Topic: Blood Mandala

Sira

Date: 2015-06-18 20:59 EST
Sira didn't like how much cigarette smoke was filling the small room she was using as an operation room. Not the fact that it meant the room was no longer sterile, no, that didn't matter. She just doesn't like cigarettes. They reminded her of her ex-husband.

Her eyes narrowed on the culprit who was standing far too close to her patient. He was a man who seemed to be in the later stage of his middle years, but in Rhy'Din it was hard to tell. He wore a very nice silk suit in a black so dark it seemed to suck in the light. His tie was a brilliant scarlet, looking like a bright smear of fresh blood against the white of his dress shirt. He was bald and his eyes a stormy grey. He was watching her face, not her hands, which were busy digging some sort of bullet out of the back of one his so-called best men.

Sira found this odd, and disturbing. She prefers not to make eye contact, and few seemed to like meeting her off-colored eyes anyway. They are a deep brown with a centric heterochromia of honey-orange, pretty enough, but much like the man's suit they seem to draw light instead of the normal....glint....that people tend to have. And the longer you look, the more it seems she can see right into the darkest corners of your thoughts.

"So," the man's deep, gravelly voice broke her from her study and she returned her attention to the unconscious man on the table. "What is the prognosis for Varheem?" Sira grunted and shrugged, a most eloquent response.

"He's lost a lot of blood," she glanced at the pint hanging, to check it's level. Blood was cheap here thanks to all the vampires, but she still hated to waste it. "His right lung has been pierced multiple times, I would need a full team to fix it. Maybe a new lung." Also not hard to come by, thanks to the black market. And mages. "But I think the worst of it is the bullet nicked his heart." She glanced up from her work. "The small one, not the larger..." Non-humans were always tricky, even if she could read them. "I could probably prolong his life by a few hours, but full recovery is unlikely. I could still try."

The man took a long drag off of his cigarette and blew out the smoke through his nostrils.

"That won't be necessary," he replied, his tone dismissive. "He was a good man, but that's too much trouble. I just want the bullet. I will still pay your full fee." He turned and left the room, but the hulking goon that had accompanied them remained.

Sira's eyes were on the now closed door, one hand placed gently on the dying man's lower back. Even with her help he likely would have never recovered. The hand on his back remained, her other started replacing tools on the surgical tray at her elbow. She used a heart rate monitor for the benefit of others, it was useless for her. The beat had been slow, but steady enough, and now it slowed and slowed as she convinced his mind to let his body go. She let him feel no pain, feel nothing as his life left him.

Varheem. She didn't like knowing the names of the people she worked on like this. Not that it bothered her to know the name of a man in her care who died. He was in a dangerous business on a dangerous world and he had known the risks. She knew when she had put him under, read it from his mind, that he knew he was likely to die. He had accepted it, so could she. Knowing his name made it easier to access his deeper thoughts and memories, that lingered for a time even after he'd 'gone'.

While she worked to uncover the bullet lodged near his spine she could see his younger sister playing on their family's property when they were kids. She saw them playing near a peaceful pond. Skating in the winter, on the ice. Her lifeless body after some meaningless attack by some unknown perpetrator that had lead him to the Man's group, seeking revenge.

By the time she'd withdrawing the offending projectile, she knew his whole story.

She took the bullet to her sink to rinse it clean of blood and gore, revealing the odd pattern etched into its surface, somehow unscathed by both its explosion from the barrel of a firearm and its harrowing trip through a man's body. Sira wrinkled her nose. Magic.

She dropped the bullet into a vial and capped it, holding it out for the hulk to take. He said nothing when he grabbed it, and nothing when he left.

Alone she turned to deal with the corpse. It didn't bother her. After all, this is the life she had....not quite chose to enter, but had chosen to keep. It was messy, but it was hers.

Sira

Date: 2015-06-19 21:00 EST
Death didn't bother Sira. She saw her grandmother die when she was six, and it was also when her empathy first reared its ugly head. Ah, and ugly it was. She and her mother had been visiting the old woman in hospice. She was dying, yes, but that day she had been strong. The staff had even considered sending her home for the few more weeks or months it looked like she was going to live on.

Sira had been sitting near Nana's side, holding her hand, while her mother was off talking with her nurse. The sounds outside the room were happy. A spot of brightness in an otherwise somber establishment. But Sira knew something wrong with Nana, something the nurses and the doctors didn't see. They didn't know the cancer had spread from her lungs to a tiny spot in her brain. They had mistaken the tumor suppressing some symptoms with her health stabilizing. It wasn't unusual, after all, for someone to experience a period of wellness before they passed.

But Sira could see the damage, feel the pain her Nana couldn't feel thanks to the morphine. Of course the woman was pleasant and in good spirits! She was doped up. Enough that as the aggressive tumor grew and spread, it depressed her breathing more than the nurses knew. So little Sira held her Nana's hand while her breathing slowed....and slowed....until there was no more.

It wasn't until years later that she understood her role in her grandmother's death, that she had unconsciously helped her pass when she sensed that she was ready for the end. She didn't understand her abilities and what they could become. In that moment all she knew was the vacant stare of unseeing eyes that had moments before been so full of love.

Nana wasn't the last person Sira had helped in that way, but most of the death she was responsible for wasn't so peaceful. The government men had come to her at the end of her residency. The hospital had offered her a position after she got her medical license, but before that could happen she found her life taking a radically different path.

Now that she was "out" of the Agency she thought things would be different again. They had been. As rough as Rhy'Din was, even the most unsavory of sorts valued a person with her sort of skill set. Her discretion. She had found herself in a tough spot or two, but nothing this....targeted.

She didn't care about how filthy the ground was in the alley, she'd needed to sit. The body was only a few feet away from her, cold, and still. There wouldn't be any wounds discovered, no poison. His brain had just chosen to suddenly shut down every vital system in his body. The only indication that something foul was afoot was the wicked looking knife he still clutched in his hand. The knife he'd intended on plunging into Sira's back, a thought she'd caught almost too late. He'd managed to slice the sleeve of her blouse, and then grab her wrist, but it was that skin-on-skin contact that had let her in.

By the time she'd thought to read his dying thoughts to see if it was just a random attack it was too late. He wore some charm that had blocked all but his strongest of thoughts from her ability. On his person she'd discovered two pictures, one of herself, the other of a bullet she'd pulled out of a man just hours before.

Shakily she got to her feet. She contemplated calling the Watch as she left the alley, then thought better of it. With any luck one of the beasts of the night would get rid of the evidence before anyone else could find it.

Sira

Date: 2015-06-27 20:39 EST
Not all of her late night calls were bad ones. Or at least not all were full of blood and bodies. Sure, the majority of Sira's clients tended to be of the unsavory sort who paid well to keep off any official books, logs, or records. Sure, the majority of them were doing many things that she turned a blind eye to lest she get involved in things the Watch might object to.

This client was a regular of hers that she had met shortly after she'd finally pulled away from the Agency. He had helped her get out, she had helped him with some things she would never do again. At first he was a client like any other, utilizing her medical services when a regular hospital or a healer wouldn't do. Now, she cared for his cancer-riddled daughter.

It was a sad case, for sure, one Sira knew would soon come to an end. But it was one that even though she left the sick room with a heavy heart, she was glad to do.

"Thank you, Doctor Sira," the little girl had told her while she was listening to her lungs following a breathing treatment. Her name was Lizabetta, but everyone called her Bunny. Eight years old is far too young to have found so much pain.

"You're welcome," Sira replied between the girl's breaths. She smiled to cover up the worry. She settled her stethoscope around her neck as she rose. "I'm going to give your papa some instructions, you get some sleep now, okay?" Though she ruffled the girl's hair, this was only a verbal suggestion. She didn't need to coerce the girl's mind to go to sleep, even if she could bear to use her powers on her.

"Okay!" Bunny replied cheerily and settled into the multitude of pillows cushioning her bed. Sira's smiled slipped, and she turned quickly to exit the room.

Her father, Julian, waited outside. It wasn't a patient waiting, it was the pacing kind with a look of dread in his eyes. He was a large, intimidating man with a clean shaven head and week's growth of dark hair on his jaw. On the streets he struck an imposing figure, coming across as dangerous as he truly was. Now, he looked like any father who knew his only child's life hung in the balance. He froze when he saw Sira closing the door behind her.

"It's not good," he said in the deep voice she'd come to know so well. Sira shook her head.

"It's not bad, but it's not good either," she said, crossing her arms over her chest. Julian gestured for her to start walking and she headed for the stairs at the end of the lush hallway. Everything in the house spoke of money, riches, wealth. But that little girl's room was an oasis of Hello Kitty everything. "She has a mild infection in her lungs. There is medication that can help, but her immune system is compromised."

They descended in silence. They'd crossed the expansive marble foyer to the door before Julian finally spoke again.

"You can't tell it it....you know..." He gestured like he was a magician casting an illusion over the crowd. Sira cringed. She knew how little Julian liked magic of any sort, it was why he relied on Sira's practical medicine. He was still wary of her other abilities.

"It doesn't work that way," she replied slowly. "I can only suppress it so much, and it's only a....trick, anyway." She set her hand on his shoulder, mind steeled against the influx of sadness she knew she was bound to feel. "This is only a bump in the road, Julian. She'll get over it and she'll have years yet." It was only a small lie. There was a chance Bunny wouldn't shake the infection. Julian looked relieved, though.

"Yes, and I will make them good years," he said fiercely and lead Sira the rest of the way to the door. He reached into his pocket to retrieve her preferred for of payment — cold hard cash — but Sira stopped him.

"I can't take your money, old friend." She stopped his protest with a raise of a hand. "I will take a favor, though." Julian narrowed his eyes and hesitated. He gestured for her to go on. Sira pulled the photograph she'd taken off her would be assassin, the one of the bullet carved with archaic symbols. They were foreign to her. "I took this off a man sent to kill me the other night. The photograph. The bullet I had pulled out a goon the night before that."

He took the photo from her, frowning all the while. Men trying to kill Sira was a old business, not new. He studied the picture and shook his head at her.

"I'm unfamiliar with this, but I may know someone with some expertise." He tucked the picture into his jacket pocket. Then he gestured for one of the men that had been shadowing him. "Rhys will take you home." It was his turn to silence her with a hand. "And you will let him," he told her sternly.

Sira acquiesced with a sigh and a nod. Julian opened to door for them.

"I will be back in a few days to see how Bunny's treatments are going." Julian nodded.

"Be safe, my friend. Stay out of trouble for once, yeah?" Sira offered him one of her few genuine smiles.

"I'll do my best." No promises.