Dark place with no words. No light. No air. Smothering, covering. Skin burning.
Scorching. So hot, hot hot".
Heat. Pain. Need.
Make it go away! Is there no mercy' Hands, fingers, claws, grabbing, pulling, stroking. Crawling, rolling, writhing. Screaming everywhere, no where, all around.
Cold. Barren. Empty.
Enter the Shades.
Aoife's own piercing scream woke her. Her eyes flew open and she bolted upright staring wildly around the room trying to regain her bearings. Heart thudding, she drew quick, sharp breaths almost choking on the air her lungs were desperate for, not fully awake, no longer asleep, but caught somewhere between. Her fingers, nails clawed brutally at her chest, arms, stomach. Get it off! She searched the room frantically to see if the nightmare had escaped and became her reality. A vigorous pounding on the wall next to the bed and a muffled "Shad-up!" had her fully awake moments later. She kicked the tangled sheet from her legs and drew them up to her chest, pressing her forehead to her knees. Pale hands threaded through her sticky, sleep tangled hair and fisted roughly pulling at her scalp.
Wake up! Wake up! She stumbled in her haste to get out of the small bed and nearly knocked over the bedside table. Fumbling with the matches, it took her several tries to get a flame to light the sad, little candle on the withered table. The walls and sparse furnishings were instantly bathed in muted, yellow light. Matches forgotten, she dropped them on the floor and staggered over to the washstand. Grabbing the pitcher she dumped the rest of its contents into the crude bowl. She reached in and splashed the icy water over her face and neck, its rivulets chased by goose flesh as they ran over her collar bone and disappeared into the valley between her breasts. Squeezing her eyes shut and dropping her chin, she gripped the sides of the bowl, drawing in several quivering breaths.
Several minutes later she had managed to regain control of breathing. She opened her eyes and looked up into the foggy mirror hanging haphazardly on the wall. Dark hair was in wild disarray framing a face too pale to even be considered a color. Her eyes, normally some shade of misty blue were nearly smothered by the blackness of her pupils. Her camisole was plastered to her chest with sticky sweat. Angry, red welts marred her skin from her frantic scratching. She looked like one of the wraiths that haunted the dreams of those she tried to help with the gift of song. This ability, to be able to sing those troubled by nightmares, restlessness, and despair into a state of peaceful slumber undisturbed by dreams was a gift, right' Sometimes it even lasted long enough for them to find the strength to fight back. She was a Siren, luring these demons from the people they plagued and into her arms. And there they stayed.
Slightly unsteady still, she released the side of the bowl and fumbled to open the top drawer of the dresser. She reached in and pulled out a small, black leather pouch. Fingers still trembling, she grabbed the plate on which the candle burned and sank to the floor, her back pressed against the wall below the window. Opening the pouch, she withdrew a carefully folded cloth. A sliver of moonlight reflected off the small blade she had uncovered as she lowered if over the candle flame.
Aoife tucked her knees against her chest and stretched out her left arm between them. Gripping the heated blade with her right hand, she pressed its tip into the soft flesh of her forearm and pulled it across. Warm blood welled to the surface, droplets collecting and rolling off the sides.
"Is mise glan.? I am clean.
Heat. Pain. Need.
Make it go away! Is there no mercy' Hands, fingers, claws, grabbing, pulling, stroking. Crawling, rolling, writhing. Screaming everywhere, no where, all around.
Cold. Barren. Empty.
Enter the Shades.
Aoife's own piercing scream woke her. Her eyes flew open and she bolted upright staring wildly around the room trying to regain her bearings. Heart thudding, she drew quick, sharp breaths almost choking on the air her lungs were desperate for, not fully awake, no longer asleep, but caught somewhere between. Her fingers, nails clawed brutally at her chest, arms, stomach. Get it off! She searched the room frantically to see if the nightmare had escaped and became her reality. A vigorous pounding on the wall next to the bed and a muffled "Shad-up!" had her fully awake moments later. She kicked the tangled sheet from her legs and drew them up to her chest, pressing her forehead to her knees. Pale hands threaded through her sticky, sleep tangled hair and fisted roughly pulling at her scalp.
Wake up! Wake up! She stumbled in her haste to get out of the small bed and nearly knocked over the bedside table. Fumbling with the matches, it took her several tries to get a flame to light the sad, little candle on the withered table. The walls and sparse furnishings were instantly bathed in muted, yellow light. Matches forgotten, she dropped them on the floor and staggered over to the washstand. Grabbing the pitcher she dumped the rest of its contents into the crude bowl. She reached in and splashed the icy water over her face and neck, its rivulets chased by goose flesh as they ran over her collar bone and disappeared into the valley between her breasts. Squeezing her eyes shut and dropping her chin, she gripped the sides of the bowl, drawing in several quivering breaths.
Several minutes later she had managed to regain control of breathing. She opened her eyes and looked up into the foggy mirror hanging haphazardly on the wall. Dark hair was in wild disarray framing a face too pale to even be considered a color. Her eyes, normally some shade of misty blue were nearly smothered by the blackness of her pupils. Her camisole was plastered to her chest with sticky sweat. Angry, red welts marred her skin from her frantic scratching. She looked like one of the wraiths that haunted the dreams of those she tried to help with the gift of song. This ability, to be able to sing those troubled by nightmares, restlessness, and despair into a state of peaceful slumber undisturbed by dreams was a gift, right' Sometimes it even lasted long enough for them to find the strength to fight back. She was a Siren, luring these demons from the people they plagued and into her arms. And there they stayed.
Slightly unsteady still, she released the side of the bowl and fumbled to open the top drawer of the dresser. She reached in and pulled out a small, black leather pouch. Fingers still trembling, she grabbed the plate on which the candle burned and sank to the floor, her back pressed against the wall below the window. Opening the pouch, she withdrew a carefully folded cloth. A sliver of moonlight reflected off the small blade she had uncovered as she lowered if over the candle flame.
Aoife tucked her knees against her chest and stretched out her left arm between them. Gripping the heated blade with her right hand, she pressed its tip into the soft flesh of her forearm and pulled it across. Warm blood welled to the surface, droplets collecting and rolling off the sides.
"Is mise glan.? I am clean.