Complication was something that she had gotten too used to. As things calmed, as thoughts settled— Erin was feeling unmoored. Lost in her own world. Leaving work, she found that she would rather walk than go straight home. Re-entering the Manor was hard. Sleeping there harder. And the idea of packing enough to leave it was almost devastating. Concerns and complications weighed like sandbags on legs and arms.
Erin had always been a wanderer. She was one to take to the streets with her problems, and really hash them out in her brain. Moving, walking, thinking— it was how she took all the problems, all the heaviness and tried to sort it out. Or at least repress it faster. She was never sure where her feet would take her, and honestly it was the surprise of it that would drag her back to life.
Most of the time.
So, as the sun went down over the market, she slid through the bodies there. A man on her right who was carrying too much garlic, a woman on her left whose screaming baby pierced through the crowds dull mumbling. The small children running about the crowds, weaving in and out of a giant's legs, playing keep away with an apple. The entire market was lively, and it was easy to get lost in it. To let your mind go, and wander just as the zombies had done the week before— mindless, destinationless. Erin let simple footfalls carry her forward. The weather was starting to chill and she had a sweater on over the usual dress, and tights on her too thin legs. It wasn't that she ever looked greatly different from what she was— just variations on a theme. And today the variation included a flower pinned in her actually combed hair. Yellow as always, it was a mum. Fall, and all.
Just as Erin was about to cross the street, a cart sped in front of her, wooden wheels echoing on the cobbles. She jumped back, sticking her hands out in front of her just in case she needed to push away from the swaying mass. The gasp she was about to let out caught on her lips, and the experience pulled her to her senses. She was just south of the Market. Not far from the Glenn, actually....and it dawned on her where she was headed. She sighed, clasping her hands behind her back and continuing on, ignoring the stares of the walkers around her. The crowd was starting to thin out, and more and more she was alone.
Spell-lamps flickered to light, and the gothic feel of Dragon's Gate overtook her. It reminded her of what Barcelona looked like— cramped, dark and dirty. Winding through the alleys, she made a path for the place she was afraid of going, but also resolute to go. Things have been crazy lately, she'd been more than unfocused, impulsive even— and she hated it. As she passed through the Glenn, the chirping of crickets and almost gone buzz of locusts greeted her ears. With a smile, she paused just as she left the area. It was a bit magical, and Erin did not spend enough time there. Not really.
With one last sigh, Erin made her way to the gate of the old cemetery. It was darker now, almost pitch, and the lamps that illuminated the streets were too far from the dirt path that led from the Glenn to provide any light for her eyes. It was hard to adjust, and things slowly took shape as she pushed back the rusty gate to step beyond it. It creaked ginergly, such as an almost dead cat would call its last, really. Her feet crackled on pebbles as Erin moved through the area.
The graves were always her favorite part. Even before. They held so many secrets, so much information....it was like a little mystery, a collection of stories, in each. Her fingers were cold from the night, and the stone was even colder as she let the tips run over the tops of the stones. Her bottom lip was taken between her teeth and gnawed on a little as she went, careful not to step on any Earth that seemed disturbed. Superstitions died hard.
Erin's breath caught and her feet came to a stop as she reached an elaborate stone statue. Examining it, it was a woman in a chair, and in her lap was a baby. It was the closest to Gothic Art Erin had seen in the city proper, but also was Victorian in its detail and pain. Her head tilted in that way that was distinctly Erin and one hand went to check on the flower in her hair as she contemplated it. Her contemplation was complete— and perhaps it was silly to be standing there so lost in thought at such a time. But, somehow, and for some reason she would never dare to contemplate, she felt perfectly safe, and kept up her pondering.
Erin had always been a wanderer. She was one to take to the streets with her problems, and really hash them out in her brain. Moving, walking, thinking— it was how she took all the problems, all the heaviness and tried to sort it out. Or at least repress it faster. She was never sure where her feet would take her, and honestly it was the surprise of it that would drag her back to life.
Most of the time.
So, as the sun went down over the market, she slid through the bodies there. A man on her right who was carrying too much garlic, a woman on her left whose screaming baby pierced through the crowds dull mumbling. The small children running about the crowds, weaving in and out of a giant's legs, playing keep away with an apple. The entire market was lively, and it was easy to get lost in it. To let your mind go, and wander just as the zombies had done the week before— mindless, destinationless. Erin let simple footfalls carry her forward. The weather was starting to chill and she had a sweater on over the usual dress, and tights on her too thin legs. It wasn't that she ever looked greatly different from what she was— just variations on a theme. And today the variation included a flower pinned in her actually combed hair. Yellow as always, it was a mum. Fall, and all.
Just as Erin was about to cross the street, a cart sped in front of her, wooden wheels echoing on the cobbles. She jumped back, sticking her hands out in front of her just in case she needed to push away from the swaying mass. The gasp she was about to let out caught on her lips, and the experience pulled her to her senses. She was just south of the Market. Not far from the Glenn, actually....and it dawned on her where she was headed. She sighed, clasping her hands behind her back and continuing on, ignoring the stares of the walkers around her. The crowd was starting to thin out, and more and more she was alone.
Spell-lamps flickered to light, and the gothic feel of Dragon's Gate overtook her. It reminded her of what Barcelona looked like— cramped, dark and dirty. Winding through the alleys, she made a path for the place she was afraid of going, but also resolute to go. Things have been crazy lately, she'd been more than unfocused, impulsive even— and she hated it. As she passed through the Glenn, the chirping of crickets and almost gone buzz of locusts greeted her ears. With a smile, she paused just as she left the area. It was a bit magical, and Erin did not spend enough time there. Not really.
With one last sigh, Erin made her way to the gate of the old cemetery. It was darker now, almost pitch, and the lamps that illuminated the streets were too far from the dirt path that led from the Glenn to provide any light for her eyes. It was hard to adjust, and things slowly took shape as she pushed back the rusty gate to step beyond it. It creaked ginergly, such as an almost dead cat would call its last, really. Her feet crackled on pebbles as Erin moved through the area.
The graves were always her favorite part. Even before. They held so many secrets, so much information....it was like a little mystery, a collection of stories, in each. Her fingers were cold from the night, and the stone was even colder as she let the tips run over the tops of the stones. Her bottom lip was taken between her teeth and gnawed on a little as she went, careful not to step on any Earth that seemed disturbed. Superstitions died hard.
Erin's breath caught and her feet came to a stop as she reached an elaborate stone statue. Examining it, it was a woman in a chair, and in her lap was a baby. It was the closest to Gothic Art Erin had seen in the city proper, but also was Victorian in its detail and pain. Her head tilted in that way that was distinctly Erin and one hand went to check on the flower in her hair as she contemplated it. Her contemplation was complete— and perhaps it was silly to be standing there so lost in thought at such a time. But, somehow, and for some reason she would never dare to contemplate, she felt perfectly safe, and kept up her pondering.