Topic: Believe

Katrina Nichols

Date: 2014-11-26 10:16 EST
So that was that. Randal was gone. Three words that burned each time they came to her. Kit had searched every room in the house a dozen times or more; she had called to him, played for him, sobbed herself to sleep, but nothing could change the irrevocable fact that the house she had loved since she was a child was suddenly empty, bereft of the presence that had watched over her almost her entire life. Even the weather seemed to echo the deep melancholy that had taken hold of Kit's heart - the heavens had opened as dawn came on the first of the new month, and the downpour had not abated since.

The first day, she searched and cried and swore, blaming Isabelle, Randal, her grandmother, even her own self for falling in love in the first place. The second day, she barely moved from her bed, losing hours to tears that just didn't seem to stop coming. And the third finally saw her rising from that bed, dressing, avoiding everywhere in the house but her workshop. Work was a good distraction; she could lose herself in the grain of the wood, even if nothing came of it. Even destroying the block she had ready would be an outlet for the sheer loneliness that throbbed in her heart. Randal was gone. And she knew she would never be truly happy again.

The storm raged outside while Kit raged within, pouring her heartbreak and anger into her work, enduring splinters and the dry discomfort of breathing in sawdust to avoid her thoughts and the disquieting knowledge that she was truly alone. Even when darkness began to fall outside, the early autumn evening darkening quickly, she kept working, flicking on the lights to illuminate the house where it stood at the end of its long driveway.

It was a quiet evening, the only sound the constant hammering of rain and wind against the roof and eaves. It was a lonely sound, as if the heavens themselves were crying along with the woman whose heart was irrevocably broken. It was an almost an unearthly quiet, too quiet. No strange voices or footsteps, no apparitions or appearances, no music ghostly or otherwise - no sound at all but the constant sound of wind and rain and the chisel of the artist at work. It was late in the day when a sound at last broke the silence, sounding alien and unexpected - a simple knock at the door, loud, insistent, as if it was a matter of life and death.

It was so quiet that the knock on the door made her jump, a loud curse echoing through the house from the workshop as her chisel slipped, opening a small cut in her hand in the process. Dropping her tools in a fit of temper brought on by the silly injury, Kit grabbed a cloth as she headed for the front door, sucking at the base of her thumb to clean the little wound before pressing the cloth to it. She pulled open the door with an impatient sigh.

After a while, the knock became an insistent pounding. It didn't take a genius to figure out that whoever was standing out there was more than likely getting soaked, unless, of course, they had the sense to be wearing a slicker or be carrying an umbrella. "Hello!" A decidedly male voice called from outside. "Is anyone home!?"

When the door opened, Kit found a man standing there, his back to her, as if searching his surroundings for any sign of life, to see if anyone was home. Whoever he was, he was wearing a dark-colored jacket, completely inappropriate for the weather, the collar pulled up uselessly against his neck, which did absolutely nothing to keep him warm or dry. His arms were raised and he was holding a newspaper over his head to try and shield himself from the rain, but the paper was soaked and dripping and doing nothing to fulfill its task.

Kit ground her teeth at the fact that she had opened the door to some soggy idiot's back, sighing out her impatience once again. Pressing the cloth more tightly to the bleeding cut on her hand, she raised her voice to be heard over the sound of the rain. "Can I help you?"

"I'm sorry to bother you," the man said as he turned back around, the newspaper still held over his head, though it was doing him no good. "My car broke down, and my cell has run out of charge. I was wondering if I could use your phone, presuming you have one. It's coming down like cats and dogs out here, and I have nowhere else to go," he explained. His face was a familiar one - shockingly familiar. He could have passed for the good captain's twin, though he seemed not to recognize Kit, at least for the moment. The poor man was soaked to the skin and visibly shivering in the rain, but he remained at the door, never forcing his way inside or intruding, despite the desperation of his situation.

Whatever impatience or anger she had been feeling fled in a rush from her body as he turned, as she saw his face. Shock held her immobile, even as her eyes drank in every feature, seeing nothing unfamiliar, nothing she didn't recognize, until finally she stumbled back, twisting to thump against the wall, tears in her eyes. It couldn't be him. Was this Isabelle's last trick, a cruel revenge on the woman who had loved the captain more faithfully than she ever could" Swallowing hard, Kit forced herself to pay attention to the here and now. "Come in," she heard herself say, gesturing for the man to come into the house, out of the rain.

He narrowed his eyes, sensing something strange in the way she looked at him, as if his very presence there was disturbing in some way. There was something strangely familiar about her, but he couldn't quite place what it was. "I'm sorry," he apologized again, in that same voice she had become so accustomed to hearing. "Are you all right?" he asked, as he took a single step in out of the rain, lowering that silly useless newspaper from over his head and reaching out to touch her arm, looking at her with kind and familiar blue eyes. "You look as if you've seen a ghost."

She had to fight not to cry. Even his voice was the same. It wasn't fair. Raising her eyes to his, Kit struggled for a moment for control of her voice before she spoke. "I'm sorry," she apologized for her very strange behavior. "It's just ....y-you look a lot like someone I used to know." That was all she could manage for the time being, turning her face away to hide the growing wetness in her eyes as she pushed the door closed. Sniffing hard to get a grip on herself, she passed her hand over her eyes roughly. ?"Um, you should hang your coat to dry a little," she suggested. "The telephone is in the kitchen - this way."

"He must have meant a lot to you," he found himself saying, unable to notice how close she was to tears. "I'm sorry for your loss," he added, sincerely. Though he didn't know her, it seemed obvious that whoever it was she was missing was gone forever. "Yes, thank you," he said as she invited him inside, a little puzzled. He shrugged out of his coat, which was wet enough to drip on her floor, and threw it over an arm, unsure where she'd like him to hang it. "I really appreciate your help. I shan't be long. I just need to phone for help, and I'll be out of your hair," he said, his voice and way of speaking nearly identical to that other who he looked so much like.

Katrina Nichols

Date: 2014-11-26 10:17 EST
"You can't wait outside in this, you'll make yourself ill," she told him, pushing at the very limits of her self-control to keep it together. "Hang your coat here," she suggested, patting the bannister, "and come through. I'll put the kettle on." She offered her visitor a nod and turned to lead the way through the house, barely even glancing around as she passed through the living room and dining room, feeling the portrait's eyes on her as she went.

"Thank you," he said again, tucking the wet paper under an arm as he hung his coat on the bannister as he was told. He shuddered a moment with chill, before moving to follow her through the house, turning his head to take in his surroundings. It was when he passed through the dining room that he came to a halt, his gaze falling on the portrait that was leaning against the wall, there on the floor. He could see the outline on the wall where it must have hung once, but he had no way of knowing how long ago it had been removed or why. There was something about it that caught his eye, that made him freeze in place, the chill creeping its way up his spine once again.

Barefoot, Kit moved into the kitchen, pausing a moment to remove the bloodied cloth from her hand. The little wound had stopped bleeding, though she really should dress it soon. Her first concern, however, was taking care of the man who had asked for help. A man who was the spitting image of Captain Randal Nichols, who had taught her how to love and who had loved her, despite having been dead for nearly a century. She leaned against the counter for a moment, shaking her head as she turned to pick up the phone from its cradle. It was only then that she realized her visitor hadn't followed her. "Hello?"

He seemed almost spellbound for a moment as he contemplated that portrait, a small wrinkle between his eyebrows that was very reminiscent of her Randal. "I'm sorry," he said, gesturing toward the portrait. "Who is she" She looks familiar somehow, but I can't place her."

Kit's eyes turned to the portrait, and her expression turned murderously cold. Three days of being all alone had not endeared Isabelle to her any. "When that was painted, she was called Isabelle Nichols," she told him, her voice hard and without much emotion at all. "Her husband built this house for her." She didn't elaborate, loyalty to her captain overwhelming any wish to air Isabelle's idiocy in front of a stranger, no matter how much he resembled her Randal. She offered him the phone. "Here. Kettle's boiling - tea?"

"Nichols?" he echoed, jerking his head her way, with a startled look on his face. "That's strange," he said, looking back at the portrait for a moment before moving on to join her in the kitchen. It was only then that he seemed to notice that the woman whose home he'd intruded was bleeding. "You're hurt," he said, ignoring the phone for the moment and reaching for her hand instead.

She almost flinched when he reached for her hand, forcing herself to let him take a look at her tiny wound. "I slipped when you knocked on the door," she explained. "It's nothing, it just needs covering up." His touch wasn't helping her keep her calm - it reminded her of three nights before, when a man who had looked just like him had almost begged her to let him make love to her, and she, like an idiot, had said no.

"Then we shall cover it up," he remarked, matter-of-factly with a slightly disarming smile. "We can't have it getting infected, can we" It will only take a minute. Do you have any bandages and antiseptic?" he asked, tilting his head to take a closer look at the wound. She was right - it wasn't serious, but it did need tending to.

She stared at him, not entirely sure what she had been expecting there. Her ghostly captain would have insisted she look to it herself, for her own sake, but a truly modern man usually accepted that she would deal with a problem on her own time and in her own way. She wasn't used to modern-day gentlemen. "Um ....the first-aid kit's in my workshop," she stuttered, a little disconcerted. Drawing her hand out of his, she gestured vaguely in the right direction with the phone she had forgotten she was holding. That smile of his had confused her. "Oh ....you wanted to use the phone."

"Yes, well....Why don't you fetch the first aid kit and I'll make my phone call, then we'll patch your hand up lickety-split," he suggested with a smile that was a little too much like Randal's, when he did smile. This man seemed a little more easy-going than her captain, a little less moody. "I assure you, I mean you no harm," he said, realizing suddenly that he hadn't introduced himself yet, and he offered a hand. "I'm Randal. Randal Nichols, though my friends call me Rand." Never Randy, though sometimes Nick.

Kit froze once again, her eyes wide as she stared up at him. "Randal Nichols," she repeated in disbelief, pulling back from him as though he might suddenly turn into a rattlesnake and bite her. Her hands rose as she shook her head suddenly. "This isn't happening." Gesticulating wildly with her hands, she turned and marched sharply from the room, snatching up her trusty steak knife as she went. From the dining room, she could be heard very clearly. "You think this is funny, you cold-hearted bitch' Is this your idea of revenge for the fact that you couldn't have been good enough even if you'd tried?"

His eyes widened as she snatched up the knife and he stepped clear out of her path, afraid for a moment that he'd wandered into some kind of nightmare. Was she crazy' Was she going to try and kill him' He didn't want to hurt a woman, but if he'd do what he had to do to protect himself. But then, she was storming right past him and into the dining room to confront someone he hadn't seen there. He followed her, intrigued and a little bit frightened, his heart racing inside his chest. She was a lovely little thing, but she seemed to be stark raving mad.

What he found was the lovely little thing threatening the fallen portrait with her knife, heedless of the blood flowing again from her little cut. "You broke him, you shattered him, he needed you and you walked away," she was shouting at the portrait. "And now this! You gave him false hope, you let him think he had a second chance, and all you were doing was setting us up to fall! I hate you, Isabelle Nichols, you hear me" I hope you rot in Purgatory for eternity, you two-faced lying cow!" Her arm reared back, lashing forward with the clear aim of slicing through the canvas that held the woman's likeness.

Katrina Nichols

Date: 2014-11-26 10:18 EST
His blue eyes widened as he watched her attack the painting with such ferocity and hatred that something twisted inside him, something snapping in his brain, words finding their way to his mouth that he was hardly aware of saying. "Kit, no!" he shouted, rushing forward to catch her hand before the knife struck the canvas, putting himself at risk, though not because he cared anything for the painting. He couldn't have said what made him do it, when only a moment before he'd been ready to sneak back out of the house and take his chances in the rain.

Tears streaming down her face, nothing could have stopped her in that moment. Nothing but the sound of her own name, and the strong hand that snapped about her wrist. She went still, raising shocked eyes to the man who stood over her. "What did you call me?"

"I..." He broke off, confused himself, searching eyes that seemed suddenly strangely familiar though he'd never seen her before. "Kit, your name is Kit," he said, knowing that somehow, though he wasn't sure how. He suddenly knew her name as plainly as he knew his own. It was simply a matter of fact that he knew without being told, but had not known a moment before.

There was a clatter as the knife dropped from her hand, narrowly missing their feet. She was shaking in his grip now, unable to stop the tears falling down her face. Was this a joke" "How can you know that?" she asked him uncertainly. "I-I didn't tell you my name."

He hold on he wrist loosened, not wanting to hurt her, as he studied her face, unsure why she seemed so familiar or how he knew her name. "I-I don't know. I just know somehow." He realized she was crying and instinctively drew his arms around her, though he wasn't sure why. "Shh," he told her quietly, soothingly. "It will be all right." His heart twisted inside his chest, though he wasn't sure why. She seemed familiar in his arms, but how could that be when he'd never met her before in his life"

Trembling in the grip of a grief she hadn't really let herself feel yet, Kit curled into this stranger's arms, holding tightly to him as she sobbed against his chest. She didn't understand what was happening; how a man who looked like Randal, sounded like Randal, even shared the same name, could possibly be here with her, alive and knowing her name without being told. Her heart felt as though it was an abscess that needed to burst, the ache more painful than anything she had ever felt before as she poured her heart out in the arms of a stranger who wasn't a stranger.

He held her there for a long while, for as long as she needed, gently stroking her back, murmuring quietly and reassuringly to this broken young woman he'd never met before, but who seemed to have inexplicably reached in and touched his heart and his soul. Somehow he managed to lead her back into the kitchen, away from that ghostly portrait, to find a clean towel and wrap it around her hand, even as she continued to sob her heart out. "There, now, tell me what?s happened," he said, lifting her face and brushing away the tears, as one might to a wounded child.

She sniffed softly, the flood of tears slowing to a trickle as he wrapped up her hand, feeling her will to fight back against anything ebb away from her in the gentle touch of his hand against her cheek. "You won't believe me," she told him, her voice hoarse from her tears. "It sounds crazy, even to me, and I lived it. Are you sure you want to know?"

The towel was just temporary, as the wound needed proper bandaging, but it would do for now, until she pulled herself together again. He had no idea what he had accidentally wandered into, but he sensed he could not very well leave her now, until he knew she was going to be all right. "Try me," he said, with that warm, reassuring smile of his. "Perhaps you should sit down," he suggested, his phone call forgotten for the moment. His car wasn't going anywhere, after all, and the storm wasn't letting up anytime soon.

She didn't offer any argument, sinking down into a seat at the table. "This house," she said quietly. "It was built in 1910, by a man called Randal Nichols, for the woman he was going to marry ..." And she talked. She talked for a long time, walking this new Randal Nichols through every detail she knew and everything she suspected; through the history her captain had told her, and her own experiences. She told him about the impossibility of falling in love with a ghost, and the cruel trick she believed had been played on them by that ghost's adulterous wife. And finally, she reached the reason for her outburst. "You look just like him," Kit said, calm at last, but chilled in the wake of her grief. "Every detail. You even sound like him, the same manner of speaking, everything. And I know you must think I'm completely insane by this point, but I assure you I'm not."

He made himself at home, just like he lived there, going about making them both a cup of tea, which was easily enough done since she'd been in the middle of it when something inside her had snapped. What was it they said about the English and putting the kettle on during a time of crisis" He set a cup in front of her and took a seat at the table across from her, his own cup of tea on the table in front of him to listen to her story, however unlikely she thought it might be.

To his credit, he listened quietly and patiently through it all, pushing the tea at her only once to encourage her to drink, wondering if he should have asked if she had something stronger - some brandy perhaps. His expression changed as she continued, though he never laughed or even so much as smirked. Whether he believed her was of little consequence. Whatever had happened here, it had been very real to her. Of course, in order to really believe her, he'd need some kind of proof, but he couldn't deny that the portrait had looked familiar and that he'd somehow known her name.

"I believe you, Kit," he assured her. "Or at least, I believe something strange is happening here, but I'm not quite sure what." He reached for her good hand, not in love but in friendship, or at least, kindness. If there was anything about him, it was that. He had kind eyes - eyes that seemed not to have experienced the kind of tragedy that her Randal had done. "I think you have suffered a shock, that you have suffered through some tragedy that I cannot explain or understand." He paused a moment to contemplate thoughtfully before continuing. "I don't think you should be alone. Is there someone you can call" Someone you trust?"

Her fingers crawled into his, craving touch even more now there was no one who might even want to touch her. She shook her head in answer to his query. "No," she told him. "No, there's no one." It never even occurred to her to consider that her mother might be willing to set aside their differences; that conversation would be full of I told you so. "Thank you for listening. I needed to tell someone. I'm sorry you were the unlucky one." She jumped, suddenly remembering the entire reason he was in the house. "Your car! It's far too late to call anyone now ..."

Katrina Nichols

Date: 2014-11-26 10:19 EST
There was that frown of concern again, though she was little more than a stranger. Her story was crazy, yes, but there was some truth in it, at least as far as she was concerned. She believed it, and that was all that mattered for now. Perhaps she was mad, perhaps not, but he couldn't deny the strange feeling of familiarity he had in the house or with her. "It's just a car, Kit," he reminded her, turning to look out the window. It had long since gotten dark. There would be no one to call now, except perhaps a cab to take him to a hotel for the night. And yet, she seemed to need him here - or need someone.

"Well, I could call a taxi," he suggested, not wanting to intrude any more than he already had. He remembered the look in her eyes when she'd had the knife in her hand and had to stifle a shudder. If he looked like her lover, she wouldn't try to kill him, would she" He could call a cab and be long gone from here in a matter of minutes, never to return. Part of him thought that was the wise thing to do. Why then was another part of him resisting that wisdom"

She bit her lip, the old fear of being alone with someone, anyone, rearing its head for a moment before she pushed it aside. "I have plenty of spare bedrooms," she offered quietly. "All of which lock from the inside." Yes, she could easily imagine how dangerous he thought she was after witnessing her attack on Isabelle's portrait. "There's even a couple here on the ground floor, in case you'd like an alternative escape route."

She seemed as sane as him now, despite the crazy story. There had to be a logical explanation for all this, though at the moment, he wasn't sure what that was. "That's very kind of you. Are you sure it's no trouble?" he asked, going with his gut feeling and against his own inner logic.

"I'm sure." She even managed a faint smile for him as she spoke. "You've been very kind to me, and I know I must have frightened you earlier. You'll be safe in this house, I promise you that. Nothing will hurt you." Did she realize she was repeating the promise the ghostly Randal had made to her" It didn't seem as though she did, moving to her feet. "Let me find some spare blankets. It gets cold in the early hours around here."

"Your hand," he reminded her, gesturing toward her injured and towel-wrapped hand. "It should really be cleaned and bandaged. The offer is still open. I'm not a doctor, but I'm not afraid of blood either."

She looked down at the cloth wrapped about her hand, a rueful glimmer touching her half-smile. "I'm not usually clumsy when I'm working," she admitted, not entirely sure why she was offering this information. "Outside my workshop, I can trip over anything, even if it isn't there anymore." She snorted faintly, surprised by now normal this felt. "Give me a moment. I'll get the kit. Thank you."

"Of course," he replied, allowing her to go fetch the first aid kit while he further contemplated the situation over his cup of tea. He wasn't sure what she meant by her workshop or what her work involved, but he took her at her word. He assumed she was an artisan of some kind, a painter perhaps, though that didn't seem to fit her for some reason. Besides, how would a painter manage an injury such as hers" No, not a painter, something else.

He glanced over at the phone, wondering if he should make that call after all, but thought better of it. It was late and storming and unlikely he'd get anyone to help him now, save this lovely but obviously broken woman.

There was a wafting smell of pine wood and sawdust as she stepped in through a door halfway down the corridor between the kitchen and the front door, and again as she came back out, clutching what looked like a very robust first aid kit. She switched that room's light off as she came back into sight - it seemed as though she wouldn't be returning to work tonight, at least. Rejoining him, she laid the kit on the table, sitting down once again. "Thank you for offering to do this," she said once again, far easier to be around now she was calmer. "It would be a little tricky by myself."

He blinked out of his thoughts as she returned, turning to face her and recovering that look of kindness on his face. "It's the least I can do, I'm afraid, since you've offered to give me shelter for the night," he said, as he opened the kit and rummaged around for a few things. "What sort of work do you do, Kit?" he asked, curiously, catching that scent of wood that seemed to follow wherever she went. He'd caught that same scent while he'd been holding her, but the source of it hadn't yet occurred to him.

"I'm a sculptor, I suppose you'd call it," she mused thoughtfully. "I carve wood, whether it's statues or relief work, or even ornate decoration. I don't know if you're local, but the altar piece at the Church of the Holy Family down the road is one of mine." She seemed proud of this, but couldn't raise a smile for the feeling. "What about you? What does a bedraggled driver do with his time?"

"Oh," he said, as if he was surprised, though he really wasn't. He'd had a feeling she was an artist of some kind, but it hadn't occurred to him that she might work with wood. He thought he should make it a point to visit the church in question when he had time. "I'm not local. Not yet anyway," he said, as he very carefully unwrapped the towel from around her hand and examined the wound once again. "This is going to sting a little," he warned as he poured out some antiseptic onto a bit of gauze. "I'm from London originally," he continued, not yet offering an explanation why he was in Hastings or what he did for a living.

Her laugh was a little mirthless. "I stabbed myself in the hand with a chisel, I think I can handle a little antiseptic," she assured him almost comically. It wasn't lost on her that he hadn't actually answered her question, in a very familiar way. Was she being punished for falling in love with an impossibility' Was that what was happening here" She swallowed against any more tears, unsure if she could even cry any longer, and focused herself on his words. "Not yet' Planning on moving here?"

"I'm afraid I don't have much choice. I'm a solicitor, and I'm being transferred here to our Hastings office. It's a good opportunity, or so I'm told." He shrugged in that same way that her captain would shrug when he was trying to make light of something. "There's nothing left for me in London, anyway," he added, furrowing his brows as he tended her little injury, dabbing it with antiseptic to clean it far more gently than was necessary, as if she might break.

She watched him as he worked on her hand, her eyes hungrily drinking in every detail of his face, his mannerisms, as eagerly noting the few differences as much as the many similarities. Perhaps it was a form of torture, perhaps not. But with him there, she felt ....better. Not so alone. "Well, Hastings sometimes feels like the arse end of nowhere, but we're less than an hour from Brighton if you feel the need for night life, and not even that far from London if you want to visit," she offered, more to keep the conversation going than anything. Her eyes narrowed a little as he offered up a small hint of his life, silently cursing whatever woman had been stupid enough to let him get away.

Katrina Nichols

Date: 2014-11-26 10:21 EST
"I'm afraid I'm rather boring. A bit of a bookworm. I don't care much for nightclubs. They're all the same after a while, aren't they?" he asked, though it was clearly a rhetorical question. There was something serious in the way he said it, a hint of that other Randal, who was often given to mood swings at the drop of a hat, though he would have argued that he had good reason. He applied some ointment to her wound before tearing off a bit of gauze and carefully wrapping it around her hand, never taking his eyes off his work. "There you go. You should take care for a few days, make sure it doesn't get infected."

Doesn't really matter if it does, she thought to herself. Work isn't going to be enough. But she didn't say it out loud, not wanting to alarm him again after only just convincing him that she wasn't an insane maniac who might murder him in his sleep. "Thank you, I will," she assured him instead, smiling just a little at this new similarity to the Randal she had known. "Who's your favorite author?" she asked, curious to see how deep those similarities went.

"Favorite author?" He arched a brow at her question, a little surprised by it. Usually, as soon as he admitted to being a book worm, he could see the eyes of the woman he was talking to glaze over with boredom and disinterest. "Good lord, there are so many, it's hard to chose just one." He scrutinized her a moment with a careful eye. "Do you like to read?" he asked, curiously, wondering if she had asked because she shared his addiction to books.

"I do," she nodded, smoothing her fingers over the neat bandage on her hand. "A rather eclectic mix of styles, but I do like to read, very much. I like everything from Jane Austen to Stephen King. What about you?"

A small smile flickered across his face at something she'd said. "That's only A to K. You're missing the other half of the alphabet," he said, in a teasing tone of voice, as he returned the contents to the first aid kit. "Hmm, Adams to Zelazny, I suppose, and everything in between. I'm not terribly fond of King, I'm afraid, and Austen is strictly for women."

To her surprise, Kit found herself laughing, just a little, at his teasing response to her quiet offering of conversation. "Let me guess, then," she mused, leaning forward to catch his gaze, chancing her arm on knowledge that might or might not be pertinent to him. "You like Robert Louis Stevenson and Alexandre Dumas. Treasure Island and The Three Musketeers. Or maybe you like gothic horror, like Frankenstein."

He arched a brow, wondering how she could possibly know that those were favorites, but they weren't the only ones. Did she know because they were favorites of her own, as well" "Yes, there are the classics, certainly, but I enjoy contemporary fiction, as well. It would be difficult to choose one book or one novel I enjoy more than others, but if I had to pick just one, it would have to be Tolkien," he said, practically quoting her captain's words back at her, except for the choice of author.

He'd startled her with that, recalling that just a few days ago, she had been recommending Tolkien to a man who had died before those books were ever written. "The Hobbit"" she asked softly, a very faint sheen glistening in her eyes. She didn't know what she wanted to hear him say.

"Unquestionably, The Hobbit, but how can you pick only one book in such a wide body of work" The man was obviously a genius and far ahead of his time. The Hobbit is a child's novel. The Silmarillion, now, that's a masterpiece," he said, only just now wondering how they had ended up discussing literature like they were old friends. He noticed the sheen in her eyes and there was that look of concern again. "Are you all right?"

She couldn't help smiling as he enthused about the written word. His question made that smile falter just a little, but it didn't fade entirely this time. "No," she told him honestly, "but I will be, in time." Her eyes flickered toward the clock on the wall. "I should get you settled into a room," she told him. "It's past midnight."

"I suppose so," he replied with a frown, following her glance to the clock on the wall, almost as if he knew where it was without asking. Despite their rocky start, he found himself regretting having to leave her. Perhaps if he gathered his courage, he'd ask her on a date. She seemed even more lonely than he was, if that was at all possible. Certainly, more tragic. "I do appreciate your help, Kit. It would have been a very long night in the car."

"It would have been a very wet night in the car, too," she chuckled quietly, the sound just a little warmer than she might have expected it to be. She rose to her feet, moving over to a tall cupboard which was revealed to contain bedding, blankets and sheets galore. She seemed to hesitate for a moment, before offering what she should have told him when he had first introduced himself. "Katrina," she told him, turning with an armful of soft warmth. "My name's Katrina Clarke. But everyone who knows me calls me Kit."

"Yes, I....I'm not sure how I knew that. I'm sorry," he replied with a puzzled frown, regarding her nickname anyway. There was something strangely familiar about her, but he still wasn't quite sure what it was. For a moment there, it almost seemed like they were old friends. He remembered the story she'd told him about the man who'd built this house - a man who supposedly shared his name. There were ways of confirming what she'd told him, but he'd worry about that later. He would have mentioned it again, but she had finally brightened, and he didn't want to upset her again. There was no telling what she might do in such a state of mind as that.

"There's no need for you to apologize," she assured him quietly. "I'm the one who should be apologizing. I've given up trying to understand how or why; things are easier to accept if you just let those questions fall by the wayside." She jerked her head toward the hallway. "Come on, let's get you settled in somewhere."

He nodded his head silently, a thoughtful frown on his face. He was a lawyer, a man of logic - it wasn't that easy for him to take things on faith, but for some unknown reason, he found himself trusting her. "I'm in your hands, Miss Clarke," he told her with a small smile as he moved to his feet.

The shock of attraction that swept through her at his smiling, teasing words startled Kit more than she would have liked to have admitted. She felt her cheeks burn in an almost shy blush, her own smile small as she invited him to come with her. "I, um, I'm going to put you in the King's Room," she told him, leading the way up the stairs. "It's more comfortable than most of the rooms so far - I'm still working on renovating and replacing the furniture where necessary."

Katrina Nichols

Date: 2014-11-26 10:22 EST
"The King's Room," he repeated, the smile widening a little into an amused smirk. He noticed the blush, but had no idea it was because of him, though he found her shyness charming. It wasn't very often that he made someone blush - certainly not someone as adorable as her. "That sounds rather important. I assure you I would be perfectly comfortable on the couch."

"Well, I could put you in the Queen's Room, but I think you may be a little too masculine to be able to cope with all the frills and ruffles I haven't been able to get rid of yet," she teased, surprising herself yet again. He wasn't her Randal, and yet she felt more comfortable with him than she had with anyone who wasn't Randal for years. "Why sleep on a couch when I have a house full of rooms lying empty?" she pointed out as they found themselves on the next floor. She automatically turned toward her own bedroom before catching herself. "No, hold on ....your room is this way," she corrected herself, turning to head in the appropriate direction.

He hadn't thought to grab his luggage before leaving the car, more worried about getting in out of the rain than about his toothbrush and pajamas. He left his coat on the bannister to dry as they walked past and up the stairs, careful not to let his gaze linger too long on the feminine figure that was leading him up the stairs or he'd feel himself flush with embarrassment. "I can't argue with that, I suppose," he admitted as he followed along behind her. He hadn't noticed at first how big the house was until just now, passing room after room, and door after door, which led he didn't know where.

The room she led him to wasn't too far away from the stairs, thankfully, and was fully equipped with a modern bed and mattress under the artificial lights. "There's a bathroom through there," she offered, pointing toward a second door in the wall of the room, which was decorated in shades of red and burnt orange, warm and inviting. Shaking out the blankets, she worked on making the bed. "You can take the key out of the lock and use it on this side, too," she added.

He looked over the room, finding it satisfactory - more than satisfactory, really. It was almost as if it was from another era, another age. It was almost like he'd been drawn back in time, though there seemed to be modern amenities. "You don't have to do that," he told her abruptly as he followed her into the room, moving over to take the blankets from her, his fingers accidentally brushing hers. "Your hand," he reminded her gently, making an excuse, though in truth, he felt strange having her wait on him hand and foot, like a servant when she was obviously the mistress of the house. "I'll be fine. Really. I'm used to doing things for myself," he said, which equated to the same thing as being used to being alone.

She stiffened just a little as his fingers brushed hers - not through fear or discomfort, but more from guilt at enjoying that touch. She had lived a full year with virtually no one to touch or be touched by, and for someone who loved the tactile nature of the world in general, it had been hard. Her skin ached to touch and be touched. "So am I," she reminded him gently, daring to squeeze his hand before relinquishing the blankets to him. "I'll let you settle in. Feel free to raid the kitchen if you want anything."

He felt a strange chill when she touched his hand, giving it an all too familiar squeeze. What the devil was it about her that was so damned familiar" He found himself staring at her lips, leaning forward just a little, as if he was drawn to her, as if he wanted to taste those lips and see for himself if they were as sweet as they seemed. He stood there, close to her, just the blankets between them, before remembering himself, gathering the blankets in his arms as he pulled slowly away. "Thank you, Kit," he told her quietly. "I'll-I'll see you in the morning then."

Her hands tightened in the blankets as they stood there, caught in his gaze, fighting the urge to reach up and touch his cheek. She didn't know what was going on here - she was grieving for the loss of a man she'd never really had, and yet here was his doppelganger, alive and in the flesh, and all she wanted to do was lose herself in him, any way that she could. Her breath shuddered in her throat as he remembered himself, stepping back with an apologetic smile. "In the morning, she agreed with a shy nod, backing toward the door. Predictably enough, she tripped over something that wasn't there, stumbling far enough to catch herself on the door as she pulled it open. Blushing, she nodded once again. "Good night ....Rand."

His gaze followed her as she moved away, startled when she tripped and stepping forward to help her a little too late before she caught herself and opened the door. "Good night, Kit," he replied, standing there dumbfounded with an armful of blankets and staring at a young woman he'd only just met and for whom he felt an almost overwhelming attraction toward.

She smiled that shy little smile again, setting the door key down on the table beside herself before drawing that door closed. Leaving him alone in a room that held one small piece that might prove just a little of what she had told him that night, if only he noticed it.

Lost in thought, he only stood there a moment, as unmoving as a statue, watching the door she had just gone through and wondering if she was feeling even half what he was feeling, whatever that was. He felt all mixed up inside suddenly. How was it he was feeling such a strong attraction to someone he had only just met' But it happened that way sometimes, didn't it' His mother had said so. True love, she'd called it, but he'd laughed, accusing her of being a hopeless romantic. Well, what was wrong with that, she'd asked, and he'd had no answer for her.

After a moment, his sanity seemed to return and he shook his head, chuckling a little at his own ridiculousness. He dumped the blankets on the bed, intending to make it, when he spied something that made him gasp aloud. There on the nightstand was the portrait of a man clad in some sort of military uniform, with a cap on his head, but it was the man's face that he found strange. He picked up the portrait to take a closer look and found there was no mistake - the face that looked back at him was his own.

"It's true," a quiet voice spoke behind him. "Every word she told you is the truth as she knows it." There had been no sound of the door opening, no footsteps to signal the arrival of someone else. The woman who stood in the center of the room was simply there, and yet not there, translucent in the artificial light. But he knew the face - it was the one he had stopped Kit from slashing to ribbons not so very long ago.

He spun around at the sound of a voice - a woman's voice - only to find no one there at all, at least, no one made of flesh and blood. The portrait fell from his hands and onto the floor as he took a step back, clearly in a state of shock, all the color draining from his face, though he remained on his feet, not fainting or screaming like a girl in a bad horror movie. Ghostly as it was, he recognized that face - it was the face of the woman in the portrait downstairs. Even so, some part of him found her strangely familiar, just as he'd found Kit familiar, but he couldn't quite fathom how or why. "Isabelle," he whispered, acknowledging both the woman in the painting, as well as the ghost standing before him.

Katrina Nichols

Date: 2014-11-26 10:24 EST
Isabelle's ghostly face flickered with a smile. "Hello, Randal." She was no less cool with him than she had been with the captain whose face now lay behind cracked glass in its frame, but there was a gentleness about her now that Kit would not have recognized. "There's no need for you to be afraid, and please ....do not call for the other one. She would not be pleased to see me."

"I'm not afraid," he assured her, though he was trembling. "I'm just going mad, that's all," he murmured, more to himself than to her. Or maybe he was dreaming. Maybe he'd fallen asleep in the car and all of this was just some crazy dream. Yes, that had to be it, but it didn't feel like a dream; it felt very real.

The ghost shook her head. "You are not mad," she told him. "But you are missing a piece of yourself. I'm here to offer you a choice, Randal Nichols. Would you like to be reunited with that piece" To know this house, your history, to love that woman as she loves you? Or would you prefer to walk away when morning comes, and retain your peaceful, if somewhat boring, life?"

"A piece of myself. What the devil are you talking about?" he asked, taking another step back only to find he had backed into the bed and there was nowhere else to go. He wasn't sure if he was frightened or angry or shocked, convinced all of this was just some figment of his imagination. "My name is Randal Nichols. I was born in London. I'm a lawyer."

"Yes, you are," she assured him. "But you are also Randal Nichols, born in 1889, died 1919, a captain in the Royal Mounted Guards. Why else would you know me" How else would you know this house, or feel the need to stay close to the woman who is crying herself to sleep at this very moment' There are other houses closer to where your vehicle has chosen to stop working. Why would you choose to come to this house, if you were not drawn here?"

He furrowed his brows, frozen in place, while he listened to all that she said, as crazy as it sounded to a logical mind, such as his. His hands found the bed, fingers digging into the mattress as if without it, he might fall to his knees. "I don't understand," he whispered, feeling a strange pounding in his head and heart, as his pulse raced madly. "Crying?" he echoed, his mind focusing on that one word, as if he was having trouble digesting the rest of what she was telling him. He looked to the door that he'd not had a chance to lock as yet and shook his head. "No, she's not crying for me, but for him..." That other Randal Nichols who, if the ghost was telling the truth, had been dead for nearly one hundred years.

"You are him," Isabelle insisted, moving toward him in a ghostly rustle of skirts. "Not a man out of time, not some golem made to bear his soul. You and he are one and the same. You share a soul, and it was my interference that created you in the first place. As soon as I met Katherine, I knew her line would give him hope, and I knew it would be her daughter's daughter. So I manipulated the line of his uncle, your great-great-great-grandfather, just enough that when you were conceived, your new soul and his old merged perfectly."

He couldn't back up any farther, except to sit on the bed, his gaze drawn back to the ghostly apparition before him, unable to take his eyes off her as she moved closer. "You're saying we're related?" he asked, clearly astonished by what she was telling him and just a little bit doubtful, though he could not deny the similarities. He chuckled to himself a moment as he realized what he was saying. "This is crazy. I'm crazy. You can't be real. None of this is real!"

"Reality is a state of mind," the ghostly woman told him, her eyes fixed on his. "Do you want to know his reality, your reality' Or do you want to run and hide, like a child with no sense?"

"I..." His voice trailed off, as he glanced to the door again through which Kit had disappeared, and he felt a tugging at his heart, torn by confusion and fear and shock and a strange sense of loneliness he'd never felt before. "She loves him," he said quietly, his heart sinking, wondering what it felt like to have the love of a woman like Kit, to know she loved you with all her heart and soul. In all his life, he'd never known such love as that, not even once.

"She loves you. But she needs you to remember it, to love her, and to prove to her that it truly is you she loves." Isabelle sighed softly, her face turning as though she could see through walls and doors to where Kit was finally drifting off to sleep. "A heart so steadfast should never be broken, but in a few days, she will never be the woman she was. She stands on a knife-edge - only you can save her from a lifetime of pain."

He followed her gaze, wondering if she could see through those walls, see something he could not. Though he still thought all of this some crazy dream, he set his jaw as he suddenly reached a decision. "Very well. If you're real - and I highly doubt that you are - then what is it you want me to do?"

Her eyes turned back to him, and there was just a flicker of approval in her gaze. She stepped closer, raising her hand to gently let the tingle of her ghostly flesh brush over his heart. "Believe."

He would have backed away from her, but he could go no further. Standing his ground, he had no choice but to let her touch him, as much as she could. He felt a strange tingle as she did, as though she was reaching right into his heart to touch his soul. His face turned ghostly pale, his lips moving but making no sound. What choice did he have but to believe her, to believe his own eyes, his own heart and mind, despite how impossible it all seemed"

"Isabelle," he whispered as she touched him, almost as if some part of him recognized her with a mixture of pain and grief and hopelessness. His eyes met hers, if only for a moment, and then everything went dark and he collapsed on the bed.

((Are we mean, or are we just crafting a really satisfying story here" Answers on a postcard! :grin: ))