Topic: Sanctuary

Carina Cox

Date: 2016-10-07 09:37 EST
The autumn was turning chilly beyond the walls of Rhy'Din City, but here in the Forest of Anarven, the trees staved off the worst of that chill. Anarven ....sanctuary. It was a fitting name for the task the community had voted together to uphold. Arandir had been asked to lay out his request to the community leaders, representatives of each race who called Anarven their home, and it had taken barely an hour for them to reach a consensus - that they could not look themselves or their neighbors in the eye if they did not offer sanctuary to those who needed it most.

By noon of the following day, the central moot-house had already been converted into living accommodation fit for sixty or so, and the houses that stood around it were making room to take in families temporarily until permanent homes could be built for them. A call had gone out to the wise men and women, the healers and surgeons who called the forest home, and they were arriving in groups, prepared to handle injuries and illnesses. The food stores had been inventoried, the surplus from the harvest calculated, and money had been pooled into a fund to buy more if it was necessary. With no way of knowing just how many elves would be joining their community, Anarven was preparing for the highest number Arandir had given them, expecting a hard winter ahead but not flinching from it.

While Anarven had been making preparations for the refugees, Arandir had been making preparations of his own. Though he was no seasoned warrior, he knew it was likely he might have to call upon his skills with bow or sword in order to bring his people here safely. So, too, with magic, though his abilities there were more innate than learned. He had chosen to wear the colors of the forest in order to blend with his surroundings as much as possible, a sword strapped to his side and a bow and arrows across his back. The amulet was no longer hidden beneath his shirt, but laid against his chest, ready to guide him where he needed to go.

The place they had chosen, with the help of an elven mage, was just outside the village, beneath the cover of the trees but in an open space. Carina had watched all the preparations with worried eyes, staying close to Arandir whenever he allowed it, cajoled into helping bake bread and prepare basic meals when she couldn't be at his side. Even now, as she waited to say a goodbye she hoped was not a final one, she couldn't help the way her eyes lingered on him. Her parents had arrived that morning, summoned somehow in a way no one had put words to, but likely drawn to Anarven by the bond that existed between elven kind. Carina was half-elf, after all. Raniel had helped to pick the place where the portal would most easily be opened; Amara had thrown herself into preparations for helping the wounded and sick, along with Jenith, her own mother. Vethen, for his part, stayed near his granddaughter, a silent presence to keep her from breaking down and hurting her husband's resolve.

It would have been easy, so easy, for Aran to turn his back on his people, to forget them, and leave them to their own fates. He was unsure whether his mother intended for his return when she sent him through the portal, but it seemed no matter what she had intended, some force was calling to him and drawing him back. What kind of prince would he be to his people if he abandoned them and left them to die when he now had the means to help what few of them might be left living? Despite the danger, this was something he had to do. It was the right thing to do; it was the honorable thing to do. Even if he was only able to bring back a handful, he would never be able to live with himself if he did not try. He'd be a fool if he wasn't at least a little afraid of what he might find there, of what might happen upon his return, but he would not let that fear master him - not anymore.

"Hinya," Raniel called to Arandir from the chosen spot, nodding briefly to the mage who had been assisting. "It is time. The weakness is here, but it may never be here again. If you wish to take advantage of it, now is the moment."

Arandir nodded and waved a hand to acknowledge Raniel's statement, but there was one thing more he had to do before he could go on this quest of his. He only hoped he had enough time to do it. Though Carina should already know how he felt, he needed to say it so that if the worst happened, if he didn't come back, she would always remember him and know that he loved her and their unborn child. He offered Vethen a respectful and even grateful nod before drawing Carina a short distance away, taking her hands in his. "I must go now, a'mael," he told her, as gently as he could. "I want you to know that no matter what happens, I will always love you."

She had tried so hard not to cry, but she knew there was a chance that this was the last time she would ever see him again. Tears filled her eyes as she looked up at her husband, her verno'corm. "I love you," she whispered. "Amin mela lle, lirimaerer. Come back to me. To us." Drawing her hands from his, she cradled his face in her hands, stroking her fingertips against his ears. "We need you."

He did not know what the future held and could not promise to come back, but he could promise something else. "As I love you, mela en'coiamin," he replied as he, too, took her face between his hands and drew her close to touch his lips to hers. "I will do everything in my power to return to you, I promise." There was no other promise he could make but that one; there was no other promise that mattered.

She breathed him in, hoping that this would not be their last kiss. The thought of losing him, of raising his child without him, was too painful to bear. "Be safe," she whispered to him softly. "We'll be waiting."

He smiled softly and kissed her again, wanting her to remember him as he was - to remember his smile and his warmth and his love - not the sorrow of this moment. He had promised he would do everything he could to return to her, and it was a promise he intended to keep. He touched his fingers in a gentle caress against the flat of her stomach, as if to caress the child within and tell him or her of his love. No matter what happened to him, he knew Carina would raise their child in love and help him or her to know who their father had been. He kissed her one last time, knowing time was running short. "I must go."

Reluctantly, she drew away from him, returning to her grandfather. Vethen wrapped an arm about her, holding Aran's gaze for a long moment with a silence that promised the young man's family would be loved and protected, even if he didn't make it back. "Gods go with you, Arandir."

He pulled gently away, not wanting her to see how leaving her was tearing him up. Was this what growing up was all about' Taking responsibility and making sacrifices for the good of his people, just as his mother and grandmother had before him' It was a heavy burden to bear, and he knew it was even harder for Carina to watch him go than it was for him to leave her. Aran was ready to ask Vethen to take care of her, but he seemed to read an answer to that unspoken request in the man's eyes and knew that no matter what happened, she and their child would be well loved and cared for.

"Thank you, Vethen," Aran replied, offering the man a hand. He had a lot to thank him for, but this was only the beginning, and his own gaze seemed to say it all for him.

The old man clasped his hand firmly, nodding his reply without speaking. Even if Arandir did not come back, Carina would not be alone. She would have her parents and grandparents to help her, but they all knew they would never be able to heal that wound. They could only hope that he would return to heal it himself.

Carina Cox

Date: 2016-10-07 09:38 EST
"Aran," Raniel called once again. "The time grows short."

Aran paused a moment to take one last look at Carina, his eyes saying everything that he was feeling and could ever want to say. He loved her more than life itself, but it would be selfish to ignore the needs of his people so that he could live a happy life here with her while they perished. He would never be able to live with himself, and the nightmares would never go away. His people had already lost so much. Would the gods look kindly on them at long last and show them mercy' Whether there was one or one thousand, he could not turn his back on them and live with his own conscience. If he did, he would not be the man Carina had fallen in love with or the prince his mother and grandfather has raised him to be.

And so, he turned to meet his fate at long last, and told Raniel, "I am ready."

Solemn and concerned, Raniel nodded to the mage at his side, who began to chant softly. As the forest before Arandir took on a rippling quality, the druid laid a hand on his shoulder. "The soulstone will guide you," he told his daughter's husband. "Do not lose it, lonneg. It is the only connection between this world and your own."

Not quite. There was the mirror, but Aran had a feeling he would never see that mirror again. He nodded once more in acknowledgement of his father-in-law's warning. "I will not lose it, Atar. Take care of Carina for me," he said, a hopeful smile as he touched the other elf's shoulder. "I will see you soon." And with that said, he turned toward the rippling of the air, watching as the mage worked his magic to open a portal to Ilyethlin.

The forest rippled further until it shimmered like starlight upon the sea, as Aran stepped forward into that shimmering, the forest closed back around him and he was gone.

As he slipped from sight, Carina burst into tears, turning her face against her grandfather's shoulder as the forest turned quiet once again. Oh, there were the sounds of preparation for the expected inundation, but they weren't what she wanted to hear. She wanted her husband back with her, already frightened he was gone for good, and no amount of consoling words could convince her otherwise. It was only the sound of the rippling magic reigniting that brought her back from the depth of her tears, her mournful face turning once more toward the shimmering that said someone was coming.

Though it might have been days or weeks or even months on the other side of the portal, it had only been a few short minutes in Rhy'Din. It seemed Carina and her family would not have long to wait to discover Aran's fate, though they had no way or knowing who or what might come through the portal when it opened. The shimmering seemed to take forever, almost like time had stood still if only for a moment, and then someone stepped through. It was not Arandir, but it was an elf, ragged and weary with a look of wonder and relief on his young face as he was the first to stumble through the door between his world and this one. Others followed - a stream of elven faces, both male and female, not a single child among them. Some were injured and half-dragged, half-carried through by their companions, while others merely looked exhausted and frightened.

Forewarned of these elves' natural fear of humans, it was elves, dwarves, and halflings who hurried to help those who were injured, drawing them away from the portal as quickly as they were able. Without thinking, Carina joined this rush to help, moving to help support an injured female who seemed too proud to allow anyone else to help her. The mixed races of Anarven moved quickly and with purpose, drawing the fleeing elves safely from the portal and into their village, keeping them together even as they began to move among them, offering aid of all kinds.

"Arandir," Carina asked the elven woman she was helping. "Is he coming" Did he survive?"

"Arandir," the woman echoed quietly, as if merely talking was a chore. "The prince ..." she said, as if to remind herself of who the female spoke. She seemed to see Carina for the first time, looking on her in wonder, as she realized that the young woman before her was like the prince - born of mixed blood. It was easy enough for her to see with her elven eyes. "He is ....was ....right behind us," she explained, turning to look around as if to prove he was right there, but he was not. The portal still shimmered, however, though the edges were starting to ripple.

Carina turned, her eyes searching the shimmering portal even as she helped the elven woman to sit. She should have stayed to see to the female's wounds, but her heart wouldn't allow her to be away from the portal for the time that would take. Leaving the woman in the capable hands of a merry hobbit, she returned the way she had come, alarm flaring in her as the edges of the portal began to ripple once again.

"Adar! The door!" she called, panic crackling in her tone.

Raniel turned to the portal, a scowl of concentration on his face. He had to keep it open longer. Arandir needed time to escape.

The stream of elves stumbling or being carried through the portal stopped, their numbers small, the only survivors, the last of their kind. They were a ragged and weary group, but grateful, too, both to the prince who had come back for them and the people who were welcoming them. Whatever it was that had delayed the half-elf, it didn't delay him too long, even as the portal rippled and Raniel strove to keep it open just a little bit longer. The portal rippled again, and then just as suddenly, a blast of power strong enough to be felt on the Rhy'Din side of the portal, shook the ground and the portal started to vibrate as if it was withstanding some sort of unseen force. A moment later, a form was thrown through the portal and the thing slammed shut as if it had never been open at all.

That blast of power knocked Carina off her feet, and even her father stumbled, his concentration failing as he fought not to be disconnected by a surge he felt sure could come from only one thing. For the briefest moment, he panicked, fearing to assume ....and Arandir was spat through the portal just before it slammed shut. Silence reigned over the forest as people got to their feet, eyes turning toward the young man who had risked everything to rescue the last of his people. No one thought any the less of the young woman who scrambled to his side, frantic for some sign that he was still with her.

"Arandir" Aran' A'maelamin, please ..."

The half-elf lay senseless on the ground, stunned by the blast that had pushed him through the portal. He was covered in blood, but none of it belonged to him. He was slow to respond, groaning as consciousness slowly returned. From the look of him, he did not appear to have only been gone a few minutes, but at least a few days, perhaps even weeks.

"Aran?" Carina's voice had dropped to a trembling whisper, tears beginning to flow as she took in the blood that covered him, that stained her hands and clothes; as panic began to set in. "No ....no, no, no, Aran, please! Please, you promised! You promised me!" Sobbing, she pulled him into her lap, heedless of that same blood that frightened her so much, embracing him as she rocked, unaware of the sad concern on the faces around her.

Carina Cox

Date: 2016-10-07 09:39 EST
As horrible as Aran looked, if Carina looked for them, there were signs that he yet lived. There was color in his face, his pulse thrummed with life, and he was breathing - all signs that he lived. His eyelids fluttered as consciousness slowly returned, and he heard Carina's voice calling him and felt the warmth of her arms around him. "Ca-rina?" he whispered, as he pried his eyes open to look up into her teary-eyed face. He lifted a hand to touch her cheek and brush those tears from her face, if he could. "I am here, a'mael."

As heartbroken as she was, she didn't see those signs, or listen to those around her as they pointed them out. She didn't even hear the whisper of her name, her own eyes opening with startled joy as she felt his hand against her cheek. "Oh, thank gods," she breathed through her tears, gathering him closer to hold him tight. "I thought I'd lost you."

"I will never leave you again, I swear," he promised, his voice low, obviously as weary as his companions. She was certainly a sight for sore eyes, as the saying went, and he couldn't help the tears that were mirrored in his own eyes as he looked up at her and knew he was home. There was joy and relief in those tears, but something else, too - a sadness and grief that laid heavy on his heart and of which he had yet to speak. But for now, he was glad to be home.

"My prince."

Carina raised her head at the sound of an unfamiliar voice, only to find an armed elven man on one knee before them, kneeling in deference to Arandir. She moved to help her husband sit up, at least, as the man spoke.

"What would you have us do, my prince?"

Aran winced just a little as Carina helped him to sit. Thankfully, any injuries he had sustained were minor, but the force of the blast that had forced him through the portal had been strong enough that he almost felt like he'd been thrown against a brick wall.

"Aleron, see to the survivors."

He looked around for Raniel, so that he could refer the elf to him to see to the care of the survivors. Whether the Aran that had gone through that portal to find his people had been accustomed to giving orders, it seemed the Aran that had returned was.

"Carina, help me up," he said, though it was more of request in her case than an order.

"At once, my prince." Aleron paused as he rose, needing a little more than that to go on, but between Arandir's gesture and the helpful motion of Raniel and others, he was able to go about his business, giving orders to those who were capable of following them.

Still deeply concerned for him, Carina rose awkwardly as she helped Arandir up onto his feet. "Where are you hurt?" she asked him softly.

Where was he not hurt' Over all, though, he was perfectly healthy in comparison to his people, who had fared far worse than him. "I'm all right, a'mael," he assured her, as he slowly climbed to his feet. He was sore and hungry and tired, but nothing that a few days of rest wouldn't cure. "Did they all make it?" he asked aloud, as he looked around, still clinging to her arm. He frowned as he took in the small group, his heart aching to know he could not have saved more of them.

"You were the last one through," she told him quietly, turning her eyes toward the group. The people of Anarven had worked quickly - those in most need of medical attention were already receiving it, while others were bandaged, and those unhurt were shown where they could lay their heads for now. Carina could feel the weariness in Aran, tucking her arm about his back. "You need to rest, a'maelamin."

He considered arguing with her, insisting that his people needed him, but he had at least gotten them here, relatively safely and soundly, and it seemed Raniel and Vethen's people had things well in hand. "How long?" he asked, needing to know how long he'd been gone and having no sense of time on this side of the portal.

She shook her head, not quite able to believe the answer as she gave it to him. "About an hour," she said in a quiet tone, gently beginning to draw him away from the forest to her grandparents' home, where space had been set aside for them.

"An hour," he echoed, moving slowly, almost gingerly, every muscle in his body aching, though he didn't want to complain. He was grateful just to be alive and back home. "Carina, I've been gone for weeks," he told her. It was just the start of a long story that didn't have the happiest of endings.

"Weeks?" Her brow furrowed, unable to tie in what she knew and what he knew to be the truth. But it was his physical condition that worried her most, glad that her grandmother had foreseen a certain need. "Come inside," she told him. "Soak in a hot bath while I find you some food, and you can rest."

At least, he did not have to worry that anything had happened to her or the baby in the hour he'd been gone. "Carina," he said, turning her to face him even before they could find refuge and privacy inside the house. She looked the same as she had when he'd left, except for the blood that she was now wearing that belonged to neither him nor herself. "I have missed you so, a'mael," he told her in a low whisper, for her ears alone, and he kissed her, slowly and tenderly, uncaring who noticed or who watched. She was his heart-mate and his soul-mate; there was and never would be any other.

Nothing could have stopped her from returning that kiss, tasting his love and the bittersweet joy of having returned in one piece. She didn't care who was watching, what they thought of this display of affection. Arandir was home, and she was not going to let him go gallivanting off on an adventure again without her. "You're home now," she whispered to him softly. "You're safe."

He smiled at last through a sheen of tears. Despite all the sadness and the terror, he was home, safe in her arms, and he'd brought what remained of his people with him. "I would be grateful for a bath and food and rest, with you beside me," he admitted, surrendering his care to her.

"Good, because that is what you are going to get," she informed him, no nonsense in her tone. "Also clean clothes." Yes, she had finally noticed that she was covered in blood now as well as him, but it paled when set against the task of settling him comfortably to begin recovering from whatever had happened on the other side of that portal.

There was no point in arguing when all of that sounded good after the hardships of the last few weeks. It seemed almost impossible that it had only been an hour here, but he knew time was different on the other side of the portal. He let her lead him finally into the house, feeling strangely disoriented, perhaps in part because nothing had changed - but he had changed.

He was no longer the fearful, uncertain, insecure youngster he had been when he'd first arrived here. While he was still the same Aran that loved her, he had matured and grown into the prince his people needed him to be.

Carina Cox

Date: 2016-10-07 09:39 EST
She could see the changes in him. They were there in the way he held himself, in the way he spoke. They were in his eyes. He was not the man who had left her only an hour before, and yet he was the same. It would take a little time to grow used to. But for now, Carina was intent upon making sure he could do what he had set out to do - to look after his people - and in order to do that, he had to look after himself. She didn't let him argue with her as she all but manhandled him into the warm stone tub, fed by local hot springs, that would run clear when he got out and be ready for the next bather within minutes. She ordered him to stay and soak as she prepared a meal for him, only allowing him to get out when that food was ready and he was clean and warm once again.

He was only too happy to surrender himself into her care, and even if he wasn't, he was too weary to argue. He desperately needed a bath to scrub off the grime and the mud and the blood of the last few weeks. The clothes he had left in would have to be burned as they were beyond saving. Whatever had taken place on the other side of the portal, it had obviously not been easy or pleasant. Once he was done soaking and scrubbing himself clean, he changed into clean clothes that she'd left for him, feeling almost normal again. Almost.

The food she brought him was simple, but good - warm bread and melted cheese, peppered with smoked bacon; a cup of buttermilk laced with brandy to help him relax. As he ate, she too changed her clothes, washing away the last of the blood before joining him once again. Her fingertips traced his cheek, his jaw, his ears, wanting to reassure him, but not knowing what to say.

He ate like a man half starved to death. He'd brought provisions with him through the portal, but they hadn't lasted long enough and he had sacrificed what he could for his people, who he had deemed needed it more than he did. It was not until he had finished and his hunger and thirst were sated that he finally relaxed, the brandy and her touch helping him to unwind until he was so relaxed, he was almost feeling sleepy. He wasn't sure what to say either. He had missed her desperately and feared he might not make it home, but here he was, and here she was, and it was almost as if he'd never left, except that he had. Though he looked no different, it was no boy who sat before her now, but a man, born of elven and human blood, a prince in his own right, though he did not feel like one. He reached for her hand, tangling his fingers with hers, needing to feel her touch and know that she was real. "I am glad I am home, a'mael," he told her in a quiet voice that seemed to say much more.

"So am I," she murmured back to him, drawing the back of his hand to her cheek as she closed her eyes briefly. He had a story to tell, that much was obvious, but she could see he was exhausted. "You don't have to tell me now," she told him softly. "Rest first. You're home and safe, and I love you. Let me look after you, so you can look after them."

"Carina," he said with a frown, as if just realizing something. "I do not think I am an actor anymore," he told her, as if he ever was. He would always be grateful to Mataya De Luca for helping him when he needed help, but he wasn't a thespian - not really. But even this was something that didn't need addressing until he had rested and had a clear head.

She smiled gently. "I didn't think you would always be an actor," she admitted in a soft tone. "I think you would be happier out here, with our people." It was no mistake; she had accepted his people as hers, despite not knowing a single one of them. "We can talk about it after you've slept."

He mirrored her smile, though there was still that touch of sadness that spoke of some pain he had not yet named. "Will you stay with me?" he asked, his fingers weaving in and out of hers. He didn't need her to remain at his side every second while he slept, but he needed to at least know she'd be near.

"I won't be far," she promised him, rising to draw him up and onto his feet. "Come and lie down. Sleep, if you can, a'maelamin. I'll be with you." Perhaps not in the room with him, but she would be where he could find her.

He moved to his feet to follow her, hoping he would sleep a long, peaceful, dreamless sleep devoid of nightmares. He could not honestly remember when he had slept last. Snatches of sleep here and there, never really resting, not since he'd left Rhy'Din, and even then, there had been nightmares. Perhaps now that it was all over, he could rest, knowing he had done all that was in his power to do.

She laid him down, tucking the blankets about him as she lay down at his side, nose to nose, her fingers teasing against his ear and jaw. "Sleep, a'maelamin," she told him softly. "Everything will be all right from here on in. I promise."

He smiled wearily as she tucked him in and laid down beside him, her touch, her voice, her very presence comforting and relaxing and lulling him into sleep. "I know it will be, so long as you are here," he told her, giving up the fight to remain awake and surrendering to sleep, eyes drifting heavily closed with a heavy sigh of breath. He was asleep almost instantly. The story of what had happened on the other side of the portal would have to wait.

And wait it would. When he woke, it would be time to check on his people, to tally their numbers and discover how badly they were hurt; to coordinate with the leaders of Anarven as to how quickly homes could be built for them, and where their expertise was most needed.

But for now, Carina lay at his side, watching as he succumbed to sleep like a man deprived of that most basic necessity for far too long. She couldn't imagine what he had been through, and though she knew he would tell her, she did not think it would make for easy listening. She had seen the way his people deferred to him and no other, and her heart ached with the realization that neither his mother nor his grandfather had survived to be rescued. But he had family here, in her and her parents and grandparents, in his people and the people who had taken them in, and in the child growing in her womb. She would just have to hope it was enough.