Topic: Faded Memories.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2008-12-21 01:09 EST
Life is simple, and then you die.

One never thinks they will see what they do when they are alive. I did not live int he time when Rome was at its youth, when men waged war over prizes not to be seen. But I heard much of it. Rome was but a whisper of an old age, when I was but a child. I saw many things though, wars with sword and steel, on ships and on land. I have seen people change. Everything changes when you have an eternity to watch.

I watched my family die, as I did not age. But I am beginning at the wrong place.

My name is Vanessa Emili Winters, But I was not born with that name, I have always been Vanessa, but some where along the way I lost my last name. I cannot recall even to this day what my real name was when I was human. I can barely recall my family.


I was born in the European country side, do not ask me the year for I cannot recall. I do recall it was spring. I recall fondly the smell of the herb garden outside of my mothers kitchen, the smell of tanned leather, and the feeling of the sun. I recall the house I lived in, small, sweet, good for the young couple that was my mother and father. I cannot recall their names, I once knew. My mother was dark, her skin olive her hair deep brown, her eyes hazel. My father was paler in tone, ye tanned from the sun, he used to work in the fields. My older brother, had left when I was two, his skin like my fathers, his eyes like my mothers.

I recall live moving slowly, time passed very slowly. I recall the first fall and winter, and the summer the most. My teachings stuck with me, basic things all children learned, how to sew, how to save my coins to buy pretty things.

But what I recall the most were my days as a young women, in the province outside of the small farming community. I was fifteen and the world was very different. I could come and go as I please. I was a farmers daughter, and a seamstresses daughter. So all my clothes were hand made, and I had always thought them perfect. That was till I saw the fine clothes the women wore in the city. I must have been a beggar to them.

I must have walked those streets for hours each day, before walking home. I met no one like me, not a soul. Most looked down upon me, save for the shop keepers, who knew what it was like.

Time moves quickly when your happy, and I was very happy. I remember the spring of my eighteenth year my brother returned from the war, he had grown in to a man, a fine commander.

But more than all the great moments. I recall one day the very best. The day my live as a human ended, and my life as an immortal began.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2008-12-22 00:03 EST
I had just turned nineteen. A woman now in he eyes of all. My parents still working hard even as they grew older. Yet it was harder now to make a living on farmed goods, tanned leathers and fine simple clothing.


My brother back to his wars. Shipped far a way on a three masted ship.

It was early fall, and the city was full of good natured patrons. I had earned a job at a sew shop. My mothers skills had rubbed off on me. I had been busy through spring making dresses. Now with the on set of winter it was heavier dresses and coats. I spent some of my coins on dresses for myself, some for rent and the rest went to my mother and father. With winter coming I would see them again soon.

I left the shop early, after helping Marie the owner to clean up. I remember Marie the most out of all the shop keepers, her curly red hair, her bright eyes. Her daily greeting to me. "Oh ello' there Vae, your early again." I was always early. Her voice, deeply accented, she claimed to be from London. I had no clue then where London was.

Even in the noon's the street was cold, with the onset of winter not a week away. Hurried along, I had two jobs then. I took on a job a lady, or a true lady would never do. I performed at a club, in all truth it was a brothel. Men came for one thing, and one thing alone. I served drinks, behind the bar and around the tables, dancing to earn a bit extra, but it was deeply understood that I would never go to bed with any of the men. Marcus, the owner had tried to set me up once, and he was still paying for it. I had defended myself. I got paid triple what I did at the sew shop. Enough to eat and keep my flat.

The only draw back was by the time it closed it was very dark and very cold out. I remember hurrying towards my flat. The dimly lit streets scared me. As right they should. Though in the confines of a room at the brothel I could easily use a dagger, out here you never knew who was there in the alley, or what sort of things they could do. Back then, you could hardly call me a fighter.

That night I made it home safely, the next day I went through my usual tasks.

I went to the sew shop, greeted by Marie. And started on the winter coats. As customers came in I helped them pick out scarves, gloves and jackets. I did alterations on a few dresses and coats. Then he came in.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2008-12-22 00:04 EST
He was one of the many well to do men in the city. Tall, dark, handsome. Every woman's dream. And the envy of every man. He dressed down when in the city, his simple yet classically tasteful suit that needed the cuffs fixed, and the arm length shortened, something I could do while he waited. I remember his eyes the most, when I first looked to him I swore his eyes were red, deep merlot, and very intense. But then when I looked again them were amber and soft.

His skin was pale, but not paler than the rest of the high towners. His hair dark and slicked back, long unlike many of the men. He kept idle conversation with me about the weather. "I love this time of year, don't you?" "It is a bit too cold for my liking in the city sir, but I used to enjoy the fall in the country side, " I barely looked up as I mended his cuffs. I could almost feel his smile as he looked down at me.

"Ahh well you have not seen the great spectaclethat is center square, they are lighting it as we speak, and tonight it will glitter as it snows." I rose to my feet smiling softly, " sounds lovely." I started to fix his sleeves, his eyes looking to me. "You must be Vae , Marie speaks of you all the time." My dark brows rose to that, " She does?"

He nodded, " Oh yes, I have been coming here for years, and I have never heard her rant and rave so fondly about anyone. You do good work, that is why." I nodded, " I do my best sir." He chuckled, "Please, call me Elliot. " I shook my head, "I cannot do that Lord DeShard." He chuckled again, " Ahh so you do know who I am, tut tut with the formalities. Elliot I insist." I nodded fixing the other sleeve. When I stepped back he was grinning. "You do fine work."He looked to his sleeves then down at his cuffs. Then I crossed behind the counter blushing.


He followed and paid me, adding an extra tip. " thank you, I will be back tomorrow, I have a few thing son lay away." I nodded, " thank you Lord DeShard.. Elliot.." He nodded, winked at me and left. My heart fluttered, no man had ever flirted with me like that, at the club men were usually drunk. I took what they said with a grain of salt but Elliot ... he was honest and defiantly not drunk.


A rare gentlemen, or so I believed

I saw him at the club that night as well. And his eyes never left me as I moved around the room serving drinks in that tight blue corset. And that short skirt that matched. He watched my legs, followed the curve of my neck down over my breasts with his multi toned eyes. He watched me, and no one else. I served him his drinks with a smile. On one of my rounds he stopped me. " Doesn't the shop pay you enough?" I smiled dimly, "I send my mother and father money, I need both jobs.Please,dont tell Marie." He nodded, "Of coarse, perhaps I could walk you home?" I looked around the room then back to him, " that would be very nice of you, I don't get off for a few hours." He smiled, "I'll have a coach awaiting you." He winked again, and I blushed.


I worked till midnight that night, and when I left I found he was a man of his word a fine black coach with black horses stood outside the club. A gold DS upon the door. The driver nodded to me, and I entered the finely padded interior. Only to sit and find that Elliot sat there across from me, his amber eyes looking to me from the dark corner. " You look very tired Vae." I nodded wrapping my coat around me tighter. "I am, but I shall be fine with a nights rest." He nodded and tapped the side of the couch and off we went.

The soft lull of the horses hooves must have put me to sleep. For when I woke I saw that we were miles from the city. Sitting outside of the fine DeShard manor. He smiled to me, " Come, lets go warm by my fire." I looked to him then the manor, "I thought you were taking me home." He smiled, " come now, you need to eat too,I have a dinner awaiting us, and a nice fire. Then I will take you home." I somehow found it impossible to tell him no. So I took his hand. And he led me towards his home.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2008-12-24 00:19 EST
He walked with me his hand curled around mine, his eyes never looking forward as we walked up four steps and in through an open door, held open by a door man, dressed in fine clothes. "Good evening sir, welcome home." Said a short balding man, as he took Elliot's coat. "Thank you Richard, " Richard then proceeded to take my coat as well, along with my scarf and gloves. Then Elliot led me towards the fire place. "Sit, dinner will be out soon." I slowly sat before the fire, holding my cold hands closer to the fire.

Dinner was brought out then by two maids. They set the food down upon the low table then bowed to him and then to me. He then sat down taking his wine glass in ahnd and pouring in it a deep merlot. "Wine?" I shook my head, as I looked to the food. He smiled then began to eat very slowly, watching me a s I cut my vegetables and meat in to small pieces. "Its been a very long time since I had a guest here." "Why is that?"


He shrugged, "Its far from the city, and I do not often invite any one over." I nodded, and blushed deeply as I finished my food. "Was it good?" He motioned to the empty plates that were quickly taken away by the maid. "Yes, very good." He smiled, "I have a very good cook. " He looked to the fire then his eyes going from amber to deep blue as he looked back to me.

I shivered, holding my hands over the fire as close as I dared. "Are you cold?" His voice smooth, soft and kind. "Nae, not as much any more." In all truth it was he who made me shiver, And I think he knew that. He inched closer draping a fine blanket over my shoulders, his hand softly gracing over them as he with drew. "Better?" My face must have been bright red as I nodded. He grinned softly, and ran his hand back over his shoulder. Then his smooth fingers graced my ruby cheek. "Does this bother you..?" He asked softly, and I shook my head no, his fingers were smooth as was his palm.


He smiled, so smoothly and looked back to the fire. His fingers running short lines over my right shoulder. "I should take you home." He mummered softly then looked back to me.

I nodded, my eyes stuck upon his. "You have the most beautiful eyes, in the fire light they look almost lavender," He breathed his hand touching my flushed cheek. "Thank you.." I murmured, his eyes were so dark blue now they could have been black, the light of the fire reflected in them as he gazed to me. His hand then dropped and he rose suddenly. "I'll get Richard, he'll fetch our coats," He then walked away quickly, gracefully like a dancer.

I watched him move, my eyes trying to follow him as he disappeared. I rose slowly knowing he would return with coats in hand. But when he came back his arms were empty. " Well, I am sorry to say were trapped," he motioned to the window. And I walked to it starring out at the blanket of snow that had fallen all around the manor, the trees were covered and the road was not to be seen. "It likely wont clear till morning, please forgive me." He bowed his head, "That's all right. "I looked back t him, "Can't control the weather, "

He nodded, "I'll get you to work on time tomorrow, no worries."I shook my head, " I don't have to work tomorrow, Marie gave me the day off. I was planning to go and see my parents." He nodded, "well then once the snow clears I'll take you there." I smiled and nodded.

"I hope you don't mind staying here," "Oh no, its a lovely manor." I quickly answered then blushed. He smiled, " yes, and old as sin, come. I'll show you around, you can have your pick of guest rooms." He held out his arm and I crossed to him, wrapping my hand around his arm. It was then I noted how fit he was, though tall and lean his arm was muscular. He grinned and led me around his manor. His bachelor pad as many of the women in town had deemed it. No one had ever seen inside. We walked and he showed me every room, from the kitchen to his master bed room.

It was lavish, far more than anything in my wildest dreams. The floors were dark wood and stone, the walls thick brick in some places wood in others. The large windows, draped with fine long velvet looking drapes.

He then showed me the three guest rooms, all were large, but I favored the one with the southern exposer. He showed me the bathrooms, there were two up stairs and one down, and his very own pirate bath in his master suite. Which took most of the third floor, along with a very old study. There was also a room decked out with arms and armor, weapons of all kinds and a place to train. "I don't get out much." He chuckled as he tried to explain the many rooms filled with books and things to do.

As the night wore on he led me to my room and bid me good night, " if you need anything, Kathline will tend to you," he motioned to the young maid who stood ready with bath towels and an extra pillow in hand. "Kathline take good care of Vanessa." "Yes sir." she then led me in to my room. "Here are some towels for ye miss, should you wish to bathe, and an extra pillow. And is something to wear to bed." She placed the pillow towels and long purple night gown with a matching robe upon my bed, then bowed and quickly left.

I took the towels up with the night gown and robe and slipped off my shoes and went across the hall to the bath room, I closed the door and started the bath filling it with warm water. And rose scented bubble bath that sat next to the tub. I quickly undressed and slid in to the water. I sat there humming relaxing till the water went cold then dried dressed in the given wears and went back to my room, folding my clothes upon the edge of the bet looking around he lavish room. Hard wood floors coupled with small stone walls, thick burgundy curtains, sheets and rugs, gold candle sticks. I say back in bed starring around the room, then at last snuffed the candle and curled in to the covers.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2008-12-24 23:20 EST
I woke when the dawning light streamed in to my eyes, and Kathline was standing at the doorway. "Good Morning Miss." She curtsied, " Lord DeShard wishes your company at breakfast." I rose from the bed and nodded, my clothes from the other day were gone. "I set out something for you, while I wash your things." I slowly rose from the bed and starred at the fine blue dress that she held in her hands. "Here you are Miss."

I nodded to her, "Thank you ... but I thought Elliot was taking me home today?" She nodded, " he is madam, your things will be washed and dried before you leave and awaiting you, no worries." I nodded then went to change. I was surpised at how well the dress fit me. There were matching shoes as well. I smiled as I brushed through my hair and then urried downs tairs. I was surprised more at how my heart raced. I longed to see him again.


And he was there at the head of his dinning table looking over the papers before him. But his eyes lifted as I entered, "well, good morning, you look lovely. I knew that dress wopuld match your eyes. Ahh come sit beside me, breakfast will be out any moment now."

I crossed to the chair closest to him then slowly sat. The moment I was settled the food came out, two huge plates of waffles,bacon,eggs and a large glass of fresh orange juice. He grinned as he folded his papers and began to eat. I ate slowly savoring the food with every bite. He smiled as he ate, seeming to enjoy watching me more than he enjoyed eating.

Breakfast was soon over and before I knew it he was slipping my coat over my arms. "And now I'll take you to your parents home." I smiled to him, "I should give you this back." Motioning tot he dress, " Non sense, it looks lovely on you, I had your things put in you bag there," he nodded to my black bag, "all in order. "

I nodded, "I can never thank you enough for being so kind to me." He smiled, " 'tis nothing, come." He offered his arm and we went out to the carriage, "Now my dear, you can tell me how to get you home." He took a seat and I sat beside him. "I did not know you were coming too." He chuckled, "Roulf, is a good driver, but I like keeping your company, you don't mind do you?" I blushed, "No, I do not." I then told him the way to my parents home and he told Roulf, and off we went. It would be a long ride.

I starred out the window as the trees past and he starred at me, "So tell me about your parents." He asked softly, " My mother is a seamstress, and my father a farmer and leather tanner. " He nodded, " and your child hood home?" "A small farm house in the country side surrounded by farm land, wild flowers and lots of open space." He nodded, "sounds lovely. "

"It is, I have not been home in over two years, I have missed them both. My father..." I stopped looking out the window. "Your father?" " He wrote me a while back, my mother has been sick, and he too is falling ill at his old age. They fear they cannot work much longer. And I do not know if I can make enough to help them," Elliot placed his hand upon mine, " I am sorry, I know what that's like. " My brows rose at him and he chuckled, " Yes I was born in to wealth, but I didn't know that. My birth mother gave me up, I was raised by my uncle. Who was a silver smith. He raised me all by him self, and he worked very hard to keep his shop and home and feed a growing boy. My mother, she died as twelve. I never knew my father. When I was sixteen I found out about my familles wealth and took over the empire, six months later my uncle died of some rare sickness. He was the only family I knew, " he shook his head softly.

"I am so sorry.." I placed my hand on top of his. "Its all right. That feels like ages ago," For a long time after that the carriage went on and we were silent. Then finally Roulf said something in broken French and Elliot smiled, "were close now, " I nodded.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2008-12-28 22:53 EST
A few moments later the carriage stopped and the door opened and Elliot led me out. He smiled looking over the farm lands and the small little house.

"Is that Vanny?" Called a man, "Oh it is.. it is.." He opened the door and came out as fast as he could, my father with his now slat and pepper hair, used a cane to get around. "Look at you, my how you've grown.. and my look at this carriage. "


His eyes were wide, "Oh Vanny how I have missed you," He hugged me and I embraced him. Elliot stood very still. "Oh father I have missed you as well, oh yes, Father this is Elliot DeShard, Elliot my father." Elliot bowed his head, " an honor sir." My father starred at Elliot for a long moment, "I should be bowing to you ... so you've finally found someone en Vanny and A DeShard to boot." "Oh father its not like that, he was just kind enough to give me a ride here." My father nodded, " well lets not tell your mother that she's been waiting to have ye paired off ... and she needs some good news."

"How is she?" His face grew grim, " Not good, come inside, ye both." And he went to the house and I followed Elliot close behind his hand softly wrapped around my own. "If it makes her happy, I'll be glad to pretend ye won be over. "He winked.


Inside my small childhood house she lay upon her bed, old and frail. Her hair gray her skin pale. She was on deaths doorstep. I held back my tears and knelt to the floor. "Mama," I whispered. She opened her eyes slowly, "Peter... look.. its Vanny.." I smiled to her, "Yes Mama I am here." She then spied Elliot, "Ohh and you brought a man with you.." "This is Elliot Mama..." She smiled softly, " he's a very handsome man... " Elliot bowed his head to her, "a pleasure Ma'am."

She grinned, "so Elliot.. have you been taking care of my Vanny?" He nodded, " yes..." He was a good liar, but it was for a good cause. "Good ... she needs a good man..."

Her eyes then closed and her breathing went back to slow my father shook away his pain and smiled softly to me. We went outside and talked for a while the three of us. Elliot told my father old stories and my father traded tanning secrets with him, before we said our good-byes. I knew I would never again see my mother alive, the next time I would come back it would be to her grave.


On the carriage ride back I could not hold my tears and Elliot held me close and let my salt water ruin his shirt. " I am so sorry Vanessa..." He whispered, stroking my hair. "Shes so sick and frail.." I looked up to him my eyes full of tears. He nodded, " she has lived a very full life though, no?" I nodded, "aye."

He brushed away my tears, then kissed my red cheek, " she will be an angel at gods side," "My father as well.." He nodded again, "aye... shall I take you home, in to the city?" I looked to him, "I suppose,I hate to take up your time..." He shook his head, "I have all the time in the world, and you may take it all..." He brushed away my tears and cupped my face in his hands, "I wasn't lying, when I said I was taking care of you... I want to.. " I took a deep breath starring in to his dark eyes. "Vanessa...? " "Yes..."

Hs fingers slid over my cheeks and he leaned in closer, "May I kiss you...?" I blinked at him, shocked. "You wish to kiss me?" " Yes, if I may..." I looked to his lips, those perfect lips ... and nodded but once. And slowly softly his lips pressed to my won in the softest of kisses. Then slowly that kiss deepened, his fingers slid over my neck and in to my hair and my fingers curled over his shoulders. After a moment he broke the kiss and sat back. I took a long breath and did the same.

"That was more than I had expected..." He smirked softly, " you were expecting me to kiss you?" I blushed then, and he chuckled. " Now I have another question for you.." I nodded. " Would you quit your job at the club?"

"But I..."

"Wait.." he pressed his fingers to my lips, " I want you to come live with me...in my house. You could have your job at the sew shop still, Marie does adore you, you'd never have to worry about money again. I will take care of you. " I sat there for a moment, " why are you asking me this?"

" It seems silly to say this out loud, but from the moment we met, I felt a spark ... and well."

"I did too.."It came out so easily. I had never known love, and I am not sure even now that love was what I felt for him, desrie,wonder,yes. Love...

He nodded, smiling. "so would you ... stay with me?" I thought about it for all of two seconds before I said. "yes..."

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2008-12-29 23:27 EST
Love, it seems so simple. To those who speak of its a poem awaiting to be written, its snow flake that one cannot grasp.


Its a word you can whisper, or you can scream. Love, can be passioante,playfull, and even burn in its desire. It can also cut you deeper than any mortal wound, love..

That is what it was in the beginning.

Reason and love keep little company, reason has no place when you fall in love. You trust your heart, more than your mind, you trust your loneliness. You trust in the love.


"Yes." I had uttered the words so easily. And his smile grew, and he hand caressed my face, those soft smooth fingers and that strong but smooth palm. His smile made me melt as did his kiss, as he once again pressed his lips to mine.


The very next day I quit my job at the club and moved from my flat to his manor with Roulf and Kathline's help. Elliot was on business that day and I never did question him. I suppose now looking back I should have. He was gone away from the manor and I had it to myself his servants were quiet, the food, and service still excellent.


When he returned from his business, it was already dinner time moved in and I was dressed for dinner, tonight it was a soft plum colored dress. Sleeveless, with long slits up the sides, showing my long legs off. He came in to the room, his eyes went right to me as I stood there awaiting him. "Ahh you look " He took a step towards me, " very lovely, and sexy dare I say," He hand softly touched the skin of my left thigh. He then took my arm and led me to dinner It was lavish as it always was, and I noted for one his eyes, they were ruby again, and starring at me with a hunger I couldn't then describe.



Only now as an immortal can I describe that hunger in words any mortal might understand. Have you ever been hungry? Starving? It goes deeper than a mere craving. Imagine for a moment you haven't eaten in days, no days doesn't work, try weeks, hell even months. Then you get a plate of food placed before you, do you question the meal? I hardly think so. Its like that, the hunger burns in the back of your throat, it takes you over, every inch of your self.

The hunger for a vampire is like that, every second, every day, every moment that passes. It leads you, and you follow.



It can go deeper than mere hunger. It goes in to desire and passion, a deep longing need. Like a slow subtle touch in just the right place, to make your hair stand on end. The bite, the feeling that follows as blood fills your mouth, the pure lust that fills you as the other swoons ... there is nothing like tasting a life...

Then taking it..


We ate in silence then sat by the fire side, his arms around me. Warming me more than the fire could. He sat there running his fingers through my hair, his eyes wandering my neck and body in smooth soft lines. We sat there for a while looking at the other. Then he kissed me again, deeply this time, an aggressive yet soft kiss that moved me up on to the couch. His lips pressed with deep hunger to mine then down across my chin and throat. His tongue licked the side of my neck and I shivered. His long lean and muscular body pressed to mine it made me shiver even more.

He pulled back softly, " I want you, but I want to take things slowly," he pulled back sitting up then pulling me up with him "For give me for being so bold..." I shook my head, "I did not mind...." He could have had me then and there, but he wanted to bide his time.

"I know..." he breathed, " Its very hard for my to keep my hands off of you ... but I shall do my very best to try...I have never had... a lover or girlfriend..." He admititted as his fingers pressed to my cheek, "I want to do this right..." I nodded, " your doing fine"


He kissed my brow softly, "come I'll take you up stairs..." We walked together and he bid me goodnight. He could have followed me in to my room and I would have not stopped him nor said no. I know now why he didn't, but back then I felt as if he might really wish to take things slowly.

I slept well that night, it was almost as if he was there with me, but when I woke I found it was no more than a dream. But I knew somehow it had not been a dream.

For the next few weeks he wooed me, carefully, as if I were so breakable. In all truth I had never known a man like I knew him, never had a lover in my life. That is what he became, but more than a lover. He held me in the cold, and soothed my skin with his soft cool touch. His eyes changed many times from day to day and week to week, I saw every color int he rainbow in those deep eyes. It was in those weeks, those first two months that I lost my parents.

The message came to me, there at the manor. And Elliot consoled me, and took me to bury them. My mother died first of her illness, then my father unable to go on passed soon after. I buried them, there on the lands they loved. I knew it would be lost. Somehow Elliot saved it, he bought it and supplied farmers for it.

"You'll never lose your home, I cannot abide by that." He told me as he kissed my brow. The next week he was gone, business again this time further away. I spent my time working as much as I could, Marie seemed pleased with all my work. It w s then I heard the whispers in town. A DeShard was coming, an elder. But Elliot's mother had died, his uncle as well. Who was left...?

Two days later while sewing at the shop I met a living legend.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-01 23:28 EST
I sat sewing. Marie at the counter helping the young ladies with their dresses. Hazel there behind the counter as well, her sing song voice flowing as she complemented the young women. Then a chill went down my spine. The door opened and the bell rang and I remember most the silence that flowed over the room. The girls who had been giggling and talking with Marie fell quiet. Hazel and Marie starred outward in horror. Marie's face was white, as if a ghost stood there in the doorway.


In the door way stood a tall, lanky elderly man, his hair long Grey with touches of black that were steadily fading. His face pale, his hat low over his brows. Then his eyes panned up, and they were ruby, dark and filled with anger it seemed. He looked right to me. Then he crossed to Marie and spoke in fluent French. "Je cherche Vanessa. ." She trembled visibly as she looked to me, "This man wishes to see you."

I rose very slowly, and walked to the counter. " Bon monsieur de jour. " My French was broken, and It took me a moment to recall all my lessons. He nodded to me, " You are Vanessa?" He asked his accent hung on his English. "Yes sir." He looked me over. "I need to speak with you in private if I could." "Yes, of coarse sir, Marie." I looked to her, "I am going to take my break now." She nodded and mouthed 'be careful'.

I then followed him outside.

"Forgive me for being so rude, mademoiselle. I am Edward DeShard." I starred at him, was this the father that Elliot had never known? "I am Elliots grandfather." I took a long breath, I knew there was sno way that Elliots father could just appear. "I am here upon my sons behalf." "Elliots father?" I asked and he nodded, " Joseph, regrets he can not be here now. I went to the manor, Kathline told me Elliot is out of town?" I nodded, "Yes sir, but if your seeking a place to stay you could remain at the manor." He shook his head, "No, do you perhaps know where Elliot went?" "No sir, up north some where." He nodded, "Hmm, would you give this to him for me?" He handed me a sealed heavy envelope "Yes sir." He nodded softly, "Thank you." He then bowed and slowly walked away. His eyes had burned in to my every soul, those eyes I had seen many times. They were like Elliot's. His very essence made me shiver. Later that night I sat alone in my room, looking down at the envelope. It was sealed, and there would be no way to read it.

Two days later Elliot returned and I handed him the envelope. "Ahh, so grandfather is back. He sought you out." His eyes panned to me, a deep forest green. "I am sorry he can be very scary," I shook my head, " he was quite kind." Elliot smiled then, "I should see to this." He kissed my brow then walked away. Hours passed and I didn't see him at all not even at dinner. I didn't dare go and find him.


When I lay in bed I found I was not alone. "Forgive me Vae," He leaned off the wall. His eyes moved to me, "I wanted to join you for dinner, but I had business. It seems my father wishes to meet you. News spreads quickly... " I slowly nodded, "I would not mind, I wouldn't wish to seem ungranteful."

Elliot chuckled, " Next month then, we'll go up to see him. " A lot of time can pass for a mortal when she is happy. And I was happy, taken care of, and loved. Yet three nights before we were to go up to see his father, something happened ... something then that I did not understand.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-02 23:30 EST
I was working hard again, with the on set of spring setting in and then the makigng of summer hats and dresses soon after that I took on double shifts at the shope. Marie was happy for it, as was I I could put myself at ease about meeting Elliots father. If Edward scared me would Joseph?
Yet I should have be worried about something else.


That night I walked out of the shop locking the doors behind me only to turn and be face to face with a hulking man. He wasnt very tall,a few inches more than I, but he was huge a beast. He smirked at me, " I can see why he keeps you as his pet.Tell me luv, has he tried to turn you yet?" I starred at the man and tried to get around him. That was the wrong move, he shoved me to the buildings window and it craked under the force. "Answer me!" I shivered and hurt every where, "Let me go, if its money you want.."

"I don't want your blasted money woman..." He grinned and leaned in closer and took a long snif of my hair. "I want to taste you." I then saw the flicker of what looked to be fangs and I started to scream. Yet the moement my scream hit the air the man fell back, flyoing across the palvion and crashing in to the near by bench.

There was no one around, not a soul. Moments later Roulf and the carrige showed up. "Everything alright Madam?" Roulf asked and I shook my head my face covered in tears as I hurried up in to the carriage.


That night I told Elliot about the attack, he hung on every word. "Perhaps your stronger than you think my love." He kissed my brow, "I am just sorry you were hurt.I will have some one watch you at all times now. " He kissed me softly. "Elliot what did he mean? He said turn, what does that mean?" Elliot shrugged, " He was crazy love, think nothing more of it." Of coarse he knew what the man, had meant, and I know now that the man was no man, but a vampire. Yes, there are many of us.

I could barely sleep that night. Waking up in nightmares screaming. Elliot finally held me in his arms, vowing softly that no one would ever harm me again. I slept well with him there, deeper than I ever had. The next day at work I noted my body guard standing out in the street. That very same day the man who had attacked me was caught mysteriously and jailed, then found dead in his cell. Body, brusied and broken,like he had been attacked by fellow inmates, but they swore they saw nothing and did nothing. No honor amoung theives.


The following day Elliot and I left to go and see his father.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-02 23:43 EST
The carriage ride started off slwoly, ridding through the melting snow. I watched the trees pass then the city pass. Elliot was quiet, he ahdnt spoken much of two wrods to me all day. "Elliot?" I finally broke the silence. "Hmm?" His dark brows rose at me and he looked from the window to me. "Is everything alright?" He nodded softly and smiled, "Oh yes..Its just I am preparing. "


He shifted to sit beside me, " You see my dear," he took my hands in his, " before I met you,Edward came to see me at the manor, I was very surpised to know that any of my family was alive, I had never known them. News travled slowly of my mothers death then of my uncles. I had never known any of my fathers family till then. Ewards and I sat for many hours in my study talking. I have a uncle and aunt on that side of the family,my fathers sister and her husband. Then my father and grandfather. I didn't want to believe it then. But then, Edward assured me. Then shortly after first meeting you, I met my father. "

He took a long breath and I squeezed his hand, "It ws like he was a ghost coming out of my darkest nightmares. But we sat and talked for a long time. I suppose Edward told him about you, and that is why he wishes both of us to come and see him." I nodded now my nerves were fried. "Don't worry my love," his fingers graced my face, "I know Edward suprised you and can look a little scary, but they are good men, and I think you'll like my Aunt.Shes very easy to get along with." I nodded.

He then kissed my brow, "you can rest if you like, It will be a while." I nodded and rested my head in to his lap.


When I woke his soft voice in my ear was all I could hear, "we're here." I opened my eyes and sat up,looking out I saw a huge castle like structure set on a small hill surrounde dby gates and nothing but trees. I couldnt see anything but that, the town and all i knew far beyond. Elliot took my hand and we stepped out of the carrige. He then led me towards the castle.

"This is where I would have grown up if I had known it was here." He smirked, "For once I am glad my uncle raised me." I smiled, "as am I." He grinned. As we walked up the steps the door wa soepned and there stood Edward. But he looked very different from what I remembered. The man I recalled was tall,lanky elderly, his hair long grey with touches of black that were steadily fading. His face pale, his hat low over his brows. Then his eyes ruby,dark and filled with anger . The man before me now although still tall and lanky looked more muscualr, his hair had not a hint of grey to it,his eyes were pale blue, he could have been Elliots twin,rather than his grandfather. "Hello again Miss Vanessa." He bowed to me, "Hello Lord DeShard." He smiled to Elliot softly, "shes rather proper isnt she Elliot." He grinned more, " your father awaits you both."

Elliot nodded and walked me along throught he massive hallway.I could barely take my eyes off the place, the walls were high made of fine stone the floor wodden,polished enough that i could have seen my face in it. I heard my ehels click on the floor as we walked back. We passed many rooms, a large kithcen, dinning hall,lounge,study,bath room. Then we started up a short flight of stairs, and at the top we went down another hall way and in toa dark room.The lights flickered. " Elliot." Came a voice. A husky deep voice that made me shiver.

"Father." And from the back of the room like a shadow moved the man, tall like Elliot, his hair short and dark, his face tan yet with a pale undertone. His eyes firece and red. "This must be Vanessa." He smiled to me. "Hello my dear." I smiled kindly scared out of my wits.Elliot kissed my cheek, "this is her." "A pleasure M'lord DeShard." He chuckled, " Joseph ,please. " I nodded. He stood there for a moment looking me over before smiling to Elliot. "Quite the find you have here,my son." I blushed visibly and Joseph chuckled.

"I think D wishes to see you." Elliot nodded, " You'll love aunt D." He then led me away from his father. I could barey breathe. "Are you alright?" Elliot asked as we headed back down the stairs, "your father is..." I couldnt find the right word,scary didnt cover it. "Scary?" Elliot mused witht he word. I nodded, " that could be said about me too." His blue eyes moved to me, and I giggled.

"Ohh Elliot!" Came a high female voice, "Ohh shes so pretty!" Then a woman rushed to me and hugged me tightly. " Vanessa this is my aunt Dedra," "Tut Elliot." He chuckled, "Aunt D." I smiled to her, "pleasure to meet you." she grinned, and I got a look at her, she was shorter,her face very round, her hair long and deep red. "I wish Greg could have been here but hes so busy. He would like you. Oh come you must tellme everything about yourself." I blushed. Elliot nudged me, "go ahead, she doesnt bite, I need to go speak to my father any how." I nodded and went off with Aunt D to talk.

Elliot disappeared upstairs followed by Edward.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-04 23:37 EST
While I sat down stairs Elliot spoke with his father and grandfather. And I spoke with aunt D, telling her all about myself, from my up brining to what I did now, how I had lost my parents and how I had not see my brother since the day he left. We talked for many hours on sewing and crafts. She was bubbly and easy to talk to. She told me all about London, and her husband Greg.

But something I didn't know then, was upstairs three men were planning my death. Or rather my journey in to immortal life. It wasnt till after I became a vampire that I learned what transpired that day.Scribed in his fine hand in his most private of journals.

January Nineth 1383


"Here we have the account of my dealings with my father and grandfather.

It has been set, after meeting V, my grandfather and father agree, that I should soon propose to her, and then turn her. This decision I know is the right corse to take, how long can I truly last with out tasting her? Living off of animals has not done me any good, and I know it is dangerous with her here, around my grandfather and father, even aunt D is dangerous. Vampires are not known for being kind, I had them vow to me that she would not be hurt. It should be I that changes her.

So before the end of the month I shall propose, and then on our wedding night,I will turn her or she will face.... It is either that or by Feburary she will be dead. I may not be able to hold back from killing her,and I do not know how long the city will be safe for her. Nate is back, along with the Ahati Clan and Makariy Clan , Edward met with Heather the speaker for Makariy, for now they will back off but I know Nate sent the assassin to find Vanessa, thats why I had to amke a stand, the assasin was killed in that jail.

It is unnatural to keep a human alive so long. I must choose to either kill her, or turn her. I have till the 20th to make my choice. If were turn and a date for the wedding is not set, the family will make me turn her. Or they will kill her. I can not abide by this.

I am in love with her. A vampire in love with a human. If she knew what I had done, what I have done.Would she still love me?Will she still love me once this is over?

I do not know what to do....I have very little time to choose.

~E "

I did not know then what I know now. Then I loved him, and would have understood anything. But things change over time. Ina blink of an eye, but that story is coming...

Back then it was time for my wedding, a treasure any woman would wish to recall, even me.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-04 23:43 EST
If I had said no to him, what would be of me now?Would I be an immortal or would I be dead? But I did not say no.


The day that I met his long lost family had come and gone. And we had spent many hours together,eating ,enjoying each others company. He came in the carrige after every day at work to pick me up, and he was gone less. I had everything any woman could have ever wished for.

It was January 19th, I recall it perfectly. Kathline had laid out a long pale lavender dress for me. And Elliot escaorted me to dinner. We ate in silence,by the candle light,sipping wine and enjoying the looks we got from the other. It was then in his fine suit that he rose then dropped to one knee before me. "Vanessa?" He held my left hand in his, " It should come of no surprise that I am madly in love with you. And I wish to marry you.Will you, have me as your husband?" My answer was a kiss, deep that took us to the floor. He then slipped the fine dimoand and emerald ring on to my finger.

I wished nothing more than to spend the rest of my days with him. Soon I would find out that meant forever,immortal life.



Two days later we set to prepare for the wedding, it would be held at the manor.I invited Marie and Hazel from the shope my only two friends.Elliot invited his father,grandfather,aunt and uncle. I had almost nothing to do,Elliot was taking care of everything, the food, the drinks, the decoration of the manor. All I had to do was go get my dress fitted.


My dress was perfect,long and white,covered with embroded roses,my veil the finest lace. Marie and Hazel were my maids of honor. Both with pale blue dresses. Elliot ,Edward and Joseph already had tuxes.Aunt D got a lovely jade colored dress. Her husband Greg a plae grey suit. Marie was so happy for me, and I could not stop smiling. My mind always on Elliot as I was fitted.


For a week before the wedding I stayed with Marie int he city. Some old DeShard custom, the men celebrated I did not ask questions. Soon the wedding day was upon me. Januray 31st the frost was finally melting, the manor was perfect and I was marrying the man I loved.


I recall the smells of the food and flowers as I walked down the hallway,looking at the fine white and blue bows.I recall seeing Elliot standing so handsome at the end of the asile. And behind him stood Joseph. I had learned that Joseph would marry us. I assumed he was a priest at one time. The vows went very quickly,I recall mine very little now. I remember Elliots eyes, all the DeShard's eyes that day were deep green,hinted with black light of gold. Marie and Hazel were visibly worried. But once Elliot and I kissed the party went very quickly, from cake, to dancing to fine presents, to goodbies.

Before I knew it Elliot and I were alone dancing.

"Well, Mrs. DeShard." He grinned, " shall we?" He looked towards the steps. I slowly nodded.And he lifted me off the ground and took me upstairs.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-05 15:23 EST
"Passion, it lives in all of us. Sleeping waiting. And although unwanted, unbidden. It will stir. Open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us, and we obey, what other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The Joy of love, the clarity of hatred and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live with out passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace, But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuddered and dank. With out passion we'd be truly dead."



I had never known such passions. I had never known such deep love till that night. Now it seems a mortal passion. Though I enjoy the company and touch of men now, it is not the same. One can never redo your first time. And I would not soil it by saying anything about it.I can say that it was prefect and Elliot was very gentle. He was very careful about every thing. He didn't want to hurt me, then I did not understand how frail my human body was, he could have killed me easily. But he didn't. He was a very good lover, even after the change.


What I recall the most now are his eyes how they went from green to ruby as his kiss lowered over my jaw. Down my neck and over my breasts. Then back up to my exosed neck. He kissed me there at first, then nipped. Which sent a thrill through me. Then slowly he increased his pace, and held my arms above my head. I never asked him to stop, just moaned his name. Even as his fangs sunk in to my neck all I could feel was passion. A desire for him to have me again and again.

He drank me nearly dry,I remember the room going black and after that nothing.

I woke the next day and sat up quickly, he lay beside me sleeping it seemed. I felt my neck,the wound there, and looked to him then to the sun coming through the window. Then his hands were upon my bare back. They moved over my body slowly, his lips at my ear. " Are you ready?" He asked his voice seemed so far away, I looked back to him and he smiled.I then saw those fangs. I started to scream, but his hand covered my mouth and he pushed me back down to the bed,straddling my lap. "I wouldnt hurt you. I love you." He leaned down and licked the mark upon my neck, " I could have killed you last night..but I wish to be with you..but I'll leave it up to you.I am going to let you go now.." He removed his hand, "it is your choice..."


What choice did I have, to die there and now?Or to be immortal..?

I starred at him, " what... are you..?" He smirked, " you already know the answer Vae, you must choose immortal life with me... or death.." His eyes were very serious now. I starred up at him, his perfect face, his perfect body over me. "What do I do..?" He tilted his head to the side, " let me have you.." he whsipered, "I will change you and you will see... what true passion is like."

"How.. does it work..."I shivered. His fingers graced my body,then he leaned down closer to me, " you must taste."He then titled his head to the side. "Drink," I looked to his neck, and I acted. I had no idea the monster I would become.


I drank, tasting blood in my mouth. And he drank from me,after, till I hardly drew breath. The change hurt at first, my body felt like it was on fire, then tossed in ice. I remember feeling my fangs come in, and my eyes change. When the sun was gone The Last Sunny Day of my life was spent being changed.


When I looked at him again he knew that I was like him. Then as I had promised, he showed me what true passions were like...

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-05 23:58 EST

In the end it always has to be blood...its always about blood

I can not even to this day, not even as an immortal describe what it is like to bceome a vampire. Its like dying, then being reborn,like veiwing everything from different eyes.The change came with perks, heightened sesnes of sight,smell,taste, touch and hearing. Yet it came with an over wealming urge for blood, his had tasted off t my human senses but now it tasted sweet like rich robust wine even.

But I wanted more.


We then dressed,I got used to my new skin, the speed of my hands and feet as I dressed. I would have to use all those new senses to hunt. We left the manor by carrige, and none of the manor staff seemed surpised by my new appearance. None said a word, as if they had known all along what Elliot was.


We rode in the carrige for a while till the woods surrounded us. I could smell everything from the trees to the scent of the deer that ran. I could also smell humans. There was a house near by.

"Theres a house near by,inside there are four people, two for each of us." The idea of killing people didnt set right with me, but the idea of warm fresh blood made me purr. My animal instint took over. Elliot knocked on the door, introduced himself and we sat inside the home. Two very young couples lived there, the men were attractive the women as well. It wasnt long before they were all dead. The hunger took over.


I drank and drank like an alcoholic who had fallen off the wagon. We shared he got two and I got two. They all tasted so good, so warm. I had never had so much blood on my hands. When we were done we got back in the carrige and the house was suddenly set on fire. I recalled then what I had read in the town gazette, about mysterious home fires. Elliot, He had been feeding on random people, and setting fires to cover his tracks, and now I was helping him.

I lost track of how long this went on, we'd go out feed, hunt as he called it, and come home. I met again with the powerful DeShards, now one amoung them, they were all immortals,every last one. "My servants all know what i am as do all of D's.Edwards and my fathers... they have known for many years now. Kathline Pedin was my first servant after I became a vampire. Richard Moreau and Roulf Van Alstyne soon followed. It was nice having humans around, even if I couldnt drink fromt hem,good help is so hard to find." His smile was wicked, he knew all about his servants, their lives before he came in to them, and their lives now, which revolved around him.


I wondered why they kept the secret, was it the promise of money or immortal life?


It wasnt untill two years had passed that I finally got the full story of how Joseph had become a vampire and in turn how all the DeShards had taken the path to immortal life.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-06 23:14 EST
We sat there in the open study. Elliot beside me on the love seat. Aunt D and Greg across from us, Edward before the fire. Joseph sitting in the high backed chair.

My mortal memories were fading, I had nearly forgotten my parents, their names faded first, and now my brother joined them. I knew they were dead, and that I was immortal. My child hood was fading. The memories of the farm dimming. They were replaced with new memories, vampire memories, the sights and smells of DeShard Castle. The taste of human blood. Now was the time for me to learn about my new family. Edward would begin the oldest of them, and what I believed to be the source of all this immortality.

He sat there starring at me his eyes ruby and bright, his words well chosen as he spoke. "It must seem odd for you, being new,lossing your memories. Human memories fade in the first few years but as you age you recall more things from your old life, though they are blurry at best. I however can recall my human life very well, and the days before I became a vampire. I lived in a time when Rome still stood for something when the last of the Caesar ruled and the wars were coming to an end. My father had died the year before I was twelve in the wars. My sister" He smiled to D, " was already gone, moved away out of Italy and in to London some where. Our mother was alive back then, and she knew the secrets I did not." He shook his head, "It was spring and I was a man then twenty-five and working as a stable hand, under the great Roman buildings. I worked for little more than a dollar a day back then, money was not something I had. The days went quickly I recalled everyone I met, but most of all I recall. Isidora Radenos Her father was a land owner in the South, they had come under attack and she had been sent along with her sisters Julia and Emily In to t he city. Their carriage was large, green and black. But Isidora was the most beautiful of them all Tall, regal. Sexy even," He smirked softly, "Her skin was olive and I knew she was euoprean, her hair dark mixed tones of chestnut,brown and red. Her eyes deep hazel."

He looked to the fire then thinking, " I was nothing but a stable hand to her for two years, then suddenly she fell in love with me. I remember her sitting with me in the stables outside the little house her father had rented for her and her sisters, she said to me, ' Sweet Edward, where have you been all my life?' We wooed for two years before I asked her to marry me. I had no money no reason for her to say yes, I was a man of thirty with little to my name. But she said yes. Much to her fathers dismay we were married not a month later, and she bore me a son."

He grinned at Joseph, "He looked like her, back then his hair lighter brown, his eyes like hers. But then they came, Vampires were lore and myth. As we often have been have always been real. Back then there were two warring tribes of vampires, Ahati Clan and Makariy Clan and they fought on the streets almost nightly. Late one night, Isidora crossed their path. They meant to kill her you see, but by pure accident she was turned. " He sighed, " she was missing for a month, I was ready to bury her, when she showed up out of the blue. Joseph was four at the time, and he knew no better. I learned what she was, and asked her to spare or son. So she agreed and I sent him a way to boarding school. Then she changed me, and I became a child of the night as well. We had our run of the city, for many years, we moved here to France, and I became well known. I had not seen my son, and hoped he did well in school, that was until Joseph was eighteen and suddenly returned home a woman on his arm, she was wide with child."

Edward looked to Joseph then who sat back then glanced to me. " I didn't understand when I was four why he sent me away. But school took my years. When I was fifteen I met Sophie Fortescue and fell in love with her. By now The DeShard name was becoming known, as my father made money in his dealings, of which then I knew not. Love was so simple, and I held her close to me, and we loved for years, and upon my eighteenth birthday she came to me and said, ' I bare you child with in me my prince.' I had been foolish with her loving passionately with hope that we might be able to be safe about it, but I knew then I had to go home. We were married a month before Elliot was born, and lived two long years before the sickness swept the country side. Sophie became very ill, and died when Elliot was three. I soon became ill. I left Elliot in my fathers charge and He went then to stay with his mothers brother, Ben. Who sent him to school and took very good care of him.

Then my father told me of his new life, and I too became a vampire. I wished for many years to keep Elliot out of it, and so I did. Hiding the truth from him, he thought I was dead. So Elliot was raised close by I would watch him often keep track of him. I learned then that my Aunt was also an immortal."

D smiled softly, "Yet I became one-first, well Edward would like to believe he was first but I beat him. When my father died I left home, I had no taste for my life and sought out a man who could change it. I found my self in Naples working to live. Then one day he walked in to my life, " she glanced to Greg, " Greg Ackart was a name I had heard whispered int eh streets but I had never seen him, he was a rouge a devil and a ladies man. He was already a vampire, and I his little mortal pet if you will. He loved me fiercely without drinking from me for three long years, he lived off human food and animal blood, though we can live that way its not a substitute for human blood. It didn't take long after those three long years for him to taste me, at first I had been scared, but then desire over whealmed me and I begged him to have me. And he did, and I became a vampire, married him. And have been so now for a few thousand years like Edward."


I then glanced to Elliot who smirked, "I became a vampire all the wrong way you see my love, I was not dying. Nor did I happen upon some fight and suddenly become one. I happened upon the DeShard secret one late on my twenty-first birthday, and my grandfather and father gave me a choice, become like them, or keep their secret till my death. And if I had not chosen to become a vampire I wouldn't have been able to fight the rouge clans the very next year, I would have died. And also, I would have never come home, back to France
and never had met you." He kissed my cheek. "Now your one of us, and you must keep our secret, and fight with us should the rouges retrun." I nodded happily one of the fold.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-07 23:48 EST
One might think now that my story ends happily. But Immortals have too long to live for their first hundred years to be happy. If it had Elliot would be here.I would still be in old France, and never seen any of the new world.I also would have never found my gifts with magic, though they are few and far between my skills lay now more in my vampire taste than in magic. I dabbled when I was young, and something stuck.

Once I learned, I could survive on animal blood and human food I tried that, and kept my self full. But then Elliot would bring over a youthful,handsome boy and I would give in to my dark desire. Looking back I should have seen it coming. He knew me so well knew I could not resisit a young man, jus like he coul never turn his nose up at a young woman.

We had been happy, over a hundred years had passed and nothing had changed but the world around us, yet he loved me less and less. As I took to drinking animal blood he lusted for me less. I saw him many times alone in his room with one, two or three mortal women, doing things he used to do to me. For thousands of years the DeShards ruled and lived in the shadows. It took one of them to cause them all to flee. Elliots weakness was women, young beautiful women, and one was his undoing. He came upon her a stormy night in June.

The term vampire hunters had been leaked out, and now there were mortals hunting us, killing off our kind. But we were careful, or at least some of us were. Elliot, well he was not. fter the word Vamprie was said in the streets Grega nd D left for London. Edward left for Scottland and Joseph stayed he was my one ally in the fight to keep Elliot at bay. But it was all for nothing.

That night in June he met a woman he could not turn from, a tall lithe thing, with straberry blonde hair,she was beautiful. In ways I was not. She was mortal and she was a vampire hunter. I recall her so well.

She killed him, cut off his head. One of the few ways to kill an immortal. She then came to the manor and called me out. "Vanessa DeShard. I have your husband!" She dropped his blodoy head to the ground. I remmber at first being very sad and willing death to come for me. I wanted to join my Elliot in death.I walked to meet her. Then as she spoke I grew angry, she told me what Elliot had done, and how he begged for his life, and even gave me up to save his worthless soul. " He came up to me,flirted with me, kissed me and I knew.I then seduced him to my flat,tied him down and told him who I was. He then begged for his life and offered you up.I smirked as I killed him .I thought you should know, how you'll die.And that your husband was a lying cheating dog.." She pressed closer ready to fight.

I snapped, and I fought back,killing her then draing her dry.The fight didnt last long, she tossed a few good pd but I hardly felt them. It was the first human blood I had in over one hundred years. I then set the servants of DeShard manor free then set the manor on fire. But not before taking Elliots journal, money and anythign I might be abe to fence for a good price. I disappeared with he flames, Joseph,D and Edward thought me dead along side Elliot and never came looking for me.I left France and went to Roma. I became a monster there after.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-09 13:29 EST
I went through Italy from France, following and stalking every vampire hunter and killing them in cold blood. None of my own kind dared to question me.I became known by Emili Winters, for my real name was not safe. The DeShard name was not safe, the clans were back

I killed with no remorse, the pasison of my life was gone.

Elliot had betrayed me, and I would never forgive him.Even in death.

I went through Eurpope killing bathing in the blood of the hunters that I crossed. Men, women, young, old. I killed them and their familys if they had any. For 200 years I ravaged the country side, I stalked,pounced and killed in dark corners my name was a whisper of fear and I enjoyed it. I became an animal, nothing less than that. Hunters feared me,every mortal feared me. They would not know me till I sprang,I seduced them, the men with ease, the women with promises of things they could not have. It was simple... too simple I felt like a god.

?Kill a man, and you?re an assassin. Kill millions of men, and you?re a conqueror. Kill everyone, and you are a god.?

I could see Elliot laughing at me as I gave in to it, the taste of human blood, the feeling of a young childs neck in my hands,the feeling of desire and pasison before and after a kill. I hunted the hunters and those they knew.I was untouchable even by the rouge clans, they even feared me now. I had come across their now shattered ranks four each on each side. Two men,two women for the Ahati Clan and four men for the Makariy Clan . They were dying out the hunters were killing them off. Nate of Ahati smiled his handsome smile at me when we met.

"Elliot was a fool." He began looking over me as I finished my meal, it was the family of a male hunter I had killed not two hours before; his wife, and two children. "He should have treated you like a queen." I sneered at him and rose up ready to fight, "Elliot lusted for more than blood." Nate grinned, " The Makariy clan is right out side, they want you to join them, after Heather died." He grinned, " they need a new woman. I was hoping you'd come join my clan,I can always use a new pet."

"I am no ones pet and I work better alone." I refused them, but I was not better than them.They were soulless monsters as I was. " The hunters will never stop, you kill one, another will come along. And we'll never stop. " Meaning the clans. "We'll always be a step behind you. Think about my offer."


They sought me out for a long time, the Makatiy clan and there four men. Martin, the newest member was the first to try and convice me to join them, to become the new speaker for them. But I refused, then Alec came, the second in command. We had a ripe ol time beating the snot out of each other. You can guess who won.Then Vlad came. Yes, over my years I met many vampires named Vlad, but none were the supposed Dracula, hes nothing but myth. A scary story. This Vlad was very real, yet not scary to me in the least, he brought with him Willaim, another newbie vamp, Willaim was set aside just for me, like a prize if I joined. I might have taken the offer, if it didn't feel so wrong. I wasn't meant to be part of a clan,I did better alone.

Nate and his clan never tried again. But I knew them all.Dying to have me.I had no interest in a clan,coven or even any company at all. I eveaded hunters, I got caught now and again, but always got free. My luck. It wasn't my time to die. I was locked up, sentanced to death,yada yada. Chains and I didn't get along. Makes sense when you can break through soild steel, kill the guards and set yourself free. Not often after thefirst few times did anyone try to tie me down.


I heard nothing of D,Greg,Joseph or Edward. The DeShard name had vanished with the manor and the idea of Ellior being a vampire. They had all gone in to hidding I kept my ear to the ground for the names , Ackart, Fortescue and Radenos It would be easy for Edward or Joseph to go by their wives names. But nothing, not a whisper in all that time. They were alive that much I knew.

I killed and killed ,till at last I could not any more.I shipped myself away tot he new world,the suppsoed new world was in London at the time. I lasted sixteen days ona ship fll of humans with out any blood. I was near death when I reached the shores of London.I then took up hunting only animals. I had to hide myself away from humans, frome verything of my old life. I was V Winters, my human memories fading still,I could no longer recall my home, my parents or my brother. All was a wash of blood and death, the innocent lives I had taken.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-12 23:44 EST
After time passed .After sitting in that hole in the ground.A hundred years and change and at last I started to recall my past, my family. I returned to the French country side from London and went to the old farm house, I starred with my new eyes in disbelife.There was nothing there.The house was gone, the farm lands over grown. I walked the land for what felt like days.The old foundation of the house was still there but covered by grass.Everything I had knwon was lost tot ime,who knew when the farm house ahd been taken down, who knew when thee lands had become over grown. I had been living in my own world,for so long. It could have happened at any time.

As I walked my eyes picked out a faint shine in the grass, a shine that no human eyes could have seen. I walked over and laying in the grass was a ring.Elegant,silver and emerald,the stone finely set int he medevial looking ring.. It had been my grandmothers,it was older than dirt back wehn I was a child and now it was the only thing I had that was left of my home.

I put it on. I had discared the very expesive wedding ring of the DeShards. It had gone up in flames along with the manor and all I had trought to be true.I had spent my days in that hole reading Elliots journal the past, his plans for me,everything. Then the pages went blank, there was nothing more to read, nothing I didnt know about Elliot, the DeShards or vampires for that fact. I knew everything about the rouge clans, and old stories about older wiser vampires.

I wandered the french counnty side for many weeks after that. It had changed, the wars had ravaged it and left its people weary,tired and hungry. I felt sorry for them, they were so easy to pick off. Yet I had lost all taste for mortals. The world was full of them, mortals. All waiting for death, did they know how closely it stalked them in the night? Did they know of the uprising of immortals it came witht he revoultion, with the new world so close by ship now, immortals came from every where.I watched them, and they me. I was an outside,a rouge in my own right.I held no ties to the mortal or immortal realms. The mortals would never be safe again...they would merely be cattle for the slaughter.

I did not linger too long, for the more immortals that came the more dnagerous it became, hunters wer epoping up everywhere. And I joined them starting to hunt my own kind, to save mortals. I was trying to repent, but it did so little. My life here was gone, many years ago.
Marie,Hazel . They were gone, their children and childrens children now lived in the streets. One hundred years or more had passed while I sat in London in that hole away from everything. It was only now that I remembered my family. I wondered when my brother had died, Alex... I recalled his name as I sat in the fields of wild flowers under the huge pine tree three miles away from the house. All my family was gone now. I was the last... and yet I could not recall my last name... It was gone from my memories... forever.

My world had been tainted by blood.

And now I was repenting for my sins. If there were a god he would have struck me dead, and the devil would not have me. A monster. So I came to believe.

I didnt linger long slowly wandering the coast towards Italy. Though the sun did me no harm I liked to travel at night, it was harder to see the palor of my skin at night. I was six miles from Rome,I heard the buzz of people and the talk of immortals. Now we were fabel,myth and legand. I heard of mysterious deaths, and sickness sweeping the italian citys. Immortals were making their mark. Nate and the Ahatis were in Pisa, and Vlad and the Makariy were in southern France. Each had added numbers to their ranks. There was talk of old ones rising from the ashes,I didnt seek any out.

I wandered on the beach, looking out across the sunset as it danced over the waves. And then suddenly I felt like lightnning had struck me. I don't know how long I lay there before I woke.


When I did wake I found myself lost. The sands below me were not of italy. I gazed around the strange night, with its two moons. Had god struck me dead and placed me in some sort of other hell? But it was to beauitful to be hell. I walked for miles and miles down the beach watching the ships in the distance. I walked through the green trees and high grasses. Where was I now?


I walked, and walked till I was too hungry to walk any more. I hunted then. Deer were easy to find it seemed. But then I smelt something I recalled well, the scent of huamn blood. It was as if the wind was tainted with blood. I followed it, drawn by the scent in wonder. Then as I walked I passed merchants and heard of a whisper of a dangerous place.... a place of murderes,thieves and wizards.A place with monsters like my self...

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-14 14:10 EST
A whipser of a place where she might find a true place of her own,some where that wasnt like home, and wasnt like every where else, some where she could be who she was and have no fear of showing it. V walked slwoly, hugging that black coat closer, pulling that black duffle big of her things over her shoulder. The snow didnt really bother her, it settled in her dark hair and crunched under her boots.

Rhydin was new to her, she had stumbled upon it and now was lost in its sights and smells.Ahead of her, she would see a male about six foot tall heading her way. Hidden behind a white cloak, with a leather gloved hand wrapped around a silver staff. Her brows rose softly,under that shadow of her dark hair,someone dressed in white, seemed seasonal. Perhaps it was an elderly man, the staff and all. She made no assumtions though just kept her eyes forward, thsoe bright violet eyes shown brightly from under that frame of black hair. Her hands shifted deeper in to her pockets.

"Carefull if you are going into town. This place isn't know for being to friendly to new faces. "A smooth, soft voice coming from the cloaked one. As he came to a stop a few feet in front of her, his head lowered. Keeping the illusion of an old man going.

She stopped and looked towards him. "Thank you, I'll keep that in mind. "She had heard news of Rhydin, the city plagued by darkness, a city full of vampires,demons and other things,like elves and technology, all things she had seen before. She figured she'd fit right in. On ward she walked after pausing shortly to try and see the man behind the cloak, but even with her execlnt sight she could not see his down turned face,

He shifted to use his staff to try and block her path. " Don't listen do you? " Now lifting his head to look her in the eyes. Her brows rose as he moved to block her path, "I have been many places that have not been friendly...and I heard you. I am still going. "She gazed in to his eyes his face hidden by thick shadow. "I am sure not much in there will scare me away .." she didnt dare to flash that fanged grin, just gave him a wink, and side stepped himAnd he moved to block her path again. " Not even someone that hunts your kind? " Free hand pushing his hood back, letting her see his face. that got her to freeze. "My kind? " she questioned him, it was hard to see a vampire for who they really were, and she did look human, to human eyes. She gazed to him her fingers tensed inside her jacket.

"You may fool others.. "His free hand coming up to try and catch her by the chin. " But I see right through you."

She smacked his hand away with force and withdrew quickly, reading for the closest weapon on her that dagger under her jacket. " Do not touch me. " She hissed now, no point in hidding what she was. " I have been hunted before, a hunter is a hunter till he is dead "

"True.. " Shaking his hand after she smacked it. " Yet if I was a hunter.. I would of attacked you already.. Not warn you. "

"I have heard that before, " she looked him over slowly, he was handsome at least, not the elder she had perceived him to be, " I do not fear death.. from any hunter. I have been fighting them since the day I became immortal.. " She stepped back again then went off the road. " I thank you for the warning, but I can care for myself.. "He smirked to that, as he moved to follow her. Aimming to cut in front of her again. This time he would play attack her. To trap her against the wall of a building , or against a tree. She was wathcing him trying to cut her off and now trying to attack her, she moved quickly walking backwards with that dagger held out to defend herself. Yet there was that old guard tower and there was the wall, and there she was now her back to it.

He would use his free hand to grab at the dagger, to keep from getting stabbed. He then would press up against her, looking her right in the eyes. And he disarmed her, he was quick, and she was trapped, she had not been paying attention to her surroundingsnor had she eatten in some time, her mind was not on a fight. Now she was trapped between him and the wall and the fallen wall of the guard tower.She starred back in to his eyes,sneering.

He smirked to her sneering at him, as he leaned the staff against the wall. Slowly his hands moved to her sides, slowly rubbing them. " Seems I got closer than you expected.." She growled under her breath, and pressed her haand pushed him abck as she felt his ahnds on her sides. too close... she growled through her bared teeth.


He smirked right back at her, before pressing right into her hands. "What's the matter? " Leaning in much closer to her.

She looked in to his eyes and tried to push him a way. " Your in my comfort zone." her hands were rpessed to his chest, she could dig her nails in, give him a mark hed not soon forget, but she was lost in his eyes for a moment. " Just let me pass.. and go on your way."

"After this." And he pressed fully against her. Trapping her lips in a very deep, slow kiss. With his hands slipping betwen her back and the wall. Pulling her into a firm embrace

What in blazes was he doing, kissing her like that! Her lips were pressed to his, and she couldnt really fight him with him wrapping her in that frim embrace so she kissed him abck trying hard not to bite tongue or lips even though the idea almost made her smirk. Oh he was being quite the rogue, as he broke the kiss. Only to have his lips to move a long her jawline towards her neck. She took a long breath as the kiss was parted only to breathe in deeply as he kissed her neck, along her smooth skin was but a single old scar. Her fingers curled in to his chest as he head titled, no one had kissed her like that in ages.


And just as she was seemingly giving into him. He pulled back from her, as he picked up hsi staff. You may be on your way. She stood there very still as he pulled away leaning to the wall, her eyes opened to watch him go, her brows rose and she pressed her fingers to her neck, and shook her head. If it was possible shed be bright red with blush.He looked over his shoulder. " Do you wish for more?" Slowly looking her over. She shook her head and pushed off the wall and headed away from him not saying a word. " See you around.. " He chuckled and turned to head the way he was going.

She looked over her shoulder at him and shivered once before heading on trying to get that kiss out of her mind. He blew her a kiss. " Next time.. I'll do more". She caught that kiss and her brows arched. "Next time I'll be ready." " I'm sure you will be.. " Now pulling the hood of his cloak back up.



Watching him go, she shook her head, what in nine hells had just happened? She shook off that kiss, and went back to heading in to Rhydin, still drawn by the scent of blood.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-17 23:09 EST
Death lurks in dark corners. It waits for those who are so willing to give in to it. A scream broke free in the cold night.

V followed the sound, the smellof blood growing. She spied her ref;ection in a passing window and saw her eyes were that bright ruby red. How long had it been since she had human blood, something besides animal blood? "You can't live forever this way luv," She hear Elliots voice in her head, " One day sooner or later you'll break, and crave human blood so much that you hunt and kill every human you pass." V took a long slow breath and pressed on trying to forget her hunger.

But as she passed the alley way she saw a trio of vampires, they were feeding off a slowly dying woman. "Help me! Please!" The woman cried with her fading breath and the trio looked her way thier lips bloody. V shuttered. She wanted to help, but the scent of the blood, she couldn't see past it. But she had to do something. So witha low growl she walked in to the alley way and tapped the vamp whos back was to her. "Hey." He pulled away and growled at her, " what?" He looked her over and smirked. "You want some?"

V shook her head, "No.I want you to back off." But he starred her in the face and smirked, "your lying I can see it , you havent fed in a while have you?"He grinned all the more, "forgive me,I am Alister, and these are Erin," he pointed to the tall lanky one with dark hair behind him, "and J." To the one who was more well built with drity blonde hair. "You want us to back off?" J said smirking, "come on hunny,if you want some, your welcome to share." "Yes, J is right, I can always use something nice to look at while I feed," his eyes panned down that V neck line of her shirt. "Whatca say cupcake?" Erin questioned, "want some?" V ooked tot he women then to the three men,then slowly walked towards the barely breathing woman,and stood in front of her. "No, like I said. I want you three gone." Erin chuckled, " thats funny huh Al.. she thinks shes tough stuff." Alister smirked, "Hmm yes, well. Its three to one,you'd have to kill us all." V nodded, and drew out that thin long sword. "I could do that."

She had picked up the sword in france,before she left for the final time. It was old like her, yet the steel was sharp and newly poshished the hilt held an old french noble crest,that matched the crest on her grandmothers ring,it was really luck. That she had found that word. She needed it now. She had also picked up a silver dagger in a town in London,many years back. And the first three days in rhydin she had passed every sort pof weapon shop known to man,there were guns and knives,daggers and swords. Bows and arrows, and things she'd never seen before. Guns werent new, they just had newer styles. She could use one,but liked the feeling of a sword in her hand, made her feel right.



"Al look at this chick, she thinks she so tough, come on hunny. You are just mad cuz we found her first. You can have a little bite too." He reached out and touched her shoulder. "I woulndt do that J." And Al was right J shouldnt have touched her.

She slammed the butt of the hilt in to his face and he stumbled back holding his nose. "She broke my bleedin nose." He growled and bared his teeth. V growled back, "he warned you not to touch me." Al smiled, looking at her taking in that blade in her hands, " hmm french, from the 1200's or so.But you."He eyed her, " you dont look that old, maybe from the 1300's?" V chocked her head at him, "1362." Al nodded, "Ahh that was a grand time in France,perhaps you know of the Makatiy and Ahati Clans?" Those names stopped her cold, "what do you know of the old clans?" She eyed Al now, he didnt look like an elder, one of her old france. "My maker was one of them, perhpas you know her Lily."

That name rang a bell for V Lily was the forth in command of the Ahati clan. "I know her." Al nodded softly, "they are here you know, Nate and the clan. The Makatiy drove them out about thirty years ago. They came here, under odd circumstances and well. We three are the newset members. I am sure Nate might be happy to see an old friend." V growled to that, "I am not his friend, and your not feeding here, this is my town." They all chuckled to that, " taken the time to look around dear? Theres lots of elders here, lots of vampires,demons,werewolves, and other things that hunt here. You can't have this town." V shook her head, "I don't want to hunt here, I am protecting these people, from monsters like you." Al chcukled more to that," Ahh, so your Vae.." She starred at him then, "Nate talks about you all the time, the one who got away, the one vampire he has ever known to fight to save humans."


"Yeah thats me, call me crazy, but there are other ways to live." Al scoffed to that, " Yes Erin was once like you, eating only animals, but we soon swayed him. Human blood is so much richer,but you know that don't you Vanessa. Your name was imfamous with hunters and immortals alike. Hmm I wonder if Edward and Joseph know your here." Those names made her breathe deeply. "Yes, the DeShards are alive,and doing very well. Edward had made himself a new bride,shes still mortal, or she was when we came here. She wa s destine to bare him another son, though no one could replace Elliot, don't you agree?" She growled at his name. "Get out of here." Al shook his head. "I think not, your standing between us and our meal." "And thats where I will stay." "Unless we kill you."J added in and started in on her.

V growled, and stood her ground as they came in at her, all at once. Just like vampires never could fight fairly. J was dead first, his head rolled tot he ground his body to ashes, Erinw as next, he was a good fighter but just as easily killed. Al was last and she had him trapped to the wall. "Are the DeShards here?" She questioned him and he smirked, "maybe." She pressed in harder driving that sword in to his gut it wouldnt kill him just hurt like hell. "Tell me!" He couched and shook his head, "No, they went back in to France, just as we left. Nate was going to allinace him self with them but the Makatiy clan beat us out first. "She growled at him, "You are going to get a message to Nate for me." Al nodded, " Tell Nate to get out of this town, the people here are not his food source, and tell him I'll be watching." She let Al go. And he ran away the other way.

Taking a long hard bretah though she didnt need the air she turned to see the woman sitting up holding her neck. "Get your self to a docter." The woman nodded starring at V and her bright crimson eyes before crawling away. V could still smell the blood, so hurried her way up the ladder to her lef and on tot he roof tops. The night was cold, but the air was filled with calls for help. Screams in the night as people were hunter by the shadows of Rhydin. Perhaps that is why the city drew her in, to help them. But the scent of blood mingeled in the air here, it would be very hard for V not to become just like them another creature stalking them in the night.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-18 23:33 EST
The feeling of blood on my hands. Thats a feeling I can never get rid of.

She was dead, I was too late and those who had killed ehr were long gone. The screams of the city rse and fell witht he coming light. In my arms I held a girl, she was no more than twleve. She wasd ead, her body cold, her face pale. They had taken every last drop of blood,yet they did not leave it at that they tore at her, in ways that would make any one shudder.

I sat there looking down at ehr sweet face, my hand s coated with her blood. I could hear the guards coming. Rhydin city guards, they knew the dangers of this city. I left then. Laying her to rest and disappearing down the alley way. I had been too late,I had saved five lives since coming in to the city and now one was lost.

I wandered out in tot he sun, wishing it would hurt me.But it was just blinding. Vampires were being hunted here,I saw the guards race past with their sharp weapons, following the trail the hunters had left. It was a trap no dount. Those men would likely never return.Yet I let them pass. This city was eating itself alive, and what good did one good soul do here? When even the guards and the most mighty of warriors feared the night and what hid inside of it.

The city of many devil was crawling with scum. Not just my kinsmen, with their lust for blood, but deamons, and others even humans hunting and killing their own. This city brings them out,those who love blood, and the taste of flesh and bone. It has been welcoming though. Those who hunt my kin pas sme by.I can pass for human, even to other immrotal eyes. Elliot always said I had more of a soul than others he had known. Even if that soul was bathed in blood.

I walk in the light,I do not hunt humans, and I pose no danger. ven when I am hungry I would not hurt a human here. But there are those here who hunt my kind. And sooner or later they will fogure it out. But not every vampire is dangerous. That seemes a silly notion. But its true. Not all of us are those who would hunt and kill the innocent, but those types do abound. Rhydin is dangerous, for everyone. If only I had listened....it is too late to go back now.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-19 23:59 EST
It had been a few days since Rune had been anywhere near Rhy'Din, so he chose to take a little trip. He was currently walking through the marketplace. A faint amused smirk at the sights of the town. She had been In rhydin for those few days now, walking around poking her head in shops and at the inns and taverns, not long enough to talk to anyone or even be seen.She had run across a few vampires, and stopped them cold in their feeding. The ones she had met had known her. Much to her distaste. She had amde sure to send a message with any she left alive. And was just waiting, for more oold friends to show.She liked the night, go figure, and with the shops open late she could window shop with little fear.Hugging her coat close she peered in the dress shop and rememered long ago.

He smirked to spotting Vanessa, and slipped up behind her. Only to give her rump a firm slap on both of her butt cheeks, with a firm squeeze added in. "Nice and firm.. just how I like them." She spun to smack who ever would be so bold but stopped short seeing him. "Ohh goodie its you.. "she sneered. "Well you know how immortality works, you stay nice and firm for life.." those violet eyes cut in to him before she looked around. "Thought you didnt like this place? "


He leaned back as she spun around. " Hello to you to, baby. " Smirking at her, as he looked her over then shrugged. " Decided to grace the town with my pressence.. Not that you didn't miss me. " Now aimming to catch her in another embrace..She backed to the window then slid away. "Oh no not again, I told you I'd be ready for you the next time we crossed paths,I wasnt thinking it be so soon " She looked around the streets were getting less busy, " and dont call me baby I have a name.."

He pouted to her dodging away from him. " What's the matter? Not used to a man that's very forward? " Smirking before winking at her. " I know what your name is.. Baby. " She growled at him, "no its not baby, and I am used to men being forward, just not that forward, usually you'd be with out your arm and hands right now , " and there was that icy glare.


"And what is your name? " Taking a step towards her. "And if that was true.. Why do I still hand my hands and arms? Maybe you enjoy it. "
"I'd rather not be chased down by city guards, and no i didnt like it, " she looked at him. " I am not about to tell you my name," She walked on down the way.He turned to catch her arm, to spin her into another press of bodies. She was there pressed close to him again. " If I broke your arms would that make you feel better? " "Just admit you need someone like me in your life." Arms snaking around her, with his hands landing right on her butt. Giving it another firm squeeze .She elbowed him sofly in the side and growled at him "I dont need some like you, I dont need anyone.."

"That so? " Taking the elbow, before aimming to kiss her again. Just to see if she'd start fighting or melt into the kiss again. She fought for a moment, till she saw him lean forward, her mind washed to the night she met mr. mysterious and she went blank, so not fighting it. And he lifted her up a bit more into the kiss, with his hands rubbing from her backside up her back. Seems he was making a very bad influence on her. She she was frozen in to that kiss again, lifted up off the ground no less, oh yeah he was having an influence on her, she liked him more than she should.

And just like their first meeting.. He broke the kiss and pushed her back a few steps. Slowly licking his lips.

She took a breath and wipped her lips off witht he back of her sleeve and acted like it didnt phase her one bit, but it did, " done now," she shoved off the other way down the alley. He smirked to her heading towards and alley way, before following after her. Aimming to catch her again in that darkened alley way, or maybe to get her to turn and pounce him. She was glad the alley led out, she could walk on and bute at her bottom lip as she walked, why did he have to be the type of guy she liked, rouge and all wrong for her. If she didnt kill him, he'd drive her crazy. And he suddenly appeared in front of her, aimming to catch her in yet another embrace. Oh he was being worse than bold now.

And she backed away flashing him that full toothed growl , "go away , before I hurt you and you end up a blood stain on Rhydins good cobblestone." "Go for it. " Smirking as he tilted his head to the side. Letting her watching that vein on his neck. Pulsing strongly.

She glared at him her violet eyes glowing, flickering towards red then she closed them and shook her head " dont tempt me,I've been good for a few hundred years... "

" But you know deep down.. you want to.. Plus.. I am offering it freely. " Taking a step towards her. She shook her head, "Im veggie now.. " she let her hair hide her eyes and the fact that it did sound really good right now, warm, fresh, 'No V', she told her self,' veggie'.. And he murmured a few words, making a thin cut appear on his neck, followed by a faint gust of wind. Just to carry his scent towards her. She turned away pulling her scarf over her nose to hide the scent of blood. "your just being mean now.. " She hurried away, fighting the urge that was so natural to other vamps. He smirked and appeared in front of her again, catching her in his arms. Letting her have a full inhale of his scent. "Give in to me... I'm not going to stop till you give in to what you are.. "

Now she growled at him looking from his neck to his eyes. " not a chance,I once went sixteen days with out any blood at all, I think I can fight the urge now.." "That so? " Whispered to her as he tilted his head to the side again. Giving her full access to his neck. "I am not a monster, dispite the fact that i was made a vampire..." she looked away from the blood. " yes that is so..." She took a deep breath catching the scent now, her fangs bared but she pulled her lips over them.



"But I am offering my blood freely to you.. That won't make you a monster.. Plus not all vampires are monsters.." Another whisper to her, letting the scent of his blood surround them. Her brows perked to him " that may be, but I have never met any of my kind who were civil citizens... good souls a few, but all still needed human blood, I've gone over 200 years with out a drop of human blood." she shook her head to the scent, " I am not going to drink now ." "Drink.. and I will show you what you seek.. More of your kind.. Those that are very honorable people. " Moving a hand to the back of her head, in an attempt to lean her towarsd his neck. She shook her head, "No... "she pushed her head back. " Even if you could show me such, why should I trust you.I don't know you.. " "Because.. " Looking into her eyes. "I can read your eyes.. You might not want to admit it.. but your eyes say more than you want me to know.. "Moving his hand from the back of her head to run a finger over that cut. Then aimmed to brush that finger over her lips. "You like me.."


"So..". she pulled her head back as he moved his blood covered finger towards her lips. "Your a mind reader now? You know what I am thinking?" "No.. just able to read your eyes." Still moving his finger towards her lips. He wasn't going to give up. The scent was killing her, it was warm and perfect and so close, she could barely fight it any more, she just wnated a taste. Her eyes looked to his then to that finger she coudlnt fight it... she gave that finger a lick. And he let her lick the blood from his finger, before moving it to her side. Tilting his head again. "I offer this freely to you.. "She let the blood taste fill her mouth and she looked to his neck, it did taste good, one little taste wouldnt hurt, after 200 years.., so she leane in and took what he offered. And he slipped his hand up her back and ino her hair, Letting her lips seal around that cut. Before rubbing the back of her neck. Oh he was a sneaky one..wasn't he?

she leaned n deeply to the cut, drinking. It had beena long time since she had soemthign warm like this, he was sneaky, and biteable, and she enjoyed eery last moment of it before she pulled back and licked the wound then her lips.


After she had her fill, the cut healed it's self, before he openned his eyes. A slow smirk on his lips as he had enjoyed that moment. "Feel better now? " Her eyes were brighter now,and her lips still red with blood before she licked them off, " maybe" she looked to him. She felt better... deer, moose,and other animal blood wasnt that good.


He smirked to that. "You look better.. maybe I should keep you. " Lookig her over as he slowly moved back from her. Her brows rose softly to that. "Keep me where? " she backed up a bit, now she was ready for a fight, up to normal strenght. " I did promise to show you a place where vampires aren't the monsters other's make them out to be. Now offering his arm to her. Unless you prefer to be hunted. "


She looked to that arm, then stepped forward slowly taking it. " I would rather not be hunted... but how do I know your being honest... "she looked in to his eyes, she could still atste him,even his blood made hers boil. "I might be a rogue...but I rarely lie." He smirked before leading her towards the path leading from town. " Besides.. I doubt you really care at the moment." She shrugged and went along with him "not really"

He chuckled to that. "What's your name?" "Vanessa," those raven brows rose at him. "Vanessa Emili Winters , and you? Mr. Mysetious? " "Rune Walsh. " Looking to her. "Nice to make you mine, Vanessa. " A pleasure,Rune.. " she eyed him. He smirked to that look. "Enjoying the view?" She nodded "and in what universe am I yours?" he was good to look at, she did always like the rogues..those who loved to break hearts and sleep in many beds.. "All of them." He smirked before lifting the staff that had appeared in his free hand as they wakled together. "Sure you wish to comewith me? Might never be heard from again". Her dark brows perked to that " why not, I havent been heard of any way...I have been every where,and no one remembers me, funny thing about being immortal... people die..." she watched him, " where are we going, where do these civil vamps live? "


"You'll see.." He smirked as a portal openned in front of them, before leading her towards it. Her brows rose to the portal,magic wasnt new to ehr, nor where those crazy portals, shed gone through one long ago.. " Hmm " she wrapped her coat tighter and succred that duffle of her stuff and nodded, " If I end up in hell, I'm going to hunt you down and bite you some where else... "

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-21 23:59 EST
He laughed to that as they walked through the portal. She'd note the snow covered land, yet oddly it was still warm. "This.. Vanessa.. is just one of the lands I spoke of.. " her brows rose lookng around over the snow, yet some how it was warm. "whoa.". she blinked and, " this would be... what ? "

"Nosgoth. " Looking to her, as he took a light lean against his staff. "They are ruled by a vampiric angel named Darkmere..." Then a smirk. "You might like him. "

Now her dark brows really rose "wait did you say a vampiric angel?" she looked around ," its pretty, reminds me a bit of the country side outside of.. " she shook her head He chuckled softly. " Yes..I said that.." He then kneeled down..making a snowball.. Then promply threw it at her. how was that possible, did she even want to know. Then she ducked as a snow ball flew over her head, " hey, no snow ball fights, you have to call it first.." she grinned "and I might like him? hmm is he looking for a concubine? "

He laughed to that. " No.. his wife would kill you and him.." Making another snowball, and threw it at her. "And I said that..becuase he might be a jerk at times.. but.. He cares for his family and people. " She ducked and giggled "ahh, well of coarse the king would be married..". . she made a snow ball and tossed it back at him. " isnt it in a mans dna to be a jerk?" another snow ball lobbed at him. Ducks the two snow balls, before smiling.. With a wave of his hand, he cheats and sent a wave of snow at her. " Hey!" And she was burried in snow, she kicked and rolled around till she was free, "No fair... I dont have the benifits of magic." She wiggled out of the snow. He smirked and moved over to help her out. " Come on.. let's get you inside.. before your freeze." She shoved a snow ball down his cloak, " Okay," smirking .


He smirked and pulled her in close. "Just for that.." He moved his hands down her back, only to poof some ice cubes down the back of her pants.. He then took off running from her. "Hey!" she shivered and shook them out before chasing him down, " Your going to get it ." tossing snow at him as she ran after him. He looked over his shoulder, " Have to catch me first." While dodging snowballs.. Some did manage to hit their target.. Getting and oof from him. She snickered and chased him, trying to keep her eyes on him and not everything else.She was fast she was catching up, and tossing more snow now. And he ducked behind a large pile of snow, using his cloak to blend into it.

She ran right past him then looked around, how had she lost him ? "Cheater!" She called out looking for him white on white He grinned as he carefully moved around that pile of snow.. Then lept at her, in a pounce to tackle her. And he caught her off gaurd, and caught her in that pounce and she landed on her back in the snow with him over her. " All right you win." her dark brows rose, "even though you so cheated.. "

He smirked down at her. "I didn't cheat.. not my fault you let me win." Winking at her, before aimming to statr stuffing snow down the front of her shirt. Just as he shifted his legs and hips to straddle her's " Hey," she wiggled tossing snow up at him. "I didnt let you win, this place has me off too many smells." she giggled almost as she wiggled under him. "No more snow!" she shivered, " Its too cold.. " He smirked to that, as his hands moved up to catch and pin her hands to the snow covered ground. " Excuses...excuses.. " and she fought back growling softly as his hands pinned hers to the ground. "I dont make excuses.. Its true.." smirking up at him. "so now what? " " You were just making them. " Smirking down at her, as he slowly took the advantage to looked her over.

She smiled softly her dark ahir full of snow flakes, her coat held tight,her feet wiggled inside the boots she wore. It was colder here than most places but there was that strange warmth too, she smikred at him, catching his glances. "enjoying your self..? " She gave him that up down glance, she didnt mind this one bit.

"Maybe if you were nude before me." Winking at her as his hands moved from hers. Running them down her hands, then acting like he didn't mean his next move. As his hands briefly brushed over her chest as he moved to stand up. She smriked and watched him closely, "Maybe in your dreams," she knew he meant every move he made, even if he acted other wise, and as he rose she rose too. "So arent you sposused to be introducing me to these honorable vamps?" He smirked to that. " I would.. but they are away for now." A lick of his lips, before he started towards a tower in the distance. "So I guess you are stuck with me.. untill then."

She going off the way he did and nodded well, "I don't mind that" She titled her head looking him over with no hint of hidding it. "You'd better keep to your part of the bargain orstart thinking you lied.... and just wanted me to bite you " He chuckled to that. " We'll see." A look over his shoulder. "Do you wish to walk, and get out of the cold? "

She nodded following him. " yeah." She dusted the snow off her shoulders and shook it from her hair. He smirked to that. "And what if I lied to you.. what would you do to me? " Not looking at her this time. She followed him, giving his question some thought. "Hmm, I am not sure.I could kill you, but that wouldnt be good for me." she was on the good path now, not the murderous one. " Hmm maybe I'd .. no..." She shook her head and kept walking following his every movement or step he smirked a moment." You could try to.. " He looked to her.. "Charm me into keeping my word.. "

Her brows rose to that , "Charm you?" She looked over at him. "I could.. ,but why would you lie? " She slid her hands in to her pockets now. " what would you get out of that?" He shrugged slightly. " Nothing.. but you were rather willing to disappear into an unknown place with me.." Looking to her as they reached the tower, reachng high into the sky. He then moved up the stairs, making a few arcanic gestures to get them to open. She shrugged following him "I've been worse palces with far worse people.. ,and willing, hmm thats not a word I would use for me. Curious, maybe. "following up the steps now. "Besides.. your the one who brought me here, and your alone wth me too, a man eating vampire." There was no joke in her voice but her eyes seemed to smirk .


He smirked to that as the doors closed behind her. " Man eatting vampire? " He looked her over again, before turnning to step up to her. "Am I someone you would want to eat?" She looked him in the eye, " you do taste good." a wicked little smirk, as her fingers pressed to his chest " I might keep you a live, you know, like a little pet... "grinning more now, her violet eyes musing as she starred at him. " I'm no one's pet." Smirking at her. " I might just take you to my room, and have my way with you. " Running a hand up her chest, before taking a step back. Then turned towards the stairs. She watched him. "I might be okay with that," following again. "Hmm but you'd make a nice pet, I can see it now," smirking like the devil, as she watched him walk.



"And I might make you my pet. " Without looking over his shoulder. " Keep you kneeling at my side. " Leading her right to his room. "You can stay here.. " she smirked "I don't do well on a leash.". she walked past him in to the room. "and besides I bite.. " He smirked and followed her into the room. "I could see you nude...and on a leash." Waving his hands as the candles in the room lit. She smirked looking back to him, " in your dreams... " looking to his room. "Nice," she started to walk a round slowly , "cozy... " He chuckled faintly.. It as rather simple room. A bed to sleep on, a desk for studying..as well as a door leading to the bathroom. And a dresser for his clothes. "Thanks."

"Simple," she slowly shrugged off her coat and duffle bag folding the coat to the bags top as she lowered it to the floor. " I like simple." " Not one to need things I have no use for." Said as he removed the white cloak, then hung it up. Staff leaned against the desk. She nodded, that made sense, she looked back to him, hed been in that white cloak this whole time now she could really get a glance.. And she'd note he was about six foot tall. He appeared to be slim and lean. Like most cats were, that were used to being on the move.

She watched him, his lean build, the way he moved. She smirked softly, before looking back tot he room, this would eb the first time he saw her without that long black jacket. She wore simple black boots and pants, and a pale green long sleeved V neck top. That raven hair drapped around her face long and straight, and wet slightly from the snow. This time he took the chance to look her over, taking note of her lean form. "Must say.. I could see you chained to my wall.. Arms over your head, with your wrists tied together." Moving to sit on the bed, as he started to remove his boots.


She looked to the wall, and smriked , "I dont geta long well with walls... and chains... " she walked over to t he wall and knocked on it softly.." I wouldnt want to hurt the poor wall ." She ran her fingers along it then went back to stand there by her things. "So where can I get cozy at? " She'd note that the wall was made of a white stone. "You could humor me atleast.. " A wink to her as he set his boots to the side. She smirked, "uh huh " then slipped off her boots and went back to he wall and pressed her hand to it , "mm smooth at least.."She then leaned her back to the wall, " happy? " She leaned there her arms held softly above her head.


He smirked to that, before looking her over very slowly. He had been right, she did look good against his wall like that. "Very much.. " Moving to lay on his side. " As for your question... guess you'll have to lay with me. "she pushed off the wall and walked back to him, " hmmm." then she sat right down on the bed. "lay with you?" She eyed the bed, " I dont know if this bed is big enough for the two of us." Then she lay down beside him. "I toss and turn." " I'm sure I can keep you from tossing and turnning. " Smirking as he ran a hand along her leg, all the way up to the mid torso.

Her eyes followed his hand a sshe felt it rise up her leg and over her torso. "Hmmm maybe ," she lay there idly playing with the slight folds in his shirt. "What if I said I can only sleep in the nude?" Sure to get his attention "Then I guess I'll have to sleep in the nude...and hold you tight to my form. Can't have my pet being cold. " The pet sure to catch her attention

"Well, I wouldnt mind the first part, and I am not your pet." glancing up at him " Vampires dont make good pets, if you want a pet get a cat or something " He smirked to that. " Is that so?" Leaning back from her, as he slowly started to unbutton his shirt. " yeah," she watched him as he un did his shirt. "I make a better.... hmm," she thought , " lover, friend, enemy, but not a pet ." "Then I guess I'll have to make you my.." Now removing his shirt.. Before tossing it to the floor, as his free hand moved to remove her shirt. "Lover"

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-23 14:25 EST
Rune would be up early the next morning, already dressed as he let Vanessa sleep. He was out walking through the tower, making sure everything was in order. With a sly smirk on his lips. Oh there were plenty of rooms, that were empty.. but he wasn't going to tell her that, she lay there sleeping, he had really shocked her the other night, calming her to be his lover, but he was just a tease. Like all rogues were, but she didnt mind snuggling with him in bed. She curled up in the covered sleeping late,she was after all a nocturnal creature. But not long after heleft she rose from the bed and dressed.In her usual casual attire.

Yet she would note that he had wrapped his cloak around her.. Seems he was pulling a rather nice gesture while she slept. She smirked to his cloak as she lay it on the bed, he was being nice. A rare thing. She dressed quickly,pulling her hair back before peering around the room, then moving for the door. And she might just catch the scent of food flowing throught the tower. Seems her rogue could cook.

She followed the scent, she could eat,yes how odd. She followed the scent well finding the soruce of the food with no problems. "You can cook." she stood in the doorway smirking at him . "ummm,smells good for human food." Shed had her fare share of both blood, and human food as a vampire both suited her, though she did enjoy blood. "whatca make? " " Food. " Over his shoulder with a smirk, before setting a plate on the table. "And yes I can cook.. Most of the men in this land are taught how to cook." "I know food, what kind of food ?" She coked her head at him. " hmm rare talent a man who can cook." She sat down at the table and realxed back a touch. "What most eat for breakfest. " Now moving to sit across from her, before starting to eat. She smriked for him," eggs,ham, the usual." she watched him eat for a moment. He looked up at her, then quirked a brow. "What? "

"Nothing," she watched him eat. A moment longer then rose to her feet, it seemed like ages since she'd watched someone eat. She was used to vampire friends who preffred thew liquid diet and not human food. " it will help keep the cravings at bay." Gesturing to the food. "Unless you prefer to lose control in public." " I have never lost crontol.." That was a lie, but she hadnt lost control ina long time. She made her own small plate of food and ate a few bites. He chuckled as he watched her eat. " I take it you never eat. " Another bite taken. "I don't mind human food," another bite. "I am just not used to eating it... all the time.. animal blood, it serves me well to keep me from going crazy vampire on humans... " He nodded. " Animal blood is good for a short time.. but it lacks the.. balance you need.. Food or human blood is better. " A sly smirk.

Her brows rose at him, " expect on vampires now? Or did your little good vampire friends tell you this? " She took another bite. "I surived over 400 years on animal blood, sure it lacks the robustness of human blood, but it does me well enough. Dont want to go about picking off familys now... "Said as if she had done that once or twice before " Yes.. they are the ones that taught me.." Slidding his plate to the side. "Not that you didn't enjoy drinking from me." She smirked well, "you pushed me, and gave your self willingly.I didnt push you up to some alley wall and drink you dry just to get off or anything." another slow bite as she watched him it was good, "I had almost forgotten how fresh blood tasted. "


" Is that so?" Tilting his head, just enough to let that blue hair of his fall back. Revealing her marks. "You don't wish for another taste? " those violet eyes flickered to his tilted neck and she took another bite the last of her human food and pushed the the plate to the side, she cocked her head at him as if she was thinking about it she cound vault the table with ease,but she just shook her head nope... she rose, "I am good.. " " I dare you to.. " Smirking at her. "Or do I have to pin you to the wall..and make you drink from me? " She smirked at him " like you could, you got the drop on me once, and you cheated.." She walked around the table plate in hand to drop it off in the kitchen sink " And besides,I feel full enough. "She eyed him again.Not that the idea of his blood didnt stir hers or the idea of him pushing her to the wall didnt make her smirk.



He smirked to that. " And here I though you would.. enjoy being close to me again.." She looked back over at him as she came out of the kitchen. "I didnt say I wouldnt enjoy that, but I am not going to bite you." She walked towards him and stopped to peer over his shoulder, her fingers graced her own marks upon his neck.Her eyes flickered and she shook her head . He turned to catch her in his arms. "Bite me, Vanessa.. Stop trying to hold by that desire. " Moving a hand up to softly lean her head towards those marks. She growled softly at him, " No." She yanked her head back from those marks. " I am not fighting , I am not a monster." She huffed at him. " I am a good vamp, innocent no, but I am not souless any more... I enjoyed biting you yes,and I dont deny I would like to again, but I wont.. " "But I am offering this willingly.. That doesn't make you a monster.. " Moving a hand along her back now. "Besides.. I have shown I do not concider you a danger.. Drink, my Vanessa." Her eyes looked to her marks again., he was far too good at convincing her to drink from him. She leaned down and kissed those marks softly


And he tilted his head to the side, giving her better access to them. "See.. you no longer have to hunt.. All you have to do is ask." Whispered to her. Seems she might have found someone that wanted her. She purred softly against the mark still fighting her self, she had many years of fighting her self not to hunt people down and kill them in cold blood, but he did offer so she bit down softly to take a slow drink. And he slipped a hand up into her hair. Softly holding her lips to those marks. Still holding her in his arms. "Seems my blood is very soothing to you.. Seeing how your kind loves pure..untainted blood." Yes, she just heard him right.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-25 23:55 EST
She pulled backa bit, did she hear him right?There was no way, she licked those marks softly.Before shifting away a touch then in to his lap with a fluid motion. " Your vamp friends told you a lot didn't they?" She cocked her head at him. " they are giving away all the good vampire secrets..."

He smirked to that, as she sat in his lap. " Aye.. they did.." Still caressing her back. "Not that you care.. seeing how you just adore me.." Pulling her into a kiss before she could confirm or deny his claim.

He kissed her and she greatly returned that kiss. She could try to deny that she adored him, but she would be lying to him and to herself.
And he continued that kiss with her, before slowly breaking the kiss. "Tell me something.. why did you come with me?" She licked her lips softly and leaned in to his hands upon her back , "I wanted to," a soft smile, sure it didnt have anything to do with that killer kiss he gave her, nor the fact that he was right on about Rhydin the city of many devils. " I see.. and you hoped I would let you be the first to be with me." Turnning her to face him, and straddle his lap.


Her brows perked to that, "No. "She shook her head, "I dont think that. I like your company and expect nothing of you. "She shifted a touch as she straddled his lap with ease. "And I do enjoy being close to thee. But Its to be expected I've been alone a long time..." " Be honest. " He grinned, pulling her in even closer. "You do wish to be with me.. " A teasing kiss to her lips. " Fully." She starred in to his eyes a moment. "Yes," she smiled. "But thats not why I came with you."

"You are deeply in love with me.. aren't you?" Smirking slowly at her.. "I.." She looked at him then shook her head," I dont know." " Then why else would you willingly come with me?" Moving to kiss the lenght of her neck. With a hand caressing the other side of her neck. Loving the smooth skin and the curve of her neck. She shivered to his touch,but enjoyed it as she titled her head to his kisses. "I wanted to." oh she liked him, yes. But she wasnt sure she wanted to be in love again.Even though she had fallen for him,seriosuly. " You wanted to be with someone again.." Said as he kissed up to her ear. "To be loved and in love..as well as being protected. "

She could argue, but he was right. She just nodded , "aye... not that i need to be protected. " a little smirk to that , "Its been a years." many was more like it , "since I loved or was loved by anyone or anything. " "Yet here you are.. alone with me.. " Leaning back from her neck. Flashing her a smirk. "Not to mention sleeping nude with me.. "She grinned at him, "you didnt seem to mind nor did she mind I have no fear of being seen nude by anyone. Immortal life granted me that. "She would have never done such a thing back when she was mortal,her shyness had slowly faded over the years. "alone yes" she eyed him. "You wouldnt know what to do with me.... " He smirked to that, " You sure? " Moving his hands to tease the back of her neck, with the other teasing the small of her back.

She smiled and purred softly, "Mmm I will admit ye have some good moves, among other things. any you are very good at tempting me... but that doesnt mean you'd know what to do with me.." He smirked more to that. "Are you sure? Seems I do know more than you have thought so far.." She shrugged "its possible grinning,before inching off his lap to the table top, " Your rather good at many things, I could be wrong.." She slid off the table and stood." But then again, you have more than one room in this tower, and yet ye intived me to stay in your room, maybe you wanted me there too.. " He smirked to that. " Seems you have been looking around.. " Now moving to stand in front of her. "Maybe I should take you back to my room and punish you." " I am allowed to look around,I am a guest, " she grinned to him. "Punish me?"her dark brows rose "Hmmm well... I might enjoy that. " She pressed her hands to his chest . "I know you will" He whispered as he leaned in tighter to her pressing her hands to his chest before shifting to kiss her,leaning in in to a deep passionate kiss. He knew how to sweep her off her feet didnt he?, that deep passionate kiss was returned, as her fingers pressed more in to his chest .


And he brought her out of the dip, befoer slipping away from her. Smirking as he moved towards the door. she licked her lips for a moment before watching him slip away. he stood there a bit dazed for a moment. He smirked. " Seems my kiss has trapped you." She smirked, " Well your a good kisser. " She turned and followed him in that hunter esk stalk , "and you know your good at it " He smirked to that. "Is that so?" Glancing over his shoulder.

She slid up beside him, "yes." sSirking as she walked around him to block his path. "you must do that all the time trap women with your kiss hmmm maybe your more a hunter than I am..." He came to a stop. "If that was so.. more would be here. "Moving by her, pausing to whisper in her ear. "Maybe I just waited for the right one to capture.." She smirked to that and watched him walk by over her shoulder, "The right one to capture huh? Hmm really now?" she turned and placed her hands on her hips. "capture huh?" She looked a round "nicer than any other place I've ever been captured at..". she watched him then "and pleanty of good things to watch... and eat ."

"Not to mention you want to undress me.. and claim me as your's." Over his shoulder. "Not to mention to call out my name." She smriked to that "I never denied that I want to undress you. "not that she hadnt taken a peek the other night... "claim you hmm?" She grinned. " maybe you'd be calling out my name. " She suddenly shifted and stood before him. "Over," She pressed in closer to him, " and over again ."

He smirked to that. "Then what are you waitting for? " Stepping up to be right up against her. She smirked at him,running her hands down his chest "Hmmm,the right moment, " she leaned up and kissed her marks before swiftly turning , "besides, if you wanted me to call your name out, you would have done something by now. " Up the stairs she started He smirked to that, with his eyes closing to the kiss. He then moved to follow her. " I could have.. or I just might be waitting for you. "

She smirked back at him, "Hmmm," she walked on right back in to the room,walking back wards looking at him. "I think you like me." She sat on the edge of the bed.Those voilet eyes flicking over him "waiting for me to what, ask you to take me? " She grinned that full fanged grin He stopped at the door, before smirking at her. "Is that so bad?" Tilting his head. " I can be a gentleman when it comes to certain things.. or would you prefer me to treat you differently?" Slowly extending his hand to her. Seems he was serious. She titled her head at him. " I like how you treat me," she stepped towards him taking that out streched hand .


And he slowly drew her in closer, arms slipping around her. "And what if I treated you like this? " Ever so softly brushing his lips over her neck. More so over the part of her neck where her pulse was the strongest. Her head titled softly to the side,and her eyes fluttered closed,his lips brushed past her neck, and her oldest scar." Hmm, I don't mind," she didnt mind being so close to him either. He grinned against that spot, putting it's place to memory. "And if I wished for you to stay by my side? " She gave it a moments thought , "I would consiter it, but I wouldnt want to rush things.I've done that before." though her heart wanted to say yes as did every inch of her body.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-27 15:19 EST
He nodded to that, before smirking slowly.. "Havent you done that already with me.. Drinking from me with passion.. as well as sharing my bed with me..?" She grinned softly, " thats not fast, thats just me." Her fingers curled along his shoulder, " Besides I like sharing a bed with you, your very warm.. and well you taste good..".

"Uh huh. " Turnning to lean back against the wall, while keeping her close. Looking into her eyes. " You say that, but your eyes say more.." Resting his brows to hers. Those violet eyes looked at him and she smiled, "and what do my eyes say?" Starring back at him now. "You love me.. " Whispered back to her, as his hands slipped down to her hips. She titled her head a bit at that but didnt move away or deny it. She just traced a slow line over his shoulder to his neck and back. He grinned to that. "Making a vampiric symbol?" To the design she was drawing along his neck and shoulder. "No." She grinned softly,and traced her fingers over his arm, " why would I do that?"

"Some women like to claim their men... showing that they are taken." Murmured to her, as he was making a few designs along her spine. Her back arched softly to his touch. "I am not marking you as mine." He already bore her mark upon his neck. "And is that what you are? My man?.." Wondering what he was tracing along her spine. "If you wish for me to be." Brushing his lips over her's before leaning back. As for the designs on her spine. She'd have to ask. She smirked softly, " what are you tracing upon my back? " Thinking about what he said, 'if she wished him to be.' And what if she did? She pondered that while gazing in to his eyes once more

He smirked back at her. "A vampiric spell. " A rogue look showing now, just to make it hard for her to tell if he was joking or being serious. She smirked to that softly, " there is no such thing... and if I did want you to be mine?" She inched in closer. "Then I would be your's." Inching back from her. "And there are such spellls... " She titled her head at him. He inched back so she didnt push it, just pulled back from him, "really now..?"

But he pulled her back closer to him " Aye.. you are falling in love with me.. so it is working. " Waitting for her to slap him. She grinned to that , "am I? What if I was already in love with you? Would you still say that your little spell was working?" Her eyes glowed softly " and further more, why would you want me to fall in love with you?"


He leaned to her ear. "Because I am falling for you." Whispered ever so softly in her ear. Her brows perked to that, she was a touch shocked, her fingers slowly continued their little path along his arm to his shoulders again. " Are you now?" She whispered, " well then I suppose it works out then.. " "It appears so. "Whispered softly, as he carefully scooped her up into his arms, before moving to the couch in front of the fire. He then sat down, letting her sit in his lap. She was scooped up, and takena way to sit on his lap on the fine couch, she didnt say anything just looked from him to the fire light. And while he looked to the fire, he would softly kiss that old scare. Her eyes flickered back to him as he kissed those marks upon her neck. "What was that for? " Not that she didnt like the kiss. He grinned to that. "Just showing a softer side my dear." Another kiss to those marks.

She smiled and purred softly. "You dont care that I am a vampire do you?" She eyed him softly "or that I am not as pure as you.. " He chuckled softly. "If that were the case.. Would you be here?" Grinning at her. She shrugged, "Maybe your just looking for some dangerous fun?" A smirk to that. "And maybe you are looking for someone to tame you." Moving a hand down towards her side. She smirked, "I am untameable.." Inching up her eyes watched that hand of his. " But I wonder, how can you be falling for me and I for you when we just met not a few days ago ." Not like she hadnt had that happen before. He smirked to that. "You are tameable.. You haven't been bad with me. " Grinning. " And there is such a thing as love at first sight" sShe smirked to that. " Well, yes I know that there is. But still, and I have been good, drinking from you sleeping in your bed in the nude." Her fingers traced his chest and undid one button, " Oh so good... If good means I havent ripped your clothes off and had my way yet, sure.'Ive been good." There was that fanged grin, "not that you mind sleeping beside me, letting me have a taste or two.".

He smirked to that. "Not that you mind trying to undress me." Moving his hand up to start to unbutton her shirt. She smirked, " Nope." She eyed his hands upon her buttons," you dont mind doing the same," she undid another of his buttons with a little florish. "Hmm I have another question..."

"Ask.. " Smirking as he was keeping pace with her on the undressing. Now turnning her to face him , she sat there facing him , "why did you put your cloak on me the other night? When I woke I had it on.." Another button, her fingers tracing over his skin. "To keep you warm.." Whispered, as his hands moved to rub her sides. She smriked to that, "Vampires dont really get cold,"she was cold to the touch unless she was near him , "any how, I've been cold for a long time."She traced her fingers up and down slowly leaving two buttons to undo "True.. but you seemed to curl into it." Smirking at her, as he pulled her in closer. " Or was it just my scent that got you to hold onto it? "

She smirked a little bit, " you make me feel warm, and yes I liked your scent as well " She curled in closer to him He smirked to that. "Is that all?" She shook her head, "nae, thats not all..." Tracing her fingers over his chest again undoing those last t wo buttons . "But ye knew that already" "Aye.." He grinned as he looked down to her hands. "Seems you like seeing me shirtless. " "Hmmm yes well I may be immortal but I am still a woman." Tracing her fingers over his chest.His skin was so warm to her touch. He smirked to that, as he finsihed unbuttoning her shirt. " That you are.. "Whispered before kissing her softly. Letting her curl up against him to draw in the warmth of his body. She grinned softly before he drew her in to that kiss, not like she minded being shirtless,pressed against him,in that kiss. It warmed her almost instantly. And he continued to kiss her, hands moving to remove her shirt. Hands rubbing along her bared back.


She let her shirt fall to the floor,and continued that kiss, pressing in close to him, her hands darting over his back,she couldnt pull his shirt free but her hands could reach under the undone shirt which they did as they moved. Slowly breaking the kiss, before resting his brow to her's. " Seems we are both drawn to each other." She licked her lips softly and nodded. "Aye," she starred back at him. "Like a moth to a flame.." She touched her marks upon his neck. "I do want ... you to me mine, and I want..to.. " She took a moment a long breath

He nodded softly, as he softly laid her head to his shoulder. Now starting to stroke her hair. She breathed him in, and leaned in to his hand stroking her hair. This wasnt easy for her, so she let her words fade. He caught that, but also caught those unsaid words. "I am your's... and you are mine, Vanessa. " Her brows perked and she inched her head back softly, with a nod before leaning in closer to him. That is what she wanted

He smiled softly to her, as he moved to stand. With her in his arms of course, as he moved towards the bed. and they were moving again, and she hung on to him, as he held her easily in his arms. Her head prsessed close to his chest. He looked down at her, before laying her down on the bed. He then moved to lay beside her. She turned facing him watching him closely. She just smiled as she lay there, " yes?" Grinning back at her as he caressed her cheek. "Nothing," she eyed him over again, " This feels nice.." She traced her fingers over that hand that toched her cheek.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-28 23:33 EST
Rune would just be waking up, as he chose to stay in bed with Vanessa. He was laying on his side at the moment as he slowly openned his eyes. Would the lovely V still be there. She lay there not asleep just curled in tightly to him as she didnt want to move, smelling him as her fingers traced his arm,shoulder and back. "Your cute when you sleep ."She whispered ,knowing he was awake now. He grinned to that, as he trailed his hand along her side and hips. "So do you.. You almost look innocent." Murmured back to her.

She smirked to him, " sure I do." She traced her fingers back up and in to his blue hair smirking,she did like waking up beside him.When she slept she held on to him tightly, not wanting him to disappear. And he leaned towards her, placing a soft lovig kiss to her lips. Letting it linger for a few moments. "You do.. my naughty vampire. " She let that kiss linger, brushing her fingers through his hair and down his neck before the kiss broke. "I am not naughty," she inched closer. " If I were I'd move the blankets." She was slightly curled up in them . " And maybe more," pressing her fingers down his chest.


"So you are a sweet innocent lady?" Teasing her as he pulled her a little closer. "Then again I could tie you up.. maybe more." She smirked to the sweet innocent lady comment, " not innocent... and well ." She glanced down, " a lady in the terms of I am female, but lady as in proper,no. " Her brows rose, as did her arms playfully above her head , " give it your best shot." A smirk to that, as he pulled the covers back, moving to prop his chin in the palm of his hand. Slowly looking her toned nude form over. "Can't I just lay here and admire you?"

She snickered as he pulled the covers away and admired her tone nude form. "Sure ," she admired him right back, "like what you see ?" Grinning that full grin,fangs and all. "Aye.. but." Looking up her form before locking his eyes with hers. "Your eyes are the most beautiful things I have ever seen. Easy for me to get lost into." She smiled and starred back at him, those violet hues beautiful? Shed heard many things about her vampire eyes over the years. "Before I was immortal they were blue, now they range from dark blue to voilet to ruby when im very hungry. " Her fingers graced his cheek softly He kissed those fingers. "Maybe.. but they draw me in.." Baby blues locking onto those bright violets. "And you are a lady.". Whispered softly. She grinned to him, she was drawn in to his eyes as well. "They have that effect. I think its that way with most immortals, I havent met many with my color... ,green,blues,black... E... " She shook her head softly, "someone used to say I had unique sight because of them..." He nodded softly. "All the ones I have met have different colored eyes.. and are able to see more than most." Murmured.

She nodded softly,burshing her fingers to his chest as she inched in. "You know a lot of vamps don't you?" She starred at him, he didnt seem the type to run with vamps,but everyone had the reasons for knowing who they did . " My teachers are vampires.. well part vampire. "A soft chuckle, as he started to make arcanic designs on her stomach. "Though.. they are rather.. rogueish. "

She smirked, "your teachers?. " Her brows rose softly before she glanced to his fingers, then back to his eyes, " Hmm rogues huh?" She traced her fingers up his arm He nodded softly. " Aye.. they might be able to teach you a few things." Winking down at her. " If you want them to.. unless you want me to teach you." " Your vampire teachers, they have told you alot about us." meaning vampire kind. "I wonder how much they know?" wondering who was the elder amoung his vampire teachers. " I can always learn more, and I wouldnt mind either..."grinning. " what can you teach me? "


Smirking down at her. "What do you want to learn?" Still making those designs on her stomach. She shrugged, " I dont know," looking back at his fingers, " what are you doing?" She did like to learn new things, new tricks,fighting techiques, anything. He grinned. " Weaving a love spell on you. " Truthfully it was a few magic symbols. She nodded. "Uh huh, but I have already fallen for you," She leaned in to his hand a touch , " I want to know more about you, is that something you can tell me? " Not really a lesson, but they were laying in bed... Brow rose to that for a moment, before taking her hand in his. "I'm a orphan... It was about twenty years ago, during one of my teachers trips.. When they found me." Whispered softly. "I've spent most of my life here, minus the times I went to the castle not far from here.. " A thin smile for a moment. "Never found out anyting about my parents..but my teachers and their family..are my family now." Her fingers stopped their tracing and she starred at him, as her fingers linked around his she listened. " I am sorry about your parents." She touched his cheek with her other hand .


And he kissed the palm of her hand. "Thank you." A light smile, before looking into her eyes again. " So.. for all those years I have studied and trained here.. all alone.. " Back to trailling his fingers over her stomach. She nodded and smiled softly to the kiss upon her hand. "You must be very good,no wonder your so wise, you have good teachers." She gave him a look then, "and a killer body, training suits you." He smirked to that. "They were good teachers.. not ones to pull punches either". At the comment about his body, he looked her over again. "Bet I could train you to purr.. on command." Teasing her now. She snickered , " I bet you could. " Then nodded about the training , " I never had a teacher." She traced a slow long line over his arm then up across his neck .

He purred to her, before moving his hand to her side. " Bet I could teach you many of things. " Slowly moving to lay over her. "And I'm quite sure you could teach me a few things. "She grinned up at him, "Yes I could. " Gazing in to his eyes, as her fingers rested upon the back of his neck. " Want to know how to be a monster, cuz I got good at that." A slight joking tone,but she was serious. He shook his head softly. "You aren't a monster." Trailing a finger along her neck. "You are a loving and caring person, my Vanessa." Quite serious in return. "I am not a monster now..." Smiling up to him, " live in a hole a hundred years and you see outside of all the blood.. "Her brows rose. " loving and caring yes,only now." She purred softly as he touched her neck He smiled to that purr from her. "Why do you feel that you are a monster? "

"I am a vampire....and I have killed people... many people..." She looked back up at him her eyes distant and sad, "But you have repented for those lives.." A kiss to her brow. "One of my teachers was the same, but he is now a family man, and the ruler here.". Looking back into her eyes. She nodded, " I have not repented not really."A smile then , "I could learn a thing or two from the king it seems. "She leaned up and kissed him. He kissed her back. "Do you feel sorry for those that you have killed? " Whispered softly. " Yes,those that were innocent ."Not all were so innocent in her mind. She whispered back, "it was a dark time for me... I had lost everything....and I became a horror. The type of thing one would kill ...to save many lives."

"Then you are forgiven, my dear." Sure to get him an odd look. " You now have the chance to redeem yourself here.." Murmured. There was that odd look, " are you purging me of my sins?" S he quirked a brow at him, "how can I redeem myself?" Stroking his back slowly. "That I am." A kiss to her cheek. "You can stay here.. and help with teaching others what not to do.." Meaning the choices she had made in life. She nodded , "you teach vampires? or everyone?" She smiled to the kiss , " you would let me stay? You must really like me.. " " I help teach everyone. " Another kiss to her lips. "Aye.. if you wish to stay and help out. " She nodded and retruend that kiss with a deeper one. " Do I get to stay here with you? " smiling, " and I would like to help, theres gotta be someone that can learn from me... "

That deep kiss was returned with a deeper one. "Aye you can stay here with me.. and I'm sure you could teach someone a few things.. What do you know how to do? "Another kiss.. " Besides being a lovely woman?" she grinned to that, "I am a good fighter in my own right. I can track with ease,and I do know a little magic nothing major though. I know lots about history, at least from when I lived in France.." He nodded softly." I bet you know how to dance. " Winking down at her. " Yes, I was once a performer... long ago." Smirking, "you can tell that just by looking at me cant you? " " Aye.. the lean toned form says so." Winking down at her. " Maybe you could teach me how to dance? " Her brows rose " I could, though I wasnt that type of dancer." She figured he knew what she meant, " But I learned a few other dances in my years..." He smirked to that. "Maybe you can give me some private lessons. " She grinned to that, "hmm I would enjoy that. " Looking up at him, " when do I start? " Winking up at him now.

Winks back down at her. "Now if you can get me to move." Moving to slip his hands into hers, to stretch both of their arms out over her head. She grinned. "mmm but I like this. " Gazing up at him, " pinned so helplessly below you ."she purred, she could likely move on top with ease,but waited. "You are far from helpless. " Resting his brow to hers. "Not that I don't mind you playing helpless. " She smirked, " hmm I know." She streched her arms again, pulling her self up then with ease and a little growl pinned him to the bed under her. " I can play helpless later..". He smirked up at her when she turned to pin him down. Letting her be the one on top. "Guess I have to play helpless now. "She lifted her hands from his and slid her fingers down his arms as she sat up. "Though I know your not". Grinning," so what kind of dance moves do you want to learn?" She sat up more nearly straddling his lap now.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-01-30 14:41 EST
Who would figure that love would make me a better woman. Elliots love had tainted me, it made me what I am. His passions made me a monster,his lust for blood made me a killer.


But after lossing my way,I found it again.


After two hundred years of forgetting who I was. Who I really was, it took one person. Just one. For me to see I wasnt a monster any more.


But let me begin again.


My name is Vanessa Emili Thomas. I was born to Peter and Alice Thomas. In the French country side, two miles to the south from Paris. When Paris was still small,before it became this huge city.Europe was a grand place in those days I was born in 1362 and made a vampire in 1382.I was just barely twenty when Elliot turned me. The year is now 2009. That makes me six hundred and fourty seven years old.If I count my mortal years. My brothers name was Alexander Thomas and he was a navy man, a warrior. I have recalled it all, every name every place. I worked for Marie Anne O'Connar at the WinterGreen Loom and sew shop. Hazel Louise' was my dearest friend and co-worker.

The night I met Elliot DeSgard my life was placed in his hands, in his families hands. Elliot DeShard,Joseph DeShard,Edward DeShard. Yet it was Isidora Radenos that started it...But she is dead. I wonder if Sophie Fortescue could invision what her beloved would become, what her son would become. Then there is Greg Ackart and D, the one I truly got along with was D. Though she was as vile as any of them. I have knwon many immortals now,in my passings, but none like the DeShards.

They were the very peek of monsters. The very horror to our myth.

I recall how I came up with the last name Winters. That story I'll tell soon enough. Lets just say, it was a name I had known for a long time. And it fit well for how I felt.Cold and dead like winter can be. Yet lovely still under it all.




Vampires, were every where now,lurking in the dark.I saw them. They were florishing.

I have often wondered what became of Richard Moreau,Kathline Pedin and Roulf Van Alstyne. Were they dead? Or immortals now. Were the Deshards seeking me out?.They must have known by now that I am alive and not dead. And what of Vlad and The Makariy Clan, and of Nate and the Ahati clan? Will they seek me out in my new home? I know they lurk in Rhdyin, I am sure by now Nate has gotten my message,and the DeShards, what of them, will they here of this place of Rhydin and come seeking me out?


Then there is the one name that never leaves my mind, the one person . Different as he is, that gave me a chance. That continues to give me a chance,

Rune Walsh

We met by chance. But hes changed my life. I met one of his teachers the other night... the King of this land in which I now sit. Nosgoth, a powerful place. I have called many places home, yet this feels the most like home. Unlike Rhydin which is tainted with blood and drives even me a civil immortal mad. I nearly lost it last night so starved I had to leave the inn. And come hunting. I stopped only because I can not get him off my mind. My nights are filled with him, my days. My dreams...

647, and I am falling in love again. With a mortal of all things. He doesnt mind that I am what I am. All his teachers, his family are immortals, though different from me. They have more than a soul, they are part pre, angelic as it were.

As I stare at the immense castle and the world around em I can sense the power here even more. I can smell the deer, the water, the trees. Every Immortals and mortal that passes by, from other vampires, to mortals, to elves. There is a strange alliance here.


I see this massive dragon, black as coal not six feet from me sitting in the field feasting on the deer I was hunting. I can smell the blood. I would go in to claim my own, but I am far from crazy. Still this creture was supposed myth and I look at it now.Its like me, myth, legend till you see one....

My mind races to Rune, his touch,kiss, scent, the taste... yes I had long forgotten what mortal blood was like.. I crave it now. Like a drug, his blood. More than I should, its not quite mortal tatsing, its pure... too pure for any mortals...I can almost feel my eyes are ruby,with hungry and lust. I should hunt....

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-01 23:38 EST
She had been in rhydin the city that bathed itself in blood only to leave and come back to Nosgoth to hunt something wild, a deer maybe. But she stopped herself mid hunt impressed by the huge black dragon that sat in the field. She sat there watching it feed on a few fallen deer. Her eyes crimson, bright and brillant.Rune would aim to slip up behind her as she watched the dragon of Nosgoth. Slowly, so not to step on any fallen twigs.

She was focused on the dragon, the deer and the blood, her eyes closed to the scent, she hadnt hunted in many hours.She wouldnt have ehard a thing so focused she was.And he suddenly leaped at her, aimming to tackle her into a roll. Just as the dragon looked up..then went back to eatting.

"Otf," she was hit and was tacked to the ground, her eyes flaring open to gaze down in to the grass. " Rune." she muttered. " Hello." Moving off of her, to lay on his side. "Miss me? " She rolled over and smirked at him, would her note how crimson her eyes were, "I always miss you.. you shouldnt do that,sneak up on me,I could have hurt you." " You wouldn't hurt me." He did notice her crimson eyes, and exposed his neck more. More so exposing her marks on his neck. "Hungry? " Moving to place her hand on those marks, to let her feel his strong pulse against her hand.

"Rune," she pulled her hand back from that pulse. "You have no idea how dangerous I am right now do you? " She rolled up and stood, "Yes I could hurt you.. thats just it..." she was hungry, "yes,I need to hunt,or get some human food." The idea didnt set well with her on that And he moved up to stand with her, turnning her to face him. " Vanessa...my lovely Vanessa." Moving a hand up to cup then caress her cheek. "Drink from me.. "

She starred at him then eyed his neck, "No not this time... I havent fed in a few hours, I could hurt you...or worse." She leaned in to his touch, "I am dangerous right now... and I lo.. "she touched his cheek, "I couldnt bare it if I hurt you... " She kissed his cheek softly then. "I'll be back before you know I am even gone, I just need to fine something that the dragon doesnt have eyes for... " She smirked. Slowly he moved his arms around her waist, drawing her in close. "I'm not letting you go till you drink". Looking into her eyes, letting her see. He wasn't worried about her hurting him. He trusted her " You have to." she starred in to those trusting eyes. " You shouldnt trust me so much...." her fingers graced her marks...she could have a little then go hunting a little later, so rather than fight it she leaned in and kissed those marks.


And he tilted his head, pressing those marks more into her lips. As if teasing her with them. One hand moved to slip into her hand, with his other hand rubbing along her spine. "Drink my love." She couldnt fight it, she would bite in to thsoe marks reopening them and take a slow long drink. A soft sigh to her bitting down before pulling her in a touch closer. Softly holding her in place till she had her fill.

Her fingers tangled with his the other in to his hair, as she took a few long drinks, the na few more before pulling back and cleaning her wound and pulling from him. Yet he held her in his arms, keeping her from pulling fully away from him. " Feel better? " She took a long breath, not that she needed the air.. licking her lips free. She hung her head aoftly,violet eyes again, yet still with a slight red tint.. "Yes," she gazed to him "Though you shouldnt trust me so,I nearly didnt stop..".


Softly kisses her cheek. "Take what you need..my love.. " Softly lifting her eyes to his. She'd note..that dispite how much she took.. There was
her head titled at him, " I am fine, better now." she noted that glow in his eyes. " if I took what I needed you'd be dead... and I couldnt bare that." She touched his cheek A soft kiss to her palm. "That wouldn't happen my love.". Stepping back from her, letting her see the faint glow around his form.. " I am one of the guardians of this realm... making me..in a sence like you. " Meaning..immortal. Her brows riose to that but... "you taste... " she starred at that glow, " guardians..." She nodded, " So.. " Lifting his hand out towards her. "Take what you need.. "

she kissed his hand, "I am alright... really" she nodded, now she just starred at him "hmm," she shook her head "makes sense now, why you tatse so different, yet so like a mortal..." she eyed the lands, " its this place... guess I should have figured..." She then muttered something about' the king' then looked back to the dragon as it took off. He chuckeld softly, before his brows quirked. "I take it you met Darkmere. " A slow grin as he stepped up to her, taking one of her hands into his .

she nodded aye she took his hand and looked to him again, " a very intersting man...." " That he is. " Lifting her hand to make it look as if he was about to kiss it, only to lean towards her and place a kiss to her lips. She returned that sudden kiss. " I can see that he is a good teacher and a good vampire, as immortals go... "she grinned, " though a little brooding for my taste , his wife must." she smirked " never mind.". He laughed softly to that. "His wife is just as brooding as he is. " " She'd better be." She leaned softly closer to him, " why didnt you tell me before that I couldnt hurt you?I knew you were protected, but not immortal.. "


Another kiss to her lips. "Makes me more mysterious. " Slipping from her as he turned to head back towards the tower. "Besides.. you were to distracted by my charms to notice anything else." She snickered and walked with him , " your always so mysterious. Your charms? " She smirked "aye, as I still am... distracted.." Looks over his shoulder. "Not to mention what you have been thinking about doing to me.. that invovles a bed." A wink to her.

She blushed softly, " you dont know what I have been thinking." eyeing him "as if you havent thought of doing things to me. innocent and pure.." Flashing her a smile. " Does it invovle both of us being nude..and in the heat of passion?" Said so cooly and casually. She smirked, " maybe." Could he read her mind after all?. She played it cool and just walked beside him not looking at him letting her hair shadow her face slightly


No, but he was taught to read people's eyes. "Uh huh. " Another smile to her, before reaching over to giuve her rump a nice loud smack. she smirked and inched forward at the smack before walking back wards in front of him, so she could keep those eyes on him. "Even if I was thinking that." She stopped , "I know how to behave." Stepping in closer.

And he slipped his arms around her. "True.". Hands moving down to cup her toned rear. " But you don't want to behave. " She smirked and inched in more so. She eyed him, " doesnt mean I will try and pounce you..I didnt last night,and I could have.. all that dancing we did ." smirking to the memory of her teaching him real dance moves...


He smirked to that. " True.." Now a soft squeeze of her rear, aimming to get her to press even closer. "And you did pounce me..." She smirked, "only a little." Touching thsoe marks with her fingers. " You have no idea what I wanted to do," eyeing him "besides," inching closer "you didnt mind." " True " and Kissing her deeply for a few long minutes, before leaning back a touch. " I know what you wanted to do." She retruned that deep kiss drawn in closer to him. Before he broke the kiss ." did you now?" Smirking, " well?" She eyed those marks, " what is it that I wanted?" He smirked and leaned to her ear, resting his cheek against her's. Whispering as if it was a secret. "You wanted to make passionate love to me.. "

She smriked to the whisper, and nodded softly guess it wasnt such a secret after all she kissed his cheek, before brushing her fingers over that same cheek. And he kissed her cheek back, before nipping at her hand. Lightly of course. She snickered at the nip and growled playfully back at him, before backing up slowly towards the tower Growls back at her, before slowly moving after her. Letting her get a slight lead on him she smirked and raced ahead and inside up towards the room. Hidding just beyond the open doorway.


And he took off after her, grinning and laughing along the way. He then slipped inside. "Hey.. no fair.." Slowly moving in deeper into the tower. She tried not to giggle as she hid. Watching himr ace up after her. She hid well down in the shadows,she would get the spring on him this time.

And he looked around slowly, not seeing her there all hidding. And she snuck out and pounce dhim back to the bed. " got ya." a little playful stare at him... "hmm what to do now? " " Oof! " Face first into the bed he would go. "Hard to do anything with me.." Looking over his shoulder at her. she sncikered and rose off him to flip him over then retake her place on top, "better? " in to his eyes she gazed, " I got you ." She smirked as he wiggled her fingers trailed over his arms so she leaned down and lay there smiling .

And he suddnely rolled over, now being the one on top of her. "So? " she shurrged softly " I was supposed to win." Looking up in to his eyes,so easily drawn to them "Not tonight." Leaning down to kiss her softly, rolling over to let her lay over him again. One hand runnign along her back. she smiled and leaned in close, "when do I get to win? " " You just did." Moving his hands down to run along her hips, then down her legs.

She grinned,as she flet his hands move down her back to her hips and legs "Mmm no." she kissed him. "now I win" then she rolled to her side but stayed close "Hey. " He smirked before rolling onto his side. Then moved to drap one of her legs over his hips.

She wrapped her leg around him. " yes...?" pressing her hands to his chest "Nothing now." Smirking as he oh so slowly ran his hand along that leg. "uh huh" she purred to his touch He grinned to that purr, as pulled her a little closer. She could feel his warm hand though the cloth of her black jeans, she had already kicked off her boots so that she could wrap that leg around him. Looking in to his eyes trying to read them now. She knew what her said to him him with every glance... that she wnated him, and loved him..She inched in tighter as he pulled her in,her fingers moving along his chest and to his shoulders


She'd see that his eyes held the same affection and desire that she had for him. She could read eyes too, now and again, and she leaned in and kissed him softly. She moved with ,before pulling back from that kiss "Hmm ,"she lay there on top again.Those voilet hues flickered open to gaze down at him. And he gazed up at her, as his other hand moved to slide her other leg, letting her straddle his hips. Then started to rub from her knees all the way up her back.

And he gazed up at her, as his other hand moved to slide her other leg, letting her straddle his hips. Then started to rub from her knees all the way up her back. She nearly purred again to his long slow touch ,"ye torment and tease me so..." she straddled his lap and played with his shirt some

"And you enjoy it. " Smirking up at her, as he teased her more by pressing his hips up against hers she leaned down closer at that tease yes I do enjoy it her fingers ran up his chest. "I think you enjoy it more."

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-03 13:40 EST
Come next morning, Rune was the one whom was still asleep in the bed. Laying on his back, with one arm drapped over his face. She was awake, smirking at him as he slept. Once more she had been the one to stop the fun the eve before, she lay there tracing smooth lined over his arms. "Turn off the light ." Muttered at the sunlight, before moving his arm to smile up at her. "How late is it? " She smiled and looked towards the sun. "About eleven or so I would guess by the sun." tracing those lines again He nodded to that, before watchng her tracings. "And what are you doing? "

She shrugged. " Making you mine," smirking at him. "Watching you sleep, debating if I should wake you up.." A kissed to his cheek He smirked to that. "Thought I was already your's" Sliding his arm around her to pull her against him. She grinned "yes you are just writing it," she wrapped her arms around him as he pulled her close, " sleep well? " " Always do. Did you sleep well? " Tracing his fingers along her back, gazing up into her eyes.


She nodded " yes," she nuzzled in closer and closed her eyes . " Very well " she had good dreams,of him,of coarse. Soft smile to her nuzzling in against him. " Tell me.. are you happy here? " " Yes, very. I feel,normal. "opening her eyes straing at him " I don't feel like a monster,I feel like maybe I could do some good here. Its peaceful here, powerful,balanced. And I like,being here with you.. " He nodded softly. " Just like? " Smiling up at her. She smiled back, "I love it." Then running her fingers along his chest. "Is it possible that you love me?" Teasing her. She grinned and nuzzled in closer, then kissed his lips teasingling, "Hmm yes, its possible." He kissed her back. "You lie.. you are deeply in love with me."

She smiled and nodded looing back in to his eyes "Yes, but you knew that " "Aye." Stealing a kiss to her lips. She smiled and returned that stolen kiss "And are you happy,too? " " Hmmm. " Tilting his head as if needed to think about it. Just to tease and torment her.

She watched him for a momemt, running her fingers along those marks of hers.As he gave it thought. And he purred up to her when she caressed those marks. "I believe I am." " I know you are", she grinned and rolled on top of him,grinning down at him now, still gracing those marks " you love me " A smirk to that. " Do I?" A teasing grin as he caressed her sides. She starred down in to his eyes, her own brillant violet. "Yes... you do. I know." Smirked as she pressed in closer " And what tells you that? " Murmured softly, as his hands moved to lay upon her back

"I read people too." looking in to his eyes, as her fingers touched his cheek.Before leaning down close to those marks and kissing them. "I can just tell ." whispering, He closed his eyes to that. " Is it because I see past what you are? " She kissed to his cheek. " Its more than that, yes.You see past what I am...the vampire part doesnt bother you.. take me as I am...You welcomed me here..." He kissed her cheek back. "Not to mention get you to be a bad little girl." Winking up at her. "But I do love you. " She smriked to him. "I am not bad," grinning more to his words " I have been very good.." Kissng the tip of his nose. " If I was bad.. well.." she shifted rolling to her side "We'd do less sleeping in this bed."


He smirked to that, as he rolled to his side. " Is that so? And just what would we be doing?" She smiled to him as she lay there. For a moment longer "Hmmm, things that ."she slid her feet to the floor "lovers do ." " Is that so" Moving a hand up to catch her shoulder. "Show me. " Her brows rose softly to that before she touched his hand and moved back in to the bed, to lay beside him, "show you..? " She inched in close and kissed him softly "Aye. " Nodding softly, before running a hand along her side to her leg, slowly drapping it over his hip. "Unless you want to wait.." Kissing her back, She smiled softly. " I was going to wait,I didnt want to rush anything.". Inching in closer, as her leg drapped over his hip she pressed in close "But if you want..." He nodded softly. "We can wait.. but stay here with me. " She inched in closer "But what If I dont want to wait...? "She inched her hands over his shoulders "Don't want to on what?" Whispered to her. She kissed him softly again, " Nevermind" she just lay there,happily. "I could just stay here"

He kissed her back softly. " Do you wish to take me here and now? " Moving a hand to slowly rub along her bare leg. her brows quirked and she eyed him on that, runnng her fingers down his back. "It can wait.." " Are you sure? " Lightly nudging her head back, before starting to kiss the front of her throat. She smiled and purred softly. " No I'm not," tracing those soft line down his back. "But," she inched back just a inch. "I don't want to rush you,or us." She smiled softly, "it should be.... special..."

He nodded softly to her words. "Aye.. it should be." Looking into her eyes. " You really are happy here.. You seem to wish to be more.. of a lady." Not meaning that as an insult. she nodded "yes... I am happy here. A lady?" a soft smirk" If that means that I havent tried my best to seduce you,then yes.." smiling now " though it is very hard" inching in close again Not too.. " He kissed her softly. "I mean.. you wish to wait.. till we both are certain.. We are right for the other. " Now caressing her cheek. She nodded " yes.. I do.. " smiling " I mean, I'm not getting any older, and I'm not going anywhere. I want to stay here, with you, do as much good as one vampire can.. "

He nodded softly. "Not to mention to keep any other woman from steasling me from you." a little grin to that "Well, who wouldnt want a man like you. But they are welcome to look, just not touch.I might snap" nipping at his nose playfully. "Not that you don't want to keep me all to yourself.. .Unless it wouldnt bother you if I went and spent the night somewhere else? "there was that devilish smile "Laying in someones bed... nude.. " He nipped back at her nose. "You try that..and I'll tie you to my wall.. " she eye the wall and then looked to him batting her eyes "Hmm... " she spun her arms up above her head "You wouldnt do that.. you like being close to me."


He smirked and shifted to lay over her, with his hands moving up to hold her's to the bed. "True.. but you would make a very lovely wall fixture." She smirked up to him "Yes,well.I am a better bed sheet. You know soft " grinning, as she slid her leg up along his hip "easily wrapped around you " "True." Letting her wrap those long toned legs around him. " Not to mention very.. pleasing to be wrapped up in. " She smiled and wiggled her fingers "Hmm, yes well..I like being wrapped around you.. nice and warmd so" eyeing him " Hmm sexy." Smiles back to her, as he leaned back to rest on his knees. "But I do love this scene.." She grinned at him "me laying here like this? "She wiggled her fingers at him again.


"Aye. " Grabbing a silk rope from the headboard, before moving to tie her wrists to the headboard. If she would let him. She watched him "going to tie me up? "She would let him, not as if she couldnt break rope with ease, but it was him tying her up, she was focused on his eyes. " Aye". Grinning down at her, and once her wrists were tied up. He moved his hands to her sides. she snickered " Why am I tied to your bed?" watching his hands now "For this. " Whispered, as he started to tickle her sides. Winking down at her. Sly one wasn't he? And she started to giggle "Ye tricky man" giggling more so He grinned to hearing her laugh.. "Not that you mind being tied up, and helples"s.

She smirked at that, "helpless?" she pulled on those rope "we'll see" giggling more. Grins down at her, before slipping from her. Oh he knew she could get free, as he slipped his pants on. " Yes..we will." And he started to head out " Hey " she broke the ropes then "No leaving." she tossed the rope off and started after him.Snaging his shirt and slipping it on. She couldnt very well chase him in the buff .

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-04 23:44 EST

You can live forever and never truly live.

As an immortal you can go places,see things that mortals may never see. You can see the passage of time like no other. Yous ee the world and it sees you a child of the night. Vampires have been around a long time, someone like me makes a little dent in the immortal world. But in my six hundred years and change, I have seen the world change, the rise and fall of nations the rise of the the new world.Though I never sailed to it,I never saw it. I was ina hole for a long time, trapped burdened by my sorrow.

The life of most vampires is filled with blood, the blood of those they hunt. The blood they too once had running through them, the beat of a human heart. You loose your grip with mortals, with all you knew. In my case I forgot everything. It has tkaen this long to recall everything, I know who I am now.No longer a monster hidding in some hole. no more a hunter of innocent lives. But rather the protector of those lives.

Immortals know not of god or the devil. We can never see any god, for we are damned. Soulless creatures. Or so I came to believe long ago from the DeShards. Elliot once said that we were all damned, and doomed to damn the world. That god would not look upon us and grant us his blessings, nor would the devil take us in. For we were worse than his very own kin.

I have killed. This I do not deny. I have tall, and they are over 100. Those that I killed with Elliot, those that I killed afterward. And now, the immortals that have joined them. My own kind. It seems sinful to hunt your own kind. But thats what I have been doing. In the city of many devils known as Rhydin. I have been hunting my own kind stopping them in their kills, saving inncoent lives to atone for my sins of the past. I stay in Nosgoth, but travel there to do good. But that city also brings out the monster in me,the scent of blood hangs so thickly there that I wonder how long it will be before I too hunt the people.

Then there is Rune.

We met under such odd circumstances. Just two strangers passing on a road. But I have never wanted someone so much in all my life, mortal or immortal life that is.


He talks that I could redeem my self. Become a good eprson. Can a vampire ever be a good eprson,can they ever be a person at all. I lost my self in blood for a long time, both at Elliots side and alone. Yet Rune sees past the past of mine he known not of, he sees me."My lovely Vanessa." And I crave him, to be close to him, to yes to taste him. His blood tastes like mortal blood, but he is more than that. He says that once Darkmere, was like me. That he had killed many people yet now is a stable and good man. I wonder what it was that changed the dark king from being a bringier of death to a man of peace and balance.

When I recall my life as a mortal I recall the farm hose, my parents tending to the farm and their duites with smiles.I recall my borther so proud of his mission. My mothers voice, the scent of her hair like lillacs. My fathers scent,like the woods, earth and tanned leathers. My dear brothers goofy smile. They are gone, dead. And they have been dead for some time now. I morned them before I became what I am now. I morn them now.

I wonder how much I should tell Rune of my past. Would the vampires here who are my elders, know of the DeShard name. Would the know of the clans they both both the Ahati Clan and Makariy Clan, will soon enough be in Rhydin. By now Al has gotten my message to Nate. And the vampires of the city know who I am. I am a killer of my own kind. It is only a matter of time...

All an immortal has is time. In my heart I know I should tell Rune. He means more to me than anything. He is more to me than a lover,he is my love.My beloved. But will he still love me once he knows of my past? I wish there was some way to know, for sure. A way to tell someone of my past who wasnt Rune, to test it out. Perhaps soon I sould try and seek out those teachers here...

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-08 23:07 EST
It was odd without Rune around. Very odd. Waking and not having him there sleeping or smiling at me. Nosgoth though very powerful and protected does not call me out. It should it is wild and filled with things unknown, but there is no one here, just the black dragon, the deer. The animals, no others here all away still. Rune headed tot he south or so he said for some sort of pressing matter.

And I. I head to Rhydin, the city of blood and death.

The city calls to me with its sights and smells. The promise of a fresh warm meal, is never something even I can pull from my memory. The taste of human blood, its not something you forget even after so many years.

The city is cold, but the cold never has bothered me. The smell of blood lingers there, blood has never bothered me. Its the life blood of the people, the scent could drive me mad. Any normal vampire, would be hunting in this city. Lucky for me I am not so normal..
~~~

The long dark alleyways of the marketplace,strech out before violet eyes. The scent of blood,sweat.The scent of coffee,pasteries and dust. The market of Rhydin was a wide array of scents for the sences. I could taste the air and they might taste the very city its life blood.

A hunter would know this city as their place to find food. At least the kind of hunter with fangs, claws and an unbeating heart. Vampires. Werewolves might find a home here, and those who love to hunt, kill and steal. They too would find it easy to dwell here. There is no end to those who wander here unarmed, this city is dangerous. Those here know it. They work, live and play here. And most know the dangers by now, its the new people that come here that are those who fall int he night, meals for someone's table.

A scream here, a cry there. To many to save, not enough doing the saving. One cannot turn blind eye, but one doesn't make much of a difference either.



* "Nate avait raison ." That voice, familar.And an all to familiar language and that dark accent.. " You haven't changed Vanessa." Turning she crossed her arms and looked to see Edward standing there, his crimson eyes shadowed by his dark long hair, dressed in a fine Italian suit. ** " Edward, je souhaite que je pourrais dire que j'?tais heureux de vous voir. Mais je ne suis pas. Quel dans neuf enfers faites-vous ici ?" Six hundred years and change was a long time to work on her French. He had started it. His smirk grew. "You sent me a message. Alister was very scared of you, with all right, he should have been. ***Donc ici vous ?tes, tout seul dans cette grande ville sanglante, chassant en bas votre type toujours. Comment mon ancienne soeur est-il dans la loi? Bien j'esp?re. Vous paraissez merveilleux, delious m?me. "

She growled, " Rhydin is doomed yes, but no better place for me to go down. If the city dies, perhaps I will go with it." He chuckled, " dear sweet Vae, Elliot was so right about you. You make a fine vampire, yet you have the one thing an immortal should not. A soul. " He leaned off the building and crossed closer sniffing the air. "And better yet, I smell. Hmm. Leashed yourself a play toy?"

She growled more baring her teeth, " that's none of your business, I departed all ways with the DeShards long ago." Edward chuckled again, " you think I am here to fight? I am not. Though, you would look very nice chained to my wall back home, you could be an example to the new vampires. I am re-creating my family. Joseph has remarried, his bride is with child. D and Greg are making vampires all over the world. London is just crawling with us, and I came here.ery pit of hell to find immortals willing to join us. The clans were over ruled. They have joined us, they work for us. And you my dear are not enough to hold this town away from us. You would need an army"



He took a step closer. Eyeing her with a smirk. **** "Aller ? l'enfer." She spat at him. He smirked, " you were always fiesty V. I wonder Hmm, does you little immortal lover know just how fiesty you are?" She stepped towards him and slapped him hard drawing her nails across his cheek. He whirled back and hissed grabbing his cheek, the marks healed as fast as they were put there.

"He will never be safe, you will never be free of the DeShards or what we mean to you until were all dead. You may have killed Elliot, but I am alive and kicking, as is my son and sister ... and soon. I will be back, and you sweet V will come back to the fold. ***** Vous n'aura pas d'autre choix." He slid his hands in to his jacket pockets and slid away like the snake he was. She hissed and growled wishing she could tear him to pieces, but he was many years her elder and he would have won that fight.


V headed back home. Back to Nosgoth which had become her home. She needed to seek out someone who she could talk to, bounce her past off of before telling Rune what had happened. Rune had once told her that Darkmere was like her once, dangerous so that's where she went right for the castle, seeking out the dark brooding king.

~~

* "Nate avait raison ." nate was right

**" Edward, je souhaite que je pourrais dire que j'?tais heureux de vous voir. Mais je ne suis pas. Quel dans neuf enfers faites-vous ici ?" Edward, I wish that I could say that I was happy to to see you. But I am not. Which in nine hells done you here?

***"Donc ici vous ?tes, tout seul dans cette grande ville sanglante, chassant en bas votre type toujours. Comment mon ancienne soeur est-il dans la loi ? Bien j'esp?re. Vous paraissez merveilleux, delious m?me.." So here you are, all alone in this big bloody city, hunting down your kind still. How is my former sister in law? Well I hope. You look wonderful, delious even.

****"Aller ? l'enfer" - go to hell


*****" Vous n'aura pas d'autre choix." You will not have any other choice

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-09 23:34 EST
Vanessa had made a choice. She needed guidance, she needed advice. The problem was, she didn't know anyone. She had made great stride in Rhydin, meeting new people.Getting to know the city and its people.But she was hard pressed for friendships. It took time to make friends,she had lots of time. But she needed help and advice now.She wasnt sure everyone in Rhydin that she ahd met knew what she was, and what she could do.

So she headed from Rhydin back to t he tower.Rune was still gone. She changed her clothing ,washed and brushed her hair. And made her self presentable. Then headed for the castle. She had seen it from a afar now many times watched as the huge black dragon sat on top watching over the lands. But now she walked towards it. It was not really frightning.It was although a big deal. Hugging her black jacket closer and tooka breath, not that she needed it, and went right up to the door. She was going to knock, but before she could the door opened. She stood aside as a man and a woman passed out. The man was tall, with dark brown ahir and yellow feral eyes. He sniffed the air and looked at her. "You have a visitor Neice." He spoke inward. The woman beside him was also tall, very wild looking, her hair was long and auburn, her eyes also feral yellow. Then from within another tall woamn with auburn hair stuck her head out,she smiled. "Thank you uncle," she grinned a full lupine grin at Vanessa. "Your Vanessa." V nodded, "yes..." Jade smirked, "I am Jade RosenWolfe-Alcar.I'm Darkmeres wife, these are Alces and Tala my family." Vanessa smiled to the two and bowed her head to Jade, "A pleasure to meet you all." Alces smirked, " shes a full blood vamp,hmm" He starred at Vanessa in to her eyes. Vanessa starred back, "And you all are lupines, with a slight cross of lycan blood." Tala grinned, "I like her already.She uses all her sences."

V grinned at that. "You have no issues with lycans?" Jade asked. "No My lady.I know that not all werewolves are bad,nor are all wolves..just as all vampires are not evil ." Jade grinned more, "come in,please. I'll see you later uncle." Acles nodded and her and Tala shifted to wolf form and ran off.

"So V," Jade closed the door. "What do I owe the pleasure of meeting Runes.." She paused, " good friend."

"I was wondering if Darkmere..I mean the king would be able to see me." Jades auburn brows rose a touch, "you wish to speak with my dark brooding husband..I hope all is well." "Oh yes, its just Runes been away for a while now. And I need some advice.I don't have many friends,and I was told by Rune that your husband is very wise in matters like mine."

Jade nodded, "Dark is very wise in many matters,I am sure he wouldnt mind if you went up stairs and knocked on his door. But you'll have to wait a little bit, hes currently talking to our sons.Perhpas I could keep you company till they are finished." V nodded, " yes that would be fine, I didnt know that you and Dark had other children. Rune said you just had twin girls." Jade nodded, guiding V towards the little sitting area beyond the stairs. "Thats right, though Raz and Gabe are not of my blood, they are my sons non the less.Rune is like family to us,I am sure you'll meet many more of the Alcars soon enough. I think you'd like most of them, the men are very rougeish, and there are few of we women. But we love them." She winked, " so what is the issue you wish to discuss with Dark?"

"Well, I don't know where to start." V looked around as she sat down, "At the beginning,perhaps?"

"Yeah, Well. I don't know how much has gone around about me." Jade smirked to that, "not too much, we know of you, know what you are,and know that Rune is very fond of you.But not much more." V nodded, "Well my issue has to do with my past, and basically I was wondering how Dark went from being someone that people feared to someone that well is a father and noble figure.I mean Rune said that Dark was once very..." "Evil." Jade added. "Yeah,and also I was wondering how he told well, you and others about his past, and till could get as far as he has.."

Jade smiled,and leaned forward a touch. "Its true that he was once a very dark and dangerous man, but he can still be that. In part it is thanks to Nosgoth that he is so balanced now. Also its in part to his family, his brothers,his sons, and my self and now our daughters. But he tells the story much better. But what excatly are you worried about Vanessa?"

"How much do you know about Vampires?" Jade smirked at that questions, "what dont I know?"

"When I lived in France as both as a mortal and an immortal there were two clans of vampires..The Ahati Clan and Makariy Clan they ruled there along with a very wealthy familyThe DeShards .The son of this family Elliot ." She said the name with much distaste. "Was the one who made me a vampire in 1382, the clans tried many times to win their way in to the family. But they never could,it wasnt until my sires death that they got in. I ran in to three new members of the Ahati clan in Rhydin, they were hunting. I stopped them, but one of them knew me,the leader of the clan, Nate told them about me, so I sent Alister back with a message for Nate. A week passed then another, and nothing but the other night when I left the Inn, some one came out of the alley, he spoke french. Which in Rhydin wouldnt have struck me as unusally if I hadnt recognized the voice. It was Edward the eldest of the DeShards. " She looked to Jade who was listening.

"Edward told me that I would never be free of them, of the DeShards and all I had done would come to haunt me. That he would make sure I came back to the fold, that i would have no choice, that those I am close with will be in danger as long as I hide..I havent told Rune anything about my past, I ahaent even told him that I finally recalled who iIwas as a human, my life and all that followed. I know I need to tell him."

"But your worried," Jade listened intently, "your worried for Rune, and your worried that he wont see you the same way once you tell him your past?"

V nodded, " I care about him, I care more for him than I have ever known possible.And The DeShards are very powerfull,and the clans are very powerfull.I know Rune can take care of himself.. as I can take care of myself. But I ..."

Jade was smiling, "you love him." She watched Gabe and Raz pass down he stairs and waved to them. "He will see past all the evil you could have possibly done, and love you still." "How do you know?" Jade just smirked, " because, no matter what I had done in my past Darkmere still loves me, and no matter what he did then or what he does now I love him. But you should go and converse with him, hes better with vampire matters than I am, if it were up to me I'd find this Edward and rip him apart.And Darkmere is well, better at dealing with things of this nature,though his ways arent that different,Rune is family." V rose, and Jade led her towards the upstairs study.

~ cross posted in The Wolves Den, many thanks to Jade and Dark.~

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-10 00:31 EST
Jade smirked to her husband when he walked in, always snooping she thought. "Yes I will." She grinned, Dark was so sexy when he was like this. He was all business. Off she went to get that drink, one for them all. She looked back between them both as she left, she could be jealous of V. But knew her husband well, and V she knew well enough now to not be too worried.

V noted the king, his causl wear, which was a new sight for her. Wasnt he the dark brooding one, always in the shadows and here he was very casual, in that white shirt and denim jeans, even Jade was causual she had noted, in her all dark color look. V was in that dress, it was pale blue, but she wore that lovely leater jacket over it. So over dressed did she feel. "Thank you for the welcome,My lord" very proper. "Your wife has been as kind to let me stay while you were busy with kingdom duties.Yes she introduced me as they passed." V had met Kahna nd Ghallon briefly before they left and Gabe as well, but not Raz as he was brooding somewhere upstairs.

V watched Jade then looked to Dark again. "Oh well I dont wish to start any troubles... and I..." she was family? That shocked her.She followed to the lounge and watched the lupine go to fecth drinks. " You do? I know you caught some of that, but why do you think I am here?"

Jade returned with drinks, for them all. And sat slwoly beside her huband. Shed be damned if she let him alone with a beautiful sedcutive vampiress.

"He reads people well" Jade smirked and looked across to Vanessa. Jade took the woman in, for a vampire she was very pretty.Jade had known few female vampires, who she could stand.let alone those she thoughts to be anything more than monsters good for the kill. But Vanessa was lovely, her dark hair framed her fair features, her eyes were bright, violet with undertones of ruby. Jade knew somehow that V handnt fed that was why in that cup she now held V had bloodwyne, Darks private stock.

V tooka sip and tasted the blood wyne, it was a mix of blood, between pig and something else, it wwa s good, evry gppd. Violet hues looked to Jade who raised her wine glass, filled with red wine. Jade read vampires well. Vaness looked back at Jade measuring the lupine, once more. Yes she could see what Jade had once been an assassin, she could almost smell it. That kind of job leaves its mark, Jade wore it well. She was regal and lovely as any queen and the perfect match for Darkmere. She wasnt like other lycans she had met in her years, perhaps it was the mixed blood of the lupine, that made Jade softer,or seem softer. She sat there beside him sipping her wine. Letting him be the figure head he was.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-10 23:32 EST
He laughed softly to Vanessa being so formal with him. " Relax.. There is no need for you to be so formal with me. Be yourself. " A soft gesture towards her as he moved to sit down. " And I know you aren't here to start trouble. " A smile to Jade as she sat down, flashing her a smirk.

He then looked back to Vanessa. " You are worried about Rune.. He is doing fine, as is helping out some of our friends. " He looked the woman over, and smirked a touch. " I do see why he is in love with you. You are a beautiful young woman.. not to mention a smart one. " Sure to get an elbow from Jade.

" But onto what you wished to see me about."

Now going quiet so he could hear the full story from Vanessa herself, already knowing Jade knew it. And seeing how the lupine was silent as well, she seemed to feel that this was Vanessa's wish.

How could she relax she wondered, how did anyone relax around him. Yet there Jade sat beisde him calm and very relaxed even as he called her beautiful and smart, only one brow of the lupines went up. But V just sat forward a bit and smiled softly, "Its hard to relax, and I know hes alright.I know him well enough to know that much.Yes I was worried about him. But I know hes alright." She took a nother sip of wine.



Jade smiled sipping her wine watcjing V,taking her in. Listening.


"Yes well, what I came to see you about concerns Rune, and you all, since he is family..." V continued with the full story of he rlife, from her mortal life in 1362 to when she was reborn in 1382 . All about Nate the Ahati Clan and Vlad and the Makariy Clan . All the DeShards in there as well, Edward,Joseph , Elliot her sire, D and Greg. To how she had become a monster a story she ahd not even told Rune in full, to the hunter who saved and spared ehr and taught her something.To now how she had come across Alister in the alley way in Rhydin, to the message she had sent to Nate. Then every word Edward had spoken to her. Every threat laced with fear he had placed.

" Edward is the oldest of the DeShards, and the most powerful, hes centries old. Born a child when rome was new, he was a young man when Caesar ruled, and he became a vampire long ago then. He has lived through it all, and now he has allied the clans,and come to Rhydin. I know that city is doomed to death, and likely will die out... its not Rhydin i wory for, though I will fight to keep the immocent there alive and free of this... it is for Rune for this place, for those places he has told me about your allies... for if I can come from Rhydin to here so easily, so can they.I know this place is protected as are its people.. " She glanced to Jade, she knew that any vampire who was a threat to this land had not only its king to worry about but the lycan lupines as well.

"But Edward DeShard... he is an evil man, he was evil long before he became a souless monster. He would do anything to have me back in the fold, one of them. He knows I have power. He would not kill Rune you see, he would capture him, torture him... for decades if thats how long it took, but it wouldnt take that long for me to sell my soul to free Rune. I would risk my life for him. I havent told Rune about my past... "

She glanced down to the wine then over the room, "Rune once told me that you were very diffrent from who you are now, your lovely wife said the same. I am worried that if I tell him he will, never look at me the same way again. I also need help, I may have skills, I am a good fighter in my own right and getting better every day I stay in Rhydin,hunting those that hunt the innocents,.my own kind." She breathed, "But I need training... I never had a teacher.. I need help to stop Edward... I can not do it alone. I come here for that, for wise counsel, for anything you your family can give me..."


"And we will give it" Jade replyed softly. A smile to ehr brooding king, "I would love to help you train, as I am sure many ehre would. I am sure that the boys." Meaning Khan,Ghallon and even Gabe and Raz would help. " As well as Tala and Alces would be glad to help in that matter, these are others as well, I have a few favors of a few elves to call in." Her dark brows rose softly. She smiled more, and let Dark take point again.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-11 23:23 EST
Darkmere leaned back in the chair as he listened to Vanessa's life story. Leaning towards her as she started to describe this Edward, as a slow smirk crossed his lips. Mostly due to what she said about him.

Once she was finished with her tale, as well as her request for trainning and help. He nodded lightly as Jade seemed to know what his answer would be.

"As Jade just said." Glancing to her with a grin. "We will help you out in this situation. You hold the safety of our people in high reguard. That alone earns you my respect, and my help. " Now looking back towards Vanessa.

"As for this Edward.. and anyone that aides him. He will find it hard to come here, but none the less." He paused as Ghallon stepped into the room, with that golden staff in hand.

"So.. you are Vanessa. Seeing how my brother has already offered any help you need. Jade.. use the trainning grounds at the tower. I am sure they will help you to train her." The elder Alcar nodded to the pair, before turnning to head out. Getting Dark to chuckle as he wasn't going to spoil the surprise.


V's brows rose a touch as she looked to Darkmere then back to Jade. The lupine was egar to get right to it wasn't she. Jade grinned back at her brooding man and shifted to stand, to take the empty glasses back , she was gone and back before V could do much of blink, use the lupine had killer skills.

" I would wish no harm upon anyone,let alone an innocent. This land is powerful, I dont soubt that Edward would have issues coming here. But he has none with going in to Rhydin. There are several who aid him, I doubt Josseph will come, or for that matter D or Greg but there are the cland, Nate and Vlad,and Alister if hes still alive. And any others they have drawn in to that group. Edward likes to recuit. He likes to find thsoe skilled in fields like assassin, and theif. Hes alsoa sucker for a pretty face." She peered at Jade and Jade smriked, seemed the two were hatching a plan. Then her eyes shifted to Ghallon as he entered. Jade had not formally intorduced them, but V knew who he was.

Jade grinned, "Will do Ghallon. I'll get Tala in on it too." V nodded, " when ever you wish to start My Lady." Jade grinned, "Oh I like her shes got spunk. Go Change I'll meet you." She winked and V rose and bowed her head, " thank you both." V was quick to leave pulling on her jacket and stepped outside.

Jade turned to her brooding husband and elbowed him in the side. "Thats for oogling over her." She smirked and went to get in to her training clothes.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-18 23:19 EST

Training:Night One


"Don't worry about what he is doing at the moment, nor who he is trying to recruit. For now focus on the matter at hand, that being your trainning." He had ways of finding things out about people and knew just the pair that could get the job done. Which left the trainning in Jade's hands for now.

He then watched Vanessa move off, before looking to Jade at the elbow to his ribs. Flashing her a smirk. "I was only sizing her up, as I never oogle women." So trying to appear innocent now, and knew he failed in that.

No sooner than Vanessa left the lounge, did she meet Raziel. Whom was on his way back towards Greenstone castle. A slow smirk crossed his lips upon seeing the woman. "Well.. I see that we are finally getting some lovely vampiric women around here." Not hidding the once over of her form.


V hurried out of the castle looking back only once as she crossed paths with the youngest of Darks sons and across the field that would be their training ground, still covered with ice and snow. That wasn't about to stop her, the snow didn't bother her, nor did the cold.Up the stairs of the tower she flew,taking three at a time. In to the room she shared with Rune. She dashed kicking off her fancy shoes,tossing her jacket to the bed and unzipping that fancyish dress. She changed in to black legging like pants,and a short sleeved jade tone top,then her boots.

She takced on a belt, and sheathed her sword and dagger to it, then eyed the place she kept her modern weapon, and shook her head. Then dashed back down stairs to find Jade already waiting for her, dressed in black and off white, her weapons sheathed to her back like an assassin would.V pulled her hair back and Jade smiled and walked backward s across the now snowless practice field. " A family perk." She waved her hand over the somewhat muddy ground. "Lets get to work shall we, we'll start with hand to hand. Then after that we'll move on to some weapons."

V nodded and squared off . Jade nodded like wise and did the same.

In 1435 V had run across a living breathing Lycan,in France. She had heard much of werewolves, the lore and such and knew they were as real as she was, but she had never seen one, never watched one fight. Never gone against one, sure there was lots of in fighting vampires verses werewolves and the like, but in the end they were the same one just shifted forms to kill and in all truth vampires were not that different from lycans. She'd never seen one shift from human to wolf till the day she saw Alces and Tala there in Nosgoth, the ones she saw were always in one form or the other, human or were wolf. But this was different Jade didnt have to shift to look like the creature she was,just like V didnt have to shift to be what she was.


Jade was more than lycan though, though that blood ran in her.The lupine blood was stronger,the wolf over came the werewolf. Jade was many things, wife,mother, queen. But also she was trained in magic, hand to hand and blade skills. V knew Jade had once been an assissin. And she showed it with her form as she circled about never taking those bright blue eyes off of V. Likewise V watched Jade her eyes tinted red,the blood lust pumbing in her veins, a good fight always brought it out. The hunter.



They didnt start slow.No. Jade wasnt going to pull any punches. "Hold nothing back." Jade called across the field and V nodded. Then Jade looked to the woods and back and a slow fog started to roll in. V knew that fighting head on face to face wasn't Jade style, an assassin worked in the dark under concealment. So she watched the fog roll in and focused the wind was against her blwoing her scent right to Jade but V had her own skills. She could hear Jades heart beat, faster than a humans,pumbing that blood through her. V could nearly taste it,shed have to use that to her advantage.



V listened, waited, slowly curlcing away as Jade circled towards her. Then as she heard the lupines heart race, she knew Jade was moving in on the attack. The first three bows laded landing V on her ass, she rolled up and blocked the next three, fighting back. She knew she landed a punch when Jade rield back and came up from behind, new tactics. Jade fought well seeing right throught he fog and she knew V could smell ehr now at this close range.The scent was woodsy,like most animals,like a wolfs own scent, tinged with human blood. Jade could smell V as well, a cold crisp scent,like most vampires. They laid in to the other, punching,kicking, flipping, rolling over the wet ground.

They flipped, tossed,kicked,punched,rolled and flew . The fight was more than training. The hours passed and they could be heard as they fought as punches landed and as ground was gained on both sides. When the fog started to fade and the first meres of dawn broke through V and Jade stood brusied, sore and a bit bloody starring at the other. "You fight like an animal." Jade smirked and wipped the sweat from her brow. "You too." V did the same. Jade reached out and patted V's shoulder. "Take a little breather while you can." V's brows went up at that. " blades raining starts as soon as someone gets here." "Your not training me?" Jade shook her head, " I am skilled, yes,I have been known to slice and dice with my swords,but we have many family members as well as friends who are skilled too.So I called in a favor, or two" "So whos the lucky person?" Jade smirked, "You'll see." And her eyes panned to the west towards the trees then towards the castle. Who would it be?

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-22 23:20 EST
No sonner than the training end, and Jade looked towards the edge of the woods. Did the next person to offer a hand in trainning Vanessa did appear. Raziel was walking towards the pair, with a sly grin on his lips. " Mother." A nod to Jade.

Now a glance to Vanessa as he shamelessly looked her over. " So.. this is the one we are to help. Any certain area she needs help in." Now running a hand through his hair, as this might have gotten a bit easier for Vanessa. Raziel was always more of the flirt than anything.

Jade smiled as Raz ccame across to them, "Son." Jade watched him as he looked at Vanessa. "Yes Vanessa Winters, my son Raziel." V nodded, " Hi again." She had seen the two sons before,and Raz had given her that look before too.

Jade looked back to Raz and smirked " Shes rather good if I say so my self, her hand to hand skills are rather up to date, but I was looking for someone beside myself to take her on in blades, I'd assassinate her in that." Jade was a bit cocky but correct. "Are you offering? And no trying to woo her, her heart is set on Rune." She eyed her son on that, as if she knew him too well.

V watched them mother an son, though not of blood,the bond V could see. Jade knew Raziel well, well enough to know him to be a flirt. V sized him up, he looked much like hi s father, dark hair, golden eyes,with a wicked little glint in them that flirt showing through. Vanessa had know many vmapires like him in ehr time, and even though his blood was mixed witht hat of angel,like Darkmere, she could see he was a rouge as Rune had said most of the Alcar men were.

Jade looked back to Vanessa, watching her int he act of sizing up her son, the lupines dark brows rose., what woman even not going in to batttle or training wouldnt size up Raz or Gabe, or for that matter any of the Alcar men? Jade snickered, and looked back to Raz as she was sure he was sixing V up and snapped her fingers in front of his eyes. "Your skills with a sword are very good, you could train her,or we could see else happens by." Jade was looking around now,anyone could just happen by.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-24 00:06 EST
He looked from V to his mother, giving her a cute little pout. "I can behave. Even if she is a lovely little thing." Flashing Vanessa a shameless wink, with a blown kiss. Before turning to put a little distance between them. Granted he prefered to be a flirt, but as he turned to face the pair.

Jade would notice how serious he suddenly became. "Now.. what is it you wish to learn from me?" Eyes going to a smokey blue now, as he drew his sword. Seems Raz was going to help train their new friend an ally.

Then again, once a flirt always a flirt. No doubt the young Alcar was already putting together a plan to have a little harmless fun, during this training session.


"Behave?" Jade smirked and let her hair down, "Alcar men dont know the meaning of that word. But I'll trust you my son,I need to go shower and check on the girls then."She noted his serious tone, that tone she knew so well, most of the men carried that tone... She looked to V, "I leave you in my sons hands,I trust him to be a good teacher,tell him anything you wish to learn,and watch out hes very sly." She then turned and looked to Raz, " try and focus on her weak points,and I'll check on you both ina n hour or so." And off the lupine went.

V looked from Raz to Jade. " Thank you M'lady for your training. I trust your judgement to leave me in his hands.. as you said. " Then she looked to Raz and ndoded once more to Jade, "I will watch out." Once Jade was gone V took that stance once more,looking across to those smokey blue eyes. "Jade was right,I am far less skilled than her in the area of sword,my skills are rough, they always have been. I wish to learn anything you can teach me. I am a willing and able student." V was focused, she was hell bent on becoming a better fighter, she would need to be to go and face the clans and Edward. She knew his history well enough to know he didnt fight fairly.

Edward DeShard had nto grown up a fighter, no he ahd been no more than a stable hand in Rome. But as the centuries went on, he became well evrsed in every mannor of sword play,then he had his mages and those who did magic for him for he was not of that type, then witht he new world he even carried aside arm, most vampires would not, least none that V had known in her time would dare to carry antyhing but a sword or dagger but now in days vampires carried guns. Edward would likely carry one,even if he didnt use it. She would need to know how to fight him, and how to win.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-25 00:41 EST
Raziel flashed his mother a smile to her comment, knowing she spoke the truth about the men in the family. Gaze then turned to Vanessa, lips curling into a sly smirk at her words.

"Willing and able? This might be some fun for the both of us." Shameless wink at her, before nodding for her to show him what she knew with the sword.

Already he expected her to have learned a few things from Jade, plus it would allow him to see her form in action. Even if it was with a sword. Plus it allowed him to put his plan into action as well.

She cocked her head at him when he said this might be more fun for the both of them, he was a flirt wasnt he, a sly dog. And a rouge like she knew all the men were. Jade had warned her, Rune had too. V could hold her own with a flirt. She stpped back and drew that sword it was old, but no less able to be used. That thin long sword, that was older than she was but still sharp still able to be used. She had also a swept hilt rapier, thatw as newer,she ahd gotten that a year before falling in to Rhydin, it reste don her hip still she would use the long swordhe felt well evd in slicing and diceing with both.

She showed him she could parry,block, strike and spin,thats he knew all the basic moves of a good sword fight, but her moves were not refined, they were choppy at best, but she could slice and dice yes in Rhydin she had learned it wasnt always how fancy the moves looked as long as they worked, but fighting Edward wouldnt be like fighting two bit crooks and half wit vampires in Rhydin no, he was cenrtuires old, and skilled.

She slashed and blocked against fake attakers to show Raz what she knew. She could coupe, Coul?,Disengage,Feint as well as other flashy moves shed learned ages ago in frnace,fencing moves, that were still rough, shed spent ages using ehr hands, her fnags to kill things, or maybe a well placed dagger to the back or neck, but a sword she had only just ebgun to use whens he found that old one she used now to show what she knew.

When she stopped she knew he would be eyeing her, she knew some facny stuff,but she knew she wasnt perfect. She wondered if he had watched at all or if he had just enjoyed watching her spin around with that sword, just to eye her body. Not that she minded much what he was doing. She could be a flirt too, decades of practice.
"Thats it,I'm rough around the edges."

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-26 00:41 EST
Crossing his arms as he watched her going through the motions of what she knew. He seen a faint touch of Jade's teaching here and there, but also he noted she had potentail if she put up the effort. Which he knew she did.

Once she had finished, he nodded lightly. "Not to bad. You have some skill, yet against this Edward. From what my father told me.. Is quite ruthless." Now moving over towards her, carefully taking the long sowrd from her.

Taking note of it for a moment, before murmuring a few words. While waving the other hand over it. The sword would flicker for a few moments, then returned to normal. Or so it seemed, as he handed it back to her.

" There it should serve you better. It is now made for your hands only. " A sly grin before he took a few steps back from her. Drawing his own sword now. He then started with the basics with her. Which would actually help when they both started to go all out.

Each thrust or swing of the sword, would be slow at first. Letting her get a feel for the sword. " Don't think about what you want to do with the sword. Let it become an extenton of your arm. " Giving her a free pointer there.

She had some skill? That was good news she had beena round for six hundred years and change she hoped she didnt suck. Some of Jades moves had gotten in rained, but V was a performer once and there wa slots of dance moves she brought in to her fighting. "Edward is indeed ruthless,hes older, and would never fight fairly." She handed over her sword, as he took it, she watched him wth risen raven brows. She saw it clikcer, magic,what ahd he done to her sword?

She took the sword back and gripped it it felt lighter oddly, and as if it was made just for her. "Do I want to know what you just did to my sword?" She knew she didnt have time for questions as he drew his own blade, time to show was over, it was time for real training. The basics, block,thrust,slash,dodge. Slowy at first as they parried back and forth she was watching his movements, and she took his only free note, trying to feelt he sword as part of ehr arm, rtaher than apart from it.

She focused, feeling the sword in her hand but it was more like it was apart of her. With every new move the pace quickened. She slashed and aprried and dodged and she got cut, thin swift slices along her arm,he had gotten first blood, and she got close to drawing her own. He was fast, and his eyes were distracting, smokey blue. He was distracting,Jade just ahd to leave her alone with him. The lupine was sly too. V had to see past his rouge good loooks and look at him like he was Edward,like an enemy. She got faster with her strikes as the training went on, and when he drew back and sheathed his sword and chuckled she knew the training for now was over, V hadnt drawn blood but she had gotten a good slash through his shirt. But no cuts, and V's own were already healed,her shirta little torn and cut too.


" Well." She whipped sweata nd blood from her face. "Your good.." And he was good with a sword and he was nice to look at too, he had played that up. "Please tell me I get to rest a little longer?" She was beat her eyes burned a bright virbant ruby, she needed something to eat.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-02-27 00:59 EST
He smirked to her request to take a break, and nodded lightly. " Take the rest of the day off, and meet me back here tomorrow. We'll continue then." Bowing to her, sure to get a grin from Vanessa. Showing he could play the role of a gentleman.

"As for your question about your sword. I changed it to fit your style of fighting. As well, it will aid you in honing your magical skills." A wink to her, before he turning to head off for the day. Leaving her to do what she wished to do with the rest of her day.


She took a breath, unneeded but it felt nice. The rest fo the day was hers, thatw as nice as it was now getting dark the trianing had lasted till twilight her favored hour to hunt. Maybe she could find some deer or just go raid the kitchen in the castle for something.

"Tomorrow, sounds like a plan." She was sore, but willing to move on through her training. "My magical skills?" She could maybe float a pencil or a coin, and maybe do a spell or two if she recalled any words in latin from decades ago. But she would take what ever she got, that sword did feel different like it molded to ehr hands,the balde felt lighter yer some how as if it was stronger. Shed have to inquire with Jade just what Raz could do magically. She watched him walk off, enjoying the view.

" Hes got skills." She smirked to herself before turning to head in to the woods. "And hes as brooding and dnagerous as his father.. and sexy too." She could go hunt,find soemthing fresh or she could go raid the fridge. Snickering to herself and headed for the castle.

Once inside she hung a hard right and went for the kitchen shooing off the maids that offered to help her. Yes the castle had a full staff but V didnt want any help she could raid the fridge with out any help at all. She went to making her self some left overs. Then she went looking for somethign to drink, and a glass to put it in.

"Top left cupboard." came the voice, female soft that flowed like water, the scent was female,softly lillac and water lilly smell. When V looked over her shoulder she saw a tall, silver haired female elf standing behind her. Fetching the tea kettle that whistled upon the stove. "Thanks" V took down a cup and filled it with ice and water. She noted the woman watched her with large blue-green eyes. "Your the vampire," she spoke again, "Vanessa correct?"

Mid drink V nodded. " Yeah, thats me. The vampire." "Forgive me, I am Salice GreenStone. Queen of GreenStone,Ally to Lord Alcar..one of many your likely to meet as long as you stay here." V didnt know if she should bow,or curtisy, so she bowed her head softly. Salice just shook her head, "No need for that,Rune is family to Dark and Dark is like family to me and mine, so you too will be like family. " To that those ebon brows rose. " Your an elf right?" A nod from Salice who sipped at her herbal tea now. V could smell it, that mix of flowering herbs that amde up the tea. " Yes I am elvish, A Mith'quessir Cala'quessir elven mix."

V had no clue what those words meant so she nodded. " And your the queen of this GreenStone, where is that?" "In Edhel Ndor,through a portal, we are allies with Nosgoth and Crendia. Crendia is another allied realm, there are other kingdoms in Edhel Ndor, all allies to this realm.. and Crendia. You'll learn about all that soon enough.You've been hard at work training." Salice looked the vampire over again, "Ahh." She spied the sword V had sheathed to her back, "I see Raziel did some magic for your blade, that was good of him."

"How did you know it was Raz?" Salice shrugged, "I can sense the magic in the sword, and every weilder of amgaic leaves behind a differ aura if you will, most elves have magic and can sense it, and Raz like many of the Alcars has a very defind aura of magic. " V nodded taking in this knew knowledge about magic. Salice sipped her tea and watched V.

Now there were elves,demons,vampires who were part angelic, lycans,lupines. The whole lot. Salice smiled, "well, enjoy your night,V. I am sure we shall see each other again." Salice nodded and slipped off sliently as she had come. V shook her head, trying to sense that magic she knew the elf carried with her,trying to scent it out, but all she could smell was water,like lillys thick and soft in Salices wake.

She stood there eating the left overs now thinking about magic.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-03-01 23:54 EST
After Salice had left, Gabriel slipped into the kitchen with a polite nod to Vanessa. "Evening, m'lady." As he moved to fix himself something to eat and drink. He then paused for a moment. " I take it you met Salice. I am Gabreil Alcar." Now sitting down across from her.

"I do hope my brother treated you with respect." Brows rising as he took a bite of food. He knew how Raz can be, being a flirt and a tease when he needed to be serious.

Now getting a good look at V, he already knew the answer as he shook his head. "When your trainning with Raziel is done. I'm sure Ghallon will take over. He'll more than likely be the one to train you in magic. "

V looked up from her food and drink and smiled to the man who entered. "Evenin" As he took a seata cross from ehr she knew who he was the elder of the sons,Gabe. Even before he spoke his name. "A pleasure" though they had greeted briefly before this was offical. "Vanessa Emili Winters. " She tooka slow bite of food and nodded once more. "Raz? He was fine, he treated me just fine. Thanks for asking. " She chuckled softly, " hes a rouge and a terrible flirt,but I am use to all that. No need to worry about me."

Those ruby tinted violet eyes were taking in Gabe, he was a cutie too,different from Raz in almost every way, btu she could see Darkmere in him. The gentelman.

"I didn't know I would be trained in magic." Yes she knew that Edward had wizards,mages,withces, what evger one might call them. V had as much magic as a novice would, she could maybe float somehting,smoethign small, or maybe do a tracking spell if for some reason he nose and vampire sense gave out on her, but other than that she didn't know much magic. "Raz isn't so bad, hes good good style..he fights dirty, flirting and all. Edward has similar ways."

She sipped and watched him eat for a moment., "So.."She leaned to the table a touch. "Since I know you know my story, why don't you tell me what you think,then maybe tell me about you." She was feeling out this family, these vampires who had an angelic side. She had never known any like them before. Though she was far from being angel worthy, she did have a soul,though tainted as it was was rather pure for a vampire of her years. She was taking in him,those deep eyes, those handsome features allt he Alcar men seemed to have, that youth there hdiden int hsoe eyes, even though she knew they all had a few years on her. And she could always learn from her elders.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-03-04 00:06 EST
He remained quiet as she spoke, eyes remaining on her while he ate. With a light nod here and there when she directed a comment towards him. A sip of the wine later, he chose to spoke when she was done.

"We figured you would like to learn magic, as well as having it for those..Just in case moments." Explainning the reason of her next trainning session.

He then moved on to the next point. That being what he though about her past. "From what I have been told. I can understand why you have come to us for help. Tis the hardest thing for some people to do." It wasn't anything against her. She asked for the help when she needed it. That earned her the respect of his family.

Then onto the subject of himself. "As for myself? I help out with the people here. As well as with the people of the other kingdoms. Other than that.. I am probably the more conserved of my family." That was true to a point.

V nodded looking across the table at the elder son. Those eyes all the men seemed to have in common,dark deep,sexy. Those come hither eyes. She knew both of Darks sons were taken.Gabe was married and had a son Warner with mage named Anala. Yes she had done some homework. Reading mostly of things she found laying around, and yes she snooped and listened in now and again while in the castle.

"I would like to learn magic,its not that.I have some abilty about as much as a novice can,simple tricks nothing fancy. " She listened the,nodding along. "I am not one to usually ask for help,hard headed in all my years. But I know I need it...I love Rune.. more than I have ever loved anyone.. And Edward will kill him,torture him first yes, but if he has his way he will kill him...I couldnt allow that to simply happen. " He would likely see in in her eyes how true her words were, how much she loved Rune. "If I have to die to protect him, and everyone else.I will..." That she meant too.

Then as he went on to tell her of himself she listened nodding.Pushing her plate aside. "You seem that way."Meaning more conserved. "But I can sense the touch of rouge in you." She grinned, she did have keen senses. "In any case,I look forward to my continued training. And I am taking everyone.I could not do this with out your great family...I am happy to be allied with them. I should get some rve a long day tomorrow. And if my ears hear right, I think your son is awake.." She titled her head back a touch, there were many young one sin the castle,and mroe than one boy,but some how she knew it was his son.Something she sensed yet couldnt explain. " Thank you.. for your time..I do hope to do well in all my training. Good night.."She rose,bowed her head and took her plate and cup to the sink before slowly sipping out the side door to head to the tower.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-03-06 13:28 EST
Gabriel leaned back as she spoke, with his brows rising a touch. Mostly to her comments on how she would die for Rune, which got a soft nod from him. He waitted till she finished before he spoke again.


"You have a strong will, and your desire to give your life for a loved one. Shows you are like us. We would die for our family if it meant their safety." Said with a light smile, before moving to stand up.

He then moved around the table to her, taking her hand for a moment, to place a single pendent in her hand. "Keep this on you at all times. It will allow you to contact any one of our allies." He would then let her head to bed. He knew already that she would try even harder now.

A strong will came with time. She had gained it over her years but it had gotten stronger the moment she met and fell in love with Rune. "Glad to be like everyone." She grinned a little. " Yeah I noticed,this family of yours. They could give anyone a run for their money."

V stopped in her turning as he came around the table and took her hand in his. She starred down at the simple yet some how lovely pendant. The chain was silver,likely she figured that silver of the elves.

The stone inset was a bright blue-green. The pendant itself looked like a dragon. There was another stone too, lower along the dragons tail. It was darker,a blue that seemed to swirl to gold when she touched it. She could see it, the link of the allies. Between the ones from Salices world and the Alcars.

"Thanks..." Would V wear it? unlikely. But she would keep it on her at all times, who knew when she might need help. She bowed her head once more before turning and leaving still studying that pendant. She headed out the door, feeling suddenly very connected then she saw the green-blue gem flash and flicker as the wind outside picked up. She looked back to the castle.Something was going on, it was likely none of her affair but she pondered for a moment. "Here come the red coats." She mused to herself and slid the necklace over her head.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-03-16 14:56 EST
As she got ready for bed she looke dout the high perched window,and looked down across the open . There was tension in the air. One didnt have to have magic to feel it. V could almost smell it. Something was going on in the castle, and she knew that it could be a few days before her training continued, she also knew Rune was coming home, she could sense that too. He had been away, but now he was coming home. She knew he wouldnt be there tonight. No tonight she would be alone still in that tower.

Left to wonder what was going on in the castle beyond. She knew shed never be able to sleep so she got back in her day clothes, slid on her boots and went back outside. She stood there by the twoer for a few moments before continuing on, towards the far window. Curious. Always, toa falut. So she peered carefully through the window, and saw there was a meeting going on.

She saw faces she knew, Jade,Dark,Gabe,Salice, and Kahn. Then there were other faces, to Gabes left sat a woman, her hair a soft dark blue,her eyes toned in the cyans, she held fast to his hand. That was his wife, the one called Anala. Next to Salice sat a man, handsome like many of the men here, tall dark and handsome. She assumed that man was Salices counter part.Beside Kahn stood a woamn, with brown hair,she looked mortal, the only one who looked it in the whole of the room. Yet there was something about her,even though V couldnt see her face.

Then there was another woman with blue hair, long and dark with shimmers of silver through it, her eyes were bright and silver,she wore the garb of a warrior mixed with the garb of a mage. Beside her sat a very tall man, with dark hair and dark blue eyes. As V watched another woman, burst in to the meeting hall, her hair was chestunt brown, her eyes bright and vivid. On her fair face a red tattoo. She held something in her hand and spoke, V couldnt hear her, the windows protcected by magic no doubt, but what she held in her hand was a hunting blade. The discussion rose, the women in the room were on their feet and V saw that there was fear,worry and anger in their eyes.

What was going on? Then she heard it a sudden crash. Like glass breaking. Then the clouds rolled in, dark and ominous. The air began to chill. There was magic in the air.

She watched as every head turned to the sound of the glass breaking.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-03-16 15:36 EST
Words she could live by. When the sound of breaking glass stopped a gun shot rose through the air, the loud clap .Then that pendant around ehr neck went crazy, the blue-green gem swirlled and shimmered the broight blue one burned a bright gold now.

The air turned, the clouds came closer. She heard voices, raised voices. As she started around the castle towards them, running towards her was a young man, about seventeen or so,give or take a few years, he looked mortal,but hsi eyes burned with magic. He carried in his hand a gun,one that was glowing green. V titled her head, he had blood on him, his own blood. He looked back once,twice,three times. As if he was trying to escape from something.

V came out of the shadows,watching him with bright vibrant eyes. He stopped in his path when he saw her standing in it. "Get out of my way." He lifted his hand, gun cocked ready to fire. That pendant on her neck swrilled, and something told her not to move. "Sorry I can't do that." He aimed the gun at her. " Get out of my way!" He fired, and the shot went wide. Or was it the fact that she moved. He looked at her, how ahd he missed? He fired again, and missed again, and now she was closer. He fired again, this time at point blank range and missed again. Now her hand came around his neck, cold as ice,lifting him off the ground. She bared her fangs at him. And he dropped the gun to the ground. She sniffed at him,the blood on his clothing, that air he carried, dark, but not the kind of darkness some ehre ahd a different evil darkness.

She then spied someone coming, the woman with the tattooed face,and the short elf with the long blue hair. Then Jade who had leaning on her a bleeding Alces. V titled her head at the young man in her hands, then looked up tot he woman with the tattoo whow as now with in range. "This belong to you?" V cocked her head a touch, thsoe eyes of hers were now ruby, and she looked all the vampire she was.

Hera chuckled lightly. " Hey if you want to snack on him, I wont stop you." She smirked looking at Shaun, then looked back to Jade. " There are better cattle to feast on, hes not even worthy of that, but it seems you've caught our prisioner. " V hadnt yet let go of him, her grip still tight, " he was trying to run off, even tried to shoot at me."

"Rank bastard." Alces bit off, holding his shoulder. V could put things together. She held the man out to Jade. Jade sneered at him. " You've decied your own fate boy." He spat at her, and V tighted her grip and he began to weeze for air.

"I see why you like her." The woman with the long blue hair said,looking at V. V looked to her then saw that the rest were coming outside. She held n to him, till he went limp in her hand. Then she lay him on the ground.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-03-17 16:19 EST
It had been years, since she held a mortals life in her hands. As Hera gave ehr the low down on what was going on.V watched the boy breathe in once, then again. He was alive, but would be out cold for a while. Thus was his mistake for trying to shoot at her. And thus was his mistake for trying to hurt one of the allies. Hera gave V all the details. That Shaun, the little low life , was Willows son. V had no idea who half the people around ehr were, till Hera pointed each of them out. Soon V knew them all,face and name.

There was Shea, the elf with the long blue hair, who was amrried to Victor, the tall dark and handsome man she ahd seen throught he window. There was Etten who was indeed Salices counter part.Lang a demon who took the shape of a man,whow ith out a word V knew Hera had laid claim to. There was Audrey the woman with the brown hair who was married to Kahn. Anala, water mage wife to Gabe,who V had heard some about before. And Willow, who was deeply involved with Ghallon, a goddess and ruler of a place called Crendia. Then there was Shaun, Willows son from an eariler life, Hera didnt know many details about Darin, but she gave what she knew to V.

Vanessa found it all very strange,but felt that she had indeed done the right thing ins topping him. Alces leaned on Lang and Jade. And the lycan smirked at V. V noted that the dark brooding king was very quiet,lookign down to Shaun, then watching Kahn go after Ghallon. She also knew that training would be held ack for a week or so. It would give ehr time to go through all she had learned, and also. To tell Rune everything she had been keeping.


She watched as Hera paced a bit looking at Lang. They ewere to decied what to dow ith the boy at V's feet. V nornally wouldnt have a vote in this, but ehr harmed Alces and tried to kill the young ones. Hera had gone through all that, V had no idea there waere so amny young ones. Shea had a daughter with Victor, Adamina. Gabe and Anala had a son, Warner. Kahna nd Audrey had two chidlren Vanya, and Joshua though Hera explained that Vanya was not related to Kahn by blood. BV already knew that Dark and Jade had twin girls,Angel and Azura. Salice had two children from her marriage before. Lona and Dalryn. And Shaun had put them all in danger.

The boys fate was sealed, death. V knew that. But she wondered who here could do it. They all loved Willow and Ghallon she could see and sense that. Jade and Hera were assassins, both trianed in blood and death, and Lang carried that air around him as well. And Victor seemed to have a touch of that air too. Shea and Salice were mages, warriors, and both had seen death and delt it out,but not int he same way. Then there was Darkmere, stoic and quiet and brooding. She knew he could deal out justice. Gabe and Anala seemed calm, though V could see that Anala was tense,it showed in her eyes.

"We could toss him int he dank cell we kept Ryker and the other one in." Alces offered.


"No." Salice said softly, " Ryker and Damien had information, Shaun has none.." She glanced to Hera,then down to the boy. Then back to Vanessa. " He would have killed you,he would have killed anyone who got in his way."

V shrugged, " I don't fear death, besides,he wasnt expecting me to be what I am. He aimed and fired,but the bullets never even came close. "

Slowly, from the far off place Shea led Willow towards them. She was sniffling,she was sad, and angry. She knew Ghallon ahd gone off and she would not follow she leaned to Shea. "See that it is done.." She whispered, but V knew everyone there heard thsoe words.

Shea nodded and looked to Heraand Lang. Then to the rest. She wondered who there would be willing to do such an act. Willow had told sShea that Shaun had given up his life long ago, and now after all this he was to be put to death, and if none here would do it, she would find someone who would. Willow had Zorin in mind, or perhaps Magus.


"Willow requests that he be put to death." Shea said softly, " and if none here are willing to do so, she will seek someone out who will do it." Willow stood beside Shea pale,and weak and sad. Shea coudlnt imagine what she was going through,if Aiden had ever become evil. Shea would have been destroyed. More so if she could never have another child.

V watched,looking to Willow. Then to Shea, the mage held the world on her shoulders, as she stated what Willow wished. Death , it haunted every mortal, and immortal alike, but this was a mother telling ehr closest and dearest friends and fmaily to kill her only child. V understood what the boy had done. But could never put herself in those shoes.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-04-02 15:57 EST
With the family buisness all done. And after much snuggling with Rune. V returned to the pratice field the next bright sunny day. There had beena note on the doorway in the tower. "When your up,come down stairs." The hand writing she knew wasnt at least Runes. He was already gone. He had whispered his goodbyes earlier long before she wished to rise.

So she dressed in her training clothes and went down stairs surpised to find Salice sitting in the field. "My lady?"

Salice smiled softly, "Sit." V followed suit and sat.

"I can not thank you enough Vanessa, for what you did for my great family, for this great family. I am sure Willow thanked you, as I know Jade and Hera did. But I wnated to extend my thanks."

V nodded. "I would do anything to help." Salice nodded and smiled. "Ghallon is set to teach you ina bit, hes still with Willow, but I figured I'd come keep you company till hes ready."

V smiled looking at her then laying back to soak in the sun. So different from other vampires.

Salice smirked a little watching her. So strange she thought, how different V was, so alike those vampires Salice had long nown now, able to walk in the light, and dangerous yet not in the way most of the other types of vampires were. It had all to do with that soul, yes Salice could sense it. They sat in silence.

Salice turned her head when she saw Ghallon coming. "And don't think he'll go easy on you, just ebacuse your in love with his son." Yes everyone knew that Rune was seen like a son to Ghallon. "Hes harder on thsoe who are closer tot he family.." She spoke from expience, it seemed like now everyone had gone under his training. She rose and passed Ghallon on her way. Giving the elder Alcar a slaute before she headed in to the castle, today she Lona,Dalrn and Etten where heading home. Shea had left late the night before, with Mina. Victor was still here though in Nosgoth.

V sat up slowly as Ghallons shadow passed over her.

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-04-08 16:30 EST
V stirred in her sleep covering her head witht he scheets as the sun came in through the window.Today she would continue her training at some point While she slept, Rune had slipped out of the bed and the room. And was in the kitchen at the moment, eatting breakfast before the trainning began. The smell of food made her peek her eyes out of the covers to find him gone. She slid out of bed then dressing in her usual training clothes before heading down stairs. The smell drew her on.


He looked up for a moment, with a grin. Before getting up to fix her a plate. Making her a good hearty breakfast. She smirked at him as he fixed her a plate of food, a good herty meal, she needed it her eyes were ruby toned. "Smells good," she walked over and sat down. She looked to him. "Looks good too." Was she talking about him or the food? It was hard to tell.

"Thanks." A wink to her as he sat across from her again. Then started to eat slowly again. "What trainning are you doing today?" She started to eat,he was a good cook. She wasnt about to deny that. "Magic. " She savord the food,looking across at him. He nodded lightly. "So.. you want to learn magic? " Looking across the table to her again. " Sure you can handle it? " Teasing her.

She smirked to him. "Ghallon says I have promise, he wasnt quite ready to start the other day the other day." she had woken again finding him gone and a note on the door, Salice had been waiting for her and Ghallon had come out to explain the rules,and set up a time later at night for the training.V wasnt sure why. "I am ready, and yes I can handle it ."


He nodded lightly as he moved to take his plate to the sink. "I'll show you to the trainning room when you are ready." A smile to her. Her brows rose a bit,as she ate the last few bites,rising in the smae motion to place her plate in the sink, maybe this was their plan confuse the hell out of her. He looked over his shoulder a moment, before leading her through the tower towards the trainning room used for magic.

She didnt ask why he was leading her there, but it was on her mind the whole way though the tower. She idly pulled back her hair and rolled her shoulders. Silent. And he openned the door for her. No one was inside, as he waitted for her to step inside. If her brows could rise any higher they would have as she looked inside the room, it was empty, slowly with caution she walked inside the room,waiting for something to srping out at her from some magical means.


And he followed her inside, while shutting the door. He then moved by her to pick up staff before turnning to face her. Going all serious. ?Show me what you know.? Her brows rose at him ? What?? What happened to Ghallon teaching her, was this some joke, some test? His face was serious, a rare thing indeed. Lastly around her, ? what happened to Ghallon teaching me? ? She didnt know much it would take all of two seconds to show him that.. but she wasnt sure she could.

?Salice and Ghallon figured it would be best that I teach you, with what happened to Shaun.? His features softening. ?What do you mean?? She knew what had hapepend with Shaun why did that change anything? She wasnt sure she could see Rune in that light, to train she had to be able to look at someone all their weaknesses, and figure out how to kill them, with Jade it had been little issue. Jade was Jade and this was Rune the man she loved. ? I dont know if I can train with you.?

?He wishes to be with Willow for now.? He then smirked at her. ? Do I distract you to much? ? Moving towards her slowly. She nodded to that, it made since that Willow would need Ghallon. ? Its not that you distract me love,? he did that too. ? Its going to be hard for me to see you in that light, to analize all your weaknesses.? She shuddered at the idea .

He nodded lightly to that. ?Very well.. I'll guess you'll have to wait then.. and after I cleared my time to train you.? Slowly moving by her now. She took a breath in waiting wouldnt be a bad thing. But he had taken time out of his day.She grabbed his arm as he passed by. ? Wait.. ? ? Hmm? ? Looking to her when she caught him by the arm.

She sighed,and let his arm go. ?I can try,? she knew it would be hard,harder than most things. But she walked away from him two steps, hed asked to see what she knewhed show him. The only thing she ha don that she could possibly float was the pendant around her neck so she slid the necklace off and placed the pendant in her hand and closed her eyes, it had been decades since shed done anything with magic. Old world spells were long out of use. ? Here goes.. ?

He nodded and turned to watch her. Head tilting slightly. Able to tell she was trying as hard as she could. The pendant rose an inch off her palm before it wobbled and fell back in to her hand, that was about it, she shrugged and slid the chain back over her head letting the pendant rest to her chest again. ? Thats all.? He nodded lightly and moved over to her a moment, then placed a hand to her shoulder. "Clear your mind for a moment. " Whispered softly, before closing his eyes... Seeing if she had any locked away magic in her. She sighed,magic was frustraing but she did as he asked and closed her eyes and cleared her mind.Taking in a breath or three And he would slowly search for any traces of magic. As she'd feel a pulse of his flowing through her to help.

She felt it, that dull pulse through her skin. She relaxed, but she didnt breathe she didnt need the air She felt like a cad as he sreched for any hidden magic, and yes he would find some burried some where under years of underuse. A light smile to finding it. ?Try again..? Whispered as he tapped into that bit of magic, enough to let her get a feeling of it. She sighed, feeling like this was all pointless, but she would try again , though she didnt bother to take the pendant off this time, with her eyes closed she couldnt see it rise off her chest in tot he air, but she felt it. He felt it as well. ?Do you sense where it lays within you? ? Meaning that pool of magical energy. She tried to focus on where it was, she shrugged at first She wasnt sure what she was looking for til she felt it,like a pulse deep,burried. ?I think so.?

?Focus on that spot.? Slowly lowering his hand when he felt her get a firm hold of it with her mind. ?Hold out your hand.. and focus that energy into your hand. Try to form fire.? She nodded focusing, she felt the pulse more. And held out her hand. Trying to see the fire in her mind. Another breath and she growled when she knew she didnt have it, but thena little blue toned flame sparked in her palm .

?Keep trying?. To encourage her. ?I was just like you when I first started.? Which was true..it took him time to learn. she nodded and focused again.It was hard to focus on the pulse of the magic inside of her, the little blue flame flickered a little brighter,it didnt burn,since she made it.But she could feel the heat in her hand. Then as she focused more the little flame roared to life,so bright she had to open her eyes.


And he would continued to praise her, then blinked as it just roared to life. ?Nicely done.. ? She blinked looking to the fire in her hand.Wow she flexed her fingers a little and it flickered and sparked,then went poof.She examined her hand not a burn mark in sight. And she was grinning ear to ear .


?Not bad..? Hip nudging her. ?Now try it again to see if it was just begginer's luck.? She smirked at him. ? And what if it was just luck?? She tried to focus again, closing her eyes so he wouldn?t be so distrating. It took less time for her to find the pulse of magic,but longer for the little flame in her hand to appear,but it seemed the moment one thought passed her mind the flame flickered to life again.

Which got a nod from him. Keep letting it go out, and try it again. He knew this was sure to be dull to her, but he was getting it to where it was like riding a bike. She sighed, and nodded, the flame went poof again and she would try again. She could see why this took time, it was hadr just like any other training, though training with Jade and Raz had been easier for her.This was like a physical and mental work out. But she was finding the pulse faster and the little flame burst up easier each time. ?I wonder why its blue?? Said as she starred closely at it.


?You aura of magic is blue?. Kissing her cheek when she had the fire down pat now. ?See that trainning dummy over there?. Nodding to the one on the right. ? Let's see if you can light it on fire..? she smiled tot he kiss to her cheek, ? hmm blue aura huh..? She looked to the dummy on the right ? I can try..? nodding looking to the dummy, this she was sure she could do, she was focused the pulse now she could find with out having to look, and the flame flickered in her hands but she had no clue how to make it go from her hand to the dummy.


He moved up behind her, aimming her hand at the dummy. ? Now.. focus the fire from you hand to the dummy.? Whispered in her ear, and probably distracting her as well. He just had to touch her didnt he, distraions. She focused hard on the dummy and the fire leaped a little from her hand but only sparks caught the dummy. And she grolwed lowly. He chuckled softly. ?My you are growling a lot. Calm down.. this is new for you.. Try again.? As for touching her.. Yeah.. he had to touch her.

She nodded, and focused again. This time a little more fire reached out and touched the dummy setting it on fire,a brillant blue He smirked. ? Very nicely done.. Now.. do the same thing, but think of ice.? She sighed, ice now, what better to put out the fire? She mused in her head as she tried to focus on the idea of ice, cold and hard as stone like her, ice seemed to come easier to her than the fire did,spreading out from her fingers to the flames dousing them.The dummy was covered in ice.

?Very good.? Daring to swat her rear. ?I think I'll give you a moment to rest.? She yipped at his swat and smirked ?Am I really doing good?? Smiling, ? You are..? He nodded softly. ?You picked on both rather quickly.? A kiss to her cheek. She grinned, ? Good.? She sighed and took in a long breath. ?I feel like ive been working out...for days.? She flexed her hand again. ? It will feel like that always..? He waved his hand as two chairs appeared. ? Magic drains on both sides.? She nodded and slowly sat down. Now purely distracted by him. ? In time it will become less of a strain, unless you focus on using it only.? Smiling to her as he sat down.

She nodded, ? Your a good teacher, I see why they send you off places to teach.? Grinning ?Distracting though. ? She smirked at him,he would likely note her eyes were still ruby tinted, more violet in them from breakfast. Fire ,ice, she looked to the dummy and then back.Rubbing her hand across the back of her neck ?Thanks.? He chuckled softly. ?But I have your full attention.? Teasing her. "You need a drink?" Taking note of her eyes.

She grinned at him "who wouldnt give you their full attention ?" her brows perked a little. "Its okay." to the drink part,All the focus and magic work..yes it made her hungry, and sore like any training would He nodded lightly. ?We'll wait till you feel rested enough to continue.. and you are doing very well.. You have fire and ice down.. ?

A slow nod two down only how many more to go,water,earth and wind, though ice ran with water same element but different. ?I should go hunt .? She knew she needed to, tired as she was,she rose to her feet, ?than maybe I'll take a nap,? smirking. ? You can drink from me..? His brows rose. ?I might be your teacher, but you know you don't have to go hunt. ?

She looked at him and shook her head. ? No.. ? not like she hadnt before , ?I dont think I should..?. ?Vanessa..? Holding his hands out to her. ?You won't hurt me.? She knew that. "I know that. " She eyed the marks on his neck . ?Its not about that.? she wanted to,but she held her breath now. "I wont be gone long, you wont even miss me.? She was to the door


And he stood to move in front of her, slowly snaking his arms around her. ?Then what is it? ? She starred in to his eyes as he snuck his arms around her. ? I shouldnt be drinking from you...? She touched those marks upon his neck,she enjoyed his taste his scent everything about him,but she was back to fighting against drinking from him. ? I can just as easily hunt, theres lots of deer.? ?This a lover's bite, my dear.? Tilting his head slightly. ?It is something we both enjoy... Stop trying to deny that you love sharing your dark kiss with me.?

?I dont deny that I enjoy it..? She stopped there, ? you enjoy this?? She touched the marks again dark kiss she chuckledthats one name for it.. He stole a soft kiss to her lips. ?Drink from me.. ? Letting his hands caress her sides. ?Tis been a while.? There he went again caressing her sides distracting her from her course. She smirked at the stolen kiss then shook her head at him before leaning in to kiss her marks. It had been a while, she had been keeping up with hunting,but she didnt want to resist it anymore so she gave him that lovers bite and drank slowly.


Which got him to close his eyes, with one hand rubbing against her back. As his other hand moved up to rub the back of her neck. Letting her take as much as she needed. He was such the tempter,and he knew her too well, how she desired him in that way and in others, she took what she needed not fighting against it now. Till she had what she wanted and licked the wound clean .Her fingers had pressed up along his shoulders and one had knoted in to his hair which she now released

And his eyes slowly blinked open when she was done. ?Seems you have been denying yourself a lot.? Whispered to her. She licked her lips and simply nodded still so close she ran her nose along his jaw line as she with drew. ? I?ve been trying to quit you.. which was immpossible you know how you taste to me.? Her eyes opened bright virbant violet. ?That I know.. and no more trying to quit me, or I'll find another willing vampire to drink from me.? So teasing her, but he knew she'd never allow anyone else to mark him.

She snickered at that. ?Its impossible to quit you ..? She traced a finger down his chest "you taste too good.? She laughed at the idea of another vampire trying to mark him. ?Shed have to go through me first..." ?That so?? Grinning at her as he played at pulling away from her. She hung on to him though wrapping her arms around him , ?yes thats so. ? He wasnt getting away now.

He smirked to her wrapping her arms around him. ?Such a naughty student.? Not that he cared one bit She smirked, ?not like you mind.? leaning in to steal a kiss. ?I could be much much worse you know.? She gave his lips a nip.Her fingers sliding down over his arms ?I know. ? Stealing that kiss back. ?But that will come later dear.. Let's see if you cane get the other elements..? She nodded all right fine she let him go. ? Spoil sport .?

Vanessa Emili Winters

Date: 2009-04-29 15:14 EST
Going to the inn was always an adventure, after this day she ahd ended up there,d rink in hand never imagining he would show up, but show he did and whata flirt he was, thatw as until he at last came to lean by her and steal sips of her coffee, then he moved to leave and she could not think of anything better than leaving with him.

She stoled along beside him all the way out of town towards the portal, very quiet checking over her shoudler some, before they were saftly across She would note he was looking over his shoulder as well, which at times caused his cloak to open. Showing the hidden sword on his hip. Seems he came armed for a fight. He looked to her as he slipped his arm through her's just as they walked through the portal.

He was armed, how rare thatw as, yes she knew he always ahd magic on his side but she was the one usualy armed tot he teeth, a sword, a gun soemtimes both, tonight two time honored classics her sword and dagger. She tooka long breath as they were safe out of Rhydin, back home. " Relax.. you have me to protect you. Not that you need it." A kiss to her cheek as they walked together, moving his hand down to interlock with her's

She smirked to him and relaxed visibly. "I am relaxed now." She locked her finegers with his and took int he scent of home. She loved it here, that was easy to see He chuckled softly. "You do seem to love it here.. I wonder why that is?" Golden staff in his left hand now, as he relaxed as well.

She leaned in closer. "It feels like home, it has a nice scent, a good power about it." She looked around,it was balanced, nothing came out at her in the night here, and their were friends here, and he was here. "And it has nothing to do with me?" Hidding a playfull frown behind the hood of his cloak. "I see how it is now. "


"It has everything to do with you" smiling over at him all hidding in his claok still, she could see him well enough. " Prove it." Now coming to a stop. "If you dare. " Now hidding a grin. He knew better than to dare her. She grinned at the dare, and stopped in her tracks and turned towards him, and gave his hood a flick backwards then kissed him deeply


Which he would return that kiss, as he slipped his arms around her. Before lettig his eyes close, not pulling back just yet. She let the ksis deepen justa touch before she with drew smirking. "proof enough?" He slowly openned his eyes, as the kiss ended. "Hmm.. I'd say that is proof enough. " She grinned and nodded,then retook her place at his side her hand in his He grinned and started to walk with her again. "You are lucky you are a lovely woman." she smirked to that and looked over to him. "Why is that? "


He didn't answer untill they slipped into the tower. "Because I'd take off on ya." A wink then took off running. Her brows perked then she sncikered and went off after him He looked over his shoulder to her. " For a vampire you are slow!" Grinning as he bolted up the stairs.

She growled and picked up the pace, she was fater than him she knew that, she was letting him win , but now she ran at ehr full speed right past him and stopped him in his tracks. "boo" " Hey! " Slidding to a stop as she appeared in front of him. " So not fair". Poking her lightly in the stomach. She grinned "dont ever dare a vampire, its not wise.". she poked him back and gave a soft growl

He poked her right back. " I dare you to" He pondered a moment. " tell me your inner most desires." Sly grin as he took a lean on that staff. Oh he was a sly cruel man. Her brows rose to that dare, how clever of him." You know my inner most desires." looking him over once, twice three times then taking one step back

"No I don't." A step towards her after she looked him over. "You never told me.. and now I dared you to tell me." Another step. She pondered the dare a moment, she could back out, but it was hard for her to back out of a dare. "You. Your my inner most desire" looking up in to his eyes as he took steps towards her she took steps back " I dare you to continue." More steps towards her, as he was moving her back towards their bedroom door.

She opened the door before she was pressed against it with no where to go. She backed in to the room. " I desire to be with you,in every way. "looking to him then to the room, he had trapped her there, no way out unless she wanted to climb out the window and drop a few floors, not that dropping would be an issue. She could face this dare, she knew it.

He leaned his staff against the wall, then shut the door and locked it. "You mean be my first lover." Now moving towards her. While he didn't pin her to the door, there was always the wall. "Yes" she was goingto make sure she didnt get pinned to the wall even if she had to jump on the bed He turned to put himself between her and the bed. "And?" The dare was still in effect.

Her brows rose as her legs were backed in to the bed. "and what? Theres noting more to it than that." " Oh there is more." He grinned and lept at her, aimming to pin her. Oh he knew she could turn the tables on him and pin him down. She fell back to the bed as he lept at her,caught off guard a bit. "maybe" blinking up at him though tossled hair

He then slipped his hands into her's, aimming to pin her hands over her head. " Then tell me. "Leaning down to slowly kiss along her neck. She shivered and closed her eyes. "I dont want just to be your first but your only." How silly a thing she thought to say out loud "I want.. "she took a long breath in, of his scent even has her hands were pinned above her head. Yes she could break his grip, but she didnt want to


He grinned and kissed up to her ear. "You wish to be my wife.." Whispered softly to her. She smiled at that, but didnt say anything . She knew she wouldnt have to say anything, but he would likely get it out of her.As he whispered she breathed him in more. She leaned up and kissed the marks upon his neck then pushing against that pinning


He grinned as he leaned back after the kiss to his neck. " I take that as a yes.. but we shall wait till nothing is after either of us. " Said softly as he looked into her eyes. Letting her know now and forever.. That anyone that was after her.. would be after him as well

she smiled to him softly,knowing what he meant, that he was apart of this fight too. " Very well.".grinning. "Now what about your deepest darkest desires humm?" He kissed her softly. "You didn't dare me." Then another kiss to keep her from being able to. She returned the kiss,snickering a bitMm she broked it and whispered. " I dare you then,unless your chicken"

He smirked " Cheater.." He then leaned to her ear. " My desire to be with you.. Mind body and soul.. To be your lover and mate.. untill the end of time." Whispered softly As he whsipered her grin grew and was she blushing? Yes she was, also she was deeply touched by his words. "Hmm good." she purred up at him

He kissed one of her blushed cheeks. "And that is what you have always dreamed for.." Now moving to lay on his side, beside her. "Someone that wants to be your's. " She nodded and slid her hand though his hair and over his shoudler then over his cheek "Yes, its what I have long wished for.And dreamed of." She gazed back to him grinning still


"And now we have each other. " Kissing the palm of her hand. She nodded "yes. Wait" she quriked a brow at him "that is what you've always wanted too?" he could have any woman any where any time, and likely his dream girl handt been one of the undead

"Yes, your my dream girl." Said to her witha smile.