She had taken the entire day off"all her responsibilities set aside"to do this one task. For the irreligious, Jewell certainly had prepared a religious way of honoring the dead. Digging into her past, she had retrieved a special memory: visiting the Lands for the memorial of her parents" death. The humans of Aquarius had thrown a lavish memorial for the death of their king and queen'days spent in worldwide mourning, priceless gifts and sacrifices offered up to their goddesses. It was supposed to honor them. Even then, it had disgusted her. It had been meaningless and it certainly didn't bring her parents back. It did not honor who they had been.
The Fae, though"their ceremony had been beautiful. It had given her peace of mind, a center, while she reeled from the death of half her family. She was trying to recreate that day now. She bathed in the morning, not her usual half-hour of indulgent relaxation but a ritualistic cleansing in her element. Mediation was the key, while she was submerged in water, to finding a center of balance. Every inch of her skin was scrubbed; she could not have the stain of the desire for death and vengeance staining her on this day.
Afterwards, she decorated her naked body with natural paints of blue and grey, representing water calm and water tumultuous. The paint swirled and spiraled over her skin in patterns that may have seemed meaningless to some but were meant to be comforting, consoling. They were to bring balance and peace to a soul tormented with grief. She even used a very thin brush to apply the paint to her face, like flames licking at the corners of her cheeks and swirling around her eyes.
A white piece of cloth was draped over her body when the paint was dry, its texture reminiscent of flower petals. It was not warm enough for the clime but the weather would not bother her today. She left the house barefoot, too, walking over the freshly fallen snow. Virgin, she thought with a little laugh, so very rare in RhyDin.
She traversed the busy streets, looking like a beautiful wraith, holding her harp before her. Entering the cemetery, she moved single-mindedly to Skyler's grave and knelt before it, a sad smile resting easily upon her lips. "It's been a month, m"love. I promise I'm not here to wail and cry, though. I'm going to try and do the mourning ceremony of my people. It's supposed to be done soon after a person dies, but," giving a little laugh, "I forgot about it until the other day. I was never a very good student of fey-traditions." Fingers brushed over the strings of her harp as she shook her head; she had been a rather poor student, actually. "I'll try to get it right, but I was very young when I saw it done."
She adjusted the harp in her lap and cleared her throat a little before her fingers started to move over the strings. The sound that rose from the instrument was sad and sweet, hypnotic, perhaps, when mixed with her voice. The words she chanted from memory were in Elvish. She couldn't recollect the full meaning of all the songs she sang; they spoke of heartache and pain, of lingering memories and never forgetting. They whisked the listener away, reassuring them that death had touched the long-lived before, that pain can fade with time for the elder races, that balance can be found and life will go on. They were memories of the past, a medium through which all could share the pain of the loss. Tears formed and fell as she sang on, not the smallest tremble touching her voice and interrupting the hymn.
Many songs were stories: elven princes bereft of their dearest loves and a faerie queen whose king and daughter had been killed by a goblin lord. The latter had always been one of her favorites, even as a little girl. The queen, so bereaved at the loss, left her kingdom and wandered the lands aimlessly for one hundred years. She became legend; a wandering ghost calling out in a haunting voice for her loved ones. In the meantime, the goblin lord overran her kingdom and set himself on her throne. He ruled the land with an iron fist and no one could depose him. The people were miserable and many sought their mourning queen but she remained elusive, lost to her grief and the world. As the years waned, she heard whisperings of what was happening in her kingdom, and slowly came to an awareness of the world outside her sorrow to find herself far from home.
She traveled back, over mountains and through many foreign woods to return to her homeland, finding it in ruin from the goblin lord's many wars. Sorrow threatened to consume her anew, but she stood strong. None who saw the day would ever forget her return, when the doors to the throne room flew open to reveal their queen standing there. Although stained and worn from her long travels, she stood radiant in the doorway, haloed by the sun that many claimed had not shone in their lands since the death of the queen's consort.
The goblin lord was old by this time but the faerie queen still retained the eternal youth of her people. With a mere gesture of her hand, the goblin lord's scepter broke in two and fell to the floor causing an audible clank in a room that had fallen deathly silent upon the entry of the queen, not even the ever present ruffle of skirts of shuffle of feet could be heard. There was a delayed gasp or two but the queen took no note, she was fixated on the goblin lord, fixated on the fear rising in his eyes. It made her smile. It was not the pleasant, welcoming smile of a monarch finally returned to her people, her place in life; it was vicious, that of a hunter who has limitless patience and has waited a very long time to get her prey cornered. Yes, she had her prey cornered now.
The goblin lord knew his back was against the wall. He squirmed on the throne, desperate to look around for a way to escape but his eyes were locked onto those of the faerie queen. She started walking towards him with measured steps and head held high. Two goblin guards that flanked the throne stepped forward to intercept her against their better judgment. In a blink of the faerie queen's eyes, they found themselves changing, altered. They looked to each other, astonished to see that they had morphed into kittens, of all things! Oh, for that is the power of the Fae. The little ones, present in the court and unaware of the significance of this day, laughed delighted at their queen's trick and chased the kittens out the door.
Her majesty stopped before the throne, her throne. It was soiled but she had returned to fix that, to fix everything and to live for the memory of those who had been forced to leave her behind in this life. The goblin lord had lived in security and it was now so rudely disrupted. She did not offer an explanation or condemnation to him. With a wave of her hand, the goblin lord twisting in fear at the gesture, she turned him into a statue of ice. His screams and cries could be heard coming from the statue as if from far away. "Set him out in the courtyard,? she commanded, several of the old faerie guard rushing forward to do their monarch's bidding. The queen retook her throne and the goblin lord melted away in the courtyard under the midday sun, his faint screams ignored by the laughing children.