Topic: A Small, Bright Pebble

Kes

Date: 2013-01-17 18:20 EST
A hunt, they said, with willing participants that would mutually benefit all parties. The first invitation she had gotten to one was some three years ago and she had gone out of curiosity. They had offered her the right incentives, it had the seal of approval from the city, and there was screening that happened to make sure everyone was healthy - of mind and body - later she would doubt the first of that for any that willingly participated.

The Great Hunt - Every Friday night from dusk until dawn - Wear appropriate colors for what preferences you have (Red for female, Green for male, Yellow for either) and follow the additional accoutrements to indicate if activities outside of the main are welcomed (See attached document for details). To the Willing, you are responsible for your attire, any that do not follow the rules will be expelled, or subject to activities that the Hunters cannot be held liable. The Willing must show up an hour before dusk for inspection, we guarantee a minimum of five hunters however some specialty requests might not be available on all nights. Please contact us if you have a special request, additional costs will apply.

It was all very civilized. They would stalk through a section of a city, small town, or forest and "hunt' down the Willing. The Hunters, all vampiric in nature — though with varying natures to be sure — were able to feed without threat of pesky law enforcement getting involved. Anonymity could be maintained through wearing masks, both the Willing and the Hunters, and other, darker, urges could be satisfied by finding one of the Willing wanting such dark urges to be performed on them; a real win-win situation.

Overall Kes had hated the experience but it did allow her to satisfy her hunger without dealing with any repercussions the next day. She went once a month, sometimes twice, always masked and only to feed. Some of the Willing were looking to be terrified and she typically chose those for her victims, willing or not that was what they were. She would stalk them, hunt them down, corner them and drink her fill. That had worked until one of the Willing had gotten attached. He was there every time she participated and put himself in her way. He was human, which meant he was either hiring one of the other vampires to scent her out or using magic to do so; neither of those were acceptable to her for the Hunt was nothing more than a way to feed. She had stopped going shortly after the coordinators had reached out to her stating that a man had offered a ridiculous amount of money to be given her personal information.

Why the urge to join the Hunt that night had been so strong she did not know, but she did not feel the need to analyze it closely and so she went; the coordinators had been thrilled to have her as she had brought in several repeat customers. It had been hours after dusk that she arrived and began stalking through the designated stretch of woods that was the hunting ground for the night. When she arrived she could smell three or four of the Willing straight off and avoided them, they reeked of desperation and lust, she was there to feed her hunger, not bed some stranger.

As she skirted the edges of the allowed area a different scent came to her on the wind, licorice and citrus, it was a unique blend and one that brought to mind a very singular man. Her path was altered and she danced through the shadows until she could see him walking steadily down one of the many paths. Hunt abandoned she diverted her attentions for a time to converse with him. She found him intriguing, frustrating, full of odd angles and odder behaviors; in short, she liked his company.

When he left her, perhaps an hour later, she felt empty. How long had it been since she had company she truly enjoyed" Something so simple as someone to talk to beneath the beauty of a nearly full moon without worrying about other considerations" It was a question she would need to think about, and consider the why when she admitted the answer to herself. What had he said" "I also notice you are surrounded by a veil of words, questions, explanations. You can take off that veil as easily as you removed your jacket, if you work up the courage."

Oh yes, she could take that veil off, she had in the past...and that had worked so well for her; even in her internal monologue the words sounded full of bitterness. In this town vampires were commonplace and perhaps she could be more open about such things, but not all vampires were the same and once details were exchanged she found more people kept their distance — as they should — than not. It had been a pleasant way to spend some time and so she would take it for what it was, a nocturnal interlude. "I know not how I may seem to others, but to myself I am but a small child wandering upon the vast shores of knowledge, every now and then finding a small bright pebble to content myself with.*" He had been a small, bright pebble that had contented her for a time.

It was still hours until the sun rose and forced her to retreat, there was the Hunt and her hunger. The fools that submitted themselves so willingly to be prey would not fill the empty hole but it would satisfy a necessity, and so she returned to the Hunt and lost herself in the momentary pleasure it provided.

*Quote by Plato.

Kes

Date: 2013-01-24 09:25 EST
War makes for a poor canvas for self-reflection. There were those that believed her station in life created a bubble of safety, a barrier between the realities of war and her day to day activities. Being in the family of a man that ruled all the lands that could be reached within a two month travel was not all rose petals and wine.

Later in life Kes would come to wonder at the view people had of the Empire and how it worked, the histories that painted it as a romantic time, the wars just words that held no weight. War, in the time she was growing up, was personal. It was hand-to-hand, blood, gore, guts that created hard men, and dangerous times for women.

At the age of ten her father, Alexios I Komnenos, betrothed her to a newborn son of Constantine Dukas, Michael VII. Dukas was co-Emperor at the time and his son was expected to succeed his father on the throne. It was ten years later when that marriage would begin to be planned and she would act on plans to leave, what woman wanted a child as a husband" Worse the boy had grown up to be cruel and the hints of the man he would become was more than obvious to her and she wanted nothing to do with him or the life that marriage would bring.

To be fair, or as fair as events mitigated by time could be, Alexios was not a bad man, just a bad father. It could be said she was not a good daughter, back then she had been called Alexia, and now she could admit there was some truth in that as well. It seemed as she aged her ability to accept responsibility became more robust, this wasn't to say that others didn't contribute but there were other actions she could have taken at some of the crossroads.

That first one, that night so many centuries ago that had her sneaking out of the Palace, that one she would not have changed. Staying and marrying Michael would have satisfied her obligations to family and state and would have meant a slow, painful death of self. No, she would not believe that anyone should be forced into such a thing simply because of the family you were born into. She did not then and that has never changed....unlike nearly everything else that seemed so very immutable; but how could she have foreseen the meeting of a legend, a monster spoken of in whispers to frighten children into good behavior"

There was irony in what happened that day she went to make a stealthy exit from the Palace, a bitter one that would lead her family to war with the Ducas household. The bag had been packed and hidden, ready for the right time. That night there was a celebration taking place, one of many that were scheduled to lead up to the wedding, her wedding. The Palace was filled with unfamiliar faces, guards, additional servants brought in to handle the hundreds of guests.

The time had been perfect. Leaving the main hall under the guise of needing a change of clothes after red wine had been spilled on her gown she rushed toward her quarters. Her maids would not be in attendance, they would be resting out of the way in the servants hall. Alexia was not a fool, but she was also not a scoundrel and her thoughts did not lean toward paying heed to the shadows, not back then.

She was reaching under her bed for the hidden bag when four men peeled away from the shadows in the room and surrounded her position. They were large, larger than nearly anyone she'd seen before except in the gladiator pits. Their faces were covered by elaborate, unfamiliar, helms and they wore rough leather armor, all bore weapons of one kind or another and had them drawn.

"I do not know what brings you to my chambers but my father will have you and every last one of your relatives killed for your insolence." The shield of royalty thrown up before her, it was her only weapon at the time. "Leave now and I will not mention this transgression." There was only a slight tremor in her voice, her back was straight and she looked directly at the man that seemed to be the leader.

"Seems to me you should worry more after what is going to be happening to you, m"Lady." The lady said in a sarcastic tone that Alexia had never heard used, not in her presence. "For our transgressions have not yet begun this night."

One of the other men had come up from behind her and in what seemed a practiced action whipped a gag around her mouth, following it up by with a coarse sack over her head, a rope tied tight around her waist pinning her arms to her sides and she was hefted over someones shoulder, his armor digging painfully into her stomach. It felt like it had only taken a moment and she was trussed and bound like some pig being made ready to go to slaughter.

As frightened as she was she still managed to kick out at the man holding her, a grunt letting her know that she hit. His grip did not loosen and he shook her violently. "Do that again and I will start beating you here and now." His words were thick with a foreign accent and the promise in the words chilled her blood.

Start beating her now....That sounded a lot like that was a part of the plan for later, this was definitely beyond her experiences. There was always the threat of kidnapping, but that was for ransom and if you beat, or otherwise harmed her, the ransom would be less. She did not believe that these men intended on selling her back to her father, no....they were after something different.

How the men managed to get her from the Palace she could not guess. Every now and then she could hear the muffled sounds of music or voices but never close by, not that she could muster much sound with the gag in her mouth. It didn't feel like long before she was hefted up and onto the back of a horse and things became a blur of the sound of hooves and the breath of the man that wrapped a trunk-sized arm around her waist keeping her in place.

Fear drained her energy and pain, the rough fabric of the sack combined with the tightness of the rope were forming bruises on her flesh. Only a silent resolve not to show the fear kept her from attempting to scream, it would do no good, or that was what she told herself again and again during the nightmarish ride.

When they finally stopped the man pulled her from the horse and without any support she crumpled to the ground, her legs were numb as was her mind. She was jerked to her feet by the rope and the sack was removed so that after blinking a few times she could see where she had been taken. It was a small manor house, just outside the city but it might as well have been a hundred miles for all the good the landscape told her of her position.

The man she had pegged as the leader came up to her then, his man holding her upright in grip hard enough to make her wince. "You know they talk about your beauty." His hand reached out and yanked the gag down before cupping her chin, turning her face to the left and then to the right. His fingers were calloused and he was not trying to be gentle in his handling. "It's rude not to answer a man, you know they talk about your beauty, right?"

"I know that my father will kill you for this." Her words sounded hollow even to her own ears, she was scared and she was not at all sure anyone would find her before these men did whatever it was they had in mind.

Alexia wasn't sure what reaction she expected but it certainly wasn't the laughter. First the man holding her face laughed, then his men joined in a chorus, they were all aware of the joke but had yet to fill her in. "Haven't had such a beauty in my bed before. Shame I can't just keep you to myself, but I will have you first." Following the words up with a brutal kiss, he crushed his lips against hers even as a soft, shocked gasp tried to escape.

"The Lady does not seem to want your tender affection." The voice came from the shadows, it was calm and cold. The men forgot about her for a moment and all drew weapons to face the stranger in the dark.

"She will, after the second or third man, she will be dying for some tender affection." The leader stepped toward the shadows, sword in hand.

"I would give you a chance to repent and go on your way, but it is not in my nature to allow prey to run free when I hunger." The stranger stepped into the light and his bright blue eyes focused on Alexia; it felt like daggers slicing through her soul. "It is in my nature to collect pretty things."

"Listen—" Was all the leader managed to say before his throat was ripped into bloody tendrils, a fountain of red springing forth from a gaping wound. The others did not have time to react, they were only human and the thing that desired their demise was something far, far from human anymore. After the second man screamed, his hands at his waist trying to hold the steaming pile of intestines from spilling out through the rent flesh was when Alexia fainted. It was not that she had never seen blood before, she just had never seen casual carnage that was inflicted without warning, without being able to see the man that caused it; her mind rebelled and shutdown and her fall to the ground was hard, the screams of the dying following her into the depths of unconsciousness.

A chilly hand brushed her cheek, it was a tender action and the confusion she felt was amplified by the unexpected affection. "Saresh?" Speaking the name of the family doctor, figuring she was at home and in his care. When her eyes slid open she could not see anything, the darkness was absolute. Her other senses told her she was underground on a bed of leaves and debris, the air was thick with moisture and the earthy aroma of deep dirt.

"I think I will call you Kes. Perhaps one day I will tell you why." The voice was low, deep and commanding, it sent a chill up her spine and she could not prevent the shudder that raced along side it.

"Where am I" Who are you? What do you want?" The questions spilled out, it had been too much this past day — had it been just one day' If she was going to die she wanted to know, wanted to face it on her own terms.

"All things in good time." He leaned in and suddenly she could see him, his too-blue eyes seemed to cast their own light, illuminating his face enough to see the structure of his cheeks and forehead. "I will answer the last for you. I want you, Kes, and to possess you I must change you. This will hurt, but the pain will pass.? Then her world filled with pain, she felt teeth rend the flesh of her neck, digging deep into the muscle and then drinking her life's blood as it poured from the wound. It was worse than dying, she could feel her soul being torn to pieces.

The pain and process lasted for a day and a night, by the time he was done with her, having remade her into an image he could possess, she was no longer Alexia....no longer even a shadow of the woman she had been, she was Kes.

(Note: I have re-written her past a bit.If you met her before this rewrite please respect the changes. :) )

Kes

Date: 2013-01-25 18:36 EST
"Hell is empty, and all the devils are here." Kes was in the glen, the Hunt had started when the sun sank into the horizon. The Willing were anxious, longing, desperate, all the same emotions she had sensed nearly every time she attended. Now she was talking to herself...again. She did not have a personality disorder, but when you spent so much time alone it was only natural, or so she told herself, to converse aloud; she might have forgotten how to speak over some decades if she had not started the habit.

"Brilliant, quoting Shakespeare again. And what? Is that my subtle way of calling myself a devil" That is nothing new, so silence with you unless you have a point." Arguing with herself, she was pretty sure that wasn't normal but she did not care. There were two distinct portions of her personality, there had been since that day...and night, so very long ago.

"Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary." That secondary voice droned at her the words of Edgar Allan Poe.

"I wept not, so the stone within me grew." She countered with Dante, it was fitting as she was reading the Inferno again. "And is that what you want' The stone within you to grow?" It had changed tactics and it put Kes on edge, that other part of her had a point to make and it would be something she did not care to ponder, of that she was sure.

"Why ask such things" It does not matter what I wish in regards to that. You have long since made my emotions a moot point. You give me amusement, curiosity and anger, all else need fall the wayside." One hand rose and rubbed at her temples, the Willing were striking out now, finding quiet corners so that they could have a better chance of being chosen. "We have the possibility of every emotion." It mocked her, this was an old argument.

"Oh yes, the possibility. Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of men." Nietzshe had said, Kes amended it. "And women, and whatever the hell it is I am." Her words were spoken without inflection. So old was this argument and nothing about it changed.

"Is that why you have already given up on him?"

Ah, the heart of this matter tonight. There was movement nearby and she fell silent as she made her way westward, there was a different scent on the air and she sought it out. The scent was sharp, and extremely masculine, there was no fear, no anticipation, there was arrogance and violence...and it drew her like a moth to flame. "Another sheep, that will not satisfy you after giving up on the other."

"Perhaps not a sheep, a wolf in sheeps clothing." It was a distraction, she knew. She did not want to address the situation her other was alluding to with such subtlety. "I have not given up. I have merely changed my expectations."

"Changed your expectations?" The words were repeated back to her in a sarcastic tone. "You can lie to others but why try to lie to me" I am in your head."

"Then you need not ask me stupid questions." The words were a hushed growl, the anger in her grew and the hunger along side it.

"You lie to me because you think I can not see the truth of things. You would rather give up than press forward, he frightens you because his actions stung you, and even that pale imitation of a real emotion has sent you packing." There was amusement in the voice, it was digging at the sensitive spots, clawing at her flaws to get the anger to a blinding rage; it was very good at getting her there.

"I have given him the option. He will take it or he will, hopefully, continue having random conversations with me. Either is fine.? Her voice was dropping with each word, the man she had sensed was now in sight.

He was stalking through the trees, keeping low to the ground, his colors were difficult to make out as he went with darker versions so that he could blend into the environment. Now she realized that he had flowers on him, a variety of things that were probably meant to confuse the Hunters, they might just work on others....she was not a typical anything and so what they had done to her was draw her in. Perhaps tonight would be a satisfying hunt, she did love a challenge, but she also liked to know that the challenge was possible to overcome. Maybe that was why she found herself putting up obstacles with him, she suspected that challenge was without a winning option, perhaps it was just without such an option for her....probably. But this prey....he would satisfy for now. And so she began to hunt.