Topic: A First Step

Demeter Ashton

Date: 2016-03-14 14:06 EST
It had been a long while since Demeter had gone to a party purely for the sake of enjoying herself, and not because it was in a contract. Add to that the fact that this was a rare kind of party - an open invitation for the after-party to celebrate the release of Rhy'Din Nights - with free food and drink, and a chance to observe the movers and shakers of the Rhy'Din scene for herself. She'd deliberately dressed herself up for it, too, looking nothing like the rather dowdy doctor she appeared as during working hours. Long legs and a mane of dark hair were all she needed, really; the impressive bust was a bonus.

Neville was definitely not one of the movers and shakers in Rhy'Din. The fact was, he wasn't even sure what he was doing at the after-party, except for the fact that Mataya De Luca had somehow managed to squeeze a promise out of him that he'd come. Why she cared whether he was there or not, he wasn't too sure. They weren't close friends exactly, though he worked at the theater. It was more than likely she thought he kept to himself too much, but why she'd taken an interest in him, he couldn't say. She certainly had to know about his wife's death by now. If she thought it was time for him to move on, she hadn't said so. Still, it was hard to say no to Mataya, and so here he was, looking decidedly awkward and out of place and altogether not one of Rhy'Din's beautiful people.

Being a were gave Demi certain advantages in a crowd like this one. For a start, she knew for a fact that there were people she knew in the crowd around her, even if she couldn't see them. She followed their scents through the moving air to surprise them, reconnecting with old friends and new before moving on. Until one scent brought her up short, surprised and intrigued to encounter it outside working hours. What was he doing here"

There he stood, at the bar, waiting his turn to procure a drink. Maybe a little alcohol would set his mind at ease and relieve some of his nervousness, though he didn't want to make a habit of it. One drink, dinner, a few hellos, and out the door he'd go, with no one the wiser. If only he could get the bartender's attention.

She knew she shouldn't, that it wasn't exactly ethical practice, but Demeter couldn't leave him standing there all alone in the midst of the buzz and chatter. If it had been anyone else, she would have passed them by. But not him. Making her way to the bar, she leaned in beside Neville, working that amazing trick of being a female with a bright smile to catch the bartender's attention.

"What'll it be?"

Demi smiled her best smile as she answered. "Elderflower and Malibu, please," she ordered, turning toward Neville, "and whatever my friend is having."

Though he might recognize that voice anywhere, he certainly wasn't expecting to hear it today - not here, anyway. The face, well ....He'd already noticed she was pretty, but when he turned to find the woman he only knew as his therapist standing there with in a turquoise dress and heels, looking like she belonged on the red carpet herself, his jaw almost dropped open. Needless to say, it took him a minute to find his voice. "Uh, dirty martini," he replied, adding, almost as an afterthought, "please."

"And a dirty martini," she relayed the order to the bartender, who slipped away to fulfill it. As they waited, she turned to Neville with a gentler smile. "I'm sorry I startled you," she apologized. "I didn't think it was fair that you were having to be patient with all the louder people getting served first."

"I'm a cellist. I'm paid to be subtle," he replied, trying to appear as casual as possible and failing miserably. "So, what are you doing here" Hoping to rub elbows with the rich and famous" Not stalking me, I hope," he added, with a rare teasing smirk.

She laughed softly, more to cover her delight at finding such a handsome smile on his face than anything. He'd been playing on her mind for a long time now, to the point where she was beginning to think she should discharge him to someone else's care, and yet she still hadn't managed to do it. "Would you believe that this is my first night out in over four months?" she asked, half-teasing and half-serious. One hand captured his martini to pass it to him before she claimed her own drink with a flicker of a smile for the bartender in thanks.

"Thanks," he offered as he took the drink. Without a pretty face to intervene, he might have been at it another half hour before he'd been noticed. "You don't want to know how long it's been for me," he said, though she probably already knew. After all, she was his therapist and knew more about him than his closest friends. He frowned at the thought of that, feeling even more awkward.

She saw the awkwardness, guilt coloring her expression. "I daresay I should leave you in peace," she offered reluctantly. "I'm not, strictly speaking, supposed to socialize with the people I work with." She laid a gentle hand on his. "But I didn't want to see you standing alone."

Who was he to argue with that' She was the professional he was paying to help him get over his wife's death. He was just the patient. "I've been thinking about that actually," he said, taking her elbow to steer her aside, away from the maddening crowd.

It was interesting that he should think of it that way; it was almost the complete opposite of the way she thought of their professional relationship. He was the patient; she was just the professional. And while many women might feel uncomfortable to be steered away from the safety of a group to a quieter place, Demeter was not many women. In some respects, she couldn't really be called a woman. Curious as to his intentions, she moved with him until they reached a place where they could speak without having to raise their voices. "Are we going to have a professional conversation?"

"Not exactly," he told her, feeling almost as awkward as before. He looked around nervously for a moment, as if to make sure no one was listening. "I, uh ....I took some of your advice and joined a support group," he told her, knowing she'd be pleased with that, though it might mean fewer visits, if any at all.

"That's wonderful," she praised him without a second thought, despite knowing it would mean she was unlikely to see much of him from here on in. A group was far more likely to be able to help him, now he seemed to have passed the violent stages of his grief. "It's a brave step, well done."

"Yeah, well ....It helps to know there are other people who've been through the same thing. Thing is, I'm not sure if I really need to see you anymore in a professional capacity," he explained, not wanting to fire her exactly, but he wasn't sure how much more she could do for him, as far as therapy was concerned. "I, uh ....I meant to tell you all this at our next session, but ..." He shrugged.

One thing Demeter had always been good at was hiding her own feelings. On one hand, she was glad for him, that he was taking these steps and finding his own feet; it meant that, in some small way, she had helped him as she had hoped she would. On the other hand ....there was deep disappointment that she would probably not see him again. But it did not show on her face, even as her smile faded. "I think that is the right decision," she told him, choosing to bolster his confidence even as she felt the tiger in her mind stirring angrily at how willing she was to let him go his own way. "I must admit, I will miss our sessions together. But you must do what is best for you, and this, I think, is it."

Demeter Ashton

Date: 2016-03-14 14:06 EST
Apparently, the patient and the doctor weren't hearing each other. He had said he didn't need to see her anymore in a professional capacity, and she had admitted she'd miss their sessions together. "Yeah ..." he said, taking a gulp of his drink to bolster his courage. "The thing is ....and I hope this isn't too forward of me ....I was wondering, if we're not seeing each other in a professional capacity anymore, if you'd like to have dinner with me sometime." He tensed, subconsciously preparing himself for rejection.

For a moment, she wasn't sure if she had heard him correctly. Was he really ....was he asking her to dinner" Her, not the doctor who had helped him, but the woman in front of him' For someone with such a solid grasp of psychology, it took a moment for her to realize that she wasn't talking to a patient any longer. For the first time since they had met, Neville Ashton was just a man she found deeply attractive, and he was inviting her to tell him so. She huffed a soft laugh, shaking her head for a moment, and gently touched his hand. "I would like that very much ....Neville," she told him, using his name for the first time. If her tiger could purr, the sound would have been a roar in her mind.

"I understand if you want to say no. I mean ....It's probably unethical, and you could have any guy you wanted, so ..." He trailed off as she touched his hand, shocked to find she hadn't said no at all. In fact, she seemed quite pleased to say yes. "Are you ....Is that a yes?" he asked, eyes widening in surprise.

Her smile returned, softer but brighter in the mood lighting around them. "It is only unethical if you are still my patient," she told him gently. "I could discharge you into another psychologist's care, if you want me to, or simply discontinue our sessions. But either way, I would very much like to get to know you, Neville, and I would like you to know me."

"Really?" he asked, clearly shocked. It had taken him weeks to gather the nerve to ask her, convinced she'd tell him no. After all, she was gorgeous, and he was just Neville. Even his name was dorky. What could he possibly offer her" "Wow, I, uh ..." He laughed nervously. "I wasn't expecting that."

"Would you like another drink to get over the shock?" she asked him with a gentle tease in her smile. "I'm fairly sure I could get that bartender to lie down and play dead if I was wearing something a little more low cut." She chuckled, stopped herself, and relaxed when she remembered that she was allowed to be herself now.

"I don't usually drink," he admitted with a chuckle, relaxing a little. This woman knew his most innermost secrets, and yet, she had still agreed to get to know him even better on a personal basis. "And you look gorgeous, by the way. I can say that now, right?" Despite having thought it for months.

"Yes, you can," she assured him. "Thank you. This is probably a better look than the strict dress code at work, but it's a little much for everyday comfort, don't you think?" Letting her own personality finally make itself known, she twisted, curling her arm through his comfortably. "You look very handsome yourself, you know."

He flushed a little at her praise, unaccustomed to it as he was from any woman, not just her. "I think I'm little underdressed," he said, as he darted a look around at all the people in formal gowns and tuxes, while he was just wearing a suit he found at the back of his closet. "I don't usually go to these things," he added, as an excuse. He felt a little like Beauty and the Beast - and he was the Beast.

"Well, you are a musician here," Demeter mused, letting her tongue run away with her. "We could always go to the pit and get really underdressed together." She flickered a smile to him, reassuring as well as enticing. "It isn't the clothing that makes you handsome, Neville. It's the smile."

He barked a laugh at her suggestion, assuming she was teasing him. "And I could get fired," he told her, regarding her remark about getting undressed. Her thoughts on his looks brought a smile to his face though, along with a fresh shade of pink. "How is it you're here alone and not on the arm of one of the bold and beautiful?"

"Because I don't waste my time with people who can't see past the outside," she told him, gently squeezing his arm as she took a sip of her drink. "I spent too many years being the pretty brunette who had big breasts and no name. I never look at what is presented anymore. Everyone, no matter how plain they believe themselves to be, has something to offer."

"Noble ideals, but not very realistic. What if I was hideous" I mean, I know I'm no Jonathan Granger, but I'm not exactly Quasimodo, though you'd make a fantastic Esmerelda," he said with a smile. He didn't miss the hint that she'd been objectified in the past, seen only as a pretty face and body, and while he could not deny she was an attractive woman - beautiful, even - it wasn't only that that interested him.

"Very few people are exactly as they seem," she told him confidently. Her tiger growled a warning in the back of her mind, but Demeter wasn't about to let this sad, lovely man walk into anything without having his eyes opened. If that meant putting up with a grumpy feline half for the next few years, so be it. "Take me, for example. I am definitely not what I appear to be."

"I'm not gonna lie. You know me too well for that, anyway. I think you're gorgeous. I have for a long time, but that's not why I'm asking you to dinner. I'm asking you to dinner because I want to get to know you better. You, the real you. Not the person you pretend to be when you're sitting in your office, so if there's something you want to tell me about yourself, I'm all ears."

"Well, this is something that you need to know before you make any decisions, really," she admitted. It had been a long time since she had told anyone what she was, and she never knew what the reaction was going to be. Glancing about, she drew him to the edge of the milling crowd, where they were less likely to be overheard. "I'm assuming you're a native to Rhy'Din, but if you have questions, you should ask them. I'm not as human as I look. I'm a were."

His expression turned serious, prepared for whatever it was she wanted to tell him. If they were anywhere but on Rhy'Din, he might have been shocked. If he was not a native, he might have been shocked. As it was, he was certainly surprised by her revelation, but it could have admittedly been a lot worse. He paused a moment to let that sink in. Okay, she was a were - a lycanthrope of some sort or another. That made things a little more complicated, but not impossible. "Look around you, Doc ....Demeter," he corrected himself, using her given name for the very first time. "How many people in this room do you think are not what they seem' How many do you think are hiding something they don't want anyone else to know about?"

She smiled softly, pleased by his response. "But none of them have shown an interest in me," she pointed out. "You have, and I will not lie to you. I like you, Neville, and my other self likes you, too. If you ever encounter a white tiger with eyes like these ..." She paused, concentrating, and her eyes went from warm dark brown to a startling shade of blue, the pupil elongated as a cat's. "Do not be afraid. I won't hurt you."

Demeter Ashton

Date: 2016-03-14 14:07 EST
Words were just words. Seeing, as they say, is believing. His eyes widened at what she was showing him, choosing to trust him with her secret, perhaps knowing he would not judge her or reject her for it. "I'm not afraid," he told her honestly. If she'd wanted to hurt him, she'd have done it by now, and he sensed a certain loneliness in her he hadn't noticed before. He looked around again, wishing they were alone, though in truth, they were alone in the crowd, as very few people who paying them much heed. "It changes nothing, Demeter. It just makes you all the more intriguing. That's all," he told her quietly, leaning closer.

A sense of tension bled from her as her eyes returned to the warm brown he was accustomed to seeing. "I'm glad," she told him honestly. "I lived for years on Earth, and had to keep it hidden. It is taking time to adjust to being back on Rhy'Din in that respect. But I don't want to lie to you, and that meant showing you that I'm not entirely what I seem." Her head tilted back as he leaned toward her. "I should give you my personal number, shouldn't I?"

Why' He wanted to ask. Why had she left Rhy'Din for Earth, and why had she come back" But he sensed this wasn't the time or the place for such questions, and kept them to himself for now. He had returned her honesty with honesty. Whoever she was, whatever she was, he wanted to get to know her better. "I, uh ....I guess. Should I call you or something?" he asked, unsure how to proceed from here. He hadn't dated in years, and he wasn't sure how she wanted to go about this.

"We could make plans tonight," she suggested, sensing that he was uncertain as to how all this worked. She knew, too, that he would be wrestling with a certain amount of guilt for wanting to date at all in the wake of his loss. "Then I could call you to confirm them tomorrow."

He didn't really need to think about it. He'd already made up his mind to ask her, and now that she'd said yes, there was no turning back. His wife - Nellie - she wouldn't have wanted him to spend the rest of his life alone; she would have wanted him to go on. He couldn't predict what might happen between him and Demeter, but it was time to move on, time to reclaim his life. He'd always remember Nellie, and some part of him would always love her, but she was gone, and it was time for him to start living again. "Okay, Nicole's Bistro?" he suggested. "I've heard they have great pasta ....If you like pasta."

Her smile deepened as she nodded in agreement. "Nicole's," she confirmed. "I'll call you tomorrow and we can set a time and date then." Neatly taking the need for him to gather his courage for that first phone call out of his hands entirely, too. Drawing in a slow breath, she presented her arm to him, crooked elbow and all. "Would you allow me to escort you in to dinner, Mr. Ashton' I hear the food tonight is free."

"I would be honored, Miss Forster," he replied with a smile as he took her arm. Not Doctor Forster, but Miss Forster - Demeter, the woman, rather than the professional. It had taken months for him to work up his courage to ask her out, months to reach the point where he thought he was ready to move on without her help. It was a first step, but for a man who only a short time ago had been without hope, it was a very big step.

((That Mataya seems to have been matchmaking again!))