I hate what I'm doing to him. I fucking hate it'
It's not me" I wish he'd know that it's not me. I wish that I could tell him.
He already thinks I'm insane, whether it's hormones or I snapped" How crazy would that sound"
"Hey babe? I know I've been a pain in the ass lately, but it's not really me" It's this other bitch you killed. We talk in my head a lot."
I'm afraid if he knows, she won't be so subtle about trying to make him pay' At least through me, he has a fighting chance"
I want to hate her" I want to hate her so much. I want to fight it, with everything I have inside of me.
"but she talks to me"and it makes so much sense when she does"
I know that he did terrible things before he met me"but I can't believe that I'll be just another victim. I must believe he's changed" if he hadn't"would I still be here" After everything" Even when he was a demon, he protected me.
When those people came to arrest him' He made sure I got out of the house.
When Jameson did that number on me" Zver dressed my wounds, he bathed me, carried me.
Even when he was a demon, there was some part of him that cared for me. How can I believe that he's out to destroy me" How can I believe that he doesn't love me"
Lisa is trying to make me believe it' She is trying to convince me. She's so angry at him"
I can't tell my own anger apart from hers anymore.
Am I losing it'
Have I lost it'
I'm so scared. I don't want this. Any of it. I wish she'd go away.
She says it's nothing personal" It feels pretty damn personal to me. She's in my head, fucking up my life"and it's nothing personal"
I wish that he'd see that it isn't me. How could he think that it's me"
If I went away, she wouldn't be able to use me anymore"
It's not me" I wish he'd know that it's not me. I wish that I could tell him.
He already thinks I'm insane, whether it's hormones or I snapped" How crazy would that sound"
"Hey babe? I know I've been a pain in the ass lately, but it's not really me" It's this other bitch you killed. We talk in my head a lot."
I'm afraid if he knows, she won't be so subtle about trying to make him pay' At least through me, he has a fighting chance"
I want to hate her" I want to hate her so much. I want to fight it, with everything I have inside of me.
"but she talks to me"and it makes so much sense when she does"
I know that he did terrible things before he met me"but I can't believe that I'll be just another victim. I must believe he's changed" if he hadn't"would I still be here" After everything" Even when he was a demon, he protected me.
When those people came to arrest him' He made sure I got out of the house.
When Jameson did that number on me" Zver dressed my wounds, he bathed me, carried me.
Even when he was a demon, there was some part of him that cared for me. How can I believe that he's out to destroy me" How can I believe that he doesn't love me"
Lisa is trying to make me believe it' She is trying to convince me. She's so angry at him"
I can't tell my own anger apart from hers anymore.
Am I losing it'
Have I lost it'
I'm so scared. I don't want this. Any of it. I wish she'd go away.
She says it's nothing personal" It feels pretty damn personal to me. She's in my head, fucking up my life"and it's nothing personal"
I wish that he'd see that it isn't me. How could he think that it's me"
If I went away, she wouldn't be able to use me anymore"