Topic: Je me goure toujours...

Eva DLancaeron

Date: 2008-06-05 20:15 EST
"Eva, d"ner!"

"Un moment, maman!" It wasn't the first time her mother had called for her, but she was simply too busy. Genius and inspiration waited for no one, and it certainly didn't wait for supper. Wisps of snowy hair fell out of her messy ponytail and into her face, though she brushed the errant wisps away with her arm rather than her greasy fingers. She didn't dare catch her hair in one of the cogs, though nothing was turning at the moment.

La machine, as she had grandly dubbed the thing, was big, nearly as tall as she and at least three times as thick. Its metal shell was rather dull, but its lack of luster certainly wasn't of consequence. The only thing of note was a plain-looking lever on one side of the device, but within was a mess of gears, clear and colorful glass tubes, mirrors, wires, and rubber insulation. Gold coils along with replicas in brass and silver lay discarded on her workbench. She had carefully attached the platinum variant for testing. The coils were hollow and allowed reactant to be channeled from the reservoir to the reaction chamber where the two combined in a volatile burst of destructive energy. That energy was then collected by more platinum wiring and used to fuel her invention. The temperatures that had been produced melted all forecomers. She had begun with silver due to its conductivity and lack of reactivity, hesitantly moved to gold when silver had failed, then even more hesitantly to copper. Finally, platinum, while glaringly more expensive, could withstand temperatures nearly 60% higher than her previous choices while maintaining relative non-reactivity, and so she had dipped into her dowry (while neglecting to tell that to her parents) in order to buy the precious metal.

Eva paused to turn and wipe her hands on a rag before snatching up a fountain pen and jotting down some nearly illegible notes in her pocketbook. The thing was filled with sketches and schematics, formulae and equations, angles and mechanisms for all manner of folle ideas.

Le 6 f"vrier 1843 - 20h13

J'ai attach' les enroulements de platine.

Je l'examinerai maintenant pour voir s'ils corrodent en pr'sence des r"actifs et s'ils peuvent r'sister " la temp"rature.

After tucking the grease-smeared pocketbook in her belt, she lowered her goggles over her eyes.

"Eva! D"ner! Maintenant! Il devient froid!" Her mother's voice was insistent.

Bien, she thought to herself with a bit of irritation at the interruption, though she replied a bit more cordially, "Maman, seulement un moment, s'il te pla?t!"

Then she held her breath as she flipped the switch.

((Date of journal entry edited to reflect accurately the time difference between Nievre, France and present-day RhyDin.))

Eva DLancaeron

Date: 2008-06-07 16:00 EST
Eva pressed her brow against the tiled shower wall as cold water rained down on her from above. RhyDin, the place was called and theoretically (at least) was very, very far away from her home in Nievre. The events of the night had surely overwhelmed her, and only now were they catching up to the young elf. It was entirely possible she would never see her family again, forever trapped in this place. Truth be told....she was far past due finding a husband and a place of her own, but her parents had never forced the issue, and she certainly had had other interests. Her sudden displacement and the repeated failure of her machine had caused panic and homesickness to rise up in her, swirling into a terrifying melange.

"Qu'est-ce que je peux faire?"

She was a frightful mess when she finally had made it up to her room, though she had been more interested in finding out what the various switches and dials did rather than cleaning up. Afterward, the French elf turned the lights back on, drew closed the curtains (blocking out the dingy view of the back alley), and cranked the air conditioner. Then she had explored the bathroom before stepping into the shower.

She had used warm water at first, scrubbing vigorously until her skin was tinged purple to get all of the grease, smoke, ash, and grime off of her. Then she turned the hot faucet off and let the cold water wash away the heat. The weather was far, far too hot.

Eva touched the ring on the middle finger of her right hand, squinting down at it pensively. She had been forced to remove all of her other jewelery to clean her piercings, lest they get irritated or infected or some annoyance like that. But for some reason, she left her ring on her hand. Truth be told, the plain, silver band scarcely left her finger. Eventually, she cut the water, gave herself a cursory toweling before wrapping herself in it, and filled the tub with warm water bordering on hot. She threw her clothes in and, with a grimace, began to clean them as best she could. The stains weren't going to come out, but she really didn't care, and the "bath" turned dark under her ministrations. She hung up the relatively clean clothes on the shower rod, pulled the drain, and absently rinsed out the dark film as she washed it from her hands. The blue elf wiped them on her towel and put all her piercings back in place, eying her reflection in the mirror. She made a face at her appearance before flicking off the light and wandered back into her room.

It was plain, spartan even. The bed had simple, white bedsheets and a red, quilted comforter. The stand next to it had a lamp and a drawer with some paper and a pen in it. The vent for the air conditioning and heat was against the window, and the opposite wall had a rack with some hangers and a metal mesh shelf above. Underfoot, there was dark red carpet, and even darker footprints led away from the bathroom. The only thing of real note was the generic painting....or photo of a painting, that hung above the headboard.

She yanked the comforter off the bed, throwing it on the floor. The pillows were subsequently stripped, though she tucked them under the sheets so she wouldn't have to lay her bare head against them and God only knew what sorts of things had been on them.

With a frown turned grimace, a fair amount of effort, and a few choice curses, she managed to shove the bed right up against the vent.

Eva DLancaeron

Date: 2008-06-09 19:43 EST
"We're looking to go in another direction."

"Wha', a lil' girl wants ta play 'mechanic"' Ya gotta be kiddin' me."

"Come back when you've got a resume and some references."

"Seriously, look at you. You'd scare away the customers. Sorry."

"Can you even lift a hammer, doll-face" Stop wasting my time."

From the street, the place looked harmless enough. The squat building was paneled with dark wood, and it had a low, peaked roof. The windows were stained glass, green and gold in a diamond pattern that let in light but provided a degree of privacy. The bushes lining the walls were in full leaf, and ivy climbed toward the roof in some places. It was Sunday....and hot....but still Eva hesitated outside. "Tips," the sign above the establishment read. The lettering was carved into the lighter wood and painted green lined in gold (apparently in the motif of the restaurant). It was also decorated with a few sprigs of ivy. Really, it seemed so innocuous, such that the blue elf read over the want ad again.

TIPS NOW HIRING!! Kitchen staff, service bartender, host, and Tips girl positions available! Seeking friendly, outgoing young woman of elven decent for the position of 'Tips girl'. Excellent wages + tips, of course! Inquire within our newly opened RhyDin location at 15 West Bridge St.

Just what was a 'Tips girl,' anyway"

Eva had spent Saturday trying to figure out what had gone wrong with her machine, but she had made no progress. She was floundering, and she felt rather stupid. It had worked once before. Why was now so different' By Saturday night, she was painfully aware of her need for employment. It wasn't just that she would need money if she was to feed and clothe herself. It wasn't just that she had but a week at the Red Dragon Inn, thanks to the generosity of Grem. She couldn't purchase new parts for her machine without money, and she couldn't depend on the kindness of strangers.

Sunday morning, she had swiped a paper out of the trash and found several promising positions, but the blue elf soon discovered that she was all but unhirable as a mechanic. Even if her physical characteristics didn't keep them at bay, her supposed lack of expertise certainly did. She knew next to nothing about modern gadgets, and they didn't have the patience to instruct her. Tips" It was a last resort. Eva imagined she fit the bill. She was friendly, and some might call her outgoing....and she really, really needed to find a job.

It was only temporary.

Maybe a couple of weeks.

Then she would fix her machine and go home.

That's what she told herself as she stepped inside.

* * *

"Here's your uniform." The manager set a green and brown ensemble in her lap. "Your shift is 11 to 8. Half-hour for dinner. Two 15-minute breaks. Tuesday and Wednesday off. Can you start tomorrow?"

"Y-yes."

"All right, great. Welcome to the Tips family, Eva."

Back in her room, she hung up the uniform in revulsion. Oh, she had found out what a 'Tips girl' was, all right. In a way, it was a glorified term for a waitress, but this was so much worse. The uniform' It was a green wrap dress with a popped collar. The thing was trimmed with gold and short enough that it may as well have been a shirt. It came with brown boots and gloves to give the ensemble an "elven" look. All in all, it showed far too much skin and was down right embarrassing. She had also been instructed to pull her hair back so that her ears were clearly visible.

With a groan, she fell back on her bed.

It was only temporary.

Maybe a couple of weeks.

Then she would fix her machine and go home.

She still was dreading Monday.

Eva DLancaeron

Date: 2008-06-18 16:10 EST
It was the morning of Thursday the 12th, and the staff of the Red Dragon Inn was surely expecting her to check out. Grem's generosity had run out, and she had discovered that her paycheck couldn't cover the cost of a room for long. That made sense enough. After all, the place was like a hotel, not a boarding house. Eva hadn't been caught unawares, however. Tuesday and Wednesday had been spent apartment-hunting, and while she had a place to go after work, she wasn't exactly looking forward to it. But it was only temporary, right' She could handle living there for a couple of weeks...

Everything available and even moderately nice had been way out of her price range. The fact that everyone in RhyDin had nothing short of disposable had pretty much shot the economy for people who weren't so well-to-do. She had spent eight hours on her feet, Monday, and only had a handful of tips to show for it. She was paid every two weeks. How was she supposed to afford to live on that kind of schedule? It had been a stroke of luck that she had found Econ-Omni Apartments. Even if they were less than desirable, unfurnished, and she was certain she had seen a rat in one, at least she could afford the rent, and Lumji Lumnor was surprisingly flexible in regards to a security deposit and making her pay first and last month's rent. Maybe he had seen people in her position before, scrambling for a place to live, with not even pennies to their names, or maybe he took pity on the small, blue elf. Whatever the case, she had a place to live....even if it was empty and devoid of most creature comforts.

It was a place to live, she reminded herself. At least for a couple of weeks, it would suffice. With a sigh, she grabbed up her uniform. Locking the door to room 12 behind her, she headed down the steps to check out.

Eva DLancaeron

Date: 2008-06-18 21:53 EST
The inn had scarcely seen hide or hair of Eva since she left almost a week ago. Her desire to get home had consumed her, which, truthfully, was a bit strange for the young, blue elf. Yes, she missed her home, but it was strange that all the wonders RhyDin had to offer hadn't stolen her flighty attention away from her machine. Every free moment, she was either in the shed that Alain had lent her, working on the contraption that would take her home, or she was scouring the market for the parts she needed. She had converted the shed into a veritable workshop. What money that hadn't been set aside for her rent (and the meager amount she allotted toward food) was obsessively funneled into the repair of the device. Parts deemed inconsequential were scattered all about, while others were waiting to be attached. How she could tell the difference among the chaos was perhaps a feat in and of itself.

It was Wednesday night, and Eva was working by lamplight. It was almost summer, and sunset was later, but her shift at Tips was late enough in the day that she could work until the wee hours of the morning. Her goggles were down, and a line of oil that cut diagonally across her face asserted their usefulness. Snow white hair was pulled back in the messy semblance of a bun, though it was already starting to full out of the haphazard up-do. And, of course, she was clad in the same clothes she had worn when she first arrived in RhyDin. She simply didn't have anything else, and she really didn't have the money or the drive to invest in a new wardrobe. The garments were becoming a motley of grease stains, though she did wash them in her sink every night. And certainly she preferred wandering the streets of RhyDin in her grease-stained work clothes than her waitressing uniform...

The air within the shed was acrid. Over the past several days, she had been experimenting with new reactants, often with explosive results. She didn't have the accoutrements of a lab, but instead used things such as cheap drinking glasses and even a metal bucket or two, on occasion. Conditions were far from sanitary, much less sterile, but she simply didn't have the means for a proper workshop and lab. At the moment, the front panel of her machine lay on the floor, and Eva was tinkering within. According to her recent calculations and sketches, all jotted messily into her notebook, she had made an error with some of the wiring. Later inspection of the innards of the contraption had also revealed that some of the gears were no longer lining up properly, and so she dove right in, wrench in one hand, forceps in the other, to correct the issues.

Some people washed away the cares of the day in drink, lost themselves in a novel, or indulged their baser, more carnal wants. Eva lost herself in thought, in invention, in genius.

She licked her upper lip, grimacing slightly at the bitter smack of oil, as she withdrew from La Machine. Perhaps its maiden voyage had been influenced by the Nexus, but this time she was certain it was ready. Her hands trembled with excitement as she attached the front panel, nearly dropping the screwdriver in the process. She was ready. She had done the calculations countless times, checked the schematics over and over. Her theory was flawless. She had corrected her mistakes.

Now, theory had to live up to experimentation.

Eva DLancaeron

Date: 2008-06-18 22:23 EST
Eva pulled open a small panel on a hinge. Beneath was an opening connected to a tube that led to a reactant reservoir. On the other side of the contraption, there was the same sort of panel. She had converted a bucket and a watering can into a combined pouring device. Spilling reactant would have been disastrous. She was careful as she filled the reservoir, then she rinsed the container thoroughly with water before moving to the other side of her machine and filling the other tank. Both panels were closed, and she cast the bucket-thing aside carelessly. It was time. She shook in eager anticipation. The blue elf secured her goggles and did a cursory job of straightening her clothes. She wanted to look marginally presentable when she finally came home. Though perhaps there was another reason she was dragging out the moment. She had tried to ignore the pit of fear gnawing at her stomach. Suppose it didn't work" Suppose she failed yet again?

"Bon, c'est simple. J'aurai juste besoin de travailler plus dure."

She still closed her eyes tightly as she pulled down the lever.

And at first, nothing at all happened.

Eva cracked open an eye, her lips pressing into a thin line as she peered at her machine. Not even smoke" How had she messed it up this time"

Then it lurched. The shed seemed to lurch. She took a cautious step back. Something felt horribly wrong. A can from one of the shelves had been knocked over, along with the spoon that had been in it, and the two rolled clankingly onto the floor. She certainly didn't recall that from before. It hadn't affected the area around, only the machine and her. But....maybe since she had "upgraded" the thing to work on its own power and not supposedly in conjunction with the Nexus, it had changed" But if that was the case, why was that pit of fear in her stomach growing rapidly into alarm' The device lurched again. She saw it move against the stationary backdrop of the shed. It shook and rumbled. Seams were rupturing! A screw popped off and slammed right into her goggles (Thank God for them! She could have lost an eye!). She scrambled back in panic. What had she done wrong" Her calculations, her schematics, none had predicted this! She shook her head vehemently. What was supposed to happen didn't matter anymore. What was important was what was happening right this very moment. And right now, her machine was....well....it was going to blow.

Eva tore out of the shed, knocking down her lantern en route. She ran a ways before falling to the ground and covering her head.

Moments later, there was a hot impact to the air as the shed exploded.