Topic: A soul too far

Joe Mason

Date: 2015-06-01 23:51 EST
Joe was sure it was a cold day in hell. He stared down off the edge of the roof top he was standing on at the crumpled body resting on the sidewalk below with limbs at awkward angles and a pool of blood slowly spreading. He couldn't see the man's eyes in the dark, but he knew the life was gone. A pulse that had only had a moment to flare upon impact before it was gone to the ethers. The soul hadn't even a chance to release to join the Well and have a chance to be reborn.

This wasn't supposed to happen. It wasn't supposed to be possible.

He backed slowly away from the edge. He was too exposed, bathed in moonlight, too visible. The area was quiet, not a single light in a window. It was all wrong, there were people down there, living. He could feel their pulses. He could feel their souls.

Two steps, three, he stumbled and just barely caught himself with an outflung hand scraping against the chimney. The pain barely registered. He was far enough from the edge to not see the street or be seen, but he knew someone was coming. Someone knew there was evil in the afoot. A scream split the air and Joe fled into the shadows, the place Between.

The ancient pathways didn't want him. They were in turmoil, in distress, an amplified reflection of Joe's own mind. The shadows spat him out at the Well, something that almost never happened. Usually it was a maze, a game, to master the twists and turns of the hall of Pillars, to perfect the dance.

No sooner did the hall become solid around him than his strength sapped from his body and he dropped to his hands and knees. He could feel the scrape on his hand now, pulsing rapidly along with his heartbeat. This was all so wrong. He felt so....human. It's how he knew that, while no one else was visible there with him around the Well of Souls, the Others were there with him. He took a few deep, shuttering breaths before looking up to recount the tale of his greatest failure.

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It had begun in the evening, near sunset. Joe had been waiting for the moment when it would be right to collect this particular soul, so long in fact that he began to question the wisdom of his peers. What were they waiting for" This possession had been wrong to begin with, a silver soul bound to a seemingly quiet, harmless person....but quickly had been transformed into a monster. They gray souls of men are often incomplete, and an Ancient soul can bind to complete them, often to wondrous results. A student who needs a push to finish a hard program. A scientist who just can't make that last breakthrough. But the binding is hard and over time the gray soul begins to weaken.

At that point it's Joe's job to go and collect them. Most souls gave up the game easily, others needed a little encouragement. Some like this one needed tough love.

Joe knew this wasn't going to be an easy extraction. The man this soul had taken over had been a chemist. He did research for a small pharmaceutical company. The poor guy hadn't so much as gotten a parking ticket, but within days of possession instead of discovering a new antibiotic as he was intended to, suddenly he was making a new drug to be abused. And then he was selling it. Within weeks it had become a craze. The news was sensationalizing it, the police were stumped. It was unlike anything they'd ever seen.

That was enough for Joe to want to step in. No one had been hurt, but he knew it was coming. The rogue soul wasn't content with its gains, and the drug dealers whose territory he was trampling on weren't very happy. The first body was the result of violence, not the drug. But it wasn't the rogue soul, They'd said. Wait, They'd said. Joe didn't like this. Not in all the centuries he'd been Collecting had they not collected a wayward soul as soon as it' begun to affect the human.

He almost thought he understood when he saw the man for the first time, in the flesh. Humans who'd been ensouled too long started to look weak. Their souls began to fade and go dormant. Who they were before the binding diminished. It wasn't good for either soul. But this man looked robust, healthy. His soul bright entwined with the ancient soul. They were thriving! But Joe saw the tarnish in the silver. It'd happened before, to others. The result was never good.

Still, the Others held him back. Told him not yet. Don't act. Leave it be, it's not our place to intervene. Humans can be bad all on their own. And so he waited, and he watched.

It was when the first overdose happened that he decided he could wait no longer. When it became an epidemic he broke down and went against They who had been his brothers since the dawn of their age. Twelve people had died in one day, most of them young and bright, with souls that could have gone on to be something. To do great things. Joe felt each loss deep within himself, like tiny pieces of his own soul had been ripped away.

He stole a binding stone from the Hall and fled the In Between to the realm of mortals. He could get exiled for this or worse....bound himself. But once he'd stepped from the path of shadows and into the light of the dying sun he felt a sudden rush of power. A sudden sense of certainty that this was the path he was meant to take.

The chase hadn't taken all too long, but longer than he would have liked. The rogue soul had seen him and ran, Joe pursued. Had there been others there" He couldn't remember anything but the passing impression of faces. Dull souls that couldn't dream of holding his attention like the sickly bright pulse ahead of him.

They delved deeper into the the fringes of the city, where only the have nots dwell. One alley after another, one street, one twist, one turn. And then up. They climbed, and they jumped and finally Joe had caught up.

"This is the end!" He called, his voice hoarse from the effort of the chase. He should have known something was wrong when he noticed he was struggling for breath. Where had his vigor gone" His prey only laughed at him.

"For you, maybe," he taunted, arms held wide. They were on a roof top, and the soul was backing towards the edge. A bluff. Joe gripped the stone in his pocket, letting his fingers slip over the fine carving etched into its glossy surface. The strongest binding they could craft.

"You've done enough damage," Joe replied. "Come easily and maybe they'll let you free sometime before the end of this age." In a subtle, casual movement he withdrew the stone, the words of bind already forming on his tongue. But the rogue only laughed, high, harsh. Menacing. Joe stepped forward and he stepped back. He stepped onto the lip of the roof and Joe stopped.

"You have no idea what I've done." In that moment Joe struck, but it was too late. The spell was incomplete and though it tugged the rogue soul free it couldn't take hold....and he'd already fallen backwards. Joe wasn't near enough to grab him, not even close enough to reach the edge before he'd hit the ground.

And the nefarious soul that should have been silver" Joe saw it before it dissipated into the shadows. It had been a twisted black oil slick, unlike any he'd ever seen before. He almost could hear it laugh as it blew away. And beyond he could see the twisted mess it had created, life-less below. ————-

Joe cursed when the Others pulled back from his memory. The connection was never easy, but this time he could feel their anger.

"You know it was wrong," he told the Pillars as he stood. The Well was gone and he was back in the maze of the hall. "There was something wrong with that soul!" His voice raised to a shout. "I could have done something, if only...!" He clenched his fist and was shocked to feel a crack.

He knew what he held before he'd turned his hand over and uncurled his fingers. He was still surprised to see the binding stone cracked and crumbling into dust in his now-loose grip. He furrowed his brow and look around in bewilderment.

"What does this mean?" He asked the shadows.

They held no answer. They were only black.

Joe Mason

Date: 2015-06-11 22:31 EST
It wasn't like Joe to spend significant lengths of time in the mortal realms. Some worlds were better than others, but not all were always accessible to the shadow paths. The Nexus always was and often when he sought to just be that is where he went. However, since he'd encountered the tarnished soul he had been lingering on Earth. Lingering amongst the children of Adam and Eve who had no clue how young their world truly was. Mostly ignorant to the ways of the universe, and completely lost when it came to the possibility of what lay beyond their known realm.

Joe didn't like the chaos. The mess. The noise. The constant pull of pulses that would rip him apart if they could. Ancient souls like his who refused to let go of corporeal life, but unlike him had no place being there. They were allowed, tolerated to a degree, and it was starting to leave a sour taste in his mouth. As a Collector he had worn many lives, many faces, many names. All had belonged to men who were destined to fade from Earth long before the aging process could manage. This body had been riddled with cancer when he had adopted it, given up willingly by a soul that would ascend to become something new. Joe was the only soul in there and to those who had known his body before....he was a completely different man, even though he still looked the same. They didn't know him after he'd risen again, like Lazarus from the cave.

He was seated in a cafe in the city of New York, looking at the face he wore. He knew it as himself, but yet he'd known all the other faces. In his last life he'd been a short Irishman with hair so red it looked like fire and skin so pale he practically glowed. He'd heard the modern joke about gingers not having souls and it made him chuckle out loud to recall.

"What's so funny?"

Joe turned, surprised that the waitress had snuck up on him with such ease. Humans, regular, mortal humans, couldn't usually do that. He rubbed a hand across the few days worth of growth on his jaw and finally managed a weak smile at her.

"Nothing," he replied. "Just remembering....something." He shook his head. "It's stupid."

According to her name tag she was called Rebecca. She was young, Joe thought, maybe nineteen or twenty, short with blonde hair and honey brown eyes. He wasn't always the best judge of such things, but he found her to be cute. And by her expression she didn't seem to accept that answer. She was gracious enough not to call Joe on his stumble, though.

"Warm up?" She lifted the carafe of coffee she'd brought over and wiggled it at him. He glanced down at his half empty cup and shook his head.

"No, thank you, I should get going." He leaned forward to take his wallet out of his back pocket. He was about to fish out a few bills to pay when Rebecca waved at him to put it away.

"Naw, I'm not taking your money today," she said. She went on before he could respond, "You've been in here every day for the past week. If that's not customer loyalty, I don't know what is." Something about her smile seemed sad to Joe. "Besides, you seem like you been having a rough time lately. That's the first I've seen you smile in a while."

She started away from his table and turned to look back. "You take care of yourself, you hear?" Joe could only nod.

He stayed at the table a few more minutes, long enough to finish the last of his coffee.

Long enough to catch sight of the silver soul float in through the window.

He had just been getting up from his small table when it floated in benignly. The lights had dimmed and flickered a bit like a storm was passing through, and the temperature in the cafe dropped at least five degrees. Other patrons looked around and muttered, but most were unperturbed. None but Joe could see the soul.

Never before had he seen one like this, outside of the hall, unless he'd Collected it. He didn't know what to do, so he stood still and watched in horror. He hadn't brought any soul stones with him, they weren't permitted outside the hall unless on assignment, as in the hands of a mortal they could be damaging. He was powerless to stop what was happening.

The soul drifted around the cafe as if it were following some unseen waft of air. Joe thought it might just leave and he'd been prepared to track it down when it veered around violently....straight into Rebecca's back.

He drew in a sharp breath of air as he saw her stiffen, his eyes widening as he say the soul take hold. He saw the bright gray pulse that had been the human girl begin to dim, overshadowed by the sudden silver light. He'd never seen an actual possession before.

It didn't seem so bad. It all took as long as the space of a heart beat. The people at the table Rebecca were serving asked her a question, and after a quick shake she responded. Seemingly the same woman as she'd always been, except to Joe's eyes.

He forced his breathing to calm, willed his heart to beat at a normal rate and not the frenzied pace it had climbed to. This wasn't necessarily a bad thing. Most silvers only held a body for a few weeks, couple of months at most. They rarely caused any real trouble. Sometimes they did good things. Usually they just wanted to experience life again, to touch, to feel, to taste.

Joe turned and headed for the door. He wasn't going to worry about it. He was going to move on as he always did and he was do his job when the time came. He would let nature run it's course as the universe intended. He was stopped by a voice.

"Joe."

With his hand on the door, ready to pull it open and flee into the night, he turned. Rebecca had never asked his name. He only knew hers by her tag. They had only shared a few words at a time, never anything resembling a full conversation. There was no reason she should know his name.

Their eyes met and he clenched his free hand at his side. Her eyes had darkened from their sweet golden brown to deep, dark, maybe even black. From this distance he couldn't tell, but it made his blood run cold. He didn't respond.

"Hope to see you real soon, now, ta-ta," Not-Rebecca said. She winked at him.

He fled.

Joe Mason

Date: 2015-06-22 20:48 EST
Unrest. He could feel it all the way down to his core. Nothing had been right since he had encountered that first corrupted soul. More seemed to go wrong since the tarnished silver had taken Rebecca.

He had tried to keep an eye on her, he had, but there had been too much demand for recovery. It was almost as if the other ancient souls could feel the wrongness in the world so much that they fled before their time was truly up.

The other day one had walked up to him and begged to be released. Joe had been so shocked he hadn't known what to do. He froze. The man grabbed his hands and Joe could feel see the terror in his eyes. Luckily he'd had a stone on him, but that meant he'd had to return to the Halls before he could gather the soul he'd been sent to find.

Even if he'd wanted to he wouldn't have been able to prevent himself from recovering the soul. It only took Joe a heartbeat to pull it free. It went willingly to the stone and no more than the original binding spell set upon it to contain.

After he received one of the biggest shocks of his life: the possessed seemed to wake immediately. With a gasp and a shudder his soul came alive once more. Usually they fainted and it took a short while, but this was the first time Joe had come face to face, looked into the eyes of a human previously host to an ancient soul.

And in those eyes he saw fear, knowing.

"They're coming," he panted, grasping Joe's shoulders so hard he was sure the man had left bruises. "You have to stop....to stop..." Joe didn't have time to respond before the man faded out, almost fell.

When he next opened his eyes the message was gone. He didn't know what had happened. Joe let him go with some reassurances and a heavy feeling a dread.

Later, he found himself watching the coffee shop from a roof across the street. Watching the girl who should have been Rebecca. She seemed no different, outwardly, she'd done nothing unusual that he could tell, but even from this distance he could feel a subtle shift. A darkening.

It was only time.

Who were "they"?