Topic: Blood of My Blood

Emrys

Date: 2016-07-30 01:50 EST
Running their own homestead had proved to be as rewarding as Emrys and Marissa had hoped for. With help from their friends, they had a thriving little piece of farmland, and an equally thriving little farm of livestock. Time and consistency had helped the animals to grow used to the smell of the predators who owned and fed them, and there were no more panicked mornings once that happened. Better yet, Emrys had grown used to being able to shift at will, to change his form completely, growing into the reality of embracing his own blood now that he was no longer a freak of nature. And it was that restoration, more than anything, that had spurred him on to do something he might not otherwise have had the courage to attempt. It had taken a little negotiation, and more than a little swallowing of his pride, but he had something very special to share with his Marissa. Now all he had to do was find the right time to do it. Possibly not when he was half-naked and washing in the stream near their home, though.

As far as Marissa was concerned, she couldn't be happier. In fact, she was happier than she'd ever been before. If anyone had told her that she'd end up falling in love with a werewolf with whom she'd make a home and a little farm of their own, she would have never believed them, but she couldn't be happier. It was a simple life, to be sure, with simple pleasures, but she didn't need a lot of money or a fancy house to be happy. It might seem corny to some people, but all Marissa really needed was love, and Emrys gave her more love than she could have ever hoped for.

Shucking out of his clothes, Emrys took a moment to make sure that the one thing he owned of value was safely tucked in a pocket before jumping into the cool stream. Despite the fact that the cabin had a perfectly good bathroom, he still preferred the shock of mountain water on his skin to get good and clean in, proving that he was more wolf than he seemed at first. He was enjoying his bath enough not to be paying attention to his surroundings; if he'd been outside the wards, that might have been a problem.

Once Marissa was finished with her chores, she went in search of Emrys. Knowing him the way she did, it wasn't too hard to track him down. She watched him from the safe cover of the trees while he splashed and cooled off in the water, amused that he insisted on bathing in the stream when the cabin was equipped with running water and a full bath. She understood better than most what it was like to surrender to the wild side of one's nature, since she had a wild side herself. Creeping quietly forward, bare toes wiggling in the cool grass, she came to a halt near the pile of clothes he'd left in a pile on the shore, and crouched down to splash a handful of water at him.

She shouldn't have been able to sneak up on him, as attuned as he was to her scent, but she was as much a predator as he was. Approaching from downwind while he was distracted was just cheating. He jumped at the splash of cold water on his back, turning to grin at her. "Well, hello," he greeted his mate fondly. "Care to join me?"

"Are you asking me or the tiger?" she asked, as she sank down onto the grass and dangled her bare feet in the cool water, which felt heavenly after the heat of the day. She smiled, secretly enjoying the view, admiring the well-muscled form of her lover.

"Do you see a wolf anywhere?" he countered with a chuckle, wading over to slide his hands up her legs where they dangled in the water. "You smell delicious, by the way." He grinned, cold water dripping from his hair to wet her skin as he leaned closer to nip teasingly at her throat.

Rather than her usual attire of all black, she was clad in a simple frock, her legs bare, her hair falling loosely about her shoulders and back. Unable to stop smiling as he leaned close, her arms went around his broad, bare shoulders, uncaring that he was dripping cold water. She slid her legs around his hips to lock her feet at behind him, holding him in place. "Do I" Are you sure you're not smelling pig manure?" she teased.

"Unless you've been rolling in that pen with the piglets again, kitten, I doubt it," he laughed, raising his head from her neck to loop damp arms about her waist as she locked him in place with her legs. "This was a bad idea, you know," he said conversationally, offering her just the barest flash of a grin before quite deliberately tipping his body backward into the cold water.

She was all too aware of the nudity that was on display before her - of the very naked, very handsome man who belonged to her and her alone. "Why's that?" she asked, brows lifting quizzically before she realized too late what he had in mind. She shrieked as he dragged her into the cold water with him, clothes and all.

He wasn't under long - just long enough to get her well and truly soaked, and definitely looking more than a little risque in her frock now it was clinging to her. Drawing her up to the surface again, he grinned, swallowing her protests in a long, slow kiss that seemed to punctuate the way his hands wandered before finding their resting place at her back once again. "That's why," he murmured, snickering down at her.

She held her breath as he dragged her under the water, barely having a chance to catch her breath before he had captured her lips and was stealing it again. "You are a naughty, naughty boy," she teased, fingers grasping his shoulders. "I came to tell you supper is ready, not go for a swim," she told him, though now that she was there, she was thinking maybe supper could wait a while.

"Oh, but you look so good all wet," he grinned wickedly, leaning back so he could look her up and down with a teasing growl. "Good enough to eat. I wonder if you'd let me spoil my supper?"

She laughed, the dress clinging to her like a second skin and not leaving much to the imagination, though he'd seen it all before. The shyness they had been feeling only a short time ago seemed to have disappeared as they'd grown more comfortable with each other. "I am not a meal, you silly man," she told him, giving him a playful slap. "But ..." she pulled away from him as he drew back. "If you want me, you'll have to catch me first!" she teased, turning and gathering her skirts to climb out of the water and back up the bank.

"Wait, what?" He paused - just long enough for her to get a head start - and lunged after her, creating an almighty splash as the stream resisted his movement. "But Red Riding Hood, I want to eat you!" Laughing, he clambered up onto the bank himself, utterly shameless of his nudity.

"Grandma, what big ..." Marissa paused a moment to giggle. "....teeth you have," she teased, as he clambered out of the stream and she scooped his pile of clothes off the ground and darted back through the trees toward home. "You'll have to catch me first!" Of course, it wasn't his teeth her eyes were admiring when she said it, which only made it all the funnier.

"Now, hang on ....Wait!" Panic flared as she ran off with his clothes, a flash of concern that the precious something hidden in a pocket wouldn't still be there when he caught up to her. "Right, you ..." Striding out of the water, he broke into a run to chase after his giggling mate. After all, a man who had once run through the city stark naked was hardly going to worry about doing the same thing out here in the woods, was he"

Well, how was she supposed to know there was something precious in his pocket when he'd never carried anything precious in it before" Hearing him behind her and knowing he could easily catch up with her if she remained on two feet, she laughed with childish glee. It had been a long time since her little wood had heard the sound of her laughter or that she'd had any reason to feel as happy as she did with her Emrys.

Relying on his longer legs to make up the distance, it wasn't long before he caught up to her, reaching out to wrap his arms about his playful kitten as she scurried away from him. His own laughter reverberated through the woods along with hers, a melodious counterpoint that was just one of many signs that they really had found their own happiness together.

Emrys

Date: 2016-07-30 01:50 EST
She squealed as he caught her, laughing as she turned in his arms and shoved the pile of clothes at him. Backing away from him with a mischievous grin on her face, she held up a small box that she'd felt in his pants pocket. "What's this, Gramma" Have you been hiding something from me?"

Her squealing made him laugh, though he scrambled to catch his clothes as she pushed them into his arms, fingers grasping and finding ....nothing. Emrys looked up in time to find Marissa holding the little box in her hands. "Uh ..." He hesitated, glancing down at himself clutching his clothes to his crotch, and back to her again. Ah, well ....so much for romance. "Why don't you open it, kitten, and find out?"

She was hardly worried about his nudity, as she'd seen it all before and then some. His, that is, and though the view didn't disappoint, she was curious now about the little box she'd found in his pocket. "Is it for me?" she asked, a knowing smile on her face. Who else could it be for, after all"

Despite the absolute lack of privacy and general romance in the moment, Emrys had a feeling this was going to be an evening they'd remember. He rolled his eyes at her, frankly, ridiculous question. "Well, it won't fit me," he informed her playfully. His smile softened. "I was going to give it to you tonight," he told her quietly. "Of course it's for you, kitten."

She hesitated, almost afraid to open the little box that was obviously the kind of box that held some sort of jewelry. Was it a ring, earrings, necklace" She suddenly found herself a little afraid to open the box, afraid she had spoiled his surprise. "Would you rather I waited until later?" she asked uncertainly, on the brink of opening it, her heart beating wildly.

He considered her for a moment, dropping his clothes to move over and wrap his arms about her from behind. "It occurs to me that it's impossible to create a romantic moment," he mused, his lips warm against her temple. "They just happen. Let's not waste this one, Marissa." He kissed her damp hair softly. "Open it now."

"I'm afraid to," she whispered, though she wasn't quite sure why. Would she be disappointed" Would he be disappointed by her reaction' What if it was a ring" She didn't need him to give her a ring to prove that he loved her, and yet, she was secretly hoping for such a thing. No one had ever given her such a thing before; no one had ever loved her that way before, or maybe she had just never let anyone get that close.

"I love you," he reminded her softly. "You are my world. Is there any reason to be afraid of something I would give you?" He tilted his head to watch her expression, knowing her moods better now. A few months ago, that fear in her would have offended him. He knew better than to let it push him away now. "Should I tell you what it is" Would that make it easier?"

"I'm afraid it's going to make me cry," she explained quietly, her lower lip already starting to tremble. It wasn't just the box she held in her hand, or his lovely words, but the knowledge that, after all the pain and the sorrow, she had at last found her happily ever after in him. It was more than she'd ever dared hope for.

"Happy tears," he promised her. "Here, let me help." Gently, his hands closed about hers, guiding the lid of the little box open to let her see what was nestled on a bed of black velvet. A heart-shaped peach sapphire, set in a heart of pave diamonds, twinkled up at her ....the ring he hadn't known she wanted, but had been so determined to find for her. His lips brushed her temple as he murmured to her. "It's enchanted," he told her. "You won't lose it when you shift. I saw Neville's ring on Demeter's finger; heard Dorian making plans to find a ring for Seren's finger; and I knew, finally, what it was I hadn't given you. I'd like you to wear it, kitten, if you want to. An everlasting sign that I love you."

Like any woman, she adored sparkly things, but sparkly things had never been very practical when they were so easily lost, and she had never bothered to look into enchanted jewelry for her own sake. To know he had not only gone out of his way to find her something as lovely as this - something special, a gift from the heart - but to know he had even gone so far as to have it enchanted so that she'd never have to worry about losing it was more than she'd ever dreamed of or hoped for. "Emrys," she whispered as she looked to the sparkly symbol of his love. "It's beautiful," she whispered again, not trusting her voice.

"It's a rare kind of sapphire, the lady said," he tried to explain the unusual hue of the gem. "She said people don't use it because it doesn't look like a sapphire to them. I said it was perfect, because people don't see the best of you when they look your way. You hide your beautiful soul behind layers of physical beauty and quiet strength, and only someone who knows what they're looking at knows how precious and rare you really are. A peach sapphire seems perfect for you."

She was quiet a long moment - one of those long moments that used to give Emrys pause and make him worry that he'd done something to offend her - but it was only because she was at a loss for words, afraid her voice would give her away. But then, what did it matter" There was nothing to fear where he was concerned; he would not judge her or find her weak for crying. She turned to face him, unconcerned that he stood naked before her, and pressed her face against his chest, overcome with emotion, leaving a puddle of tears on his bare chest.

Thankfully, these days, Emrys knew when he'd managed to offend her. He knew what that silence sounded like, and this was not one of those silences. He smiled as she turned to him, gathering her into his arms to let her cry herself out, glad he had made the right choice when it came to this gift. He owed Duncan and Evan several days' worth of hard labor to pay them back for the loan of money that had allowed him to buy it, but Marissa didn't need to know that part of the deal. He helped out enough up at the Brambles that she wouldn't find anything strange about his presence up there. And it was worth it, to know that he had touched her so deeply she didn't have words to describe it.

She could have easily paid for the thing herself, if she'd known he'd gone into debt for it, but then it wouldn't have been quite as special as it was, knowing he had somehow found a way to do this special something for her. Maybe it wasn't so romantic with him standing there in his birthday suit, and her sobbing all over him, but it was genuine and honest and heartfelt, and nothing could be more romantic than that. "Emrys," she whispered again, sniffling a little as she lifted her head from his chest to look up into his handsome face, brown eyes swimming with tears. "I don't know what to say except I love you."

His smile gentled as she looked up at him, unable to hide a certain amount of manly pride that he'd done something so absolutely right for once. "That's all you need to say," he assured her, bending his head to touch his nose to hers affectionately. "Will you wear it, Marissa" So that everyone who sees you knows that I love you, too?"

If he asked her, she'd tell him he almost always did everything absolutely right. It was her who was awkward and unsure and fearful of love, though she had grown bolder and surer in recent days because of him. "Do you really need to ask me that?" she countered, as if there was any other answer she could give him but yes. She didn't admonish him for buying it, knowing it meant a lot to him that she liked it - and she did. It was quite possibly the most beautiful thing she'd ever seen.

Emrys

Date: 2016-07-30 01:51 EST
His expression grew a little impish as he smiled at her. "I thought I had better ask," he admitted playfully. "Seeing as it's still in the box." He kissed her softly, one hand uncurling from her waist to pluck the delicate ring from its nest of velvet. "I could be wrong, but I do believe it goes on your left hand."

She frowned just a little as she sniffled again, but only because she had nothing to give him in return. "But what about you?" she asked, worried he might be disappointed that she hadn't reciprocated the gift.

"What about me?" he asked in return, amused that she seemed so concerned about something so trivial. "You gave me hope, a home, a love, a future. You made me a part of your family." His fingertips touched the unicorn amulet he wore about his neck. "You gave me so much, kitten. This is a poor reflection from my side of what you have already given me." Capturing her left hand, he slid the ring into place. For just a moment, it shimmered, adjusting to fit perfectly, and he raised her hand to his lips, kissing her fingers tenderly.

She watched as he slid the ring on her finger, not too terribly surprised to see it adjust itself so that it fit perfectly. She was a Rhy'Din native, after all, and there were far stranger things than this. "Thank you, Em." She chuckled nervously a moment, eyes tearing up again. "I really don't know what to say."

"Who says you have to say anything?" he countered gently, kissing the tip of her nose. A familiarly wolfish grin touched his expression. "Of course ....you could let me eat you now, but that might spoil the mood."

She laughed, admiring the ring on her finger, but more importantly, the man who'd given it to her. "I could, but then supper will get cold," she teased him, knowing she was more than likely to take him up on the offer once the dinner dishes were cleared away, or maybe before.

Emrys sighed extravagantly. "Then I suppose I should put my pants on," he mourned playfully, leaning down to catch her lips in a tender kiss. "I'd hate for all your hard work over the stove to go unrewarded." Grinning, he eased away, picking up his clothing to bundle it under his arm, making no real move to cover up at all.

"We have to eat sometime, silly man," she told him, touching a second kiss to his lips, unable to hide the smirk as her eyes wandered to his bare self again. "Come along, Tarzan," she teased, unsure if he would understand the reference.

"What did you call me?" he laughed, moving to wrap his arm about her soggy shoulders as they headed back toward the cabin at a more leisurely pace than they had started with. "What's a tar san?"

She laughed, not really surprised at his lack of knowledge regarding pop culture. And she didn't even own a television set, at least, not here - not at the cabin. The cabin was her refuge away from civilization. "That's a long story. Shall I read it to you sometime?"

"I'd like that," he admitted with a smile. There were only a few things he liked more than the long, lazy evenings when Marissa would read to him. He'd never made much of a fuss about his lack of literacy, but he was grateful she didn't make a big deal out of it either. "I liked that one about the pirates."

"I think you'd like Tarzan," she told him, linking her arm with his as she led him back toward the cabin in a lazy, leisurely stroll, feet still bare against the cool ground. "It has everything - action, adventure, romance."

"Sounds like us," he chuckled fondly, glancing down at her. "We've had all that so far, and we haven't even had a year yet." His eyes touched on the ring sparkling on her finger with a proud smile. "I suppose I'll have to stop avoiding meeting your family now it's well and truly official, won't I?"

"Very much like us in a way," she agreed, frowning a little at his question. There was another loaded answer behind it. Though they'd been together for some months, she still had some secrets, though they weren't really secrets so much as just things that were difficult to explain. She knew which family he was talking about, though, and she had to admit that he was probably long over-due in meeting them. "I suppose," she replied, knowing they'd adore him.

He felt the ripple of tension slide through her, leaning down to kiss her forehead. "I promise, when it happens, I'll behave myself," he assured her, assuming she was worried that her family wouldn't like him. "I'll even talk proper like what they do, and everything."

"It's not that, love," she said, not wanting him to get the wrong impression. "It's just ....complicated," she said with a sigh. She'd tried to explain it to him once, but it was hard to explain. "You don't have to worry. They'll adore you, believe me," she assured him. All they'd want to know in the end was that he loved her. "There was someone once ....a long time ago. And ..." She shrugged her shoulders as if it no longer mattered, which it didn't. If he hadn't disappeared, she might have never met Emrys, and now that she had, she wouldn't change a thing. "He left, I guess. I never found out what happened to him. They'll just want to make sure you're not going to do the same."

He listened, filling in the gaps that had been left by the hints she had given him over the months they had been together. He'd known someone had hurt her, someone had left her, but he hadn't realized it had been quite such a painful experience as to have her family feel protective of her in the aftermath. Squeezing his arm about her gently, he touched his cheek to her hair. "I will never leave you," he promised her faithfully, meaning every word. "Without you, I am nothing at all. I hope they will see that."

What had stayed with her was not so much the loss of love or the regret of what might have been, but the fear of abandonment; yet the longer she was with Emrys, the more she trusted him and the less she feared it might happen again. "You are not nothing," she assured him, gently cupping his cheek with her hand, a small smirk appearing on her face as she remembered something. "But you are naked," she reminded him. "You had better hope we have no guests waiting for us at the cabin."

"I'll be dry by the time we get there," he pointed out, letting the moment pass. When she was ready to elaborate, she would; he had learned not to push for answers and risk her mood. "Besides, I can always go wolf if there are children there." He winked at her fondly, capturing her hand in his. "Come along, kitten, supper will get cold."

"Yes, dear," she teased, a hint of a smirk still upon her face. Her fingers twined with his, and she wondered just how far he was willing to go in his promises, especially now that he'd seen fit to gift her with a ring. "Em," she mused aloud as they continued on toward the cabin and the promise of supper. "I've been thinking ..."

Didn't she know by now that he would go all the way with every promise he had ever made her, would ever make her" Yet Emrys was trying hard to move at Marissa's pace, allowing her to set the terms of their relationship, despite his eagerness to make sure that everyone who saw them knew they belonged to one another. Her musing brought a gently teasing smile to his face as he glanced down at her. "Should I be scared?"

"I don't know. That depends ..." She giggled again, unable to take him too seriously when he wasn't wearing pants and his hair was a wet, dripping mess. "Never mind. I'll tell you later," she said, touching a kiss to his lips before tugging him onward.

Emrys

Date: 2016-07-30 01:51 EST
"What?" he asked, his question more for her giggle than her evasion. "Is there something making it difficult for you to think straight, kitten" Something rising in your mind, perhaps?" And in reality, it seemed - it was definitely in evidence as he pulled her to him, grinning down at her and daring her not to notice.

Oh, she definitely noticed. How could she not' She leaned closer, her lips mere inches from his, as though she might kiss him. "My dearest Emrys, I believe something's come between us," she teased, batting her lashes at him before shoving him playfully away and gathering her skirt, she darted away again, daring him to catch her.

He snorted with laughter, letting her take the head start this time because it was more fun. With his clothes still bundled under his arm, he charged after her, making absolutely no attempt to outrun her. After all, if his kitten wanted to play, who was he to argue"

She was halfway to the cabin when she shifted, changing shape from woman to tiger from the sheer joy of running. No bare feet upon the cool grass, but padded paws, the frock discarded carelessly on the ground to be replaced by orange and black striped fur. She roared with unbridled joy, running swifter than any man or wolf.

"That's cheating!" Emrys yelled after her, pausing to laugh as he bent to tuck her discarded frock into the bundle of his own clothing and set it all to one side. Then, with a howl that vibrated through the woods, he leaped forward, shifting his own shape in mid-motion to land on four paws, accelerating through the bracken to make a decent attempt at catching up with her. He didn't have a hope of actually catching her, but he made a good guess at where she was heading, veering off to try and intercept his joyful tigress before she got too far away.

The tigress sped onward, but as fast as she was, she could only sustain her speed for so long, veering off away from the cabin to give him chase before circling back around.

Inside his mind, Emrys was laughing as he ran for the cabin, knowing she'd have to come back there eventually. His size gave him an advantage that other wolves did not have - an ability to leap up onto the roof and lie in wait there, ignoring the panic of the animals who would settle down as soon as they realized they were in no danger. Hunkered down behind the chimney stack, he waited, every sense on high alert for the approach of his mate.

When she did return, it was in human form again, the dress back in place over her, rumpled as it was, his clothes bundled up in her arms, the ring he'd given her shining on her finger. It might have seemed silly to some, but the run had been invigorating and it had helped soothe her restlessness. As she came into the clearing, she lifted her gaze, instinctively sensing his presence without even having to see him. She wasn't sure which of them had won that race, nor did it matter. It had been a long time since she'd given herself over to play, and she realized that was exactly what she and her Emrys had been doing.

"Come down now, Gramma. It's time for supper!" she called to him.

Letting out a sigh at having his ambush predicted and negated, the Alpha wolf dropped down from the roof, bouncing around her like a puppy at play, all clumsy paws and wagging tail. Big eyes looked up at her adoringly, the absolute truth of his feeling for her writ large in the eyes of his wild side as he licked her fingers affectionately.

As happy as she was that he was now master of both his forms, she wasn't always quite sure what to do with him when he was in wolf form. Should she pet him like a puppy, rub his belly, give him a treat' But then, he was a wolf, not a dog. She crouched down, letting the pile of clothes fall into her lap while she wrapped her arms about his neck and buried her face in his fur, trusting him implicitly, proving those who believed wolves and tigers were natural enemies wrong.

A low rumble sounded in his chest as she embraced him, his big head resting over her shoulder to let her enjoy the warmth of his fur for a long moment. With an ease he would never have believed possible without her, he shifted his form back to the man she loved, wrapping his arms about her in return as his lips pressed to her neck. "Sure you want me to put my clothes back on?" he murmured teasingly.

"Supper will get cold," she warned him, though it probably already was, and she didn't much care about dinner right now. They could just as easily hunt for their dinner as they could cook it, straddling the human and animal worlds according to their whims. "I love you, Emrys," she told him once again, as if she could never say it often enough. Her fingers trailed through his hair and over his shoulders as she kissed him again, a more urgent hunger making itself known.

There was no need for him to answer her with words, his kiss as hungry as her own. Strong arms lifted her up as he rose to his feet, crossing the porch in just a few strides to deposit her on the first reasonably comfortable surface he could find in their little cabin. Words could never express the depth of their connection, the sense of oneness he felt with his wildcat. Words couldn't express it, but perhaps this could.

She let him take the lead, happily giving herself over to him, trusting him in all things - trusting him not only with her life, but her body and her soul. She trusted him to be gentle when gentleness was needed and firm when it was not. She trusted him to find the woman in her she had worried for so long had been lost. She trusted him to love her and to never leave her, just as he'd promised. She opened her heart to him, and took it upon herself to keep his own heart safe.

Did it matter that supper was cold, that the animals had not been personally bedded down for this one night' There was no comparison. Such small things were trivial when placed against the sheer need that thrived between man and woman, wolf and tiger - a need they shared for one another and the constancy of loving protection they offered, each to the other. Even falling off the couch with a rousing thump wasn't enough to do more than interrupt their loving with laughter, no longer shy of skin and touch and tenderness. By the time they were done, the half moon had risen, illuminating them through the windows as they lolled together on the bear pelt Marissa still hadn't managed to convince Emrys to get rid of.

Perhaps they could not live on love alone, but for the moment, neither seemed to care. He was all she ever needed. She traced lazy circles against his chest as they lulled together, everything forgotten in their need to share these precious few moments together. The ring sparkled like stars on her finger, a constant reminder of his love, just as the pendant that lay against his chest served to remind him of hers. "I know it's selfish, but there are times when I wish no one else existed but the two of us."

"So do I," he murmured softly, tracing his own fingertips up and down her bare arm, admiring the beautiful woman curled against him with warm eyes. "Marissa ....once before you asked me if I would be open to a binding ceremony with you," he said, his voice soft and thoughtful. "To bind our blood together. I said yes then. But tonight ....the timing feels right to me. Does it feel right to you?"

She smiled as she lolled against him, but then something he said took her by surprise and she tilted her head toward her, brows lifting curiously. She had thought to ask him earlier, but had dismissed the thought as too impulsive. How was it that he read her thoughts so easily' "Are you sure?" she asked, needing him to know what it was he was agreeing to. "It will bind us together in more than just words."

Emrys

Date: 2016-07-30 01:52 EST
"I love you, Marissa," he said simply, holding her gaze with those sincere eyes that saw every part of her, the good and the bad, and still adored her. "It isn't that I want to possess you - I love the woman you are, your independence, the fact that you've chosen to be with me. I never want to take that choice away from you. But I want more. I want to belong to you; I want you to belong to me. I want you to be absolutely certain, beyond any doubt, that I will never abandon you." He leaned down, gently touching a kiss to her lips. "I want a family with you, kitten, be they cubs or pups or both."

"Oh, Emrys," she whispered, tears threatening again. She didn't really need to hear him say all that, and yet, maybe some part of her did. But as the old saying goes, actions speak louder than words, and so long as they were both sure, there didn't seem any reason to wait any longer. She reluctantly pulled herself away from him, tugging at his hand to pull him to his feet. "Come on, lazybones. Let's do it now before one of us gets cold feet."

"Will this require pants?" he asked with a teasing smile as he tugged on his hand, folding up to get to his feet and stretch lazily. Fingertips skimmed her sensitive flesh, the rounded curves and accentuated slenderness he admired so much. "Let me guess ....put my trousers on and stop feeling you up, right?"

"If you really want to do this, that would be a start," she told him, laughing. She touched a kiss to his lips before breaking away from him to toss him his pants and tug his shirt over her head. "We're going to need a knife," she said, as she flung her hair over her shoulders and started toward the chest where she kept her most precious belongings. Not just any blade would do, and she had just the thing.

Chuckling, he caught his pants as she absconded with his shirt, stepping into them to cover himself up relatively decently. He had no idea what was involved in a blood binding, but despite that ignorance, he felt no trepidation toward it. Marissa knew what she was doing, and he trusted her with every part of himself. Touching the unicorn crest that hung from his neck, he smiled, watching her rummage through that precious chest. "Is there anything else we'll need?" he asked. "A blanket to sit on' I assume this should happen under the moonlight."

"I'll leave that to you," she said somewhat distractedly as she searched the chest for the blade that had been given her a long time ago. At last, she found what she was looking for among her treasures and she slipped the thing from the chest before closing it again and moving to her feet.

Realizing she was focused on her craft now, Emrys kept his mouth shut, moving to fetch a blanket from the chest at the bottom of the bed, together with a couple of clean cloths. Though they might both heal perfectly easily, wiping the blood away was generally a good idea.

She made no reply about the moonlight, but it sort of went without saying. They were both creatures of the night, and the vows needed to be said beneath a starry sky so that the goddess would hear them. She found her heart was beating a little faster at the thought that she and her wolf would soon be bound not only by heart and mind and body, but by blood - an oath that could not be undone once it was done.

With his bounty tucked under one arm, Emrys waited patiently for his Marissa to be ready, offering her his hand with a warm smile. "Shall we, kitten?"

"Ready," she replied, taking his hand, the dagger held in the other, sheathed as it was. There was a story behind the thing, but she wasn't sure she wanted to share that story now, with their vows looming. She wondered what her mother would think of her - all her mothers - would they be pleased and proud and happy of the choices she had made" She might never know for certain, but she hoped they would have been.

"Then I know where we should do this," he told her, gently drawing her outside. They still hadn't eaten, but it seemed a fair guess that they would hunt tonight, side by side, blood bonded and promised for the rest of their lives. The half-moon offered more than enough light to navigate by, and before long, it was obvious where he was leading her ....to the clearing where they had first met, the place where their journey together had started.

She smiled as she followed him outside, taking a moment to breath deeply of the cool, evening air. These were her woods, and her life, and her man, and suddenly she knew precisely where it was leading her. "Where we met," she said, looking to him with that adoring smile on her face.

He smiled down at her, raising her hand to kiss gently. "Where we began," he agreed quietly, gently releasing her hand to spread the blanket in the middle of the clearing, in a shaft of moonlight that pierced the canopy overhead.

Not everything that had happened there had been pleasant, but it had been the place where they'd first laid eyes on each other, even if it had been with feline eyes on her part. Blood would be spilled here again tonight, but this time, it would be for very different reasons than that of life or death.

While he was busy with the blanket, she turned away to make preparations of her own, drawing the blade from the leather sheath and raising it to the moon while she murmured some words of dedication.

And perhaps that was why he had chosen this place. They had spilled blood together here, ended lives together, and both bore some measure of regret for the necessity of that action. Now their blood would be spilled for an entirely different purpose, and perhaps it would wipe clean the stain that lingered on their memory of this place. Uncertain quite what he was supposed to do, Emrys knelt down on the blanket, watching Marissa with curious, solemn eyes. This was a momentous night, for both of them.

Once she was finished consecrating the blade and dedicating it to this purpose, she joined him on the blanket. "You're sure you want to do this" It will bind our souls for life, so long as we both live," she warned him again, giving him a last chance to back out before he did something he might regret.

Emrys' eyes glowed in the moonlight, the same familiar green of the man somehow touched with the yellow of the wolf. "I am certain," he promised her, knowing his own heart and mind were of the same intent. "Are you?"

"I cannot imagine my life without you anymore," she told him, her fingers touching a soft caress to his cheek, but any words of love she saved for the ceremony. "I could spend forever with you and it would still not be long enough."

"Then I think we should do this," he assured her gently. "I feel the same way about you." Catching her hand, he touched a kiss to her palm, holding her eyes all the while. "After you."

"Not think, Emrys ....Know. You must know we should do this because, once done, it can never be undone. It is not like marriage, where one can have an annulment or a divorce. It is a binding of blood and hearts and souls. The vows are not just words. If one of us were to break our vows, there would be consequences," she explained further.

Emrys

Date: 2016-07-30 01:53 EST
He lowered his head, his gaze boring into hers with absolute certainty. "Trust me," he told her, his voice low but firm. "Believe me when I say that this is what I want. You are all I want. Don't doubt me based on past experience with other men."

There weren't many other men to judge him by, but in retrospect, there really was no comparison. "I do trust you," she told him, meaning that with all her heart, knowing that trust was almost as important as love when it came to a relationship. She hoped he trusted her, too. They had been through so much together already.

She knew enough of him to know he had a practical streak a mile wide; that he was a man who would gladly take personal pain from the past if it meant keeping what he loved in the present. He was not a man who would bind himself so unequivocally to her unless he truly believed it was the right decision to make. Cupping her face in his hands, he smiled at her, leaning close to touch a kiss to her forehead. "Take my blood, Marissa," he told her. "And my lifetime bound to you with it."

If that wasn't a promise, she didn't know what was. She smiled up at him in adoration, her eyes soft and warm with love, knowing in her heart that the time was right and that he was the one she'd long been searching and waiting for; he was the one who was meant for her. She touched a kiss to his lips before drawing back to take the blade from the sheath. "Give me your hand," she told him, fearlessly and without hesitation.

Despite not really knowing what was about to happen, he did as she asked, offering his right hand to her as he settled back on his heels. He trusted her with every part of his being; the sight of her with a drawn knife in one hand and his fingers in the other did not fill him with fear. The thought of doing to her what she was about to do to him ....well, that made him a little uneasy. He never wanted to hurt her.

No more than she wanted to hurt him, and yet, if they were to do this, they would both have to be brave. In truth, they had each faced far more painful things than this. Without hesitation, knowing the anticipation of the blade was far worse than the actual pain it would cause, she touched the tip of the blade to the pad of one finger until she broke the flesh and drew blood. She then handed him the blade so that he could do the same.

In truth, the blade was so sharp there was no pain at all; just the heat of the blood as it welled up from the cut. Resisting the urge to suck the little injury - with no little effort - Emrys took the blade from Marissa's hand, gently taking hold of her own fingers to slice the pad of one delicate digit open to match his.

Like him, she did not even flinch as the blade sliced her finger, blood welling up in a crimson drop. She touched the bloody finger to his forehead, then to his chest right over his heart, painting the shape of a crescent moon in her own blood against his flesh. "With this blood, I ask the Goddess to bless this union. With this blood, I bind my life to yours."

The words were solemn, ritualized; words Emrys had never heard before, and yet were easy to memorize as he felt her blood mark his skin deeper than any eyes would ever be able to see. Reaching out, he gently swept his bloodied finger in a crescent on her forehead, pausing to undo the buttons of the shirt she wore to echo the symbol over her heart. "With this blood, I ask the Goddess to bless this union," he repeated, feeling his world contract down to this shaft of moonlight, this woman, this moment. "With this blood, I bind my life to yours."

There was no one to witness this moment, but the moon and the stars, the wind and the trees, the grass and the crickets chirping their approval. The Goddess was there with them, alive in all things, watching and smiling on her children. They were ritualistic words, solemn and meaningful, words that would bind them together so long as they lived, and yet, that was not all. She took the knife from him and took his hand in her again, as she met his gaze. "Trust me, Emrys," she urged him quietly, just as he'd asked her to trust him.

The little cuts were already healing, leaving just a smear of blood to paint their fingertips as she took his hand once again. Who needed witnesses when the world was standing watch over them' The witnesses were the birds and beasts of the woods Marissa had claimed as her own, the woods Emrys had accepted under his protection when he had given his heart and his life to the tigress who cared for them. Crickets chirped; the wind gently rustled the leaves on the trees; the moonlight painted them in shades of silver; and Emrys didn't need any time at all to answer her quiet urging. "Always, Marissa," he whispered back to her. "Forever."

His answer of trust given, she turned his hand palm upward and drew the blade across his palm, only deep enough to draw blood but do no permanent damage. They would both heal quickly, so there was little cause for worry, though she did not wish to cause him any undo pain. She was surprisingly quick and skilled with the blade, knowing any hesitation would only cause him more pain. When it was done, she handed him the blade and offered him her hand, palm upward so that he could do the same.

He barely winced as the blade sliced through his skin, the sweat on his palm causing the sting more than the knife edge itself as the blood welled up once again. Taking the knife from her, he drew in a deep breath, stroking his fingers over her palm just once before setting the blade against her skin. With a swift flick of the metal, blood bloomed, and he raised his eyes to hers once again.

The blade was sharp, the cut straight and clean, and though it hurt, it was a good kind of pain, knowing what would come of it - a pain with a purpose. Like the kind mothers knew well when giving birth to their children, or mates when they were making love for the first time. She smiled encouragement at him, before taking the blade once again and this time setting it aside. She cupped her hand so that the blood pooled there before clasping her hand to his, the palms slick as her blood mingled with his. "Now, we speak from the heart and tell each other how we feel," she told him.

Blood mingling in their enclosed palms, Emrys held her gaze, startled to find that though his mind seemed blank, his tongue knew what to say. "From the moment we met, I have known that you are the missing puzzle of my life," he said quietly, each word sincere in the stillness around them. "You have made me the man that I could never have been without you. You returned to me my family; you made me a part of yours. I know you have been hurt, and I know I will make mistakes, but my darling Marissa ....know that I will never hurt you intentionally, and if I ever do cause you harm, I will let nothing stand in the way of undoing that hurt in any way possible. You are my sun and moon, the stars that chart my course through this life. You are the center of my world. And as long as I live, I will love you and cherish you as no other ever could."

She, too, was a little shy when it came to speaking her mind and her heart, but she had never felt more herself with anyone so much as him. She held his gaze, dark eyes bright with tears of happiness to hear him speak his heart. It wasn't so much the words that touched her, as it was the feelings behind them.

"I knew nearly from the moment we met that I loved you, that there was something about you that called to me. Even though we fought at first, it was only because I was so afraid of losing you, so afraid you would not love me in return. I no longer fear that; I trust you and love you with all my heart and soul. You are the blood of my blood and the heart of my heart. I give all of myself to you freely and willingly so that we will always be together in life and in love. And if we are so blessed as to have a family, I pledge to raise our children in that same circle of love that we share. I will care for you and love you all the days of my life, so long as I shall live, and when my life is over, I will wait for you in the afterlife to love you again when my life is over."

Emrys

Date: 2016-07-30 01:53 EST
"Blood of my blood for all my days, and every day thereafter," he promised her fervently, gazing into her eyes with fierce devotion, so intent upon her that, for a moment, he didn't notice what else was happening. As they shared their vows, their promises, the blood painted on their skin began to glow with the silver light of the moon, fading as it was absorbed into each of them, linked now and for the rest of their lives by a bond deeper than mere love.

She did not notice either, so intently she was gazing into his eyes, her face wet with tears. The vows weren't so very different from a traditional wedding ceremony - to have and to hold until death do us part - and yet, their promises to each other were so much more personal, so much more heartfelt. Though she didn't notice the hand of magic that made the shape of the crescent moon glow like the very moon itself, she felt something change between them, deepen, as if someone had wrapped a hand around her heart and joined it with his.

Drawing their joined hands to his chest, Emrys reached to curl his fingers against her jaw, pulling her close into a slow, tender kiss that sealed the promises they had made to one another. It might well take time to realize just how closely they had bound themselves to one another tonight, but for now, he knew he was more aware of her than he had ever been before, enfolding her into his arms in the moonlight as some unknown, unnamed part of himself entwined itself with her very being.

She had never known a feeling such as this before - a belonging to and joining with someone so deeply that she felt connected to him somehow in a way that defied explanation and words. It was the Goddess at work in their lives, she thought, granting their wishes to be together. There might be no sharing of names or legal document to prove them married, but none of that mattered. All that really mattered was what they felt in their hearts and Marissa's heart belonged to Emrys. She shared his kiss, sealing their promises for now and all their days to come.

In the woods they shared as home, witnessed only by the moon and stars and the gentle brush of the wind, they took the first step together on the path they had chosen for their lives to come. No matter what trials they faced in the years ahead of them, they would never doubt one another again. And though he had never believed in Her before this night, Emrys offered up a silent prayer of thanks to the Goddess Marissa espoused. She had given him the greatest gift he could ever have hoped for, and he intended to make certain his bond-mate knew it for certain, every day to come.