Topic: Flight of Fancy

Gypsy Lore

Date: 2011-06-28 03:13 EST
It all takes place in what appeared to be the middle of nowhere " but in this realm that was many places. There buried in the woods was a cottage, almost fairy tale-like in its structure, with a wrap-around porch and a neat garden both in front and out in its backyard. The stones of the cottage gray with a flagstone walkway leading up to its porch.

Surrounding the porch was a network of roses, most of them known as peace roses, with a few lilacs, sweet peas, and poises buried among them. The roof gently slops down with the shingles a patchwork pattern of navy and royal purple. This was a home for refuge, a place of sanctuary to the few allowed within its walls.

It was calm, quiet, special and yet this is where the scene of turmoil takes place, on the second floor and if one had wings they could fly up and peer inside the window.

Moonlight pours within, casting shadows from its eerie light, dark figures that slither along walls and the floor. There is a bed set off into a corner of the room, conveniently facing the door. There a figure tosses and turns; legs shifting, flaring out, as though trying to kick something, someone away, her breath coming faster with her struggle. But she is alone in the room and lost to whatever haunts her.

" It was a bright sunny morning and Vera was out with her mother. Like something in a movie it seems as though everything zooms in on this tiny girl who looked to be only four years old. The girl is laughing but the sound is muffled though one can clearly see her looking up, tugging on the hand she is holding. Vera had been dressed in plain homespun skirts and a blouse, drab colors of brown and gray. Her mother that morning had braided her hair which hangs down her back with a black bow of silk. Normally it would have been a bit a yarn but Vera had been told it was a special present. The silk of that single scrap of cloth costs far more than the clothes the child was wearing but young Vera had no way of knowing this.

They reach the river and here Vera lets go of her mother's hand, rushing down towards the water. Here this motion picture of a dream zooms out and we see the woman. It may come as a bit of a shock that this was Vera's mother.

She was a beautiful woman of coffee colored skin, long black hair, and warm brown eyes. She looked absolutely nothing like her daughter whose skin was pale during winter months, whose hair bleached nearly blonde in the sun, and sported a pair of startling amber eyes.

Still the four year old was obviously concerned with none of this and why should she be? Her life, while that of a simple Romany peasant, was a good one for her. The child had already kicked off her shoes and had pulled off her wool stockings to better play in the water. The woman keeps a careful eye on the child while she gathers water for the day but for some reason she keeps glancing over her shoulder, fear clearly written on that pretty face.

Suddenly everything can clearly be heard, from the sound of the Danube River rushing over rocks, to the birds cawing in the trees.

"Vera, come help me, we need to go love."

"Yes Mama," came the sweet voice of Vera, already pulling on her worn shoes but leaving off her stockings. It was an unusual hot day in this part of Romania. Vera tucked away the stockings into a pocket of her skirt. Running over she grabs a clay jar and dips it down into the water, humming to herself a lullaby her father sang to her when he had put her to sleep that following night.

Soon enough the sounds of galloping horse riders take over everything else, leaving both woman and child looking up in surprise at the intrusion. Once again we see fear come across the woman's face, a clay jar slipping from her fingers to only shatter on the ground, water spilling everywhere and turning the ground into mud.

"Vera, come here, come here now!"

Swallowing roughly against a throat suddenly growing dry with anxiety Vera toddles closer to her mother, pulling on her skirts to all but hide herself in them. There on the ridge sits a man on his horse, staring them down.

A man with tawny hair and strange, amber eyes "

There was another man with the first who stayed off in the background of the woods but he could hardly be seen and it looked to Vera as though shadows covered his entire figure, leaving nothing but his silhouette on his horse. It was like looking through a glass darkly, something murky and terrifying " at least to a child of four.

Vera suddenly crossed herself, whispering, "He is the devil Mama, we should run, run before he takes us to hell."

"Hush Vera, child, it will be all right."

"But Mama ?"

"Hush!"

"Lia " Lia I think it's time she knows ?" Said the man with amber eyes, leading his horse down towards the woman.

"Lia please, I have rights you know, just because you married that peasant ?"

"Only because you were already married " Rolando. And that peasant is her father, you should be aware of that."

Trembling Lia hugs Vera closer to her, her arm held possessively around the girl. Rolando scoffs, dropping gracefully down from his horse. Pausing he looks up to the still figure of the other man, minutely nodding his head. It must have been a signal of sorts for the other rider soon leaves, making Vera much more comfortable. That man was surely Diablo, she could feel it! But she was perplexed by the two adults, her eyes darting back and forth while they continued to argue.

"I am her father!" Rolando finally shouts but thankfully in English, leaving Vera even more confused and intrigued. She had never heard that language before, her mouth forming a perfect "o' of surprise.

Looking around Lia finally lets go of Vera, stepping towards Rolando to firmly slap him across the face.

"I don't care if you throw us off your lands, you have no right! No right at all trying to take my child, a child you helped conceive in sin! You are a married man but did that stop you? No! I was a good Catholic girl, I believed it when you said you loved me but when I was pregnant you proved your worth to me!" She spat on the ground near his feet, her dark eyes hot and angry, "You left me to go back to your wife! I was lucky to find a good man who loves both me and my child! I am pregnant again and God so help me, if you cause to me miscarry over this Rolando I will curse you!"

Rolando took several steps back, holding a hand to his face, his eyes narrowing down on her. "Lia " I know I was wrong, I was a young man, and I did love you. Wait, look " please listen to me. I know I have made some mistakes but please let me know my child ?"

"Ha! From what I understand from talk in the village you and your wife have had other children. Leave me, mine!"

The argument continues on in this language she doesn't understand and thus, left to her own devices she decides to go down back to the water. Kicking off her shoes and hiking up her skirts she begins to play, laughing and gurgling to herself the way children do when left to their own imagination. Bending down she picks up a rock and skips it over the river. Of course it is a river and is soon swallowed up but this doesn't stop the child.

Looking over her shoulder, Vera chews her bottom lip. It would be bad of her to venture further on, to go deeper into the woods. She knows she may get in trouble but "

Something was calling to her. Like a whisper on the wind, pulling at her the way the moon does to tides. It was inevitable that when given the chance Vera was going to go and explore. She was four years old, it is after all what they do best.

Soon we seen her traveling by the edge of the river, moving into the woods, where the sound of " bells" A flute"

Maybe more like the wind chimes one hears from a neighbor's porch; the sound went whistling through the forest, beckoning to the child. Venturing further in and abandoning the Danube Vera soon enough comes across " a woman' She wasn't sure, tilting her head and looking over the figure. They were tall (at least from a child's view) lithe in frame with long, long black hair. The face was pretty, very pretty or so Vera thought, smiling to herself now.

"Hallo, are you the one making music?"

"Well hello mortal child," suddenly this figure towers over the four year old, a pale slender hand cupping, curling underneath her chin, "have we gone " astray?"

And that silken voice was from both Heaven and Hell "

The Gypsy known as Vera jerks awake finally, her head pounding, her mouth gone dry. It had been more than a dream that disturbed her, it had been a memory; a memory of when her whole life had changed and how it had morphed into a dream, a nightmare, and everything in-between. Sitting up she gasps a bit, hunched over now, her sheets a bedraggled mess around her. Shivering, she finally looks up towards the window, a frown furrowing her face, pulling her mouth into creases of contempt.

Why"

Why now the dream, the disharmony of her life playing out yet again? Why couldn't she have just stayed a normal peasant girl" And who in the hell was that " thing" This is what troubled the Gypsy the most " she had no recollection of meeting someone else that day when her father confronted her mother.

Getting up she stretched out before slinking towards her closet. Rummaging through she pulls loose a wooden box from a self. The box was simple save for the center which held a bright amber stone, glimmering even in the moonlight. There are a few items kept safe in this box but she pulls only one out, a worn scrap of cloth, black silk, now fraying at the ends.

"It's a present my heart, you should wear it today, it is special ?"

Running the silk through her fingers she muses on how it hasn't yet disintegrated, considering how old it truly was this bit of silk. "Present from you Rolando " or someone else?"

The memory still bothers "

http://i.imgur.com/y1MY0h1.jpg "Well hello mortal child ..."

Gypsy Lore

Date: 2011-12-17 20:22 EST
She once had a simple life in retrospect, a very simple village life in the beginning of things.

In the beginning ...

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The home she had lived in was made up of strong wood and harsh gray stone, the wood beams over head made from the same oak as its wall, padded with straw and patched with mud. It was a shack of a house to be sure, just like all the other houses in the village. They consisted of three rooms, a large living space in the front, another room off to the side for husband and wife, and another room just a little larger than the front for any children the couple produced. Since families could be large, the children's room was sometimes the biggest in the whole house.

There was space for a single window but it would never hold glass. Glass was too expensive a commodity and why waste the money when some child would break it while playing" Summer months left the space free, Vera remembering many a day hanging out and over while teasing her Papa, who was tending to an outside fire.

Winter had it boarded up to better help keep their home warm. There was a hearth built of sturdy stone in Vera's home but this was a costly purchase that her Papa had spent much of his hard wage on. He also had to be the one who went into Targoviste to haul back the quarry stones to help build the fireplace. Their home was only one of five that had decided to go with this expenditure instead of keeping to rusting out pot belly stoves.

The Gypsy didn't remember since she had only been about two years old at the time and she was out in the vardo with her mother, visiting Grandmother who still held tight to the old ways (or so she believed until she grew older).

Papa was of the old serf class of Romanian's who toiled and worked the land, serving a boyar in Muntenia, Greater Wallachia (though they were no longer called boyar). Mama's family, and this always excited Vera when she got to hear the stories, were gypsies (Roma).

Wandering troubadours, who herded horses and cattle, played music until sunrise and told fortunes, gave visions of the future, and fascinated Vera to no end. The colorful clothes, the free lifestyle, and what appeared to the eyes of a child, unending play.

(Later she would realize the farce her Grandmother put upon to make money, later she would learn about the struggle of other Roma's. Later her eyes would be made, open ....)

She had been a favorite among the vardo, many hands brushing through her tawny hair, awing over the color. Many had song her impromptu odes to her eyes; amber, topaz eyes, sunny eyes, luminoase cu ochi frumusete. Bright eyed beauty.

Yeah, she fell in love early on.

Gypsies had two names; the name put down on any legal birth certificate the common laws forced them to follow. And a Gypsy name. This is where Vera got her second name, the name among the vardo which would never grace a gadjo's ears.

Luminita. Little light.

Sometimes her Grandmother would gather her in her arms, rocking her in time to a Romany lullaby, whispering in her ear, "My Lumina, my little light in the darkness."

Grandmother would argue with her mother, thinking they should stay with the vardo, leave the gadjo world behind and remain with the True People. But her mother loved her Papa — having firmly made her choice. Always they would come home, even after the reveal that Papa was not her true sire.

Another Romanian was, the boyar of the land they lived on, a man with Saxon blood. Over time Vera came used to the ever changing scope of her world. She had two fathers but only one mother.

She had one set of siblings in the great house many miles away from their home in the village but she lived another set — her true family.

She was a bastard daughter with supposed noble blood but would rather stay in that small house, with it's outside fire and her mother.

Oh, her father did his part — had sparkled her eyes with fine clothes and good food, had stubbornly brought her around his noble wife and even given her a room that her Papa's house could fit inside of. She had a large bed, many toys, and all the creature comforts the privilege could offer.

But she always wanted to go home. Very rarely did she stay the night.

A few times he would stop them just on the outskirts of the village, one large hand reaching around to cup her face, tilting her chin to better look down into the eyes of his child.

His first child, his tiny sweetheart of a daughter that he did love, and this made it all the more puzzling years later the choice he made, his decision to give away what the vardo had called their little light.

"Sună-mă vă rog Papa?" Call me Papa, please.

Startled she could only stare up at him, shock and confusion warring inside the now seven year old child. He had never asked, never demanded she give any title aside from the respective Sir which she fell back on time and again. Swallowing, amber eyes peering into the mirror that they shared, like two candle flames, she finally stuttered, "P-p-părinte?" Father.

She could not, would not call him Papa. It felt like oo much of a betrayal to the man who had help bring her into this world, who had held her bloodied body in the palms of his hands, kissing her wrinkling brow as she screamed her outrage — knowing Vera she hadn't been ready yet.

Calling him "father" was true, it wasn't a lie, and she didn't feel as though she had labeled him with a false title. Mama said he was her Father, but Papa would always be Papa " no man would ever take his place.

Her life was a simple one, in all respects, but it was also one of much dichotomy.

The tall blonde man smiled sadly, bending his head down to kiss her on top of her head, just as he always did now. Gently he ran his fingers through her hair, cupping his hand along the base of her skull, marveling over its vulnerability, touched by it. This is his child, his first born, and he would be patient and wait.

Withdrawing his hand he pulled her closer and kicked his horse into a canter, finally taking her home with this concession.

( Edited x 2!. )

Gypsy Lore

Date: 2013-04-18 11:29 EST
It was another dream.

Or was it a memory"

The woods flew by in a blur, tiny bare feet stumbling helter-skelter in her mad dash. Laughter trailed after the young girl, her long hair flaring out in a flag until she halted, sending that unmanageable mane flying and bouncing back around her shoulders.

Throwing her small arms out she stopped the other children behind her, going quiet and dropping down into the thick grass. They followed her and crawled closer until they were uniformed " side-by-side, their eyes intent on the scene below.

Sounds of a fair could be heard and the children could see tents and wagons with patchwork covers, people laughing and milling between the gypsy vendors. Horses, donkeys, and even a few monkeys, chattering insanely, dressed in tiny vests and hats. It was the vardo and it was summer, lush and warm. Flowers popped out of the ground in a myriad of colors, the sun shining bright and hot in an endless and clear blue sky.

Music floated up from old wooden guitars, flutes, violins, tambals, accordions, and a lauta. It was the lăutari of the vardo, the musicians a staple of Roma life.

There was singing and dancing, puppet shows, and stories.

Oh! The stories told, the many legends carrying truth and their old, old history.

Vera knew some by heart, her eyes slip-sliding to a tent she also knew well. Grandmother was out, smiling and talking to a few older women with the sun shining off her blue-black hair. But now she could see, even from this distance, that gray was threading through her Grandmother's hair.

She was .....getting old .....

Frowning, the girl averted her eyes to the grass between her small fingers. Plucking, she lulled herself into her own thoughts. Very grown-up thoughts for such a small, small girl.

Contrary to what some thought; Grandmother had a house. Contrary to what many thought, the Romani didn't sleep outside, under trees, unless they were part of some of the more down-trodden tribes. And tribes, that wasn't quite the right word for the different sects of Roma — but that was what came to Vera's mind. Vera thought about the last group of Romani she had seen, camped out by a chlorine and sodium plant.

They were stuck living outside, jeered and sneered by the gadje. Briefly, she felt her heart begin to pound a little harder, the felt the corners of her mouth pinch. No, the word gypsy wasn't very well thought of, not outside the fairs and vendors.

And here was her Grandmother, getting old, and feeding a stereotype to take the gadje's money. To live well and not have to sleep outside, camped out by a chlorine and sodium plant. Grandmother was no witch, she had no mystic power — Vera didn't think so, anyway.

This didn't stop the wily woman for offering to read palms and, sometimes, feed both fears and desires.

The cheering crowd tore Vera away from her musing, bright eyes flying up and then down, pinning to the newest spectacle. Despite herself she grinned broadly, showing that one of her baby teeth was missing and ready for its incoming replacement.

The women came out of a tent, raised up on a plant-form. More dancing began, to shouts, to coins tossed and pinging off the worn plank boards of the pavilion. It was a show, all right, maybe a bit of a fraud.

But it was a show.

"Vera, are you going to dance one day?" whispered a small voice in her ear, startling her.

Turning her head, she frowned at Mikhail, "Of course, silly! I've already been watching Grandmother and everyone else, she's teaching me."

He giggled, his smile already boarding on roguish, "You better be careful and not trip on all those skirts."

Loftily, she raised her head and tweaked his nose, "Not all Gypsy women dance in skirts."

Jerking away, he grumbled at his sister, "We are not Istanbul Gypsies." Who danced in shorts.

Heaven. Forbid.

Laughing, the small girl pushed herself up to her knees, mindlessly wiping her hands on the dark brown of her homespun dress. "I'll be the best dancer the vardo has ever seen," she boasted, "and I will not trip on my skirts," Vera finished with a smirk.

Holding a hand out, "Come on, I should get you home for lunch or Mama is going to be cross with me."

"No," shaking his head and making a face, Mikhail turned back to watching the fair with the other children.

"Miiikhaaail," she drawled his name, growling, wiggling her fingers insistently.

"No."

Sigh.

Not bothering to berate him further she turned away and went running back into the woods. Throwing an arm out, she ran her fingers over leaves hanging down, playfully plucking a few while chasing by. The forest was one of her favorite places, the sights, the scents, all invading, fuel for her imagination.

Stopping at a tree, the girl crouched down, sitting and crossing her legs beneath the large homespun skirt of her dress to sit Indian style.

Idly rubbing a leaf against her cheek her head lolled back against the tree, feeling the rough bark through her thick hair. The sky, patches of it she could see through the canopy of trees, turned her eyes into reflective surfaces. Gold and brown, living amber, her eyes were a kaleidoscope of color.

The Greeks had a legend for eyes like this child's " for when Helios' son Pha"ton was killed, his mourning sisters became poplars, and they cried tears of amber and where they fell, amber remained.

Fact: being Romani didn't mean being uneducated.

Maybe when she had been born and first opened her eyes, murky and cloudy as any infants, a Goddess had cried over her.

What a story! But Vera liked it.

These eyes were the main reason behind Luminita. Her Grandmother had called her that and that would be her name among the vardo, her nave romano, a true birth name. Her mother called her Vera for many reasons though if asked, Lia would coyly shrug and tell them, "I liked the sound of it."

The child thought nothing of this, lost in her mind and the many hallways within, daydreaming of fairy-tales, spinning her own stories of triumphant and victory. Sometimes she was a knight of old (yes, a knight!), sometimes she was a Princess. Most of the time she daydreamed about becoming the most famous Gypsy that had ever lived, everyone would know her name and love her. She would rescue other Gypsies and put an end to the slurs, prove to the gadje's that there was more to this culture kept secret.

Yes! Vera the Gypsy, a new freedom fighter, a voice for the Roma people.

Giggling and tossing the leaves away, she curled at the base of the tree and closed her eyes, tiny arms forming a makeshift pillow for her head.

How she loved the forest, the sun, the wind "

And slowly, she became aware of something else, something more. A persistent pull on her senses, a wind-chime melody meant only for her small ears.

She had heard this before, year's back as a toddler on the Danube, when Father sought them out and Mother grew so angry. The lure had whispered to her, winding arms of comfort to her frazzled senses, a promise as false as it was sweet.

But how was she to know"

How was she to know anything at this age"

Scrambling to her feet it was another mad dash through the forest, the scent of sun warmed soil, grass, and flower sticking to her like a film. Earthen child, lost little girl, who should have paid better attention to the stories and fables told to her by elders.

To the warnings ....to pay better attention to the morals.

And how quick it was to lose all those grand morals when one ventured into adulthood.

Quick, quick, bare feet flew like she hand wings attacked to her heels, her laughter spilling free like water from an urn, splashing a new color, another sound to mingle with the call of birds.

Free, free, the way you only felt when things like duty and responsibility couldn't crowd in, when tricky emotions like guilt and love weren't felt, not in the way adults twisted them, malformed and unrecognizable. In this time and place she was free and embraced it wholeheartedly, exhilarated in her abandon. On she ran and ran, she could run forever, and wanted to.

The forest opened up into a grotto where the man ....or woman' Female or male (hard to discern with her eyes, amber bright and alive with all her childish wonder) stood waiting. They stood tall, like a majestic tree, wearing a white robe, falling in graceful folds to the forest floor. Hair long, so very long, and black, absorbing the light and stealing it away, jealously.

Light had no business invading and " " neither did she.

"I remember you." Hushed, her small voice, the words whispered in awe, "I remember you."

But the adult did not.

"Hello again?" A smile, sensuous lips stretching, showing a glimpse of sharp teeth, "mortal child."

This being's voice was a symphony, a chorus of angels and the throaty purr of demons converging into a resonating harmony. It was wind-chimes and crackling fire, a roaring thunder for all its soft repose. She felt it in her bones, housing her mortal flesh " burrowing straight to the marrow. In her blood, a pounding pulse beat, making her feel things far beyond her meager years.

And the fingers stretched like forever, beckoning.

Vera didn't hesitate, for fear was never harbored. She took the hand and never once looked back.

The child remembers.

The adult " does not.

When she woke up it was to glass shattering, a scream lodged in her throat, clawing to escape.

Panting she sat up and looked at her window. A storm had blown through and a tree branch had barged in, hanging half in and half out of the pane, rain water pelting inside the apartment.

"Dream, dream, only a?"

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Now if only she could remember what the child had known....