Topic: I knew it all along...

Siofra Kelley

Date: 2011-07-26 19:24 EST
Siofra was sitting by the window in her parents cottage with her arms folded, one on top of the other on the window sill, her chin rested gently on top of them as she gazed lazily out onto the lush green scenery of the farm they lived on. A yawn erupted accross her features, she had not slept a wink.

"I AM THE KING OF PORRIDGE! I AM THE KING OF PORRIDGE! THE KING OF PORRIDGE AM I!..."

Siofra was snapped out of her musings by the sudden burst into song. She turned to the source of the noise to see her young cousin, Ronin, covered in his morning porridge and wearing the bowl as a hat. She shook her head and giggled despite the fact that she knew her mother would NOT be happy to see such a mess.

"Well I guess you are done with breakfast. Come on you little troublemaker, let's get you cleaned up before my mother gets home and sees what a mess you've made."

"The King says no. The King is happy with his porridge kingdom," he lifts both fists in the air briefly before smashing them down into the pile of porridge in front of him, spattering it around even more, nearly missing getting hit with bits of it herself. Before he could do any more damage she lifted him up and carried him to the basin of water in the back yard. She unceremoniously dropped him in, clothes and all. He yelps as he hits the too cool water, the sun having not had enough time to heat the small body of water, this wasnt going to be a warm bath. Through much protesting and struggle she manages to remove his now wet clothes, give him a decent scrub, and get him dried and redressed in no time flat. She then moves on to the kitchen but before she could adequately finish cleaning up, she hears her mother entering through the front door. She hurries over to her, gathering her into a hug and deftly turning her mother around so her back is to the still messy kitchen. When Siofra pulls away from the hug, her smokey gray eyes meet her mothers brown ones and she holds the stare for a few breif seconds.

"What was that for dear?"

Her face now sporting a big smile, "Nothing. Just glad to see you. How was town?"

"Oh, bustling as usual." Her mother turns again to head towards the kitchen which, to her, now looks as spotless as it was when she left. Siofra makes a mental note to finish cleaning it when her mother makes her way out to the chicken coop to gather some fresh eggs.

"Oh, Siofra, I almost forgot, a letter came for you today."

As she took the letter she returned to her spot by the window. Before she opened it, she looked again at her mother who was taking off her hat and putting on her work apron. This woman who had raised her as her own, was short and rotund with a sweet disposition but a no nonsense attitude when it came to raising her child. She had been a hard woman to grow up with, never allowing any acts of misbehaving to go unpunished, but her gentle nature was ever present and had helped mold Siofra into the strong, respectful, and kind woman she was today.

The man she had called father had been cut from the same cloth; strong and kind but unwilling to allow any unruliness. He had been hard on her as well, but he always told her she was special and that she should never settle for anything less than the best. Along with teaching her the responsibilities of farm life, he had also made sure she recieved as proper an education as was possible. He had passed away when Siofra was still but a child, but what few memories she had of him she cherished. She owed them both a lot, but she wasn't thier flesh and blood.

Siofra was a faerie. Or rather she was born a faerie but had been raised by humans. Her birth mother had not wanted to keep her around as a reminder of the events that had happened that led to her creation so there had been an exchange. One dark night, the human baby girl of Piaras and Mealla Kelley had been taken and Siofra put in her place. The human child had been handed over as teind to ensure there was no chance of return.

Siofra knew she couldn't have been human. The skills and magical abilities she possessed started revealing themselves to her at an early age.

One morning when she was a young girl, she had been chasing the house cat through the cottage and accidentally knocked over one of her mothers beautiful, handcrafted bowls, smashing it to bits. She could hear the footsteps of her mother coming from the other end of the house. Siofra ran to her before she could see the mess that had been made and looked up at her with her innocent, mystic eyes. Maella lifted Siofra into her arms and when their eyes met, the young girls mind was already trying to figure out a way to convince her mother there had been no wrong doing but she couldn't form the words. She laid her head on her mothers shoulder and began to cry as she was carried to the scene of the accident. Siofra waited for her mother to scold her but after several seconds passed she lifted her head and looked down at the shattered pieces of the bowl, then up at her mother. She was smiling sweetly down at her.

"You silly child, what has caused you such distress? I see no reason for you to be so upset."

With a look of shock on her young face she again looked down at the broken pieces that littered the floor. "B..b..but, your pretty bowl.."

"Yes, yes it is. It was hand made by my great grandmother. See the intracacies of the design along the rim. Such handiwork is rarely seen anymore. I've had it for many years so just make sure if you are going to be playing around in here, you take care not to knock it over. I know how careless you can be." With that, she lowered Siofra back to the floor and walked out of the room to continue on with her chores, humming as she went. It was then that she realized she had the ability to glamour.

A couple of years later, she found out that she could shift into anything she thought of, a gift that seemed only to come to her when she was under duress. She had left the gate to the cow pen open and some of the cows had escaped sending her father bellowing after her. She rounded the corner of the cottage and spotted a mouse scurrying past her and under the house, just as her father rounded the same corner to catch her a half second later, he too saw the mouse but no Siofra. He was sure she had come this way but she was no where to be seen so with a low growl, he turned in the opposite direction and continued his search. As soon as he was out of sight, the mouse had disappeared and Siofra had replaced it.

There had been other things that had happened as well, all convincing her that she couldn't possible be the daughter of the human parents she had grown up with and loved so deeply. As her skills had presented them at such an early age, she had choosen not to inform her parents for fear they would turn her out. A freak, inhuman, or worse, they would be afraid of her. So as each talent was discovered, she kept them hidden while her curiosity continued to play around with them and develop them as much as she could. It wouldn't be until she had become a young woman that she would get the answers she so desperately wanted.

Last night she had had a visitor. A visitor that had not only confirmed she was not human, but had told her just what she was. Siofra had been standing at her window brushing through her hair and watching the summer breeze blow through the fields. A wayward gust had snaked its way through her window, lifting the hair off of her shoulders and causing a slight chill to run down her spine. She stood there for a moment, eyeing the seemingly quiet scene in front of her before turning back to the interior of her room. Standing there in the middle of her room, bathed in a pale light that seemed to radiate from within, was a woman. She was eyeing Siofra from head to toe with an ere of superiority as if critically assessing her every feature. She was beautiful.

"Siofra, I am Shaylee. As I am sure you are already aware, you are not the offspring of the human family you have known since your birth. I have come to you now to enlighten you on your true lineage and to allow you the opportunity to ask the questions I know have plagued you for quite some time."

Her skin had the same pale smoothness of her own. The eyes that seemed to regard her with cold distance were the same same shape and smokey gray color that she herself possessed. Siofra knew who she was. This was the woman who had given birth to her.

Siofra Kelley

Date: 2011-07-27 17:57 EST
"You may begin with your questions when you are ready." The request from Shaylee was delivered with a hint of irritation, as if her mere presence here was not of her own doing. There was a cold indifference that seemed to play behind the familiar gray orbs that looked upon her and this did not go unnoticed.

"You are the one who gave birth to me." This was said as a statement of fact as she was already aware of who this woman was and to stand on pretense or to ask the obvious was not how Siofra wished to spend whatever time she had with the one person who had presented themselves to explain just what and who she was.

A slight nod was given from the woman to confirm her statement. Having that out of the way, Siofra proceeded to unburden her mind of the questions she had been holding on to for so many years.

"What am I?"

"You are of Faerie descent."

Hearing the word "faerie" took Siofra a few moment to process. She had been read the bedtime stories, heard the Irish lore of faeries and the power they possessed. Even as a child she had spent many hours pretending she was a beautiful faerie princess, but once her powers began to reveal themselves to her, she began to wonder if her musings as a child had manifested them into reality. If what this woman said was true, her powers did not originate from the fantasies of her youth, they were hers by birthright. This most important piece of her puzzle elated Siofra but there were many more questions she wished to ask so she stifled her excitement and pressed on.

"Where did I come from?"

"Connacht, just south of here."

"Who brought me here?"

"I did."

"How old was I when you brought ...."

"The moment you were born." Her annoyance becoming more and more evident with each question asked.

"Why was....?"

"It was necessary."

"How did my mother and father not know..."

"They are NOT your mother and father!" The anger in the tone and the look of sheer disgust that passed over the beautiful woman's features startled Siofra. This quickly passed to be replaced with a bit of anger and pride herself. She wasn't sure what earned one the moniker of "mother" or "father" among Faeries but she knew that she loved the humans that had raised her and no one, especially this stranger in front of her, would prevent her from giving them the respect they deserved.

"Please excuse my forwardness as I have been raised to respect my elders but I must insist you allow any reference I make to the humans that raised me their due respect. They have sacrificed a lot to take care of me, a task, by your own admittance, you chose to forgoe before the echo of my first cry faded. And seeing as this is our first and only time having met, I respectfully reserve the right to refer to them as I see fit." This speech was delivered directly into the eyes of the woman in front of her. Her normally stormy gray eyes taking on the appearance of cool granite as her chin lifted in both defiance and pride for her parents.

Shaylee's countenance remained one of dismissive indifference aside from the slight lift of her left eyebrow and narrowing of her eyes as she regarded the young woman before her. She had figured that a lifetime with humans would have made her as soft and weak minded as the humans themselves but she couldn't deny that this show of defiance was, to say the least, promising. Fin was right, she may be worthwhile after all. In response to her outburst of pride for these humans, she conceded to Siofra's request with a slight nod of her head.

"As I was saying, how did my mother and father not know what I was" They never seemed to treat me as though I was any different from any other human child but as I obvioulsy did not come from my mother's womb, how did she accept me as her own."

"She had a human child a week before you were born. An exchange was made, glamour performed to allow for a seemless swap."

"Wait, you mean to tell me that you took her child from her?" She recieved a cool nod from the woman as confirmation without so much as a hint of remorse. This was not what she expected to hear. Not only did this woman not want her from the moment of her birth, she had stolen away the natural child of her mother.

"What happened to the baby you took?" Thunder gently begins to roll in the distance as Siofra attempts to keep control of the anger now rising up inside her at the lengths this woman had taken to get rid of her.

"She was offered as tiend."

"Tiend" Tiend to who".."

"The devil. It is a requirement of our people every seven years. The convenience of your birth and the human childs was satisfactory and used to both advantages." Again, this is delivered with cold indifference, even a hint of satisfaction. Shaylee did not hide her contempt for all things human.

Siofra felt as though the wind had been knocked out of her. She felt cold all of a sudden, and guilty. Guilty for having lived the life that rightfully belonged to another. Her parents had bestowed every hug, every kiss, every comforting embrace upon her because they believed her to be someone else. That someone had been given to the dark. Her existence with her human family had come at the cost of an innocent life. That injustice would not go unanswered. The dark emotions that were boiling inside of her were foreign to her but did on some level further confirm her relation to this heartless, cold woman before her, something she realized could work to her advantage if she could ever fully tap into them. But there were still more questions to be asked. Swallowing the chaos of emotions pulling at her heart and mind, she brought her eyes to meet Shaylee's again and continued on with her inquiries.

"So the switch was made, was there a reason these particular human's were chosen as my parents?"

"Mere convenience." This statement was spat out without hesitation or any feeling whatsoever.

"I see." Not only had her existance been unwanted but there had not even been the slightest regard from this woman to ensure her child was raised by good people. Just convenient that her mother had given birth at around the same time. For all this apathetic woman before her knew, these humans could have been of corrupt moral character, abusive, or brutal. Siofra was quickly realizing that even at the gruesome cost of an innocent, she had been blessed by having been given over to her chosen parents. If she had had to be raised by this woman, the good she possessed and cherished would never have had the chance to surface. However deceptive to her parents her life with them had been, she was grateful even more so for them now.

"So it is clear that you have no maternal feelings for me, you cared little to ensure the people you entrusted me to would do right by me, and your demeanor from the moment you entered my room this evening has made it obvious that your presence here is not of your own choosing. So my next twos questions are why are you here when you do not wish to be and who sent you?"

Shaylee tried to feign concern but gave up as quickly as the attempt was made, the girl was right. Not only did she not feel anything for her that a mother should, she had not come here of her own free will. While she would never feel anything close to love for this child she gave birth to, she was none the less growing more and more impressed by her. Observant and smart but the darker side of her was there, dormant from years of exposure to soft minded humans, but there.

"I came because I was ordered to. By your father."

"So, who is this man that contributed to my existence?"

"His name is Fin Bheara. King of the Faeries of Connacht."

"Was it his decision that I should be given away?"

"Until recently he was unaware of your existance. The decision was mine. As you have already pointed out, motherhood is not something I would succeed at. There was no need for pretense." Something akin to shame crossed her otherwise blank features and Shaylee broke eye contact with Siofra for only a brief moment before regaining her mask of indifference and reconnecting their gaze.

Siofra knew there was more to this than she was telling her. As hard as it was to think about, there were other ways to dispose of a child you did not want once you found out your condition. Why had she chosen to carry her until birth' Why did the man who sired her not even know of her existence" How had he come to find out what this woman had done with her" Even as more questions began to form in her head, the next statement halted her opportunity to voice them.

"I do not wish to answer any more of your questions."

"You informed me when you entered that I was free to ask..."

"I have grown weary of the ignorance you possess having lived away from our people.."

"If it's ignorance I possess madame, it has been made clear that blame lies with you..."

"ENOUGH! I will humor this no longer. I was forced to come here to inform you of your true lineage and of the plans that have been made for you. After his majesty found out about you he had you watched. What his scouts have reported, the power you possess even having no formal training in how to use any of them, his majesty feels it would be a huge disservice to have that power and talent go unmastered. Returning to our people for this training is not an option. He has made arrangements for you to attend a university that has the experience and qualifications to grow and develop the power within you. You will recieve notification when the arrangements have been finalized and you WILL do as you are instructed. I advise you to accept his gracious offer and do as you are told. Do not disappoint him."

Another gust of air whipped through Siofra's window. Feeling that same chill run down her spine, she turned her head to the source of the breeze. When she again turned to face her visitor she was gone, as quietly as she had come.

At least she had gotten some of her questions answered but had been denied an opportunity to get a full understanding of merely anything other than the woman who birthed her seemed to despise her, she despised the humans that raised her even more so, and that she had hidden her existence from her sire. Why had he not come to deliver this news to her instead of sending such an unwilling person in his stead" Was this part of a punishment for having kept Siofra from him' Why such an interest in her all of a sudden"

At this point the questions were causing her head to ache and before she realized it, the sun was peaking over the horizon. It was already morning, she hadn't slept at all last night and today she was to be in charge of her young cousin Ronin. This was not going to be an easy day.

Siofra Kelley

Date: 2011-07-27 20:33 EST
Siofra looked back down at the letter her mother had handed her after returning from town and was remembering Shaylee's words that she would recieve notification of the educational arrangements made for her by her sire. Could this be it' The envelope looked plain enough the only distinguishable thing on the outside of it besides her name and address were the monogramed initials "I.A.P" in the upper left hand corner of the letter. She stared at the seal on the reverse side for a moment that bore a coat of arms imbossed into the red wax.

"Well" Aren't you going to open it?" Her mother gestured toward the letter in her hand.

"Oh, I will later, I really need to go check on Ronin. It's been awful quiet and that usually doesn't bode well where he is concerned." With a smile to her mother she stood up and put the letter in the pocket of her apron before heading towards the back of the house in search of her cousin.

...Later that night

When Siofra had retired for the day, exhaustion setting in from having not slept the night before and having spent all day chasing after a rambunctious little boy, she entered her room, softly shut her door, and leaned back against it closing her eyes briefly and letting out a sigh. She went to remove the apron she was wearing and the letter slipped out of her pocket and onto the floor. After discarding the apron on her bed she reached down and grabbed the letter. Holding it in her left hand she ran her fingertips over the embossed seal before breaking the wax and opening the letter.

She had been right, it was an acceptance letter to a place called "The Institute of Arcane Principle" penned by the Deaconess Satariel Shah. Included were instructions on what was required of her regarding supplies, etc. There was a extra slip of paper included with the letter that when opened read only this:

"Everything has been taken care of. All you need to do is attend. There is Royalty in your veins and with that, power. Do not take your education lightly and do not disgrace me. - Fin Bheara, your father"

He may have made himself her benefactor, but she would never consider him her father. Siofra hadn't told her mother of the events of last night or about the visitor. As honest as her parents had always been with her growing up, keeping secrets from them had unfortuantely been a practice she was well versed in since the surfacing of her first show of power. She had become skilled in keeping the magical side of herself seperate from her parents for as long as she could remember for fear of hurting or scaring them. Given some of the things she had learned last night, this time would be no different. Sometimes the old addage is true, ignorance is bliss. A fact that Siofra would occasionally wish she could still apply to herself but that was not to be.

She tossed both the letter and the added slip of paper aside and walked over to her window. She leaned against the frame and looked out over the farm she had grown up on. So many happy and joyous memories she had made here in her lifetime. But they had all been stolen moments. Ever since Siofra had learned that her mothers true daughter had been stolen from her, she had been plagued by the guild of it. She felt as though every minute spent with her amazing human mother was a theft in itself, stolen from an innocent whose only infraction was having been born at a time that was close to her own. A "convenient" time.

She retired to her bed to get some much needed rest because she had made the decision to leave this place she had loved her whole life. She would be gone before the sun broke the horizon with only a small gathering of her simple belongings. She would leave a note for her mother explaining that it was time she moved on and that she loved her very much. It was time for her to move on and as much as she wished to spit in the face of the woman she had met the previous night and stay on her farm forever, she could no longer ignore the power she felt deep within her and she feared without the proper instruction she wouldn't be able to control it for long. She would take the assistance Fin Bheara offered if for nothing else than to learn everything she could and use it to her advantage.

Siofra Kelley

Date: 2011-08-03 21:01 EST
She was up and dressed before the sun had a chance to kiss the earth with its glow and warmth. As she was packing her meager belongings into a single small bag, there was a flutter of wings and Athar had perched himself on the windowsill, eyeing her excitedly. Athar was a raven with beautiful, glossy feathers of pitchest black which gave them an almost blueish purple hue. She smiled at the bird that had become her constant companion and remembered their first meeting.

She had been taking one of her many walks through the woods that surrounded the farm she lived on when she had gotten her foot caught in a wayward vine. She had fallen, struck her head on a rock and blacked out. She had awoken to the feeling of a gentle pecking at her cheek and when she opened her eyes, the raven was hopping around her, his head twitching to the side to eye her with what couldn't be described as anything but concern. A throbbing pain emitted from the knot on the side of her head and she raised her hand to the spot and rubbed it a moment before remembering what had caused her to fall. She tried to sit up but, wincing from the pain in her head, she opting to prop herself up on her side. She looked down towards her feet to find that the offending vine had been chewed in half and unwound from her ankle and somehow she knew it had been the raven that had freed her ankle and untangled her from it.

She tried to form a smile as she gazed at her unlikely 'savior' however the pain in her head wouldn't allow her more than a grimmace. She closed her eyes and the words 'you have no pain' formed in her mind and once she reopened them there was a sigh of relief as the throbbing quickly dissipated. Looking again upon the raven, this time with a successfully friendly smile, she extended her hand gingerly towards him.

"Don't worry, I mean you no harm." the raven alighted upon her outstretched hand without hesitation as if he had already known this to be true.

She giggles as his tallens tickle the flesh of her arm as he makes his way up to perch quite comfortably on her shoulder. He began to playfully nip at her hair a bit.

"Well, hello there. It would seem I have you to thank for rescuing me from that lecherous vine." another giggle as she begins to softly stroke the feathers of the raven with her free hand.

He made no move to leave the perch of her shoulder, even as she stood to ensure she could bear weight on the ankle that had been twisted in the fall. She pointed, flexed and rotated the ankle to find that it felt perfectly fine. Given the late hour she began to make her way back towards home, all the while the raven remaining on her shoulder.

Typically being skittish creatures, Siofra was surprised at the friendliness of this particular raven but enjoyed the company. Being an only child she relished even the chaotic whirlwind that was her cousin Ronin when he visited once a month. As she walked she began to talk to him.

"I should have watched where I was going but I must say, if I hadn't fallen I wouldn't have needed your assistance and we might not have met." smiling to herself at the absurdity of conversing with a bird and yet she truely felt that he was listening.

"It's been quite lonely for me. My parents always told me I didn't have brothers and sisters because they got it right the first time." chuckling to herself at the phrase that had been told to her every time she complained as a child that she had no one to play with.

"But perhaps I have found a companion in my wayward savior." as she passed an elderberry bush she pulled some of the fruit off of it, offering it to the raven who nipped at it before grabbing it with its beak and swallowing it whole.

"Well my dear, if we are to be friends, introductions need to be made. My name is Siofra, what is yours?" a question she knew would go unaswered so she was contemplating in her head a name befitting her feathered hero when it came to her, as if it was willed to her by the bird.

"Athar?" she raised her hand to her shoulder and the bird obliging stepped onto it. She gazed at the bird inquisitvely, "is that your name" Athar?"

The bird subtly inclined his head as if to say yes. She smiled as she gazed upon the beautiful raven.

"Well then, Athar, nice to meet you."

When she returned home, Athar again contentedly perched on her shoulder, her mother had not seemed as receptive to his presence at least not in her house, so he frequently visited her at her window and was there whenever she spent time outside of the house. She always made sure to have seeds or berries to feed him as she talked with him about her day and shared her secrets with him. They became quite inseparable from that very first day and she had truely come to love the beautiful raven, his dark visage quite the contrast to her own pale complextion and white hair.

She finished her packing and was taking one last look around the room she had occupied since her birth, or rather, since she had been brought here as a baby, and sighed. She would miss this room, her mother, the farm, even her rambunctious cousin Ronin, but she had to leave.

As she made her way through the house she stopped at her mothers room to look upon her once more. As she lay there sleeping, Siofra walked over to her without a sound, having memorized since childhood the location of each creaky board and gently stroked the weathered brow of the woman who had raised her as her own. This woman had loved her, wiped her tears, and scared the darkeness away with her warm hugs. She didn't fight the soft tears that were streaking down her face. She laid a soft kiss on her mother's cheek and vowed to make things right. She walked back over to the door and with one final look at the peaceful face of the woman who had raised her, she whispered, "Thank you mother, I love you." before closing the door and leaving the house she had known all of her life.

She had heard the pitter pat of the rain on the roof as she had said her final goodbye. As she stepped out the front door she wiped away the remnants of the tears she had shed, the rain itself lightening up to now no more than a drizzle. Athar flew over and landed lightly on her shoulder, nudging her in his attempt to console and encourage her to do what she knew she had to.

She had to leave. She had to get the training she needed. She had to learn control.

She glanced at the bird on her shoulder as she made her way down the familiar path that led away from her home and with a sigh, "Looks like it's just you and I, Athar. What say we start a new adventure."