An Angel in the Night
Finishing the last of her drink, Jezebel left adequate money for the drink and a nice tip on the counter for Lirssa and pushed away from her seat. Raking her fingers through her hair once more, she slipped back through the crowd out onto the porch.
Her eyes pulled from the sky by the creak of the door. The sight, brought a slight smile and thrust of her chin. "It's you."
"It is," agreed the woman, her voice a warm hum in the evening air. She approached the railing, and there was something about the way the moon caught eyes like firelight, seeming to bring the color forward. "And how are you tonight, lovely?"
Roach admired the woman's presence, her glowing, thriving aura, the way the night honed her gaze like something molten but never cruel. "Been better, yo." Bringing her cigarette aside. "You" What's your name?"
"Jezebel," she answered the second question first, her head inclining with interest at the note of sadness in the other woman's voice. "I am..." her gaze turned for the moon, lingering there a moment as she searched for the word. "...here to help, perhaps. What's your trouble?"
"Nothing sex and weed won't fix, yo." Her raspy voice curled in on itself with something bitter. An upward nod to Luc and his girl but her eyes did not linger there but moved back instead to the radiant redhead against the rail. "You got weed?" Teasingly.
Jezebel's attention drifted to the man who spoke French as he gave them a nod. The smile on her face spread by degrees, her eyes flickering with a catlike interest before they returned to Roach. Hands spread before her, empty. "I can't help you with the weed," came the reply, her voice like a purr, plush velvet as she took a lean against the railing, one hip cocked against it just so.
That made Roach grin widely.
And, then, pat the empty space beside her on the middle step. "You smoke?" The American Spirit was nearly done, tucked between the middle and forefinger of her right hand, held delicately.
Resisting the urge to make a joke, the humor nonetheless flared in her eyes - a sudden burst of flame as the candle caught the wind. She lifted herself away from the railing, descending the steps on silent, graceful feet. She moved like a jungle cat, confident but curious, and took the offered seat with a quick sweep of one hand over the back of her skirt to keep herself decent. "Why thank you. What's your name, pretty?"
There's a purse on the next stair down and she's reaching into it to pull out a pack. She seems to be out of Spirits but she's got a full pack from Sergei of Rhy'Din Specials. Pale fingers, accentuated in their fairness by the pitch of her nails, shuffle out one for the redhead which she takes the liberty of lighting for her - and staining with a mulberry kiss - she hands it over. "Roach."
Her lips were red like rubies, like the deepest heat of a glowing coal, like blood. A smile notched those deep red lips - what better color for Babylon"— as the cigarette was accepted. She rolled it between two fingers thoughtfully, examining the deep wine kiss stain left like a promise on its filter. "Interesting name, Roach. And thank you." She put the cigarette to her own lips, fitting into that same pattern as she inhaled. "Mm," intoned a moment later. "...definitely improves the taste."
The blonde laughed a bit at that. "Flirt." A beat. "I uh...I like your vibe, Jezebel." An approving look. "I hope to inherit the earth." A sly look, in response to the woman's take on her moniker. "Don't hear your name none." She flicked her cigarette away; it darted into the air like a suicidal firefly and hit the stone ground in a hiss, floating in a rain puddle.
"So's, what brought you out here tonight?" Lifting an ashen brow side-long, being that the woman was right by her side, though not uncomfortably so. She hunched foward on her open knees, ratty jeans wide-legged and half covering her sneakers, elbows jutted over her thighs as she regarded her.
Her smile was suffused with its own radiant heat, the kind that warmed without burning. The kind that caught the cold and weary by the fingertips, drawing them closer with the gentlest of suggested tugs. "Isn't it nice to flirt?" She asked on the exhale, those candleflame eyes moving slowly over the other woman's face. "Brings a smile to the lips, blood to the cheeks. It just feels nice." Ashing the cigarette carefully, Jezebel studied its gently burning cherry a moment before her gaze lifted anew. Grinning, she tossed her head lightly, sending a plume of molten lava locks flowing over her shoulder and down her back. "See, now you are flirting, Miss Roach," she teased gently. "But fear not. I might be a nice girl but I'm not that nice."
"Might be that I am." Eyes shuttering a little at the way the woman described things so palpably, giving her cause to turn her intrusive stare towards her some more, wonderingly. She lit up a Special with a baby blue lighter and tossed it aside, taking a long drag before turning her eyes to the street. "Don't take you for nice. That's not what I'd call you ats all." Nails toyed at one of the spikes in the collar at her throat.
Her laugh was rich, low throated, the pleasant burn of a well aged whiskey. "...No' And what would you call me, then?" Brows arching curiously, she took another drag from the cigarette, staining her own lips with the barest blush of plum from the transferred lipstick.
Roach sat back; the edge of her midriff tee riding up her spine where where ink crawled its curious verses. She lifted her eyes to the sky again. "Luminous" Lucent. Yeahs, that one. My grandma had all these ...huge books, and she'd force feed em to me when she was still 'round. And that word, always ...sounded exactly like what it did." A smile, her lone dimple popping. "You're kind likes the walking, talking embodiment of it. Lucent. Neat word, eh?" There was a pause as she studied the woman's crimson mouth and the mulberry stain upon it. A flick of hazel to the woman's eyes and then, then she looks aside. "Didn't say whys you was here." Her voice gone a touch lower.
"Surely you got better things to do then talk the dictionary with a rat." Waving her cigarette at the woman, only half-teasing. Pale face distant a moment as if in eclipse by some private turmoil and then she took another long, hard drag on the nail.
A solar flare, a camp fire. The word fit, nestling into her chest for safe keeping. "You flatter me," she said after a moment, carefully ashing the cigarette again with a precise tap of her index finger. "In the grand scheme of things, I am looking for someone who isn't here. I know that he isn't, but I'm looking anyway. What can I say' I dig windmills."
Amusement like Fourth of July sparklers in her eyes, she rolled the cigarette between two fingers before putting it back to her lips. "But in the meantime, like I said. I'm here to help." Jezebel, like fire, was ultimately a formless think, catching alight wherever the conditions were best, fitting herself to whatever shape suited best. "And you? What do you seek tonight?"
The thin and the thick ropes of her hair swayed and joined and broke like a beaded curtain as she shook her head. "Don't knows. Think I'm beyond help. Maybe even yours. No offence." She breathed those roses into the air, that ghostly bouquet of smoke. Her eyes heavenwards again. "I'm just....I'm just here." A shrug of shoulders. "But, this, hanging, this is neat." A hint of teeth in her night orchid smile.
"Got a broken heart. Only time got the balm for that shiz."
Some regret, the shadows of it spreading like infatuation up her face and then dying out. Receding. Dissolving. "Only time got the goods for that."
Jezebel was one of those people who looked at you with every inch of her being, her gaze riveted, captivated. Her attention was a hungry thing, devouring every word like the speaker was the only person in the world. She nodded, her expression sympathetic. "Time heals most everything....eventually." Exhaling into the sky, she tipped her head back, heavy red falling like rivers of fire to the porch step behind her, pooling there, collecting, waiting to burn through. Only time would tell. "But little things can numb the hurt long enough to let you breathe: A shared cigarette, good conversation, a little flirtation with a pretty stranger." Her smile was sidelong, catlike and coy. Daring the woman beside her not to smile back.
But air compelled the fire"her mind raced with streaks of flame, achingly beautiful and wretched. But she nodded, she understood, she understood. A hard swallow and she did smile; wide. On her face it's awkward at first until it blossoms true. It don't last long; in it, is the coastal surf that never gets to happen, the autumn leaves on a car bonnet and sand breaking between toes. But she lets it go, and she does indeed breathe - in the night and out the smoke, the pain.
Dreads touch to Jezebel's shoulder, cheek to the woman's arm; her skin over-warm and that close, fragrant with magnolia, jasmine and that hint of patchouli. Soft, her voice thick with emotion, she spoke. "Thanks..."
She closed her eyes and fought the tears that were what burned most of all, at the sides of her gaze.
It was second nature, automatic and natural as breathing the way she slipped one arm around the other, her fingers snaking sinuously through serpentine locks to grace the shoulder opposite. "Hey," she crooned, a private lullaby, soothing as a marshmallow toasted to just the perfect caramelized confection. To be wrapped in Jezebel's arms was to be engulfed, she smelled of cinnamon and honey, distantly of molten rock and volcanic ash. Breathing deeply of summer's hothouse flowers on the back of the neck bent before her, she held Roach close. There was nothing unseemly in it, nothing lecherous or sleazy. It was her nature to provide comfort when and how she could. "It's alright. Or it's not, but it will be."
The comfort and the sensation of it, and the stranger, was enveloping. She allowed herself to float inside it, reaching around to wrap her arms about Jezebel as, finally, she cried. Silently, but the tears were there. And when they had made their way she cracked open her eyes and leaned back a touch; white dreads buried under molten red river, and she sniffled a smile. "You're right...just...uh...." she nodded a touch and exhaled. "Thank you, lady."
Time stood still. It could have been a minute, it could have been a decade. Jezebel held her, long fingers tracing soothing circles over the back of that skinny shoulder, weaving in an out of platinum locks like tesla coils. Only when the storm inside seemed to have subsided, when the woman lifted away and leaned back did she release her. The smile that was waiting for her was free of judgment, reassuring in its enduring warmth. "Feel better?"
"Yeahs." Rubbing the silvery trails from her cheek. "Needed that, evidently." Some embarrassment in the way she put that curtly, but it wasn't without a moon-touched grin. "I'm sorry to likes, cry all over your damn shoulder. I....been holding it in, last few days." Hand raked through that river of hair in a caress, a thanks divined by her fingertips as she leaned back further again, and nodded a few times. "Uh, I owes you a drink." She laughed a bit more, more of a croak than a caw and brought the cigarette to her tear-stained mouth.
"You a good sort; inside n' out, yo." Murmured with a shaken breath. "Where you staying anyway?"
"I'll take you up on that another time," she said softly, and the words were a promise. Her head tipped into those fingers as they breached the fiery depths of her mane. "Sometimes everyone just...needs to be held, no' To have someone stroke your hair and tell you that it's going to be okay." Her smile was warm and inviting, a crackling fire in the hearth on Christmas morning after all the presents have been opened and indolence overtakes full bellies. "I have a little space not far from here."
Yeah, she was going to hit the waterworks again. She shut her eyes tightly and laughed weakly. "Yeah, I....I gots to get some shut eye, too. You got a phone?" She glanced back up at the Dragon's door, already plotting ahead on where she was going to crash tonight. Not the safe house; feck that. Then she's leaning down to her bag to dig around for her cell. "I'd like to thank you....for uh...your kindness. Don'ts deserve it....but you're..." she struggled to make any sense as a thumb hit a few buttons.
"Not so good on the hugging thing; but you ....you helped."
Jezebel seemed to understand, though. She gave a nod, a hint of knowing in the warmth of her smile. "Everyone deserves kindness, Miss Roach," her reply like honey warmed in the sunshine, she reached for the phone when the moment presented itself. Gaze falling over its display, she entered her name and the requisite numbers before handing it back, her fingers folding over the back of the other woman's hand for a gentle squeeze before the contact slipped away.
"Be gentle with yourself," she said, and it was more of a plea than a command, a gentle urging, earnest. "Everyone is worth saving." Rising, Jezebel bent at the waist, leaning in to press a warm kiss to the other woman's cheek. The contact would tingle with its own residual heat for some time afterwards, the after impression of lips that could scorch as easy as they soothed. "Sleep well. I will see you again."
Fetching her bag, Roach slid the phone down the back pocket of her jeans and rose to her feet beside the woman. A hand rises to her cheek, where the shadow of a kiss flared and crackled and words fell through her mind; they hurt, but only because they mattered, only because Jezebel was right. Slipping to her tippy toes, she kisses the woman's cheek in turn and smiles. The real one, lacking all affectations. "I'd like that." And flicking her smoke into the evening she lowered her eyes and stepped up to the porch to drift in the door. Across the room and up the stairs for room 10-4. She knocks on the door and when it opens, she gives a nod to whomever is behind it and disappears inside.
Waiting until the woman had disappeared back inside, Jezebel smiled to herself, tipping her head back to take in the sky as she walked up the path, her hands outstretched to either side of her as though to embrace the world.
(with thanks to Roach Lee!)
Finishing the last of her drink, Jezebel left adequate money for the drink and a nice tip on the counter for Lirssa and pushed away from her seat. Raking her fingers through her hair once more, she slipped back through the crowd out onto the porch.
Her eyes pulled from the sky by the creak of the door. The sight, brought a slight smile and thrust of her chin. "It's you."
"It is," agreed the woman, her voice a warm hum in the evening air. She approached the railing, and there was something about the way the moon caught eyes like firelight, seeming to bring the color forward. "And how are you tonight, lovely?"
Roach admired the woman's presence, her glowing, thriving aura, the way the night honed her gaze like something molten but never cruel. "Been better, yo." Bringing her cigarette aside. "You" What's your name?"
"Jezebel," she answered the second question first, her head inclining with interest at the note of sadness in the other woman's voice. "I am..." her gaze turned for the moon, lingering there a moment as she searched for the word. "...here to help, perhaps. What's your trouble?"
"Nothing sex and weed won't fix, yo." Her raspy voice curled in on itself with something bitter. An upward nod to Luc and his girl but her eyes did not linger there but moved back instead to the radiant redhead against the rail. "You got weed?" Teasingly.
Jezebel's attention drifted to the man who spoke French as he gave them a nod. The smile on her face spread by degrees, her eyes flickering with a catlike interest before they returned to Roach. Hands spread before her, empty. "I can't help you with the weed," came the reply, her voice like a purr, plush velvet as she took a lean against the railing, one hip cocked against it just so.
That made Roach grin widely.
And, then, pat the empty space beside her on the middle step. "You smoke?" The American Spirit was nearly done, tucked between the middle and forefinger of her right hand, held delicately.
Resisting the urge to make a joke, the humor nonetheless flared in her eyes - a sudden burst of flame as the candle caught the wind. She lifted herself away from the railing, descending the steps on silent, graceful feet. She moved like a jungle cat, confident but curious, and took the offered seat with a quick sweep of one hand over the back of her skirt to keep herself decent. "Why thank you. What's your name, pretty?"
There's a purse on the next stair down and she's reaching into it to pull out a pack. She seems to be out of Spirits but she's got a full pack from Sergei of Rhy'Din Specials. Pale fingers, accentuated in their fairness by the pitch of her nails, shuffle out one for the redhead which she takes the liberty of lighting for her - and staining with a mulberry kiss - she hands it over. "Roach."
Her lips were red like rubies, like the deepest heat of a glowing coal, like blood. A smile notched those deep red lips - what better color for Babylon"— as the cigarette was accepted. She rolled it between two fingers thoughtfully, examining the deep wine kiss stain left like a promise on its filter. "Interesting name, Roach. And thank you." She put the cigarette to her own lips, fitting into that same pattern as she inhaled. "Mm," intoned a moment later. "...definitely improves the taste."
The blonde laughed a bit at that. "Flirt." A beat. "I uh...I like your vibe, Jezebel." An approving look. "I hope to inherit the earth." A sly look, in response to the woman's take on her moniker. "Don't hear your name none." She flicked her cigarette away; it darted into the air like a suicidal firefly and hit the stone ground in a hiss, floating in a rain puddle.
"So's, what brought you out here tonight?" Lifting an ashen brow side-long, being that the woman was right by her side, though not uncomfortably so. She hunched foward on her open knees, ratty jeans wide-legged and half covering her sneakers, elbows jutted over her thighs as she regarded her.
Her smile was suffused with its own radiant heat, the kind that warmed without burning. The kind that caught the cold and weary by the fingertips, drawing them closer with the gentlest of suggested tugs. "Isn't it nice to flirt?" She asked on the exhale, those candleflame eyes moving slowly over the other woman's face. "Brings a smile to the lips, blood to the cheeks. It just feels nice." Ashing the cigarette carefully, Jezebel studied its gently burning cherry a moment before her gaze lifted anew. Grinning, she tossed her head lightly, sending a plume of molten lava locks flowing over her shoulder and down her back. "See, now you are flirting, Miss Roach," she teased gently. "But fear not. I might be a nice girl but I'm not that nice."
"Might be that I am." Eyes shuttering a little at the way the woman described things so palpably, giving her cause to turn her intrusive stare towards her some more, wonderingly. She lit up a Special with a baby blue lighter and tossed it aside, taking a long drag before turning her eyes to the street. "Don't take you for nice. That's not what I'd call you ats all." Nails toyed at one of the spikes in the collar at her throat.
Her laugh was rich, low throated, the pleasant burn of a well aged whiskey. "...No' And what would you call me, then?" Brows arching curiously, she took another drag from the cigarette, staining her own lips with the barest blush of plum from the transferred lipstick.
Roach sat back; the edge of her midriff tee riding up her spine where where ink crawled its curious verses. She lifted her eyes to the sky again. "Luminous" Lucent. Yeahs, that one. My grandma had all these ...huge books, and she'd force feed em to me when she was still 'round. And that word, always ...sounded exactly like what it did." A smile, her lone dimple popping. "You're kind likes the walking, talking embodiment of it. Lucent. Neat word, eh?" There was a pause as she studied the woman's crimson mouth and the mulberry stain upon it. A flick of hazel to the woman's eyes and then, then she looks aside. "Didn't say whys you was here." Her voice gone a touch lower.
"Surely you got better things to do then talk the dictionary with a rat." Waving her cigarette at the woman, only half-teasing. Pale face distant a moment as if in eclipse by some private turmoil and then she took another long, hard drag on the nail.
A solar flare, a camp fire. The word fit, nestling into her chest for safe keeping. "You flatter me," she said after a moment, carefully ashing the cigarette again with a precise tap of her index finger. "In the grand scheme of things, I am looking for someone who isn't here. I know that he isn't, but I'm looking anyway. What can I say' I dig windmills."
Amusement like Fourth of July sparklers in her eyes, she rolled the cigarette between two fingers before putting it back to her lips. "But in the meantime, like I said. I'm here to help." Jezebel, like fire, was ultimately a formless think, catching alight wherever the conditions were best, fitting herself to whatever shape suited best. "And you? What do you seek tonight?"
The thin and the thick ropes of her hair swayed and joined and broke like a beaded curtain as she shook her head. "Don't knows. Think I'm beyond help. Maybe even yours. No offence." She breathed those roses into the air, that ghostly bouquet of smoke. Her eyes heavenwards again. "I'm just....I'm just here." A shrug of shoulders. "But, this, hanging, this is neat." A hint of teeth in her night orchid smile.
"Got a broken heart. Only time got the balm for that shiz."
Some regret, the shadows of it spreading like infatuation up her face and then dying out. Receding. Dissolving. "Only time got the goods for that."
Jezebel was one of those people who looked at you with every inch of her being, her gaze riveted, captivated. Her attention was a hungry thing, devouring every word like the speaker was the only person in the world. She nodded, her expression sympathetic. "Time heals most everything....eventually." Exhaling into the sky, she tipped her head back, heavy red falling like rivers of fire to the porch step behind her, pooling there, collecting, waiting to burn through. Only time would tell. "But little things can numb the hurt long enough to let you breathe: A shared cigarette, good conversation, a little flirtation with a pretty stranger." Her smile was sidelong, catlike and coy. Daring the woman beside her not to smile back.
But air compelled the fire"her mind raced with streaks of flame, achingly beautiful and wretched. But she nodded, she understood, she understood. A hard swallow and she did smile; wide. On her face it's awkward at first until it blossoms true. It don't last long; in it, is the coastal surf that never gets to happen, the autumn leaves on a car bonnet and sand breaking between toes. But she lets it go, and she does indeed breathe - in the night and out the smoke, the pain.
Dreads touch to Jezebel's shoulder, cheek to the woman's arm; her skin over-warm and that close, fragrant with magnolia, jasmine and that hint of patchouli. Soft, her voice thick with emotion, she spoke. "Thanks..."
She closed her eyes and fought the tears that were what burned most of all, at the sides of her gaze.
It was second nature, automatic and natural as breathing the way she slipped one arm around the other, her fingers snaking sinuously through serpentine locks to grace the shoulder opposite. "Hey," she crooned, a private lullaby, soothing as a marshmallow toasted to just the perfect caramelized confection. To be wrapped in Jezebel's arms was to be engulfed, she smelled of cinnamon and honey, distantly of molten rock and volcanic ash. Breathing deeply of summer's hothouse flowers on the back of the neck bent before her, she held Roach close. There was nothing unseemly in it, nothing lecherous or sleazy. It was her nature to provide comfort when and how she could. "It's alright. Or it's not, but it will be."
The comfort and the sensation of it, and the stranger, was enveloping. She allowed herself to float inside it, reaching around to wrap her arms about Jezebel as, finally, she cried. Silently, but the tears were there. And when they had made their way she cracked open her eyes and leaned back a touch; white dreads buried under molten red river, and she sniffled a smile. "You're right...just...uh...." she nodded a touch and exhaled. "Thank you, lady."
Time stood still. It could have been a minute, it could have been a decade. Jezebel held her, long fingers tracing soothing circles over the back of that skinny shoulder, weaving in an out of platinum locks like tesla coils. Only when the storm inside seemed to have subsided, when the woman lifted away and leaned back did she release her. The smile that was waiting for her was free of judgment, reassuring in its enduring warmth. "Feel better?"
"Yeahs." Rubbing the silvery trails from her cheek. "Needed that, evidently." Some embarrassment in the way she put that curtly, but it wasn't without a moon-touched grin. "I'm sorry to likes, cry all over your damn shoulder. I....been holding it in, last few days." Hand raked through that river of hair in a caress, a thanks divined by her fingertips as she leaned back further again, and nodded a few times. "Uh, I owes you a drink." She laughed a bit more, more of a croak than a caw and brought the cigarette to her tear-stained mouth.
"You a good sort; inside n' out, yo." Murmured with a shaken breath. "Where you staying anyway?"
"I'll take you up on that another time," she said softly, and the words were a promise. Her head tipped into those fingers as they breached the fiery depths of her mane. "Sometimes everyone just...needs to be held, no' To have someone stroke your hair and tell you that it's going to be okay." Her smile was warm and inviting, a crackling fire in the hearth on Christmas morning after all the presents have been opened and indolence overtakes full bellies. "I have a little space not far from here."
Yeah, she was going to hit the waterworks again. She shut her eyes tightly and laughed weakly. "Yeah, I....I gots to get some shut eye, too. You got a phone?" She glanced back up at the Dragon's door, already plotting ahead on where she was going to crash tonight. Not the safe house; feck that. Then she's leaning down to her bag to dig around for her cell. "I'd like to thank you....for uh...your kindness. Don'ts deserve it....but you're..." she struggled to make any sense as a thumb hit a few buttons.
"Not so good on the hugging thing; but you ....you helped."
Jezebel seemed to understand, though. She gave a nod, a hint of knowing in the warmth of her smile. "Everyone deserves kindness, Miss Roach," her reply like honey warmed in the sunshine, she reached for the phone when the moment presented itself. Gaze falling over its display, she entered her name and the requisite numbers before handing it back, her fingers folding over the back of the other woman's hand for a gentle squeeze before the contact slipped away.
"Be gentle with yourself," she said, and it was more of a plea than a command, a gentle urging, earnest. "Everyone is worth saving." Rising, Jezebel bent at the waist, leaning in to press a warm kiss to the other woman's cheek. The contact would tingle with its own residual heat for some time afterwards, the after impression of lips that could scorch as easy as they soothed. "Sleep well. I will see you again."
Fetching her bag, Roach slid the phone down the back pocket of her jeans and rose to her feet beside the woman. A hand rises to her cheek, where the shadow of a kiss flared and crackled and words fell through her mind; they hurt, but only because they mattered, only because Jezebel was right. Slipping to her tippy toes, she kisses the woman's cheek in turn and smiles. The real one, lacking all affectations. "I'd like that." And flicking her smoke into the evening she lowered her eyes and stepped up to the porch to drift in the door. Across the room and up the stairs for room 10-4. She knocks on the door and when it opens, she gives a nod to whomever is behind it and disappears inside.
Waiting until the woman had disappeared back inside, Jezebel smiled to herself, tipping her head back to take in the sky as she walked up the path, her hands outstretched to either side of her as though to embrace the world.
(with thanks to Roach Lee!)