Log #1
"Curious how pregnancy changes your perception of life, especially when it pertains to your wants and needs.
For example, I have grown accustomed to eating a mass amount of pancakes every breakfast, much to Mu's pleasure. It is safe to say I will not grow hungry when that woman is around to serve me. However, I draw the line at devouring uncooked pancake batter like she does. She practically drinks the mixture like water. Sometimes I wonder where it was she attained her taste for pancakes.
Perhaps I ought to blame Alex Ravenlock for tainting her, or his brother, Brian....then again, perhaps I just ought to blame the Ravenlocks in general.
It is probably easier to do so.
Including these strange lusts, I have also become far more emotional than what I had previously expected. I almost shed a tear when I was informed of yet more of my clones" self terminations, and yet, I can not still bring myself to fully feel pity for their existence.
Why should I cry for them"
They exist solely to serve me. They are far superior to any uneducated slave that could be trained but are just as expendable. They are soulless servants. Pawns and nothing more and yet' in some strange way, they are my children.
Will I be as heartless towards our children, Kruger" I hope not. I have no desire to have them lead a life of an Egorwrath.
They deserve a better life"
I have become emotional, again. I am almost shedding another tear....
How pathetic. I am almost disgusted with myself.
Construction of the brewery at the Docks is still underway. The shell of the building will not be completed for at least three months, by my estimation.
Unfortunately by that point, I will be far too pregnant with the twins to over watch the installment of the equipment, so I will appoint Crysinda to make sure the instruments are fitted to my exacting specifications, since I am unable to trust any of my other minions or children with such a delicate operation.
Their intelligence is shocking when compared to Crysinda, although, I did design her to be on par with my own intellect.
I am going to take a walk in Solitude, perhaps nap amongst the roses there."
"Curious how pregnancy changes your perception of life, especially when it pertains to your wants and needs.
For example, I have grown accustomed to eating a mass amount of pancakes every breakfast, much to Mu's pleasure. It is safe to say I will not grow hungry when that woman is around to serve me. However, I draw the line at devouring uncooked pancake batter like she does. She practically drinks the mixture like water. Sometimes I wonder where it was she attained her taste for pancakes.
Perhaps I ought to blame Alex Ravenlock for tainting her, or his brother, Brian....then again, perhaps I just ought to blame the Ravenlocks in general.
It is probably easier to do so.
Including these strange lusts, I have also become far more emotional than what I had previously expected. I almost shed a tear when I was informed of yet more of my clones" self terminations, and yet, I can not still bring myself to fully feel pity for their existence.
Why should I cry for them"
They exist solely to serve me. They are far superior to any uneducated slave that could be trained but are just as expendable. They are soulless servants. Pawns and nothing more and yet' in some strange way, they are my children.
Will I be as heartless towards our children, Kruger" I hope not. I have no desire to have them lead a life of an Egorwrath.
They deserve a better life"
I have become emotional, again. I am almost shedding another tear....
How pathetic. I am almost disgusted with myself.
Construction of the brewery at the Docks is still underway. The shell of the building will not be completed for at least three months, by my estimation.
Unfortunately by that point, I will be far too pregnant with the twins to over watch the installment of the equipment, so I will appoint Crysinda to make sure the instruments are fitted to my exacting specifications, since I am unable to trust any of my other minions or children with such a delicate operation.
Their intelligence is shocking when compared to Crysinda, although, I did design her to be on par with my own intellect.
I am going to take a walk in Solitude, perhaps nap amongst the roses there."