Piper?" His voice lifted an octave, almost bordering on panic. She'd been where he was once, and he needed her to understand.

Her sad eyes held his as he expressed himself, sensing the panic, the need to have some kind of answer, and knowing that the only answer she could give him was unlikely to make him feel any better about what he was facing. "You have to make a choice," she told him, with soft honesty, refusing to lie to him or soften the blow. "You have to decide whether or not you want magic in your life. If you don't ....if you can't find a way to reconcile it with yourself ....then you should leave and forget Rhy'Din ever existed. Forget we ever existed." Her eyes lowered to where her hands lay at her waist, twisting uncomfortably together as she drew in a slow breath, not wanting him to make that decision. "If you can live with magic, well ....I'll help, as much as I can. But I won't expect anything from you, Des. I'm not asking you for anything you're not comfortable to share."

He found himself reaching for her hands without even thinking. Maybe that was the trick to it all - don't think, just do. He'd been trained to do just the opposite, to think about everything, to carefully formulate every word that came out of his mouth, to plan everything that he did. "I can't, Piper. I can't forget. I tried. It worked out fine during the day, when I was busy, but as soon as I closed my eyes to sleep, I'd see this place in my head. I'd see you and Lyneth and everyone else. It all seemed so wonderful I thought it was only a dream. Just some crazy dream. My life back there..." He broke off, lowering his gaze, his heart suddenly pounding in his chest for some reason, searching to find the right words, which seemed so very important.

Long, slender fingers wound into his, alternately squeezing and caressing as she watched him struggle, wishing she could help him to make sense of his feelings in some way. Even if his feelings were complicated by a desire to be around Lyneth, as she suspected, she knew she couldn't stand there and tell him yay or nae. It was his decision to make; only he knew which side of the fence he would be most content on. "I missed you," she heard herself say softly, shaking her head with a dismissive snort of laughter. "That sounds so strange. One night talking, and I missed you. I don't want to influence your decision, Des. It has to be your choice, but it isn't a choice you have to make right away. Lynnie's not going anywhere, and unless you're from exactly the same Earth I am, I'm sure she could visit you, if you wanted her to."

He listened intently as she laid it out for him, his heart leaping when she admitted that she'd missed him, too, despite his continued effort to shield his heart, but that wasn't what caused his mouth to drop open in obvious surprise. "Lyneth?" he asked quietly, realizing suddenly that she thought he'd come here for Lyneth more than for her. "You think I'm here because of Lyneth?" he asked, purposely lowering his voice in hopes the little girl didn't overhear them.

Her cheeks flushed, ashamed of herself for the jealousy she still felt when it came to how easily her daughter could bind people to herself. How easy everyone found it to prefer the little girl to the mother. It would be a long time before the memory of the last summer past did not intrude on her fears. "Everyone comes here for Lyneth," she answered very softly, not daring to look him in the eye. "Why shouldn't they?"

He stepped closer, sensing her confusion, misunderstanding his intentions completely. One hand let go of hers to gently tip her chin upwards to meet his gaze. "I'm fond of Lyneth. She's an adorable little girl. But make no mistake, Piper. I came back because of you." Forgetting Lyneth was close enough to watch, to see what her mother and Desmond were up to, even if she couldn't hear them clearly, he made no attempt to hide the kiss he offered to Piper, warm, soft, and tender, hinting at the feelings of longing and loneliness that they both seemed to share.

Her eyes searched his as he lifted her chin, frightened of seeing the detachment she had come to know so well first in Ollie and then in his doppelganger, reluctant to be pushed aside in favor of her daughter once more, to watch as Lyneth found someone else to love who wasn't her mother all over again. But despite that fear, she felt her heart open a little more as Des laid her out as his reason for returning, the unexpected answer drawing a startled sound from her lips even as he captured her mouth in that soft kiss. Her body leaned into his, free hand touching her fingertips gently over his heart in the moment before she drew back, gazing into his eyes. "I'm sorry," she heard herself apologise. "I don't mean to mistrust you. I'm so frightened of losing everything, I ....It's not a good enough excuse, I know."

He let her break free, not wanting to push her too fast, though everything seemed to be happening so quickly, quick enough to make both their heads spin. Was it magic or was it simply something more real, more meaningful than that' Was this what it felt like to fall in love" "It's okay," he reassured her with a warm smile, unsure how the tables had turned. He'd been trying to explain, to ask her forgiveness, and suddenly it was Piper who was apologizing to him. "You've done nothing wrong." He brushed his fingers against her cheek in nearly the exact same place where Lyneth has placed a burning kiss against his. "You're not going to lose me, Piper. I just need some time."

She nodded lightly, selfishly enjoying the brush of his fingers to her skin as her tiny, shy smile made itself known on the full lips he'd tasted more than once, her eyes lighting up with the expression. "Of course," she agreed softly. "It takes time to, to get your head around everything that you've seen here. I understand."

"It's not just that," he replied with a small frown, breaking away from her and dropping his hand, needing her to understand completely. "It's work. I've got this big case going. It's supposed to go to grand jury this week." He turned to pace the floor a moment, clearly agitated about something, debating how much to tell her.

She watched him pace away, her gaze flickering for a moment into the main room, where she caught Lyneth hastily looking away. She couldn't help a smile as the little girl then launched herself at Loki, suddenly engaging in a loud and enthusiastic game to cover the fact that she had been eavesdropping quite blatantly. "You don't have to tell me all the details, Des," Piper said softly, returning her eyes to his face. "I do understand that your work doesn't allow you to share things like that with anyone not already involved. I don't mind."

"You have a right to know, Piper," he said, turning momentarily to watch Lyneth and Loki, wondering if he was ever that young or that innocent. He turned back to Piper with a frown and a sigh, arms crossed against his chest. "It's this case," he told her quietly, unfolding his arms to gesture with a hand. "It's sucking the life out of me." He took a lean against the cupboards, looking suddenly tired, having spent most of the holiday weekend at the office working while everyone else was out having fun.

She held his gaze for a long moment, deep blue eyes marking the signs of strain and stress that littered his face and form, the tense line of his shoulders, the weariness in his eyes. She bit her lip thoughtfully, knowing there was very little she could do to help, but also knowing that what little she could do was very simple indeed. "When do you absolutely have to be back at work?" she asked him softly.

"What day is it?" he asked, having lost all track of time, which was part of the reason he'd been late, but only part of it. "I'm due in court on Wednesday," he continued. There were no ifs, ands, or buts about it. Sure, there were normally other lawyers who could handle things in his absence, but not this case. It was too important.

Piper just about managed to hide the flicker of disappointment in her eyes as he named the day he would have to be back on Earth. "It's Tuesday," she told him quietly. "But is there anything stopping you from spending the night?" She realised belatedly that this must sound like a particularly bad attempt to get him into her bed, and blushed a delicate shade of rose, falling over her tongue to try and correct her own soft mistake. "I mean ....well, I don't mean ....I might ....Oh, hell ..."

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 09:01 EST
He arched a brow, more than a little surprised at her question. Had he arrived on Monday, like he was supposed to do, he could have easily stayed the night, but an early morning court date complicated things. And yet, maybe it was better this way. The prospect of staying the night - even if he slept on the couch - was far too tempting. He offered her a reassuring smile and reached for her hand to pull her a little closer. "It's okay. It just gives me a reason to have to come back."

"I really didn't mean that to sound like some kind of bad chat up line," she groaned softly, even as her fingers slid between his, as she allowed herself to be gently pulled from her own lean toward him. "I promised myself that if anything happened I would take it slowly this time," she heard herself confess quietly, slightly embarrassed by the way his silences always seemed to prompt her to share more of herself with him than she had with anyone before. Her free hand found a resting place over his heart, and she slowly lifted her gaze to his. "You had better come back."

"I knew what you meant," he reassured her, as his fingers twined with hers. "I'm not going anywhere, Piper. We can take things as slow as you want." He brushed a stray strand of dark hair away from her face, his fingers brushing her cheek. "You ever think something is too good to be true?" he asked, acutely aware of the little girl in the next room and not wanting her to see or hear anything that might either alarm her or give her the wrong idea. He wasn't sure why, but he found himself opening his heart to her more than he had to anyone ever before. Even more than he had to Miranda or Humphrey or his own mother.

"Frequently." Her smile was self-deprecatingly rueful, a product of too many knock backs and not enough encouragement from the right sources in the right way. But the fact that she chose to smile about it, rather than indulge in the sadness she couldn't quite shake, declared her eternal optimism to anyone who took the time to look. As aware as he was of Lyneth, nonetheless Piper leaned into Des as his fingers caressed her cheek, knowing that her daughter wouldn't begrudge this little slice of time. The competition for Des' attention would come when Lynnie felt certain he was always going to come back. "But as soon as you stop embracing it, even when it might be taken away, you stop living. Been there, done that."

His fingers never left her cheek as she leaned into him, neither encouraging or discouraging, allowing her to choose the pace - how fast or how far she wanted to go. She'd been the one who'd initiated their first kiss, indicating an interest in something more than merely friendship, despite her desire to go slow. "You're too good to be true, Piper. I thought you were a dream," he admitted, remorsefully, or maybe it was fear that had held him back, but fear of what? Fear of getting hurt or doing the hurting"

"So why did you come back?" she asked him in a gentle voice, simply enjoying the quiet intimacy of standing close to him, of speaking softly, of knowing that Lyneth was only a few feet away and safe. It was a rare enough feeling that it took her a moment to identify it - contented. That was how Piper felt in that moment. Content, with a side order of nervous delight. "If we were just a dream, how did you possibly find your way back to us?" To me, she altered the question in the silence of her mind, not selfish or foolish enough to think that she was the sole temptation in this house.

He wrapped his fingers around the hand that she'd laid against his chest with a soft sigh, the beat of his heart steady beneath her fingers. He wasn't sure what he was feeling - not quite contentment, not yet. It was more like restlessness, nervousness, wondering if he was doing the right thing, making the right decisions, not only for himself but for her and for Lyneth. If things were going to get serious between them, he was going to have to make some important decisions and soon. "You might not like the answer to that," he warned, the faint bruise on his forehead the only evidence that he'd been visited by fairies.

She paused, something in his tone telling her more than he might have thought. Her head tipped to the side for a moment, her eyes studying his face as she considered his expression, his confession that he had lost track of time, his sudden arrival on their doorstep. "Oh, I see," she said finally, her rueful smile reappearing. "Lyneth can get them to apologise, if you would like. But don't thank them out loud, they won't appreciate it." Piper had learned a lot about the fairy folk in the past year, well aware that she shared her home with several dozen of them, and her garden with several dozen more. Thanks to her beautiful, unusual daughter, she was learning more about the little people every day, and that included the look of an adult who had encountered them, too.

He sighed in relief as she saved him from an awkward and lengthy explanation, though it did very little to make him feel any less guilty, as could be told from the frown on his face. "I'm sorry, Piper. I'm an idiot. All of this just seemed so....unreal. Too good to be true. My life....it's not pretty. It's not glitzy. Everyone thinks I'm this big shot lawyer who has it made. It's not like TV. I've worked hard to get where I am. I like my job, but it doesn't leave much time for a private life." He wasn't trying to push her away by any means, but only trying to explain why he hadn't kept his promise, as lame as his excuses sounded, even to him.

"This place isn't so very different from home, you know," she told him gently, easing herself away to fetch cups down from an overhead cupboard and fill them with coffee, black and strong and undoctored. "People are just people, no matter what face they show you or where they came from. And ....well, there is always the portal. I know one or two people who live here but work on their own home planets or planes." She tried to keep the sting out of her voice, the assumption that he was trying to let her down gently. He had obviously suffered to get here in the first place today; the least she could do was make it easier for him to extricate himself.

He let her slip away from him, watching as she fetched the mugs and poured them coffee, wincing a little as he caught a hint of pain in her voice, as if she was almost preparing herself for his eventual and expected leaving. What was it he was trying to make her understand exactly' What was it that he wanted" He couldn't very well just up and quit his job, not in the middle of a big case, and not knowing if he had any prospects here, and yet, there was nothing holding him back, nothing keeping him in New York any longer, except his job. "I have to finish this case," he told her, reluctant to turn it over to someone else and risk losing. It was too important, and yet, part of him wished things could be different.

She looked up at him, turning to hand over a steaming cup of coffee. "I do understand," she promised softly, a moment before Lyneth came hurtling into the kitchen with Loki at her heels. Piper only just put her own cup down in time to avoid covering her daughter with the steaming beverage as she was grasped very firmly around the knees. Loki took hold of the back of the giggling Lyneth's trousers in his jaws and tugged, both of them obviously playing some game known only to themselves. "Not in the kitchen," Piper told them pointedly. "How many times have I told you - Loki, sit!"

The Malamute abruptly ceased the game and thumped down onto his rear, looking up at Piper with all the innocence of a child caught stealing sweets. Lyneth snickered, pushing her hair out of her eyes, and beamed up at Des. "Are you going to come and live with usth now, Desth?" she asked artlessly. "I told you Mummy wasthn't thscary."

Des gratefully took the steaming cup of coffee with a quiet word of thanks, remembering suddenly that he hadn't eaten yet, and whatever had been left in his stomach had ended up on the street after his journey through the portal. He blew a little air into the cup to cool it before taking a sip, lowering the mug as Lyneth and Loki came charging into the kitchen, watchful so that neither of them got scalded. He retook his lean against the cupboard and took another sip of coffee while he watched the little scene taking place before him - so ordinary, so normal, despite the fact that Lyneth was anything but an ordinary child. Des arched a brow at Lyneth's question. From the mouths of babes. He flicked a glance at Piper, knowing it was far too soon for that. "Not yet, Lynnie. But if it's okay with you, I'd like to come visit now and then. Maybe on weekends." It was the best he could do for now.

"You can't have my room," the little girl declared, ignoring Piper's mild scolding for being rude as she climbed up onto one of the kitchen chairs to put herself at a better height for conversation. "Becausthe it'sth mine. But Mummy will thshare."

There was a soft groan from Piper that sounded roughly like, "Oh, lord ..." and her mother turned her face away, smiling, cheeks bright with embarrassment at how easily her daughter could read her desires.

Lyneth poked at Des with one stubby finger. "When're you comin' back, then?"

Des chuckled and set his mug down on the counter, far enough away from Lyneth that there was no risk of it getting knocked over. "Oh, now, I'm disappointed. I was looking forward to a pajama party," he teased, as he curled himself toward the little girl and poked her in the side to tickle her. He'd never been very good with children, or so he thought, but that was mostly because he'd never really known any until now. He ignored her invitation to share Piper's room in favor of tickling. "Maybe if you ask me nice, I'll come back next weekend. What do you say to that, pumpkin?"

"Boysth don't wear pajamasth!" The last syllable of this indignant declaration was lost in a squeal of laughter as Des tickled the cheeky little girl, setting her to flailing on her chair as she tried to fight him off while encouraging him to keep tickling. No matter the race, children were the same all over the multiverse. Across the kitchen, Piper had taken up her cup again, leaning back against the counter with Loki leaning himself heavily against her leg, both of them watching the playing with varying degrees of amusement.

Granted a moment to gasp for breath and answer his question, Lyneth turned her big bright eyes onto Des with bold confidence. "If you come and thstay with usth, I'll thshow you the thsnowdropsth an' the fairiesth an' do thsome magic for you," she offered by way of temptation, casting a vaguely offended look over at her mother as Piper muffled a snort of laughter in her coffee cup.

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 09:03 EST
"That wasn't quite what he was getting at, Lynnie," Piper told her daughter warmly. "Manners, like Grandma told you."

Lyneth sighed, rolling her eyes. This was a part of her Fae heritage - she balked at simple human rituals such as manners, but she was learning them, nonetheless. "Pleasthe, Mr Desth, will you come an' thstay with usth next weekend and cuddle Mummy in her thsleep an' play gamesth with me?"

Desmond found himself smiling, once again charmed by a mere child. It wasn't so much that he preferred her over Piper, but she possessed a childlike innocence and honesty that he found refreshing, especially given the nature of his job, which involved the darker, seedier side of humanity. It wasn't the work that was eating away at his soul so much as it was the evil he had to face on a daily basis. Driven as he was to do his part to clean up the city, if he didn't balance that darkness with some light, he'd burn out and turn bitter before he turned thirty. He smirked, blue eyes shining with light that hadn't been there before he'd arrived here, darting an almost playful glance at Piper, hoping to see another blush color her face at her daughter's innocent audacity. He reached over to gently tweak the little girl's nose. "Since you said please, I'll think about it," he teased back.

He got to see the blush he was hoping for, Piper's expression promising death to her daughter for a split second before the fondness replaced it once again, her gaze caught by Des' playful glance. Lyneth, however, wasn't impressed by the half-answer, screwing up her little face with a stern frown. "Yesth or no," she told Des firmly, hands on her hips. "It'sth not fair if you don't thsay yesth or no."

Des tried to hide the smirk on his face as the little girl turned solemn and assertive, almost breaking into laughter at her boldness. He cleared his throat to hide the laugh and made a visible effort to wipe the smile from his face and turn serious. It was a serious question, after all. "Lyneth..." he started, not wanting to sound too stern, but she needed to learn that life wasn't always fair nor was it always simple. He sighed again, looking to Piper for help, but decided he needed to answer her himself. "People....adults....can't always drop everything and do whatever they want. I want to come back, and I will try, but I can't promise. I'm sorry."

The wide, turquoise eyes studied him as he spoke, ignoring the brief foray into laughter as the little girl took in what he was telling her. "Thso ..." she said thoughtfully, looking at her mother with deep concern for a moment before looking back to Des, "you might not come back at all?" The shock of this was pronounced, showing itself on her face as she sniffed suddenly.

Piper caught the signs quickly, knowing that look, and lurched from where she was leaning to wrap her daughter up in her arms. "Don't take it like that," she told Lyneth softly, stroking her daughter's hair as the little girl clung to her. "He didn't say he wasn't coming back. He just said he might not be able to come back next weekend. That doesn't mean Des is never coming back to see you."

The little face looked up at Des from Piper's embrace. "Really?"

Des frowned, not realizing what kind of effect his words would have upon the little girl until she was nearly crying in her mother's arms. She couldn't be that attached to him already, could she" His heart nearly breaking with hers, he remembered how often he'd asked for his father, only to be told his mother didn't know if he was ever coming back. "Really," he confirmed, reached across the short distance between them to brush a finger against her cheek and offer a warm smile. "I'll be back, Lyneth. I promise. I just don't know when."

The little girl nodded slowly, her big eyes fixed on his face with innocent hope. "And will you come back you?" she asked quietly, catching his finger in one small hand and giving him a pull. Piper would have straightened and stepped away at this, seeing what she believed to be a preference for Des, but Lyneth didn't let go of her, pulling both adults closer than they seemed comfortable with.

He moved closer, close enough that he could wrap them both in his embrace, if he so chose, but he maintained a small distance, his fingers clutched in hers. He furrowed his brows, another brief glance at Piper before looking back at Lyneth, remembering what Piper had told him about his absent cousin. "Of course I'll come back me. Who else would I be?" he replied gently, realizing she was worried what had happened to Ollie might happen to him, too. Maybe they both were, but though he was a Granger, he wasn't Ollie, and he wasn't his father either. "Tell you what. Let's figure out a way you can always tell if it's me."

"The ..." Piper hesitated, glancing down at Lyneth as her daughter set her mind to thinking of something that could be uniquely for Des. "The other one," she said finally, "he knew most of what Ollie knew, but it didn't come easily to him. And he was ....strange. Almost as though he'd never had a body before."

The little girl standing on the chair between them nodded suddenly. "Loki'll know if you're you," she declared confidently. "Won't he, Mummy?"

Piper looked down at her dog, remembering the wariness in the canine around the Fae creature who had entered their lives. She smiled faintly, looking up at Des. "She's right," she agreed. "Loki will let us know if something isn't right."

Desmond looked between them, before glancing thoughtfully to the dog. The last thing he wanted to do was to hurt them or cause them pain, but he wasn't sure how his cousin had become possessed by a fae creature. Hell, a few days ago, he didn't even believe in faeries or magic or anything that couldn't be explained logically. He wasn't quite sure how it all worked, but there had to be a logical solution. "Is there any way I could protect myself against that' An charm or an amulet or something?" While it was all well and good that the dog might know if something was wrong, he wanted to prevent anything like that from occurring in the first place. He didn't even want to think about what might happen if some creature took possession of his body.

Lyneth frowned thoughtfully once again, looking up at Piper as her mother nodded gently. "I know one charm," the sable-haired young woman said quietly, unwinding her arms from around her daughter and turning her back to both man and child. Her fingers found the hem at the back of her shirt, and she lifted it, revealing the smooth, pale expanse of her lower back. And there, in the dip of her spine, was inked a Norse rune, a six-pointed star marked with specific lines and curves, almost like a black snowflake against her luminescent skin. "This is the Aegishjalmur," she told them over her shoulder, knowing that Lyneth would be as fascinated as anyone else. "It's a shield against influences."

Des watched as Piper turned her back to them and revealed the mark that was inked on her back. The mark itself didn't mean much to Desmond, but it obviously meant something to Piper and Lyneth. Des found himself leaning forward and reaching out to touch the mark at her back, hesitating uncertainly and withdrawing his hand. "May I?" he asked, looking to Piper for permission, not wanting her to think he was trying to be too forward. He was merely curious.

Piper smiled faintly, nodding her head. "Of course, it's fine," she assured him, aware that Lyneth was already leaning on her hip to look curiously at the mark. No doubt her daughter had wondered why none of her little charms worked on her mother, and now she knew why. The runic mark was warm to the touch - not so much as to be unnatural, but noticeably warmer than the skin around it. To a normal human, it was just a tattoo; to most magic users, it was just the visible mark of a shield that protected the young woman from the influence of most spells intended to influence her, either physically or mentally.

Des touched the mark at the base of Piper's back, noting the warmth that radiated from the mark, warmer than the skin surrounding it. "It protects you against magic?" he asked, unsure what precisely the mark did, but understanding it was protection of some kind. "Does it have to be activated or something?" He wasn't sure if it was just a tattoo, or if there was some sort of spell work involved. All this magic mumbo jumbo was new to him, after all.

Piper shook her head, unable to hide the way her back arched prettily under his touch before she lowered her shirt and turned back to face him. "I was pregnant when I had it done," she explained, opening her arm to Lyneth as the little girl leaned into her, sneaking a hand underneath her mother's top to touch the mark for herself. Piper winced a little as the familiar pain of a magical being pushing against the magical shield made itself known, and gently removed her daughter's hand with a smile. "But it doesn't need any special ritual or anything. It's the mark that holds the power, not the person who puts it down."

It was the first look he'd had at Piper's back, and though he said nothing about it, he couldn't help admire the slender curve of her waist and the graceful arch of her back, even as he tried to focus his attention on the rune and not let his mind wander. He blinked as she drew her shirt back down and withdrew his hand, straightening to face her in time to notice the wince, but once again, not mentioning it. "What's it do exactly?" he asked, with interest, wondering if he should save his questions for later, when Lyneth wasn't there to overhear.

Her smile rose again, but before she answered Des, she looked down at Lyneth. "Baby, why don't you go and lay out the blanket in the living room?" she suggested. "We're going to have a picnic for lunch." The little face screwed up in a knowing grin as Lynnie looked up at her mother. "An' you don't want me hearin' what you'n Desth isth talking about," she added, hugging her mother as Piper laughed a little helplessly. "Okay, Mummy." Holding onto Piper's hip, the tiny girl let herself down onto the kitchen floor and skidded out, Loki loping along behind her. Piper watched for a moment, before looking over at Des. "I'll tell you when she goes down for her nap," she told him quietly. "I don't want her knowing some of the things that happened when I was pregnant."

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 09:05 EST
He observed the interaction between mother and child with quiet interest, a warm smile on his face as he sensed the love and affection that was shared between the two. He followed Lyneth with his eyes as she skittered down her mother's hip and out of the room, followed by her loyal companion. "She's an amazing kid, you know." He meant it not only as a compliment paid to Lyneth, but to the woman who was her mother and was, in his opinion, doing an amazing job of raising her. His smile faded, a hint of sadness or worry darkening his gaze. "I don't want to hurt her. I don't want to hurt either of you."

Piper eyed him thoughtfully as she turned to set about putting together lunch for the little household, reaching into the breadbin for the loaf with one hand while the other opened the refrigerator door. "Do you always worry so much about things that are ultimately out of your control?" she asked him curiously. "Des, you can only set limits on yourself, not on anyone else. As things stand now, if Lynnie gets hurt, if I get hurt, it will be our own fault for getting so attached to you so quickly. It won't be your fault. You're doing your level best to warn us off, after all."

He moved out of her way and reclaimed his coffee, taking a deeper swallow before it got cold, hoping the caffeine would wake him up a little and settle his stomach after his trip through the portal. "Is that what I'm doing?" he asked, not really aware he was doing anything of the sort, other than giving them both a realistic picture of his life and what it entailed. "Do you have indoor picnics often or is it for my benefit?" he asked, purposely changing the subject. He couldn't remember the last time he'd gone on a picnic, and he was pretty sure he'd never gone on one indoors, not even as a child.

"Oh, it happens fairly often," Piper assured him, her hands busily preparing sandwiches made with cheese and pickle, cold cuts, and raspberry jam. "Lyneth is having trouble learning cutlery, so I give her a chance to eat with her fingers at least once a week. She gets easily frustrated when so-called ordinary things give her difficulty." She looked over her shoulder at Des, understanding why he had changed the subject. "We could eat at the table if you would prefer, but I would rather save that for dinner tonight. If you're staying."

"No, I'm good with a picnic." He chuckled, laughing mostly at himself, and looking slightly embarrassed. "I'm a little overdressed. I thought this was a dinner date. Guess I got my wires crossed." That was rectified easily enough, however. He returned the cup of coffee to the cupboard to shrug off the light gray suit jacket that covered his shoulders. "I think I'd like that," he replied. "Staying for dinner, I mean." In all honestly, he wanted to stay longer than that, but if he wasn't in court by nine a.m., there'd be hell to pay.

"You're very welcome to stay," she promised him softly, brushing crumbs from her fingers as she set the plate of sandwiches to one side. She paused in the act of going back to the fridge, turning to lay one hand against his wrist, looking up into his eyes. "Very welcome, Des."

Des threw the jacket across an arm, reaching to loosen the tie around his neck when he found her touching his wrist and looking up into his eyes. Was there something in the way she said those words, or was it his imagination' Very welcome, she'd said, as if she was trying to tell him he was welcome to more than just dinner. "One step at a time, Piper," he replied, unsure if he was telling her that for her sake or his own.

She pulled back, a little offended that he had read more into her invitation than she had intended, seeming to slip back into herself as she turned back to the fridge. "That wasn't what I meant," she said softly, inwardly berating herself. First she had kissed him with no warning whatsoever on the very first occasion of their meeting, and now he thought she was setting out to have him in her bed before nightfall. She'd brought that assumption on herself, of course, but it didn't stop it from stinging a little.

Accustomed to having women throw themselves at him, he may have read her wrong, but it wasn't her bed that was his goal. If it was, she'd have known it by now. Still, he was a lawyer through and through, and he wasn't about to let a little misunderstanding derail him. He noticed how she pulled away from him, as though he had offended her in some way, though he wasn't quite sure how. "What did you mean then?" he asked, turning the remark back on her, not so much needing to know what she meant as needing her to think about what it was she really wanted from him.

"That I enjoy your company," she said simply. "That Lyneth enjoys your company, and we'd both like to have more of it. Not that an invitation to stay for dinner is suddenly going to turn into a seduction. I don't throw myself at anyone, Desmond. Advertising for a husband was completely out of character for me, and I haven't been anywhere near so bold since then." She bit her lip, sagging a little. "I want to get to know you, Des, preferably before I let myself fall. But if you don't want that, you have to say so. Please."

He arched a brow, a little taken aback by her statement. He couldn't deny that he was attracted to her and he would be lying if he said he hadn't thought about what it would be like to sleep with her, but that wasn't why he was here. He wondered if he should just tell her that, but instead, bristled a little, thinking it was her who'd misunderstood him or at the very least, his intentions. "If all I wanted was to get you into bed, I would have done it by now," he replied, lowering his voice for her ears alone, glancing toward the living room to see if Lyneth had reappeared yet, not wanting her to hear them or think they were arguing.

He turned back when she continued, noting her body language again, the way she sagged a little, as if she was worried she'd scare him away. "I'm here because I enjoy your company, Piper, and I want to get to know you better." He offered a small, teasing smile. "Besides, if I hadn't come here, I have a feeling I'd have suffered more than a bruise and a scrape." He held up his bandaged finger as if to prove a point. "They don't take oath-breakers lightly, apparently, and they don't like excuses."

She turned, surprised by his comment on oath-breakers, and finally noticed the bandage around his finger. "They hurt you?" The horror on Piper's face was enough to prove that she, at least, knew nothing of the deputation that had crossed the portal in search of him that morning, or how angry the fairy folk had been with him for disappointing the little family as he had. She set down the bowl of fruit she had taken from the fridge, stepping close to take a better look at the bandage. This close, she could see the tiny bruise between his eyes, too, touching a fingertip to the darkened pinprick. "I'm so sorry," she apologised. "I had no idea they could even cross the portal, much less find a single person on a whole planet without being sent."

He shrugged his shoulders, as if it was nothing, which it was. The shock of finding a small army of faeries confronting him in his office had disturbed him far more than a tiny bruise and sliced finger. "It's nothing. I'm fine," he insisted, reaching to draw her hand away from his forehead. "I'm sorry if I misunderstood. I'm not used to..." He trailed off. Not used to what? Women wanting to get to know him before they shared his bed" "I've been alone a long time. I'm not very good at relationships. I didn't mean to upset you."

She paused, deeply aware of the desire simmering in her as he took her hand once again, and made a concerted effort to get on top of it. She was the one who had asked for things to go slowly between them; she couldn't suddenly change her mind. It wouldn't be fair, to any of them. "I'm not very good at relationships, either," she told him quietly, shaking her head a little. "I don't trust myself." She shrugged one shoulder, moving to turn away again. "You didn't upset me," she lied then, deeming it kinder than the truth. "I just ....I find you confusing, Des. That's all."

He wasn't a lawyer for nothing. He read people pretty well, and could sense when someone wasn't being completely honest with him. There was no reason for her to lie really. He wanted her to be honest, whether the truth hurt or not. Dishonesty was no way to start a relationship, especially one that seemed as important to them both as this one. But he didn't want to upset her, and so he chose a different strategy. He turned to toss his jacket over the back of a chair, trying to appear as nonchalant as possible. "Why do you find me confusing" Do I give you mixed signals?" he asked, turning back.

"Yes, you do." It was a bluntly honest reply, worthy of the question he had asked her, but at the same time, it wasn't a complete answer. "And at the same time, no. I know you want me, the way I know I want you. But you're trying to be a gentleman and hold back, which is clearly something you're not used to, which makes you seem cold sometimes. But at the same time, I'm trying to hold back, too. I don't want to make the same mistakes with you as I have in the past, and it's complicated by the fact that you're Ollie's cousin, and I'm frightened of putting you in danger by letting you get close to us. But I don't want to let go, either. I want you, but I won't let myself have you. That's what?s confusing me." As she spoke, she was pouring out juice into a sipper cup for Lyneth, laying the various plates and bowls of finger foods out onto a tray. Lunch was almost ready to go.

His brows furrowed, and he looked momentarily confused and very human, much more the man and much less the lawyer, letting his defenses drop, if only momentarily. "Cold?" he asked, having no idea he might seem that way, though he supposed it was a trait learned partly from the courtroom, where he had to keep his emotions in check and separate himself from his feelings and partly from childhood. He appreciated her honesty, though he felt confused, even stung by it. She had given him a lot to consider, and he wondered if he should address each item in turn or just take her at her word. He thought knowing she wanted him would make things easier, but it only complicated the matter. He chose the point he thought was perhaps the one that was bothering her most. "Does it bother you that I'm a Granger?"

Again, Piper paused, half-turned toward him. "Only in a superficial sense," she said quietly. "I'm frightened, Des. I'm always frightened ....of what other people think of me, of the decisions I make, of all the mistakes I've made. Of how I feel about you. I have been bold twice in my life, and both times led me to something terrifying." Again, she shook her head, as though trying to clear her thoughts. "I'm frightened of hurting you, or Humphrey, or any of your family. That actually frightens me more than the thought of being hurt myself. I'm so used to my heart aching, what?s a little more on top of what is already there?"

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 09:10 EST
She had his attention as she tried to explain, and though her explanation wasn't lost on him, he wasn't completely buying it. She was frightened, certainly, but she was a lot more frightened for herself and her daughter than she was letting on. Still, there was little he could do to reassure her, but prove to her that he had no intention to hurt either of them. Words were just words. Anyone could make a promise; keeping it was another matter entirely. "I'm not Ollie, Piper, and I'm not afraid." His tone of voice softened as he tried to let down his guard a little, enough for her to see he wasn't completely cold-hearted. "I didn't come here to hurt you."

She looked up into his eyes, seeing the warmth there and feeling a flood of warmth in return, deeply grateful that he had some control over that odd shift in his projected mood that could seem so very detached and unfeeling at times. "I know," she whispered. "But I'm still frightened." And if her daughter hadn't been impatiently waiting for lunch in the next room, that would have been the perfect moment to kiss her, to wash away a little of that fear in an embrace that couldn't lie.

He gazed into her eyes, losing himself for a moment in those deep pools of sapphire blue. It would be so easy to fall in love with her, so easy to turn his back on everything he'd worked so hard for and stay here forever, choose family over career. He'd been without a family for so long, it seemed a strange prospect to be faced with. He'd given up on that pipe dream long ago, when childhood dreams had been shattered and promises broken once too often. He lifted his bandaged finger to touch her cheek, leaning in to do just that, to kiss away her worries and her fears, almost forgetting they weren't alone.

The eyes that gathered him in were wide as he leaned down to her, soft with longing and hard with fear in the same instant. But in the split second before his lips touched hers, the fear fell away, her eyes began to close, and a small voice called from the other room. "Mummy, I'm hungry!" Piper sighed, kept from the kiss by her imperious daughter's demand to be fed, and leaned back. "I'm sorry," she apologised to Des gently. "She'll go down for her nap after lunch."

He was just about to kiss her, just about to tell her not to be frightened, to ask her to trust him, when a small voice broke the silence and reminded them that they weren't alone. He smiled as he drew back, blue eyes lively with what appeared to be amusement. "It's okay. Kisses can wait. Hungry little tummies can't." And he had to admit his own stomach was starting to grumble at the prospect of being fed, not having eaten in hours, but for a hasty cup or two of coffee.

"Yes, they can, she just has fantastically appalling timing," Piper told him with a wry smile, turning to pick up the tray. "Come on then, Desth. Little Miss Magic is waiting for you." She moved to slip into the living room, where Lyneth had very carefully laid out a large checked blanket on the wooden floor in front of the fire. Loki had been banished to the edge of the blanket, his head on his paws as he watched his little mistress wave her hands importantly at the adults.

Des finished off his coffee and set the empty cup in the sink before following Piper into the living room and the pretend picnic. It had been a long time since he'd relaxed long enough to do anything one might consider to be fun. He chuckled at Piper's remark, coming to a halt a few feet from the blanket and reaching to loosen his tie and step out of his shoes.

As Piper set the tray down, Lyneth crawled forward to help take the plates and bowls from it, submitting to having a napkin tucked into her collar with a patient grimace. She did, however, laugh when Piper then advanced on Des with another napkin. "First troll is ready," the sable-haired woman declared with a playful smile. "Second troll?" And yes, she was going to tuck the napkin into his collar if he didn't stop her.

Lyneth snickered from her place on the blanket, patting the checkered fabric cheerfully. "Come'n thsit down thso I can eat!"

He pulled the tie away from his neck and unbuttoned his collar, arching a brow as Piper tucked a napkin there, replacing his tie. Well, at least his crisp white shirt wouldn't get soiled. "Troll?" he echoed. "I thought trolls were big and ugly and turn to stone when the sun comes up." At least, that's they way he remembered it from tales told or read during childhood.

"Only if they come from Middle-Earth," Lyneth piped up, her mother grinning to herself as they settled on the blanket. "There'sth other trollsth, too. Thsome from Earth are little, like me, and all flesthy and thsad. Or there'sth other kindsth of trollsth that're made of all rocksth and thstonesth and thstuff." She held out her hands for the plate Piper passed her, loaded with sandwiches, fruit, and other little bits and pieces.

"Or there's the kind that lives in this house and know exactly how to make trouble without lifting a finger," Piper added, making a face at her daughter which set the little girl off into a fit of the giggles. The woman looked up at Des. "Nothing is poisoned, I promise."

He waited for Piper to finish tucking the napkin into his collar before lowering himself onto the blanket, choosing a spot opposite that of the dog, somewhat warily. He'd been teasing when he'd mentioned the trolls, almost forgetting that Lyneth was more than likely an expert on the subject. "I only know about the kind I've read about in books, and that was a long time ago," he replied, perhaps a little too serious about the subject, or a little too thoughtful, at least for a moment, but the moment quickly passed. He smiled as Piper teased her daughter, sending Lyneth into a fit of giggles. "No poisoned apples that might put me to sleep until a beautiful princess breaks the spell?" he teased with a smirk.

"Not if you want to go to work tomorrow," she teased back sweetly, passing him a plate to help himself from the array of food. Her gaze lingered on him for a long moment, enjoying how easily he could integrate into such a familial setting, before her eyes slid over to Lyneth. "Baby, don't play with it," she sighed softly. "Eat it."

Lyneth looked up from where she had been carefully removing the upper slices from a cheese sandwich and a jam sandwich and switching them over, offering her mother a sweet, if somewhat haughty, smile. "M' gonna eat them," she promised. "Jus' making it taste better is all."

"The trick is..." Des started, falling into that odd almost childlike state that seemed to come over him whenever Lyneth was nearby. He plucked several sandwiches from the tray and placed them on his plate, mirroring Lyneth by taking them apart and then restacking them to make a double decker sandwich made of cheese, coldcuts, and jam all at once. He took a huge bite, a silly grin on his face as he spoke around the mouthful. "To eat it all at once!" he exclaimed, though the words were muffled by the mouthful of food. Most adults would be horrified, even disgusted by the mashup of sandwich materials, but it all went into the same stomach, after all.

"Va' only worfs iff -" Lyneth paused, her eyes skidding to Piper, who was watching them both in with mild disgust as she nibbled at her own chosen sandwich. The child chewed and swallowed, remembering her manners a little belatedly. "Only worksth if you have a big mouth," she informed Des cheerfully. "Your mouth is huge!" Giggling, she stuffed another mouthful in, her gaze flickering back and forth between the adults.

He chuckled at Lyneth's innocently blunt remark, chewing and swallowing the huge mouthful of sandwich before replying, "I'm not sure whether that's a compliment or an insult!" He gobbled up the rest of the sandwich, as if he hadn't eaten in days, which was closer to the truth than he cared to admit.

"I bet your mouth'sth big enough that birdiesth can clean your teethsth!" was Lyneth's cackling response to that, even as she removed a large piece of cheese from her sandwich and blatantly fed it to Loki, who chomped it down quite happily despite Piper's faintly disapproving gaze. Cheese was the dog's greatest weakness; it hadn't taken the little girl long to find that one out. "Can we go to the park, Mummy?"

Piper blinked, unsurprised by the question, but surprised to be addressed when Des was so much more entertaining than she was. "Later," she promised her daughter. "When we take Loki for his walk."

Encouraged as he was by the little girl's attention, he flashed her a toothy grin as if to prove her point, but he turned quickly quiet as Lyneth's attention moved on to feeding cheese to the dog and inquiring about a walk in the park. He plucked a few pieces of fruit from the tray, popping one into his mouth. "How long have you had him' The dog, I mean," he asked, ever inquisitive, it seemed.

"All my life," the little girl promptly answered, assuming the question was for her, since she was obviously so much more interesting than her mother. It wasn't that she didn't love Piper, but Lyneth was of the opinion that since Piper needed to be taught so much about what was patently obvious in the world around her, that her mother was somewhat subnormal. "But Mummy'sth had him longer."

Stifling a soft chuckle, Piper waited until her mouth was clear before giving Des a slightly more helpful response. "I've had him for four years. My father gave him to me when he was a puppy when I first went to university. I think it was supposed to be some kind of incentive to stay and get decent grades."

He smiled in amusement at Lyneth's response, but it was Piper who really answered the question. He seemed to have become an adult again, the childlike mood having passed. He'd managed to make Lyneth laugh, and it was enough, at least for now. "Four years," he repeated, doing the math in his head and sorting out her age. She was at least a few years younger than him. He'd turned twenty-nine only recently, his birthday passing without much fanfare. "Did you? Get good grades, I mean."

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 09:14 EST
"Uh ..." She blushed, embarrassed to be confessing to this in front of her daughter, but thankfully Lyneth was now engrossed in picking the seeds out of a cheery tomato with her finger and thumb. "I never actually finished my degree," Piper admitted shyly. "I got pregnant in my final year, and by the time it occurred to me to let the university know what was going on, they had already cancelled my applied thesis. I never showed up for the last examinations, so I failed my degree." She shrugged lightly. "Not that I could have done anything with it, anyway. It was just a way of passing the time."

He accepted her explanation at face value, interested, but not shocked or disappointed. Whatever had happened in her past was in her past and was as much a part of her as his own past was a part of him. "What made you decide to write?" was his next question. She had told him something of herself during his last visit, but there were still things he didn't know. He popped a tomato into his mouth while he awaited her answer, his attention mostly focused on Piper now as he tried to get inside her head and find out what made her tick.

"It's all I'm good at," she told him candidly. "I didn't want to live solely off my parents, and after Lynnie was born, I didn't want to take a job that would mean she'd be raised by other people while I was working for different people. So I thought I should see if I could make a living for myself, and I had the raw ingredients."

"I'm sure that's not true," he said as he set his plate aside, leaned back and stretched his legs out. Now that his stomach was satisfied, he was starting to relax. "What do you mean' The raw ingredients" You mean..." He glanced momentarily to Lyneth, not wanting her to catch the underlying details of their conversation. "Your experiences."

Piper nodded, reaching out to rescue the plate from Lyneth's lap as it began to slide. The little girl was now investigating an apple with the avid attention of the dog at her side, her rate of consumption considerably slowed as her appetite was sated. She'd be close to sleep soon. Her mother tucked her feet underneath herself, leaning on one hand as she spoke with Des. "If I'd tried to write anything else, it never would have been good enough," Piper explained softly. "As it is, my publisher wants a sequel, but I'm not sure I'm ready to relive what that will entail just yet."

He glanced from Piper to Lyneth a moment, noting her attention seemed focused on the apple, but he had a feeling there was little that missed her attention, even as a young child. Looking back to Piper, he considered a moment before deciding to take a chance and speak his mind, unsure how she might take it. "Why don't you give it the ending you want it to have?" he asked, studying her carefully for a reaction.

"I thought about that," Piper said quietly, "but it didn't seem right. I couldn't make something up when I wasn't in the right frame of mind. And now ..." Her eyes lifted slowly to his, deep wells of warmth and promise just for him, just for that moment. "....I'm hoping I won't have to make it up."

He met her gaze, encouraged and reassured by the warmth in her eyes, though he wasn't quite ready to leap in just yet. She had told him of her fears, and despite his denial, he had fears of his own. Still, it was encouraging. She hadn't chased him away yet, but where they were headed, he wasn't quite sure yet. "And they lived happily ever after," he said, his own voice soft and hopeful, though seemed a trace of sadness, wariness of his own. "How do you want the story to go, Piper?"

"Happily ever after isn't for people like us," she said, equally careful, not wanting to disturb Lyneth's fairytale view of the world just yet. "It's for princes and princesses. But for us ....I'd like to think that the words safe and family and love are involved intimately in the story's end." She took the plate from in front of Lyneth as the little girl sighed contentedly, leaning back against Loki, and raised her eyes to Des once again. "How would you like the story to end, Des?"

"You don't think that's a happily ever after?" he questioned, brows arched, ready to argue the point, though he kept his voice low for Lyenth's sake, seeing as she seemed to be drifting off to dreamland for an afternoon nap. "Every happy ending is about those very things, Piper. What do you think 'They lived happily ever after' means?" he continued, not answering her question just yet, wanting to know what she thought first.

"It means the same thing in adulthood as it does to a child," Piper argued softly. "That once you find love, nothing will ever go wrong again, you will always be happy, and no one will ever threaten that. But it isn't reality, Des. No one lives out their life without crossing each other at some point."

"That's not what it's about, Piper," he argued further. "It's about love conquering all. You can't really know happiness, until you know sorrow. It's about overcoming all of that. It's about being with the one person who gives your life meaning." He sighed and averted his gaze. "Sorry. I must sound like an idiot."

"No, you don't." Her fingers gently brushed his hand, her gaze softly apologetic for upsetting him with her jaded view of things. "I used to think that way, too. I suppose I've lost the romance somewhere along the way. I'm sorry." There was a sigh from the other end of the blanket, and Loki yawned audibly, rolling onto his side and taking Lyneth with him, her head pillowed comfortably against his belly.

The touch of her fingers against his drew his attention back to her, something in his gaze that told her he was holding something back, something he didn't yet want her to know or that he thought didn't need to be shared. "Maybe you can get it back," he said, meeting her gaze, unsure why he was saying such a thing. He was a lawyer; he was given to logic, not fanciful romances and fairy tales, and yet, here he was, in the midst of a story in the making. "You want to know what I want' I want to be a better man than my father." And that was just for starters.

"Perhaps you already are," she suggested softly. "Perhaps just the act of wanting to be better than him has made you a better man than he ever was." She shrugged lightly. "I didn't know the man, I only know what Jon and Helena have said about him and that isn't much. But you do not remind me of any story about your father. You remind me more of Humphrey than anyone. And that means you've already achieved your goal."

He frowned thoughtfully as he considered her statement. He thought it was a little too soon for the jury to reach a verdict on that one yet, but he hoped he was heading in the right direction. Though he hadn't known the man, he wanted more than anything not to be like his father, not to let people down the way his father had. He hadn't yet talked to his half-siblings about their mutual parentage, but he had met and talked to their uncle at length. "Humphrey has his own demons, believe me." But then, didn't everyone"

"Everyone does." And Piper could say that without a hint of uncertainty; she knew her own demons intimately, constantly allowing them the upper hand. She squeezed his wrist gently for a moment, shifting to stack the plates and cups back on the tray. She paused, tucking her long hair back behind her ear as she looked over at him. "Just knowing what you don't want to be is a step in the direction of not becoming it."

He paused a moment as she squeezed his wrist, knowing a little about her own demons and hoping he didn't add to those fears. He frowned a little as watched her in quiet contemplation, moving finally to help her collect the empty plates and cups and return them to the tray. He glanced over at the napping little girl and her dog, wondering when the last time was that he'd slept that soundly. "How long will she nap?" he asked as he carefully and quietly climbed to his feet to help her with the dirty dishes.

Piper smiled fondly down at Lyneth as she found her feet, hooking the blanket over the little girl with her free hand. "A couple of hours," she told Des confidently, knowing that at least in this respect, she knew what she was talking about. "I wasn't expecting her to drop off that quickly, to be honest." She slipped into the kitchen, leaving the tiny girl sleeping with the dog, and turned the taps to run the hot water into the sink.

He reached to take the tray from her and carry it to the kitchen so she could tend to the little girl. He was used to taking care of himself and doing dishes and other household chores was not beneath him. He glanced back at the little girl again before setting the tray on the counter while Piper filled the sink. "I wish I could sleep that soundly," he remarked, offhandedly.

She glanced toward the living room once more, her pale face quietly sad as she considered his words and what they meant. He didn't sleep peacefully, and given his work and how involved he apparently became in it, that was understandable. She couldn't help feeling a little honored that he had chosen to share that intimate little detail of his life with her, however offhand it might have seemed. "So do I," she confessed quietly herself, taking the emptied plates, bowls, and cups from the tray and putting them into the hot soapy water. "Lynnie has the occasional nightmare, but never when Loki is with her. I wish I knew how that worked."

"He worked on a number on her, didn't he?" Desmond asked with that contemplative frown of his as he glanced toward the living room again. After a moment, he took up a towel, intending on drying dishes. He almost wished he'd met her sooner, before all of this had happened, though he wasn't sure what, if anything, he'd have done about it. Fae creatures were a little out of his league. "Maybe she just feels safer when he's around," he suggested.

Piper shrugged as she turned her attention to washing the dishes, handing each one out of the suds and into Des' hands, since he was ready and waiting. "I don't really know what was said and done over the summer," she said softly. "All I know is my own experience of it, which was unpleasant enough. I'm glad she feels safe with Loki, though. If I'd paid more attention to him in the spring, perhaps things would have been different. I wouldn't have ..." She stopped herself abruptly, not particularly wanting to recall the many times she had lain with a stranger in the place of a husband and known it was not Ollie. "He can tell when there is a Fae close by. I won't be ignoring him again."

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 09:15 EST
Des studied Piper closely, even as he rinsed and dried the dishes, once again noting her body language and the way she broke off before saying something she might regret, though he was intuitive enough to put two and two together and assume what it was she was going to say. He said nothing about it, not wanting to make her feel worse. He knew enough that he didn't really need any more clarification about that. As if it hadn't been bad enough, he knew it could have been a lot worse. He wasn't yet sure which of them was hurt more by what had happened, but in his experience, children were a lot more resilient than adults gave them credit for, and he guessed it was Piper who would be haunted by the events a lot longer than Lyneth. "What about you? Do you have nightmares, too?" He wasn't sure why he was asking, and she had every right to tell him to butt out, but the question wasn't asked out of nosiness, but out of concern.

She stilled for a moment, leaning against the edge of the sink with tense shoulders. Her profile was solemn as she gazed through the window into the garden laid out at the back of the house, her jaw clenched for a long moment before she made the effort to relax herself and answer his question. "I don't know whether you can call them nightmares," she said finally, rubbing a dishcloth repeatedly around the rim of one of the coffee cups. "It's just flashes, but they always wake me up, and ....and I can't get back to sleep afterward."

He continued to watch her with those carefully observant eyes of his, noting how she tensed her shoulders, watching even as her gaze went to the window and the garden out back. Though untrained in psychology, he'd seen enough to recognize the signs of trauma, an almost haunted look in her eyes as she went silent. For a moment, he felt anger rise up inside him, the way he always did when he learned of some injustice or crime against humanity, but the feeling was quickly replaced by compassion and something a little deeper - some feeling he felt deep inside that he could not quite find a name for yet. He found himself reaching for her hands, to pull them away from the cup and turn her toward him. "You can talk to me, you know. You can tell me anything. I promise I won't run away, and I won't break."

She paled as he drew her about, before a flush touched her cheeks that sadly had nothing to do with him. It was shame, pure and simple, and it showed in the burn deep within her blue eyes as she met his gaze. "I let a lot of things happen," she confessed in a tiny voice. "A lot of things I shouldn't have allowed. I tried to pretend everything was okay, that there wasn't a complete stranger in our lives changing everything. I won't ever forgive myself for letting Lynnie get hurt like that, but ..." She shuddered, dropping her gaze from his to look down at the curl of his hands about hers. "I feel sick when I think about all the times I let him touch me, or kiss me, or ..." She swallowed, unable to even say the worst of it. "I should have said no. But I never did."

Very gently, he dried her hands with the towel, his eyes never leaving hers, seeing that haunted look in her eyes again, the guilt and remorse, feelings he knew only too well. He'd heard similar stories over the years from victims of various crimes, and over time, his heart had hardened a little. He'd had no choice but to harden his heart if he wanted to seek justice for those who deserved it, to punish those responsible for hurting them, or the job would have consumed his soul long ago. Maybe, in a way, it already had. But this was different. This was someone he knew and cared about, someone he wished he could have protected, someone he'd promised to protect in the future. This was personal. He drew her in, wrapping her in his embrace, his heart going out to her and to Lyneth, anger seething just beneath the surface, contained behind that carefully constructed wall. "It's all right. It's over now. He's never going to hurt you again."

She didn't cry. But there was just a suggestion of something being let go as he folded her into his embrace, as she pressed close and hid her face away from the world, listening to the steady beat of his heart, feeling protected in the strong wrap of his arms. It was trauma, of a sort; nothing so violent as others might have experienced, but close enough in mind that it could overwhelm her if she didn't face up to it, learn how to let it go entirely. "I'm a very weak person," she said quietly, her voice a little muffled against Des' shirt. "If I was stronger, none of it would have happened."

Something gave way inside him as he held her close, feeling something deeper than sympathy or compassion, a deeper kind of caring, the likes of which he hadn't felt in a very long time. She was right when she'd called him cold. He had learned how to lock his heart away, distance himself so that no one could reach him, no one could touch him, no one could hurt him. His mother's illness and death had cracked a little of that resolve, but it was a little girl and her mother who had somehow managed to touch a heart that had tried to hard to remain aloof and untouchable.

He held her close against his chest, his fingers sliding through her hair to gently rub her back, desperately wanting to soothe and console her and take away her pain. He gently pulled away a moment to catch her gaze and look into her eyes. "You're not weak, Piper. You did what you could. Don't blame yourself. It's not your fault." How many times had he given someone that speech until he sounded like a broken record" But somehow those words seemed so much more important now.

Her eyes were clear as she looked up at him, regretful that they were even having this conversation, ashamed of herself for her perceived weakness. But grateful, too, tenderly warm in thanks for his reassurances and certainties. "Thank you for not agreeing with me," she said in her soft, gentle voice, a quirk of her lips suggesting the rueful smile that flickered on her face for a moment. Her hand shifted on his back as she looked up into his eyes, and there was that look that had made itself known on the night of Christmas Eve, just before she had thoroughly embarrassed herself by kissing him more passionately than even she thought she was capable of. She swallowed again, blushing at the desire to repeat that encounter as it rose inside her, and a shy smile lit up her face as she ducked her head. "You're a good man, Des. Thank you for listening."

He seemed reluctant to let go of her, and yet, he had no claim on her heart, no claim on her at all. He wasn't sure what he was to her, if anything. A friend" More than a friend" Where was their relationship going" Where did she want it to go' A small uncertain frown flickered across his face before the expression - and any feelings that went along with it - was hidden behind a smile, warm and gentle and sincere, no sign of any of the cold aloofness she had accused him of possessing. He noticed the blush, but was unsure what had caused it, wondering if he dared kiss her again, or would she construe it as taking advantage. He shrugged his shoulders as she ducked away from him, the opportunity lost. "I've been told I'm a good listener," he replied, making no comment about whether or not he deemed himself a good man.

Weak, she might well have been; timid, yes, on occasion. But sometimes Piper could be bold - bold enough to break through a moment of shyness and take something she thought had been offered to her. She thought she had seen his uncertainty, and after little more than a second or two's consideration, she lifted her head again, her hand uncurling from his back to gently smooth up along the angular line of his jaw. "You're a good man," she insisted softly, rising up onto her toes to dare a kiss brushed lightly to the corner of his mouth.

One brow flickered upwards as her lips touched the corner of his mouth in a brief but warm show of thanks or affection, and though he trying hard to contain himself, he felt a rush of desire the likes of which he hadn't felt in a long time. It wasn't just a desire of the flesh, but a desire of the heart - the desire to fill the aching loneliness, to open his heart once and for all and let someone in, let her in, no matter the risk. "Piper, I..." He broke off, searching her eyes, realizing he was just as frightened as she was, though he chose to deal with his fears by pushing them aside and pretending he didn't feel a thing.

"Des." She breathed his name as though it was a part of her, a perfect fit on her tongue, sweet structure to the gentle sigh of her breath. Despite the fear in her, the uncertainty that perhaps she was just setting herself up for another fall, Piper was brave with her own aching heart. Her thumb stroked over the curve of his cheekbone as she gazed into his eyes. "Kiss me?"

How many women had asked him that very question over the years" Ever since puberty, it seemed. How many times had he agreed" Countless times. And yet, it had been rare when he'd felt anything deeper than casual affection and carnal desire. Maybe once, but that had been long ago and mostly forgotten, but for the wound of the heart that held him aloof. Since then, there had been countless women, but he'd never loved any of them, not really. In order to fall in love, one had to let someone get close, and ever since that one fatal time, that was something Des had been careful to avoid. Until now.

He looked into her eyes, as sparkling and lovely as sapphires; her lips, as soft and red as rose petals. He felt that familiar yearning deep inside again, like a hole in the middle of his heart, an empty chasm that ached to be filled. Her touch sent a tremor through him, partly desire and partly something that went far deeper. He lifted a hand to brush the soft fall of raven hair away from her face, such stark contrast to the pale complexion. "Snow White," he remarked, unthinkingly, remembering a story his mother had told him when he was still a boy.

Piper blinked, confused by the reference to a fairytale she had not read and was utterly unfamiliar with. He hadn't moved to do as she asked, sparking a gentle flicker of mistaken uncertainty in her gaze as she considered that perhaps she had read him wrong, perhaps he didn't want her as much as she wanted him. She would be content with his friendship, she told herself, if that was all he was prepared to give her, though her heart ached to be touched once more. "Snow White?" she heard herself repeat in soft confusion.

"Skin as white as snow, lips as red as roses, hair as dark as night," he replied quietly, brushing a thumb against her cheek, almost as if he was charmed by her beauty, lost in a spell. He dipped his head toward her, hesitating a moment, where he'd never hesitated before, always having taken what he wanted when it had been offered.

To her ears, it was a litany of compliments she could never live up to, blossoming a delicately pink flush on her cheeks beneath his touch as her expression lightened, softening ever further as his breath found her lips. His hesitation was agonising, her own breath catching in her throat as she suffered through a split second of thinking him about to pull away. But her gentle courage flared once again, and she rose that little way further to close the distance and taste him with a soft, sweet sigh of pleasure.

Desmond Granger

Date: 2013-01-05 09:19 EST
That was all he needed, it seemed - that slightest bit of encouragement to give him the answer he was seeking. Though she'd asked him to kiss her, he had hesitated, afraid she might find him too forward, afraid he might misunderstand her meaning once again. He wasn't sure what it was about her, but she was unlike anyone else he'd ever met. Like a bird with a wounded wing, fragile and lovely, and yet possessed of an inner strength that only needed to believe in herself in order to learn to fly again. And what of himself"

Was he ready at long last to let his heart have wings" He touched his nose to hers, leaning ever closer, close enough that he could taste her breath, feel the warmth of her yearning, as palpable as her heart beating softly inside her breast. He let his thumb travel across her cheek to touch the corner of her lips, gazing into eyes even bluer than his own - eyes as blue as the deepest sea, eyes one could easily get lost in. Finally, he fulfilled her wish, his lips tendering touching hers, gently at first, savoring the sweetness of the moment, however long it was allowed to last.

However sweetly the kiss began, it opened the floodgates of something more than sweet, more than tender. She shuddered with the strength of feeling that came with just that gentle brush of his lips to hers, the hand at his back clenching into the soft fabric of his shirt as she breathed him in, closing her eyes and daring to open her bruised heart as she rose higher on her toes to invite a deepening of the kiss he had almost given her before Lyneth had interrupted them an hour before.

His hand fell away from her cheek as his arm went around her waist to circle her in his embrace, his lips more than willing to deepen the kiss, even as his head told him no, while his heart told him yes. His face mirrored hers, eyes drifting closed to savor the moment, to lose himself, if only momentarily in her kiss, and like her, his heart cracked open just that bit wider, enough to take a chance and let her in, to allow himself to feel something more than merely sympathy or compassion. Whatever, whoever had hurt her, he vowed, would never hurt her again, not so long as he was alive and breathing. He wasn't sure how he was going to manage it yet, but he'd find a way.

It was a different sort of kiss from the one she had stolen from him on Christmas Eve. That had held passion, yes, but it had been a release, a reward for listening to all her woes and taking nothing from it but the experience of the past two years. This kiss was equally passionate, but was wrapped about with companionship, warmth, the promise of something more than just a few hours of one another's company to pass the time. It held the potential for a lifetime, if only they could both step away from the fear and embrace it. In Des' embrace, Piper shivered again as he looped his arm about her waist, shocked by the sheer force of longing for a touch from someone she wanted, someone she knew. No stranger he, but real and warm and here, holding her as though he truly wanted to, and not simple because that was what was done.

Desmond had kissed a lot of women, countless women, but none had ever made a very deep impression. Like ships that passed in the night, they'd always gone their separate ways. No promises, no commitments, no future. It was better that way. No one got hurt because no one expected anything more than what was given, a brief flicker of flame that was quickly extinguished, but it was different this time. Even her kiss was different, as warm and passionate as she was and just as soft and tender.

A gentle, trusting heart that once given was far too easily broken. He would have to take great care not to break her heart - or his, for that matter - beyond all hope of repair. He felt her body shiver against him, unsure if it was desire that made her tremble in his arms or if it was only a chill. He had always been able to read women so readily, and yet, she was something of an enigma, unlike anyone he'd ever met before. A puzzle to solve, a heart to cherish, a woman to love. When his lips finally parted from hers and he looked into her eyes, it was with a warmth he had not allowed her to see before, and a vulnerability he showed no one.

She had been with four men in her life. One had been a dream too good to last; one had left her with child after a single night; one she had needed far more than she had loved; and the last had terrified her. But here and now, that didn't seem to matter. Des felt different. It felt deeper, more enduring, a sensation and emotion that might possibly last, a hope that he would not leave her behind as all the others had done. They were so similar and yet so different from one another in the same breath. It took a long moment, when his lips left hers, for her eyes to open, to gaze into his and share the vulnerable warmth that he bestowed on her, seeing for the first time the fragility of the man in her arms. And she wanted nothing more than to protect that fragile heart from being broken, however she could.

It seemed no words needed to be said, and so he said nothing, simply watching her, memorizing her face, etching it into his heart and his brain so that when he returned through the portal, he wouldn't forget, no matter how much it seemed like a dream. He touched his forehead to hers, content for the moment just to be close, to savor the quiet of the moment, knowing it wouldn't last. He dared not say a word, lest he break the spell, letting his eyes speak for him. If the eyes truly are the window to the soul, then what she saw in his eyes, for perhaps the very first time, was hope and need and desire.

There would be no childlike voice to interrupt them this time, no small hand tugging on clothing, no little body pushing between them. Lyneth was sleeping soundly, and would for a while yet, affording them the luxury of time to grow a little more accustomed to the feeling that was very slowly making itself known between them. Piper gazed into Des' eyes, seeing everything he wanted her to see, showing him her own hopes and fears, desires and dreams, the gradual growth of affection. Very gently, she tilted her head up once more to taste his lips again, daring to inch ever closer in the quiet of the kitchen.

The dishes were forgotten in the wake of that kiss, each one growing a little bit deeper, a little bit bolder. If she had been any other woman, he would have swept her off her feet and taken her to bed to enjoy all the sweetness her body had to offer and to offer something of his own. No woman had ever gone away from his bed unsatisfied, and yet, for all his skill in making love, not a one of them had even captured his heart. For all of his experience, he had never quite known anything like this sweet ache of longing. It deserved to be cherished and explored, unraveled slowly, unrushed. Wasn't it his mother who'd always said that all good things were worth waiting for" She'd rarely been wrong and wasn't wrong in this either. Des tasted Piper's lips again, like the sweetest candy, gently exploring her lips, her mouth, gentle and undemanding, and yet with an underlying heat of desire that he could no longer hide.

Yet it was precisely because he didn't sweep her off her feet then and there that the kisses continued soft and sweet, more a sharing of the burgeoning promise of that unspoken something rising between them than a prelude to anything else. There would be time enough to explore what, logically, would come after. If he made the time. Piper's fingers stroked gently along his jaw as, finally, she lowered herself back to her heels, her face lit up with a soft smile of quiet delight that showed more in the sheen of her blue eyes than the curve of her lips. "Don't forget us again," she murmured to him, willing him to remember that none of this was a dream. She was real, as real as he was, and so was her charming daughter.

She was the one who broke the spell, and yet, the spell could not be broken, not by mere words. They had come too far. He knew now without a doubt - no matter how unbelievable it all seemed - that this place was real, that she was real, that Lyneth was real - and, perhaps more importantly, that this was where he was both needed and wanted, that this was his future. "I won't," he murmured back, committing this moment to memory so that he wouldn't forget. This was where he wanted to be, and he suddenly seemed to realize, that no matter what he might have thought all his life, this was where he belonged.

((That was really long, whew! Kudos to anyone who read all that. Thank you to the awesomeness that is Piper's player for indulging me with this scene. Will love conquer all" Time will tell! :grin:))