Topic: Home again home again Jiggity Jig ( Warning 18+ )

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-04-23 19:07 EST
The rake of shadow claws -diagonal, from shoulder to hip- saw the bespectacled man hissing a pained breath out through his teeth.

Michael arched his head back, and still after all this time he wondered how the hell shadow claws could hurt so damn much. Like stripes of fire across his back, he reminded himself that it was not the physical damage, so much as the supernatural venom that came from the claws of a Gweth, that provided the pain.

Turning his head, he raised his free hand up over his shoulder and sent a blast of soft violet light arcing through the preternatural darkness and towards his foe. It was satisfying to hear the Gweth screech as the magical blast struck true, no further assaults on his back forth coming. This allowed him to put his focus on the man who lay, writhing in pain, beneath his other hand.

"Lie still, Lincoln." He said, in a voice that was surprisingly calm given the chaos erupting around them. "The more you move the faster the venom will work its way through your system."

Just above the press of his fingers, the young man's bright green eyes widened in fear and Michael took a mental pause to consider whether he should have hinted at how dire the circumstances were. Damn it. He was still, forever, missing those types of social clues and he gave Lincoln a quick glance before shaking his head and staring at the bite beneath his palm.

"Breath. It will be fine, we'll get back through the portal and you're going to be fine." Oh, for cripe's sake, how many times could he use the word "fine" in a sentence. Peeking back over his shoulder towards where the remainder of the team were engaged in a violent altercation with a necro-dragos and the main bulk of the Gweth pack, Michael called out.

"We need to get back through the port; now!"

"We haven't secured ?"

"And we're not going to! This is an ambush." Not that he had to reiterate the fact, but sometimes he still laid claim to the bleeding obvious.

The situation had become painfully apparent not long after the whole team had come through the jump portal. Instead of the open wooded area the intel had lead them to believe would be waiting, a black shadow box had engulfed them almost immediately. Impenetrable on all sides, it had trapped them, closing them in with their current adversaries.

"You find the exit, Libre and we're through it!" A second voice, deeper than the first and carrying the natural tone of pure authority, called out through the dark. Or, in other words, figure out how to drop the shadow box trap they were currently caught in.

Looking down at the terrified eyes of the man beneath his hand, Michael's gaze skittered away from the raw recruit. Lincoln was practically begging him not to leave him, the pure terror of the unprepared when faced with death, not to be left to die alone. But against that terror lay the balance of five other lives, currently fighting against impossible odds just to give him the opportunity to get them all out; alive or dead.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry " you'll be alright." He tried to reassure the lad as he worked to disengage his hand, forcing himself to ignore the way Lincoln's bloody fingers scrambled at his wrist, mutely begging him not to leave.

Scrambling artlessly to his feet, Michael kept one booted foot against the body on the ground, as much as a point of reference as anything else and he raised his hands, pushing them out in front of himself as he began to whisper.

"Lux ego voco et diriges viam meam," the words drew out on the stretch of the softness of his voice. "Illustrant et seras" He pushed outwards with the sense of reach he'd developed over the years, felt the resistance of the original spell caster's power pushing back against his spell. Gritting his teeth, Michael repeated his words and pushed harder, gasping as the deflections held for one more test of his own resolve, before his command broke through. In a space, approximately ten feet away from where he stood, four runes -each anchoring a corner- flared into existence. Their brilliant green fire reflecting light into the inky darkness of the box. Behind him Michael heard the battle take on a new pitch of desperation, while by his foot the body of the young enforcer began to twitch and jerk; the start of seizures. "Amet rerum testor tuum consilium. Crines eorum constitutionem infringer!" On the last word, he lifted his voice above the whisper, shouting it even as he pushed his power outwards, soft violet flaring against green. For a moment, the lights twisted and twined around one another, snaking up along the runes in an obscene mixture of color that seemed to wash towards a dirty brown. A breath, two breaths, that felt like so many hours, the violet light over washed the green and the runes flared purple. "It's down!" Michael shouted, a side of the box ripping away like a torn nerve, exposing the dark interior to the watery silver light of the portal they had used for their initial pass through dimensions. Twisting, he leaned down and grabbed Lincoln up and into a fireman's carry. Michael could hear the team starting to fall back, the authoritative voice of the team's commander calling for the retreat. One figure slipped through the portal ahead of him, taking point to ensure they ended up where they intended to go, a second and a third helping to guide Michael through the portal with his burden. Light flashed, a sense of tumbling threatened to overwhelm him, but the man known as "Libre" had made this journey often enough through the years to maintain his footing as he came through to the other side. He left dark chaos, only to arrive into illuminated chaos, the burden stretched out across his shoulders quickly drawn down by hands more qualified to treat the recruit. Gasping, Michael allowed himself to be pushed off to the side, his eyes moving between the huddled team around the injured body and the portal where the last member of his team came dashing through. A wisp of shadow tried to follow through the portal, but was quickly blown back by the wizards on guard in the portal room. The portal was closed by those same wizards, plunging the chaos into a tense cast of whispers. For a long moment, the tension built until it popped with a sort of hollow finality. The healers working frantically around Lincoln, as a unit, set back on their heels; their faces carrying similar expression of apologetic sorrow. El"Thorne of the clan Belux released a string of inventive curses, even as he turned his head back towards the portal and spat at it. Folding his hands down on his knees, Michael allowed himself to lean against a railing, set behind him, his head hanging between his shoulders. He didn't watch as the other members of the team began their individual mourning steps; though after a moment he did turn a side long look up towards El"Thorne. Bespectled blue eyes, met hard granite like grey; an unspoken understanding passing between them. El"Thorne said nothing as he strode away, his team sharing quick glances, before moving to fall in behind their commander. "Libre, you're bleeding. You need to report to medical." A quiet, no nonsense voice spoke from somewhere off to his left. "It's not my blood. I was trying to ?" Michael began to explain, waving a hand towards Lincoln's corpse. "No. It's yours. I can see it. Across your shoulders." Oh. Right. The Gweth. "Can't you feel it?" For a moment, Michael said nothing, because the truth was " he didn't. Though the pain had been intense in the immediate impact, the adrenaline running through his system, combined with his own " tolerance for pain, meant that the claw marks had faded completely from his consciousness. Were he not bleeding enough to have caught the notice of one of the healers, chances were high that Michael would have gone back home and taken no notice of the injuries until he'd gone to shower later. "I'll get it looked at," he said in a quiet voice, pushing himself upwards and away from the railing, waving off the concerned healer when it looked like the woman was going to say more.

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-04-23 19:17 EST
In the end, he didn't go to medical. Utilizing a mirror, he'd inspected the injuries after a shower, studying their depth and the way they dug into decades old scaring. The claw strikes were unsightly, but narrow and not worth stitching. They weren't the first Gewth claws he'd taken, he knew what sort of infections to be on the lookout for; time down in Medical would be wasted time indeed. Instead, once he was cleaned up, Michael headed straight for his office; if one could call a library an office. Walking through the familiar double doors, his expression was set as he grabbed first one book and then another scroll, throwing himself into his work. It was hard to say how many hours passed, before El" Thorne came through the doors. Also, cleaned up, the large half orc leaned against the doors and crossed his huge arms across his barrel like chest. "Again." He rumbled. "We were set up, again." "Yep," Michael agreed, not looking up from where he was reading through tiny print on a very old scroll. "This isn't a coincidence anymore," it truly was more of a statement than a question, the quiet words finally drawing the Bookworm's attention up from the paper before him. For a moment, the two stared at each other, before Michael broke the eye contact and shook his head. "It hasn't been a coincidence for at least the past three instances," he said, allowing himself to perch on the edge of an old table, adopting the same arms crossed position as his team commander. "Either someone is alerting our adversaries to our movements, or they are intercepting our portal connections and communications." "At least." Michael paused and then nodded, acknowledging that there could be other possibilities or even a combination of the theories already postulated. "What do we do?" Reaching up with one hand to rub his fingers along his jaw, Michael sighed softly, tapping his lips with his fingertips for a moment, before giving voice to the option he'd been trying to avoid for months now. "What we discussed. At least, that's where I start." "Are you sure" You haven't been back there for over a decade." "Yeah." "And when you left ?" "Do you want me to get this done, or scuttle the plan right now?" Michael interrupted, pushing up to his feet and pacing, in an agitated manner, around the table. El"Thorne's grey eyes gave nothing away as he waited for the initial flurry of movement to calm, before he spoke again. "I want you to know what you're doing. Not get back there and fall into difficulties." "Difficulties?" "You know what I mean," Michael shook his head but the larger man continued to press. "You left ?" "I know what I left!" The Bookworm snapped, glanced up but then away. "I " know.." The words trailed off as he fell back into an old habit of gesturing with his hands, silence, heavy with all the unspoken, strung out between them.

When he did speak, he was looking down at a battered knapsack, anywhere but El'Thorne's eyes and his voice was significantly softer this time. "I know wh ....I know." He turned to look at El"Thorne once more, lips pressed together. "And I know why I left, and I know why I'm going back." Grey eyes were merciless as they studied the other man, but whatever El"Thorne saw in Michael's face, he weighed it against the importance of this information gathering mission and after a moment, he nodded. Straightening up the big man began moved towards the doors. "I'll get the paperwork cleared." Michael gave a soft, strained chuckle and reached up to grasp at the back of his neck. Looking down at the papers and books he intended to pack, he didn't see a bit of it, muttering under his breath.

"This is a bad idea."

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-04-26 20:26 EST
The Aston Martin growled as it was turned to point up the mostly untouched drive. Hands on the wheel, Michael spared a brief wince for the state of the low-slung sport car's under carriage and he set his foot on the brake.

Letting the headlights illuminate the dark path up the lane to Willow's Walk, he studied the amount of over growth he risked crashing through to get up to the front door. Though he'd always kept the property tidy, he'd never attempted to inhibit the natural growth of trees and shrubs on the grounds. Trees and shrubs, which had spent over ten years growing wild.

"Mmm." He said to himself, before looking over his shoulder and then back up the lane.

Putting the car in gear, he inched it a little further up into the growth. Just enough to get it out of the main lane of any passing traffic. Pushing open the big door, he reached into the joke of a backseat to grab his battered knapsack and travel satchel.

He'd just walk from here.

Closing up the big car, he locked it and whispered a soft spell that would alert him if anyone tried to mess with the vehicle.

"Lux," he said the word softly, flicking his fingers ahead of him to send the soft, violet light that came to his call, tumbling outwards; like the beam from a lantern. It was discreet, but powerful enough to allow the bookworm to carefully pick his way through the low growth as he traveled the once pristine drive lane up towards the house.

Ducking branches, he listened to the sound of silence as it descended all around him. The odd, peaceful serenity that came with disuse. The house itself had been warded, and Michael had no concerns over whether it would be habitable when he arrived. Still the sense of isolation folded in behind him, leaving he feeling a greater weight across his shoulders than he'd expected.

Perhaps coming back here had been a mistake.

The thought had been his near constant companion, from within the first ten minutes of his departure from the Illuminati compound. The personal struggle threatening to overwhelm his professional duties. He was able to chase it back, while he drove, but now that he was within feet of Willow's Walk; it was becoming hard to catch his breath.

Ducking through the long sweeping branches of the largest tree on the property, Michael finally cleared the worst of the overgrowth and the house was in sight. As he'd expected, it was immaculate. Not even a single cracked pane of glass on the windows or fallen shingle from the roof. The gravel crunched under his shoes now, rather than the rustle of dead leaves, and without giving himself any sort of preamble to break his nerve, he gestured at the front door.

"Et intrabit in quempiam superveniet," he commanded, and watched as the door's complicated set of locks and wards were undone.

As the door pulled open for him, the lamps within the house snapped to life, illuminating the over-sized main living area. The kitchen, off to the side was lit with the lights that hung over the island, and up the stairs the bedside lamps also flared to life.

Almost as if the house had been on a timer, simply waiting for him to return.

What magic couldn't fix, however, was the stale stillness of the air within the abode. That " spoke of the years.

Leaving the door open, Michael lowered his bags down on the over-sized leather chair that sat up close to his small library. He gave himself a moment to look around the space, and then " before the whispers of memory could start to haunt him, he began to move around the house; opening the windows.

He was here for a job. A purpose. Regrets over the decisions of the past held no place in his current reality.

For the next couple of hours, he worked to get the house settled. Windows opened, dust sheets removed from furniture, the bed stripped and the linens washed. The darkness outside the house didn't bother him as he worked. To keep his mind from wandering paths he wasn't ready to revisit, he forced himself to focus on the information at his fingertips. The pieces he had to a puzzle that was much more complex.

A stray thought saw him setting down the towels he was folding and walking over to his library. There had been a book he'd had " was it still "

"Ah," Michael said to himself, reaching towards a slim volume setting upon a shelf, in between two more impressive looking tomes.

Just as his fingers touched the cracked leather, movement flashed out of the corner of his eye. Unlike over ten years ago, Michael reacted without hesitation and completely on honed instinct. His fingers abandoned the book as he turned, already speaking the words.

"INAEDIFICO!"

Violet light flashed, even as a disembodied shadow attempted to lunge upwards towards the ceiling. Michael gestured quickly with his hand, his power flaring outwards to widen the snare until he had the "net' fixed around the writhing shadow.

Drawing it back down from the ceiling, he walked towards the intruder, brows drawn together in a less than pleased expression.

"What are you playing at?" He demanded. Gone was the shy, stuttering man who had inhabited this house so long ago. Gone too, was the melancholy individual who had stepped through the door. Confidence radiated off the bookworm as he held the shadow in place.

For a moment, there was silence, as the construct had to adjust to the idea of verbal communication. When it began to speak, it's "voice" was a scratchy hiss; like nails across a chalk board. "Libra erat in conspectu fortold. Missus confirmare Ikne."

"Cui confirmare?" Michael asked, twisting his hand to rotate the shadow, studying it.

The shadows hiss/shrieked in an expression that sounded like laughter.

"Ikne vult esse"

"Et dominum tuum timere, quam mecum?" Michael said, his tone almost pleasant and conversational. "Multi dicerent quod sapit."

The construct appeared to hum as it swirled within the spell that held it. Michael studied the shifting darkness, his head cocked to the side as he weighed his options. After a moment, he gave a small nod.

"I have neither the time, nor the patience for this." His voice was still conversational as he lifted his hand palm wide, before snapping his fingers closed, making a fist with a smack that echoed in the still house.

Within the violet light of power, the shadow appeared to expand and then suddenly contract. It shrieked, a horrific sound that popped out of existence with a wet sort of a snap. In the air, where the shadow had hung, a sheen of something flashed before liquid fell to the ground. The splat it made was thick, the sort of heavy viscus weight of blood, rather than the purity of water. Slowly, across the hardwood floor, the stain began to spread.

Lowering his hand, Michael cursed softly and moved quickly to save a small throw rug that was in danger of possibly getting stained.

"Note to self. Pick up wood cleaner.?

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-04-28 21:05 EST
Their path away from the bustle -and the melancholy- of the Inn, saw them turning towards the infamous Docks of RhyDin: "Dockside".

The normally bustling business that marked the docks during the day, gone quieter at night, as more furtive types used the cover of darkness to ply their various trades. However, despite the unspoken threat in the still air, the relative calm and absence of a crush of species, did wonders for the bookworm's serenity. The tension in his arm, down through the hand he still left in Taneth's grasp, relaxed making his fingers a bit lax in her hold. Otherwise, he made no attempt to retrieve his hand.

Though for the most part ....he left the conversation to her as they walked along.

And she talked the entire time about everything. "How come you like your own space so much?" She made sure to hold his hand. She's so warm and bright.

"Hmm?" He made an inquisitive noise, before it sank in that she'd asked him a question, which required actual -you know- words. "I find close contact with people to be uncomfortable. Always have." At least now, he had the understanding to be able to voice his feelings, rather than run screaming from situations that made him uneasy.

"Why?" She didn't understand. "You are close to me right now."

"I am holding your hand," he clarified. "If you were to try to hug me, I would be very ?" he was forced to pause and scour for a word that would fit, without being an unnecessary cruelty. "Uncertain."

"I hug fantastic." She grinned up to Michael.

"And, it's just the way I've always been," he went on to explain, giving a small shrug of his shoulder even as he looked around and made note of where their path had taken them. The sound of water rushing up against the pylons, lending an eerie quality to the already still night. "Let us agree that I will take your word for it," he said, with a quick glance down towards her, his expression not unkind but perhaps desperate for understanding in this matter.

"Maybe one day we might hug..." Taneth said, all smiles.

If for no other reason than he was going to take her words as understanding of his reticence about the matter of hugging, Michael allowed the suggestion of future hugs to pass without rebuke. Finding understanding was a rare enough treat, that when he did, said understand carried significant weight. As such, he even went so far as to give her fingers a small, grateful squeeze, before responding to her question.

"Have you been here before?" She continued with the bright, inquisitive questions.

"I have, though it was a long time ago." Everything, was a long time ago it seemed. Lifting his gaze, he looked around and his eyes narrowed slightly. "I remember it was seedy, but not quite this ....still."

"There are lots of sailors and fighters here. We know many people who live around here." She holds fast to his hand. "We do not know much about this time business." She looks around and sniffs the air. "There is lots about here. We smell it all." Even the seedy docks can't dim her Taneth light.

He glanced towards her because his own perceptions were not quite as keen. He tried to strain his ears, to pick up the furtive whispers that spoke of under the table deals, the coming and going of those who used the blanket of night to cover their tracks. But all he could pick up was a growing nagging sense that there was something building, just out of sight from the corner of his eye.

"You have a perceptive sense of smell?" He asked, perhaps a little absently as he tried to gauge just why the hair on the back of his neck was starting to stand on end.

"We can find almost anything through smell. Even you, Mookey." Grins. "Sometimes if it is a new smell then I do not know what it could be but everything has a smell and I smell everything."

"I wonder if I should take that as a suggestion I need to bathe," he remarked, his tone sounding almost genuinely worried, though there may have been a thread of amusement laced in the words.

Though, if she could smell everything, then perhaps her nose would be the first sense to provide an indication that something was not as it should be. The growing scent of rot, of death, a tickle in the air.

"It is not the smells one use from baths, silly. It is the other smells." Of course she did smell it, but she had been friends with a Deathlord so.......it's like Sunday for her. "Did you hear that?" Maybe she didn't hear anything.

"The other smells?" Despite his growing misgiving, her words had him genuinely curious. He's also distracted, when he absolutely shouldn't be. Because just a while ago, he'd been speaking with Mesteno and concerned about his smell getting transferred to Taneth. Getting transferred and possibly leading the hounds towards the wrong prey.

At the question, he shook his head. Shadows were silent, after all. At least during the initial gathering, as they crept out of the geometric patterns thrown by the dim lights scattered around the docks.

"It is the fight clubs. They are over there." Far off down the docks.

Calling his attention to the clubs, saw his eyes focus down the path she indicated. He'd never been overly interested in the fight clubs, though he'd been aware of their existence. "They still persist," he remarked in a pensive manner, mentally noting that it may be worth visiting them in the future.

Meanwhile, not quite behind them -that would be too clich"- but rather just off to the side, at the point where the peripheral vision fails, yet not directly where the instinctive sense of danger might provide early warning. The shadows ceased to move slowly and instead, rushed together in a motion that was faster than a blink.

She gave his hand a little tug. "These are not the duels, though. These are the other fight clubs. The really mean ones." She sniffs the air. "Huh, smells like Deathlord. You would love him. He has these minions."

"I always thought the duels were mean enough," he remarked, pausing on his next statement when she mentioned a 'Deathlord'. That ....was never a good thing in his world. "Death ..." he began to ask, only to have his words cut off as the shadows completed their transformation.

No longer tucked into the peripheral vision, two figures rose from the scared wood of the docks beneath their feet. Skeletal, bone white reflecting the minimal light that existed down on the old docks, the coiled snake like on a single appendage that speared outwards with hooked barbs. Human like skeletal torsos anchored long, disproportionate hands with long scythe like claws on the ends. Their heads were rodent shaped, eye sockets staring sightless, downwards as maws filled with razor sharp teeth grinned open in silent screams.

Taneth went still when shadows transform. She had seen this happen before and she's not quite sure what to make of the situation. Wide eyes blink. "Pumpkinhead?" They remind her of the xenomorph she calls Pumpkinhead.

"Necro-dents," Michael corrected, and his hand was closed tightly around hers as he tried to draw her in behind him. "Undead constructs ....I shouldn't have walked home with you, Taneth." He said the last bit apologetically, even as he began to look around, attempting to get an idea of his available options.

"If I said, run ...." he began to offer, watching the snake like bodies weave with sinuous threat in concert, working to box them in, front and back.

"You shall always walk home with us, Mookey." She is watching and starting to growl ferally a bit. "We will not run."

"Unless you run because you want to then we will run with you. But I will not leave you."

Her response, genuinely surprises him. Not as a reflection on her, but because they had only just met and quite honestly, over the past decade, he's grown used to fighting battles on his own. He wants to tell her to run, to try to insist on it. He doesn't want her involved in this. Anyone who could tuck ribbons in Mesteno's hair, and charm the Inn the way she had; he didn't take that sort of personality lightly. But at the same time, they were going to rapidly run out of time to argue the point.

Releasing her hand, he lifted both of his own a soft word calling that violet light to his fingertips. "Don't let them touch you, not even a scratch. They look like bone, like shadow, but they possess a venom."

As if to emphasis his words, one of the constructs coiled back on its body, serpent like. The movement was quick enough that the shadows wisped about its form, leeching from its teeth; like venom.

"We cannot be one with illness, Mookey. Besides, we have our own bloods that hurt." She did try to kill Mesteno once cause she went crazy killer.

Was there anyone who hadn't taken a run at Mesteno' At least once"

Mesty did mess with something he shouldn't have.

She didn't need words to draw out from the deep depths of Taneth's world. It's her inner light, the sunshine that makes people call her Golden Girl. A bright sparkle of light from her fingers. She is something far more than just magic because some would say she is magic itself. Some have said she part divine or the sun sent to the ground. She is nature for sure.

Michael barely had time to acknowledge what she was saying, when the initial attack came. The constructs moved with a speed that rarely belonged to the living. Then seemed to fold in on themselves, elongate and slash with those broad, wicked claws. Bookworm or Taneth, they were locked on either target with equal ferocity. Their darkness an almost direct antithesis to Taneth's light.

It's been known she has shattered into multiple pieces of herself that manifested into beings that roamed the city before she had control. She has more control know and instead of breaking into multiple versions, she's harnessed herself into a much better thing like a shield of her inner core light that's unbreakable because it is her and her true heart is not in her body, so she'll protect herself and Michael by being close to him.

And if one of those damnable beasts touch her, she'd suck the shadow out of them because her take is as strong as the giver. Mesteno learned that firsthand when she started draining his life from him when she was aiming to kill him that one time.

Light, sun, life is an effective counter action to the very nature of these beings. They are built from death and darkness, the initial rush turned back against them as they come up against the likes of her nature. The more eager of the pair, caught a glancing blow, it's shriek more sensed than heard and Taneth may feel a rush of ....not life, they are not alive ....but rather the life-force that has commanded the construct into existence. It may be a sour meal indeed but it is a powerful one all the same.

Just behind her, Michael has lifted one hand, his voice echoing in soft Latin as the violet light that had gathered around his fingers, rushes outwards, forming a sort of net that he tries to cast across the second construct. However, it's moving quickly and learning from the mistake of the first. Its attempt will try to come at them from behind, while the first attempts to distract Taneth.

She is a creator of a world, basically. She molds life. She is life. And she often knows everything going on around despite what people see or think; however, she's not battle hardened by any means. The rush of what she has sustained from one of constructs just intensifies her own and, if they're lucky or unlucky, maybe she'll go into her own bloodlust form. That means everyone dies in the end. Ha.

If he'd realized that was a risk ....he might have suggested they run. Except not, because these destructive bastards would have just given chase.

The second construct, spun in a grotesque sort of cartwheel, sending it's body/tail/whatever you want to call it, slashing towards the bookworm. Quickly spoken Latin and a slice of his hand, caused a flash of magic that severed the bone spine, sending the wicked barbs sailing off to their left where -from the sound of it- they went crashing into some building or other.

That was the good news.

The bad news was, in throwing himself clear of the attack, Michael had tumbled himself to within striking distance of the first, weakened construct. The second wasn't wasting any time in twisting its injured form back into attack position, it's claws slashing downwards.

She's got Mike's back because the quick little Sunshine is just going to explode into a brilliant burst of excruciatingly bright light. Sunburn central this way!! When did daylight come this early' When she messes with the Taneth monster!

This was one of those moments when Michael was glad to already be on his back. Because as that brilliant light exploded around him, he felt his eyes nearly burst from the radiance of her fury. He got his arm up and his head averted in time to avoid permanent damage, though he was going to be seeing sun spots for a while.

More importantly that explosion of power, especially power anchored in the very light of life, was extremely effective against constructs born of shadow and death. There was no hesitation, in the way the shadows began to unthread themselves, falling away from any sort of physical form before snapping outwards as they were utterly obliterated.

It helped she ate some of one because she had a power up. But she's not immune to the effects of what happened as it was more instinctual than anything. The Golden Girl was there and still standing, though she wasn't as vibrant as she was earlier. She used up a lot, but it was not all she had. The air was filled with the vibration and warmth from her life force being exposed to the air around them. It's like an oven.

His eyes were still hidden behind his arm, but his sense of power was no longer tingling with an awareness of the creatures. Hard to be aware of something that no longest existed. Lowering his arm, he was still blinded, seeing only in vague shapes, more aware of the preternatural warmth of the air around him, than any actual visual input. "Taneth"!"

They were in an oven. Hot and roasting. Cooked Mookey, anyone" She sucks in a breath as she tries to catch her breath. That's her only sound.

Uhm, not to sound ungrateful, but he'd like to avoid being cooked. As there is no verbal response and the heat keeps pressing in on him, the bookworm is forced to turn his own power outwards to protect himself. He carefully avoids the solid form that is Taneth but rather pushes a sense of calm, chill outwards upon the air molecules surrounding them. "Taneth!" His voice is a little more firm, deeper concern leeching into his normally soft spoken tones.

She seemed unphased by the heat, which was simply the way it should be. Soon enough though the gal drops to sit on the ground and the heat pressure also falls with her.

When the pressure began to relent, Michael relaxed his own counter measures and moved slowly to sit up. Still blinking, he felts up along his face for his glasses, pulled them off and rubbed his eyes.

"I can't see." The words were matter of fact, rather than panicked, suggesting that this was not the first time the bookworm had found himself at some temporary disadvantage after an altercation.

A breath. In and out. "You will come with us."

"I need to get back to my house," he said, around quick sharp breaths of his own. Still rubbing his eyes. "It's warded." He offered the information, in case she thought he was completely suicidal, and willing to spend time somewhere NOT protected.

"Ours is too. We need tea."

"I have ...." he began, before he was forced to stop and exhale a deep breath as he placed his glasses back on his face. "I actually still have to go shopping." He'd meant too, but then he'd stepped into the Inn and ....well, that was a thing that happened.

Her vibrancy was back, as she hopped up and reached to grab Michael by the hand, hauling him up! "We love shopping! Yay!" It didn't take long for her to recover this time.

Taneth's sudden recovery was, actually quite remarkable. Unfortunately, his own wasn't nearly as impressive, leaving him staggering as he got his feet under him, still half blinded. "That makes one of us." He muttered. "And even less so when I can barely see what I'm purchasing."

How was he supposed to buy tea if he couldn't read the labels!

As he continued to try to shake off the worst of what had just happened, he felt something flow from Taneth and to himself. Instinct flared, insisting he should block her attempt, but at this time he had neither the experience with her powers or the where with all to stop it when she began to feed him some of her recovery.

Someone was very keen to go shopping!

Whatever the intention, Michael exhaled a long slow breath as his rapid blinks began to erase the spots dancing in his vision, and the mounting headache started to abate before it could explode into a full borne migraine. For herself, though Taneth's colors were dull, she was not falling down, so she was good. "Let us go shopping now." A tug of her hand to lead him on.

She loved shopping and he was currently too turned topsy turvey to effectively extricate himself from her small whirlwind of energy.

It appeared his best choice, for the time being at least, was to allow himself to be lead along. Give his brain time to catch up to events, secure some tea (and coffee!) and perhaps sort out what questions he wanted to ask Taneth, regarding what he'd just witnessed.

After all, questions were great! It was getting the answers that promised to drive him batty.

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-04-30 15:13 EST
Some institutions counted their years so deep that a decade made negligible impact. As such, despite an absence of over a decade, Michael found his way across the university campus with unerring accuracy.

He stayed away from the building where he had taught for so long. He had no reason to visit it, at least not now and there were some memories he could do without stirring up. His destination was the office of a colleague, a woman who wore her age well, despite counting it in the triple digits.

"Michael!" Colleen DisTribe exclaimed, when he stepped through the door, after knocking of course. "My glory, it's been years!"

The woman stood up, her natural inclination was obviously towards an embrace, but she took no more than two steps around her desk before stopping. Her expression softened and she lowered arms that had been raising and moved to settle her hip against the edge of her desk, motioning for him to take one of the chairs.

"Hello, Colleen. I apologize for just turning up like this," he said, in soft tones as he moved to take the seat.

"Nonsense. I meant what I said, all those years ago. My door is always open to friends." She insisted, pushing herself the rest of the way onto her desk. It was an odd, almost juvenile way to sit, for a woman who looked as if she could easily be a great-great grandmother. Folding her hands together in her lap, she tilted her head at her young guest, shrewd brown eyes narrowing slightly. "But something tells me, you're not here for a social visit."

"I'm not?" Michael tried, peeping up at her from atop the lenses of his glasses. She merely gave him a stern look, one that suggested she had little use for silliness, and he had the grace to look properly abashed. "I feel like I should apologize." He remarked, reaching up to lift his glasses down, fiddling with them pensively.

"Well, I won't say I wish this was a visit to tell me you were returning?" She turned the statement, into a hopeful question.

At first Michael shook his head, an automatic reaction. Then he paused and gave a shrug of one broad shoulder before admitting.

"I'm not sure, what I'm doing exactly." Colleen arched a slim eyebrow and Michael gave a half nod, before he amended. "I mean I know what I'm doing, right at the moment, just " "

He trailed over and made an anxious gesture with one hand, before he tried to cover it by shoving his glasses back into place.

"Do you remember the Nexus Paradox, we discussed,"

"Debated." Colleen interrupted in a dry tone and he amended.

"Debated."

"The one about magic verse science. The theory of quantum physics that suggested multiple dimensions could exist, each suspended at a moment of time, realized only once the conscious mind existed in that particular anchor of space and time?"

Michael paused and then nodded. "Mmm."

"I remember it. I must admit, I set it aside as pure theoretical. Without your work, there was nothing to be published," and in the world of academia, if you weren't publishing the subject wasn't worth pursuing.

"Do you still have the journals, the papers were " toyed with?"

Colleen's expression suggested she'd expect this exact question, though she exhaled and reached a slim hand up to press at the twist of silver hair, tucked neatly at the back of her head.

"I might, Michael. But they wouldn't be here," she motioned to her office. "I haven't needed them for years." And if something wasn't needed, it was usually archived away.

"Do you think you could find them?" He pressed, blue eyes darting up and down, only to come up and hold her gaze. "I could, help you look?"

Colleen gave him an admonishing glance and now it was her turn to shake her head.

"You are a dear friend, Michael but I'm not exposing my archives, even for you," she scolded. "However, I'll dig into them and see if I can locate them. We " never really inventoried the work."

Michael's lips twitched and he did the peeping thing again, only this time there was a hint of affection and mischief in his blue eyes.

"I remember. Most of the notes are in the margins of other subjects we were discussing. Linear conversations were not our," he paused and amended. "my, long suit."

Colleen laughed softly and hopped off the desk, spritely for a woman of her age.

"Your mind was a bag of cats; a bag of wet cats at that."

"Don't know that it's changed much in twelve years," he muttered. "Just gotten better at getting the cats to yowl in tune."

She shot him a sympathetic glance.

"Speaking of yowling. My stomach is about to get plaintive about lunch. Come keep me company while I eat a disgustingly healthy salad."

"Salad" I thought you were anti anything not meat?"

"The healers don't subscribe to my point of view," she grumbled, stepping towards the door of her office and waiting for him to recognize that he needed to stand up and follow her.

Waiting.

Waiting.

His whole body jumped slightly as realization hit, a blush spreading across his cheeks as he ducked his head and quickly scrambled to his feet. He muttered a soft apology, which she just laughed off as she held the door open for him.

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-05-03 13:51 EST
Walking home from the Inn that night was an exercise in self torture.

Michael spent the entire walk, berating himself for executing a complete and utter fail at anything resembling civility that afternoon. First, completely missing the fact that the fae had been trying to speak with him, compounded by also walking away. Then, when trying to attain the proper balance between conversations, something he'd always had trouble with, he'd managed to screw that up as well and offend those parties.

In his mind at least, and his mind had never been very forgiving.

Rubbing his fingers over his forehead in an agitated gesture, he found himself hoping that the ever present "blood-hounds" that dogged his steps, would pop out of the shadows and take a swipe at him. He could use the distraction. For that matter, he'd have happily taken on the cuts and bruises that inevitably came with those scuffles.

Anything to quiet the recriminations rattling around inside his own skull.

Of course, tonight would prove to be the one night the opposition choose to be elsewhere. Just his luck.

He'd done well, for so many years. At least, he'd always believed he'd done well, had grown and learned to manage for himself. But now, he was starting to wonder how much of that had been him learning to control himself, verse him learning how to control his environment.

Rhydin. The Inn. They were their own, unique challenge and unlike any other set of circumstances in the universe; at least as experienced by the bookworm to date. He'd thought himself prepared to come back, but the actual reality of it was proving " otherwise.

Making it back to Willow's Walk without any encounters of the violent kind, Michael spoke soft Latin to lift the wards on the house and illuminate the space within. Though he'd yet to clear the drive lane, the Aston Martin still parked down at the mouth, he'd at least gotten groceries into the small house. He'd also cleaned and cleared out the stale air of disuse; making the house a home once again.

Stepping through the door, locking it behind, Michael leaned against the heavy wooden frame and concentrated on his breathing. Slowly, he felt his heart-rate begin to settle and the fine shivers that had wracked his frame during the walk, abated.

Yet the restless sense of disappointment, guilt and humiliation continued to linger. If linger was the right word. Linger, felt " too light for the crushing sense of despair that licked at the edges of his conscious awareness like a steady, growing flame.

Shoving away from the door, the bookworm walked towards the small study area off to the right. Here, he carefully set down the puzzle box, the book and finally the card given to him by Cassandra. His fingers traced the edge of the card, giving one corner a small flick, before he set his fingertips firmly across its surface, purposefully securing it on its spot. Rather than sweep it up and tuck it away in a book.

Turning away from the study, he shrugged out of his coat and slung it haphazardly across the back of the sofa that rested across from the large hearth. Unbuttoning his cuffs and the top couple buttons of his shirt, he reached back and yanked the garment up and over his head as he began to mount the steps towards the master suite that dominated the loft above.

It was a short distance to cross, the shirt tossed towards the bed as the bookworm crossed to a tall wardrobe set in a back corner of the room. He stopped and stared at the ebony wood, eyes tracing the delicate carvings that marked the wardrobe, and for a brief period ? he lost track of time. Thoughts adrift amid a sea of memories.

His hand shook slightly when he lifted it to the lock just beneath one handle. He didn't speak Latin this time, merely gestured and listened as the tumblers fell and the hinges creaked. The weight of a door on one side, slightly off balance to the other, had it falling open. Though the shadows within did not give way to the scant lamp lights cascading across the loft.

However, he didn't need to see inside the wardrobe to be able to reach in and unerringly extract the item he was after. The leather had been well oiled, meticulously maintained and already well broken in by the time he'd stored it, all those years ago. The wardrobe had protected it for over a decade, so that not even a single speck of dust rested on the glossy black thongs, the braided leather glistened as if brand new.

Turning towards the lamps, Michael slowly traced his fingers along each of the thongs. He lifted each up for study, fingertips testing the carefully tied knots at the end of the thongs as he inspected the leather for any sign of cracks or weakness. It was a challenge, an exercise in self-discipline, to walk through the meticulous process, rather than allow himself to rush into his next step. The cacophony within his own mind starting to reach a crescendo, beyond which he wasn't sure what might lay.

Perhaps a final descent into madness. He'd always wondered just how close to the abyss he traveled. Sometimes the edge felt as if it were right under his foot, ready to crumble beneath him. Though for the time being, the ground still held true, and he knew routes to get himself back from the precipice.

When the last thong had been traced, the last knot tested, he exhaled a long and slow breath. At some point, he'd sat down on the bed to work, but now he stood up and walked over towards the tall dormer style window that faced the front of the house. Stripped to the waist, he sank gracefully to his knees and without further preamble, set himself too it.

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An hour, two hours, four hours. Time lost meaning.

When the fuzzy thickness, that had wrapped itself around his over-stimulated brain, began to fade he had no idea what the hour might be. Lifting his arms was like pulling on weighted buoys and when he tried to focus on the small face of his watch, it took five tries before he could draft the watch hands into focus.

Ah. five hours and forty minutes since he'd arrived home. That might explain why he felt hungry.

Awareness kept edging its way in from the recesses of fog and gradually the bookworm reached a point that he could get his lower limbs to unfold from the kneeling position. His thighs ached and below the knee was completely asleep, but the window sill provided an anchor that allowed him to lever himself up to his feet. Once there, as circulation returned and the pins and needles sensation came with it, he pushed himself the rest of the way upright and staggered back across his room.

Coordination always was a bitch under these circumstances.

For the time being, he ignored his half-naked state as he moved for the steps. He knew he wouldn't have been able to tolerate the contact of fabric, and there was going to be some work required on the abused flesh. Food first, then he'd see about the book Taneth had given him. After that, he could put some time into the box, the study at the Inn hadn't been entirely unproductive and he was certain he had at least the first twenty moves figured out.

Food. Book. Box and he made a further mental note to plan to go out to the university the next day and check in with Colleen.

His life ordered into this combination of short term steps, Michael felt more steady as he headed back down the stairs, his mind calm, his focus back where it belonged.

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-05-06 15:11 EST
Lemon wedges woefully left behind, Michael had gone out the front of the Inn; too late to catch the retreating Jeep or identify that the driver. However, this didn't stop the bookworm from jogging quickly around the side of the Inn to perform a quick recon of the immediate area. His haste saw him come to a skidding stop when he hit the damp cobblestones that lined the alley behind the Inn.

The sidhe has a number of peculiarities that weren't commonly visible. Or at least, that no one has ever had any reason to notice - though the logic is there, if they cared to consider it.

Rooftops made a fine place to settle and observe the pulsing life of the city, a fact that the fey hadn't taken long at all to realize - and one that he's made use of since then. Illusion, by contrast, is a skill that came as naturally as breathing to Gloamin's inhabitants....and it served far more application than simply providing Ciar with clothing.

Head tilting to the side, he resembled an overgrown bat more than any bird, sprawled at the roof's edge with skin and wings alike mottled to meld near-seamlessly with the tiles beneath him. A twitch of black strands served to dispel the illusion as the fey's head tilt to the side, curious and puzzled, to lean over the edge on braced arms and study the figure below. A thrum rumbled, more a vibration of the air than an audible sound as he watched the man below bolt around the building's edge.

Not on the Inn, precisely - but on the rooftop across the narrow alleyway from it.

Michael came up empty again. Whoever Grif was, the name niggled at the back of his mind but he just couldn't connect the dots, the man had gotten away clean.

"Retired my ass," the bookworm murmured, setting his hands on his hips and realizing that perhaps he'd been a bit impetuous in his dashing about.

His back ached, stung even and he was forced to shift his shoulders, trying to coax the fabric of his shirt off welted flesh. The movement, and the resulting pinch, together helped Michael shake out of his initial focus, and he began to look around; taking in the location of where he'd stopped.

Not the best location to have "lept first, ask questions later", and he lifted a hand, whispering a soft word of Latin to call a violet light. The light appeared, as gossamer delicate threats, that began to illuminate the space in and around his fingers as they thread upwards from his wrist and around the long digits.

The sidhe's head tilted to the other side, quizzical Hound.

Studying the form below, Ciar shifted his weight on folded arms, only the usual skein of illusion lingering as a wing stretches across the span of the alleyway below to hook the edge of the roof opposite. The grit of a claw digging into wood and tile is soft, but audible as he leans further, the second wing joining the first to leave the fey braced and balanced. It would take little more than a shrug to drop him into the street below - yet there Ciar stays, black eyes reflecting the simmer of violet light below.

A more audible rumble stirs, easily mistaken for a growl. Darkness is little issue at all, however - heat coalescs, as Ciar registers the violet glow, condensing to ignite the air. Just a simple, pale ball of flame, cycling and feeding on the oxygen around it. "You are Mesteno's friend. The one that acts like meat."

Already tense, Michael spun quickly at the rumble; an action that he would regret later, when he got home. Scratch that, he was regretting it now as he felt a scab give way, and the thick, sticky moisture of blood begin to marry linen to flesh.

The word Mesteno allowed him to catch his breath, only to steal it again when he was likened to meat. "Excuse me?"

Human eyes were not as keen as many species, so Michael followed his ears, lifting his chin and looking upwards. The voice ....he'd heard Ciar, but his voice had been overlay with others, part of the reason why the bookworm had fled the porch in the first place. "You know Mesteno?"

Perhaps as startled by the violence of Michael's motion as the man himself is by being spoken to, Ciar bristled for a few moments - just a few, the hackles along his wings and the short strip down his spine riffling upward with a silent snarl that likely went unseen. It settled almost as fast as it appeared, however, leaving a few moments of silence to settle over the figure below before the sidhe surges into motion above.

Indeed, far more like a bat - Ciar used his wings to climb, or in this instance to descend, pushing off the roof to drop on their anchor in a barely-controlled plunge. Bare feet thumped against the Inn's wall, and his wings unhooked above, tips flaring up in the narrow space to seek the open air beyond the rooftops as the fey lands on bent legs on the cobblestones. A twitch of skin down his spine, sinew slithering, and the globe of fire flickers out as though it hadn't been at all.

Awkwardly, his wings folded down, claws braced against the walls to either side to press and dig uneasily. "You are excused. Yes, I know Mesteno - you smell like meat, too. You shouldn't really do that, here." Polite, if nothing else - more or less. "Why are you smelling like meat - and why do glasses mean that someone won't hit a person?"

It may have been surprising, given how incredibly shy and often overwhelmed the man was when in a crowded area - such as the Inn- that the momentary threat display put on by Ciar did not seem to faze the bookworm. He did straighten, slightly, and braced himself in case the encounter is about to go very, very badly, but the hackles and the sweep of magnificent wings didn't cause him to scurry away. He watched the wings with a wary sort of interest but as Ciar came downwards, the Michael's eyes moved to settle on the sidhe's face.

The comment about being excused, hadn't been what he meant, but he let that go; after all, he owed the fae. The comment about his smelling like meat; they were disquieting but ultimately weren't wrong. He couldn't suss out what exactly he shouldn't be doing here, so he placed his quickly shifting focus onto the actual question. "You asked me that yesterday." He blurted. "That's what you were asking about when I ....was rude." Okay, he'd focused on the question. He just hadn't answered it. Yet.

A thrum, soft and velvet, purred in the sidhe's throat - But Ciar didn't come closer. Nor did he furl his wings any more than they were, leading edges braced on the alley walls, and the claws where a thumb would be digging at the material restlessly.

Everyone has their own difficulties. "I did ask you that yesterday. And you left. I wasn't really sure why you left, but you acted like you were running - so I thought it would be a bad idea to follow. Besides, Mesteno did. However, I'm not sure that you were rude....I'm really not very good at judging when people are, and when they are not. If you did not choose to answer, then it was your choice not to answer, just as it was my choice to ask again. Nothing on gloamin puts glass on their face. I'm not sure why you do, or why it might mean that someone wouldn't hit you. Since I do not know, it only seems reasonable to ask, so that I can decide if it makes any difference to me or not." There was a brief hesitation, before Ciar spoke again " an afterthought.

"I am Ciar Aed. I used to be Quill, but that place is gone."

"Michael. Michael Anders," the bookworm responded, on automatic pilot as he was going backwards through all that the sidhe had just said, getting the easy stuff out of the way first. At this point, he closed his hand and the violet light faded away from the tips of his fingers, possibly leaving them in little more than the faint light cast by the buildings around them. "I ....owe you an apology, for yesterday. I didn't heard you, because of the crowd. I sometimes get ....overwhelmed by people," he explained, in a tone that tried to convey that he wasn't attempting to use this as an explanation or an excuse for his behavior. "I realized, when I had already left the porch and Mesteno came after me, that I'd ....I mean, that you'd been talking to me and I walked away without answering. I'm sorry, that I did that."

And after a moment ...

Moment longer "

There came the sound of a frustrated grumble from the bookworm, before his continued. "And I'm still not ..." answering the question. "I'm sorr ..." he began, stuttered to a stop and for a moment, the sound of his taking two deep breaths might be the sound that filled the space between them. "I wear glasses, because I have poor eyesight. They help me see. It is considered an unworthy or cheap shot to hit someone with glasses, as it is considered a mild handicap." Pause and then a quick amendment. "Also you could break the glasses and blind me."

Heat pulsed through the alleyway, a rippling tide of warmth that settled and lingered, nothing more. The darkness didn't seem to bother the sidhe at all, eyes merely darkening a fraction more as the surface thinned to soak in what light there was. No pupils - the entire eye was receptive. Neck arched, Ciar narrowed his eyes as he measured the man's words - a sibilant whisper spilled from his throat, a sound far more natural than the deliberate growls, when Michael finally winds to a stop. "No. You do not owe me the debt of an apology. If you did, I would have come after you to collect that debt - for it to exist, I must acknowledge it, and there is no obligation upon you to provide me with information. I appreciate that you choose to do so - but I do not demand it. You can be sorry - but I will not accept that debt from you, nor the obligation to collect on it beyond what you choose to offer."

Black strands riffled, and settled again across the sidhe's wings, those pressed against the wall seeking every crack and crevice to investigate before stilling. "I do not understand why putting glass on your face makes your eyes better, but I think it must be a human thing. I also don't think that having glass....glasses....would keep me from striking someone, if I had a reason to do so. If I had a reason to do so, I don't think I'd be very worried about blinding the person. I have no reason to do so. I have no desire to harm someone who Mesteno counts as a friend. He would probably be annoyed with me." Though there was a thread of quiet amusement to the words, rather than any concern. "And then he would come up with irritating books to tell me to read."

For a moment, Michael just stood there and blinked owlishly. Then he tilted his head slightly to the side and observed. "You have an interesting conversation style." It was more an observation than any sort of pointed remark; a bit of fact gathering.

As was the information about the fact that Ciar wouldn't hesitate to hit him with glasses. Michael briefly considered delving into the idea of 'sayings' and where the idea of not striking someone with glasses came from, but given the sidhe's pattern of speech and attitude towards apologies, the bookworm decided it would be a ridiculous concept to try to translate.

Best to let it fall away.

Instead Michael asked. "He tells you books to read?"

The teeth that were bared were never designed for a diet of vegetation. However, the flicker of light from the street betrayed nothing more than a smile, a glimpse and gone again, the quiet sound of a chuckle oddly normal given the more bestial vocalizations Ciar often expressed in public.

"That is probably one of the more polite ways that people have told me that I'm not very good at expressing myself. Are you particularly fond of being crammed into overly small spaces, or were you coming in here to hide" You looked like you were looking for something. And yes, he tells me what to read, or at least what to try to read. He agreed to a challenge, and he yielded, so he has a debt to pay. Namely, trying to teach me to read the local language. I suspect that it's as frustrating for him as it is for me, since there is no resemblance at all to what I am accustomed to."

Polite" Did someone just intimate that the bookworm had been polite" Michael had to take a moment to wrap his brain around that, before he gave a small shake of his head and determined to accept it at face value.

"I actually hate being crammed ....anywhere." He answered the first question, even as the second sank in and he was forced to shake his head slightly. "I thought I ....it's not important. What language are you accustomed too?"

The scrape of claws across the walls was starkly audible, as Ciar furled his wings best he could. The trail across the grime of the alleyway, tendrils tangling into refuse with no more concern than if it had been clean dirt, as the fey turned to stalk toward the far end of the alleyway. It was for Michael to follow if he chose, since apparently asking if he wanted to didn't occur to Ciar.

"I don't like small spaces. I need to be able to stretch my wings - but I have no logical reason for that dislike. It has proven....unfortunate recently, so I'll have to deal with it until it ceases to exist. That doesn't mean I enjoy it, and this alley stinks. The best smelling thing in it is your blood - which raises the question of why you're bleeding. We can get to that eventually, but you don't need to tell me why you came into the alleyway. I suppose if you didn't want to tell me why you're bleeding, I could challenge you to find out, but that would just end up with more bleeding - which is just as bad an idea in a place like this as having blood on you in the first place. I think the parasites are more dangerous than the predators. As to my language....I am....from Gloamin."

Mesteno was trying to beat it into Ciar's mind not to announce WHAT he was. It worked - sometimes. "The window has closed, so I cannot go home. That means that I should learn to adapt to where I am, which means learning to read a language that's commonly used. Once I have that foundation, I can learn the rest."

For a moment, Michael just stood there, head tilted slightly to the side as he let Ciar speak. When there was a pause, he muttered. "A very interesting conversational style." With those words, he simply began to follow. He had no desire to stay in the alley, he just hadn't been bothered about the location. Despite the stink and the worrisome concern of what might be lurking in the shadows and under the piles of bigger pieces of trash.

The bookworm was no more inclined to discuss the state of his back with a virtual stranger, than he was to address what had sent him scurrying into the alley in the first place. Instead, he continued to focus on the more personal tidbits about Ciar and Mesteno.

"Sometimes it can help to use a language as a bridge between two other languages that are simply too dissimilar. Common tongue here is not a simple thing, though from its rough and monotone sounds you would think it should be. In which case, if there is a language that is closer to your native tongue, yet can provide points of more direct contact to Common; sometimes it helps to learn the more familiar language first." And now he was starting to ramble.

Hands went into the pockets of his trousers, Michael gave a small shrug ....immediately regretting it. "Just a thought."

The sidhe did not lead them towards the front of the Inn, but behind it, to where the alley disgorges into another road. No sooner had Ciar step from the confined space than his wings unfurled, stretching to their full length with a creak of sinew, membrane and slender bones. A flip of the tips, like a bird shedding water, and he lowered them to the ground to brace on either side - like the third set of limbs that they were, claws knuckled against the cobblestones.

As indifferent to the glow of the lanterns as he had been to the darkness, the fey twisted his neck to watch Michael, head tilted with unconcealed curiosity and the surface of his eyes riffled with greys to protect them against illumination.

"I can speak the language easily enough, but I haven't found any language that could serve as a bridge to the local common. I called in a debt to be given the spoken version. I am Daoine, not Aos to weave that type of spell. Suffice to say that I'm much better at killing things than crafting with magic, though I suppose I'll have to get better at it." Familiar terms, if one had studied gaelic - though their application didn't quite seem to fit the usual meaning.

Even the name of his world, Gloamin, and his own name were from that language....but subtly twisted. "Had I realized that I was going to get stuck here, I wouldn't have come in the first place....but if I had to, I'd have gotten the written language as well. The basic structure has very little resemblance to what I'm accustomed to, and the idea of having to put little letters together in different ways to make a word that could be better expressed with a single glyph is amazingly tedious." No further question about the blood - but it was highly doubtful that Ciar has forgotten it.

Not going by the examination that the human was getting, clinical and oddly reserved.

As they spilled out from the alley, Michael moved carefully around the wide spread of wings, glancing curiously at the claws. However, his eyes came back to Ciar's face as he stepped in front of him. The approach had been such that the sidhe could have noticed a thin stripe of dark red cutting across the back of the bookworm's linen shirt. Not a large enough strip to be dangerous, it looked to already be drying, but perhaps it gave him the visual answer that the bookworm failed to provide verbally.

"Ah." He said, frowning slightly before nodding. "Then you're best to keep at it as you have been. Mesteno is a good teacher, though he'd be rather cross with me if he heard me say such a thing. He may not be the most patient schoolmaster, but you'll not find better. The texts he tells you to read, will be informative as well; if you allow them."

There was no chance that Ciar would overlook that bloodstain, eyes narrowed sharply, the surface washed to black again as his vision telescoped to inspect it in far greater detail than most would realize. Nor did the fey make any secret of his examination, though the thrum that rose in his throat was quiet as his attention turned to Michael's words again.

A solemn blink flickered, and his eyes settled back to a normal focus. "He is better than I had anticipated - and he seems to find it less unpleasant than I had anticipated, as well. Though he did try to threaten me with a ruler." This time, there's no question at all regarding Ciar's amusement, sharp as the edges of teeth that are bared again, briefly. "I asked if he were offering another challenge, and we decided that was probably not a good idea. Did you hurt your back in the alley, or was it already damaged" I didn't see anything there that should have left you bleeding - nor did I hear anything to suggest that there was fighting."

It was still a little too dark for the human to be able to keep up with the subtle nuances of the fae's eyes. Instead, his focus was on the words and for the first time, he offered a small, sad, gentle sort of smile and a quiet chuckle.

"Mesteno will surprise you, though if it's any consolation, I believe he often surprises himself." He offered and the quiet chuckle grew into a soft laugh because of the ruler comment.

Ah but then they came back to that topic he was not prepared to expand upon. However, Michael weighed giving a response and hoping it sufficed, against continuing to be cagey and make the topic too curious to drop.

"I wasn't injured in the alley, I wasn't fighting ....not tonight. This was .....from something else and I merely aggravated it when I turned too quickly."

Head tilted to the other side, quizzical Hound, Ciar listened to the sound of the man's laughter with simple, naive fascination, before a riffle of black strands ripples down his wings and stills. "He has continued to do so, but I don't object. I like him. That's not something that I can, or would wish to, say about many. Here, it can be said of two - him, and Shar. There are others that I may choose to like, eventually....but not yet."

Mesteno has misjudged the fey a remarkable number of times, as well - and Michael is likely to do the same. His explanation doesn't do a whit to quell Ciar's curiosity. "You are human, at least you smell like you should be." And it's not his skin, but blood that Ciar's talking about. "Or something like one. It's difficult to tell, here. Humans are fragile - that means that for you to be damaged badly enough to bleed, just from turning, you should probably either be repaired or bandaged. May I see" I do not hunt humans....at least, I haven't before. I will not grant my word that I will not at some point decide to hunt a human as meat, only that no hunt which has involved humans has resulted in me killing any of them." A very fine line....and skirting as close to dishonesty as Ciar ever really got.

"I'm not very good at healing things at all, but I'm usually rather good at being able to tell if someone should go see someone who is." As though that's any assurance of the fey's skills.

Ciar" That was not the most reassuring speech Michael had ever heard. However, even the most reassuring speech would have received the same response, so in this case, the bookworm was probably a good subject for the sidhe to test his teeth against.

So to speak.

"Ciar, I'm all right, I promise. I need neither a healer, nor bandaging. I earned these stripes, I'll wear them." Which was about as close as he would get to a genuine explanation of the situation. "Though I do appreciate you not ....hunting me. I've got enough of that going on at the moment." He paused and then, in one of those leaps of conversation that he was known for, he tilted his head and pointed. "It was you, the other night, who helped Mesteno and his feline friend dry off?"

Turns of phrase. Some of them, Ciar was unspeakably oblivious to - others, he was entirely too familiar with. Eyes narrowing, a rumbling vibration stirred in the fey's chest, nearly subsonic, before quieting again as he relaxed.

"I know that terminology. If someone says that they 'earned stripes', it means that they were whipped - or beaten by some other means. If that's why you are bleeding, you do not object, and you prefer to keep the damage, then it would be rude of me to presume otherwise. I accept your promise, and the assurance that given as such, it will not be broken."

Apparently, an offering that meant more than just words to the sidhe, as he relaxed enough to lean into the brace of his wings. "If I decide to hunt you, it will probably be because it seems like a fun idea, and then I wouldn't really harm you. To harm you would be to harm someone who I like, and that's not something that I will do - at least, not unless he deserves it, in which case I'll just get into a fight with him directly." Head tilting, the Michael was likely to be subjected to heat, unless he prevented it. A mild coil of warmth, licking across the ground to settle into the air as a heated blanket.

"I am Ciar Aed. So yes, I did - that was when I saw you speak to him, and considered that he seemed to like you. Since he spoke to you again, and treated you like someone he liked, it made sense that you must be."

There was history between the bookworm and the sadist. But that was a story in and of itself, and a long one.

"If it's all the same to you, I think I'll try to avoid the necessity of a fight." Michael offered, in a quiet tone, which was sort of a way of trying to say he'd rather be friends with Ciar than any sort of adversary.

Ignoring the unfortunately rude foot they'd gotten off on.

Michael also noted that the sidhe had recognized the one idiom he'd hoped would go unnoticed. He'd prepared himself if there had been further questions, but as Ciar seemed content to let the matter go, the bookworm -likewise- let it drop.

Softly, velvet and speculative, Ciar thrums in the depths of his throat as his head tilted from one side to the other, studying the man with all the puzzled curiosity of the Hound he is " figuratively, rather than literally. "Playing can be fun. Fighting. But not everyone is well suited to it, to understand that it is not to kill, but merely for the pleasure of the test. I think that I do not dislike you, Michael". Or should I call you Michael Anders" Names are puzzling, at times. I don't like you, but there is the possibility that eventually I will, if I come to know you. Don't worry about smelling like meat. I'm not an animal, to be unconscious of controlling my response to that....It is just a scent, and nothing more. Perhaps eventually, you will tell me why you earn stripes, and from who " or you will not. It isn't information that I have any claim to."

Straightening from his almost-slouch, the fey furls his wings more closely against his back. Never tightly " he's no more capable of that than he was of banishing them entirely. "Why did you run into the alley' It's not a safe place, for anything that's bleeding."

Michael was starting to get used to letting Ciar speak his piece, end to end, before he moved to respond. "Michael, is fine." He said with his more accustom gentleness and he glanced upwards, as if weighing the whole dislike-like-not sure of like-possibly like phrasing, before determining that it was -in all- a positive outcome. "It is difficult to know someone, on just one or two encounters," he agreed, and for now he was going to let the subject of the stripes on his back rest; as it appeared Ciar was prepared to stop asking.

That left only the final question, which saw the bookworm from pensively and look around, as if this 'Grif' might appear out of the shadows. "Someone who ....appeared to remember me with more clarity than I did him ....left before we had a chance to exchange more than a couple of words. I was curious to see if I could catch up with him for a more private chat." The sidhe had all the social grace of a volcano. At least he came by it genuinely! "Michael, then. I have enjoyed speaking with you, Michael....which is more than I can say for most of those who I meet here. If I do not remain long enough to decide whether I like you, then at least there will have been the potential."

Neck twisting at what should have been an awkward angle, Ciar studied the buildings just behind and to either side, wings twitching restlessly as the tendrils coating them seeth, reshaping into a new configuration.

"If someone claims to know you, but you do not know them, it is far more likely to be a trap than a coincidence. At least, in my own experience. While I was watching, no one came into the alleyway except for a cat, the kind that scratches instead of turning you into a bed." There might have been a faintly disconcerted note to the fey's voice. He has no idea at all how to deal with small, friendly, fragile creatures. Bolsillo has the fey thoroughly baffled. "There were people who left other ways, though, in metal boxes or on foot."

That confirmed the unfortunate suspicion that the man had gotten away before Michael could have laid eyes on anything that might give him information to work from. The cold fact of it, forcing a tired exhale out of the bookworm, before he nodded. "Thank you, Ciar. It's useful information to have confirmed." He answered the sidhe's last statement first, working his way backwards, and giving himself one more minute to stew over the puzzle that was Grif, before he moved his focus back on Ciar, where it belonged.

His posture relaxed, Michael smiled. It was a shy expression, but sincere. "Thank you, for giving me the opportunity to apologize, and for talking a bit. I'm pleased to have met you, properly this time, Ciar."

There was no offer to shake hands, just a subtle arch of Ciar's neck as he oriented on Michael again, blink entirely solemn. "You are welcome. If you wish to speak to me, don't hesitate to do so. Don't run. Running only makes things want to chase." There was a distinctly puzzled stain to his frown, brief though it is, before Ciar sharpened his attention on the man again.

"Do you want me to walk with you? Shar does, sometimes. Usually when it's cold or raining, so that I can keep her dry. If not, then I think I will fly now - I've done enough watching of people for the moment. There are clouds, and the moon on top of them to play in. Perhaps I will hunt, but I will not hunt you."

'That will cut down the number of my hunters by one at least.' Michael couldn't help the slightly macabre thought, though he managed to keep from voicing it and simply shook his head. "I appreciate the offer, but I'm alright walking alone. Enjoy your evening." Flying among the clouds, in the light of the moon did sound fun.

Another time, Ciar might offer to take the man flying with him. Not yet. Shar had enjoyed it - Mesteno ended up with a broken nose. There's no farewell from the fey, other than a brief, nearly subsonic rumble, before he twists toward the nearest building. A wing flared outward and up, to slice through the air above Michael rather than swat him with the tip, but rather than lower again the other lift to join it - and indeed, precisely like a bat, the claws dig into the wall above and served as the third pair of limbs they are, climbing with far more agility and ease than he could ever display on the ground.

Altitude was required - the space to use his wings, without breaking them on the ground. Ten feet, twenty - and the sidhe twisted, launching himself from the side of the building to claim the first, all-important sweep of the span, catching himself on air to launch upward toward the clouds above.

Ciar's a curious beast, however. Michael may get to walk alone " but unless he thinks to hide his path, he was likely to have an airborne observer.

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-05-06 15:12 EST
Colleen DisTribe gave a languid stretched, before she exhaled a pleased breath and dropped her hand to touch the tousled mop of blond hair laying across her breast. The owner of the hair sighed softly and settled down deeper into a well-deserved sleep.

Chuckling softly, Colleen began to extract herself from beneath the blond up on her chest and the handsome auburn haired lad who laid across her legs. It took a bit of doing, to untangle all those limbs, but neither young man did more than stir, snuffle and settle right back to sleep.

They were quite exhausted.

Smirking as she pulled on a robe, Colleen enjoyed another lazy stretch and passed her eyes across the two comely lads who occupied her bed. It really was turning out to be an excellent semester at the university!

But play time was over. Now that she had some peace and quiet, she had promised an old friend that she'd dig up journals from the past.

Bare feet carried her down the hall to the large library she had specifically built on as an extension of her own house. Here she maintained years of work, studies that spaced centuries in truth, some projects picked up and placed back down for decades before she came back to them. Pushing open the door, she ignited the lamps within the library, bathing the entire space in a warm, amber glow.

Bookcases upon bookcases, filled to over-flowing, gazed back at her and that didn't even begin to speak to the stacks of books, scrolls, notepads, parchments, letters and journals that were set in untidy piles along the floor. Lifting a hand, she scrubbed at the back of her head, further musing already untidy silver hair as she exhaled a long breath.

"I really do need to keep a better inventory," she muttered, before shrugging to herself and setting off into the mess.

Like most individuals who maintained a "personal" filing system, Colleen had a sense of where to start looking for the journals Michael had inquired about. It was just a question of marking where the overflow had been, back over twelve years ago and then starting at that point. She remembered some of the journals and sure enough, those were the first that came to her fingers, and as she thumbed through each, they stirred memories of others she needed to find.

It would have helped, had she placed all the information into one or perhaps two volumes. She and Michael had just, never actually sat down to their discussions with a purpose. The topics had always come up as an off-shoot of some other conversation or another and as such, the notes were made in which ever journal or parchment had been handy at the time. She'd always meant to go back and consolidate the notes, but it had simply never been a priority.

In the way of most scholars, time began to escape Colleen as she worked. Minutes passed to hours and she was deep into the mental pictures painted by theoretical quantum physics when the lights flickered. She took no notice as they flickered once, then again before extinguishing completely.

"Wha ?" she explained as the dark cut across the page she'd been reading, rudely halting her train of thought.

Straightening, tripping slightly over the books that had become gathered around her, Colleen reached out with the simple spell to reignite the lights. They flickered, struggling to obey her command but something held them back. A flicker, then another, but as Colleen turned towards the nearest lamp to focus her efforts on one specific point of illumination something jumped out of the shadows cast, off to the side, by the anemic flame.

Large, skeletal and beast like, it's eye glowed a black red and it flashed its teeth in a razor sharp threat display.

Shouting, Colleen fell back and now she did trip over her books as she was sent into a tangled heap on the floor. All around her, her lamps began to perform the same quick bursts of light, just enough to flare across the shadows and give birth to more of the skeletal beasts. Unable to discern if it was reality or her mind playing tricks, the professor felt as if the edges of her robe were being caught and torn by those teeth. Either way, it stirred the instinctive panic of survival in her breast and she scrambled to her feet.

"DAN, MARCUS!" She shouted as she ran towards the front of her library, her subconscious awareness of the layout of her own home, guiding her unerringly towards the door.

As she broke free of the stacks, into the one area of the library that was still fairly open all the lights flared back on to full illumination, spotlighting the creature standing in the doorway, between Colleen and freedom.

Screaming, she came to a startled stop, jerking back so fast as to end up tripping and falling back across one of her work tables. The creature in the doorway, merely turned its head at a curious angle.

It stood a little over six feet, what parts of its body she could see were covered the sallow, grey skin of the dead, the rest dressed in torn rags that held a suggestion of ceremonial robes. Its arms were grotesquely misshapen, the flesh rotted at places enough to give a view of bones and worse; sometimes straight through to the other side.

The rotting flesh that covered its skull had pulled back to a point that the creature had a perpetual grin, bearing all it's human like teeth, gums exposed and glistening. It's eyes gave the impression of being red, like the shadow creatures that had set her upon her desperate race for the door, but as the creature shuffled towards her, she realized that the red was actually blood, seeping from the whites, nearly obscuring the sick yellow of the iris.

"Professor DisTribe," despite the mangled appearance of its mouth, the creature spoke in soft, haughty tones. Tones that suggested high education; at least at some point in its life. "It is a pleasure to meet you."

Colleen opened her mouth, aware that she was close to hyperventilating. She thought that maybe she meant to say something polite back, but all that came from her was a squeaked whisper of "Dan, Marcus."

The creature paused and slowly raised one half rotted limb. The fingers, at the end of the limb, where elongated, nails filed to resemble blades and stained with " Colleen didn't want to imagine. The gesture the creature made, was almost graceful and in its wake two shadow constructs oozed through the doorway.

Skeletal, like the ones who had initially chased her, these two constructs resembled serpents, balanced on one long set of vertebrae. Their arms were misshapen, like the robe creature, their skulls resembled a small rodent, mouths still set with wicked looking teeth. Each creature had its arms wrapped around one of the young men.

Both were awake, eyes wide like saucers and filled with terror as they hung in those shadowy grips. Naked, pulled straight from the bed, their mouths had somehow been fused shut, allowing nothing more than grunts and whimpers to spill from their terrified throats.

Colleen looked from the pair, back to her robed guest. She knew her own eyes were huge in her face, the stink of terror starting to rise from the sweat breaking out across her body.

"What " what do you want?"

That horrible smile, grew wider to the point that she could see the sinew and tendon stretched between jaw and skull.

"Why Professor. We're here to honor your work."

"My " my work?"

"Yes! Your speculative theories on the potential of realities and the suspension of time across each."

"They're theories." She breathed out, hearing her words tremble on the tears that were threatening.

"Good theories, and we're very interested in them. Now, where are those journals?"

"I " I don't know."

"Professor," he tsked softly and without any suggestion of a command from the creature, the shadow construct holding the auburn-haired lad, reached down and effortlessly sliced off the young man's penis.

Behind his fused lips, Dan began to scream in pain, while Marcus was likewise moved to more muffled shouts of panic.

"It's the truth!" Colleen cried out. "We never kept any specific journals!"

"Unfortunate." The creature said, it's smile never diminishing. "This was going to be quick, but now I suppose we'll have to take our time."

Colleen's eyes widened at the implied horror in those words. Her body reacted out of a sense of pure preservation, throwing herself off to the right to dart around the creature, to freedom before.

But before she could get her terrified limbs under her, she felt herself being grabbed, sensed shadows just behind her as she was lifted, free from the ground. Her screams, echoed with the terrified noises that came from the two young man, similarly bound, as their collective nightmare began in earnest.

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-06-11 18:19 EST
As they stepped into the shadows and away from the Inn, whether Michael's eyes remained closed, or he dared open them, there was nothing to see. Not unless he'd vision fashioned to see in a darkness where there weren't even the most distant celestial bodies to shed light, inherent or reflected. The Shadowlands, the Umbra, whatever the chosen name, were treacherous to travel without the right company, and even then, the journey (brief though it was destined to be) carried some risk. The cold was insidious, the kind that burned at the lungs with each inhalation, gnawed cruelly at the bones and left the moisture of a man's breath turned to clouds of ice crystals, the gore on his boots (in Michael?s case) solidifying like morbid garnets. The ground felt solid under foot, stable, but if he did look, he wouldn't see what he walked upon, wouldn't see the man whose arm he grasped. It appeared nothing more than a void. Except for the unpleasant sensation of things pressing in around them. The sound of gargantuan things moving in the distance, howls and roars that travelled miles and the breath that licked across the back of their necks as the denizens waited for them to stray from the path. Mesteno ignored them in the manner of a man who knew their tricks, knew better than to afford them his attention. Instead he strode with deliberate haste through the Umbral Plane for a whole eight seconds, his destination fixed in his mind. "Duck your head," was all he said for the entire unpleasant little trip, a palm reaching to press as a police officer might an arrested criminal being bustled into the back of a squad car. Michael had never traveled anything like this Umbral Plane, though he had traveled through portals that crossed dimensions often enough to be cognizant of the unspoken rules. Stick to your path and your purpose, or risk becoming lost to the landscape, prey to the denizens within. He had opened his eyes, taking in their passage and a stab of curiosity pushed its way through his otherwise fogged thoughts. This manner of movement was new, to him at least, he couldn?t recall that Mesteno had access to such an ability twelve years ago; though they had already established that Michael had new tricks of his own. Were circumstances other, he would have had questions about this icy cold realm. What it was, and how the sadist could command it, or at least traverse it without alarm. As it was, before his fracturing thoughts could draw together enough to form a sentence, he was being directed to duck his head, a hand guiding him. The imagery, of being ducked into the car or wagon at the Watch?s command, was not lost on him and for a moment he wondered if he was going to open his eyes to find himself behind bars of some sort. Then they were out. In the relative warmth that was the back of his van, a lesser shade of black and with plenty of things to stumble over back there. Probably safer to crouch. The cold spilled out behind them, chilling the armored shell of the van before retreating, reluctantly, little smoky worms of gloom still crawling about their boots. As the cold fled his heels, like a pack of disappointed hounds, Michael blinked at the dark interior and he peered, owlishly, around the interior of the van. ?I take it, you hadn?t parked this near the Inn?? "Several miles out, actually," Mesteno confessed, stretching upward toward the overhead light and filling the back of the van with harsh, ersatz solarity that had his pupils shrinking pin-prick narrow until they adjusted to the illumination. "It's too easily recognized, and I like to get around unmonitored where I can." There were meat hooks overhead, tell-tale stains on the dull metal. The floor space was no less sinister, with cadaver bags, zip ties, industrial strength chains and all manner of questionable materials stowed untidily. Likely it wouldn't take much digging to find a small armory tucked away amidst the chaos. He made no apologies for it, despite the likelihood that some of what they crouched amongst was likely to be a crippling reminder of what Michael had been wading through that afternoon. Studying him quietly for a moment, though far from impassive, Mesteno was choosing his words carefully. "I'm not insinuating you can't handle whatever you found today, Michael, but I'd like you to strongly consider the possibility that you're in shock." He had not forgotten that the past twelve years had seen team mates come and go as if through a revolving door, according to Michael, but he'd been specific enough about boundaries between colleagues and friendships that the necromancer wasn't going to assume he was handling this just as easily. "You walked God knows how far with that shit all over your feet, and anything with a good nose for tracking could have followed you. Coming here we're going to have made anything in pursuit lose the scent, but I need you to take me back to where you found them. Or... most of what's left." As the light snapped on, the illumination bouncing off the harsh metallic interior of the van, Michael winced. It seemed to cut through his already aching head and he raised a hand to shield his eyes briefly as he breathed through the worst of the discomfort and settled himself. The swing of meat hooks, the body bags strewn across the floor ? even the zip ties, were all an old familiarity, that should not have been as comforting as they were. They spoke to the life the sadist led, but it was a life that Michael well remembered, despite the twelve years between them. Despite what he?d come across just that morning, there was no sense of horror or revulsion in him as he slowly lowered his hand and let himself take in the subtle changes in the van, eyes eventually coming back to Mesteno?s face. He blinked, in response to what the sadist said, and he did take a breath in preparation of defending himself against the accusation. But once again, his teeth snapped closed before he could let the words spill and he looked down at the littered floor, finding himself a place to take a knee for a moment. ?What?s there,? he began, reaching up to brush his hand over his face and once again removing his glasses. The fuzziness helping to diffuse some of the light that was still making his head throb. ?I?ve seen wor ? no, I can?t say worse but I?ve seen it?s like.? Folding the eye pieces over the lenses, he reached up and rubbed at one eye with the heel of his palm and then peered at the fuzzy outline of the sadist. ?But there ? they?re soldiers,? he said softly. ?Part of me knows it shouldn?t make a difference, but Colleen ? she was a friend from here. She helped me set up my office at the university.? He tapped his glasses on his fingers, blue eyes moist though tears didn?t fall. ?She didn?t deserve what I brought to her door. I?ve screwed up, Mesteno. For twelve years, I haven?t put a foot wrong, but I screwed up.? Shaking his glasses out, he set them back on his face, giving a small nod in acknowledgement of the sadist?s actions in cutting off any scent trail, and he exhaled a long deep breath, gathering himself. ?How? Do we ? walk, the van? The ? uhm ? ?he motioned behind him, referencing the way they had come to the van. "I can't take us to somewhere I haven't seen, somewhere I can't picture," Mesteno admitted after a strung-out spell of silence. "We'll drive. At least as far as we're able without leaving the van out in the open where it might end up subject to speculation. Then we walk." And yet he wasn't moving to scramble into the driver's seat just yet. Instead he crouched there, poised and uncertain. He knew he should offer more than pragmatism, they were beyond a purely clinical association, and yet he would not be so bold as to assume his compassion would be welcome. Muscle twitched at the hinge of his jaw as he considered, and ultimately went with his gut instincts. As Mesteno explained the limitations of his ability to walk across a separate plane of existence, Michael realized he should have known that. It was a very basic rule for jumps of time and space, almost universal across all different sorts of teleportation. Even Michael?s own flashes of the exercise were limited to places he could envision; a destination point. Mesteno reached across the space with both hands, closed them over the trapezius muscles to either side of Michael's neck. The squeeze was tight, verged on more than uncomfortable, but he meant it to be grounding even if it wasn't precisely comforting. It demanded the scholar's attention even if he'd rather not meet his eyes while they were tear-blurred. "Michael." His tone had shifted, had all the hallmarks of the authoritarian he professed not to be. "Your friend - Colleen - wherever the fuck she is right now, I can guarantee that she's furious as fuck. And not with you. You live in this city and you accept that there're risks. But she's gonna be furious with whatever got to her, and she's going to be itching for you to find the bastards and make sure they regret it. So, hold it together just for now. Play the blame game with yourself later if you have to, but get that work-head on, the one you use in a crisis. You're gonna need that with what we're doing." Which sounded ominous, because it was. Mesteno wasn't even entirely sure he'd take Michael inside with him once he knew the way, but he wasn't about to admit that yet. Mesteno?s lean fingers dug into tight muscles and the result couldn?t be anything but painful. However, as had always been the case with the bookworm, Michael didn?t flinch away from the physical pain. His mind grasped it as an anchor that secured him back into the present, a point where his mind was no longer slipping and sliding up and down the scale of past, present, future, practical and theoretical. Just a breath in a single moment that was here and now. It allowed him to focus on the sadist?s words, focus in a way that had been missing from him since they?d connected at the Inn. Blue eyes, shielded behind their glasses, became less glassy, sharper and the pinpoint of his pupil flared briefly and then tightened with the intensity of focus. He licked his lips and gave his head a small shake. ?That?s not ? ?he began, stopped and calculated his words and started again. ?I had gone to Colleen to ask her about some work, she and I had done. Truthfully it was little more than theory, but you know how my theories tend to work.? In that, they did ? work. ?Colleen used to keep notes of our talks. I asked her to find those notes. She would keep them in the margins of other books, scrolls, whatever was on hand when we started to really get rolling. I knew it would take her time to find it all, that?s why I wasn?t ? worried, at first.? Biting his lower lip, he drew the blood to the surface as he made himself speak the next words aloud. He hadn?t said them yet, not in this way, and somehow -in the ways words had- it was about to make it real. ?They were killed, for that work. I came here, to gather counter measures against what our opposition is doing in jumping across time and space; particularly time. But instead I lead them to my work, Mesteno. I was here to get the keys, but instead I lead them to the keys.? And in doing so, had sealed the fate of three innocent people. He didn?t say that, but he didn?t need too. It was in his face and the sadist already had those pieces. One hand slipped from his shoulder, offered a bracing squeeze to his nape, and then Mesteno sat back, heels to haunches. "You sure you're ready to go back? If you tell me where, I'll go alone." When the sadist moved back, Michael swayed a little, unmoored. But he quickly covered it and shifted on his heels. ?I have to go back with you. I wasn?t ? it?s possible they missed something, I wasn?t able to finish searching before ? ?he trailed off and then made a gesture with his hand. Mesteno would understand when they got to the house. ?I can direct you towards the house. It?s five miles away from the University, you?ll be able to part to the south, and we can walk from there.? Mesteno couldn't deny that Michael's mistake truly had been a clumsy one. That the onus was something he'd have claimed too, were he in the other man's position, but there was no point in acknowledging the blunder. He let it all slide past without comment, and grasped onto the business of action when it arose, the better to turn Michael's mind from grief. "That's fine. Hop up in the passenger seat and let's get this done before anyone else gets involved." He clambered with accustomed ease over the clutter, easing between the two seats and into the driver's side to start up the engine. It was far quieter than it should have been for such a hulking behemoth, especially with the added weight of the armor like some great insect?s carapace. Of course, there was music though, disgraceful to the image, because it was Mahler's 5th on the radio when he turned the key in the ignition, entirely too soft, too tender for the circumstances. Somehow it felt too obvious to do anything more than turn it down to a background whisper though. He fastened his seatbelt, one of the few precautions he demanded of anyone that played passenger, and waited for Michael to join him up front and point the way before pulling out into the evening traffic. "When we get there, we suit up. Gloves. Foot covers. We're not leaving any evidence, and you're not to touch a damn thing unless it's absolutely essential," he began, unapologetically didactic. "If there's any sign of the Watch already on site, we'll have to come back another night, and I'll see if I can get access to what I need through other routes." Through the city morgue. But he wasn't about to tell Michael that. Distressing enough for him to have to face it all again. Worse that he might have to be the one identifying his old friend (or what was left of her) should she have no one closer to do the task. He stole a glance across at him in the rear-view, sticking religiously to the speed limits to avoid drawing attention. "How badly were they... Will you be able to pick her out?" ?Yes,? Michael answered the question in a quiet tone. ?They ? ?he began, stopped and glanced down, pulling at the seat-belt that was secured across his chest. ?You?ll see.? He finished in a quiet tone. Michael fell silent then, almost as if he wanted to hear the music, despite its counter tone to the general mood in the van. Mesteno had made no attempt to engage Michael in conversation beyond the necessary, though he was aware it might have been kinder to distract him from the waking nightmare of his own thoughts with something, anything - frivolous, professional, whatever did the job. It had never been his m?tier to comfort though, and anything he might have said would likely have felt flat, strained. He contented himself with the small consolation that he hadn't left Michael to handle things alone, then chided himself for his own fool involvement. It wasn't his fight. He had plenty of those. For the drive, the bookworm was quiet, speaking only to give the necessary directions. He didn?t argue against Mesteno?s instructions, simply nodding in a biddable manner. It would be foolish to argue. This was the sadist?s dance, steps the younger man knew with an intimacy Michael recognized he would never possess. When they finally arrived at where he?d indicated they should park, the scholar placed himself in the sadist?s hands, so to speak, in order to get properly kitted up. He did ask for gloves, though he promised not to touch unless it was necessary. When they were covered to Mesteno?s satisfaction, Michael lead the way along a path in a small wood, north. Insisting that Michael go the extra mile and don one of the unflattering, plastic ensembles forensics teams wore to avoid contaminating crime scenes, even if the damage likely had already been done in his initial visit, he locked up the van with a canvas hold all slung over one shoulder, crammed with items better left unmentioned, and then fell into step with Michael, the silence springing back into place as soon as the necessities had been discussed, accomplished. Half a mile at the side of a man he'd never truly expected to see again. Half a mile on silent feet, half-expecting for the culprits to find them before they reached their destination. It was almost a disappointment to have nowhere to spill the nervous energy. It was not lost on him, as they walked along, how familiar this felt. As if the twelve years apart had been little more than twelve days. Inwardly, Michael chastised himself roundly for allowing his thoughts to gain traction in that direction. At one point, as they stepped through the woods, he reached up and rubbed almost violently at the side of his temple; as if he could scrub the thoughts out of his head. There was a voice in there, violently protesting the way he was allowing this. From the point of allowing Mesteno to have any involvement at all -the risk to the sadist ? just look at Colleen- to the way he was slipping back into those old habits as naturally as breathing. Following Mesteno?s direction. Looking to the sadist to call the play and then moving to support the action accordingly. All the old habits. And the worst of it was the sense that he was being a selfish fool to allow it. The little, vicious whispers that taunted him for being weak, where he should have stood on his own two feet and never let on something was wrong. It was with that thought; his internal tormentor began to laugh aloud. So, clear and real was the sound that Michael jumped a little as if he could hear the brutal taunt. The scholar quickly wrapped his arms around himself, fingers gripping tightly to the arms of his sleeves. Struggling to contain what reason told him was just in his head; even if it felt so damn real. By the time, they had approached the house, he?d gotten himself under some semblance of control, so as they came through the door and back into the library, he?d prepared himself for the horrific image within. The blood-soaked message. The two-story house was set approximately half a mile from where they had parked, five miles from the University. In the light of day, it had probably been a charming residence, the front gardens neatly tended and brilliant with May flowers. Built with stone and large wooden beams, the windows suggested that it was a bright and airy space, evidence that the lives within had known love and laughter. There was no Watch presence either in the house or anywhere around it. If anything, the air seemed respectfully still, as if it were standing silent vigil for the unfortunate souls within. Because, despite the tidy appearance, there was a stark stillness about the residence that seemed to warn of darkness within. To someone who knew the scent of such things, the stench of blood, excrement and offal perfumed the air just outside the house, causing the scent of the gay little flowers to become sickly sweet. The front door had been latched behind the bookworm, when he?d left only a little while ago and it looked as if he?d had the wear-with all to step away from the path leading up to the door, as there were no bloody footprints to be traced. Leading them up the path to the house, Michael paused and cocked his head to the side, listening for a moment, before he reached for the door. ?No one?s been here since I left,? he said, voice mortuary soft. Before Mesteno could make a play to take the lead, the bookworm slipped through the door and into the dark entrance way. He reached, automatically for the lights but then thought better of it. ?Lux.? He whispered softly, casting his hand ahead of him and pushing a soft violet light, like a lantern, into the space between the entrance way and the stairs. ?They?re upstairs,? he explained, with a glance over his shoulder, before he moved for the steps. On the strength of blood scent alone, anyone with a nose would be able to find their way to the scene of the carnage. At the top of the stairs, it was a turn to the right, along an open balcony to the library. As they approached that room, Michael whispered the Latin for light once again, only this time it ignited the lamps within the library. At least he knew that Mesteno wouldn?t be thrown by what those lamps illuminated. The blood had been tickling Mesteno?s nose, subtle as right hook to the chin ever since he'd stepped out of the van. It wasn't the pure and beckoning thing it might have been had only blood been spilled, but the repulsive co-mingling he'd smelled dozens of times on the battle field. The full impact of all the foul scents that the fume hood in the morgue dutifully sucked away as he went about his twisted business for the sake of angry clients. He didn't need the light which Michael summoned, but permitted it anyway, even if the gleam through the windows might alert any sentinels left posted of their presence. The scene was as Michael had found it. Book cases over turned, papers scattered, furniture busted. The walls were painted in murals of blood, brain matter, piss and excrement. The first body that came into sight was that of young Dan. He was impaled upon an upturned table leg, set upon it in a Judas Cradle manner, with his torso cut open, ribs broken to allow the extraction of lungs. The manner in which the lungs were left to hang just outside the rib cage, still attached suggested he had been alive as this had been done. Along with the dissection of his penis, he had been castrated, his balls wrapped around his neck by the epididymis. His skull had been carefully opened, again suggesting he had been alive for the act, though how long he?d lived as his brains had been carefully scooped out, was anyone?s guess. One eyeball dangled from its socket, the other was imploded and it looked as if part of his nose had been bitten off. Just behind Dan, Marcus? body was bound to the four corners of the only table still upright and intact in the room. He had also castrated but rather than having the testicles fully removed, the scrotum has been opened and the balls pulled out, unwinding the epididymis to the very ends. His face has been peeled off his skull, the blood around the wound suggesting this had been done while he was still alive. At some point his throat had been carefully slit and his tongue pulled down and through the cut, like an obscene necktie. Finally, there was the woman. Her face was intact, her expression almost peaceful where she dangled, hanging by hooks set in the skin of her back. Her legs had been pulled spread eagle above a pile of books that are now covered in blood, guts and other viscera, due to the fact that her abdomen was sliced open. The cut, to the experienced eye, was of a size to suggest that her entrails had slowly wormed out of her body, in such a way that she would have felt every inch of her organs as they escaped her body. At some point both legs had been skinned, the dermis cut at the point of her hip and then ripped down to hang off her body in tatters at knee for one leg, the calf of the other. Slices of her flesh had been twisted into words and pasted to the wall by a mixture of blood and shit. ?Gratias tibi, Libre. Vide te mox? Mesteno didn't intend to keep them there long enough for an ambush. In fact, the bodies in their present state were more salvageable than he'd expected, despite the obvious trauma they'd suffered. "Go and look for whatever they might have missed," he urged sotto voce, casting his eyes over the Latin scrawled foul on the wall. "Try not to step in any blood or spread it further than it is already." It was a long shot, hoping that the disturbance wasn't already telltale. Then he turned his attention to the corpses, and set his bag down in a relatively clean spot. It was Colleen he approached first, unflinching, impassive, but he wasn't there to make a study of the brutality, to solve a mystery with something so simple as physical evidence. Instead he risked upsetting Michael all the more when he crouched to gather up the slippery cold entrails and began to feed them back into the incision they'd made in her abdomen, the foul stink thickening as he disturbed the ruptured offal. It didn?t surprise the bookworm when Mesteno set straight to work, the sadist?s words luring the bookworm out of his own skull. He blinked a couple of times, saw the younger man heading for Colleen and quickly looked away. He didn?t want to know. Not that his ears failed to alert him. The soft, wet squelch that was like no other sound in the world. As he moved towards the wrecked rows of books and paper, he stopped and offered over his shoulder. ?I can destroy, all of this. If it?s faster.? His words were low but at least his voice was steady by now. ?It was what I intended to do ? I just ?? had become overwhelmed. Acting had never been his forte, but somehow, Mesteno managed to feign being oblivious to all those ticks he knew so well. Anything to offer Michael some comfort, and he didn't doubt that he'd only feel worse about himself if he knew they were being observed, monitored in a fashion not entirely clinical for the frequency, the severity ? how fucked is he? Do I need to make him sit this out? They were fogging the necromancer's pragmatism, infiltrating the hard-drilled habits that kept him working efficiently. No. Let him deal with this. He's not a fucking child. It was easier indoors, confronted with the gore-slicked aftermath of the murder. His back to Michael, he could give him the privacy he needed to gather the scraps of his composure, grease the cogs of his coping mechanisms. Mesteno meanwhile, greased the latex gloves with human fat, with the jellied gobbets of blood and tissue clinging to the organs he rehoused in the hollowed-out trunk of the woman's corpse. "Destroy nothing until the bodies are out. Then do whatever you want with it all," he murmured, feeding the gleaming ropes of intestine home without bothering to look back over his shoulder. It was a messy job, intended only as a temporary fix rather than offering some decorum. The innards re-situated, he extended his own energy to meld flesh already beginning to turn necrotic back together, fleshkrafting clumsily. The feel of his energy was cool, dark. It has a taste to it, thick on the tongue, something to drown in (should Michael be sensitive to such things), and though the scholar had never been about him when he'd used it in the past, it had always been there, locked up as potential, carefully sealed away until trauma had shattered the requisite seal. He tackled the flayed limbs next, stroking the stripes of drying hide back upward as if pressing the petals of a drooping bloom back into place. The same sinister feel, and now with a palpable chill in the air, the wet suction of things sticking, an obscene, ugly sound as flesh bound to flesh and held. He hoped Michael wasn't watching. He hoped he was entirely absorbed in his search elsewhere, though his ears strained toward the sound of his footsteps. The wash of power, when Mesteno truly set to it, stole the scholar?s breath as shards of dark ice sank like tiny slivers of glass into his awareness. He had always suspected, the raw power had always been there, even back when the man was nineteen years old. Following, like a faithful hound in the shadows, waiting for the moment when its master would crack deep enough into his own sight to call it forth. Michael shivered. In a normal human being, it would have been a shudder of revulsion; the natural reluctance to face death and all its trappings. It had been a long time since the scholar could veil his own gaze with such sweet ignorance. Though not a power he possessed, his own abilities recognized the strength unfolding a mere shattered bookcase away. Instinct told him not to look. Trust kept his eyes faced down towards the papers, though his heart beat at a rapid pace as curiosity wanted to overrule him. Instead, he reached a hand out and whispered a soft spell, attempting to call words that would have been unique to his theories, to him. Using turn of phrase, the way a bloodhound would use scent to hunt down any scraps that had been left behind. When Mesteno finally tore her down from the hooks keeping her aloft, cradling the corpse so that she pressed to his chest like a lover, he set her on her own two feet. Colleen did not keel over, and that she stood unsupported was not some ugly trick of rigor mortise either. She stood entirely as if she were a living woman, even down to the relaxed posture, and stood waiting, patient slave to the necromancer's whims for as long as he animated her flesh, threads of that terrible darkness hiding under his skin pulling her into ungodly coordination like puppet strings. He wasn't going to carry her out. She was going to walk. Given the way Mesteno had spoken about the Watch, Michael had expected an argument about his plan to obliterate the house. Of course, he?d meant to do it with the bodies inside and the sadist was making it clear, that wasn?t an option. The bookworm weighed the effort of arguing, against the natural inclination to trust, where trust had become an emotion so far removed from Michael?s life it felt like the old friend. For a moment, he watched those blade like shoulders as they shifted beneath the forensic suit as the necromancer worked. Again, he was struck by the sense that he shouldn?t be allowing this. The silence between, while it felt as comfortable as an old blanket, it also felt as fragile as spun lace. Just one wrong words, one catch at the threads and it could be unraveled; possibly beyond repair. ?It would be a kindness,? he whispered softly, suspecting those predator sharp ears could hear him. ?To make you hate me.? Words, spoken almost sadly because they both knew there was now power to them. Michael no more had the ability to suit those words to action, than he had the power to change twelve years. The sentences were an apology, and a gratitude. As was the way he forced himself to move away, out of the direct line of sight as the necromancer worked. Mesteno didn't respond to the words. True enough, he knew Michael couldn't accomplish it, that forced hatred, but Mesteno wondered just what measure of grievous offense he might cause himself that might make the Bookworm change his mind and decide it wasn't so far beyond reach after all. It would take manipulation, a cruelty that tore more viciously than the teeth of a bear trap, and he'd been capable of it with others. Compelled to do it, where the subject felt like prey. Fragile though Michael was, Mesteno found he hadn't the appetite for it. He didn't want Michael to be so horrified with him that he decided hate was an option after all. For some reason, his opinion mattered. Animating a corpse wasn't a tricky business. It was nothing that required the flexing or breaking of soul matter, nothing that required great sacrifice (he'd spent his own energy in this instance, rather than offering blood) and it was because the threads of his own energy were extended, unspooled as it were to maintain the macabre puppetry that he felt the observation so clearly. Like knows like. Isn?t that the saying? As Colleen stood there, an obedient puppet to her master?s strings, there came a thrum along the strings, like a spider testing the strands of another?s web, investigating what was on the other side. The inquiry came as a sense, rather than anything as mundane as words. A whisper of curiosity over who was exerting such force to bend the rules of the dead? Mesteno took a sharp breath, eyes gone wide, and met the curiosity with a denial as subtle as a bludgeon to the head. The hum of energy, a black morass which seethed like smoke just beneath his skin lashed outward in all directions, a wall of frigid energy that filled up the room, cut through bricks and mortar and shoved any seeking, spidery entities out, jealously guarding what he'd claimed. Mesteno had fought for command of other necromancer's toys in the past, and done it a damn sight more subtly than he did with Colleen, but he wasn't taking any risks in claiming her. There was a sentience to Mesteno?s energy, a keen intellect that was entirely separate (and often had other inclinations entirely) to his own. It rarely had opportunity to stretch its metaphorical limbs so extensively, uprooted from the channels it swam in the sorry flesh which housed it. Now it was sniffing around like a blood hound, keen to latch onto anything even remotely edible. It wanted to taste Michael. It raged when it was disallowed. Instead Mesteno sent it out snapping at the thing that had been probing, not merely chasing it off, but attempting to take bites out of it. A fierce prohibition. "Michael," Mesteno had always known how to throw his voice, no matter how softly spoken he tended to be. "Whatever was here, it knows we're here. Be quick." As Mesteno alerted to the intruder, there was a sense of amusement initially, interwoven with curiosity and the whisper of temptation. Whatever was on the other end of those gossamer soft quivers of sticky threads, it tried to sniff -impertinent! - at the sadist and oh but it was in for a surprise. Because it hadn?t expected what came back up the thread towards it. The force, cut loose from its leash that snarled and when re-directed from the subject close at hand -Libre- came hurtling towards the watchers. The bloodhound caught its bits of ? well, not flesh exactly, but?s bits all the same. Dark, putrid with rot, maggots squirming in the carrion ?flesh?. But this was not the watchers? first encounter like this. Rather than rail or strike out towards the necromancer and his ?hound?, once the initial shock was extinguished, the entity turned back with a whispered song of welcome. A sickly sweet, whistle with an extension of power that knew it?s like. Come closer, interesting one. We would talk with you. The words were not form with any sort of voice but were rather a sense, a feeling, a song of welcome. A warm blanket on a frosty night, a cry of praise to lift a battered soul; a temptation. Even if their soft whispers went ignored, they passed out yet more of their ?flesh? to the unseen hound. Encouraging those snapping jaws to glut their fill. Have a taste, have a meal. Come back for more. The Watcher was bound to be disappointed with the response to the glutting it offered. Instead of being pleased, instead of sniffing about for more, the sentient energy simply played buffer, keeping the Watcher repulsed, laying claim to the space it inhabited both within and without its host's body. Anything that tried to worm beyond it, it withered, nullifying it. Even the plants outside of the house were beginning to crumple, touched by the death specter it seemed to represent. Mesteno felt his way along the far-flung energy, monitoring not only its unguided efforts, territorial and savage, but its willingness to cooperate. In the past, and of late more frequently, its sense of self had become more of an issue, and he didn't trust it (unfurled the way it was) not to try and take the reins. That he was in close proximity to Michael, that he might inadvertently do him harm if he didn't keep his grasp tight, only made it more of an effort, and he was beginning to sweat beneath the smothering suit, thoughts turned to auto-admonition for the foolishness of using his talents when he hadn't fed in weeks. Focused in the bubble of his own power, Michael did not immediately recognize the close quarters with their hunters. It took Mesteno?s voice to penetrate his focus and even then, it was only the fact that the sadist?s voice had always been capable of reaching him -no matter how far gone- that saw him turn sharply. ?Fuck.? He said, the word raw out of his normally cultured tones. Turning towards the shadow shrouded destruction of the bookcases, he exhaled a long breath. Well, there went any hope of being discreet. Hopefully there were no curious bystanders moving in on the house, because the soft lamp light was suddenly overwhelmed by a wash of violet light. Extending his arm, Michael opened the channels to his own well of strength, pushing what had been a whispered call, up to a full-throated bellow; so to speak his voice never rose. Now it was his power that flooded the room. It did not bring with it the cold touch of the dead, like the sadist?s, but at the same time there was no warmth or comfort in the touch of the energy. Rather, it was like stepping into an archive, something that held the artifacts of time and was flavored with the burden of their age; tasted of the merciless march of inevitability. From somewhere towards the back of the room, there came an almighty crash. The crack and splintering of wood and the rustle of papers, like disturbed starlings taking wing. Soft thwaps sounded, the scholar catching that which came to him, and then the shifting of feet. ?I have what I need.? Unfortunately, his words were observed by what was both within the room and what was not. Mesteno was in the position to feel it first, the race of death along finely woven threads. Colleen was still, she was Mesteno?s to command, but on the table the body of Marcus was starting to shift. With Colleen's body trailing him like a faithful mutt, Mesteno turned away from where she'd been suspended meaning to go and find Michael. He'd had no time to use the contents of his bag to try and eradicate signs of their visit, nor would he now, he suspected, as the Watcher grew tired of throwing scraps and became distracted, not coincidentally, he thought, by the splash of violet illumination. Mage work. That was going to take some getting used to, some revelation, but now wasn't the time to discuss change. He could only assume it had 'felt' what he was numb to, and that they could expect incoming company imminently. That was when he sensed the corpse of the young man begin to move. With no lapse in control of Colleen, and no outward show of concern, he strode straight across to the table with its shifting occupant, peeling off his latex gloves as he did so and wedging them into his bag. Wresting control of a second body would require concentration he couldn't afford if he was going to stay alert, so when he slapped his calloused palm down over the arm of the male's body, it wasn't for the sake of a second flesh doll. Instead, rot bloomed beneath his fingers, ran riot in cold tissue and bone, blackening and putrefying, disabling the sinew and rapidly reducing the body to a foul and stinking mulch, drying to dust as it radiated outward under the press of his hand. The easiest way to stop another player from joining in was to break their toys. If the Watcher was smart, it wouldn't waste efforts with attempting the same with the other young man... unless it was deliberately trying to slow them down. "We go now," he called, heading out to meet up with Michael and lope back down the stairs. He offered no warning that they'd have company. Colleen, stark naked in a way Michael had likely hoped never to see, and moving with all the sprightliness of someone half her age. From a distance, no one would think her anything but a woman daring the cold without her clothes. It was only the ugly seams of fleshkrafted skin that, up close, and along with the vacancy of her eyes, gave it away. She kept pace without any difficulty whatsoever. "Think we can expect some of your friends to try and ambush us on our way out?" Mesteno asked, refusing to let their company be a subject they discussed until they were safe. Though its offering was rebuked, the Watcher didn?t seem to take personal offense. It was so far beyond the idea of personal slights and the petty fits of temper that came with them. Instead, it appeared enchanted and though the hound was still loyal to its master, the Watcher still coaxed. It could multi-task. The sweet whispers were not just for the hound but for the necromancer as well. Not words, in the clumsy way of the sounds that fall from our tongues, but still the opening volley of a soft courtship. Such power, how could the Watcher be anything but fascinated. Even the way Mesteno quickly identified to remove the tools, rather than try to face power against power, was observed and approved of. Oh yes, this entity was enchanted. Michael could almost feel the glee of his age-old nemesis and he shuddered, once again, with a combination of personal distress over having brought Mesteno to this point and the realization of just how much of a mess he?d allowed things to become. Discipline of the past twelve years made his feet move as the sadist snapped directions and discipline kept his eyes off Colleen as the three of them executed a strategic retreat from the house. Once they were back out of doors, the bookworm turned and face the structure. He would try to pass off the one book and handful of scrolls he had retrieved from the library to Mesteno but if the necromancer was otherwise occupied, the scholar would set them on the ground. ?They?re going to come through,? he warned the sadist, his hands lifting and the violet waves of light swirling around his fingers once again. Glancing over his shoulder, he sought the younger man?s eyes. ?Don?t let them scratch you.? With that, he turned his attention back towards the house and what remained within. The next words that fell from his lips, were Latin. "Ne quid in fabricae est consutum vitae, quae teritur absumitur. Adiuro te ad voluntatem meam, et ricini semet explicare et horologium.? As he spoke, the violet swirls of power arched from his hands and reached across the space to swirl around the house, from foundation to roof. The purple light was reflected in the scholar?s glasses, his blue eyes fixed on the spell work he was casting, lips moving though no sound fell from them. Within the embrace of the violet light, the house began to unravel. The wooden planks being unmade from their shaped timber, rolling back up into the trunks they had originally started their lives as; trees. The stones began to meld back together, into larger boulders, which had at one time been broken by heavy mauls, but those boulders began to give way to smaller and smaller bits of stone, unmaking before them. Depending upon the attention of his hound, the necromancer may have felt the moment when the bodies within began to regress. The way the dead, did not so much come back to life -that would have been impossible for the scholar- but rather the life force began to unwind. An infant?s first cry echoed on the air, perhaps imagined, before the thread of life, now death, that Mesteno had encountered simply ceased to exist. As if written out of the existence of time. It might be clearer now, that the entire house was being written out of the fabric of time, as if none of it had ever existed. Focused on the undertaking at the end of his fingers, Michael didn?t turn when the shadows cast by the trees on either side of him, suddenly reared upwards. The constructs came together with effective swiftness, their skeletal bodies arching upwards, dragon like maws gaping and red eyes glittering with fierce focus as they crashed together; aiming for the scholar?s back. Of course, staying put was the last thing Mesteno wanted to do. Better to get to the van and put distance between them and whatever was hounding the Bookworm. Better to get the walking corpse somewhere where he could safely begin the real work. However, this was Michael's show, not his, and he caged his impatience behind his teeth, skin prickling with the urgency to move rather than stand about like hobbled prey. His passenger, still firmly anchored (as it would always be) left the crime scene with them. Yet out there amongst the gardens he'd so carelessly driven to early rot, it still stretched out, eager for conflict, eager for the potential for fresh death. It saw the world through the same, golden eyes, but analyzed it all with a very different, perfectly inhuman mind, and it wasn't at all phased by what it saw Michael accomplish - unmaking things. Mesteno on the other hand watched the display with a great deal more unease. If this wasn't a form of chronomancy, he didn't know what was. Typical that he'd consider it a more sinister magic than anything he might wield! Still, how could he complain? The evidence was gone. The bodies, the DNA, the fingerprints and the disturbance Michael had inadvertently caused on his initial visit. Gone. No Watch to worry about. Thankfully there was something demanding his immediate attention, and though he hadn't come to play bodyguard, that was precisely what he found himself doing as Michael worked his magics. Leaving Colleen to stand mute and still, he turned to face the rapidly forming constructs, a killing calm settling about the candleflame-brightness of his eyes. Now this dance he knew. The first of the constructs came through without offering him any time to prepare an effective barrier, and so he met like with like. The enemy weren't the only ones with shadow oriented talents, and from the trees opposite those where they'd spawned, he dragged a great swathe of it, thick and dark as pitch, a great wave to batter down on the skeletal bodies, steel-solid and, in a pinch, a fit weapon. No shaping required. Just a swift crushing, their bones carried out on the tide of it to keep the scholar's back safe. The darkness snapped back into place with near immediacy, the shadows cast where they should be, albeit restless at their edges, curling like smoke. Mesteno didn't stand about inactive while the Watcher could conjure up more though, or resurrect the first swarm. Instead more shadows came crawling, this time just enough to form a slim, razor edged blade of darkness which he used to cut straight through the plastic crime scene suit and the sleeve of his shirt, opening a cut in the back of one forearm. The blood ran thick, dark enough to pass for black given the hour, and when it was slicking his knuckles he cast it out in a wide arc, letting beads of it spatter on the ground, evidently harmlessly. At least until anything tried to cross it. Mesteno had no spells to work for his craft, unless it was of particular complexity. He simply spent his blood (or preferably that of others - when occasion allowed) and infused it with that same decay that he'd inflicted upon Marcus' corpse. If any more of the draconic nasties approached, they'd find themselves crumbling as surely as the dead man's bones had, their energy gnawed on and drained just as Mesteno's passenger had begun to back in the house. Fighting in close quarters would have certainly been more fun, but with Michael's warning not to let them scratch him, maintaining a distance seemed sensible. "Velox!" He demanded of Michael, as if he weren't already exerting himself. His mind caught up in the intricate work of chronomancy, there was still a small part of his consciousness that was aware enough to want to howl at the necromancer to stop making himself so alluring! Michael knew how his enemy thought, how they worked. The power that Mesteno was calmly casting about them would be like catnip to very big, dangerous cats. Part of the scholar was desperate to bundle the sadist up and hurry him away from the threat. But he had to finish what he started. The threads of creation had been unraveled, leaving the lines of existence upon time, until Michael drove even those back into dust. The house, the bodies, the gardens and the gay little flowers from just a half hour ago, were gone. An odd pattern of dusty ground lay in their place, perhaps enough to be curious to an onlooker but no usable DNA would be found. Just plain, dirt. As the necromancer?s voice issued its sharp order, quick, the scholar was already turning, dropping the lines of power and reaching to scoop up the papers on the ground next to him. Now, his eyes couldn?t help landing on Colleen, where she stood waiting obediently for Mesteno?s next command. For a moment, the reality of what he was seeing, threatened to overwhelm him and he shuffled his burden into one arm, reaching out with the other in order to erase his dead colleague from existence. But even as the words came to his lips, he stopped them and looked towards gold eyes. In many ways this was a greater testament to the trust he had in the necromancer, than anything that had come before. Despite the chaos swirling around them, the whispered courtship of his enemies towards Mesteno, the bookworm dropped his arm; leaving Colleen to Mesteno?s protection. Feet slipping a little on the dark, dew (blood?) kissed grass, he got his legs under him and began to stride towards where they?d left the van. He was moving, but at the same time he wasn?t simply allowing Mesteno to take the brunt of flank guard; believe it or not, he hadn?t brought the man out to be a body guard either. Casting his hand out ahead of him, light flared from his fingers. While nowhere near the brilliant, life giving intensity of Taneth?s sun, it was still brilliant enough to dispel the shadows ahead of them, clearing a path at least. ?Can the van travel?? He asked in a quick, perhaps surprisingly calm tone. He didn?t try bother to elaborate the statement, he merely expected Mesteno to understand what he was asking. Twelve years, fading to the click of seconds. If it was any consolation to Michael, Mesteno seemed entirely un-enamored with the temptation the other side were attempting. He couldn't have been more dispassionate to their offer had he been making a deliberate effort! As for the power he wielded, he'd nothing else to rely on given present circumstances, and so he'd have to shoulder the risk. No point in bringing a gun to a fight with shadow spun bone constructs when there was no flesh to maim. It would have taken a small cannon to do enough damage to the morbid creations to slow them down, if he relied on contemporary armaments. Perhaps they needed to visit the Tech sector and invest in some futuristic hardware that would simply vaporize whatever they fired it at. There was a moment where Michael stood there staring at Colleen where Mesteno thought he was going to have to intervene. "Michael, don't..." he murmured. None of the snapped commands on this occasion. He knew it was too personal a thing to have her stood there and expect not a flicker of reaction. He said no more though, and waited for him to come to the conclusion himself. That's not to say he didn't let spill a soft sound of relief when Michael's common sense overrode his sentimental response. He gave a brief, approving nod as his arm dropped, and then with hand still blood sticky, he set off alongside the other man in the direction of the van. Again, Colleen set into motion at their backs, moving with the easy stride of a living woman and not once snagging her feet on any of the undergrowth they trekked through. "If you can manage without the light, let it go," he advised Michael as they hastened beneath the trees. "I don't need it." No more than he had in the Umbra to see where he was going. He didn't want the light drawing attention if anything was out there looking for them. ?The light keeps them from having anything to latch on to,? he explained softly, though as they continued along without further intervention, Michael closed his hand and extinguished the violent wisps of power. "I can't take the van with me where you and I went. The path wouldn't support it. I couldn't... I'm not that good. The most I've managed is two people at once." And he used the term 'people' loosely. Hadn't even been sure they'd make it through. Still, half a mile was nothing. The span of a few minutes even in the dark. Before too long its ugly, armored shape would become apparent, and there was nothing getting in there (if it'd been found!) Mesteno warded his property thoroughly these days, after it turned out RhyDin residents had a habit of demolishing his property. "If you think you can stomach it," he went on tentatively while the words were flowing, "I think it might benefit you to have a chat to your friend here. Find out what happened." Now he waited for the emotional backlash. He hadn't saved her just to get her buried somewhere nice and give her the appropriate funeral rites after all! Truth was, what Michael had done back at the house, particularly the two living -sentient- beings had been exhausting. Though Marcus and Dan were dead, they still represented a combined forty plus years of memory and being that had to be unwritten. Even if their memory would still linger in the minds of those who had known them, the foot stamp of their existence had been undone and that was no small undertaking. As they approached the armored van, ugly thing that it was, Michael had never been so grateful to see something in his life. He nodded to show his acceptance of the limitation on Umbra walking. It made sense, moving a living being was a small operation but also offered up the ambient power that came with the living. Sort of like a traveling battery pack, even if it was on so subtle a scale as to be almost unnoticeable. An inanimate object like the van would be almost impossible. "I think it might benefit you to have a chat to your friend here. Find out what happened." The words produced an owlish blink from the scholar and an expression that lack any immediate comprehension. He hadn?t had time, or more to the point hadn?t allowed himself the time to think too deeply on what Mesteno was doing with Colleen?s body. It was true, what corner of his mind had been working on the question had assumed some sort of removal of evidence, maybe a proper burial as opposed to what Michael had been driven to do to the two lads. There was no way he could hide the flash of horror that moved across his features. It wasn?t horror at Mesteno or the necromancer?s power, but rather the natural horror at the idea of using a friend; someone who had already paid the ultimate price. Without words, Michael started to shake his head, stepping back, and attempting to denounce the very idea of it. For a moment, a breath that hung suspended between the three of them, it looked as if he couldn?t stomach it. Was going to refuse, balk and bolt away. Twelve years ago, he would have done just that. Ducked his head, perhaps hidden behind the sadist and left it in Mesteno?s hands to take care of it. The thought of it would have been too overwhelming for the scholar?s less than stable conscious cognitive functions. But even as the words to refuse, swam in his eyes, his gaze locked on the flash of lionized gold. Mesteno didn?t need to say anything further. The bookworm recognized that in refusing, he would be casting the sadist?s efforts aside in a manner that was dishonorable to both the necromancer and Colleen. Mesteno hadn?t come out with him tonight for fun, this was not the nineteen-year-old terror who tore at the world just because he could. What the younger man had done, he was certainly under no obligation, no more so than Colleen had been obliged to help find those old, cast aside notes. Reaching up, Michael scratched in a pensive manner, at a point over his shoulder. It was an odd little gesture, but it probably spoke volumes to someone who understood what lay back there. Mesteno braced himself, not just for Michael's horror at the suggestion, but potentially for condemnation. He knew a great many people would protest having someone they cared for subjected to the horror of necromancy just for the sake of aiding the living, could even understand their revulsion despite his own insouciance toward the whole sordid business. After a moment, the bookworm took a deep breath and lowered his hand, straightening his shoulders and nodding to the sadist. Stepping forward, he moved until he was within a foot of the naked, misshapen corpse of his friend. ?Col ? ? even prepared, he choked on the word and had to turn his head to the side, breathing through his mouth until the bile that had suddenly risen in his throat, fell back down to roil in his gut. It that moment, it dawned on him that there was nothing in her stance, face or even fogged eyes to suggest she was anything more than an inanimate doll. A meat puppet on strings. He lifted a hand, as if to touch her cold cheek, but then lowered it and turned back towards Mesteno. ?What do we do?? And there Michael was, backing away, shaking his head. Mesteno's lips parted, ready for the cold logic he thought might just have a chance of usurping the sense of injustice, but he was struck silent when instead, the scholar subsided. Michael really had changed. Studying him for a moment, skeptical ? he'll change his mind - he let the span of a few heartbeats pass, and was rewarded by seeing Michael take the first steps, or what he thought would be the first, to try and communicate. Better for him to do it himself rather than be bullied into it, but it wasn't quite time, as the man seemed to have realized. "We take her somewhere safe," and ourselves, "where we won't be disturbed. I'll call her back to talk to you, and once it's done, we'll cut her loose. Whether she passes over or lingers in Sheol, that's up to her, her beliefs, the acceptance of what's happened to her. There's a good chance that in the aftermath of the trauma, her soul is confused. If she's drawn back to where we stand now and finds things she might have recognized are just gone, this at least will be opportunity to set her to rest, by listening to you. Keep her from haunting a spot needlessly. You can help her this way, just as whatever information she has to share will help you. If that doesn't work, I'll have Vadriel come and find her when we've finished." Usher of the dead, Vadriel had the capacity to calm a soul, relieve it of the confusion that violent death could cause in a soul once untethered from the flesh. Mesteno's talents were decidedly insidious by comparison, the souls fled far, sensing inherently that he was a being best avoided. If Colleen's soul had been there when they arrived, he didn't doubt she'd have fled with all the others, until she could no longer feel the pulse of the dark energy he harbored. Unlocking the van, he hauled the rear doors open and without a word, had Colleen climb into the back, sitting neatly cross legged amidst the clutter. He settled his bag in there with her, before pulling the foot covers off and shedding the unflattering plastic suit. He encouraged Michael to do the same, before locking up the back again and heading for the driver's seat to start up the engine. There was no better place to take them than Sanctuary, even if the potential for unbidden memories was high. For the moment, it might have seemed as if Mesteno had two bodies, souls adrift, under his command. With no more than a nod, the bookworm fell into place behind the sadist, waiting while the younger man got Colleen?s body stashed within the van -and it was an effort not to ask about a blanket- before shucking out of his plastic suit. Walking silently around to the passenger side door, he climbed in and set the seat belt, all on automatic pilot as he held the precious book and scrolls in his lap. It stirred in his mind that he should suggest the Walk or something, but the sadist?s words were enough to forestall his own commentary. Mesteno knew where in Rhydin would be considered safe. The necromancer knew what he needed, and he?d had a taste of what lurked in the shadows, sniffing at their trail. Michael left it to Mesteno to decide where they went. Again, he made no effort to fill the silence with words. Neither did he try to hold up a fa?ade. Instead, his head leaned over until he could rest it against the window of the van, eyes staring sightlessly ahead. I?m so tired. He thought to himself, not for the first time but there was weight to the sentiment this time. Away from Rhydin, when he was in the thick of the war, were it reached every last brick and piece of fabric that surrounded him, it was easy to push the exhaustion to the back. The relentless need to keep moving forward, the almost never ending jump of frying pan to fire and back again, didn?t give the body, mind or soul time to dwell. Coming back to Rhydin had alleviated the intensity of that environment. The silent peace of the Walk had seeped into the craquelure spidering across the surface of his fragile varnish. It was pushing the cracks further apart, exposing more of the scholar than Michael had allowed in years and emotions he?d held at bay for so long, were scratching across the surface; like nails on a chalkboard. The Bookworm was not begrudged his silence. Mesteno knew the value of it, and was again glad of the chance to fix his mind to simpler tasks. Driving. Taking the roads less travelled. Making sure there was nothing on their tail. As his thoughts ran riot around the interior of his skull, it took him longer than perhaps it should have to recognize where they were driving. Always somewhat wild, Sanctuary was even more serene beneath the scars of twelve years. Different and yet familiar in a way that set the barbed hooks of memory into his chest. His breath caught, and perhaps it might have seemed as if he were taken aback by Sanctuary?s current state. But he sat up and came back to the present in a way that suggested he couldn?t quite get enough of what he was seeing. Mesteno didn't allow himself to think further on what it must be like for Michael to see Sanctuary, to pass through the gaping space where the wrought iron gate had once stood in the high, barb-topped walls. Now it lay crumpled, vine choked to one side, and the manicured lawns had given way to kweneskat grasses that would-be gold by mid-summer. Where once a thick stretch of woodland had been, there were now only a few mature trees picking out its old perimeters, silver trunked and with dark, plum leaves, branches strung with moss like an old man?s beard. A few spindly saplings had thrust their way up through the dirt, but not densely enough to disguise anything. Here and there, the gleam of metal poked up through the dirt, the old trappings of domestication, twisted through the heat - the spindly arms of an umbrella, a knife going green with mossy stains. Three pavilion style tents, evidently occupied, were situated beyond where the cabin had stood and where a small lake gleamed distantly, though once they'd exited the van, and Mesteno had brought Colleen from the back to travel to their rear, he led them far from the tents and towards the center of the property, past a few skittering lizards, by a curious owl, through a swarm of silver-winged moths disturbed by their passage, to where the morgue lay beneath the ground. This was where the cabin had been. The debris had been cleared away though, and someone had made an effort to make the space around the entrance to the morgue appear like a cross between a garden and an overgrown cemetery, using the old stones from the original funeral home. There was even a gate, waist high and topped by a thick board decorated with a multitude of little carved figurines clinging inexplicably to the wood. Michael was silent, until the van stopped, at which point blue eyes would look over towards the sadist?s profile. ?You?ve redecorated,? he remarked. It was the non-sequitur of a mind pushed to the brink of capacity and probably a couple centimeters beyond. cont in part two[/b:768f11

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-06-11 18:33 EST
cont from part one

Mesteno parked the van on the short spit of gravel remaining, and kept his eyes on the ravaged property beyond the grimy windscreen. He knew when Michael looked his way.

"I had some....overzealous volunteer landscapers in," he muttered, thumb depressing the catch for the seatbelt so that it snapped back and out of the way. "The cat survived them, of course."

Of course. Kalari was more likely to survive an apocalypse than the roaches.

"Kalari is going to outlive us all," Michael remarked, with a wry sort of affection. He clearly remembered his efforts to make nice with the feline and the rather dubious results.

"Wouldn't surprise me in the slightest," Mesteno admitted of the wretched cat, who seemed to have decided that since the necromancer had company, she was going to remain in hiding. Stepping out of the van, the bookworm stood up by the front fender and simply gave himself a moment to take it all in. Even in the dark, his eyes picked out the details laid out for him, from the tents to what looked like initial steps to clean up; tidy. There was a story here, of course there was a story here, there could hardly not be, but asking about it was for some other conversation. That the sadist lead a dangerous life had never been a question. Michael had walked that path with him for too long to imagine that Mesteno had suddenly changed his ways and simply taken up gardening with landmines. Something in all this destruction, spoke to the death hound he'd felt back at the house, in that it marked the years past and the growth (painful and otherwise) that had occurred around those years. A silent sentinel to time. Hearing the back-doors close, he shook himself out of his memories and turned to follow Mesteno and Colleen's body. He wasn't surprised when they moved away from the tents, and merely waited patiently as Mesteno exposed the entrance way down into the morgue.

"Most people should not have good memories of a morgue," he remarked, more dark humor akin to his initial comment about the cat. Rather than being any sort of bravado or genuine callous mental state, there almost ghost like quality to his tone suggested that it was a tattered blanket being pulled around naked and raw emotions; least they bleed out in an inconvenient manner.

They say that scent was the strongest simulator of memory. Ironic, how the chemical stench nearly brought the bookworm to his knees, not for the horror it stirred in his lizard brain, but for the wash of memories that cut loose form the dark recesses of his mind.

For a long breath, past and present collided in a way that was painfully inconvenient for the current circumstances.

As for the morgue, and the nature of the memories Michael found surfacing as they descended the short flight of steps, Mesteno only offered him a smile, one that cut higher at one corner than the other, a little uncertain of itself. Likely he had as many good as bad by now, but he wasn't about to share when they had business to attend to.

For Michael's sake, he hit the light switch, flooding the morgue with luminescence of the harsh, fluorescent variety that gleamed on the stainless steel and the sloping tile of the floor. It was every bit as immaculately tidy as the land above was wild. The strong, chemical scent of disinfectant obscured any whiff of death that a visitor might expect to catch, and Mesteno didn't intend for Colleen's presence to tip the scales. The first thing he did when he reached the morgue proper was to turn on the fume hood to spare their noses. This was going to be traumatic enough for Michael without the reek of what happened to sharpen any new memories.

The steel table occupying the central space appeared as much made for restraining a victim as for autopsy, and it was there that the cadaver serenely settled herself, stretched out supine and utterly unafraid. After all, flesh had nothing to fear. It was the soul he intended to call back that might be horror stricken if he didn't go about things gently.

"You should....probably be sat down for this," Mesteno decided, feeling strangely adrift in his own torture chamber.

As luck would have it, Mesteno continued to move forward. For that matter, Colleen -or at least her flesh- continued to more forward, getting up on the table and laying down, horrifically serene. Michael struggled to make sense of the words the sadist was stringing together. Sit down, yes of course and then the question about whether or not he needed a moment.

Mesteno strode off to a small adjoining room, a workbench housing an electron microscope, biochemistry and hematology analyzers, centrifuge and a multitude of other instruments he'd never have once thought about owning back when they'd been lovers. There was a stool there that he dragged out, backless and circular seated, but better than nothing, and he set it beside the table where Colleen lay still and unblinking.

"Do you want a moment alone with her before we do anything else here?" he asked, in an uncharacteristic display of compassion. Age had taught him some things - or at least how to mimic them.

Michael tilted his head and seemed to consider this offer, before he turned his eyes to look at Colleen. Behind his eyes, his thoughts kicked up like an ocean caught in a storm, waves breaking over rocks of self-recrimination and the howling desperation to be anywhere but where he stood. Casting his head down towards the floor, he dug his trimmed nails deep into the flesh of his palm as he struggled to anchor himself in the maelstrom of " too much. "No." He said, his voice slipping into something mechanic. "We need to get this done. Get it done and let her rest."

A nod, acquiescing to his wishes, and the necromancer set to work.

"There is a place in the flesh, never the same in any one person, where the soul is anchored in life. A secret core, which allows the soul recognize the body as its own," he explained, rolling up his sleeves. He was once more bare handed for this task. "It keeps rogue spirits looking for a body to command out. And it's the point at which a necromancer can feel outward and draw the soul, if it hasn't yet crossed over, back."

Some of them, those whose Gods had found them deserving, spent no time in Sheol, the ethereal plane at all. Others spent years or centuries there, either willingly or because they had no deities to claim them. Colleen, victim of a violent death and so recently slain was much more likely to be within reach, and as an added bonus, had her tongue, and her throat intact enough to offer them answers.

"You don't need to watch this part," he told Michael, hoping that his explanation would suffice to make the defilement he was about to inflict on Colleen's corpse....acceptable somehow.

Or he'll never look at you the same way again, he admitted to himself, as his fingers slipped smoothly into the wound in her belly.

The vile, semi-liquid squelch of disturbed internal organs was unavoidable. They slithered under his searching fingers as he let his energy probe through their calloused tips, seeking, finding at last, the anchor he'd spoken of. It was just beneath her breastbone, a hair's breadth south of her cold, unbeating heart.

He cast out through it, and the metaphysical hook found its mark, pulling her in like a baited sea-thing. Mesteno's eyes were glazed, the physical word before him a blur as he worked, expending his own energies foolishly, rather than making a suitable offering. His own was much more valuable currency anyway.

Colleen's return to her flesh was not a peaceful business. The intrinsic wrongness of being contained in a body in the initial stages of decomposition was not a pleasant experience, nor seeing through the dead eyes, nor feeling the pressure of a stranger's hand thrust into her chest. Her lungs inflated abruptly as reflex returned, and the fluids that had settled in her airways were disturbed, a glottal crackling as she gasped. The best that Mesteno could do for her was to prevent it being painful - souls were very much more delicate than flesh, when one knew how to subject them to torture.

"Talk to her Michael. Let her know you're here," he instructed, hoping like hell the scholar didn't decide to sit there and empty his stomach on the tile, or black out instead.

Whatever Michael had been expecting, and he'd told himself he was expecting the worst, it wasn't " that. Could anyone expect that" He watched, in frozen horror, as Mesteno literally reached up through the slip of organs, beneath the shield of the breastbone and caught at Colleen. Like a ventriloquist, sliding his hand up the back of the doll. The scholar's mind tried to tell him that he'd seen worse. He'd experienced worse " hell, by some standards he'd done worse is the past twelve years. But those had always been strangers. Acquaintances, held at careful arm's length. Not a colleague, -friend-, and man who had known his as intimately as it was possible for one person to know another. Somehow it took twelve years of horrors and flung open the floodgates, letting each carefully contained terror loose on his mind. "I'm sorry," he choked the words, choked on bile that -thankfully- didn't fall. The apology was to both Colleen AND Mesteno. "I'm so sorry." The cacophony in his head, rose to a near deafening roar, one that threatened to blot out Mesteno's words. But the sadist's voice would always find the bookworm. It had been that way twelve years ago and it was that way now. Slicing his way through the turbulent waves within his own head, Michael ruthlessly slashed at the twin tracks of tears that had escaped and run down his cheek. He knew that Mesteno had told him to sit, but now he stood, moving to the head of the table and trying to put his face in a position so that all Colleen's fogged out eyes could 'see" was him. "Colleen. It's Michael." The human soul wasn't made for this. Cut from the body, violently so, she was confused, lost and this call back was terrifying. Her eyes were fixed and then suddenly she blinked, her voice catching on the end of a scream she had most likely been uttering with her last breath. It sliced through the scholar's own soul and he reached up and towards her automatically, before making himself stop before he made contact, unsure how that might affect what Mesteno was doing. Instead, he called out again. "I'm sorry, my friend. I'm sorry, I need you to come back please." "Michael"! Michael, it's dark and cold." Her voice was broken, vocal cords long ago shredded in the last hours of her life. "Michael what were they"! The one " it was rotted flesh, it was like death and it knew you." "I " I know," he forced the words out, still choking a little. "Colleen," he used her voice purposefully, trying to anchor her to her own identity. "I won't draw this out. Can you tell me what ?" again he stopped and looked at Mesteno, a little wild eyed. They knew what happened. What was he supposed to ask?" For a moment, panic roiled in blue eyes, not terror at what he'd faced but the typical bookworm anxiety over asking the wrong things. Biting hard on his lip, hard enough to draw blood, he cast his eyes back to the corpse" face. "What did they find?" He finished. "I don't want this," she was whimpering now. "I don't want this, I don't want to die, it hurts " please make it stop hurting, I don't want thiiiiissss." The whimpering was becoming a wail and Michael took two short breaths, struggling not to react to the distress. "Colleen. Please. What.Did.They.Find?" "Everything I'd located." Came the wailing, pained answer, her voice now like a small animal, wounded and trapped. "Which was" Colleen, I only found one book " some of the early scrolls." "The initial theories. The foundations. They have the quantum mechanics as you built upon them."

"So, they have my theoretical mechanisms and mathematics?"

"But not where you rooted them in reality. I couldn't find those books. I ?" here she trailed off and Michael got the sense that if she were capable of it, tears would have welled in her fogged over eyes. "I couldn't find those notes." Unspoken was the suggestion that if she had, they would have also been handed over. There was a sense of guilt in the words " or perhaps that was the bookworm overlaying his own emotional state on her. Regardless he couldn't stop himself from reaching out and cradling one cold cheek with his palm. "It's alright, Colleen. This wasn't your fault. Can you " can you do me a favor?" He asked, once again choking around the words. "Another?" "Yes, I " " he hung his head, momentarily at the unwitting accusation in that one word. Reaching up, he tore his glasses off his face, needing the world to be fuzzy for a moment. "Just " rest in peace." The last words were whispered, before he cast a quick, mostly sightless glance, towards the blurred figure that he knew was the sadist. A nod of his head indicating he was done.

It had been a long time, years, since he'd called down a soul to do anything that didn't involve deliberate torment. It felt wrong not to be extending his energies to that effect, until he realized that it was merely a result of his passenger's natural inclinations. Now he strained to keep it painless, to deny the nerves their firing, to keep the flesh numb, rather than permit the temporarily tethered soul to feel the extent of the torture she'd suffered in her final moments.

Mercy, it turned out, could be an effort.

He couldn't afford words for Michael, couldn't watch him stand there wet-cheeked and hating it. He watched the corpse instead, watched Colleen inhabit the pallid flesh and tried to remind himself that this was necessity, not selfish curiosity. Michael couldn't be prepared if he didn't know what his enemy had made off with, and the distress of one soul simply didn't balance out against the destruction this dark opposition might accomplish if Michael's team weren't given a fighting chance. This was the lesser of two evils. Or at least, that's how he was likely to justify it later when he struggled with his damned conscience.

He let Michael do the interrogating, knew that to a stranger, she would likely have been nowhere near as responsive, nowhere near as inclined to speak. It was only at the end, when the scholar had learned all he could and made that last request that Mesteno broke his silence to offer a solemn promise.

"I'll make sure no one else can call you back this way. You're safe now."

And he let go. The air wheezed out of her deflating lungs in one long, slow exhalation that reeked of the foulness clogging them. Her features went slack, and the terrible, morbid sentience that had inhabited her eyes winked out like a snuffed candle.

Withdrawing his hand from the body cavity with as much decorum as he could, he traced a single finger along the gaping hole from its uppermost point to its most southerly, drawing the dead flesh back together in a single, raised seam. Beyond what he'd already done, there was nothing that would make the grisly business any more dignified.

Finally, he looked across the gleaming table at Michael, every muscle in him tense. He dreaded what he'd see there. Would it be worse to see him broken than to see revulsion' Would there be even the slimmest chance that he'd found some relief in being able to speak to her one last time and at least make some sense of her death. To have been given the opportunity to apologize" Somehow that seemed too much to ask for.

"Sometimes we have to do terrible things, if the reasons are right," he told him quietly. He kept to his side of the table.

Michael watched, with a numb sort of fascination, as Mesteno released Colleen's soul and locked her body against further degradation. Sort of like bolting the door on a house, the thought caught him off guards and he almost chuckled. Because when hadn't the scholar been broken" Sometimes he played at all stitched together, but the truth was his marbles had always been slightly cracked, chipping when they knocked too hard together. This was no different. There was no revulsion in his expression, but rather a blank numbness, as if he were trying to scramble up a muddy slope towards some sort of destination. At Mesteno's words he looked up and then gave a mute nod, before moving away from the table. The conversation had brought no sense of peace, though had he fully understood the sadist's motivations, the bookworm would have appreciated the thought. But how could it bring peace" His friend was still dead, vital dangerous information was in his enemies" hands, as a result of his fuck up. He was being taunted, the Entity wasn't even bothering to be subtle about the lure cast to draw the scholar to them. Walking a little blindly around the morgue, Michael found himself up against the steps, where he leaned back against the boards, deliberately digging them into the small of his back to anchor himself. His mind skipped from trying to work through the next, logical steps, to struggling with the emotional impact of the day, to the sense of a chasm within, an abyss so deep he didn't think he'd ever stop staring into it.

Not until the day he fell. Bent at the waist, he eventually got his glasses back on his face, mental grasping at the different life rings as they bobbed past on the tumultuous sea. "Do " do you need me to ?" he began, tapering off and simply motioning towards Colleen's body.

Those steps were of the solid stone variety, butt-numbingly cold to perch on for any length of time, and no kinder to the back. Mesteno watched as Michael made a perch of them, and half-wished the cabin were still above their heads, so that least he could have offered him space on the sagging old couch he'd kept to keep visitors from having to join him on the floor.

Moving away to wash his hands of Colleen's gore and his own blood felt like the wrong thing to do, so he spent a little more energy simply reducing the clinging waste to dust and brushing it from arms and hands to leave them relatively clean. Michael didn't need to see the tell-tale stains approach him, any more than Mesteno wanted the feel of it drying on him.

Perhaps inevitably, he joined Michael on the steps, swallowing down his sigh lest Michael assume it was a result of his behavior.

"I don't need you to do anything," he assured him, and down there in the cold, bright world of the morgue with its incessant electrical hum smothered under steel and ceramic, he slipped an arm around his shoulders.

He'd worried it might feel wrong. Presumptuous. He'd worried Michael might react violently and shrug him off. He did it anyway.

"Like I told her, I'll make sure no one else can do the same to her. I can cremate her, if you think she'd prefer that to me....hastening along the natural order of things." Rotting her down to nothing, as he had with the male companion who'd begun to move. He wondered absently whether she had any family, grown-children, perhaps another lover somewhere who'd be out there filing a missing person's report. If she were a professor, the University were certainly going to be alarmed by her absence.

Whatever Michael chose (and perhaps he wouldn't right away - or perhaps it didn't matter) Mesteno didn't seem in any rush to herd him away from Sanctuary.

One old friend had teased him for his concern, his compassion - Am I supposed to cry on someone's shoulder" - But if that was what Michael chose to do, if that was what he needed, it appeared he was welcome to.

The steps were making Michael's butt numb. Truly though, he didn't feel it. Bracing his legs, he leaned his arms along his thighs and let his head hang. No more tears came. Tears would have indicated " fight and at the moment, the bookworm was too beaten to think about getting up from the mat. He knew he'd have too. But it currently seemed like too much effort. A moment later, Mesteno had come over beside him and he felt one of those preternaturally strong, skinny arms loop its way around his shoulders. He should have had the strength to sit up, not to shrug Mesteno off (though were he a stronger person, maybe he could) but to show the sadist he was okay. He wasn't going to completely lose it all over the younger man. At least " he didn't think so' He felt pole-axed at the moment, unable to muddle through his own thought processes in order to string together two coherent thoughts. It made predicting his own behavior a challenge, but he struggled to hold it together. Silence echoed in the -torture chamber"- morgue for a few long breaths, a time during which the scholar didn't pull away. If anything, a couple of breaths saw him almost sway closer, before he seemed to fight with himself made himself sit up. His head still hung, every line of his body speaking to exhaustion and a sense of defeat. "Are you " alright?" He asked in a rough voice. "I know you ?" he motioned towards the arm that the sadist had opened in order to perform the spell, back when they were attacked. Not to mention the power he suspected Mesteno had been exerting since they'd initially left the van.

A little less skinny, these days. Wiry, true, but there was plenty of corded muscle, sharply defined as an anatomy model. The arm stayed put since Michael made no effort to be out from under it.

"I'm fine," he assured, predictably lackadaisical. "S'not bleeding anymore." And if it was sore, it was the kind of hurt that he barely considered worthy of noticing. Other people tended to fuss a great deal more about injury he sustained than he ever would, simply because he knew what was superficial and didn't care about the mark it would leave in skin already a disaster. The canvas of his hide had only deteriorated since they'd parted ways.

His eyes drifted back to the body lying on the table, and since Michael didn't offer any opinion either way over whether she should be cremated or dealt with via preternatural means, he chose then and there that the former would be more appropriate.

And less physically draining for himself, but that didn't particularly figure into his decision making.

"What they took," he began tentatively, fingers closing over his far shoulder to squeeze, perhaps to indicate help keep him from drifting back into the mire of his misery, "if it's just part of the work you two began, they're unlikely to be able to finish it off, right' Or did they get enough that you have no choice about seeking them out?"

It had occurred to him that Michael would try and spare him further involvement by not touching on what he'd spoken with Colleen about. Even now, asking him directly, he wouldn't rule out the potential that he'd be lied to, again for the sake of the greater good.

"If you have to, you should talk to your team first. Solo adventurin's a bad idea."

A wonder lightning didn't strike him for the hypocrisy of that last statement.

He trusted Mesteno with Colleen's body. After all, he'd seen first-hand that the soul that made her her was now fled. As for the statement about solo adventuring, Michael just gave the sadist a look. Seriously, Mesteno had managed those words with a straight face" Somewhere, porcine were in flight. Looking back down at the tops of his feet, Michael considered how to answer the sadist's questions/statements. It truly wasn't in him to lie, but trying to word the truth just sounded melodramatic. Mesteno wasn't dumb. The sadist had never been dumb. He could see a trap set up as cleanly (if not more so) than the bookworm. This situation was a trap, they both knew it, it wasn't exactly subtle. The question was, what was he going to do about it" Because the Entity had him in a nice little box. With the trap in sight or not, Michael knew and the Entity knew that the bait was too much to be ignored. He'd fucked up. He'd fucked up and now, to fix it, there was only one path.

"Their perfect scenario is for me to walk into the trap, then they'll get what they're currently missing," he said in a soft voice. "Second choice is they expend the resources to make a good go at taking it from me." Mesteno had seen enough to suggest that those resources would have to be excessive. Probably not the route the Entity wanted to take. "Third choice is, I do nothing, and it will take time but they'll eventually put it all together themselves." He rubbed one palm with the other and after a moment, he shook his head and pushed himself to sit up, pressing into Mesteno's arm, if it were still around his shoulders. "I don't know what the answer is," he said, brows drawing together in a pensive expression. "They're going to try to get under my skin, in my head. That's part of the excessive " " he motioned towards Colleen. "As well as the taunt in the house. Sending a team in, would just give them more ammunition. They want me to either panic and bolt into their trap, or lose it " emotionally." He trailed off " and after a moment a strained lookatmylifelookatmylifechoices little chirp escaped him. "I don't what the next move is." Michael said softly. "I can't envision it yet." These latter words were spoken in a manner to suggest that he expected to get there " eventually.

Whether correctly or otherwise, Mesteno took the shift in position as an indication that Michael was feeling a little steadier, and with a final squeeze, drew his arm back in to sit with his elbows propped on his thighs, fingers loosely laced.

"Well of the three you mention, the most favorable is waiting for them to expend the resources. At least there you get to set the playing field. Time to prepare defenses, call in recruits if need be. If RhyDin is rich in anything, it's individuals who're possessed of abilities that they can wield to keep you safe, whether they be mechanical or mage-born or whatever else. Make it as difficult as you can for the fuckers to get to you, and spend the time it buys you trying to figure out a plan of attack."

It was effectively using himself as bait, but Mesteno knew the tactic worked, having played that role a time or ten himself.

"For now, I'd say your next move is to recover from this." Small steps. No point in planning beyond what he couldn't cope with.

One thing for sure he shouldn't be coping with, was being sat in a morgue with his friend's disfigured body lying on a table ten feet away. Mesteno was in no rush to be alone with the task of corpse disposal, but those cracks widening in the Michael's veneer were too obvious not to be concerned about.

"Do you want me to take you back to the Walk" I'd have to drive you there. I don't have a recent visual to walk you through the shadows." And though he could have attempted it without being certain of the mental imagery, the path would not have been safe, and he wasn't fooling himself - neither of them were fit for another battle that evening. It would be a dismal thing to die, frozen and devoured in the Shadowlands due to carelessness.

Mesteno laid out a practical, logical plan. Inwardly, Michael cringed away from the very thought of it. Put these people in more danger than he already had" How much more blood, like Colleen's could he stomach on his hands. He actually looked down at the digits in question, head shaking slightly as he refused to even consider it. However, he knew better than to say that aloud. As for the offer to drive him home. It was on the tip of his tongue to refuse. Mesteno had done enough already and Michael didn't want to drag the younger man any further into this mess. But even as he drew in a breath to say the words, he stopped himself. Because if he refused, that meant he'd have to walk home, with the last remaining book and scrolls. Even as capable as he was, that would be a risk not worth taking. Not that Michael cared about his own hide; he just couldn't. Not with Colleen laying just ten feet away. But he'd already screwed this up royally. Letting the Entity get the last pieces of the puzzle, just because he was too fucking arrogant to accept a ride home. "It would probably be smart," he said in a soft tone. "We know they're around. I try to walk home with those last remaining notes and they will take the advantage." He said this in an apologetic tone. He understood that Mesteno would have work to do, with Colleen's body and this would just draw that out

The lack of agreement screamed refusal, and Mesteno wasn't surprised. Still, he suspected that something would happen to force Michael's hand, and that even unintended, there would be more blood spilt. More guilt. Briefly, he wondered over Cassandra and Taneth, the potential for them to suffer as Colleen had done, but he knew both women were competent where defending themselves was required. He shouldn't be thinking of them as potential casualties he should warn off, but as allies who might help prevent more bloodshed, if only Michael would agree to their assistance.

"Well I'm glad you're still thinking reasonably about some things," he drawled, letting it be known just how Michael's silence had proclaimed the refusal for him.

Back on his feet, he reached down with one hand to grasp one of the Bookworm's forearms, the old Roman clasp, but on this occasion to draw him to his feet. "You first," he insisted, ushering him ahead. He didn't mean to let him torment himself with backward glances at the woman on the table. Better he block the view.

By now it was the early hours of the morning, and the cold had well and truly set in. It was the kind of night only the undead and insomniacs would waste their time roaming about on. Save for the exception of a little white cat, eyes the pale blue of a china doll, she sat watching them from atop one of the lumps of charred masonry Aiden had uncovered as he worked to tidy up Sanctuary.

Closing the door behind them, and ensuring (unnecessarily) that it was properly locked, he began to herd Michael back the way they'd come, trusting in the light of Rhy'Din's twin moons to provide enough illumination.

Michael D Bookworm

Date: 2017-06-11 19:28 EST
As Michael watched the van drive back down the path to the Walk he felt an almost overwhelming urge to call Mesteno back.

He didn't. Just as he hadn't invited the young man into the small house; though he had desperately wanted to do just that. Not to delay what was to come, but because he missed him.

The silence of the night settled around the tree laden property and eventually the bookworm turned and walked to his front door. Hand on the knob, he breathed through the instinctive desire towards flight, the need to run. He understood what lay on the other side of the door and his drive for self-preservation pleaded with him to escape.

He turned the knob and pushed the door open, stepping inside the dark interior.

The sound of the door clicking closed behind him echoed through the stillness of the house. It was an artificial serenity and Michael waited it out. He didn't have to wait long.

Unseen hands grabbed his arms and wrenched them behind his back. Unseen forces drove him downwards, even though he was already moving to capitulate, his knees slamming into the hard wood floors, hard enough to force a low sob out of him.

The spectral force closed it's grip at his neck, pushing his head downwards, even as a preternatural light flared and illuminated the house.

"Libre. Acknowledge who I am."

"Hello, Balance."

"Do you understand my presence?"

"Yes."

A moment of silence followed the admittance, until Michael gasped as he was shoved downwards.

"Speak, Libre!"

"I failed my mission."

"That is the least of your transgression in this."

"I caused the death of innocents."

"Still minor."

Says you! Michael mentally spat. He breathed through a count of five, before giving Balance what it sought.

"I allowed my work to be discovered and captured by the Others."

"Correct. For this mistake you will answer."

"I'm already planning how ..."

"SILENCE"

Crap.

"You will answer to Balance."

"You know, it's weird to reference yourself in the third person?"

The words had no sooner left his mouth than Michael felt his body being lifted, as if he were no more than a rag doll. He went flying through the air, crashing into the stone facade above the fireplace, across the whole distance of the room. He slammed into the stone with bone breaking force, tasted blood well in his mouth, whether it was from biting his tongue or a fractured rib puncturing his lung, he couldn't tell.

Dropping, broken to the rug that lay in front of the hearth, he idly noted that he was now completely out of view of the windows or door.

Lovely.

"Any more insolent remarks?"

Michael thought of a few, but the inability to draw a breath held his tongue.

"Balance is the following. Your consciousness will be unteathered from your body and cast upon the lines of TIME. If you can make your way back to this reality, this point in time and your body in time you can survive. If you fail to find your way back, you will not survive. Do you understand your Balance?"

He had to give Balance full props. It was getting more creative over the years.

"Yes," he gurgled, spitting out the blood in his mouth to get the word clear of his tongue.

"Let the Balance begin."