Topic: Picking up the Pieces

Jonathan Granger

Date: 2012-06-07 21:26 EST
With rehearsals coming in a few days, Jon had been going over his lines for the next production at the Shanachie, which was a little different from usual. It had been a few years since he'd tackled a musical, but somehow he'd let Mataya talk him into taking a part in the next one. It wasn't a difficult part anyway, but it did require him working on getting his rusty singing voice back in shape. With Vicki away at work for the day, it allowed him to do just that without risking being barked at. Of course, that's what ear plugs were for. Cosmo, however, insisted singing along, and the higher the notes, the louder the barks.

And he had plenty of time to practice in. What Vicki had been certain would be a short standard meeting to discuss just when post-production would pick up on Getting Over Alyson had been a short standard meeting to regretfully inform all the heads of department that as of 8:00 that morning, 21twelve was no longer extant. The last several hours of Vicki's day had been spent informing her own department of staff of the news, and tracking down all the PR details for the launch of the film that would now never be released to put a halt to them. She was not in the best of moods as she opened the door to the condo, and being greeted with loud singing and barking did not do her temper any good. Rather than greet either Jon or Cosmo, she just dropped her jacket over the back of the couch and stalked silently into the kitchen.

Jon was so engrossed in his singing that he never noticed Vicki come in. Cosmo was another matter, however. The dog barked loudly, as if to get his master's attention, but Jon kept right on singing.

Dear Firmin, just a quick reminder: my salary has not been paid. Send it care of the ghost, by return of post — P.T.O.: No one likes a debtor, so it's better if my orders are obeyed!

Jon's voice cracked on the last line and he frowned, muttering a choice expletive that started with the letter F, scowling at Cosmo who was still barking his fool head off. "Oh, stop! I know I'm rusty. You don't have to rub it in," he scolded the dog. He cleared his throat again, getting ready to give it another try when the dog turned and padded off toward the kitchen to greet his mistress, tail wagging a mile a minute. "I'm not that bad!" Jon called after the dog, frowning again. "Probably sound like a cat in heat," he muttered to himself.

There was a loud slam from the kitchen in that moment of quiet as Vicki vented a little of her frustration in closing the cupboard doors with a little too much vigor. Her sneakers squeaked against the lino when Cosmo padded in, one hand lowering to gently push the dog away. "Not now, Cosmo. Go and play with Jon."

Jon furrowed his brows. That was odd. He thought he heard someone slam a cupboard door, followed by a woman's voice, but Vicki was supposed to be at work. He turned his head toward the kitchen, spying her jacket on the back of the couch, forehead wrinkling in confusion. It wasn't lunch time. What was she doing home in the middle of the day' Maybe she wanted a little afternoon delight, but then why was she slamming the cupboard" There was only one way to find out. "Vicki?" he called, starting toward the kitchen.

It took a moment for her to respond, fighting to keep the bitter tone from her voice as she answered. "Hi, Jon." Not exactly the effusively loving greeting he was used to, but then, he'd never seen her standing stock still against the kitchen counter, her head down and shoulders up, gripping so tightly to the edge of the counter that her fingers were white.

Hi, Jon' That was it' It didn't take a rocket scientist to know that something was wrong. Jon froze in the doorway a moment to consider this, before closing the distance between them. He couldn't think of anything he'd done to cause her to be angry at him, but he couldn't help but notice the cold greeting and the tension in her, even from behind her back. "What's the matter?" he asked without further thought, knowing by instinct that something was wrong, but not knowing what. He came up beside her, turning so that his back was to the counter to face her.

There was another pause before she spoke, her jaw unclenching as she released a long, slow breath, forcing her shoulders to lower from their high, tense arch. Lifting her head, she glanced at Jon. "My curse has struck again, that's the matter," she said, unable to keep the bitterness out of her tone despite her trying. "Yet another studio that dared to employ me has gone under." There was a thump as she let her head fall forward again, hitting her forehead firmly off the cabinet.

He had that puzzled expression on his face again, furrows furrowing deeply, her words not quite making sense just yet, wheels turning in his head. "What studio?" he asked, and then it struck him. "21twelve?" No, that couldn't be right. As far as he knew, the studio was doing fine. The premiere for Allyson was in another week or so; everything was going according to plan, wasn't it' He frowned worriedly. "What happened?"

She sighed again, turning to rest back against the counter with her arms wrapped tight about her own waist, glaring at the wall opposite. "You know post-production took a pause a couple of weeks ago," she said quietly. "I don't know all the details, but it sounds as though the rumors of the studio haemorrhaging capital were all true. Lelah confirmed it at the meeting today; she's liquidating and selling all assets, and hoping like hell she's got enough cash to pay off the actors and staff. Why the hell didn't she tell us when we could have helped?"

"Hemorraging?" Jon repeated, eyes widening. He was an investor in 21Twelve and had heard nothing about any of this. "How can that be possible? Crowes made a crapload of money." Or so he'd thought. "She was up for an Oscar!" Jon's face flushed in anger and confusion. "How the hell can the studio be losing money' I don't understand."

"Don't you get mad at me, I don't know what?s been going on!" Vicki snapped back at him, pushing away from the counter with impatient frustration. "I only work there - worked there." Blue eyes flashed angrily toward him, daring her fiance to compound her bad mood with his own. "You know the worst part' I feel guilty. I feel guilty because obviously it was something we did, as a studio, that made everything go under; I'm at least partially to blame, and ..." Her expression crumpled as she shook her head. "Oh God, Jon, Humphrey's money."

He wasn't angry with her; quite the contrary, in fact. It wasn't even the money so much. He could make that up easily enough if he really wanted to. He was angry because he had believed in the studio and he just couldn't understand how it could possibly have gone belly-up. Jon opened his mouth to speak, to contradict her and point out that he wasn't angry with her, but then she was blaming herself and all the anger went out of him. He sagged back against the counter, his face turning pale at the implications and consequences of all this. He said nothing for a long moment, pressing his lips tightly together and wondering how it could have all gone so wrong.

Guilt and anger combined in Vicki to bad effect - she'd been losing sleep over the PR campaign and the details of the Summer Party Launch for weeks, and all of a sudden, it wasn't going to happen. As Jon subsided into silence, she pressed the heels of her hands to her eyes, sliding down the wall opposite him into a curled slump. "I'm sorry," she whispered, dropping her face into the protective curl of her arms over the jut of her knees. "It's not your fault, I know it isn't."

Jonathan Granger

Date: 2012-06-07 21:44 EST
Jon blinked out of his own thoughts to glance over at Vicki as she slumped to the floor, feeling a wave of sympathy override his anger and frustration. He was a Granger; it was only money, after all. Vicki's feelings were far more important than all the money in Rhydin - or in the Granger's coffers, for that matter. Cosmo, sensing his mistress' distress, padded to her side to lick her face, while Jon dropped down in front of her with a sigh and pulled her into his embrace. "Don't blame yourself. It's not your fault."

It seemed like such a petty thing to cry over; after all the upsets and distresses that had launched them as a couple, Vicki was finally crying over a lost job, and feeling like an idiot for it. She couldn't stop, though, nestling into Jon's embrace with grasping fingers gripping his t-shirt. She didn't mean to ignore the dog, but Cosmo couldn't hold her until the selfish bitterness went away. Jon could.

And hold her he would, for as long as she needed him to, as long as it took for the dark cloud to pass overhead. She had done as much for him countless times, pulling him out of the depths of despair. His heart ached for her, knowing she was hurting and feeling like a failure. He knew what that felt like, but he also knew that when one door closed, it was likely that another even better door would open. She wouldn't want to hear that now though. He would save the pep talk for later; for now, she just needed him to be there to soothe the pain. "Shh, it's alright," he told her quietly, as he held her close, his fingers gently stroking her hair. "Studios come and go all the time, Vicki. It's nobody's fault."

She didn't cry for long, drawing back with a highly unattractive sniffling snort as she wiped ruthlessly at the water dripping down her cheeks. "Oh God, I'm such an idiot," she said thickly, shaking her head as a small smile broke through. "Crying over a job when Lelah's the one who's got to be heartbroken, and it's not like I'm destitute." Blue eyes lifted to meet his with rueful apology, her fingers gently stroking against the damp patch she'd left on his shirt as Cosmo finally got the ear scratch he'd been hoping for. "I'm sorry. Massive overreaction."

Finally his mistress had noticed him and given him the proper attention, and happy with that Cosmo plopped down on the floor beside her to lend his moral support, dropping his head against her lap. Or maybe he just didn't want to be left out. Jon tilted her chin toward him, gently brushing the tears from her face. He frowned at the mention of Lelah, who he knew must be feeling worse than anyone. "Lelah knew the risks," Jon pointed out, knowing that was little comfort. "So did I, so did Humphrey."

"But Jon, all that money," Vicki protested in a low voice. With her temper tantrum out of the way, she felt worse for the investors, the staff. for Lelah, the people who had put time and money into the experiment only to see it crash without warning. "I promise, I'll do whatever I can to help you pay him back. God, I'll even go back to Earth if I have to." And she really didn't want to do that.

Jon frowned at her suggestion, forehead wrinkling the way it did when he was upset or worried. "No, you won't. I'll..." He broke off as he considered his options. There were only a few ways he could think of to legally come up with a large amount of money in a short period of time. "I'll come up with something." A movie contract, an advertising gig, a clothing line something. He'd sign on the dotted line, so long as he didn't sign his life away.

"You don't have to do it on your own," she objected, rising onto her knees to face him, nose to nose. It was a strange place to be having this conversation, on the kitchen floor, but this was where it was happening. Her hands lowered to curl over his thighs as she held his gaze. "I can help, Jon. I know I can't produce a huge amount of money in a hurry, but over time ..." Her palm rose to cup his cheek. "Please don't do anything just because you need the money."

Cosmo peeked his head up as Vicki moved, disturbing him and he finally gave up, getting up and padding off to the bedroom to curl up in his doggie bed and nap for a while. Jon leaned back on his heels as Vicki moved to her knees. "This isn't about me, Vicki. It's about us. We're in this together now, and I don't want us going into marriage with a huge debt over our heads. I don't care if Humphrey says it's fine. I promised I'd pay him back, and I'm going to keep that promise. I'll just....do a movie or something."

"But Jon, it is about you," his fiercely independent redhead insisted, shaking her head. "I don't want you taking on a job you don't have any connection to, or any interest in. We both know what projects like that do to actors." She leaned close, brushing her lips to his gently. "There'll be some return on the investment once the assets are sold, there really is no need to rush into any decision like that."

He couldn't rush into it even if he wanted to - he had made a commitment to Shanachie and he had to fulfill that first - but doing a movie was the quickest, easiest way he could think of make a bundle of money quickly. He smiled faintly and reached over to coax a wayward red curl away from her brow, kissing her gently in return. "We'll figure it out together," he promised, not wanting her to worry about it anymore.

She smiled gently, leaning close as she rose on her knees, curling her arms around his neck in a warm hug. "I completely interrupted your rehearsal, didn't I?" she asked guiltily, dropping back onto her heels once again as she smiled up at him. "I'm so sorry. You can get back to it, I promise I won't break down again."

He leaned close to press his lips against her forehead in a soft kiss. "It's okay. It wasn't going that well anyway." He would practice until he got it right and then practice some more, but not now. "I sounded like a cat in heat," he managed a smile, hoping to get a tiny smile out of her. "I haven't done a musical in years." And didn't remember ever doing one at all, to boot. "I needed a break. Are you hungry' I could make us something."

He got more than a smile out of her; Vicki chuckled softly, rolling her eyes at his silly condemnation of his own singing voice. "You don't sound that bad," she protested, inching closer once again to touch a kiss to his cheek. "You just need to strengthen your voice again - it's actually rather sexy that my hunk of an actor can sing, too. Do you dance, as well?" Blue eyes twinkled teasingly as she rose onto her feet, hands reaching down for his. "You do remember what happens whenever you try and cook and I'm in the same room, right?"

He took hold of her hands and moved to his feet, smiling at her flattery, blue eyes mirroring the twinkle in hers, teasing her back. "I guess you'll just have to wait until the wedding to find out." About his dancing, that is, though he waggled his brows mischievously, letting her think whatever she wanted. Once he was on his feet, he pulled her to him, arms sliding loosely about her waist. "Would you rather skip eating and go straight to the bedroom then?"

She laughed again, rolling her eyes at his mischievous insistence on her patience, caught close in his arms without even a hint toward resisting that pull as her hands crept up over his arms. "I really shouldn't distract you from your practise," she murmured, clearly not at all convinced by her own words as her breath caressed over his lips.

"Please..." he murmured back, close enough to kiss her, eying her tempting lips. "Distract me." If she didn't take him up on the offer, in about a minute, he was going to sweep her off her feet and carry her off to the bedroom to have his way with her, whether she was hungry or not. Food could wait. Maybe they'd just order in. She was smiling and laughing again, and that was a good sign.

Her smile rose again, soft and playful and wicked in the way only Vicki could be, the gentle brush of her lips against his another tease before she drew back again. "What was that?" she asked, impish and cheeky. "Did the great Jonathan Granger just beg me not to let him go back to his musical stylings?" He'd never had to draw her out of a bad mood before; it would appear he was very good at it. She rose onto her toes, deliberately rubbing close. "I should lose my temper more often if this is your answer to it."

He savored that kiss, as he always did, drawing it out as long as he could, matching her playfulness and desires of the flesh, hoping to distract her from her troubled mood, just as she'd distracted him so many times before. "I'm not so sure about great, but yes, I think he did. What should I tell him?" he asked, his eyes drawn downward as his fingers walked their way up her back.

Her spine curved under the walk of his fingers, her own hands tightening on his arms as he teased her, fully aware that with a little adjustment of buttons, he'd have the view he seemed to like so much straight down her shirt. "I think you should tell him to put his ear plugs in, because this Jon Granger's making promises he's going to have to keep pretty bloody fast," the redhead grinned, nipping at the end of his nose as she shifted against her fiance in a provocative undulation.

He grinned as she shifted against him, finding him more than up to the task already. He moved his hands around to the front of her to start working the buttons of her blouse loose, his eyes admiring the view from above. "I think that can be arranged," he replied, dipping his head downward to nip gently at her neck as his fingers worked her shirt open, one button at a time.

She sighed lovingly as he went to work, feeling the restriction of her blouse loosen easily under his fingers as her own hands lowered to clench in the folds of his t-shirt, brought to burn for him with hardly any effort at all. "Sod arranging anything," she heard herself growl softly, thrusting her hips against his cheekily. Her hands rose, drawing his head back until he could see her grin. "Let's try spontaneous." She pressed up close once again, lips crashing to his with sudden, unrestrained desire.

No other words were necessary. They had both managed to distract each other once again, to pick up the pieces, as they always had. There would be time to talk and sort the rest out later. It was only money, after all. For now, all they wanted was to get lost in each other and forget about the rest of the world for a while.

((Thanks to Vicki's player for the above scene and to Lelah's player for inspiring it. Lyrics in the first post are from Andrew Lloyd Webber's Phantom of the Opera.))