Topic: The Heart Matters: Home

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-06-15 02:57 EST
"We leave something of ourselves behind when we leave a place, we stay there, even though we go away. And there are things in us that we can find again only by going back there."

-Pascal Mercier

Rhy'din - April 4th, 2016 - Early Afternoon - 15:15

The train ride from Rhy'Din to Tarsndel was pretty uneventful though Elodie likely felt like little more than cargo in that ghostly cabin, the back and forth travel of personnel between the two dimensional worlds barely a trickle. The most novel occurrence of the trip was likely the shift from leaving in the afternoon from the Docks District train depot and, in about an hour and a half, arriving at the Tarnsdel train depot just before the crack of dawn.

Tang - Dardensrow 32nd, 1738 - Early Morning - 08:47

The fun physics of worlds not in sync in regards to planetary time scale. From there it was a leisurely transfer to a flight that would take four hours with two transfers and one layover before she'd finally arrive at the Demorn U.T.R.A. Military Base in Capden. It wasn't exactly a grand base made up of more multistory concrete buildings than training and parade grounds; a classic example of a tier three training and administration center than any sort of place for housing a serious garrison. This wasn't to say that it wasn't alive with activity though as soldiers of all kinds, from fresh recruits to veterans and enlistees to officers alike, bustled about in their business.

From the airfield where she would be dropped off the huntress was to meet her handler in a conference room in one of the offshoot buildings of the administration area. It was for an official first time return debrief though the topic was likely not going to be anything as pleasant or benign as that. This was the feeling she got from the particular line added to what looked to have been an otherwise cut and paste form letter. But really, what did she expect' She'd not only lost two belts worth of potions but got her caster destroyed as well! And the frosting to this all was the activities she'd been participating in to cause such losses. This meeting with Maj. Bacon was probably going to involve yelling....lots and lots of yelling.

Lots of yelling. Yes, that much she was expecting with this check in. She had a feeling that Maj. Bacon was going to make her feel like utter crap about....well a lot of stuff. So maybe that why she hesitated when she finally stepped free of the aircraft, and eventually arrived before the Demorn U.T.R.A. Military base. She stood there for a good deal of time, side stepping and dodging the strings of people that filled the area. Then finally, she rolled her shoulders, and started tugging, her fingers moving to straighten the mantle that branded her as what she was. A hunter. Then they started smoothing, tugging and straightening fabric. First the brown uniform jacket of hers, a solid white dress shirt beneath, and then the matching brown uniform skirt that she wore beneath it. Tying the uniform all together, she wore a pair of solid black dress shoes, sheer stockings, and black tie lay nestled in the collar of that dress shirt.

Once she was done fussing, she squared her shoulders and moved, her feet stiffly carrying her to the building, and inside. From there she would weave through the halls, working her way through the building until she had found the wing that she needed to be in. There, she went through sign in, the followed the instructions she was given that led to the conference room that she was to meet her handler in. Filled with a nervous energy about the ass chewing she was certain to receive from the man, she wanted to pace, but instead settled for dropping into a chair to sit stiffly. It was here that she rid herself of some of that energy by bouncing her leg as she waited, and dreaded, and waited some more.

The waiting game was a good one and helped to set the pace of things like this, to build tension so one had a well tenderized officer to tear into. Outside the room were the sounds of footfalls and voices of others carrying about their business though such was far and few between, the conference room picked seeming to be in one of the more secluded parts of that administrative wing. It wouldn't be till after about a half hour that she heard the door handle finally turn, the door opening to reveal the stocky form of her handler.

Berry Bacon wasn't the tallest man around but he still had quite the presence given his body builder's physique and the stern bulwark of his features. The man just exuded military from the polished shine of his shoes to the short buzzcut of his hair. He wore a work uniform of brown slacks, tan dress shirt, and brown tie all neatly put together with a tan garrison cap tucked under an epaulet. In one hand he carried a few file folders while in the other was an evidence box stamped with the U.T.R.A. crest and with a tag identifying it as 'Damaged U.T.R.A. Property: Elodie D. Spencer".

Sporting a frown, Maj. Bacon moved to set across from the huntress as she tried to jackhammer through the floor with her bouncing leg, the box set down well within view while the files were set down before him. From his pocket he pulled out a small electronic device the size a of fountain pen, a few buttons pressed before he set it down between them as he settled into his seat at last. The man didn't bother with the pleasantries of eye contact or greeting as he set into his paperwork, the top most file opened up and looked over for about a minute as though he actually needed to review what he was going to chew her ass about before at long last he looked up at her, locking the woman with his gaze.

For being a shorty and not even a hunter to boot the man could be quite intimidating as he stared the woman down, his frown only growing. "Elodie. I take it the trip was alright?" Such a strange question to start off with but then again the man wasn't without any sort of manners.

The waiting game, truthfully, was a cruel one. Especially for one such as her. Someone that knew there was a storm coming, and just wanted to get it over. Instead, no, Maj. Bacon left her to stew in her own mix of anxious thoughts and anticipation. So by the time that the door of the room finally did indeed opened" She nearly leapt to her feet. Nearly. Then she remember who it was supposed to be, and noted that it was exactly who. Maj. Bacon, looking to be every bit of military that he was. Hazel's moved to study him from head to toe. From his physique, to his uniform, to the folders that he carried in one hand, and the box that he carried in another. A box of the box variety, with words on the side that made her want to cringe, and crawl under the table to hide. Mostly from the shame she knew was coming, and well...Everything given, the Major was just mildly terrifying, when thought about. Even if he had a cushy desk job, he looked like he could get away with strangling a half dragon with his bare hands.

Not that she was going to voice such. No. She wasn't that daft.

She was quiet as he set things down, and arranged himself and his things. She was quiet, because well....she wasn't sure what else to do. It wasn't like throwing herself at his feet and sobbing about how sorry she was that she had damaged things would do her any good. Her leg still jack hammered though, the pace picking up, as her eyes drifted towards the box, and his choice of where he put it. Right for her to see. Like he was casually rubbing her nose in it so he can tell her 'Bad Dog' later. Eventually, she brought herself to look at the Major again, and found that she instantly regretted doing so, as his gaze was locked on her. She ducked her head just a touch, but didn't let her gaze wander from him, even with the strange question.

"Uh, Yeah." Pause. "Yes Sir." She corrected herself, and kept in mind that there were indeed formalities that one had to adhere to when an officer of the military. Which meant proper addressing and titles. Sometimes....it was hard to remember such, especially when so disconnected from her society as she was in Rhy'din.

"It went rather uneventfully. I think the strangest thing was shifting over from Rhy'din. Everything feels so heavy being back." She flapped a hand, and snorted at her own comment.

A single brow rose in bubbling annoyance until that correction cut it off at the pass, a very good catch on the woman's part it seemed. But then given the flack he took for his surname and height the serious man tended to demand respect be paid whenever it was due. "It feels heavy coming back?" His tone was drab but curious as he asked that question, gaze leisurely strolling along the documents that he parsed through even though something struck him as rather queer about her statement. "Most hunters report a feeling of a great weight being taken off them upon their return thanks to lower concentration of ambient ether here." It only took a tertiary glance for him to formulate a theory on this though as he noted the hang of her hunter mantle draped over her shoulders. A heavy weight to shoulder indeed.

He'd wait a tick for her to answer before he once more set her in his sights, disapproving frown in full effect. "Well I'm glad your return has at least been calm. Beating sticks aren't standard supplies on our transport trains." That may have been a joke but if it was Maj. Bacon wasn't laughing as he continued on in that dry manner of his. "And it's not like you can use your tools as a hunter since you keep losing or breaking all of them!" And now his voice took on a sharp edge to go with his gaze. "I'm not sure whether to be mordified or impressed in the amount of supplies you've burnt through in three short months....but I am for sure that I am pissed about that!"

"Yes sir. It....is weird. Just everything in general....well apart from the change in that." She cleared her throat. For the most part, she had noticed the heavy shifted in gravity, instead of the change of air heavy with magic and energy, to the less chaotic air of Tang. Finally she rolled her shoulders. "I don't know. I am just.....glad to be home. I missed it. Rhy'din's so.....absorbing." There was a soft sigh that followed this. As for the attention of his gaze sliding to her mantle had her hands coming up to absently tug and fuss with it."But the is a strange lightness abouts being in that city. It's....freeing" I'm not sure if that is the right word." She huffed, and shifted around nervously in her chair.

She'd freeze when he set her with that disapproving frown, and mentally, she prepared herself. She knew it was coming, and with his words she deflated just a little, blowing air out in a puff. Her cheeks burned for a moment with her shame. "It's not like I was all 'Oh, heeeeyy. I wonder what I can destroy today, and piss Maj. Bacon off about.' No. My potion belt got jacked. and the second one I bought....and.....That needs repaired now. I lost one of the containers and all the...." She trailed off when she realized that she wasn't exactly making it better for herself. "Dragon chomped me and it. The caster got half eaten by a gigantic metal thing with poisonous spikes." She paused, shuddering at the memory of her body and brewster as it worked through the bit she had ended up getting injected with. "I uh....sorry. Sir."

"It's not." Supplied bluntly to that pondering about the feeling that Rhy'Din elicited, the man's gaze hammering that point home. If there was one major job that he, as her handler, was to do was to try and keep her off the radar of the purity board....and if things were not obvious from what happened to the last hunter of Rhy'Din it was that getting too cozy, too comfortable with that strange land was bound to get one dab square in the sights of said investigative board. "Remember 2Lt. Spencer....this is your home, not there. That is a place full of corrupting elements that we wouldn't even care about if not for things like the Sanguine Cult that cropped up there as a training ground for a bloody revolutionary movement."

Squaring that document before him he'd turn it and push it towards her now so as she could see how the page bleed red ink. It wasn't a document she was likely familiar with but there was no mistaking it was a budget of some kind with a lot of high din values on it....all in the cost section. Potions were obviously not cheap, nor were casters. And speaking of her caster the man now pushed open the lid of that cardboard box to reveal the remnants of her caster, a metallic tooth still stuck in it's casing. It was a lot of visual admonishment that the man piled upon her, his expression not changing any as she rambled about what had happened. "Did I ask for your list of excuses 2nd Lieutenant." A crisp tone to his voice as he cut her off.

"You are a professional soldier in the U.T.R.A. Spencer. This isn't some childhood adventure, this isn't some sort of game, and it certainly isn't a place to make a name as a hero for oneself. Do you understand!?"

She stayed quiet at his bluntly stated words, and decided to just go ahead and leave it at that. Because if she said anything else she'd dig herself into a bigger hole. Despite how easily she moved through the city, she had not established many solid connections. Wild one nights, occasional flings with a fugitive mage (ha, wouldn't he and the purity board love that") She had yet to really establish any real connections in the city. And maybe that was for the exact reason Bacon spoke of, the face that it would just make it easier when it was time to come home, or perhaps it was some further underlying issue with abandonment that she suffered from. It was hard to tell. "I-....Yeah, I know, I know, Sir." She waved a hand, before she rubbed at the back of her head and sulked. "I'm glad to be home. really. I know Rhy'din's full of mess and chaos. I mean....I was almost eaten." She cleared her throat, shuffled her hands. She felt like everything she was saying to the man.....was exactly the wrong thing.

Her words died off when his crisp tone clipped her words, and had them dying off. Then her eyes shifted to the page that bled red, and the amounts that tallied on the page. "S***." Well. There where everything that she had saved up while in Rhy'din the past three months.....And then some....Well. Ramen was plentiful and cheap, and came in many flavors. For that she was thankful. Her eyes shifted to the box, and her caster within, with a metallic tooth still stuck in it....and well. She was just kind of kicking herself mentally, and repeatedly. "No Sir." Her answer to Bacon when her initially cut her off came quickly.

"I know that, Sir. I really wasn't....I didn't try to make it happen. All those things just...did." This as said softly, before she fixed him with a quiet and seething stare. Just because she was a hellion when younger.....didn't mean that she was now. "I'd like you see you in Rhy'din for a week." This was said simply, a defiant lilt in her voice, and a spark in her eyes.

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-06-15 03:05 EST
The military man listened to her as she spoke, meandering around issues and sulking as a disciplined child. He seemed almost....satisfied with how much she shuffled and sank into herself. It was a good thing when an ass chewing came together so nicely, until it didn't. Catching that defiant tone the woman may well have seen Berry's nostrils flare in anger even as his gaze held that even, hard edge to it. "What was that?" His tone sharp as though he really was going to give her a chance to addendum that challenge though he'd explode at her before she even got the chance to speak.

"For one, I'd not never be in that forsaken land because there is no need for my expertise in a mad place like that. For two, even if I was to be sent there for some cooked up reason I would get by just fine by using my head. Do you understand that Elodie" To keep your head on a swivel" Be wary and avoid trouble?" The larger man's teeth ground as he looked two steps away from knocking her upside the head and demanding she drop and give him fifty. "Do you think I'm doing this just to make you feel bad Elodie" Well, I've got some news for you girl - grow up. You do stupid things you get disciplined for it because a pattern of such is going to get you thrown out or killed. Do you understand!?" His words had that loud and clipped staccato of a practiced drill sergeant drilling down into newbies in bootcamp, condescending and mighty in one. "You want to be treated as an equal than you act like an equal and not like some petulant child when you get your wrists smacked for doing wrong! Getting your potions stolen - wrong. Eaten by a dragon - wrong. Eaten by a mechanical snake - wrong!"

Ending with a tired sigh the man brought thick finger to pinch at the bridge of his nose to try and calm down. "Maybe it's a mistake to have someone so green in Rhy'Din..."

It may have been that satisfaction that had sparked such an interruption to his perfect ass chewing. Quiet, she was mutually satisfied by the spark of anger that she saw on his face, the way his nostrils flared, the hard edge in his eyes. When he questioned what she had said, she opened her mouth to speak.....then simply closed it when he exploded on her.

She shrank, just a touch in her seat. That residual child's instinct to pull away and withdraw when being yelled at or scolded. But it wasn't much, and soon enough his words had a scowl tugging at her features, a bubble of her own anger working its way up. "Yes. I understand that. I'm not stupid. And I did pay attention in the Academy. " And all of her scores and assessments proved so. But that was a mental addition, as she was certain that saying such would result in what ever the look on his face was promising. It was similar to the look that Wren had on his face before he normally gibbs smacked her....so she was being wary.

As for when he told her to grow up, her scowl deepened even more. "No. I don't think-" Pause. She gave a hiss of a sigh. "Yes, Sir, I understand." Mumbled as she swallowed, while hazel's moved up to find the Major's face, as he launched into list of things that she had done wrong. "Losing my belt, Yeah. My fault. Mechanical snake is my fault too." Because she snooped where she wasn't wanted, but that was all part of being a hunter, right' "But almost getting eaten by a dragon' I did absolutely nothing to provoke that.." She grumbled this softly, and shifted in her chair.

She watched as he pinched the bridge of his nose.....and spoke of it being a mistake to have someone so green in Rhy'din. She rolled her shoulders and blew out another breath. She was more than likely going to regret what she said, but she spoke anyways. "Maybe it is. Maybe sending me to that city was the worse thing someone could have done. Or it could be the best. Or something in between. But I'm there. And I'm trying Sir, goddamnit. Where's everyone else that I graduated with' Almost all of 'em are in groups. Groups. Or dead." Bluntly stated.....but it was true. "Here. I'm in a city that is alive with magic to the point that you can feel it hum in the air, the normal civilian population there is more inhuman than human. And apart from the occasional taking care of something with Wren, I'm doing it all alone. I don't have a group to keep an eye out for me. I don't have the bonus of more than one set of eyes, or ears, or someone else that may catch something I miss." She paused, and pointed. "But I've been there for three months now. And I'm still standing. Do you really think it was a mistake" If you do, go ahead. Find someone else to stick there. They can learn the city, and work to make all new connections, and maybe just like me they'll still be living in three months. Maybe not." Despite the snark those words could have held, there was none. It was just a simple statement.

Berry listened as Elodie spoke her mind, her anger spurring her recklessly forward. He could just hear the smug tone in her voice that screamed her condescension thanks to her marks in the academy. The fact that she didn't actually give words to such was very likely a wise one given that Wren's smacks were rare and never fueled by any sort of emotion while Berry's would most certainly have the weight of his rolling anger behind it. If anything her defiance only grew that fire more, spurred the grizzled veteran and his history of feeding young punks the book of military regulations with the heel of his boot.

But then the cool, blunt manner as she spoke about what she'd done....how she'd survived and did her best in spite of the handicaps placed upon her worked to quench that white knuckle anger some. The man's jaw stopped producing subtle grinding sounds as he let out a sigh, fingers returning to pinch at the bridge of his brow once more as though it could somehow help him focus his thoughts or tame what vicious things he could potentially call her out on. Having a pissing contest with the woman wasn't going to serve either of them justice and would likely just push her more towards that frame of mind he was trying to prevent her from going down.

"It is a mistake but not because you've survived, but because you've been forced to. If it were up to me I'd have never sent someone so green to such a dangerous place....but it's not my call. This was brass' decision and I'm here to try and make sure you don't end up dead because you're naivety and pride have driven you into a situation you can't handle." Letting his hand drop he gazed at the young woman before him, his frown heavy as his fingers tented upon the table.

"One in four hunters will die on their first encounter with the strange. Another will die in their first two years." It was a tired statistic that the drill instructors yelled into fresh hunter recruits heads but this was stated just as bluntly as her own observation of what she'd done rather than in the tones of trying to scare her into some sort of submission. "The first is from being in over their heads. The second is from letting down their guard because they've had some early success....in a team or without. So yeah, maybe you've done well given your circumstances....but that doesn't mean that death isn't following you. I'm sure by now you've noticed the cold calculus of those hunters who are your veterans....who have survived long enough that the game changes them, alters them. It's not something....you should have forced on you."

Even as he spoke he could see the edge of wariness that seemed to follow hunters about already marking the young huntress' eyes. It made the man bristle and depressed all in one notion though he worked to keep such from his own sharp angled features. "But it is the task before you. And while you've been doing admirably you still need to understand that your f***ups have costs and gets you attention that you do not want, even if you were doing a good job. As you may recall the last hunter out there was commended in Rhy'Din for a job well done too, a sentiment that did not translate as such back home."

No, a smack from the man fueled by anger would probably rattle her brains a little, given the physical prowess the man had despite his short stature. She could see the way he bristled though, with her anger, then seemed to, not be so ready to smack her when she kept speaking. And....something that she thought she would regret saying turned.....out to be not so much....She was quiet for a stretch of several moments, simply just watching him, as he pinched the bridge of his nose again, sighed, the resolve he settled with. And as she did, she worked out her thoughts, processed his words.

"I thought it was a joke at first. That I was being sent to Rhy'din. I mean....I had heard about it and all, but....yeah." Honestly, she wondered if there was some purpose of some kind that had landed her in Rhy'din. Other times.....she wondered if it had just been because of her pedigree, how well she had done. A soft dry laugh escaped her. "And then I was there, and it sank in, and well, yeah." She paused, Hazel's dancing up to find the Man's gaze on her. "I don't want to end up in a situation like that, yeah' I.....mh. I do try to think with a rational head." Most of the time. The hunt of Sinestra, was perhaps the only one.....and maybe the one with the metal snake....that was scouting gone wrong. Really wrong. But she wouldn't be telling the Major that. "And I don't want it to end up being a mistake that I was sent to Rhy'din." Softly spoken as her eyes dropped down to his fingers as they moved and tented atop the table.

As he spoke statistics, she went quiet, the numbers and chances that he spoke echoed in the back of her mind every time she stepped out to investigate, or head out on a hunt. "I don't want to be another statistic. I don't want to die super young." This was admitted, simple and honest. She pulled in a deep breath and blew it out slow. "I just want....I dunno. I wanna keep people safe. And..." She trailed off, her words faltering as she realized.....that she wasn't sure what she wanted....now that she had achieved her lifelong goal of being a hunter. She cleared her throat, and waved a hand, as if dismissing such thoughts. "And Death follows all of us. Some, just more closely than others. I'm glad I've yet to meet 'em. and will continue to be." As for his comment about not having such forced on her...well, she wasn't sure what to say to that. What could she" Didn't such come with the territory of being military' Do as told. So she was silent on the subject.

When his topic shifted direction back to well....what her ass chewing was for, she snorted. "Yeah. Costs." She tapped the paper he had laid before her, marked in so much red. "I can see that. Uh....I have most of that....back in Rhy'din." She deflated a little more with that statement, while her imaginary piggy bank sobbed. "Am I going to have to have all of it before I get a new caster?" Absent thought. She would cry if yes. "I'll try a little harder to be more careful from now on, yeah' I don't want trouble. I just....want to keep going." She paused when her thoughts ticked of Mach, and how his Heroics in Rhy'din ended him in jail here....and well....yeah. "I know, Sir."

The man's expression was grim at best as he listened to what the huntress had to say, fingertips tapping lightly upon each other as his gaze bore into her. Even in these more earnest and heartfelt moments the man couldn't exactly turn off that hardened military exterior though there may also have been a lingering desire to help try to set her in her place in spite of everything. To put her on 'the right road' though, in honesty, he himself didn't know what such was. Pondering over her words as she fell nervously silent the Major finally shook his head. "No, part of being in the military is having the tools that you need to do the mission that you have been assigned. And peacekeeper cannot keep the peace without some means of enforcing the law."

Moving now he grabbed one of the other folders and pushed it forward to the woman, the words 'Requisition' printed on the manilla tab. "Before you head back you are to report to Dr. Burns for a checkup of your augmentations as well as to receive a revised set of potions and a new caster. Hopefully such will help you in your fight to remain alive." Looking at the folder for a long moment he finally lifted his gaze once more to the woman though there was something different in those depths, an almost fatherly gentleness.

"But honestly, what you probably need more now than tech or potions is direction." His tone was frank but earnest as he spoke, fingers interlacing as he studied her response to such. "Wanting to save people is noble....and a worthy cause. The ultimate duty one may have in a military....but people don't live for such stringent duty alone Elodie. You have to have something that you are fighting for....for yourself only. It doesn't have to selfish or greedy....but it has to be personal. Personal enough to drive you when nothing else will. and something that will not only make you want to live....but have to. Your father.....while distant and a terrible family man who was always looking for that thrill, always playing the odds with his own cold view of things....still held you and Molly close. You gave him an anchor....and just as such you need one too. One of the three vitals for a hunter."

There seemed to be a tension in her that eased when he assured her that she wouldn't be made to wait any longer for her caster. Because well....Taking care of Sinestra with nothing but a knife, metal pipe and lots of dragonsbane had been a little harrowing. But she had come out in the end! As was such that she clung to after the incident, up until this point. "Sweet. It's just a little scary in Rhy'din being without it." A snort followed, along with a smile that tugged the corners of her mouth upwards. "Thank you." The words were warm and genuine when spoken.

Her attention shifted as he moved, to the manilla folder that he produced for her. She pulled it close, and lifted the cover to peer inside at the top page as he spoke. Then she glanced up at him, hazels bright. "That sounds like a good deal to me. Make sure I put it all to good use, right?" Faint laughter escaped, mirth in her weird sense of humor.

As he spoke of what she needed though, she fell silent, and the mirth in her features shifted to something a little more thoughtful instead. "Direction' I- pffft." The sound was bitter. She shifted and fidgeted as he spoke of having something personal to fight for, something that would keep her going, her thoughts ticked absently to the boy of her childhood. Had events progressed differently....she was certain that he would be just that anchor he spoke of. But life had kicked her in the gut, and he was a wound that still bled, as much as she tried to hide it. "My mother." Softly.....but it was hesitant, as if she wasn't solidly sure on such. "I....I don't really have anyone but her. My dad's gone. And Z-mmh." She paused, and coughed, made like she was trying to play that off. She wasn't sure how good it would be to mention him.

"And my dad wasn't terrible when he was around. Some of the best memories. I know we kept him coming back home time and time again, alive." He had told her. So many times. As he reveled stories to her, as they cuddled, played with wild imagination and made the most out of whatever time he had home. The mention of the three essential vitals had her giving him a quiet imploring look. "What are the other two?" A brow arched.

The man simply snorted at her genuine words and how she lit up when he mentioned her getting re-outfitted for duty. "A tool is just that Elodie, a tool. And I would think that you'd be well aware of that fact by now." This was spoken in a drab manner even as he practiced a gesture that the woman was very well acquainted with as he tapped the side of his head. It was something Wren always did as he was lecturing her with that light, knowing smile of his. A tool was a tool, and a hunter was a hunter; and in the end it was the hunter and their hunger for victory that made the day. It was such a view that almost seemed to have painted the veteran hunter impressed with her feat given the dragon....almost. But then again in classic Wren fashion he had a list of problems with her execution and an even longer one of what she could have done to make the hunt easier or less costly. If the hunter were to be believed he could have taken Sinestra down with a mint toothpick...

But there was none of the Wren's glibness to Berry's words as his words and the slight smile that crossed his craggy features told of his approval and almost pride of what the woman had accomplished....as reckless and destructive as it was. Of course her faltering through that next part, the uncertainty of her answer had him frowning once more. "It's not something you have to have figured out right away....if anything it's something you come to learn about yourself with time. But it is something you should be thinking about nonetheless. You've been shoved onto a hard road Elodie....and weather it's right by you or not doesn't change the fact that you still have to rise to meet in, grow up faster as it were. Something your father never took to heart..."

The man's expression shifted some as though he were sucking on something bitter, the words at the tip of his tongue melting away with a shake of his head. There was little doubt in his mind that she would or even could see her father in the light that he saw him....not yet anyway. And it was, perhaps, the worst thought of all that at some point she may come to such conclusions all her own. But until that point he chose to be reticent on such just as she seemed to be reticent about whatever she was about to say. A fact she may have been aware of as he simply cleared his throat rather than inquire further about the left off name.

"The other two' Well, one I am sure you are reminded of often by Wren.....that you need to have a head for being a hunter. Be aware of your surroundings, of your situation, and what you have to use to turn anything to your advantage. And the other....is an almost stupid amount of tenacity and fight. To soldier on in your duty when you have nothing left....but that which drives you.....and your head. All three of those work together, function as the core of a hunter."

"Well. yeah. I am aware of that. I think fighting off a dragon with a metal pipe, a knife and a carrot was a good example of that." As she spoke, there was a bit of mirth that danced in her eyes, but she schooled her expression into something mildly serious, apart from the upturned corners of her mouth. "Though maybe I'd have had less parts of me missing if my caster hadn't gotten crunched. Maybe the carrot wouldn't have been involved." She rolled her shoulders in nonchalant shrug. "But I'm here. I know I probably could have done something to have made things go a little better..." She trailed off, then huffed. Yes, she had heard most of it all from Wren. When in the eyes of him, she always did things in a complicated way. Her counter argument always, was that she was still there. Which meant something worked. She was still learning as she went. And as much as she didn't seem to, she did listen, and take what she was told to heart. Hell she worked as a waitress at a strip club to learn how to flirt, so she wasn't so awkward should she ever have to use feminine wiles for a hunt, thanks to a suggestion from Wren. As for the hunter, the Toothpick and Sinestra....she almost wouldn't doubt it. Wren was just kinda that scary.

As for the approval, and almost pride on his face....she couldn't help but bask in it a little. Like when Hope had given her the ribbon for accomplishing what she had. It was nice to have that once in awhile, instead of disapproving looks, and lecturing words. As for when he started to speak again, she listed quietly, and at one point, her lips pursed in thought. "Mmmh." Was finally what she gave him. "I suppose it's not. And it is something that I'll have to keep in mind." There was a pause, a frown at the mention of her father. "I don't think growing up is as easy as some think. But...I'm trying." Somewhat. She wasn't being all too irresponsible at least' "Are you....saying that my father didn't really ever grow up?" There was a pause, before she fell quiet, obviously thinking about something, but she didn't look intent on speaking it.

As for Elodie's father.....She had seen the man as a hero her whole life. The tales of saving people, of always capturing the bad guy....and even with his infrequent and random breaks at home, the fact that he was most times gone than not....hadn't seemed to bother her much. At least now. But when she had been younger....she did indeed remember lots of missed school functions, important events, birthdays, and broken promises of presence. The lonely and missing him that she felt, and often distracted herself with Zayden from. At least....until he was taken away, ferried off to learn how to control and suppress the magic he had never asked for. But regardless of all that, her father was still a hero to her. Perhaps not to the extent and level of awe that it had been when she was still little, but it was still there.

When he spoke of the one that Wren often reminded her of, she snorted. "Always. That's what he lectures me most about." She couldn't help the crooked grin that formed. "I can see how they all work together....I mean....they're all kinda intertwined." Said softly as her leg absently picked up its bouncing from earlier. "Or At least I see it that way."

Berry just shook his head at the woman's question as she obviously misunderstood his meaning....not that he was over keen to clarify. But then how did one really talk bad about someone's hero, particularly if they were their father" "I....think Ezra was misguided in his priorities and what he chose to pursue in life. I suppose you could say it showed a....lack of maturity on his part, even if he was a good hunter. Thrived on being the hero." This was spoken cautiously, trying to give the young woman food for thought without shutting her down to what he was beating around the bush about.

And rather than dwell on this topic the man continued on to what was said next, a nod offered. "They are all intertwined, hence the pinnacle principles of being a hunter. Head, heart, fight " you can't survive with just one and you can't succeed with just two. Of course every hunter has their own focus on such as I'm sure you've seen with Wren. But just because he rides you about knowledge and being keen and clever doesn't mean he doesn't have a vim to fight and some reason why he continues. Just means he prides knowledge first as what will help you survive in the immediate until you figure the rest out."

Gathering up the folders once more save for that requisition packet for the woman, he gave the stack a tap to square them, bringing emphasis to them. "And it's also what makes it so you don't keep destroying U.T.R.A. property or wasting our resources." A less than subtle jab to bring things full circle once more. "Because there are those you don't want looking over your shoulder or sticking their nose in your files." That last part held a foreboding feel to it, the man's gaze almost conspiratorial though he'd clear such with a covered cough.

"Hopefully though you can continue surviving and doing good as you do such. Get better at not only hunting but utilizing your assets and tools effectively."

The huntress considered Berry when he spoke of what he felt about her father, before she gave an easy shrug, and snorted. "Apart from Wren, I've yet to see a hunter that was completely mature acting." Then, as if to emphasize her point, she flicked her tongue out at him briefly. Oh, she would be stubborn for a while about her father" Berry just needed to give her a little while longer as a hunter, a little while to learn the grit that he wanted to keep her from so much.

Then, almost as of a switch had been flipped, she grew somber, and dipped her head. "Thank you sir. You've given me food for thought." Then she offered a sheepish grin. "And I'm going to try harder on keeping my things safe. Keep out of too much trouble. Not all of it though. Don't want anyone getting too suspicious now, do we?" There was an amused look that crossed her features when she said this.

"And I'm trying to, yeah' Kinda one of those learning experience things. But I'm gonna do my best, like I always do!"

If Elodie thought she'd get a rise from the gruff, career administrator with that flick of tongue she was sorely mistaken if only because the man worked hard to keep that grim expression upon his severe features. "That's because there's something inherently wrong with hunters if hearsay is to be believed" or maybe that immaturity is a coping mechanism for the strange world you all exist in." Fiddling a little with those files in hand he considered the thin manilla folders for a long moment as though contemplating his wording. "Just so you know if you need it psychiatric services are available free of charge."

That bit of advice was casually offered without any inflection that such was some sort of order or even a thing she should do. It was merely a reminder of the services that were available to her and a hope that she wouldn't be so stubborn as to ignore her mental health until it became a problem as many hunters tended to do. Of course that cheeky to serious to glib transitioning with the punchline being her not behaving too much didn't exactly build confidence in the man regarding this. "Well make sure to chew it thoroughly. You don't want to end up like the other hunters who've been assigned to the special region of Rhy"Din?"

Eyeing her for a long moment he let those last words of parting foreboding sink in before finally he turned his attention to the task of putting away the folders, the box nudged over towards her. "Anyway, that's a good attitude to have - doing your best and always learning. Keep at it 2Lt. Spencer." Tucking the files that he kept once more under his arm he finally motioned to the evidence box. "That's yours....a keepsake of your first successful big game hunt, you've earned the pride and the scars of that."

There was almost something akin to pride in his gruff tone, the slightest upturn of lips barely flashing across his stoney features before they fell back to that well practiced frown. "And that concludes your first official debrief Second Lieutenant. Now if there isn't anything else you wished to discuss then your next mission is to go and enjoy your downtime, Major's orders. Make sure to tell Molly hi from me."

And with that the man squared up with a snap, heels clicking as he fired a sharp salute to the woman. "Good hunting 2Lt. Spencer."

She didn't intend at all to get a rise from him, as she knew she probably wouldn't! As that was just the kind of man that she figured Bacon to be. "Eh, Maybe it's a little of both somewhere in there. It could be that, right?" Her tone was light, as if such didn't bother her much at all. Though when he mentioned psychiatric services, she made a slight face. Her mother had dragged her to a head doc after her father had died" and well, opening up and bearing her soul to a complete stranger wasn't something she felt like doing anytime soon. "Yeah. Thanks for that. I'll uh, look into it at some point soon." It was probably a blatant lie" or maybe it wasn't. Sometimes it was hard to tell with the Huntress.

"Yeah. I know. Chew fully before swallowing. Goes the same way with normal food. I know. Mom reminded me of it enough.?" She kept up with her mostly chipper attitude, and snickered with those words. And well, when he gave her that next mission of hers, she couldn't help the smile that she beamed at him. She shifted to her feet then, and reached out to pull the box closer, then picked it up and tucked it under her arm. "I'll have to clear a place on one of my shelves. Display it proudly. "

Then, with the box tucked beneath her arm, she brought her hand up to return his salute. "I most definitely can get behind that mission, Sir. And I will! Have a good one!? With that chirped happily, and a smile flashed his way, she turned to twist on her heels, and head on out the door, a bounce in her steps.

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-06-16 11:29 EST
"Home is where the heart is."

Dardensrow 32nd, 1738 - Early Morning - 10:32

After she had finished with Maj. Bacon, the huntress had called a cab to take her home. The duration of the trip was spent in companionable silence with the driver, as she mulled over What Bacon had said, and how, yeah, people were not happy with the state of her caster. One mistake after another, but hey, she was learning. And she was still up and kicking so that had to count for something.

She pulled out of her thoughts when the cab pulled up before her house, and after thanking the driver, paying him and leaving a nice tip, she was moving to collect her bags so she could tumble out of the doors of the cab. She stopped once her feet hit the sidewalk, and straightened, her attention finally moving to shift towards" well home. Even though it had only been a few months since she had left for Rhy'din, it felt like it had been" well much much longer, and well. She was going to blame that on the City itself.

For a moment the huntress stood there dumbfounded, trying to let the fact that she was home again sink in. It was almost like a culture shock. She didn't see the face that peered through the curtain of the front window either" Then soon enough the front door was opening, and there was a woman that was plumping mildly with age, with hair that was becoming more salt and pepper than the natural blonde she had been, stepping through the door, and onto the porch.

"Lodie!"

Her name was cried happily, and pulled her attention towards the woman as she rushed for her. She dropped her bags, and held her arms open. And when her mother wrapped her in a hug, she returned it, a happy smile stretching across her face. "Hi Mom. Happy Birthday."

And with that, she pulled back and produced a wrapped gift box from her jacket pocket. "I figured that perhaps I'd bring back a bit of the artistry that can be found in Rhy'din. It's not living, it's not magical or anything, just pretty." Once her mother took it and gave her an apprehensive look, the huntress grinned. Then she moved to collect her bags, and gestured toward the door. "Inside" Is everyone here yet?"

Her mother shook her head as she started heading back towards the door, and Elodie followed. "No. Not yet. Ethel and Benny will be here later, along with a few others. Grams and Paps are here though. They're in the kitchen. Insisted on making breakfast."

Elodie paused when she reached the porch, and pumped a hand still holding one of her bags into the air, almost comically. "Yeeeesss! This trip just keeps getting better. Mom's cooking, Grams cooking, spending time with everyone" I couldn't ask for anything more." As she spoke, her mother bustled forward to get the door, and held it open so she could slip through and inside, before her mother let the door shut.

Once inside her nose was assaulted by the scents of various foods cooking, and her ears, the low din of conversation in the kitchen, along with the occasional bump or clank of something they were using. She hesitated in the dining room, before she set her bags down. Her grams and Paps were her father's parents, and well, sometimes it was hard.

Soon enough though, she found that she didn't even have to muster up the courage to head into the kitchen, as they were both shuffling out to greet her!

"Elodie!" Happily exclaimed by her grams as the elderly woman wrapped her in a hug that she happily returned.

"Little Lodie. I keep forgetting you're not so little anymore." Her Paps mused, as he took the opportunity with her grams hugging her to reach out and ruffle her hair, before he laughed, the sound deep and rumbly with years of smoking cigarettes. She in response, groaned, and ducked her head, which only increased his attempts, and ended with her laughing.

"Let me see you." Urged her Grams, before she moved to hold her at arm's length, then let go, and took two big steps backwards. For a moment, she straightened up, and her Gram's took in the mess of her ruffled hair, the U.T.R.A. issued uniform she wore, the hunter's mantle that rested proudly on her shoulders, the lack of ribbons and medals painting her as the new greenie that she was, and the crooked smile that was stretched across her face. "You wear that uniform so well. So proud. It looks good on you, just as it looked good on your father. And you look well fed, so strong. You're taking good care of yourself. Good."

The woman paused, before she squinted at her. "Are you drinking" Smoking" Practicing safe sex" ".Doing drugs?" The last question sounded the most questioning.

Elodie on the other hand flushed at her Gram's questioning, and ducked her head. "Little of the first, a little of the second, definitely yes to the third, I don't want a baby, and for the fourth, that one time was because I made the mistake of accepting tea from a stranger, and I will never make that mistake again. Promise."

"Lodie!" Her mother squawked at her, pausing in her peeling the wrapping paper off her gift to do so. "It was a mistake. Not gonna make it again." Her mother squinted at her suspiciously, as if she didn't believe it. "You better'd not. Or I'll personally come to Rhy'din and kick your butt." Those words earned her mother a quiet stare". Because well she didn't doubt that. And anything in the city that tried to mess with her, well she could imagine her mother scolding it to death, as the woman could be ruthless when on a mission. "I won't." She held up a hand like she was making an oath. "Good." And with that, the topic was dropped.

Her mother resumed the unwrapping of her gift, peeling the paper away to reveal the square box underneath. While she did so, the huntress moved to collect a hug from her Paps as well, and melted against him as his arms wrapped around her.

"I missed you and Grams. I'm glad you're here. I'm glad to be home. Even if it's just for a little bit."

"I think I can say that we're both excited that you're home. You're so". Grown up now. Not blowing up flower beds anymore?"

"Hah! That was totally not my fault. Zayden-" She paused after she said his name, her smile faltering a bit. There was a touch of a face that crossed her grandparents faces, undecipherable to the huntress. Her mother though shot Elodie a curiously wary glance, as if she half expected her to cry. She on the other hand, pulled in a deep breath. "You know Mrs. Potters still hasn't forgiven me" She squints suspiciously at me, even now. I saw her peeking through her blinds, and was probably all "Well damn. I better get out the barbed wire again, that Spencer child's back in town!" "

"Yes! Yes, quite the young woman. You're so beautiful. So strong. Ezra would be proud. So proud of his baby girl if he was here. Especially since you're not blowing things up any more."

Those words from her grams had a bittersweet smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. She was certain that the woman was right' and yearned for the man to be there to confirm it. "I try Grams. He's kind of my motivation for it." Softly spoken, it earned her another squeeze from her Paps before he let her go, just as her mother made a soft surprised sound.

When hazels danced her way, she spotted her mother with the box open, a child-like delight on her face as she held up the gold bracelet that had been nestled within. The bracelet glittered with jewels, rubies, emeralds, golden topazes, all artfully arranged to resemble a dragon! Oh, such a thing as pretty as that had cost her quite a pretty penny, but it was her mother. And her mother deserved to be spoiled, and with the money she had saved up from tips and pay from the Kitten's Playpen, it wasn't too much of a damage on her savings, though paying for her damaged caster, and damaged or stolen potions". That would clear out her savings" and then some. The thought was deflating.

"Lodie, this is gorgeous. Really. It's too much. I-"

"Shhh. It's a gift. You can't give it back, mom. Really." She stuck her tongue out childishly.

"Molly, she's right. It was a gift. You can't give it back."

Paps" well he was just a smart man and stood there quietly, watching the three women with an amused smile on his face.

She grinned when the woman huffed at her, but proceeded to unclasp it, so she could wrap it around her wrist, and fasten the clasp. As her mother and grams admired the bracelet, and how it glittered in the light, she moved to first remove her mantle, which she folded and set aside, then shrug out of her uniform jacket, to the tank top underneath, and dropped it on the back of one of the chairs. Meanwhile, Paps was shuffling back off towards the kitchen to make sure that the last few things that were cooking didn't get burnt.

Once both the other women were finished with their admiring, their attention turned back to the huntress for a moment, before her grams shuffled off after her Paps. And for a moment, she stood under her mother's scrutinizing gaze as it studied her form a little more closely, now that there was no longer the bulk of the jacket. It lingered quietly, first on the side of her head, and the claw mark lines of hair missing from there, to the various round dragon sized bite scars on her shoulders, half circles a shade darker than the rest of her skin, to the scars on her lower leg as well. They were near invisible to anyone who didn't know what to look for, but". Her mother had married a hunter, so.

"Lodie. So how are things going for you in Rhy'din" Are you doing okay?"

She blinked twice at this question, before she nodded enthusiastically, almost a little too much so. "Yeah! Things are going's good. I'm enjoying it. Little rough, little tumble and definitely different."

"Uh-huh. And" You...are doing good on your hunts" Being careful, and planning?"

"Mmmhm. I am. They've gone rather well." It was said easily, but there's a layer of unease under everything. May be because she was fibbing a little to her mother, maybe because her mother was giving a look as if she didn't believe a word she was saying. Or maybe it was because of both. At some point her Grams gave up on watching them, and shuffled back into the kitchen to help Paps with the rest of breakfast.

Either way, her mother squinted at her hard, before she sighed, and must have let it be with that, because her next words didn't pry or press. "That's good then. Good to hear. I get worried about you sometimes, thinking of you in a city". In a city like that. All those creatures and beasts, and mages."

She in return rolled her shoulders in a shrug. "It really isn't like that at all. It's a great big city' And everyone's just trying to do the same mostly. Make a living, provide for themselves and families if they have them. People tend to keep to themselves."

"Oh. Well" I still worry. You're in a completely different world over there."

"Don't worry so much. I've got Wren looking after me and hunter's blood in my veins. I'll be fine." She rolled her shoulders, and instead of pressing. Her mother fell quiet. The kind of quiet that meant she was plotting something.

"I know. I know. I just' I don't know what I'd do if you eventually came back to me the same way your father did. I don't know how well I could suffer through something like that again, Lodie. I really don't. And it terrifies me that I might. Losing Ezra" Your father, it was the worst. I can't imagine what losing you would be like."

The huntress fell quiet as these words, quietly eaten away by guilt that came from not telling her mother the full truth. "I'll come back from Rhy'din. I promise. I pinky promise." As she spoke she held her hand up, all fingers tucked in except for her pinky, which stood out, waiting for the pact of a promise to be agreed on.

Her mother stared at her quietly for a moment, before she reached out to loop pinkies with her. "Of all the things that you have promised me" Please, please don't break this one, Lodie." With that said, she pulled her hand back, then wrapped her daughter up in one of those bone crushing hugs that can only come from a mother.

She squeaked at the sudden hug from her mother, though soon enough she was melting against her mother into that embrace. Eyes closed, with a warm smile on her face. "Don't worry. Thought of making you angry, or sad is reason enough to keep me going, yeah' You, Grams and Gramps. I'm going to be there for you guys, no matter what I do." These words were murmured as she returned her hug, and pulled away to offer her a wide smile.

"I hope so Lodie."

"Yes! Now, let's stop worrying about it, alright' I'm starving. And Grams and Gramps need help moving all that delicious food out here and setting the table. I dunno about you, but the last time I ate was last night, and that's a crime. At least to my stomach!"

The woman's laughter followed the huntress into the kitchen, just as she did, both intent on helping finish the last preparations for breakfast.

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-06-17 11:43 EST
Several hours later - 15:47

Breakfast had satisfied the huntress and her family, and over the next few hours of time they were lazy, poking fun and making jokes without really any intentions of doing much of anything else, except for watching T.V., but mostly it served as a background noise to their conversations. Soon enough late morning had rolled into early afternoon, and lazy conversation shifted towards stringing up decorations and the little bit of cleaning that needed done.

It was at some point that they were finishing the last little touches to the decorations and the cleaning that there was a knock on the door.

"I got it!" Was the shout from the huntress that echoed those of her childhood. She finished the last bit of pinning the streamer, before she was scrambling for the front door, so she could yank the door open.

Standing on the other side was a middle aged couple, the woman small and petite, brunette. The only family resemblance that she seemed to have with anyone in the family was the facial features, even then, those seemed to be pinched into a lasting scowl that she fixed the huntress with. The man on the other hand had head of tousled chestnut locks, and a warm and receiving smile on his face, despite the very clear "Behave." looks he kept sending his wife.

"Aunty Ethel. Uncle Benny! Good to see you both. Yeah' Come in." She nodded back, and yanked the door a little wider. "Mhhm." Her aunt sniffed at her, disdain clear on her face as she edged her way around the hunter and the door, and scampered further into the family home, bustling off to find her sister without a word spoken to the huntress. Benny on the other hand looked mildly mortified by her actions.

"Sorry Elodie. I- Your aunt has somehow recently acquired a gigantic stick up her ass. I'm beginnin" to wish she would pull it out." His words were apologetic, and his smile friendly, but there still seemed to be a layer of unease somewhere there. He slipped through the door, and patted her shoulder gently.

"It really is good to see you. You're so' grown." But it sounded just like different, and somewhere inside the hunter was a quiet little shift in thought, something, that wasn't quite to her consciousness. "Yeah. You too." This was murmured softly as she moved to shut the door and follow after her uncle down the hallway. She could hear her Aunt's stiff greetings to her mother, and her father's parents as she made her way down the hall. Then she heard Benny's voice, full of a warmth that he hadn't quite used with her.

As she neared the ends of the hall that led to the living room she paused, listening quietly as her family interacted. Her aunt and uncle were acting" just like a lot of others had. Awkward, and wanting to not be around her for all to long, lest her bad fortune with things that go bump in the night may rub off on them. Her uncle spoke to them with an ease he had not used with her" and well" her aunt wouldn't even speak to her. And well" that hurt. Finally, she squared her shoulders and moved to step back into the living room. Immediately her aunt sniffed, tilted her head and upturned her nose, as if she had smelled something horrible. "I am going upstairs. To put my stuff away. Second guest bedroom, yes, Molly?" This was asked, though she didn't bother to wait for an answer. No, she just bull rushed her way up the stairs. For a moment the huntress stared after her, a tick of hurt, and a tick of confusion on her face.

"I know Zayden and me put a bunch toads in her purse that one time but she really-".....". ". There was a spanse of several uncomfortable moments that followed the mention of her childhood friend's name. He was a mage after all" a fugitive mage, wanted for" No. She wasn't going to dwell on that, just as she was certain the rest of her family was. Zayden". Well it had been nearly four years since he had disappeared. Hazels took in the expectant stares that she was getting from her family, before she waved a hand wildly at them all. "Forget I mentioned him, yeah' I'm not gonna cry again. I'm done crying over him, okay' It's been years. I'm fine now, Okay' I'm fine." The words were grumbled and with a humming bustle they were all shuffling to agree. Then Benny was making to follow after his wife upstairs.

Gaze of hazel moved to follow after her aunt and uncle, before she gave a deflated sigh, and her shoulders slumped. "Neither one of them really like me." It was said simply to her mother and grandparents.

"Benny I think is just tired. Ethel's just Ethel. She's opinionated. "

"And a bitch."

"Elodie!" Hissed, as a frown pulled at her mother's features.

"What' She wouldn't even talk to me. The minute I came in here she ran right up the stairs, she can't stand me."

"No. That's not it-"

"Like hell it isn't. That's okay. I don't wanna inconvenience anyone. Or y"know. Make them uncomfortable. They are the guests. I'm just gonna go make Mrs. Potters sweat a little more over her flower beds. I'll make sure I'm back in time for the party. Maybe we'll see how many more people seem uncomfortable around me. I'll behave though, promise." Though it wasn't her mother that she was angry with, she couldn't seem to keep a touch of venom from her voice.

And instead of saying anything else, and being venomous again, she pulled away, turned on her heel. Then before anyone could stop her or say anything else, she was bolting for the door. She didn't see the way her mother or grandparents flinched, or the daggered glare that her aunt gave her from the guest bedroom window, after she stormed out and slammed the door behind her.

She was too frustrated to care at the moment.

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-06-17 15:19 EST
Later That Evening - 19:14

It was well into the afternoon, her mother's birthday party in full swing. People were laughing, dancing about with the music that rolled through the house from cleverly hidden speakers, and bustling about inside the house, and out, as the party spilled out onto the back patio, where her grandfather and uncle Benny manned the grill. On which cooked a varied of meats, chicken, burgers, hotdogs, and kebabs, coated in oil, and seasoned to perfection. The aroma of food from the porch mingled with the baked sweets, and sides, and varying dishes that the guests had brought, as was regulation for such a cookout birthday celebration such as her mother's. Underneath all the lingering smell of food, was the booze, mostly beer, and some mid-grade liquor that was appropriate....when given in small amounts. Exception being the birthday girl.

Her mother had consumed a couple of drinks already, the evidence clear in the bright pink flush of her cheeks, the sway in her step, and the jovial way that she mingled from cluster of people to cluster of people, leaving trails of laughter, and gasping for breath.

Elodie, for the most part had been quiet, and painfully aware of the fact that almost everyone there at the party was giving her plenty of distance, even given the fact that she had changed from her uniform, folded and stored away the mantle that so loudly screamed as to what she was. Words carried, stories were told, and people learned. Normally with legacy there was death, as her father was such an example of, and many spoke of her being destined for a great one. Which is why she figured no one would talk to her. Hell. No one would even barely make eye contact with her. So instead of making any attempt at social interaction, she filled her glass, sulked, emptied it, and repeated. She lost count how many times. With her there was no jovial laughter, or jokes and punchlines. Just silence, and avoidance.

Her aunt Ethel had consumed one drink, and it was more than enough for the lightweight and dislikable person that she became when inebriated. The woman became mean, snapping at people that irritated her in the slightest, and chasing Benny off at any given time that he tried to come near her, swatting and batting at him if he tried to grab her, or touch her in any way. Then finally, he gave up with her and returned to helping Elodie's grandfather man the grill, and cook food.

When the inevitable run in between Elodie and her aunt came to pass, it happened in the kitchen amongst the food and the party goers that were busy filling their plates with appetizers and snacks and anything else that could be considered finger food. Elodie had taken a break from her reclusiveness long enough to snag a plate and start piling it up with all the things she thought she may like. It was when she was reaching for the little cupcakes that she notice the eye daggers her aunt was sending her way as she nibbled away at a piece of broccoli.

The huntress plucked up the third mini cupcake, and added it to the top of the plate, all the while, she watched as her aunt continued to stare her down. It only served to rub and irritate her previous aggravations, which grew more and more the longer the woman stared. Like a bomb with a fuse finally burned out, and only encouraged more easily with the liquor she had been sneaking, she snapped.

"WHAT" What is it' Why do you glare at me like I've gone and done you some great wrong" I haven't done anything but grow up, and find my place in this world." Then she paused, and whirled around to gestured at the rest of those in the kitchen. Somewhere the music died with a pathetic whine. "And the rest of you. Don't think I miss how you won't even look at me, or acknowledge that I even exist. Maybe I'm a little dumb, but I'm not goddamned blind."

A deadly silence fell over those inside the kitchen, and soon enough fell over the rest of the house as more people came to investigate the source of the outburst.

Her aunt look aghast that there had been such an outburst from her, before she sniffed. "You're not right. There's nothing about you hunters that's right. Drinking down potions for enhanced abilities, healing in matters of seconds. Casting the same kinda magic things that mages do out of their weapons. You are no different than the nasty monsters you hunt." As her aunt finished those words, there was a murmur that passed through a couple of people, before quickly several people slunk out of the kitchen.

Before Molly could even cut in, Elodie was speaking. "You are amazing." The laugh that followed was bitter. "You say I am no better than the things I hunt, a monster. Do you think we should be hunted down too' Caged and prodded at, parts removed if we mess up. Dearest aunt, if it weren't for the hunters like me, you'd be sleeping a lot less easy at night. You'd glance over your shoulder way more than you already do."

"Monsters! You destroy and kill all in the name of glory and justice, and get away with it because it wasn't your fault. Caught in the crossfire." The woman paused for a moment, a malignant grin stretching across her face. "At least that's what Ezra always said, when someone died on a hunt. Cruel Bas-" Whatever else her aunt planned on saying was cut short by the sudden flash of something before her, a crunch, her head snapping back, while pain blossomed in her face around her nose. Blood, bright and crimson in color gushed freely, and the woman spat a string of curses that would have made a sailor blush. Her hands came up, gingerly prodding at her face, trying to asses the damage.

"Bitch."

Her Aunt spat the word at her, then flinched when the huntress stepped forward, expecting to be socked again. Instead she had a finger poked into her blood spattered chest. "Keep your mouth shut about my father. You've no right. I remember it. Every time you visited. You hated him. Loved me. You loved me and loved me, but the moment I followed in his footsteps, the moment I went to the academy, you've had some goddamned stick up your ass towards me." Her aunt stumbled backwards with a particularly rough jab to her chest, and Elodie merely closed the distance that she created.

"What is it that has you on some damned high horse" You think you're better, right' What makes you so special" You just sit behind a boring desk day in and day out, like there's something satisfying about that. I'd like to see you or anyone else in this damned house last a day in my shoes, last a day in the shoes of any hunter. I'd like to see you beat and half dead, and barely surviving. Because that's what we have to deal with. All so you can have cushy desk jobs and don't have to worry about basilisks in the sewers, or something coming in your house while you sleep, and devouring you with glee." She rocked back on her heels and let her hazels narrow on her aunt. "So you, dearest aunt, with you judging words and sneers, and dirty disgusted looks can kindly go f*** yourself. In fact anyone who shares my aunt's opinion, can go do the same. I came home to enjoy myself, not feel isolated and unwanted."

Her aunt's face went red under the tirade that she unleashed by angering the huntress, before soon enough it nearly matched the crimson that still dribbled from her nose, not as profusely, but still rather steadily. Disbelief consumed her aunt's face, before she scowled, and turned until her eyes fell on her mother.

"Molly are you goin-"

"Yes....Yes I am. She's got the right to speak her mind how ever she wishes. Even if that involves her fist and your face having personal conversation." Her mother spoke, an easy and triumphant smile on her face. Her aunt gave an irritated growl, and turned her attention back onto Elodie, who simply regarded her with an arched brow.

"You truly are a miserable little bitch. Like father, like daughter.?

Laughter bubbled up from the huntress. "And here I thought your ability to be a raging twat just came naturally." The words were nothing but chipper and merrily. With that, it seemed like the rest of the woman was going to try its hardest to become as red as it possibly could, because her ears were bright. Then two things happened. She opened her mouth to speak, and raised her hand, as if she were going to strike her niece.

"ETHEL!" Her mother's voice cut out over the already relatively quiet room, which fell into complete silence with her outburst. She started stalking forward, to where her daughter and sister were. "I swear by every damned power higher than me that you will not walk out of this house if you touch her." What ever jovial playfulness that had been about her mother dropped in seconds, and a much more terrifying mantle of Mama Bear was assumed. Those who knew Molly well enough vacated the kitchen quickly, and well the others stood there confused and unaware of just what they may be in for.

"But- But you-" "Yes. I did. And I don't give a rat's ass what you think. Elodie is my daughter, my labor of love for twenty one years. If you ever strike her, or raise a hand to her again, you will regret it. Now collect your things, and get the Hell out of my house. You are no longer welcomed. You looked down on Ezra for years, and you will not do it to my daughter. You, and anyone else that can't keep their nasty opinions to themselves, can leave right now. I won't have you." As she spoke, she whirled around to eye the rest of those stupid enough to still be in the kitchen, and soon enough, there was more of the crowd dispersing, the happy mood of the party turned dark, there were not many willing or wanting to linger around. Elodie watched them all, her Aunt as she slunk away like a beaten dog, and the rest slithered away, grateful that it was not them that the duo of women had gone off on. Once nearly everyone had left, she cast a glance her mother's way, then turned, and moved to make her own escape.

Her mother watched silently, made no move to stop her. She knew her daughter, and knew that she would need time to step away and breathe, to calm herself down, before she would be ready to talk to anyone. So with a heavy heart, she watched as her daughter made herself as scarce as the rest of the party guests.

It had been an exciting birthday to say the least....just not in the way that was expected.

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-08-01 14:22 EST
"When two hearts meet, after being apart for a time, the world fades away as they meet and share the purest of loves. They are invincible at that moment, and that is the magic of their love." -Unknown

Tang - Dardensrow 34th, 1738 - Late Morning - 11:55

To say that where huntress had lived and grown up was of class was quite the understatement! Brick homes with large yards, well kept hedges, and pristine lawns were the norm for this temperate suburb barely connected to the city of Aldarat. But then a hunter was rather handsomely compensated for the dangerous and often fatal work that they did and Ezra had been no different. But for most hunters that money was either wasted away on frivolities and personal hedonism or sent off to family or friends that needed it....and in the Spencer household case much of his danger pay went to the later. What he couldn't provide by being there as much as he knew he likely should have he did so by ensuring the best for his family. Comfort and safety in superfluous amounts.....but such was not a place to have adventures.

No, for adventures one had to go into the nearby woodlands of the Vajan Mountains that still to this day held secrets and wonders of civilizations lost eons ago, their structures the only things that survived the passage of time. Of course her father only encouraged such a haphazard sense.....and it was one that she passed on to those who got involved with her too...or so the man figured. At very least she was certainly who he blamed for his own sorted youth of misadventure. From the hell they raised as children to the trouble they conspired together as teens it was always with her.....that fiery woman born to a war hero who she followed like a moth after the flame.

It was that very relation that brought them together time and time again, that lead to so much more in these very woods. What secrets they held of the two youngsters so foolishly and madly in love. Letting his hand slide along the weather worn stone of that toppled pillar, the young man thought back to days of wooden sword fights and passionate tumbles which were the lure that brought him here today. An odd bit of sentimentality, stirred by the news he'd heard that his very own sunflower was returning to her roots if even just a little bit. Was it silly for him to be here" Most certainly.....but such was a far comparison to the foolish hope that maybe, just maybe, this time she'd come here. That he'd get to see her because some bit of nostalgia drew her to this playground of ruins as well. It was a daft thought but then, since his fall he had been living from one daft thought to another, always running just as much from his past as towards it.

Home. She had been home for a couple of days now, arriving in the excitement of her mother's birthday, she had been smothered in attention....both negative and positive.....but for the moment the negative was outweighing its counterpart....and well, it all weighed heavy in her thoughts, slithered through her mind like a snake in a garden that it did not belong in....And it was these exact thoughts that she had intended to push away, and out of her mind, when she finally disappeared from her's....her mother's house" She gave no word of where she was going, or what she was doing.....she just wanted out. Wanted away from the life that had been so familiar at one point, but now seemed so foreign. Almost suffocating.

Her booted feet simply wandered, and her subconscious did the guiding.....and well.....by the time she really looked at where she was.....she found that she was at the edge of the woodlands of her childhood. Nearly every waking moment of her childhood had been spent within them....when she wasn't with family, or being dragged home by her mother for dinner and bed. And almost all of those waking moments she spent in the woods had been spent with a certain boy.....her childhood friend, her first love.....her first....well just about everything. She stood there for several moments, quiet as she stared up at the trees that loomed above. They seemed smaller to her now, but the wonder of the woods had not been lost. It was that wonder that finally drove her forward into taking that first step into the woodlands.

Like muscle memory had taken over, she followed the same path that they had taken every time, though, unlike before, it was now overgrown, wild with the lack of use. She remembered so much....being back here now. The cuts and bruises, the wild adventures had, fueled by her love and adoration of her father and the monsters he hunted to keep her safe. Then later, the solace and comfort that she sought in his arms, the distraction of that first awkward kiss that blossomed into something else....The healing, the fun, and so many other things had taken place here....Her memories roamed, and her fingers danced from tree to tree as she walked, as if savoring the feel of the bark. And well, as the woods thinned a little, and the visage of old worn down ruins filled her sight, she came to a stop, lingering at the edge of the treeline, as hazels danced out across the scene before her eyes. The ruins. They held the most memories, the most trouble that they had found.....and she wasn't quite sure of she was ready to be swallowed up by those memories just yet. She was still processing the rest.

The ruins weren't anything particularly impressive with anything and everything of worth having been stripped by scavengers long, long before. Not that there was much to begin with as it had been some way temple or another of an extinct tribe of Elfkin or Illyrusian. But it was their little spot of stone, their playground, their little hideaway from the troubles of the world. The pillars, the fallen canopy that nearly buried what was left of the bulged and overgrown walkways, the cavernous and dangerous rooms of the buildings that still stood. Each stone, each crumble of rock held some importance, some meaning, some memory that the young man just bathed in, draped himself with the velvety cloak of remembrance.

Another stone, a glide along the pillar he carved their name into so many years back. It all seemed as a lifetime ago, in an era that they could never go back to. With an insurmountable wall of his sin standing in the way, the tragedy that came to pass which separated the two. That had left Elodie unfettered to pursue that mad dream, chase after the man that was her father. And that had left him on the run, forever looking over one shoulder as he lived a transient life not tied down to one place or identity for long.

Crawling upon the spin of that fall rooftop, the young man walked along as though upon some daring tightrope, his gaze transfixed upon the task as he ascended along the sagging stone, upward to the roof of one of those stone storage sheds covered in barely decipherable engravings so worn by time that the words were incomprehensible. Another thing lost beyond a curtain that could never be drawn back....it almost made the young man laugh at just what kind of metaphor this wonderland had become.

But there was no laughter, there was no glib ire to be had against the stone as he saw a shuffle of shadows, a spur of movement at the trees edge which had his flattening himself into the curve of the ancient ceramic tiles. Who could have been here!" Who would dare come out to these ruins!" Was it those who tracked him' Had they caught wind of his nostalgia and followed him to this remote location so as to take him in without a fuss" His teeth ground as his panicked mind ran through his options, right hand flexing as he felt that old magic churn with his will, lethargic as a slumbering beast as he drew power to him, focused on what he'd learned during his time on the road even as he angled and shifted to try and get a better look of the intruder to his memories.

She stood there quietly, hands shoved into the pockets of her jacket, unmoving and silent as she watched the landscape, lost in the beauty of the place....A beauty that she had yet to see anywhere else, though perhaps she was a little biased when it came to this place.....And as she watched, she thought.....What she wouldn't give to be little again, to not have mountains of paperwork, standards to uphold, and rules to follow. To walk down a street again, without glancing over her shoulder every thirty seconds, paranoid that something was following her in the dark.

She wondered about how things could have gone differently, how she could have chosen some other path, married someone, run away, anything....So many options and possibilities and she went after the same one that had killed her father....Hell, her Aunt Ethel wouldn't even speak to her anymore.....But how could she have chosen anything other than what she had" Being a hunter....well it made her feel alive in ways that she hadn't since her father's death....Since the death of her first relationship. It gave her purpose, she made a difference, even if it was just a small one. So it was what she cling to in the end. Or at least that was what she told herself.

As her eyes roamed, there was a flash of something that caught her attention, a movement by a pillar....a very specific pillar if she remembered correctly. Ever curious, and always wary, her eyes studied the area surrounding the pillar....but when she saw nothing else move, she figured it was perhaps a trick of the light, or of her mind. Unaware of the other that was moving about, from the pillars to the roofs, she finally stepped away from the shade of the trees and into the sunlight that stretched across the ruins.

She stood, soaking in the warmth for a moment, before a childish glee took over, and laughter bubbled up from deep within her chest. Years had come and gone, and despite all of that, the place was still here, still itself. Perhaps changed in little ways....but then again, so was she. It was this thought which caused another rumble of laughter from her, before finally, she moved again, further away from the woods, and deeper into the ruins. It looked like her intentions were set on the pillar, though half way, she slowed, the stones beneath her feet crunching with her weight.

Then she looked up again, hazels focused on the general area of where he had flattened himself against to hide. It was almost abrupt and sudden in the manner that she had done so, as if she had felt the barest shiftings of something that made the hair on the back of her neck stand up. Silent and uneasy, her eyes didn't drift from the spot for a couple more moments. Then, as if she hadn't even paused, her feet carried her forward, and straight for the pillar. Though it could be said that she wasn't stupid, as she was constantly glancing upwards at that spot on the roof.

The young man craned as carefully as he could to try and catch a glimpse of that whom sulked along the treeline, his fingers twitching with agitation at the magic that pulsed and ebbed disturbing the serene air of those ruins. It was a dirty form of magic, inelegant and raw. A crude wielding of that primal force like a cudgel but then he had never received any formal training on the manipulation of magic, had never learned the discipline and willpower needed to truly master the very energy that sculpted the world. He was but a child with a dangerous weapon.....or that's what society would have preferred him to believe. That he was some monster simply because of what he was born as....able to use a power he never had asked for. Such that he did not ask for, but nonetheless possessed and used more and more since that incident years ago.

He had kept using it, honed it as he could while not truly understanding and chased like a vermin because of it. But he would not go down without a fight and so he focused and drew in what he could, readied himself to destroy whoever would dare seek him. And as they stepped out into the sunlight, well....this he had not expected in the least. It was a face so very much the same as he knew but different, changed and so beyond just with the passage of time. "Lodie...?" A name whispered for himself before his gaze tore about the woodlands, searching out for anybody that followed or sulked in the shadows. Surely this was some trap, right' Some play by the peacekeeper to lull him into a false sense of security so as to finally catch him and 'fix' him.

But the more he looked the less he found save the paranoia of the woman as she crossed to that pillar. And the more that this realization took hold the harder he found it to believe that she was really there. Why had she come here when for years she'd avoided this place" That for the times he knew and came here to wait for even the chance to see her she had not shown. So why now? Watching as he could his hand ceased it's twitching, ceased drawing that threads of ether to him as impulse took hold and he shifted to take to his feet. He moved, slowly, hands raised as he stood up upon that roof in a pose very much saying he was caught.....one that he was used to taking with Elodie given how devilishly good at hide and seek she was. Rather than say anything, the man that was Zayden just stood there, let the woman come to her own conclusions as he set a gentle gaze upon her.

She could feel the energy that hummed, that pulsed and ebbed around that one specific part on the rooftops. And despite every fiber in her being urging her to either investigate or run, she kept walking until she reached the pillar. A moment of hesitation passed, then she reached out, running her fingers over the smooth and worn surface of the stone, searching....looking for for a specific scar in the flesh, and indentation that she would be able to recognize by touch alone. She had traced it so many times with her fingers when he had disappeared, wishing she could bring him back with merely the power of yearning. As for her attention though, it never strayed from the rooftop, especially with the humm and thrum of energy that was rolling from it.

And then without warning.....the magic died, and faded away, the hostile intentions gone, and her own confusion replacing it.....until that figure stepped out from hiding. Though familiar in form and movements....it had been a long time since she had seen him....and it took a couple of moments for her to process, even with that gesture of surrender from their shared childhood. Perhaps it took so long....because she had believed that she would never see him again. That he was dead, and that was why he never came back....why he never risked coming to find her, to let her know that he was okay and explain just what had happened. "Zayden." His name was spoken aloud to herself, as if would make him disappear, a figment of her imagination, a cruel trick, but his image never wavered, and she knew he was real.

Set off kilter, and caught off guard by his appearance, her steps faltered, she stumbled, those fingers that searched for the carving turned to support instead, and a wide range of emotions rolled over her. Joy, elation, both in the fact that he was not dead, apprehension, sorrow, and most of all, anger. There was a lot more than she had initially realized. Her fingers clenched, wanting to hit something, while her mouth wanted to smile, and eventually, she did neither. Instead, she lifted a hand, pointer and middle finger out, thumb up, to imitate the shape of the gun. A single twitch of her hand was made to simulate firing. The response that she had always given when she saw his sign of surrender. The other half to a whole of her childhood memories.....and a way of letting him know that she was....exactly who he thought she was.

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-08-04 16:08 EST
The young man watched her cautiously, his expression shrouded in an expression of tired reserve as he took her in just as she did him. Time had been less kind to him than her, but then she had always been well guarded by that legacy. Lived a life of comfort and got no shortage of praise for being the daughter of a war hero. It was a mantle the young man once reveled in just as she but his time away from the safety of this little world, clinging to the underside of the kind and plentiful existence had taught him much. Lessons he bore now in the leanness of his form, of the unruly nature of that messy mop he called hair.

But he was no fool. One look and he could see much had changed with her as well. If nothing more because of the resolve that held to her at his sudden appearance. A resolve that had always seemed like glass when he and her were last together, one that he'd seen shattered so many times. He had always been her shield, her support but now...now it looked like she had found her own legs, found her own defense against the cruelty of the world. But despite all of this he still couldn't hide the traces of a smile that pulled at the corners of his lips as she raised her hand and gave that countersign. He could almost hear her childish voice yelling 'Bang, no prisoners!' as oft she liked to do in these little games of theirs.

Moving now he mounted the spine of the roof, following it back the way he had come down it's slump and ever towards the ground, his gaze never leaving the woman as he moved. There was still a tension, and uncertainty that clung and clawed at him as he proceeded mutely, a part of him that wanted to run away once more. How could he face her now after all this time" To face her after what had happened, after what he'd done" He didn't have a clue, but regardless the hesitation, the uncertainty he still proceeded until at last he'd reached the ground, moved now to stand on the other side of the pillar from her as though it were the physical manifestation of that which now stood between the two of them. "H-Hey Lodie?" The term spoken softly with a crooked smile as he tried to play things off casually though even he knew he didn't have the charisma for such a gambit. But an ice breaker didn't need to be elegant or cool, it just needed to get words flowing once more as he finally dropped his hands to rest atop that toppled pillar.

The hazel eyes watched him closely as he made his way back down from the roof, nimble and quick like a cat. She took in the way he moved, familiar but different at the same time. His stride was longer, his shoulders heavy with a burden she didn't know of, just as her own faults and shortcomings weighed heavily on her own shoulders. There was an uncertainty in his steps, one that reflected her own thoughts and feelings. She watched him, until she couldn't see him anymore, his path to the opposite side of the pillar from hers. She heard his tentative greeting, and for a long time she was quiet....So much so that he may begin to wonder why...

The distance between them, the physical barrier of the pillar....the way it reflected the rift torn between them, it was almost too much, and soon enough he'd hear her footsteps moving, coming around along the pillar, her steps slow and measured.....until she was finally standing before him. Steps came to a stop, and for a moment, she stared at him, as if she were trying to wrap her head around the incredulous idea that he was still here, still tangible and before her. Without warning, her hand came up, fingers stretching to ghost along the high planes of his left cheek, the touch to let her know that he was real, solid, and that he was there.

He had been her rock. The one thing that had kept her from falling apart during the time that had followed her father's death. And then he was gone.....perhaps when she needed him the most....Zayden was the one that had somehow wormed a way into her heart so deep, that there was nothing but a crater left in the wake of his incident, his disappearance without a word. The man may notice....that even though time had passed, that he must have still meant something to her, because worn around her neck with both her dogtag and her father's, and nestled between the latter and a black dragon scale, was that promise ring that he had given her oh so long ago. As if she clung to the hope that somewhere maybe he was still alive, still out there. And from the looks of it, it wasn't in vain.

"I thought you were dead."

Those five words held everything she was feeling within them. Her anger at him, her marvel at discovering he was still there, the heartbreak and betrayal she had felt, still felt....Despite all this though, there was a warmth in her tired eyes, eyes that had....well seen real things that reflected all the play they had clung to when they were younger, raising hell and giving her mother a heart attack. Without warning though, she moved to wrap him in a hug. One that was a touch clingy, and all kinds of tights if she were planning on never letting him go.

"I waited for you. Every day, for three months. Right here at noon, like we always did. Finally I figured you were never coming back. I gave up." The tremble in her voice was soft, the words pained.

His gaze never left the woman as they came to that standstill, watching the other in disbelief of the moment. So, so much had changed in her....in him, and yet so much of it felt exactly the same. There was a thought to vault over that stone impediment he'd placed between them but already she had taken to stride, moving to join him on his side of the pillar littered with the defacement of youthful drawings etched into the ancient stone which had stood the tests of time. As she closed in his eyes shifted to that metallic glint that shone with the menagerie about her neck. A silver ring, simple in design and set with a piece of stained glass that had been found around this very ruin. It was a promise of where they came from, of what they were, and where they would be going....together. That similar such ring that peeked out from the collar of his printed tee telling of his own reverence for that promise....a promise he'd broken so many years prior.

A betrayal on his part that shook the woman deeply given the bitter and hurt tone that rang in those gut churning words. That tone halted the travel of his own hand which had been lifting to take of her warmth, or her reality; that pit of guilt weighing heavy in his core. "I-I'm sorry..." Such lame words that were uttered, shameful and only more so as he leaned into her touch and drew her into him as she threw herself to him. He wrapped her up in himself, clinging to her as though afraid to let go less the world rip them apart once more.

Hearing her admittance of devotion only worked to devastate the man more, his face burying into the locks of her hair. "I'm so sorry Lodie..." His own words were soft spoken, ridden with guilt and pain though there was an undercurrent of relief and hope that warbled beneath. "I....I'm so sorry....for leaving you....but....I couldn't bring all that down on you..." That voice cracked some as he recalled that fall from grace. The surge of magic that heeded the call of his emotions, that immolated that group of teens out of a fit of jealousy. "And I....I couldn't let them neuter my brain....break who I am..."

Those words held a touch of fear that may well have rung familiar with the woman....it was that fear that all mages on the run had in their voice. The fear of Ether Atunement Neutralization....or better known as magic lobotomization - a practice of removing the Nodes of Ovmar, nodules that grew around the hippocampus of a mage and were dense in etheric activity. A practice that usually resulted in moderate to severe personality change as well as memory damage and at worst neurological damage that manifested in physical disability. It was an extreme procedure that wasn't usually practiced.....save for in the treatment of those incapable of controlling their magic or who let such get out of control and such resulted in the death of others.

"I had to run...and I....I had to stay away. They knew about us....followed you around hoping you'd lead them to me. You have to be believe me I wanted to come to you but...if I did the hunters would have gotten me....would have broken who I am..." He squeezed the woman as he rambled, letting all of that pain that had been haunting him for years just pour out.

He was real. She was still trying to wrap her head around that fact.....because after so long....one started to wonder. But he was solid, and she was taking in every detail of his being. His stance, how time had worn heavy on him. The glint of his own ring peeking out from the collar of his shirt.....He had kept his, just as she had hers....Even through everything, including the promise of the rings broken. She swallowed, her brain working quietly, whispering that....perhaps he had suffered just as much pain as she had when he disappeared.

But then he was wrapping her up in his arms, returning an embrace that she thought she'd never feel again, and even with those two lamely uttered words, she pressed against him, her head moving to rest in the junction of shoulder and neck. She felt like she was home....even with all that time passed he still had that effect on her. So she let him cling, just as much as she clung back. As if she were terrified that he would fade away when she let go of him, gone again.

As his face buried into her hair, her eyes fluttered shut. She could hear everything in his voice when he started to speak again. The regret, the pain and guilt, and the hint of something else lingering beneath it all. "You could have left me some kind of message. I would have figured it out eventually. Or-..." She trailed off not sure what else to say with that, so instead she didn't continue with that thought. "I know you couldn't, yeah' I...Hnn. I'm glad you escaped that." And she was. Genuinely. It would have been worse to discover that he was still alive....but someone else completely.

"I didn't know what was going on. I got questioned....and well....all I knew was what was on the news. And what they told me. " Gently stated as her fingers tightened their grip on his shirt for a moment, and she pulled in a breath to steady herself, as it felt like she was going to, as a whole, fall apart. "I was scared. I worried about you for so long." And she had cried herself to sleep every night for nearly three months, but that she kept to herself. She wanted to express her anger at him in various ways, but found that she couldn't muster the energy to do such.

Though, when he spoke of hunters getting him, she grew quiet, somber with the realization that she was one herself now. And by all standards she should be cuffing him and dragging him off, not clinging to him like he was a lifeline. How though, could she do something like that, knowing the consequences that were waiting to lay claim to him. "You did....what was best.....I just....I wish I had known." Her shoulders slumped with those words, before silence settled again for a couple of moments. "I'm a hunter now." This was said softly, though the air hung heavy with the implications that they brought forth. "But I'm not.....I couldn't....you know. I won't. I loved you. How could I condemn you to a fate like that' Plus, I'm on vacation, so." Gently, with a touch of humor at the end, though there was a lie there. She still loved him....had never stopped loving him after all that time....but what was she supposed to do' Especially now with every little implication that arose with what they were.....who they were now.

The man breathed her in, soaked in her warmth as they shared that sinful reunion in that serene glade. He could hear the anger in her words, knew he deserved every last bit of it. His deep emotions for her had betrayed him...had betrayed her and for it they both seemed to pay the price. But in their case it was so much more tragic given her lineage, her legacy. He knew how she idolized her father....hell, he himself shared in such up to the point that he had ironically become the very target of what made the man a legend. He was now one of the monsters that he and Lodie fought imaginarily en masse as children, saved the day from before they went off to regal others with tales of their daring do.

It was all just a little screwed up now and could almost be considered funny with how stupid they were back then....how blissfully ignorant of reality they'd been. But the joke was a bitter one that the man didn't find particularly funny as he was pretty much the punchline.Though despite such a swirling miasma he worked hard to keep those thoughts in check as he listened to the woman whose words had his head shaking some. "I-I tried to get you a message....left you a letter in the big hall....but..." His left arm fidgeted involuntarily at the memory, of the hunter that had found him instead of the girl....a hunter that wasn't so very keen to try and drag him back for treatment but rather felt obligated to take 'justice' into their own hands.

But he didn't speak on this, instead focusing on the pain in her words as she spoke about the ordeal she went through in his absence. To learn that her boyfriend killed five other minors....he couldn't even imagine. Particularly with how the media painted him as some rebellious youth with a chip on his shoulder....or how the hunters likely dehumanized him to her, tried to make it easy for her to think of him as little more than a creature so as she would willingly share what she knew. It was a tactic that he'd been prey to more than a few times while on the run.

"I-I know. I'm sorry..." The words of apology seemed almost childish in comparison to the wrong he'd done her but what more could he do for her" Particularly as she spoke in a hushed tone that which he knew oh so well....she was a hunter now too. Of course he'd probably have been far more surprised to hear that she wasn't a hunter given the reverence she held for her father. As well, he'd heard about how she'd enlisted into the army and went directly into the hunters academy a few years prior while digging into her as much as he was able as a fugitive. Yet even still, like a mook he'd come, hoping to see her and, if things had so happened to go that way....she could have been the one take him in. Because try as he might he didn't think he had it in him to hurt Lodie....not with how he still felt about her which was only brought to the forefront now as he held her once more.

"I know....I'm so sorry. I...I wanted you to know. To know I was alright....I....I didn't want to run but....I was just so scared of what would happen to me. I....I wish I'd been stronger back then....maybe smarter or something and I could have..." His words fell away as he shook his head, refusing to beat himself up now when she was here with him, now. Cradling the woman in his arms he gave her another squeeze before finally pushing her back a little so as he could see her face.

"Y-Yeah....I know. Like dad like daughter..." A shallow chuckle escaped him as he took her in, a hand lifting to trace along those features that had developed from that of a young teen into a woman. "I hope you don't still yell 'by the power of love I'll stop you fiend!' whenever you get ready to shoot off your big, impressive secret attack..." And that laugh found some depth and heart as he teased her with that corny as hell line her father used to feed her and she, in turned, fed to him when they played together. It was....a memory that seemed a fair bit more bitter now but still something he held to fondly.

Of course as she fumbled with her words, of how she couldn't take him in because she'd loved him....she may have felt his shoulders slump as the tension felt him though perhaps more than what one would expect from relief. No, this was almost the opposite of such, a deflation at what he knew already to be true. Still, it hurt like hell to hear such a notion given voice even if he understood that she....she'd have moved on and he....he should be happy for her for that though he couldn't quite believe in that no matter how hard he tried.

"Thanks Lodie....I....I've been coming here for years since...whenever I catch wind that you're coming back to town. Funny how the daughter of a hero can make waves..." Another soft chuckle as he let his forehead press gently to hers. "Have always been looking to see you....let you know that I....that I was okay....and still thinking of you. I...I didn't care if I got caught doing it...not anymore. Running is sort of tiring after a while..." This was trailed with a withered chuckle as his moved to steal a quick kiss from her lips, a chaste taste but there nonetheless.

"It's....it's so good to see you Lodie...." Breathed out softly with a smile ragged from years of fatigue but warm. He wanted to say so much more, tell her how he still cared for her but he....he couldn't do that to her. Not with who they were now. Not with all that has happened and the time that has passed. No....he would content himself with just this little reconnection, wallow for as little as he could in this spark of the life he once had. "So tell me...is it everything you hoped it would be? The life....the adventure?" He tried to speak casually about her, well, hunting people like him and he was sure it came off as jilted and odd though he kept it all afloat with a gentle smile as he continued to hold her.

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-09-05 21:50 EST
Even as she was angry at him, she couldn't help herself from wanting to memorize everything about him again, before some twist in life sent them spiraling away from each other once again. From the way that he smelled, to the curve of his jaw, the way his arms curled around her....and for a moment everything was alright. The feeling....it was savored quietly, because.....well she had a feeling that her life may just be getting a lot more complicated soon. Not that she spoke of such....No, why ruin it more than she already had with voicing her profession, and reminding them both of the whole bitter irony about the situation. And irony that was almost laughable. Almost.

When he spoke of trying to leave her a message, and trailed off, she frowned. And when she caught the fidgeting of his, her eyes narrowed on him. "But something happened?" It wasn't hard to put that much together, but there were other things on her mind to, which as evident in the way that she peered up at him when he held her back from himself just a little. "Actually. Don't tell me that yet. Or what happened just yet. I want to know everything from the beginning, but in due time." Thoughtfully said, before she offered a smile of sorts.

She didn't want to know just yet, she didn't want to know his sins, his transgressions, and mistakes. No, for now, she wanted to be selfish and revel in him, In being with him again after so long a time. But she still would never forget the day she came downstairs to find her mother glued to the tv, with a hand pressed firmly against her mouth as Zayden's profile rolled across the screen, the alert that silently shrieked that he was incredibly dangerous in big bold letters. The hunters that had come to her house, and twisted words that tangled her tongue, and ended with her crying, and inadvertently fleeing the questioning. She wouldn't forget it, but maybe for just now, she could push it aside.

"I can't say that it's okay....because it wasn't. I needed you and you weren't there." The words were selfish, said simply, because that was what she had felt for so long. "Not that I don't understand why. I really do....I just....I missed you. I missed you so much it was like there was this giant hole inside me. You had been my other half since....well forever. My partner in crime." A faint grin, as that was what her father had called them both on several occasions. Though just as quickly as it had come, it was gone. "And then you were just gone." Her hands moved to tighten in the printed fabric of his shirt.

"Could have, but it didn't happen that way. But everything went to shit." The laugh that followed was humorless, devoid of emotion. "But now..." She trailed off, leaving the thought trailing, with a thousand different implications about their current situation. For a moment she wondered if there was ever going to chance....a hope at repairing things, and quickly it was silenced by quiet reasoning of....where they both stood as of now. To do such would lead to nothing but pain and misery in the end, but damn she wanted to be selfish. To take everything that she could experience with him again in her time home, and run with it. To suffer the loss of him once again when she had to leave and return to Rhy'din. To go back to her hunting, which she wished now, that she was anything but a hunter....why was it that life had a way at laughing in your face"

Her head tilted back, Hazel eyes a wild mix of stormy grey and gold, moved up to find his face. "Mhhm. Like dad like daughter. Though, It's....It's more than just that." The words were a touch vague, and she didn't elaborate any more on them. Instead, she pressed her face into his hand as it traced along the planes of her face, needy, like a cat seeking attention. "Oh god. No! Hah. Could you imagine" I'd get my ass lit before I could even finish the words. And while I'm in pain, they'd stand there and cackle madly at me." His speaking of that phrase though, had her thoughts straying to her father, and the man that he was. She was quite certain....that a lot of what the man had done, how he hunted, was based on that.

The release of tension she felt in him, the way he deflated with the past tense of that word stabbed guilt at her. She didn't say much at all, until he started speaking again. "Do I really make waves" Ah, sheesh." This was grumbled softly as his forehead came to press against hers. And for a moment, her breath caught, and something in her stomach fluttered with nervous energy. "Some day, everyone is going to know me because of my name. Not just because of his." There was a sense of determination in her words. What ever else she opened her mouth to say next was silenced by that kiss that he stole. How ever chaste it was, it still set her smoldering and wanting more from him. It wasn't long before she was chasing after, just to steal her own taste, as she was selfish and indulgent.

"And It's amazingly good. Beyond good. I mean....I'm glad I got out of the house today. I never thought?" She trailed off, before she simply shook her head, and grinned. It did not matter what she never thought of. The words that followed them had her quiet again for several long moments. "No. Actually....it's not. There's so much more to it as a whole. It's more than just hunting down monsters and catching them. It's not what I believed it would be, but it's not bad either. Though, the wounds we suffered when we were younger hurt a whole hell of a lot less than the ones I deal with now." The laugh rolled from her easily after she had spoken, warm and happy. She totally sensed how awkward his movements, how uncomfortable he was....and hoped that perhaps such a laugh would help a touch in relaxing.

The man nodded softly at her inquiry. A lot had happened to him in that interim of years that had left the boy she once knew with a hard edge. There was that weariness of one that had seen or experienced too much. The sort of look that could be caught in momentary glimmering flashes in the faces of veteran hunters whenever their guards slipped. But unlike all the hunters she'd seen such an expression cross, a fickle glimpse of what could lay beneath, on Zayden such hung like a mantel of his life. He would happily hold off on the story time for the moment as it was obviously grim. Of course he couldn't help but be curious of her own sharp lines, the raggedness in her eyes of one just coming to understand the cruelty that was the world. What had happened to her" What had she experienced" There were so many questions that remained silent as he just indulged in this little peace, this victory no matter how small.

"Yeah....something happened." This was mumbled softly before he quickly followed up with a nod. "Yeah....later. We can share with each other all the stupid crap we've done since..." And with that he fell silent, his expression growing a little taught at those thoughts. Both the thought of how things had went down between them, when it happened....and the notion of 'later' when this may well be the only chance they'd have given the polar opposite of things which they now stood. She was a hunter....both a dynasty and a prodigy and he was her prey, the very thing she stood against. How could any sort of relation ever work between them"

Such was a question which was only given more weight as she spoke selfishly about how she'd missed him and needed him when he wasn't there. It made him feel all the more ashamed and guilty about everything that had happened, that had transpired to lead them down the road to where they stood now. "I-I know..." Softly spoken as he gave her a squeeze, his eyes closing against whatever emotion may well have been rising up within those pools. "I'm sorry....I'm-I'm really sorry." Each apology felt paltry, almost pointless for what they could do against the pain that had already been lived through but he couldn't think of anything better to say that didn't sound like some lame excuse.

"I missed you too....and not a day has gone by that I've not felt regret for what happened. How....how screwed up things got that took me away from my partner in crime....and in life." Lips curled in a soft smile at that thought. No one quite understood why the two kids got on so well nor were ever quite certain who the troublemaker of the pair were....no one but Ezra. The man found no limit of exasperation from the two; and no end of joy either from their antics or from giving them crap. The man was just as much a father to him as he was to Elodie and had served no small part in encouraging his feeling for the hunter's 'tomboy daughter.'

It seemed such an odd thing that a hunter like that would encourage a known mage to spend time and grow close with their child but than Ezra had always been the sort to walk to the beat of their own drum. It kind of made him wonder if the man ever thought of the potential consequences of such a decision, of what could come to....what had come to pass. Shaking away such thoughts the young man chuckled along with Elodies humor, or lack thereof, as he studied her once more, nestling in so effortlessly as though they'd been a couple but a few days prior rather than a few years. Listening to the thrum of her words, feeling the warmth of her flesh the man couldn't help the tinge of happiness that filled the cracks between his guilt, shame, and fatigue. As the conversation took a lighter turn the man could practice a bit of his own selfishness as he just soaked in that ambiance of pseudo normalcy amidst the tension and vagueness of her meanings, a chuckle rippling through him.

"Oh' But what about that special uniform we'd designed for you....with the jetpack wings and the skirt and all the straps and shoulder bits and pieces?" A wry grin pulled on him as he brought up that part of the memory, of weeks spent designing the 'costume' she'd wear when she was a hunter....and the one he'd don as her sidekick. More childish fancy but something that they truly held on to....that they'd live a life together going on grand adventures with Elodie the hero and him always there to support her. A strange role to see oneself as " the sidekick to another, but such was the way things were. He had little doubt that Elodie would make a name for herself all on her own, a name greater than the shadow cast by her father. That was just who she was " a brilliant light far greater than any mantel that could be placed on her.

Enjoying that exchange of lips, those silent words telling more truth than either could possibly actually believe to be true, the man started to pull the huntress off towards the cathedral so as they could sit, get comfortable as they both enjoyed this cardinal sin of a meeting. To her words the man chuckled, a finger poke to her forehead in that ever teasing manner of his. "Of course you make waves Lodie, always have....though I guess it is odd to hear them being good waves!" And with that he stuck his tongue out at her, his expression glib as he made fun of her and her hooligan ways. It was his own attempt to try and bright things even as the mood vacillated between somber and attempting to capture joy. "It is much more than we ever thought it was, isn't it. So much more complex and..." Not it was his turn to fall silent on his words, letting his thoughts on that burn out.

The large building that they moved to was done up in weathered stone, carved with long eroded runes and script and peppered with stained glass windows were but a few had survived the passage of time. They had assumed it was a cathedral given the remnants of benches that sat in rows leading to the front, an altar there that played part to a myriad of imagined rituals each more outlandish than the last. Leading her in he'd guide her over to one of the more intact benches of stone so as they could sit. "I'm glad you decided to come out too." His smile was soft as he spoke on such, a warmth to his tone even though he could hear that discordance in her words and tone that spoke volumes of something happening that drove her from home....drove her to seek the comforts of the past.

Rather than ask about such he instead drew her into him, cradling her in that basal comfort of touch and closeness as he listened to her speak of wounds both new and old. "You've been wounded?" This had a touch of concern creeping into his voice, his brow scrunching some as he looked her over for any obvious signs of injury. "I mean....I know what you do is dangerous....but you look okay....beautiful even." A touch of a heat rose upon his cheeks as he tried his hand at that flirty comment though he was sure it went over about as well as such sounded smooth....and he knew he didn't sound smooth in the slightest! Upon his inspection his fingers came to stop upon that shard of black that hung around her neck, his hand impulsively drawing away from the memento as he felt the lingering danger of it. "Is that a dragon's scale?" His tone incredulous as he sought the woman's gaze. Dragons, even nowadays, were a dangerous monster to have to face.

She could see that hard edge that lingered on his face. Because it was the same one on her father's face when he thought no one had been looking. The look on Mach's face when she saw him in the hospital. The one that she sometimes saw reflected back in the mirror from time to time now. And she could only imagine what could have caused such a look to come across his face. But just as he kept his questions to himself, she kept hers to herself as well, hesitant now. Yes, it seemed like hardly no time at all had passed, to a point. But she knew what she heard. And it simply wasn't enough. For now though, as she had said, those were words and discussions for later, when they were, or even were not ready to confide in such things, and by the look on her face when he agreed, he could tell she was relieved. "Yeah. I think lots of things have happened." She gave him a playful little nudge. "Awh, Man, Zay, I've got some wild stories for you." She paused, the absent thought of how much it sucked that he hadn't been there right by her side. Like he should have been.

And well....even though there wasn't much chance of a relation of any kind between then now, she wanted to be selfish....would be selfish for the time being. If even for a little bit. At least that was what she would keep telling herself. Over and over like a mantra that one repeated to get through tough times. Perhaps even such times as the ones she found herself in as she repeated how sorry he was to her. She waited until he looked like he was about to mutter it again, before she leaned forward to press her lips against his again, this time a lot firmer than just the peck he had given her before. Selfish. All she was doing was making it worse on herself in the end. "Stop apologizing. I know you're sorry now. That's all I need right now. Okay?" The words were spoken softly as her hand came up to snake between them and press against his cheek.

His next words to follow made her fill with....with a quiet happiness that she had not felt in a long time, and for a moment she was quiet, before the smile on her face turned to something warm and fond. "I am glad to hear it." Softly said as the hand against his cheek moved, traveling along the planes of his face. His brow, his cheekbones, the dip of his chin. "Really. Partner in everything. My second half." The words were said softly. They too, had been words spoken by her father. Little seeds so planted as to encourage whatever it was between the two of them to take root and blossom.

Elodie herself, had no real idea of how much her father had played into their relationship. How much of it was allowed to go on, simply because he encouraged her mother to let it happen. The long nights and arguments the two had over such a friendship, before Molly herself conceded, and threw her hands up in the air. The quiet frustration from the woman in the following months that finally became a gracious acceptance....as she couldn't deny that there was some kind of bond, of deep connection between the two of them.

As for the mention of that horrible uniform they had spent weeks crafting, she guffawed. "Oh hell no. That thing was a horrible monstrosity. My little kid brain did not see all the things that uniform had that could be turned against me. I wouldn't have lasted a day. Though the rockets would still be pretty cool. Though, could you really see yourself now in those tights" And those bright blue boots?" Her face lit up as she razzed him about his end of the uniform deal. As for making a name for herself....It could be said that she was doing just that. Though not in the greatest of ways, just yet. Between her caster getting chomped in two and her belt and potions being lifted.....Though catching a dragon was a step in a good direction.

As he started to lead her off towards the cathedral, she stepped with him, her feet still remembering the rhythm of the ground here. Of how it rolled and warbled, and was marred and broken up by large pieces of crumbling stone and rocks. She moved with an ease, and kept up with him with very little effort. There was a smile that cracked across her face when he spoke on the waves that followed her and how they were good for once. "I know. It's a shock, isn't it' So used to hearing 'That darned Spencer girl, always causing trouble with that boy, blowin' up my flower beds.' " She paused long enough to make an ungraceful snorting sound. That was one heck of a day. She had been grounded for nearly a month. "I still got blamed with coming up with that idea. Ms. Potters never let me near her yard again." There was another bubble of laughter that escaped her.

Though when he spoke of it not being like they thought it would be she grew somber and shook her head, sending those golden locks of hers astray with the movement. "So so much more. The levels of complexity sometimes hurt my brain to think about. Training in the academy doesn't even really compare to what?s out there. What's waiting in the dark at night, or stalking you. Everything in general is so much more than I expected, y'know?" She fell silent though, as they came within the cathedral, hazels moving first to the few stained glass windows that still stood to the bits of colored glass that littered the ground. The same bits that they salvaged the pieces that their set of rings were set with. It was almost funny how everything seemed to keep tieing right back into this place. She followed his lead, all the way up to when they actually approached a bench that was still intact, and dropped down onto it. "Best decision made so far with being home. Everyone's different." It was somewhat cryptic, but in the same sense it was not.

When he too was seated, and wordlessly drew her in, she complied without resistance, folding and pressing into him, fitting in a way that she had yet to fit with anyone else. "Yeah. Quite a few times. Just don't let my mother know. She'd freak. Insist I quit and come home. " She blinked twice at him, slow and owlishly as he checked her over for any injuries....and the most obvious one was the three jagged lines along the left side of her head, where hair was just beginning to grow back. The rest was barely visible scars hidden underneath clothing. His mention of her being beautiful had her ducking her head again, her face flushing red, as a storm of butterflies came awake in her stomach, as if they were back in the awkward early stages of their flourishing romance. "I-. Mh." She gave a soft grunt, and nosed along the hollow of his throat. "You're the only one that can make me feel like awkward teen again." It was mused simply.

As for when his fingers found the dragon scale that hung from her neck, and he recoiled just a touch from her, her eyes danced up to his face, while his question caused a small spark of glee in those hazel eyes of hers. "Yes. It is a dragon scale. That was my first big catch. She was a great big black dragon that tried to eat me. Like, legit eat me." She paused long enough to tug her shirt off her shoulder so as to show him the shade or two darker semi circle of a scar that rested there. "She took a whole bunch of pieces of me. But in the end I won, because I'm not in her stomach, and she's sitting in a jail cell back in Rhy'din. Just....yeah. Remember that being snacked on like that is not a blast of any kind."

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-09-06 13:12 EST
The man couldn't help but laugh as she brought up those memories, as they spoke flippantly about their youth together tied by the hip....on occasion literally given some of the trouble they made! Safety lines to them really seemed just a way for the both of them to get hurt! And of course when they got older there were those really awkward yet magical times shared as teens. As she let her hands caress about he couldn't help but to selfishly lean into the touch, to selfishly take of that much more vigorous kiss that she used to silence him. He knew very well that he was playing a dangerous game here with the woman but then, in honesty, when had anything between him and Elodie been anything less"

As she continued reminiscing the man couldn't help but laugh as she brought up his own uniform. "H-Hey! I distinctly remember not wanting the tights but somebody insisted that a sidekick had to have tights....and a feathered hat!" A nudge as they walked, his smile warm and bright as they just chattered away like they used to, bickering in that way you could only do with someone that you truly trusted and who know so much about you they could blackmail you to dust. And the nostalgia over the exploding flower garden had him cracking up all the more. "Yeah, I think people thought I was just your stooge in everything....it was my grand master plan coming to fruition!" He tried his hand at an evil cackle though it came out as sort of weak and anemic, struggling against the laughter that tried to bubble up in it's place.

Of course that levity did not last as a somber mood took hold once more, the man nodding numbly to her words as she spoke. Things were certainly not as either of them expected....likely wouldn't be even if things hadn't been screwed to hell so long ago. "Yeah....it is such a....very different experience than you figure...and people....people do change." This he was far more aware of then she may have given him credit for as being branded a mage was a lifelong mantel that always followed someone around. And it altered almost all of his relations as people found out. Even his own parents grew distant to him...but not Elodie. And that may well have been the reason why she was so dangerous to him - because to her he was and always had been Zay.

Of course he was sure there was more to those words than she let on as they left her in that vague manner that Ezra used when he didn't want to answer something directly. But then he'd already heard some of what had been said, had had to check his temper lest he cause another accident because someone was badmouthing Elodie before him. So no, he didn't pry but rather focus as she spoke about the wounds she'd gotten and the hell she's gotten up to in his absence. Catching sight of those ragged claw marks the man didn't even think as he moved to kiss them gently, fingers smoothing through her hair as he lavished that healing wound with attention as always he did whenever she got hurt. He was most certainly more the worry wort of the two.

"Ouch...that reminds me of when we braved the junkyard dogs in our bid for the holy grail of vending machines that Stockton used to keep filled with Sun Dew." A few more kisses her planted before he realized what he was doing, a burning heat flooding his face as as he buried himself amongst her hair. Of course that simple muse didn't help nor the words spoken into the nestle of his neck.

"And you're the only one that makes my heart pound like this..." Catching her hand he lead it to his throat so she could feel the fast and heavy thrum of his heart even as he rearranged her so her legs nestled over his for maximum contact. Him and and a teenage Lodie spent many an afternoon cuddled just like this, their limbs intertwined. Though back then it was such a marvelously natural thing whereas now...now it felt as though they were stealing moments, stealing a happiness he wasn't quite sure was theirs to have....but that he wanted nevertheless.

But then that bubble about the dragon had him looking at her in frank fascination and awe as she told him a tale about a monster trying actually trying to eat her. It was just like the sort of tales that Ezra regaled them with along with that same grin he always had. It was an inappropriate grin now that he, Zayden was seeing once more upon the face of his Lodie, as she held it even while showing him the marks of where the dragon and taken chunks out of her. As a child it had all just been fun but now....with all the context of knowledge and wisdom it seemed equal parts amazing and horrifying. Moving, Elodie would feel the warmth of the man's lips grazing those wounds gently. "Holy crap Lodie, I can't believe you actually took on a dragon....and got bit and hurt and..."

He just shook his head as he drove away those horrid thoughts of what could have happened, forced himself to think only of what did. "I....I'm glad you made it back." He'd squeeze her a little more into him, just to feel that she was real once more. "Do....Do you often have to hunt dragons in Rhy'Din" I thought a fresh grad was assigned to a squad to hunt down low threat problems and monsters?" A note of worry held to his tone as he continued to look her over.

It was always another way to get hurt. It seemed like it was going to be a constant, a repeating pattern between the two, that even now, was going to continue. With every stolen kiss and caress, they were digging themselves deeper and deeper. And there was a part of her, in the back of her mind, the hunter part that was trying to make her see that rational....and she ignored it. Pushed it away viciously as his face pressed into her hand, chased it fiercely when he returned the kiss, and in the end, she sighed, happy for the moment. Happier than she had been in a while now. And well, as far as she could remember, it had never been anything less. The wild adventures as kids, the risk of their relationship by taking it a step further to romance, and now. She a Hunter, and he a fugitive mage, one the very things that she chased after. Perhaps, it was their most dangerous game of all.

She couldn't help but cackle with a lazy glee, as she swayed gently with his nudge. "Hey. I insisted on tights. Dad insisted on the feathered hat. Though now I think the feathered hat would fit much more than the tights. You could be a Pirate." Then grin that she shot him with those words, oh it spoke of the impish mischief that always settled on her when she was with him. Even now, after all this time. And well he spoke of being her stooge in everything, his grand master plan, she kept her laughter stifled to giggles.....until he make that weak attempt at evil laughter. In no time at all she dissolved into one of those laughs....the ones that hurt your sides and made them cramp. "Best master plan. God. You're such a dork." She gave his shoulder a playful shove as she spoke.

Though, when he spoke of people changing, she got quiet. Because they both had changed. Everyone did. She was thoughtful, before he started bestowing those claw marks with kisses. A gentle tenderness that she....well she had not felt in a long while. She yielded beneath his touch, melted as his hands ran over her hair. "Mmmh. It even came from a creature in a junkyard. Y'know" Part of a trap. A metal creature that chomped my caster in half." She paused, giving a soft hum from the back of her throat. "It's been forever since I've had Sundew. I'm going to have to make sure I change that." She paused when he buried himself in her hair, and she merely let him, reveled in the contact. As he pulled her into him, arranged them both in a way that that was just as easy as breathing, she settled with ease, and lifted her hand up with his guidance to his throat, and the rapid beat of his pulse beneath her fingers. "I'm glad that's never changed." Softly spoken, as her fingers rested there against his pulse. The same pulse she had beneath her lips many a time before, racing just as it was now. "I wish nothing had changed." Softly, before she closed her eyes, and gave him a smile.

A smile that lingered, even with the look of fascination and awe that followed her mention of taking on a dragon. "I did it without my caster too. Nothing but a knife and a metal pipe....Then lots of dragonsbane after I came back for her." Her voice was gentle as she spoke, dropped husky, thanks to warmth of his mouth on the scars that she had shown him there. And well, she couldn't hide the shiver that ran through her with such, even if she really had wanted to try. "And I made it. I locked her up, and I think maybe I impressed a couple of people, which was kind of a bonus....Though I'll be mildly terrified if that dragon escapes jail....or is let loose for some reason. Right before she was dragged away.....she gave me this look. It was a look of murder if I ever saw one and she'll be coming straight for me. So. Always gonna keep prepared with dragonsbane." Because that was the most she could do. Be prepared.

She nodded when he spoke of being glad she made it back. She agreed with that statement wholly, and grinned at the squeeze. "So am I. Really. And no. Hunting her wasn't exactly an assignment. She made it personal when she put me in an actual stew pot. So uh. I went after her on my own. But it was a good thing because she ended up having a whole trail of bodies behind her." She paused, realizing that maybe saying that wasn't so good for reassuring his worrying. Though, she was thoughtful for a moment. "I know. That's what I thought was gonna happen, but then Wren stepped in, and suddenly I'm going to Rhy'din, on a completely different world. And well. Most of the time I'm on my own there too, so."

The most dangerous game of all " an oddly apt name for love. Of course there was nothing ever easy about loving a hunter to begin with, this the man knew from comforting Elodie many times in the past when her parents would fight about Ezra's life. A life fraught with danger and daring do....a life that had burned too brightly and was inevitably snuffed out far too early as was all too common for hunters. Listening to the way Elodie spoke of such dangers as she'd faced, seeing the way she lit up and flitted from topics of deathly absurd to the inappropriately nostalgic in the same breath reminded the young man more and more of how Ezra had been. Truly the daughter and more of that man....and for the first time that thought truly frightened Zayden. The callowness of youth had been bled by experience giving the young man new insight into the sort of crazed life Elodie had set herself on....and the pain one could feel trying to chase after one in such a life.

Cradling her he laughed with her laughter, smiled with her smiles as they were infectious. It was so natural how they fell into such patterns, how comfortable they were with each other despite all that had happened, all the time that had passed. They were different people now....but still he couldn't help but feel that he fit so right with this woman....even if beneath all the joy there was still a drab gloom, a worry that the young man just couldn't shake. Of course this was why he was always the second stooge to Elodie, the sidekick to that girl who's eyes just shone with that desire for a horizon he could never quite see as she did. He was always the one firmly mired to the ground....and the more he thought on things the more he wondered if that's why Ezra had always pushed them towards what they'd become, to give his daughter an anchor so she didn't quite become the fluttering free spirit that he had been. If this was the case the boy couldn't help but feel bad at how much he'd failed the man.

And as they snuggled together the man couldn't help but chuckle softly as she spoke of things never changing, his fingers tracing under her chin to lift her features up so as he could steal yet another kiss, that pulse felt as that embrace of lips lingered. "Things are always changing though Lodie..." Whispered words into her lips as they parted from hers, his gaze finding hers as he smiled at her gently, almost whimsical. "We went from kids playing to young lovers....and beyond things were always going to keep moving forward. I was looking to go to the healers academy so I could follow you and then I could keep you safe. We could go on our adventures together and I could have..." That smile faltered some as his words turned quiet, the ember of thought fading as reality seeped in once more. Rather than dwelling on such though the man just shook it off with a chuckle. "Well, I guess maybe some things don't change while others do."

Falling contemplative once more he listened as she gave him details about her hunt of a dragon, eyes closing as he just imagined it. His Elodie actually fighting a dragon....alone and ill prepared. Such provoked a strong wash of emotions that had the man, oddly, stroking the woman's back comfortingly. It was such a silly notion but really, what more could he or anyone do for someone who'd lived through such but be there for them, comfort them even if they didn't seem to need it. It was the relationship that he'd seen between Molly and Ezra....what he wanted to be for Elodie. What he would do for her, even if for such a fleeting encounter as this. "You really are amazing you know."

The words left him softly as he nuzzled into the huntress, caution thrown to the wind as he let reality be damned and just let those emotions guide him. "Terrifying....but amazing..." Cheeky little grin with those words as he rocked her gently, teasing the woman though the airiness to him seemed to cloud over a little at that name. Wren....it was a name well known amongst the community of fugitives that forever lived on the run. One of a handful of names that were spoken in hushed tones as though they were boogiemen or wraiths, capable of being invoked just at the utterance of who they were.

"So that's what happened." This was spoken mildly as he nestled into her hair, a kiss pressed to her crown. "I'd heard tale that you were sent off to that....land apart from here but I didn't understand why. From what I gathered it was sort of a place bad hunters got sent....sort of like being put to pasture. Not a place for fresh talent to be sent..." The man worried his lower lip as he considered why such a thing would have come to pass through those last words she spoke struck him something fierce as he'd deflate some upon her. She could read it on his face that he wanted to apologize for that, for her being left on her own but rather than give in he simply turned to kiss her cheek, keeping a silent word to stop saying sorry.

No, instead of focusing on the negative he pushed to do what he always did. When she was crying when her father missed an important event for her or mother said something particularly hurtful of her dreams....he worked to always stay positive and push her to look on the bright side as well. "Are you at least settling in and making friends" Finding fun times and..." He swallowed down that natural question that was burning on his tongue with a shake of his head. "....well, is it as crazy as I've heard" From what little I could learn about Rhy'Din it's suppose to be filled with mages and monsters and mad scientists all just sort of living together as if it weren't any sort of thing."

With Zayden, everything had always felt right. Whether it was their adventures, or their awkward first attempts at making out and exploring a whole new plane to their relationship. He was the piece to her puzzle that nestled up right against her, and made her feel whole again. Made her feel whole in a way that she had not felt since" well everything had gone to hell. What she would give to go back and erase it all from ever happening, destroy the blemish that tarnished him, and painted the man she loved, and still was very much in love with as a criminal, treated as nothing better than an animal to be hunted down and "taken care of'. He was to her, her center. The balm that soothed her rough edges, the one person that could pull her from an emotional break down in a matter of moments, could calm her anger with a couple of touches and gentle words.

"Shh. I know they are" I just' Sometimes I wish they didn't. What I wouldn't give to be a kid again. Where most of my worries were how much trouble I was gonna be in for being late for dinner. Or to be a teenager again, Free of so much, happy, despite everything" and so very much in love." She sighed, head lolling back to rest on his chest while she snuck a peek of those hazels up at him as he began to talk about the plans he had for the healer's academy so that he could continue to take care of her". Well the loss of plans never fulfilled still couldn't dampen the smile that the words had stretching across her face. "We would have been phenomenal." It's spoken breathlessly, as if it wasn't something that hurt to think of, to consider. A possibility and a lifetime spent with the one she loved in a way that maybe, most wouldn't throw a fit over. But then again, she was where she as from. And Military to boot. Something like that would go over as well as a turd in a punch bowl, with society constantly leering her family's way.

As his fingers stroked at her back, she melted just a little more, soaking up any and all attention that he seemed to deem fit to lavish her in. It wasn't until he spoke again, that once more she peered up his way through the curtain of her lashes. "A-Amazing?" It was enough to have her cheeks flushing a healthy red glow, her head ducking down just a touch...."The terrifying I can see, really. I mean, Molly is my mother, and she's terrifying on many levels. I dunno about amazing, really. I'm not the greatest at anything. I keep making all these stupid little mistakes, and I kinda wish my dad was here so I could ask him if he made some of the same ones. All I got in Rhy'din is Wren. And I don't think he made any mistakes. Or it seems like that, and I really don't want ask and make him grumpy. "Least he's not living with me anymore." This was said simply, but she didn't miss the way his face clouded over with the hunter's name. Everyone always seemed to get weird when she mentioned his name" which' meant soon enough she was going to have to do at least some kind of snooping he would probably catch her in the act of. He was always good at doing that, as it was such only that reason that had kept her from doing so already.

"Trust me. It seems like that. All the other hunters there before me seem that way. But me" I dunno. I still don't understand why I am there. But I dunno. I get to experience things that no one else back home has gotten to. That in its own is kinda kick ass. I can say that I have seen things that they haven't, and they totally can not argue with me. I can seem all mysterious and dangerous, like most hunters out there." Teasingly spoken, though something cautioned her in the back of her mind about voicing such things. She pushed it away as she had every word of caution in the back of her mind that had surfaced since she laid eyes on the man that she sank deeper against, even as he pressed a silent apology against her cheek.

The questions he shuffled towards her mad a smile tug at the corners of her mouth. "I'm trying, yeah' There's this girl I work with there. She's sweet." And another fugitive mage. She's super good at doing that, isn't she" "But yeah. I like it there. It's so". Different from here. So free. If someone messes up they're not treated like an animal and hunted down. There's magic in everything. You can almost feel it. Like a heartbeat. A loud steady heartbeat. It's so hard to not get overwhelmed sometimes. And it's exactly as you described. Every race, every being different and strange. All actually getting along in some semblance of peace. If people have issues they just kinda take care of them. They've got the Watch, which is kinda like cops, but eh." She gestured with a hand, then fell quiet as she let her thoughts roll over that natural unspoken question between them.

"I haven't opened up enough to really let anyone in close though. I mean' Y"know." Vague words were followed by awkward gestures, before finally, she gave up. "I mean, yeah, I've slept with people, because sex is great' but.." She trailed off, her words dying in her throat, before she grunted, and nosed along his jawline. "It's hard." This was breathed softly, the rest of her words held a hesitation within them. "When you're still wildly in love with someone else." Even though they held hesitation, they tumbled out of her, like the beginning of sliding snow that causes an avalanche. One that was going to come down crashing through everything. She twisted in his arms so that she glance up his way easily. "I still love you. Despite everything. I don't think that anything could ever change that. How could it, Zay' It's always been me and you, against the world. Against imaginary foes, and childhood bullies. Everything. I don't think I even have any memories that don't have you touching them in some ways. Even the years you were gone when we were little." Her fingers moved, seeking out the comfort of his own to lace with. She was digging her hole deeper and deeper, but try as she might, she didn't want to dig herself out of it. She wanted to sink into, and absorb anything and everything he would give her.

Good god, she wanted to be so selfish.

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-10-25 10:23 EST
Every motion she made to snuggle in closer was welcomed and accommodated for. It was as though he were trying to make up for lost time, for years of missed out touches and sharing in each other's warmth. They really had been inseparable when they were young and now, now it felt as though finally for once in a long time he was whole, complete" and it was because he had her once again. He gently feathered her with kisses as she spoke, his hands running gently upon her as though to read her with his fingertips, memorize her all over again. It may have seemed he wasn't listening but such couldn't have been further from the truth as he hung on her every word.

"Yes, amazing. You always have been, even when we were screwing things up?" A wry little smirk though it paled again at the mention of the other hunter. "Yeah' I wish Ezra was around too for you?" A somber moment of contemplation at the man that had treated him more like a son than his own flesh and blood father. Even when it became known that he was arcane touched and he had to go away for temperance education and training when he came back Ezra not only accepted him back into his family's life as though nothing had changed, but welcomed the young and confused mage. It was likely a far cry from the viewpoints he was sure someone like the Mad Monk Wren held and spoke in depth to her given their apparent situation.

Ridding himself of the thought he nuzzled into the woman, breathing in her scent a moment before pausing as she spoke of the land apart. It truly did sound as some paradise compared to the conditions here. Though as with any road to such an oasis the journey was often long and fraught with peril where one wrong move resulted in falling into the hell that was the mage reeducation and reintegration system. "Sounds like an amazing place, and a grand playground for you to make a name for yourself with your adventures." A sly nudge at that reminder of their past, of how she used to say she would surpass her father and become a greater hero than he. It was the fancy of youth though nowadays Zayden found such a notion more than a little frightening given that Ezra's last act of heroism saw him a martyr. "I think it would be a great place to go." His smile was warm but thin as they likely both knew the dangerous that such a notion hinted at.

Of course as he spoke of others and trying to move on the man himself grew tense and awkward as she. "Ahh' yeah' it can be?" Shuffled words in his own embarrassment of such an admission. It had, after all, been four years since they'd been together and times had been rough and lonesome. He too had found and even sought comfort in the arms of others throughout that time, but then he never did give up on this" right here and now. And as she spoke he realized that perhaps she felt the exact same as his fingers laced with hers, as her words were spoken soft and with no small amount of uncertainty. But then how could they not be given how things stood, given how very much this moment was stolen and taboo all in one.

Damn it. Damn it! He'd always dreamed of seeing her again, of hearing those words and he thought he could be sated with such. But now that he was faced with the reality he found himself full of avarice, of wants and desires to have all that he knew he could not. And try as he might when he heard those words she spoke he found his will draining away, felt that selfishness welling. "I love you too Lodie" always have, always will."



His voice was soft, barely a whisper in that cathedral and yet they resonated with such power. "There hasn't been a day that's gone by that I didn't think of you, that something didn't remind me of you? of us. I thought with enough time I could" I could let you go' so you could be happy and I could be happy for you but?" His head shook softly, brow pressed to hers. "Here, now, I know that was just a pipedream. I haven't felt this complete, this content in years" like the best part of me that I've been searching for has finally returned. Damn it' I" I?"

His head shook again against that apology, against the taunting howls of fate that put them on this knife's edge of a situation. Tension thrummed along his muscles as he clutched her to him, daring the world to take her from him and yet uncertain whether he should push her away, run before he screwed everything over. But he wouldn't' he couldn't, not when he finally had her again. And so the next words he spoke had no sound as his lips found hers, as he poured all the things he could not think of how to say with any eloquence into that kiss. His uncertainties, his wants, his fears, his love, his desires" all of it was laid bare in that intimate contact. A silent prayer in that long abandoned cathedral, a wish for them to be together against all the odds.

Shakily he'd let that kiss break but for a moment to gasp in breath even as he laid her down upon that ancient stone bench, gazing at her. "I love you Lodie....I want us to be us again?"

Zayden was not alone in that feeling of finally being" complete, after feeling not, for so long. It felt as if every step since his disappearance had been unsteady, crooked, like she's been stumbling through life drunk and unclear on where she was going. Now there was clarity. A path before her that she wants more than anything else in her life, that walks a fine line, and can end with her losing everything. A dangerous game, one, with every touch and caress and kiss from him, she was more and more willing to play. She responded in kind, with kisses against his jaw, trailing fingers along his arms as he spoke, and she listened, content to hear him talk.

"Always. But trouble always knew us as a pair, so." She flashed him a grin. There had been many a time that the both of them had ended up so grounded it hadn't been funny. It sucked even more when they were stuck during break for school. When he wished that her dad was still around for her, she grew quiet, and blew out a huff that ruffled her bangs. "Yeah. I wish he was still here too. I miss him. It sucks when someone's just gone like that.." Her fingers twisted absently at the edge of that printed shirt he wore. She remembered that day still. When instead of dad coming home from a hunt with cheering smiles, and pretty little trinkets or toys, it was somber faced Military officials. The breaking news that came up on the channel mom always watched when he was gone. She remembered shouting in denial, in a way only a kid could. Instead of letting her mother comfort her, she ran. Straight to Zayden. Everything always seemed to lead back to him. He was ingrained in everything.

When he nuzzled, she only seemed to melt more than she already had against him, if even such was possible by now. She was so at ease with him. Always. "Haaah. Maybe. But' from what I understand, things seen as heroic in Rhy'din don't much translate as such here." Simply, before she shook her head to ward off whatever questions he may feel compelled to ask with that. It didn't matter right now. It was worries for another day. "It is. I think you'd like it. Y"know" Open minded people. No one acts funny cuz" you can use magic or fire a gun that does weird things. None of the narrow mindedness that's here." And she knew every dangerous notion that could be involved. They've been looming over her since the day he disappeared.

She felt his awkwardness as much as she felt hers. It took a moment, before she breathed deep, and relaxed when she exhaled. "Things got lonely. Sometimes it's just nice." She pauses, brings their interlaced fingers up so she can press a kiss to the back of his hand. "This right here though. Nothing compares to what we have here. Me and you, Zay. There's always kinda been that magic there. Can't deny it." It's faint, but there's a mischievous smirk tugging at her lips.

When he admitted that he still loved her as well, there was a line of tension that faded away, as if she were concerned that at some point it could have changed. She closed her eyes, and nuzzled him gently, even as his voice whispered those words, and more. Words that echoed so much how she had felt. Except she never let anyone truly get close. "I feel the same. Complete. That's the best way to put it, Zay. So complete. It's such a beautiful feeling." And it would be gone again. Until they found one another once more.

It was the kiss that he gave her that silenced words she had been floundering for to fill the small spanse of silence. A kiss that spoke of so much more. She could feel, taste everything that he poured into it. He didn't have to use words, and neither did she. Every worry, and tear and sleepless night. Everything she felt for him that hummed through her. A silent prayer to be offered, perhaps just as they had when they were younger. Just perhaps in different ways. Or maybe circumstance just made them different. It was a plausible thing. She responded in kind. Everything she was feeling was returned in that kiss, and left her gasping by the time he broke away.

What ever resolve she had in not being selfish crumbled when he repeated his love for her, ever so gently shifted her so that instead of being nestled up against him, she was laid back against the stone bench beneath him. His fingers guided, and she was pliant. Pliant in every way except for the one that had her crushing her mouth against his, fingers fisting in that printed t-shirt so as to make it easier to pull him down with her. She wanted him. Or needed him, in more ways than just skin against skin, and she had been starved for nearly four years.

She was being selfish. She would take every moment, touch, word or kiss for herself. She would soak up every precious moment of time she had to simply drown herself in him. No one could take this from her. When she pulled away from the kiss she had initiated, her cheeks were flushed, those hazels a wild mix of amber and green, and fixated on him. Her breath comes in pants as a hand drifts up to cup his cheek. When she speaks again, the words are a breathless whisper.

"Let's be us again."

The aged stone erected by a civilization come and gone, a monument to gods whose names were lost in the annuls of time....it was an odd place for love to bloom and yet it had always been their sanctuary, a place for all their firsts. Their first fort, their first hideout, their first hangout, where they shared their first kiss, where they first consummated their journey to adulthood; a place outside of time, outside the worries and concerns of yesterday, today, or tomorrow. Here he was not some fugitive mage nor she a hunter trained to subjugate those as he; no, here they were just two people falling back into love in spite of the fates and stars that conspired against such. It was a dangerous game to play, especially given that the magic of this special place would wear off the second they departed the warmth of their arms, untangled their bodies to return to the respective lives they had to live.

But until then he would have this moment with her, and she would have hers with him as they both gave in to their selfish desires that saw the day passing till the sun sat fat upon the far horizon. He held a sheepish grin as he walked hand in hand with her to the end of the dilapidated stone columns that circled the structure, one that was shared by the huntress in turn as they promised to see one another again, sealing such with one last lingering kiss before he sulked off to be the fugitive once more and Elodie, she squared herself with that warmth in her heart and readied to go to battle against the prejudices of family once again.

Elodie Echo

Date: 2016-10-25 17:06 EST
Holensreed 6th, 1738 - Mid-day - 15:23

It was around mid-day by the time the huntress made it to The Federal Tanga National Cemetery of the Minostra region. This was one place" one person that meant more than anything else to her that she had to visit. Wanting to make the trip alone, she had caught a bus early morning, and took it as far as it would get her, and walked the rest of the way. It wasn't like she minded doing so, as being in Rhy'din had gotten her accustomed to walking just about everywhere she went. Her steps slowed as she neared the stone portcullis that guarded the entry of the cemetery, the gate up to allow for entry as it was open. Hazels studied the portcullis, then the wrought iron fence that stretched out to surround the perimeter of the cemetery. She lingered for a moment longer, before she moved to step through and out on the other side.

It was there that she paused again, her gaze moving across the rows and rows of of neatly laid out simple grave markers. Neat. Tidy. Just like anything else with the military. Even the dead seemed to be forever frozen in neat perfection. At one point where the graves ended, a slope of a small hill started, cement steps led up to the top where a statue stood proudly, with memorial walls that surrounded it in a neatly arranged half circle, the names of various many inscribed in the stone. All of it was unimportant to her. It wasn't why she had come.

Soon enough she was walking again, beat up sneakers working a path through the laid out graves and markers. A path that she has walked many times, though, not so much as of recent. It was hard when you were on a completely different world. Her path lead her back to the far corner of the cemetery, where she finally stopped before one of the grave markers. There was a single red rose that laid before the marker, dried and withered, but still in decent shape. It was how she knew her mother had been here at some point within the past couple of weeks. Her eyes fell on the name inscribed on the marker.

Ezra Nettles Spencer

That was all she read. The dates below she had memorized. How couldn't she" Heavily, she shifted and dropped down to the ground so that she was sitting with her legs criss-crossed. For a long while she sat there, her fingers plucking pieces of the perfectly trimmed grass free from the ground, before she let the blades fall dead among their living companions. Then finally, she closed her eyes.

"Hi Daddy."

" " "

"I wish I had known more about hunting. About more than just the adventure, of being a hero. It's definitely". more than what I thought it was" But I'm dealing. It's not too bad. The paperwork sucks though. I don't blame you for leaving that part out. You know" I caught a dragon' She was a big black beast. She got a good taste though." She gave a soft laugh there, then fell quiet once more.

"Oh. I punched Aunt Ethel in the face. She was being a dick to me about hunters. Said we were no different than the things that we hunted. Then said something about you and I just kinda" punched. I didn't even think about it. Mom kicked her out after. She was so angry. Mom told me she was close to doing the same. I just beat her to it." There was snort that escaped. She" definitely was the child of her parents. "It was great. She just stared at me all shocked after, called me a bitch too. And mom nearly flattened her when she tried to hit me. I wish you could have seen it. Mom's great. Scary sometimes, but great."

There was another laugh that followed, before she fell quiet, her thoughts drifting away from the drama with her aunt, and towards an issue that hit a touch closer to home for her. One that had left her torn since her first meeting and stolen moments of passion with Zayden, and continued with every other stolen moment shared during her trip here. Her childhood friend, and eventual lover". up until the point where he made a mistake. A terrible one. Then he had left her, broken and hurt, where she was keeping everyone and anyone else at an arm's length so they couldn't get too close.

"Zayden's" Well yeah. He's...He's still alive. I saw him. I found him in the ruins that we used to play in as kids. It was like nothing's changed. No time passed between us. I still love him. God I still love him and that just makes things more complicated. I've seen him so much this trip. Like we could make up nearly four years in two weeks of stolen moments. If he hadn't' if that hadn't happened, I can see so much. I could see having a life with him, of growing old. Maybe kids. If the time works out right. I could see myself living happy with him for the rest of my life. He's my best friend, and now he's-..." She trailed off, her words had been growing a touch frantic, and finally a hiccup of a sob escaped.

"I can't have that. He's a fugitive mage. And that's what I want most more than anything. I don't' I don't know what to do. What I can do. My heart's telling me to just' I don't have to tell anyone I saw him, but I'm a hunter, and where does" There's a moral line there" being a hunter....why does it all have to be so damned complicated. I can't be the one that causes his capture. I couldn't' I couldn't live with that. I know what they do to mages that have done some great "bad"."

Her hands came up to scrub at her face and chase away the evidence of her tears. She failed miserably.

"He's not bad though. Daddy, he isn't. And you knew that. I know you knew that. Or you wouldn't have let him be around me. You wouldn't have let us be friends. He just made a mistake. A big mistake, and they want to' to' He doesn't deserve that, and I don't know how I can keep true to him, and keep true to my job. I-" Another hiccup, that finally led to the dam bursting. Her tears were not silent. They were large messy sobs, and brief periods of gasping to catch her breath. They were shaking shoulders and sides that ached from being tensed up. They were everything". that had been building up inside since she stepped on the first train to Rhy'din. Everything that she laid bare before the memory of her father.

By the time her sobs finally subsided, and she had cried away all of her tears, a decent amount of time had passed. Her face was red and swollen, her eyes bloodshot and puffy.

"I'm sorry I'm such a mess. I just' you would know what to do, I know you would. I wish you were hear to tell me what to do. Dammit, I miss you. I miss" well" Have you ever wanted to just be a kid again? Probably. I just wanna go back to being younger. Less complicated." Another laugh came, only this time it was bitter.

"I go home in the morning. I" It'll be easier to...forget about him when I get back to Rhy'din. Back to sticking my nose where it doesn't belong, and getting into trouble. I have to, yeah' It'd be better if I could just' forget about him." As if she could do any such thing. Zayden had been such a part of her life that not much of anything save maybe amnesia would make her forget about him. Which just made things that much worse.

The huntress gave a heavy sigh as she shifted, pulling her knees up to her chest. "Rhy'din is cool. I like it there, despite all the grumping that Bacon gives me about the fact that I'm just there on a job. There's so many people and creatures living in general peace there. It's" well it's nothing like it is here. Everyone is friends with everyone. Vampires date dragons, and no one looks at them funny. I think you would have liked it there" really. I just' I hope I don't mess up. End up in the same kind of mess that the guy before me is in now. Bacon thinks it was a mistake that someone as green as me was put there. But' I'm gonna prove him wrong. Eventually." A soft snort, before finally, she shifted closer to the grave marker.

There was a kiss pressed into her hand, then her hand pressed to the spanse of the marker that had her father's name. "I love you Daddy. I'm gonna head back. I have a couple more goodbyes before the morning. I'll keep safe, and be back to visit you in a few." With that said, she collected herself, and moved to her feet, a touch shaky from such an emotional break down. "I won't let anything else succeed in trying to eat me either. I'm very good at getting away from things that want to try and eat me.? That spoken, she took her leave, making her way back along the path she had come.

There were two goodbyes she still had to say, and one of them' well it was going to be difficult. She was positive on that, and it made her heart heavy as she took her leave of the cemetery.