Topic: Perchance to Dream: The Deacon's Pew

Piper

Date: 2008-06-05 22:24 EST
There are only so many omens and portents you can shrug off before the multi-verse slaps you in the face with an unmistakable Sign of Things to Come.

A blood-red sky in the morning, the milk boiling over, a lone silver rose blazing in the depths of winter, seven ravens across a blushing moon, a black cat crossing your path.

But when she looked up from a sink of suds and hand-blown glasses, she finally had to admit that it was a red-letter day.

The church bell tolled solemnly the eighth hour, warning the citizenry to hurry behind stout doors and barred windows. A sense of urgency permeated the air as flying hooves beat a tattoo on the hard-packed surface of an empty road somewhere just out of sight. When the bell tolled out it's chime across the village that never sleeps, she found herself quite remarkably on a deserted corner intersection somewhere deep in the West End.

The Deacon's pew, as the town criers referred to it, had always evoked the most profound sense of disquiet in her.

In the city of Warpara, where she grew up, it sat on the corner of Westglen and Rook Lane, where no pew had any business to sit. It wasn't a rest stop. The nearest park lay fifteen blocks to the west, the closest church two blocks away. No library or community hall or school graced the entire length of Westglen Avenue or Rook Lane. Not when she was a child, not now, and as far as she knew, not ever.

The pew was green, or, more precisely, it had once been painted a rather unnatural sea-green shade. Over the years the paint had flaked, peeled, and chipped away, leaving only traces of the original hue caught in the splintery cracks of the wooden slats of the pew's seat and back. The legs were cement — or concrete, she could never tell the difference — dark gray now with age, weathering, and exposure to time; pitted and crumbling.

Not an inviting place to sit, one would think. Not a spot upon which to while away a summer afternoon leafing through a newspaper, a fresh spring morning chatting with a friend, a brand-new autumn day just watching the world go by.

A nice place to sit, no.

One wouldn't think so, and one would be right, especially as the sun never did seem to shine on it; even on the brightest, clearest days the pew squatted in perpetual shade, cast into murky, somehow dank-seeming shadow by some impenetrable cloud hanging directly above it.

This is simply how she remembered it, one might object; as a child and adolescent she had seen the pew in shadow on a handful of occasions, and either willfully or through some innocent trick of memory, she failed to recall the many times she must have seen it bathed in sunlight or dappled by moonlight or heaped with snow.

One would be wrong.

Season after season, year after year, the pew was ever and only in shadow. The sight was particularly disturbing on naturally overcast days. In the general mundane grayness one found it difficult to distinguish exactly where the deeper, danker grayness enveloping the pew began.

For this reason she always walked on the other side of the street on cloudy days. Even then, somehow, despite the dread that gripped her, she could not stop herself from pausing to watch the pew for some minutes, minutes that on occasion stretched into hours.

Sometimes she returned home so late that as punishment her parents confined her to her bedroom without an evening meal. Several times her father castigated her physically. Still, whenever she walked by the corner of Rook Lane and Westglen, she had to stop and watch the pew.

The pew, and its occupants.

For the decrepit, splintering, crumbling pew was rarely vacant. At noon, at midnight, in the sweltering days of August and the bone-freezing nights of February, the old men sat on the pew.

Old men she'd thought them as a child, and old men she thought them now, so many years later.

Wrong city, but the same pew. The same old men.

She stood across the street, ice in her stomach and cold sweat trickling down her back.

There had been no necessity for her to trudge through the crime-riddled, trash-strewn streets of West Side, past boarded-up houses and shops whose rolled-down metal shutters were sealed with rust, no need at all to scuffle down block after block of broken pavement until she reached the intersections of Broodmare and King's Row.

They were the same men.

Fool, she admonished herself, though her heart was pounding. If the men who sat on this pew twenty and more years ago were old — and granted that even the mere middle-aged might appear incredibly ancient in a child's eyes — they yet had to be long dead by this date. These were other men" Other old men"

A sensation like that of the furry feet of a palm-sized spider scurried up her spine.

With the same slumped backs and misshapen shoulders, the same fingerless gloves covering overlarge hands, the same knit caps pulled down over low yet bulging foreheads"

The same faces"

Their sons, she thought, her heart fluttering in a disquieting manner high in her chest. Nephews. Continuing some neighborhood tradition, a particular family laying claim to the single pew in the area and occupying it by a tacit but generally acknowledged right for decades.

Quite a ridiculous rationalization, that, since she was not in Warpara, but Rhydin. She'd admit it freely.

Piper

Date: 2008-06-05 22:35 EST
She remembered now, or so she thought, what it had been that had frightened her so much about the pew, what had terrified her to the extent that she had fled home and family, cut off all contact with her kin and allowed herself to be disinherited, simply to get away from it and stay away from it. These men, with their lantern jaws and lipless mouths" who had stared at her every time she passed the pew, stared with hungry eyes, stared at her harder than she ever stared at them, and who beckoned to her.

As they were staring now.

As they beckoned now.

Just as it seemed that she must either flee in infantile panic or remain and suffer herself to fall victim to insanity (her heart was beating very oddly indeed), relief arrived, as wonderful as a cool rain on a broiling day. Among the eight or ten figures huddled on the pew — though when vacant the pew appeared of ordinary length, if not rather short, one that might comfortably accommodate three or four modestly sized adults — she'd regularly seen it occupied by no less than eight and sometimes as many as twelve men — she spotted two that were unmistakably female.

Immediately her pulse slowed; her breathing eased. Wiping sweat from her forehead, she laughed at herself. There had never been women on the pew when she was a child.

The same men, indeed. The same faces. Giggling — she detested giggling, so she bit her lip to make herself stop — she began to turn away.

The residents of the pew beckoned more desperately.

Homeless, she thought. It was so obvious when one looked at it rationally. All this lot were, was a collection of drunkards and derelicts, of the exact same sort and ilk as could be found in every city and town and indeed hamlet in the country.

"No spare coins" darlins!" she shouted, laughing quite out loud now, heedless of the risk of provoking anger from the disheveled, disenfranchised, likely drugged tramps only a few yards away.

Instead of hurling invective, or indeed literally hurling some of the plentiful debris at hand to indicate resentment at being mocked, the pew sitters began to laugh along with her.

Something stirred, very deep down and very far back in her mind. A fragment of recall. A tendril of returning memory, inching forward into consciousness like a worm creeping slowly, slowly toward.

A person was approaching the pew. Some fool was staggering down Broodmare weaving wildly, stumbling over every real or imagined cracks in the cobbles.

As she knew they would, the figures on the pew began to rise.

Memory from more than 20 years ago thrust itself forward with increasing force. Memories" More than one. She had seen this several times. On the first occasion, she might have been as young as four.

This was the reason she had run away and stayed away. As the impossible unfolded again before her unblinking eyes, recollection returned completely, so that, transfixed on the street corner, she saw and remembered simultaneously. Perhaps it hadn't been just a dream.

Six, eight, ten, twelve" How many of them were there" How many people could one dilapidated pew possibly hold"

They swarmed him, the blind-drunk idiot weaving down Broodmare, like roaches converging on scraps. Hunched. Scuttling. Somehow one knew that underneath their knit caps and coats and fingerless gloves, the pew-sitters hid unnaturally soft bodies. If one struck them hard, they would squish.

And yet they moved so very, very quickly.

Even if the night wanderer hadn't been a wobbling, overweight, breathless sot, the tenants of the pew would have overcome him. Or her. Or them, too, sometimes. She remembered once when the pew people took a family, a grandpa with two daughters or daughter-in-laws and a bunch of small grandkids?

Abruptly she became aware that her hands had risen, it seemed of their own volition, to press their palms firmly against her ears.

The children had screamed so loudly.

The drunkard did not scream. He made no sound at all, so swiftly did the people of the pew bring him down.

Her hands were still clapped over her ears.

They brought him down and stretched him out. she saw a figure — she thought it might have been one of the females — crouch over the inebriated man's head. Her hands — swollen, misshapen, in fingerless gloves — moved, but her exact actions were hidden from her by darkness and by the shadow that had nothing to do with ordinary day and night, sunshine and clouds, the shadow that always surrounded the pew. Perhaps she smothered him. Perhaps she broke his neck.

In any case, the dismemberment proceeded in relative silence, the only sounds breaking the nocturnal stillness those of the tearing of cloth (long, stretchy sounds) and the snapping of bone (short, sharp ones.)

She felt an odd quivering just below her skin, a subcutaneous trembling she'd experienced before only rarely— most of those occasions she'd been relatively certain were dreams.

The pew people grinned. They beckoned to her.

At the same time, methodically and painstakingly they tore the man apart, hands and teeth moving with the sureness of long practice, reducing flesh, bones, muscle, and clothing to small — one might say almost bite-sized — bits, which they passed hand-over-hand back to the pew.

And the pew fed.

The two — no, three — women among the pew people gestured to her more urgently.

Perhaps she could have run, the way she had run before.

The pavement was empty. A stain or two remained that blended into shadow and vanished.

The pew looked exactly the same. Ancient, decrepit, about to fall to pieces.

The pew sitters moved toward it and took their places one by one, one by one, one by one.

She could not count them any more.

Slowly, she crossed the street.

When she was young, this is what she'd run away from.

The denizens of the pew opened their arms to her, their faces solemn but their eyes shining with welcome.

There was room for her on the pew. Of course there was. There always had been.

The church bell tolled solemnly, warning the citizenry to hurry behind stout doors and barred windows. When the last toll rang out into the quiet night, Piper looked up from a sink of suds and hand-blown glasses to peer out the window to the sunset.