Topic: Homeland

Traithgren Blackhawk

Date: 2009-05-05 17:27 EST
Spring; it held many promises for Traithgren, warmer weather for one, festivals, holy days amongst his people, but most of all, Spring meant travel.

He'd spoken about it a few weeks ago, the trip. Had told her he planned to leave for a while, but also, asked her to come along. The time for their departure was drawing near, and he showed this in his restless nights, his active days, no longer just sitting and waiting, but constantly moving. It meant more to him than he let on.

He'd spent most of his time over the last few weeks gathering supplies, and preparing for the long journey ahead. For Traithgren planned to go on foot, no form of transportation other than his strong capable legs for guidance.

That cave had served as his home for the duration of his stay in Rhy?Din, but now, it seemed more like a prison when he sat in the mouth of it, studying the woodlands before him. It was warmer, the weather was slowly clearing, and winter had passed.

Restless; Traith knew the feeling well, but on this day, the day of their departure into the vast countryside, it nearly ate away at his resolve. If Annike weren't coming along, he would have long ago sprinted off, but the thought of her travelling with him, stayed his eager legs, calmed his current wanderlust.

Elbows rested on large knees as he leaned forward, hands brought together before his face as he stared off in the direction of his homeland, being as patient as possible. Such patience though, ate at his will every second, for his heart tugged and yearned, cried out to travel once more. But it called for something else as well.

Traithgren inhaled deeply as he studied the trees that stood just outside the mouth of his cavern, and listened with ears that were acutely attuned to the nature around them, to the sounds of the surrounding forest. But none of the sounds, not the trickling of the nearby spring, the scampering of startled squirrels, the chirping of birds, and not even the rustling of leaves, were what he was listening for.

Footsteps, that's what he hoped to hear amidst the myriad of sounds, and a scent, that had become oh so familiar to him over the past few weeks, a scent that sparked up a whirl of thoughts, even when mixed with all the other smells around him.

He was simply waiting now, for her, as he sat on that large stone in the mouth of the cavern, simple, old breeches, were the only thing the barbarian wore for the trip, he had things packed, for weather emergencies, but starting out, he'd not wear so many hindering things.

Annike Jakobsson

Date: 2009-05-05 18:00 EST
There she was picking flowers in the southern glen. There was no crown of flowers for the once Doll though. Her hand shoved into Goldilocks curls as she stared out at that rippling pool of blue water. Wondering.

She had noticed an altering of her spirit. Had noticed a vast empty hole....it went on for miles. The pain was searing, lancing in that void. A pit....that offered despair.

The journey away could not come at a better time. She knew it before anyone could offer her words on the truth of the matter. Neikla was gone.

She felt it more then knew it. There was no necessity for confirmation. That circlet of woven flowers...blues and whites...was tossed to the water. A way to say good bye in secret.

Fingertips inked by that dark design were kissed, blown to the winds.

A farewell.

It was unusual for the Dancer to be in shoes, it seemed so awkward but the gentle doeskin claimed her feet as second skin practically. Those wispy skirts exchanged for a doe skin sleeveless garment, her hair drawn back and wrapped with the harsh binding of leather.

Such attire was suitable for long travel and the journey meant for that return home.

Never the less one couldn't help but see her mother's blood coursing through her veins with that tribal garb worn then. Savage as a Battle Angel those blue eyes seemed smoldering with holy fire of blue.

Valkyrja Valkyrie.

Some things were best not left to be forgotten. Blood was one.

Silent in her approach, her hands settled on his shoulders as she paused, stilled as she looked down to him....gone was the doll....there the Dancer and Beast were intertwined now in the fierce determination within eyes....the beauty of it that made her near the image of a warrior angel fallen.

"Traithgren. I am ready..."

Those words offered more then perhaps implied for journey. Ready to move on. Ready to accept. Ready to welcome what was there before her. Only time would tell....if that preparation would provide the sanctuary and contentment she sought.

Traithgren Blackhawk

Date: 2009-05-05 23:20 EST
Hands instantly lifted, twisting around to rest against her's, before he was slipping them away, and rising to his feet. She was ready, that was what he'd been waiting for all day, all week, for the last few weeks, to be honest.

He shouldered his heavy pack with ease, the thought of travel doing much to calm his restless nerves, the thought that something was amiss in Rhy'Din, in their small group.

He didn't know where Desi would go while they were away, but, it was too late to question, wonder, or regret.

"Ye ready then? Good, s'bout time we're fer headin' off," he said with his usual, deep and rumbling voice, words something akin to grunts.

With calloused fingers resting on her shoulders, sliding down to take one of the hands that fit so easily in his own, Traithgren started off.

Already, he felt better, just taking that first step away from the cave that had served as den for beast and man, proved to ease a great deal of his restlessness.

Annike Jakobsson

Date: 2009-05-08 13:37 EST
It was good traveling weather. Something akin to reassurance and certainty was kept in that steadfast claim of his fingers near swallowing hers in that grasp and twist of fingers together.

"The Full Moon comes soon."

A murmur, she could sense it. Knew that Desi would be safe when she ran with her family upon the grounds of the De Laurier homestead.

It would be an interesting thing to work through it had been a long time since she had ran as wolf upon a journey. How long had it been" So long it seemed now it seemed like forever. Another life perhaps.

This in itself seemed another life. Her thoughts drifted to the woads in memory. The memories of her mother.

Would she make her parents proud of her if they recalled her....knew of her" Did they know she even existed.

A sense of belonging, family was important. The Tribe she knew held so much importance to Traithgren.

Her words fell silent, lost in her own thoughts as she thought of her own feeble attempts to forge a family and pack of her own. Perhaps this would be a new start...a new beginning to start that family once more...

Traithgren Blackhawk

Date: 2009-05-09 10:28 EST
He listened as they walked, to her, and to the surrounding sounds. The snapping of leaves, the rustle of trees, all sounds seemed to assault the large Barbarian's senses at once.

"Aye," said the Barbarian,"it is, isn' it?" Traithgren's eyes, earthen hues, turned down to Annike for a moment, studying quietly.

The significance of the full moon, wasn't completely lost on humble Traith, but nor was it completely understood. He knew of it's importance to wolves such as her, but only stories and myths, nothing he'd ever seen confirmed.

"What're ye thinkin'?" he asked suddenly, noting how deep thoughts, seemed to be the plague of her current mindset. "Somethin' troublin' ye?"

Family had been important to Traith once, as had the tribe, when he was free and living with them. Years of a broken existence, had slowly wiped him clear of such attachments. Yet, Rhy'Din, Annike, and the gathering, the small group they'd forged, had started to spark that flame once more, the need for a family.

That's why Traith felt he should travel, to see his tribe, and clear his mind of fears regarding it's safety and condition.

Annike Jakobsson

Date: 2009-05-10 13:57 EST
"It means that come tonight...I will be a white wolf again....for at least three days. So your companionship with me on this journey will be if anything....interesting."

A distant smile as she walked along at his side, fingers still ensnared with his, a drift of eyes that already were that steel blue of the wolf's eyes. A gradual seeping in of the brilliant glow of pale fire.

Her thoughts drifted when he suddenly asked her what she was thinking. The inquiry came unexpected from the Barbarian.

"That I miss...home. Of what it was before I was doll....if it was even truth or something just created for me to believe. An imprinted suggestion by the Doll Maker. That....I would like to have a family....not just the pack but....a family."

Fingers smoothed through her hair, she wasn't in desire to look at him that moment.

"It was difficult to be trapped in the Doll form and still aging....by desires and nature...and mind...but still looking as a child. It seemed to have advanced me once the spell was broken. I think of all that has happened recently."

Smile touched her lips as she chanced a look to him. A missing of Neikla, the past trials and tribulations. Spring would change it all...this she could hope.

Traithgren Blackhawk

Date: 2009-05-23 23:51 EST
They traveled on, hours turned to days, days into weeks, and so on. They had all blended together, the constant days of traveling, and were it not for the gradual change in landscape, one might think they'd gone nowhere at all.

The forests outside Rhy'Din fell away to valleys and mountains in the distance, and soon, those were passed by in favor of rolling plains as the Barbarian and Dancer made their way to the land of the tribes.

After a month of tedious travel, they were once again, headed toward a large and dense wooded area.

"M'tribe's jus' on the other side o'them woods," the Barbarian informed Annike as a calloused finger pointed in the direction of the greenery before them. "Least, that's where they were last time I saw 'em," wind tousled hair was tied back by a strip of leather, and left that hard lined face, heavy with the scarring of many battles, openly visible. Earthen toned eyes were alight with a sudden sense of urgency, he was so close.

Annike Jakobsson

Date: 2009-05-26 22:04 EST
She looked out over the woods with his direction of pointing. So soon she would be meeting his tribe.

The urgent nature was felt in her own spirit but for other reasons entirely. The months had past and this journey had done thing more then draw her closer to the Barbarian.

Ghost lit blues seemed more summer claimed then haunted as she looked around her before a grin was flashed to him briefly.

"Then do tell me, what is it we are waiting for? You have waited so long, Traithgren..."

A home and family of his....what if there were more suitable partners for him with his tribe. What if the family presence of a tribe left him staying to leave her to return alone with nothing but the touch of what it was to be loved, cherished, and wanted.

Wisp of a smile was tender on her lips, well guarded were those fears that left her to hesitate. Waiting for him to take the first steps because once again....she couldn't find the strength

Traithgren Blackhawk

Date: 2009-06-04 14:57 EST
Home; it meant something different for everyone, save for that one common sense of belonging. Everyone felt a different pull toward what they considered home. For the Barbarian, that pull to his homeland was the tug of home, but the need to know.

He'd moved on from the tribes and their ways, however deeply rooted he may have been in them. His home was no longer with the people of his clan, though they'd forever be his family.

But all that said, he needed to know. The random attacks from the mages and their slavers had crippled his tribe when last he saw them. He knew he'd have few blood relatives, if any remaining, but the tribe as a whole may have survived.

The Dancer's fears were lost to the Barbarian, unknown, thus left to themselves as he took the first steps toward the dense expanse of trees before them. If his memory was correct, not long into the forest, was a clearing made by the Barbarians, the main tribe should be there.

"It's differen'," said Traith as he paused before the wall of thick trunks and branches that looked as though they would ensnare you when not watching. "The forest is sick."

Annike Jakobsson

Date: 2009-06-04 17:50 EST
"Sick?"

Those haunted blues moved over the forest. She was far from dryad forged, she had no way of knowing how to heal a dying forest.

Healing hands. Her inked fingers curled for a moment, remembering the price and cost of healing when she had healed Neikla.

The Dancer could do nothing more then stand there and listen, bound by the nature of the wolf the earth and the forest would ever have a claim on her.

There was so much more though to the Dancer. The Valkyrie and angelic blood that coursed through her veins at Dollmaker's biding and creation.

So many dying things. The thought lingered with her. She was quiet, listening for the sounds of life....from anything, anyone....save for themselves.

Traithgren Blackhawk

Date: 2009-06-27 16:01 EST
It was alive, that forest. Sick as it may have been, life still inhabited it. Sluggish though, dying, there was something that all together, seemed bleak about the forest. As if the creatures that inhabited it, were all very near to death?s cold embrace.

"Sick," he reiterated as he started through the tangled mass of branches, underbrush, and the like. His powerful legs tore through the obstacles with little trouble, thick hands moving this way and that to remove higher up difficulties from their trail as he plowed along.

"Somethin's nae righ', need t'find the tribe," he spoke aloud, this his distant and far off tone suggested he hadn't meant to.

Finally, he turned over his shoulder to look at Annike.

"It's nae dyin', completely, but it's nae as it should be, somethin's gone 'n' tainted it."

Annike Jakobsson

Date: 2009-06-28 08:48 EST
She followed after him like a distant apparition, silent and watchful with a dancer's grace to pluck her steps through and around the foliage and broken limbs of the forest.

Worry creased her brow as she heard his murmurs to himself. If anything she knew well enough that he was lost in his own world and for now unaware of her presence.

Haunted blues moved over the forest, considering. The forest was dying and that in itself was enough to make the dancer feel sick to her stomach. It reminded her of all that had been and all that was lost under the control of the DollMaker.

Her eyes lifted as she followed after him. Determined if anything to save the forest for the sake of the forest....and perhaps and of course for the sake of the Barbarian.

Traithgren Blackhawk

Date: 2009-06-28 15:09 EST
They walked on for hours, until finally Traithgren deemed it time to rest. He found a small, dry patch of ground in the slowly dying woods, and set up a small camp, hunched over his meager meal of bread and cheese with a thoughtful frown causing his brow to furrow faintly.

He sat with his back to a large tree, its bark sickly grey, gnarled branches reaching out overhead like the grasping fingers of some old fairy tale monster. It shadowed over them, the grey leaves shielding them from most of the sun's warm, but heartening rays.

The landscape was bleak, little sounds of wildlife emitted from their surroundings, it was as if everything on the world had died, and left them alone there afterwords.

"Iffin' I'm right, the tribes usually camped nae too far tae the west o'here," he jerked his head west. "Just a bit o'ways thataway, that's where I'm thinkin' o'searchin' first," said the Barbarian before tearing off a piece of bread, and tossing it into his mouth.

Annike Jakobsson

Date: 2009-06-28 16:03 EST
"Then I imagine we will head that way."

Her voice was soft, a ghost whisper for the dead wastelands that had become the forest.

She sat across from him with her eyes closed, that energy of wonder near imprisoned her spirit. This journey and so far what had been revealed seemed to put a bit of distance between Annike and Traithgren and for a moment she worried over those moments and that fact.

Would she lose him too for this" Fingers rubbed together in contemplation in memory of the last time she had healed Neikla. If she healed the forest would she take away that death within herself as she had taken in Neikla's pain and illness before"

Her eyes opened slowly, gaze drifting over the forest before resting on Traithgren. Helpless she felt. Yearning to go to him but uncertain if everything was bound to unravel.

Traithgren Blackhawk

Date: 2009-07-14 14:36 EST
"Aye," he nodded his agreement. "But I'm thinkin" we'll have ourselves a sleep fist, "bout time t"call it a night anyhow," he stood, finished with his small meal and reached into the pack he'd set on the ground beside him, to dig around for the furs and blankets that made the pair's bedding.

After a few moments of setting up, the hulking barbarian settled himself onto that makeshift bed, patting the spot next to him in a silent invitation to Annike.

"Somethin's on yer mind, I nae have t"be a psychic t"know figure that much out," he mused aloud as he watched her, brows furrowing lightly. "And it doesnae revolve entirely "round the forest "ere," the surprisingly observant Traithgren went on, nodding lightly to himself.

"What's eatin" away at"cha, Annike?? he asked as he sat up more, a faint frown tugging at his features as the considered what might be wrong.

Annike Jakobsson

Date: 2009-07-15 13:00 EST
Her eyes opened with the mention of sleep. The notion of it made her realize just how tired she truly was.

Weary the smile touched upon her lips as her fingers lifted and curled around that wolf pendant worn.

Sigh exhaled and she shifted restlessly from foot to foot before the elegant grace of the dancer left her to sit beside him on those furs.

"Perhaps it is a foolish thing....to think so. Is there distance between us" Will this be the dividing line?"

Hesitantly the depths of ghost pale blue rose to touch upon his own as she chewed nervously at his lip.

"I was thinking on that....and what would happen if I tried to heal the forest..."