You Ain't Exactly a Basket of Roses Either, Sweetcheeks
http://i738.photobucket.com/albums/xx21/dfenner_photo/stew-2-1-1-1.jpg By: The Stew January 3, 2010
We have to talk.
I know you said this time was the last time, or that you were only doing this for my own good, but that's exactly what you said last week. And the week before that. And the week before that. I'm sorry. I just can't do this anymore. I can't keep living the lie. When new patrons come into the kitchen and ask where I got the new dents from, I just do what I always do and keep my lid shut. What else am I supposed to do' Tell them the truth"
We used to be happy once. We were young together and in love, and when you tasted me for the first time decades ago you told me you'd appreciate me forever. I thought I had found the love of my life. I thought you would never hurt me. But then the years passed, and you looked on with disdain at my curdles and the burnt flakes floating around inside me. You called me rancid and moldy, and told everyone new to town to stay away from me. You started exploring newer, fresher flavors when you thought I wasn't looking. But I always saw. I knew you were going to take your pick of the harlots from the fridge that night in November. What will it be tomorrow" Broccoli" Split pea" Borscht' French Onion' When did I become so wrong for you that you felt you had to tiptoe around me and carry a metal spoon"
I get it. I know I made a hash of things once, that evening when Mason was borrowing something from the spice rack. I'm not proud of the things I've done. But I was lonely, and I missed you. I just wanted to be noticed again.
Not like this. Never like this.
I don't know whether you're punishing me, or if you're just tired of me and are trying to drive me away so you can be free to do your own things. In either case, I'm here to congratulate you, because I've had enough. I don't deserve your abuse or the pieces of charcoal and old, nappy shoes you throw into me. I can find someone that will appreciate me for who I am and who will go the extra mile to pamper me. I'll bet you haven't even HEARD of Adidas.
I have a real shot here at happiness. I think I've found love again. I'm sure you know her. She knows how to treat someone like me, and I don't hold my bubbles every time she comes into the kitchen to cook or bake brownies. I don't sit there wondering if she's carrying a spoon or a wrench, or is in any particular mood to wail on copper. She's not like that. She won't hurt me just because my broth is a little thicker than most, or because my ingredients smell like formaldehyde.
I hope you'll be happy someday, and that you'll find someone who won't boil you or throw rocks at you when you become lumpy or bitter. But what am I saying" You're well on your way there, toots. Not to burst your bubbles, but you aren't exactly a spring chicken yourself. And all that seawater isn't exactly doing wonders for your complexion. You'll never change for the better. I don't care how many philanthropic towns you try to renovate or spas you try to build. I'll always see you as what you are: A self-righteous, over-achieving stew abuser. Oh, yeah. And those pants do make you look fat. It must be from all your over-indulgence with that French Onion wench. What' You don't like that I'm saying" You think I'm insulting you? Well I'm not afraid of you anymore. What are you going to do, sweet cheeks" Chase after me" On that liver, you won't get very far. Yeah, I've seen all those tequila shots you've been inhaling.
But the beauty of all this is I don't have to care any longer. I'm here to tell you that I'm done with you. I won't take your abuse anymore. I'm making a stand. Squat. Puddle. Whatever. And as soon as I can find someone to take me off the burner, you'll never have to think about me again. I'll bet that makes you all warm and fuzzy in your happy places, doesn't it' So fine. Go back to your midnight soup du jours, go back to your lunchtimes with those skanks from Campbell. Go glut yourself on Ramen. I couldn't care less. Because any day now someone will take pity on me, come and pick me up, and whisk me away to be enjoyed somewhere else.
Aaaaaaaany day now?
http://i738.photobucket.com/albums/xx21/dfenner_photo/stew-2-1-1-1.jpg By: The Stew January 3, 2010
We have to talk.
I know you said this time was the last time, or that you were only doing this for my own good, but that's exactly what you said last week. And the week before that. And the week before that. I'm sorry. I just can't do this anymore. I can't keep living the lie. When new patrons come into the kitchen and ask where I got the new dents from, I just do what I always do and keep my lid shut. What else am I supposed to do' Tell them the truth"
We used to be happy once. We were young together and in love, and when you tasted me for the first time decades ago you told me you'd appreciate me forever. I thought I had found the love of my life. I thought you would never hurt me. But then the years passed, and you looked on with disdain at my curdles and the burnt flakes floating around inside me. You called me rancid and moldy, and told everyone new to town to stay away from me. You started exploring newer, fresher flavors when you thought I wasn't looking. But I always saw. I knew you were going to take your pick of the harlots from the fridge that night in November. What will it be tomorrow" Broccoli" Split pea" Borscht' French Onion' When did I become so wrong for you that you felt you had to tiptoe around me and carry a metal spoon"
I get it. I know I made a hash of things once, that evening when Mason was borrowing something from the spice rack. I'm not proud of the things I've done. But I was lonely, and I missed you. I just wanted to be noticed again.
Not like this. Never like this.
I don't know whether you're punishing me, or if you're just tired of me and are trying to drive me away so you can be free to do your own things. In either case, I'm here to congratulate you, because I've had enough. I don't deserve your abuse or the pieces of charcoal and old, nappy shoes you throw into me. I can find someone that will appreciate me for who I am and who will go the extra mile to pamper me. I'll bet you haven't even HEARD of Adidas.
I have a real shot here at happiness. I think I've found love again. I'm sure you know her. She knows how to treat someone like me, and I don't hold my bubbles every time she comes into the kitchen to cook or bake brownies. I don't sit there wondering if she's carrying a spoon or a wrench, or is in any particular mood to wail on copper. She's not like that. She won't hurt me just because my broth is a little thicker than most, or because my ingredients smell like formaldehyde.
I hope you'll be happy someday, and that you'll find someone who won't boil you or throw rocks at you when you become lumpy or bitter. But what am I saying" You're well on your way there, toots. Not to burst your bubbles, but you aren't exactly a spring chicken yourself. And all that seawater isn't exactly doing wonders for your complexion. You'll never change for the better. I don't care how many philanthropic towns you try to renovate or spas you try to build. I'll always see you as what you are: A self-righteous, over-achieving stew abuser. Oh, yeah. And those pants do make you look fat. It must be from all your over-indulgence with that French Onion wench. What' You don't like that I'm saying" You think I'm insulting you? Well I'm not afraid of you anymore. What are you going to do, sweet cheeks" Chase after me" On that liver, you won't get very far. Yeah, I've seen all those tequila shots you've been inhaling.
But the beauty of all this is I don't have to care any longer. I'm here to tell you that I'm done with you. I won't take your abuse anymore. I'm making a stand. Squat. Puddle. Whatever. And as soon as I can find someone to take me off the burner, you'll never have to think about me again. I'll bet that makes you all warm and fuzzy in your happy places, doesn't it' So fine. Go back to your midnight soup du jours, go back to your lunchtimes with those skanks from Campbell. Go glut yourself on Ramen. I couldn't care less. Because any day now someone will take pity on me, come and pick me up, and whisk me away to be enjoyed somewhere else.
Aaaaaaaany day now?