She breathed fire. The heavy oak doors were shoved open and in she stepped, laden by misgivings and day bags with her stubborn back turned to what was craved; the yellow sports car on the curb and her highway to hell. Before her was the Family. Denial burned like an effigy. All it took was a glance. All it ever took was one simple look and hell was freezing over. Her Grandmother was the first to approach, squeezing her up. "Our little heartbreaker. Are you hungry' I have pecan pie!!!!"
Perry reared back. "No."
"Why did you leave, Frank?", quizzed an Uncle. "He was nice."
Perry drew herself and her bags away from the circle of conversation and over to the East wall, where the day was quieter and she could clear her thoughts. She was already going for her cigarettes. This was not a good start.
The buzz and hum and chaos continued, and Perry juggled cleverly with every volley aimed her weary way, until she was so beat by two resonant and terrible words, that her volition crumbled, her gaping mouth full of spent smoke. "What did you say?" The two loneliest words in all the worlds. In all the languages within them. She had heard right, right"
And there sat her Mother. Holding those words. Ready to repeat them. Glazed with spite.
Perry crossed towards her. The rest of the Family a blur. Her peculiar silence catching on until there was only the tentative sound of a few plates being abandoned.
"Arnie died."
Her cousin"
"W-when?"
Perry collapsed to her knees, grasping onto her mothers heavy, floral skirt. Grasping. Tears sliding her cheeks like a drunk's wheels on a sleet-thick pass.
"Last week. Surely you know that is why I called. You knew how ill he was, Lovesong."
Her sob, the one that wracked and convulsed her, there, grasping onto her mother's heavy, floral skirt, shook the sense out of her. She slurred something. Even if they were words at all, they barely surfaced. God. This is what drowning must feel like. All water. At that moment, Perry sincerely wondered if one could die from crying" Her throat stung as she held the rest of the assault back that threatened the edge of her eyes. She couldn't see straight.
"He gave you everything you wretch. Everything. His car. The land. His collection of bottle caps. Everything!" Her mother stood and slammed down her birch cane. Her stare meant contempt. Little else.
Perry lifted her grief-sick eyes, fingers buried in her hair. Confusion and a nauseating relief reigned.
Perry reared back. "No."
"Why did you leave, Frank?", quizzed an Uncle. "He was nice."
Perry drew herself and her bags away from the circle of conversation and over to the East wall, where the day was quieter and she could clear her thoughts. She was already going for her cigarettes. This was not a good start.
The buzz and hum and chaos continued, and Perry juggled cleverly with every volley aimed her weary way, until she was so beat by two resonant and terrible words, that her volition crumbled, her gaping mouth full of spent smoke. "What did you say?" The two loneliest words in all the worlds. In all the languages within them. She had heard right, right"
And there sat her Mother. Holding those words. Ready to repeat them. Glazed with spite.
Perry crossed towards her. The rest of the Family a blur. Her peculiar silence catching on until there was only the tentative sound of a few plates being abandoned.
"Arnie died."
Her cousin"
"W-when?"
Perry collapsed to her knees, grasping onto her mothers heavy, floral skirt. Grasping. Tears sliding her cheeks like a drunk's wheels on a sleet-thick pass.
"Last week. Surely you know that is why I called. You knew how ill he was, Lovesong."
Her sob, the one that wracked and convulsed her, there, grasping onto her mother's heavy, floral skirt, shook the sense out of her. She slurred something. Even if they were words at all, they barely surfaced. God. This is what drowning must feel like. All water. At that moment, Perry sincerely wondered if one could die from crying" Her throat stung as she held the rest of the assault back that threatened the edge of her eyes. She couldn't see straight.
"He gave you everything you wretch. Everything. His car. The land. His collection of bottle caps. Everything!" Her mother stood and slammed down her birch cane. Her stare meant contempt. Little else.
Perry lifted her grief-sick eyes, fingers buried in her hair. Confusion and a nauseating relief reigned.