no one can really understand the depth of my training...i put my body to limit every day training...i just desire to be stronger than my brother...i never inteneded on having to use it more than i need to...i have lost my family to this training...i will not lose anyone else...by the grace of God i wont but that is growing harder and harder...since the arrival of two demons yet to be slain by me...i wonder what i can do...i gave myself to the darkness in hopes of being able to kill them but i see now it may prove to be my ulitimate test...to see if i dont allow myslef to be consumed to its power...