Topic: Shades of Grey

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:00 EST
Thank the Goddess she always kept a change of clothes at the office, Ry reflected, having scratched and whined enough to get herself let in by her assistant. Changed back, and dressed in her emergency clothing, she had just finished a meeting with her client, and was giving instructions for the liquidation of White Wolf Investigations. Alaric hadn't followed her, at least not closely. She trusted him not to mistrust her. Her word was given that she would come back to him, and she intended to keep it. Even if she truly had no idea where he was going to take her.

True to his word, Alaric had remained in the Glen. He had spent the morning swimming in the lake, catching fish in his massive jaws. His fur shone like black diamonds when he crawled to shore and shook the water from it. A soft, loping gait took him towards the woods. His appetite was voracious and a few meager fish were not enough to sate him. He had lost the taste for human flesh and blood years ago. He stalked and killed a wild boar, lavishing the taste upon his tongue, the blood dripping from his maw.

The only thing Ry chose to take with her was what was pinned to an old collar that she set about her neck. A silver pendant, shaped as the triple crescent. It had been used to mark her skin when she was a cubling, and she had never forgotten that pain. It had been shortly after her marking that she had fled from her pack. But no matter to that, she had a new pack now. Setting her clothes aside, she Changed, licked her assistant's cheek in a friendly manner, and loped out of the offices, heading with unerring instinct for the Glen once more.

By that time, Alaric was back inside of the den. His stomach was full and he was taking a nap. The sun filtered in through the opening and he lay in it's light, absorbing the warmth. His lips curled in a smile when her scent wafted his way.

She paused at the entrance to the den, lowering her snout as she scented his Changed form. An enquiring yip and whine left her, asking permission to enter once more. After all, he was vulnerable to her when human while she remained wolf, she did not want him thinking she had changed her mind about not harming him.

Alaric woke and rolled to his side. Languidly, he sighed and nodded, waving her in. "Come, Crystal." he slowly sat up, stretching. "The deed is done, yes" And you're ready to tell me your secrets?" He scratched his head and sighed again.

She trotted in, pushing her face to his and licking him in greeting. Then she backed up a couple of steps and Changed, kneeling in front of him as a faint blush touched her cheeks. It was the first time she had Changed to human before him without there being a fight to preclude it, and for some reason it made her more aware of her nakedness. "It is done," she said quietly, doing her best to hide her body from him unconsciously. "And I do not have so much to tell, truly."

As she licked his cheeks, he closed his eyes and gently placed his hand aside her jowels, caressing the soft, white fur, softly. He watched her change and saw the flush to her cheeks, and knew it embarassed her to be nude before him. Alaric was far from ashamed or embarassed, but he was sympathetic to her needs. Reaching over, he grabbed his bag and pulled out a light jacket from it. He pulled the jacket around her shoulders then left it for her to figure out how she wanted it placed. "So tell, Crystal. Tell me everything."

Sliding her hands into the arms of the jacket, she was a little startled to find herself holding the collar high to her nose, breathing in deep of his scent. Amber flecked brown eyes lifted to his, and she nodded slowly. "I was approached several weeks ago by a man named Redfield," she told him quietly. "He paid me in advance to know your movements, who you were in contact with. He also paid me to disrupt that first attempt at an investors meeting you tried to hold in the city." Her head lowered, the wolf in her ashamed to have been a part of disrupting her Alpha's plans. "The last thing he wanted was to know if your meeting had been a success. He knows this now. His money has been returned to him. I know nothing more that could harm you."

He listened and watched her intently. "Thank you, Crystal." He spoke softly and smiled. "This Redfield has been a thorn in my side before. The 'breeds are losing many of their ranks because they are stupid. They think that by taking out the leader, the rest will fail." He reached over and touched her cheek softly. "Do not worry. He's not a threat to me, or our pack."

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:02 EST
Her eyes fluttered closed, and she leaned into his soft touch on her cheek involuntarily. "Why do you still call me that?" she asked curiously, still clutching the jacket tight around her, protecting what little modesty a naked woman has. "You know my true name, but you still insist on calling me Crystal. Why?"

"I like that name. It suits you." He laughed softly and settled back onto his rear end. "Are you ready to do some traveling?" His bag was gathered up and he started to pull jeans, t-shirt and shoes from it. "You've got clothes?"

She blushed again, shaking her head. "No, I ..." she seemed to hesitate for a moment, "I thought it best if I went wolf to meet whoever it is we're meeting. For some reason, other purebloods don't like to meet me like this."

"True. So you'd rather travel by wolf?" He smiled and put the clothes back into his bag. "I was hoping you'd say that." The bag was tossed aside, someday he'd use it. Was something he said to himself often. Into his wolven form he Changed and stood at the entrance of the small den. A lift of his head, a "yip" and then he was outside, standing in the bright sun.

She shrugged out of the jacket, folding it neatly before placing it into the bag, and Changed, bounding out of the den and almost colliding with him. Her paws scrabbled backwards. Insofar as a wolf can look embarrassed, she managed it.

He took her collision as an invitation to play and he leaped back with a bark. Quickly side stepping, he nipped at her shoulder playfully before trotting towards the lake. They had plenty of time to get back.

Her tongue lolled out in a very wolfish laugh at that. Muscles bunching, she leapt at him, catching his shoulders in an attempt to knock him off-balance and rolled, loping away as she looked back.

He was knocked off balance and rolled about in the clover. Leaping up, he barked playfully and lunged towards her. He came to an abrupt stop just as he reached her and stuck out his tongue to lick her jowel. Then he was off like a shot towards the lake again, tail wagging happily behind him.

A strange pair they must have made to anyone who might see them. A large black wolf, and smaller white wolf, playing together in the sunlight. She caught up to him, nudging at his flank with her nose playfully, and caught his tail in her teeth gently, tugging like a cub.

Indeed, what a pair they made. Black and white, large and small, male and female. As she nipped his tail, he spun around and started to chase it, and her. He reached for her own tail and grabbed it between his own teeth and held on lightly. They could go in circles for hours, and he thought it was quite hilarious.

She couldn't remember ever having had this much fun with another wolf, and that's what it was, sheer, pure fun. She barged her body sideways, releasing his tail to nip at his flank impishly.

When she nipped his flank, he howled painfully and went to his side. His tongue lolled out dramatically and he rolled to his back, flailing his legs up in the air. His eyes, though, they shone with mirth and pure joy. He kept watching her, just to see how his death throes play would cause her to react.

She hesitated, scenting mischief and play in the air despite his apparent wounding. If she could, she would have been grinning at his theatrics. Then she allowed her body to thump down on top of his, capturing his head in her forepaws, and proceeded to wash his face thoroughly.

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:02 EST
"Arrf!" He exhaled explosively when she landed upon his chest. And then his face was being licked clean! He wriggled beneath her and his snout wrinkled up in protest. Paws went to her shoulders, but only gave a half assed push. He was truly loving this. That one that had completely distrusted him just a few hours ago was so into the play and willing to go along with him, at a whim, was amazing. Especially one of her caliber. He was sure she had no idea, still, just who she was. Rolling to his side, he gave her snout a return lick before he jumped to his feet and then pounced onto her, lowering himself but not crashing down on her. He was feeling....amorous and meant to take her, right then and there. Crouched, he pushed forward and took her scruff in his teeth.

She hesitated again, her muzzle swinging around to look at him uncertainly. She could scent his intentions, and both human and wolf braced herself for what was to come, submitting to his hold on her with barely more than whine of protest.

It wasn't an act of lust, love or anything more than the biological need to reproduce. As a human, he'd have been gentle and careful to keep her from having any discomfort. But his human side was buried deep within the wolf. Only the mentality of keeping the pack strong and that of the purest blood, was what was driving him. Only after several minutes, heavy panting, did he finally withdraw and roll to the side.

For her part, she was still and unmoving as he mated her. The human inside curled in on herself, fearful of him in this setting, afraid that now he had taken her as wolf, he would choose to be as rough with her human form should he wish it. But she remained still, patient and quiet, settling to her stomach only when he had rolled away.

When he finally regained himself, he moved to be behind her. Gently licking and cleaning the area that he had just been inside of. Always careful to cover the scent of a mating, the female was always at risk following such things. Once he was convinced that their sex no longer threw a scent into the air, he lifted his head and howled loudly and plaintively. Luna was not in the sky, but he gave her the edification and thanks that she so truly deserved for placing such a treasure within his paws. Then he turned and gazed down upon her laying form. Whimpering softly, he lowered his head and nudged her snout, then licked her nose.

She lifted her snout to him, hoping the human's fear did not show in her eyes, for her wolf accepted the way it must be without question. She nudged back at him, her own tongue lolling out to lick his nose, and brought herself to her paws, limping a little at the strange ache inside her. She nuzzled at him, a little confused. She did not understand how their play had become a mating, but it seemed normal, he did not seem unaccustomed to it. Perhaps it was just one of those things she would have to learn to accept completely.

He accepted the lick with an affectionate nuzzle of her snout before turning away. He jerked his head, indicating for her to follow as he started towards the edge of the Glen. There was a portal there that he used quite frequently. When he came upon it, he stopped and sat back on his haunches. Looking from her, to the portal, then back, he nodded his head as if to say, "after you."

She followed trustingly, her head tilting in curiosity as they came upon the portal. She had never used one before, though his familiarity with the area seemed to show that he had. It was an honour that he would allow her to step through first, though, and she gathered her muscles, leaping through the swirling portal in one bound, to land gracefully in a landscape wholly unfamiliar to her.

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:03 EST
And right behind her, he leaped. Onto the familiar French countryside, with it's rolling hills and bright sunshine. Not unlike Rhydin, at all. He gave her a playful nudge, then took the point as he led her towards where the pack made it's home. Upon siting the Alpha's safe return, several smaller males, marked similarly to Alaric, began to howl his presence.

The howling was not unexpected, but she had not expected so many voices to take up the welcome, shying back behind him nervously. Despite his words the night before, she did not believe she was anything more than a freak, and could not help but be wary of others of their kindred. They had never treated her well before, she had no reason to expect it now.

As they drew closer to the camp, there were several yappings of cubs, running and frolicking at both of their feet. Playful yippings welcomed them both home. The adolescents bowed in deference, then howled and barked loudly their welcome back. The adults males waited on the outskirts of the circles, they'd have their time with Alaric when the children and females were done. The females quickly surrounded them both, giving her curious looks, but nothing malicious. He was nuzzled, licked and bumped into with loud, raucous barking that sounded oddly like laughter. It was quite the reunion. When he reached the center of the circle, he turned to her and pawed the ground, indicating he wanted her to move forward.

It was ....strange ....to see a pack so in tune with their leader, she reflected, lingering back from him as his females and cubs crowded in to greet him. She scented so many new marks, yet all were similar in that they belonged to the black wolf. And, as she had always done, she felt out of place. A lone white wolf amid many of other hue, smaller than most, too different to fit in. When Alaric called to her, she slunk forward, her tail between her legs and head lowered, uncertain of what would come next.

He sat, tall and proud, with the pack gathering around to watch his next move. Yes, the white wolf was a curiosity, but they all knew the myth and legends of such creatures and they held a certain amount of respect and awe for her in their eyes. When she moved forwards, He used his paw to lift her chin, wanting her to sit as tall and proud as he did. He gave her snout a lick, indicating to them all that she was his and part of the pack. There was no question, no doubts in the eyes of the other wolves. Heads were thrown back and long, plaintive howls were sent skywards. Howls of thanks to the Goddess for blessing their pack with a White Wolf, howls to welcome her to the pack. Lowering his paw, he looked down upon her with his milky white eyes. A proud gleam in them.

It took a little coaxing, but she did, at last, sit upright beside him, looking around at the pack curiously. The howls this time did not worry or frighten her, she felt the welcome implicit in them even if she did not understand. And slowly, for the first time, she joined in, lifting her head to howl with them, thanking this revered Goddess for allowing her a place with them. Her eyes caught his proud look, and she yipped a little in the midst of the howl, thanking him as well as Luna.

He leaned towards her and nuzzled her snout with his own. Yes, he was a very proud wolf, to see her joining in to the thanks given to Luna. The children and females disperesed, then, and they were left alone with the adult males. He gave them a nod and quickly Changed so they could talk plainly. He kept his hand upon her shoulder, wanting to keep her in place as they discussed the meeting and Mr. Redfield.

Even more unused to be surrounded by males, Ry shied against him, keeping her wolven form as he Changed. Her neck curled, resting her head against him as she listened without hearing, her eyes on the cubs as they frolicked back and forth under the watchful gaze of mothers, sisters and aunts. But she was always careful to keep the silver pendant that was set on the collar she wore away from his skin. She had no allusions of mercy if she inadvertantly burned the Alpha in her nervous shying from his pack.

The meeting went quickly, with many congratulations to Alaric on his new found mate. They each saluted her, and he refrained from using her real name, or the name he'd bestowed upon her. To the pack, she was known as Ry. Two were dispatched back to Rhydin to quickly take care of Mr. Redfield, and that left Alaric alone with Ry. Quickly, he was back in wolven form to show her where their den was. He could not have gotten into it in human form. Up a steep, rocky hillside, near the top of the hill, sat the opening to his den. He slipped inside and waited for her to follow.

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:04 EST
She followed him closely, loping and bounding up the rocky incline, and into the den, following her nose as she acquainted herself with the various new scents within and without the dwelling place. Finally, she turned to face him, head tilted with an enquiring yip and snuffle. What happened now" Her human cringed at the thought of a repeat of their mating, in either form, but the wolf howled her down. It was natural, it was his wish. She belonged to him now.

Once inside, he turned and watched as she became acquainted with the den. They were in the front living space, and there were several larger rooms that were linked through tunnels. For now, this was convenient. He Changed, once again and sat cross legged upon the floor. It had been carpeted for his comfort and there were several large pillows. "Please, be comfortable. You have many questions for me?"

She, too, Changed, curling up near him on the carpeted floor. In this form, her uncertainty was even more pronounced. "You have a loving pack." It wasn't a question; more an envious statement of fact.

He curled his arm around her, sensing her insecurity and trying to belay it. "That we do." He nodded, making sure to put an emphasis on the "we." She was part of the pack, as well. "How are you feeling, little one?" He caressed her arm and continued to hold her close to him. It was possessive, yet gentle.

She glanced up at him before answering, pushing closer to rest her head against his shoulder. "Uncertain," she admitted softly. "I am not accustomed to seeing a pack at peace, or being welcomed by any of our kind. It is strange."

As she lay her head against his shoulder, he relaxed more and began to play with the ends of her hair. "I can only imagine what a pack of half breeds did to your self confidence, but you'll see, here you'll be loved and adored. We all look out for each other. You'll be protected and watched over. And you'll fit right in with the other mothers of the pack."

Just in time, she remembered the collar, stopping herself from nuzzling further against him. Instead she leaned back, unhooking the collar and setting it to one side, before pushing back into his arms. "Must I be a breeder?" she asked softly. "I know nothing of raising pups."

Watching her remove the collar, he frowned slightly. He only just noticed it. Not saying anything though, he settled back into their nice, cozy snuggle. "You already are, little one. We've mated and you'll bring me beautiful and strong cubs." he smiled and sighed happily. "The others will teach you what you need to know, and what doesn't come naturally to you. The mothers all look out for each others as their own as well. So you'll be in good company."

"Will I be settled to sleep in their den with them?" was the next question. A nose could tell you an awful lot, and in this case, she had already picked up that the den mothers had their own set. That no female shared this den with him, though they visited often. "Or will you set me alone until I am good enough to sleep among your mates?" It cost her a lot to say that, and she knew jealousy would be her biggest opponent in this new life he had given her.

He gave her a reproachful look and canted his head. "You will be sleeping in our quarters, little one. The pack understands that you are to be by my side until you become heavy with child. Even then, you are to sleep in our quarters. I have given orders that a birthing chamber will be dug for you. This has never been done before." He hugged her to his side then and kissed her soft brown hair. "As I have told you, you are special."

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:04 EST
How he meant it and how she chose to interpret it were two completely different bunnies. Special to her meant untrustworthy, in need of watching. He was keeping her with him to be certain she would not betray him. And when she had a litter of pups, she would have more reasons to keep faith. But still, he offered her affection and warmth for now, and she would take it willingly, curling against him with hesitant hands reaching out to rest against his skin. "Why did you ....mate me?"

He could sense her inner turmoil and sighed heavily. He didn't know what else he could do to rid her of his doubts. He supposed that eventually she'd learn to trust him and get over the insecurities. Upon her question, he thought carefully. "It was predestined. Luna brought you to me for a reason. She is pleased by our union. Our pups will grow up strong and righteous, worshipping her name. They will know what it is to be a trueblood." He looked down upon her, with kind eyes. "Am I the monster you once thought of me?"

"You believe me to be carrying already?" she asked, alarmed by the thought, but calmed by the kindness in him as he looked down at her. "I never thought you a monster. Overbearing and arrogant, yes ....and that has not changed. But I did not expect the gentleness in you, I will admit to that."

"I do." He nodded slowly, then laughed at her assessment of him. "I have been called so much worse. My last mate said that I was an abhorrant bastard." He smiled and turned his head to press a kiss to the side of her head. To tell her that this gentleness was new, even to himself" He didn't want to sound like he was boasting or trying to sway her. But he knew he'd hear an earful from the males in the group that will eventually notice it. Good natured ribbing, sure.

"Your last mate?" She frowned, trying to reconcile what she was learning of him and his ways with what she had always believed to be the way of wolves. "I thought ....that is, you led me to believe that all the females in your pack are your mates."

He laughed out loud, once again. "Oh no. That would be watering down the gene pool. We don't want that. My brothers have all chosen their own mates and we all make up the pack. A big, happy family. And the cubs, eventually, will chose their own mates. And so on, and so on. I have final say so over who mates with whom, but I only give them a hard time about it because I can. It's fun to watch a young male sweat and dance about before I give my approval."

"But ..." She drew back from him, awkward and uncomfortable in her skin. Her eyes lowered to stare fixedly at the carpet. "I-I don't know how to be a mate. Truly, I know nothing of it. I left my pack when I was barely able to fend for myself, I haven't run with wolves since ....I'll displease you, I won't be good enough for you. You should have a mate who knows her place. I barely know my own mind, let alone my place and duty ..." The babble of her voice gave off the distinct impression that she wasn't going to be able to stop herself from talking any time soon.

"Arianwen." he breathed out her name, but his voice held authority. "Quiet." He pulled her close once again and used his fingers to lift her chin so they could be eye to eye. "Nobody expects you to know how to have pups on your first try. They do not expect you to know what I like, what I don't. They do expect you to learn such things. Do not worry yourself overly much. They will not cajole you. They will not torture you and they will not cast you aside. You're one of us, now. We look out for each other. Understand?"

She stuttered into silence, staring up at him in disbelief and confusion. She heard, she understood, but it would take time for her to truly feel as one of the pack, and no some interloper. Her eyes searched his worriedly even as she nodded. "Yes, dark elder, I understand."

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:05 EST
"Alaric, little one." he smiled warmly. His hand rested on her shoulder and his arm tightened, pulling her yet closer and upwards. Lowering his head, he placed a gentle kiss upon her lips. "My name is Alaric."

"Alaric." She whispered his name easily, feeling the strange thump of her heart in answer to his gentle kiss as her hand crept tentatively against his chest. "What would you have me do until I have pups to tend to?" she asked curiously. "I do not need to be held back and protected, I could help you."

He closed his eyes as she whispered his name. Another kiss placed and then he drew back slowly. "I was hoping on that, little one. I do not intend for you to lay around the den and become fat." He chuckled softly, in that playful tone he had found when he met her. "No, you'll be with the mothers for part of the day, with me the rest. Though, if I have to go on missions or to meetings, you will remain here. You will not be put into harm's way."

"And if I choose to follow?" Yes, he would certainly have his work cut out keeping her in line. It was part of the reason she had been shunned by so many before; a willful refusal to do as she was told unless a good enough reason was provided. She did not consider the preservation of her own life a good enough reason, evidently. "Surely if I am as blessed as you say I am, I would be an asset to you in such situations."

"Depends on the mission." He canted his head slightly. "You carry my blood within you, now, little one. Not just your life is at stake. You'll kindly remember that." His gaze told her there would be no further discussion on that subject.

"Then what use am I?" she sighed, looking away with a frown. "Just a brood mare to lie obedient for your pleasure and producing litters." Her tone said plenty. Though the wolf had accepted that mating, the human certainly hadn't, feeling violated and used. Being told it was the Goddess's will had not helped her opinion of the act rise any, either.

"Now, we'll have none of that." He lifted his hand to gently caress and cradle her jaw in his palm. "There will be plenty for you to do. You have many responsibilities as Queen of this clan, and my mate. You will be in charge of making decisions, along side of me. There's the pups to watch out for. The other mothers and adolescents to keep an eye on. Daily patrols with the guard. Oh yes, I do all of that, so you will, also. And, you have a lot of sisters to meet and get to know. They have already accepted you, Arianwen. It is time for you to accept them."

"It will take time." That was all she could say; no promises to try harder, or to be the best mate or Queen he could ask for. She knew her own limitations. All she could say was that to be what he wanted of her would take time. And, of course, she could not help her physical reaction to his touch. Again her eyes fluttered shut, her lips parted in a soft whisper of his name.

"You take all of the time you need." He sighed softly. When her eyes fluttered closed and she sighed his name, he could no longer resist. Lowering his head, he claimed her lips in a hungry, possessive kiss. He wanted so much more, but knew that the mating earlier had frightened her. He did not want to frighten her, only to ....He pulled back rapidly and Changed. He didn't even glance back as he skulked off into one of the tunnels that led into a larger chamber of the den.

She moaned just barely as his lips claimed hers, her instinctive reaction to press closer, wanting something she could not define. But then he pulled away. She watched him leave, confused, afraid she had displeased him with her reaction to his possessiveness. Sighing softly to herself, she, too, Changed, and padded quietly after him, lingering in the tunnel, unsure of her welcome.

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:06 EST
Alaric had given himself great pride and airs about how he was able to control himself in any situation. He kept the emotional attachments at a non existant state. Females were for mating and raising the brood. Already he'd broken that rule by having her stay in the den with him. And then, again, by having her go on patrol with him and the other males. And now, this. He paced in the room, grumbling to himself. The Goddess only brought her to him the night before! She was to be mated with, to strengthen and bless the bloodline with the abilities of a White Wolf. So this new feeling in his chest was strange and unusual. He didn't know what to make of it. As he attempted to regain control of himself, he continued to pace.

Ry watched him pace, smelling his uncertainty and irritation. What had she done to make him so unsure, she wondered. Perhaps it was her fear of mating; she had made him angry with both of them by being afraid. She slunk into the larger chamber, curling up by the wall with her head on her paws, watching him quietly. He would come to himself in time, she was sure of that. Perhaps then he would tell her how not to make him so agitated.

Milky white eyes watched as she came into the chamber and lay down. How was he to come to terms with this new emotion' Shaking his head, he continued to pace. Then, slowly, he walked in a circle and then lay down. His head upon his paws, his eyes closed. He was praying for guidance, praying for answers. He felt her presence in the room and that gave him a huge sense of peace. Alaric, for the first time in his life, was completly and utterly confused.

She Changed slowly as he lay down. Rising onto her knees, she moved over to him, reaching out tentatively to slide her palm against his dark fur. Her fingers stroked his head gently, smoothing through his fur to scratch behind his ears affectionately.

He found himself gently licking her fingers, turning his head to the side to do it. Everything was moving so fast in his life. This brief respite, the comfort she gave willingly, he took as a sign from Luna, in response to his prayers. His chest heaved as he sighed softly. Lifting his head, he looked up at her and blinked his eyes. An affectionate lick to her cheek, then he lay his head back down. He had come to terms. But to tell her would frighten her. To keep her safe, he kept to his wolven form.

She smiled when he licked at her, her nose scrunching when that lick was transferred to her cheek. Gently, she laid herself down behind him, propping her head up on one hand as the other played gently through his fur. She could sense the peace that had come back to him, the cessation of confusion and irritation that had whirled around him, and wondered why he had not Changed back. Her hand delved into the softer fur at his belly as she leaned over him, dropping a soft kiss onto his snout.

As she pet his fur, he relaxed even more visibly, even moving his body to push into her hand. It felt wonderful and he wagged his tail to show his appreciation. She was showing him signs of what he was feeling for her. Would it scare her, if he Changed and told her" He gave an uncertain look. That is, until his stomach was being rubbed. When did he roll onto his back" So lost in the sensation of being petted, he didn't even realize he'd done it. The kiss dropped to his snout did the trick. Laying on his back, with her hand just so, he Changed. A grin on his face as he looked down at her hand, right there, on his naughty bits. "Well, that's interesting." He chuckled softly.

She gasped, her hand pulling away as she blushed furiously. But she didn't pull away entirely, merely moving her hand to lay against his stomach as she smiled shyly back at him, enjoying the sound of his amusement. "I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable," she murmured, though it was more a form of words than anything. His expression had already told her she had not done so.

He laughed even more at her reaction when she realized where her hand was. "No worries, I don't think you could make me uncomfortable, even if you tried." He put his hand behind his head and stared up at the ceiling. "You know, you can touch me anywhere you'd like. I don't mind at all."

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:07 EST
"Anywhere?" Emboldened, and not wanting to lose her nerve, she did just that, letting her hand run over his skin curiously, learning the textures, the strength hidden beneath. And then, swiftly, as though she was afraid if she didn't do it now she never would, her lips brushed lightly against him, following the trail left by that wandering hand. Exploring, learning her new mate in the most basic of ways. He had had her as a wolf, now she would have him as a man.

He held her, guided her, taught her what instinct and desire could not, and when they were done, she relaxed bonelessly back against the floor of the den, slick with sweat and breathless with that confusing mixture of pain and pleasure. Her eyes, half-lidded with satisfaction, lifted to him, one hand rising to brush his hair from his face.

When she finally relaxed, he withdrew from her. Falling to the side, he curled his arms against her and pulled her to his chest. He didn't utter a sound, just held her close and attempted to get his breathing and heart beat under control. It'd been a very long time since he'd done the act as a human and it exhausted him.

Shaking still in short stops and starts, she pressed into his arms, nuzzling close and affectionately. "Thank you," she whispered softly to him as her hands stroked against his skin. It wasn't quite so scary as she had thought it would be.

"Thank you?" He laughed softly, expecting just about anything but that. "What for?" His chest rose and fell in a huge intake and exhalation of air. "If anybody should be thanking anybody, I should be thanking you. You've given me a precious gift."

"You gave me a place in your pack, without questions or reservations," she murmured against his skin, still a little breathless as she spoke. "You welcomed me, made me your mate. You didn't have to do any of it. And to spare me the pain of being forced until I submit ..." She couldn't finish, pressing her face to his throat with an incoherent mumble of thanks.

"It was the right thing to do. Everything pointed in the right direction, that this was to be." He whispered quietly and held her close. "Shhh, now, none of that. Only happy thoughts. No tears, little one. You are safe now, welcome and part of a pack. Nobody will ever take that from you."

Her face lifted to his, eyes wide and trusting and warm with some as yet unindentified emotion. Her lips moved soundlessly for a moment, before she gave in and pressed them to his mouth, sliding her arms around him tightly. There was a possessiveness in her now that had been lacking before. As she had said, he was her choice. She would kill to keep him hers now.

He felt the emotion and possessiveness in that kiss and he came back with the same amount of fervor. They were bonded now, mated in both human and wolven forms. There wasn't a bond in nature that was stronger, nor was there a force in nature that could break that bond. Continuing to hold her close, he allowed his hands to roam her body, exploring every curve and line, even delving into her belly button.

And discovering along the way her one big weakness. She squirmed under some of those touches, suddenly breaking their kiss to giggle helplessly, trying to grab his hands away from those places where she was most vulnerable.

"Ah ha!" He laughed softly and, of course, his hands went right to the places that made her squirm. "Look at you, strong, tiny little one, squirming at just a touch."

"Alaric!" She whined through her laughter, wriggling back just far enough to catch his wrists and push him over. "Don't do that, I get violent when people tickle me!"

"Violent?" he chuckled, a dark, deep evil laugh. "Perhaps one day you will show me this violent side. So far, all I've seen is this soft, delicate little flower of a girl." Even with her holding his wrist, he brought his hand up to the side of his head where he'd been elbowed the day before.

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:08 EST
She blushed at that, biting her lip with a vaguely guilty smile. "If you had bothered to ask before trying to rape me, I wouldn't have had to fight back, you know," she pointed out, releasing his wrists to stretch with a low moan of pleasure.

"Wasn't my place to ask. I am Alpha." He chuckled and curled his arms around her as she stretched. "Sleepy?"

"Only a little." She curled into his arms, playing with the strands of his hair that tickled her face. "Why, do you have important Alpha things to do that mean you want me asleep so I won't follow you?"

"No." he laughed, only to be cut short by a yawn of his own. "Old men need their sleep." He laughed softly and kept her close to him. "And I am old, little one. Very old." "You are not old," she objected gently, curling tighter to him. "You're an elder, yes, but that does not make you old." Her teeth nipped playfully at his ear. "If you were old, you would never have been able to bring me down, let alone dominate my will."

"I am more than five hundred years." he laughed softly. "It's the Lycan pureblood that keeps me looking so young. Truly, I am ancient."

She blinked, drawing back to look at him more closely. "You don't look a day over four hundred and ninety nine," she then teased with a wicked little grin, reaching her hand down to scratch at an old scar on her hip.

Another soft chuckle and his eyes drifted down to where her hand went. "Well, what?s this?" He moved her, bodily, to look directly at the silver scar on her hip. "Who branded you?" His voice was angry and he moved her again, to sit up right. His eyes were stormy. "Who did this to you?"

She stared at him, surprised by his sudden humour change. "M-my father did," she told him in her confusion. "On the dawning of my first hunt. He said I should be marked as different, so that even in my human form our kind would know I was not one of them." Her hand covered the scar almost protectively. "I keep the silver that branded me, on a collar."

"A fullblood did this?" He roared in his anger. "Tell me he is dead, or I will hunt him myself!" He growled and got up quickly, beginning to pace and run his hands through his hair.

She rose with him, putting herself in his path and pulling his hands down from his hair. "You will not hunt my father," she said firmly, brown eyes flashing ominously with amber. "He lives, and he hunts with his pack. But he is my blood, and I will not have my mate spilling that blood for something done when I was a cub!"

He stopped in his tracks when she put herself in his way. His eyes were wild, but not yet white. "Did he turn them, to create his own pack, Crystal?" he glared down at her, a vein throbbing in his forehead.

"No." It was one word, spoken quietly, but filled with conviction. "The pack is small, only my parents and siblings. I left when those who were trying to earn the chance to run with the pack began to try and use my litter as pawns. Two of my sisters were mated against their will before my father cast them all out." Her jaw set furiously, and she turned away.

"He is no better than the common half breeds that run with him." Turning quickly, he Changed and then darted from the chamber, through the tunnels, then out of the den. Quickly, he found the wolves he was looking for and they were dispatched. He was livid. Once the pair were gone, he circled the camp, his own patrol. Once the scouts came back, the plan was going to be set into motion. He didn't care how long it took.

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:09 EST
Hearing him leave, she waited, almost certain he meant to harm her bloodline. She, too, Changed, running from the den and out, past the camp's perimeter. Unlike the scouts, she knew where the trail to her father's pack could be found, taking steps to conceal her trail as she ran. She zigzagged back and forth, wading through water, even swimming where she could, seeking to throw off any hunters as she hunted for her family. Alaric would be angry with her, certainly, but she would not begin life as his mate with her father's blood on his paws.

The scouts on patrol alerted Alaric to her departure and soon all three were on her trail. While the others had a hard time keeping on her, Alaric had her scent from their sex to go on and even through the water, the oily substance stood no chance against his nose. He followed, at a far enough pace to make sure she was safe, but not to alert her to his presence. Was she truly going to make this that easy on him'

Of course she wasn't. She knew he was trailing her, an unfortunate turn of the wind had alerted her to that, and she knew she would have to do something pretty interesting to throw him off the trail. Not many wolves will jump onto a speeding train, you know, but she did, landing with a thump and Changing quickly to avoid being thrown off. She wriggled down into one of the bunks, raiding some unnamed woman's bags to cover her body with a sweater and jeans, and made her way through the train to take a seat, counting the miles as they went by.

He came to a skidded halt when he heard the train approaching and seeing that she was in a collision course with the train. When she leaped, he lurched forward, howling loudly, His eyes closed and he fell to the ground, captured by the two scouts to keep himself from trying to kill the train for taking his mate from him. Once the train was gone, the scouts nudged him to get up, that her body was not around the tracks. Get up, he did. Slowly he walked to the tracks and sat down beside them. Miky white eyes looked in the direction that the train had gone. With a deep sigh, he got up and silently lead the two scouts back to the camp. He didn't utter a growl, a whimper, a bark. Sullenly, he disappeared into his den. The scouts he'd sent to find her father would be back. He knew it. And then he'd have his vengeance.

The journey was fairly quick. It wasn't long before she recognised the country through which the train was speeding, carefully bagging up her stolen clothes and boots to carry on her back. She Changed and leapt from the train, stumbling a little on landing. An enquiring howl brought back the news that her father's pack were listening, and she lifted her voice in the lone wolf's howl, one of information, of warning. She was cut off, however, by the scent of Alaric's scouts nearby. As the answering howl came from her father's pack, they pounced, and she went down under their combined strength, snarling and biting for all she was worth.

Through howls and barks, the news of not only the father, but of Arianwen's capture as well. Alaric was quick to leave his burrow, nodding to five others to follow him. Racing through the brush and forest, he was nearly out of breath when he came upon the scouts that he had sent to track her father. A feral growl and slashing of sharp teeth had the two scouts falling back with wounds to their shoulders. With a menacing snarl, fangs bared, white eyes tinged with red, he advanced on her, next.

She crouched low, unrepentant though submissive, trying to keep her left out of his sight. A chance snap of jaws from one of the scouts, and that paw was now crusted with her blood, the wound still oozing uncomfortably as she crouched in front of her mate, defiant yet obedient.

The scent of her blood was sharp in the air and he did not have to search to see it. Narrowing his eyes at her, he snapped his teeth in her direction. A direct order to stay in place. Then he turned on the scouts that were already crouched low. The one trembling. Alaric lurched forward, jowls wide. With a sharp bark, then silence, he had broken the neck of the scout that had brought injury to his mate. But he wasn't done. Not by a long shot. He turned from the body before him and gazed into the eyes of the other scout. A nod as silent communication told the scout to lead Alaric and the others to the den where her father lay.

It didn't take a genius to guess what his next plan would be. Though she flinched and whined when he killed the one that had harmed her, she was still loyal enough to her blood to risk one further action. Obeying, yes, staying where he had ordered her to, she lifted her head and howled again, the sound harsh and urgent. Warning them to get out, get out now before death came to them on black paws.

He heard her howl and picked up the pace. The scuffling and barks that ensued from the camp before them told him that her warning had been heeded and they were on the move. Alaric snarled visciously and overtook the lead scout. He knew exactly where to go from there. Cutting around wide, he then turned quickly and headed straight into the middle of the pack. His scouts were right on his tail and the fight ensued. Teeth were bared, hackles raised, blood spilled.

Unguarded, she waited in the clearing, listening as her pack, her parents, her brothers and sisters, were torn to pieces by the pack of her mate. She should never have told him, she knew. Her family's death was blood that stained her fur, covered her hands. Though she had not run with them for years, she still felt the duty that bound her to them, and the shame that she had caused their deaths. It never occurred to her that Alaric might not succeed. Whimpering, she limped away slowly, following her nose to a stream nearby, where she doused her injured paw in cold water, cleaning off the fur, waiting for her own punishment to fall down on her.

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:10 EST
It did not happen, quite that easily. Once all was quiet, three men appeared, carrying their fallen brethren in their arms, silently. They passed by Arianwen without a glance down, without a word to her. Alaric hobbled along, just behind them. His snout was ripped open, his side sliced by sharp claws. Yes, the deed was done, but there was a huge price. He stopped at the stream to look down at his mate. A huff of breath from his nostrils and he turned, expecting her to follow. As they limped home, Alaric remained silent. Death was not somethng that he took lightly, his nor his enemies. And there would be many prayers said, beseeching Luna for forgiveness. As far as his mate was concerned, the punishment would be stringent, but Alaric would pay the price, as well.

She limped after him, steadier on her paws than he, and gently nudged his uninjured side, encouraging him without words to lean on her. Whether he did or not, she followed after him obediently, her human part seeming to have shut down in a frenzy of guilt and grief over her own stupidity. Because of her life had been lost. She was no blessing; she was a curse. And already she was wondering if he would even notice if she was gone from him, for good.

Once they returned to the camp, they were surrounded, once again. Howls of anguish over the lost brethren, whimpers of sympathy, and silence. Their wounds were seen to, including his mate's. He'd have it no other way. Stubbornly, Alaric refused treatment. The fallen wolves were placed upon the campfire, it became their funeral pyre. Many howls of mourning were lifted to Luna. Alaric's included. His, more sorrowful then the others. He turned, looking down at his mate. He indicated for her to follow him. Leading her towards the female's den, he stopped short and looked at the opening, then to her. That was her punishment. She'd be staying with the other females until he called for her. He never, not once, let it be seen how it tore him up to do it. Silently, he turned and returned to his own den. To heal, to forgive, to find forgiveness.

She understood, though she gave no sign of it, limping inside. The other females set her a place aside, but kept their distance - she was in disgrace, but more than that, a dark gloom had settled over her, warning all others away. For days, she simply lay there, healed but unmoving, staring into space. She had not grieved, had not shown any sign of the pain that was tearing her to pieces deep within. Her blood gone, because of her. Her new pack harmed, because of her. Her mate injured and angry ....because of her. Those thoughts went around and around her mind, over and again. For days, she did not move, did not eat, did not drink. The careful tending of the other females was to no avail, nor was the playful invitation of the cubs. Finally a decision was made. Alaric had to be told.

Alaric had gone through his own hell, tucked deep within his own chambers. He hadn't come out for days. Secluded with only his prayers to keep him company and the daily reports from the scouts. Pack life was returning to normal. The fallen brethren already had newborn cubs named after them and the widows were being seen to. Life was going on. Alaric, however, was not. His heart was breaking. He missed his mate, incredibly. He longed to see her, feel her, touch her. He wanted her in his arms, to comfort, to give forgiveness to, to receive forgiveness from. When he was told that she had refused to eat or drink for days, he was furious that he hadn't been told of her condition before then. Two scouts were deployed to hunt for the game and to bring water. Another was sent to bring her to his den. Enough time had passed and he would not see her starving or dying of thirst.

It took a long time for the nudging noses and soft whines to rouse her, and even then, it took the combined efforts of three of the females to get Ry to her feet. One of the older females, who by the look of her could rival Alaric in authority over the females of the pack, assisted the scout in helping the white wolf up the steep, rocky incline. She was not allowed to simply collapse in the outer chamber, either, guided to one of the larger, deeper chambers before her paws gave out from beneath her and she curled into that miserable ball of fur and depression once again. The old female glared at Alaric on her way out.

When she was escorted into his chambers, he disregarded the glare from the matron and immediately went to her collapsed form. The water was brought in as well as the fresh kill. Then they were left alone. He Changed, painfully, and sat beside her. Quietly he cupped water in his hand and held it to her snout, encouraging her to drink. "Please, my love, drink," he pleaded with her.

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:11 EST
She sniffed the water vaguely, and turned her nose away with a soft whine. It couldn't have been clearer. She had come to the conclusion, left alone with her thoughts, that she was more of a curse than a blessing. A curse that would be better off dying than continuing to cause pain and death simply be existing.

"I spared their lives." he whispered as he continued to hold the water in his hands out to her. "Please, do not wither away, I cannot lose you. I just found you, I cannot bear to lose you. Please, my heart, my love, drink."

Dull amber eyes lifted to his, barely able to believe what he had said. He had spared their lives where they had not spared his scouts? Bitterness welled up in her for sending his pack members to unnecessary death, but it was stayed by the nagging acknowledgement within her of his attachment to her. My love, he called her, my heart. Gradually, her muzzle lifted, and her tongue lolled out, tasting the water cupped in his hands, drinking slowly.

Breathing out a sigh of relief, he kept his hand to where she could reach, the other pulled the small tub of water over to be within her reach. "That's good, yes." he sat back then, and directed her snout to the tub. Reaching over, he grabbed the collar that she had abandoned that night. Holding it up before her eyes, he took a deep breath. "I branded them, as they branded you. Now the entire world will see them as they intended the world to see you." He tossed the collar aside.

She drank thirstily, slowly regaining a little of herself as he spoke. She Changed, though her eyes remained more amber than brown, and huddled against the wall of the chamber, her face crumpled with pain and guilt. "I'm so sorry ..." It was breathed out, barely audible as she pressed her face into her knees.

He watched her drink, grateful. Sitting back, as she changed, he nodded slowly. "You've nothing to be sorry for. They hurt you, your pack hurt them. That's how it works. The brothers willingly died for the pride of the pack. When one of us gets hurt, the entire pack retaliates. That's all there is to it. And they hurt you, so they and theirs were hurt, some killed. Pack life."

She drew in a deep breath, not bothering to lift her face from the darkness she had created for herself. "If I had not come to you, if you had not seen that mark, they would still be alive," she rasped unhappily. "You would never have been harmed. I brought harm to my pack and my blood by simply being. I should have been killed at birth."

"Stop it." he shook his head. "For every creature born, there is a purpose. Yours was to fulfill your destiny of Luna's calling. And she called you to me." He directed her back to the tub, to drink more. "My purpose is to be the Alpha, to lead this pack, to take care of all in it. That includes you. Your parents needed to pay for the sins they commited against you and against nature. Luna knew this. This was just part of the reason you and I were brought together with her blessings." he reached over to the fresh kill. Sharp claws dug into the flesh and he tore the heart from the beast. It was still warm and steamed in the cool air of the den. "Eat."

She Changed back, lowering her snout to the tub of water and drinking obediently, slowly coming back to herself as her wolf receded, coaxing her human mind to apply the logic and reason that had helped her survive alone for so long. She growled hungrily as the scent of warm blood touched her nose, and tore into the heart. It was not pretty, not even particularly clean, but she was eating, and that in itself would be a relief, not just to Alaric, but his pack as well. The last thing they could possibly want would be to welcome a white wolf and then watch her die.

Another sigh of relief as she changed and started to eat. He sat quietly and watched her. "I'm so sorry, I should not have left you with the other matrons. It was so hard, this past week, without you. Please, forgive me."

Ry

Date: 2009-07-28 13:12 EST
She paused, ripping at the carcass, and looked up at him, tilting her head with a soft whine of agreement. She had missed him, too, but there weren't words she could use to describe it, even if she were human at that moment. Instead, she tore a generous portion from the beast's flank and dropped it beside his hand, nudging at him with a low rumble.

He canted his head and reached out to gently run his fingers through her soft fur. When the flank was presented, he Changed and began to eat, at her request. Truly, it was the first thing he'd eaten since they'd returned. He moved his body to be along side of hers and they silently sat in the silence of the den, eating together.

When they had both consumed their fill, she cornered him, pushing him to his side to capture his head in her forepaws and clean him with her tongue. It was the only way she could think of to remind him that she had chosen him, that her anger, her guilt, was not aimed at him or their pack. That she had ached for him in the mothers' den, and had not had the courage to draw herself from her stupor and demand his company to heal herself.

As he was being cleaned, he lowered himself to the ground and bowed his head to her. It was a submissive move, to show that he had utmost respect and love for his mate. He remained lowered until she was done. Then he pinned her face between his paws and gently licked her jowls free of any blood from the carcass that they'd consumed. Tenderly he groomed her fur.

Clean and fed, she Changed once more, lying beside him as her hands stroked tenderly through his fur. "Forgive me, dear heart, I was wrong to despair," she whispered softly, lowering her forehead to his snout as she petted him lovingly.

He closed his eyes and curled his body around her. His warmth from his fur keeping her nice and toasty. When she spoke, he Changed and curled arms around her. "Shh...no more talk of it. It's done and everything's going to be just fine."

She pressed into his arms, touching her lips to his jaw in a tentative kiss. It was so strange to think that, despite all that had passed, they were still mated, that he still wished her to remain. She clung to him, nuzzling into his skin with a low rumble of affection.

He was grateful she had eaten, drank, and was laying in his arms. He applied gentle kisses to her jaw, then her lips. "Love you." He whispered softly and kept her curled up with his body around her. "Now sleep, you need rest, love."

Did he say 'love'? On another day, she would have protested, wanting clarification, but right now, with fatigue crowding in, she could not be certain she had heard him correctly anyway. So she simply nodded, pressing as tightly to him as she could, and sighed, already close to drifting off to sleep, safe and well in the arms of the black wolf.

************************************************** *********** The collar used to burn Ry and her family http://wickedstones.com/PEWTER/Triple-crescent-knot-amulet-small.jpg

The newly mated pair http://th05.deviantart.net/fs22/300W/f/2007/350/d/3/d3112ea96a8a8ec4.jpg

((A collaboration between Ry and Alaric De Laurier.))