Topic: An Artist's Labour

AJ Drake

Date: 2009-05-12 11:51 EST
It begins, as so many things do, with a single thought, a feeling, a wish. A vague memory becomes an image implanted in her mind, indelible, unwilling to be forgotten, screaming to be put to canvas, to be brought to life. Materials are found, gathered together, time is set aside, and the work begins.

At first, the pencil strokes across the canvas, the lines left behind barely visible, infinitely unrecognisable except to the one that put them there. Shapes appear beneath that pencil, a guide for the faces, the bodies yet to take shape, the scene captured in thought yet to be captured in life. Had she taken to photography, it would already be done, captured, needing only to be finished and framed, but she does not care for that instant art. No, this piece is to be a labour of love, an offering to one whose presence is becoming as important in her life as family.

A second pencil, softer, darker than the first, replaces that which made those faint, incoherent guide lines, and beneath its tip, a picture begins to form. Eyes, laughing and loving, lips curved in smiles, bodies holding close to one another; all take shape beneath the scratch of that second pencil. The memory is coming to life beneath the hands of the artist.

A few changes, and the beginning is done, the canvas ready to be touched with the inks set aside for that purpose. But she does not raise those inks to the picture just yet. No, she steps back, steps away, seeks other activities, leaving the work to continue another day.

Another day comes, and with it new revelations. Again, materials are set aside, this time with a throbbing heart that will not speak of what it has learned. She cannot share or pursue what little she knows; only make this offering, and hope it will strengthen a bond she has done little to forge as of yet.

A long moment to inspect the pencil lines, and she begins once more. The pen takes on ink, and the work continues, the scene before her gaining colour and life under her critical eyes. Hours are given over to the patient construction of the memory she now treasures, that first insight into something much greater than she could have guessed at. The hands give her a moment's wild panic, when she thinks she may have to start over, but a quiet suggestion from the master under whom she studies rescues what could have been a disaster. Yes, she still has much to learn about the use of shadow and light in her work.

And again, she steps back, steps away, seeks other pasttimes, leaving the ink to dry. Her master says it is complete, that she should not tweak or adjust any further. He says she has accomplished what she set out to do.

The third day comes, and all that remains is for the portrait to be finished, glazed and set aside to be given to the one it was intended for. The glazing brush sweeps over a dirty blond head with cheeky chestnut eyes fixed on a pale face dominated by a sapphire gaze, topped with a tumbling mane of citrine locks; arms wrapped around each other in silent possession of what is theirs; gazes locked in mutual affection. This is the memory she sought so hard to remember, to preserve - the first time she saw her brother in the arms of his sweetie here on RhyDin.

But the gift is not for Devon, not at all. After all, she only needs to look at him to know that he needs no reassurance of affection or ability in his life; he is as he is, confident and not easily swayed from a course once he is set on it. But the sweetie ....she worries for the girl, for the fragility she has seen, the troubles hidden behind the deep blue eyes. She has not seen her with anyone other than her brother, and thinks, perhaps, the little ingenue might welcome an offering of friendship.

The little canvas, one foot squared, the glaze dried and shining, sealing in forever that precious memory, is lovingly packed in soft paper, tied with string, and set aside to be collected at the end of the day.

And soon, perhaps, she will give it to the one it was made for, in the hopes of building a friendship that will last through all trials and troubles.

AJ Drake

Date: 2009-05-22 17:19 EST
"Paint me beauty, AJ. Paint from your heart."

Here she is again, before a blank canvas, and yet this time there is no instant flash of inspiration, no sudden knowledge of what it is she intends to put down. Beauty is requested, and beauty is hard to capture. Her master wishes something from the heart, and yet he has already mentioned that this is to be no portrait, for she has already proved her ability in capturing the essence of a person on the canvas.

A day is spent going over old sketch books, gazing around the city, trying to find the inspiration, that flash of understanding that will begin this task set for her by the man who is guiding her faltering steps through the world of creation. A walk with her brother, an evening with Stas, and as her head hits the pillow that night, an idea is forming.

The canvas is before her, and she knows now what it is she will bring to the piece. To paint from the heart she must know her heart, and in these past days she has been moved to tears by one moment and one alone. And it is that moment she has chosen to paint.

The pencil moves, drawing the rough guidelines across the canvas, again creating a burgeoning picture that is all but unrecognisable. But she knows what will come from it, or at least, what she hopes will come from it. A perfect moment, experienced in the presence of one who is as dear to her as any other, and imprinted forever on her memory.

This time, there is no clarifying darker pencil line to be drawn, for this is to be a painting. Oils are laid out on a palate beside her, and the blue of the sky is mixed and applied, the technicalities of brush strokes and layering of paints soon forgotten as the colour is built up, the nuances of cloud and greenery soon overtaking the concern over ability.

Slowly, it came into view. A sweeping vista of a green shore, rolling hills touched with forests, the breaking of the waves against the rocks at the bottom of cliffs almost too white to be real. This was her perfect moment, a moment shared with Stas on a perfect evening, watching the sunset over the most beautiful vista she had ever seen.

"Avalon ..."

A soft sigh, and she turns away, knowing by now when not to continue trying to create perfection when all she could hope for was an accurate rendering. Her master stands behind her, and very slowly, almost un-noticeable, he nods, just once.

Tomorrow the glaze will be applied, and when it is dry, Sunset over Avalon by Amelia Drake will be hung in the window of the studio for passers by to admire until the next piece of original art is created for them to display. Perhaps someone will buy it, perhaps not. But today, at least, she knows she has painted from her heart.

AJ Ryan

Date: 2009-07-23 07:44 EST
This labour is not one entrusted to her by her master, or commisioned by some art lover who wishes to see the talent of an emerging artist. No, this is her own choice, her own work, her offering of peace to parents who made mistakes and now wish to see them rectified.

The picture is set up beside her work place, still admired by those she works with, by journeymen, masters and apprentices alike. They are still reeling from the surprise of finding their cheerful, bubbling AJ married and pregnant, and this photograph of that significant day when Drake became Ryan brings them to stand around her as she works.

She has a mistrust of this instant art, understanding its convenience, but inwardly bemoaning the lack of time and love that go into its creation. Which is why her pencil is moving across a virgin pale sheet, recreating the pose, the movement, the joy of the photograph with infinite care.

She does not know when she will have a chance to give the piece to the ones it is intended for, nor the accompanying piece she intends to create for the parents of her husband. But it has to be done. They offered her peace and she accepted; now she must return that offering.

Her back aches from the position in which she sits, and when she stretches, her burgeoning pregnancy presses against the edge of the table. The master catches her weary sigh and comes to her side, sending her home for the day, not wishing to see her tire herself overmuch in her 'delicate' condition.

The next day, and she returns to the piece, examining it intently, wondering if she should add colour or simply leave it as this simple black and white piece. The question is put to her master, and he offers a suggestion that perhaps not true colour, but the watery fillings of sepia-coloured paints would be best applied here.

She is wary; it is not a medium she has attempted before with any degree of success. But he stays with her, offering suggestions and advice, not performing the work himself, but teaching her how to apply her vision as she works. And he is right; that gentle caress of yellowed paint seems to bring out the bittersweet joy of the piece.

It is set aside, to be glazed and framed when it is dry, and she turns to continue her work on other projects. But her gaze wanders back to the photograph, and the portrait she has created from it, often bringing a smile to her lips. Perhaps now this would all become easier, with peace offered on both sides.

AJ Ryan

Date: 2009-08-08 18:52 EST
A sheaf of crumpled napkins, a pile of blank canvas waiting to be touched ....this labour seems a mystery even to the master who watches patiently his youngest journeywoman as she lays out what she needs.

A memory stirs, of a party, of masks and music, dancing and laughter, of the richest colours and brightest smiles. Darcy's birthday party ....her time had been well spent there, making new friends, re-establishing the old, and in the quieter hours in the lull, scribbling across napkins to commit the masked faces and beautiful costumes to memory. Yes, this would make a fine exhibition for the festival.

First, the sketches must be transferred to paper, more attention to detail before the memory fades and becomes a dream. Masked faces appear beneath her pencil, lovingly recreated, notes written beneath them as to colour and appearance. Darcy, resplendent in red and black; her brother, David, in purple and black; Sivanna, in ethereal white; Maranya, the Catwoman; Zorro, though the man himself she did not know; Aja and Tru and everyone who had been there. Whether she knew their names or not, their faces would appear in this series of paintings.

Then comes the first touch to the canvas, base paint applied to dry before she begins to recreate the splendour of the evening. Slowly, layer by layer, Darcy's smiling visage appears, masked in black and red, rosy pale skin wrapped lovingly in the richest of satin and silk. Then David, and Sivanna, and so on ...

No work of a day is this, but weeks given over to lovingly recreating an evening she enjoyed for herself and for those who were there with her. People are not her strongest suit, but her master agrees, she will be pleased with the results when they are done. The strongest memory will bring forth the richest rewards in art.

So slowly they begin to form, richly garbed, masked dreams, set out around her work space as friends that gather around. And every morning she smiles back to them before setting to more detailed work, hoping to be ready to display them for all to see.