Topic: Shadows Of Fear

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Date: 2007-02-19 10:58 EST
Sweat ran off his body in sheets of liquid ice. He tossed, muttered a low groan.

Harmony, Trust, Respect Without it, life is just another ugly bitch And then you die Of shadows in his dreams to match

A nightmare life

The Folded Books of the First Mother:

I saw the adversary cast from the Aka:Adohi:yi, the Forest of the Sun, falling as like a star to this yi, the earth.

Hear me, my Children. Above all spirits, beware the Asgina:Buu, the Rabbit, the Rattlesnake, for they are evil, seeking your destruction. Buu, the Owl, is master of murder, feeding on humanity. Rabbit is the lord of disunity and perversions. Rattlesnake is the god of cowards and deceit. Of these three, you must beware Owl, for most of all he craves the destruction your happiness and love.

Rusting springs creaked, groaned. Benny tossed on a sagging Army surplus cot. Tangled, sweaty sheets wrapped around his body. In the bone deep chill of the loft bedroom, he wrapped trembling arms around a shivering, quaking body. Breath choked in his throat. On silent wings Death twisted out of the night to wrench him away.

A scream tore from Benny's throat. He bolted off of the cot to stand before a panel of cracked oak.

"What the freek?"

Confused, Benny looked down. Faded and milky, a glass knob lay under his hand. Of its own accord, the door groaned, opening. He blinked. A dark hole, the doorway cast out all light, all hope. Something cold drew him, something disdainful of anything living and mortal.

Seated at a card table was a tall, gangly skeleton. With the noise of damp chalk grating on chalk, the skull turned to Benny. It nodded. A bony hand raised to gesture for him to enter. Benny spotted the color of rust. A knife, the tip broken off in greenish, yellowed bone. There, where a heart once beat. If the thing ever had a heart, something Benny doubted with all his being.

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Date: 2007-02-19 10:59 EST
Empty eye sockets regarded Benny in a cool fashion. He walked into the red-black room and took a seat. It took out a pack of tobacco and rolled a smoke, an ugly, misshapen thing. Benny shivered at every dull rasp of bone grinding against bare bone. It held out one hand. Benny's Army lighter clattered into it.

Grandfather Greylov hand-signed at Benny, Good smoke.

Benny took the cigarette and the skeleton held a poker deck. Eye sockets seemed to glow with the light of malevolent, cold amusement. Teeth and body were green, mossy, as with bones long exposed to the light of day. Still damp, sandy-red grave soil encrusted the hand. 7-up" A dusting of reddish orange clay sifted from the hands, trailed by a choking odor of mold.

Winner take all. OK, kid"

Tobacco smoke curled up around his face. Benny shrugged, then nodded. Life, the kind he was forced to live, man, sometimes it just wasn't worth the effort. So long ago. Ten lousy years. Since the night Grampa tried to murder him, only to wind up dying instead, and at the hands of Benny's mother. A smile flickered over Benny's face, eased some of the tight fear. Mom still regretted the loss of a good butcher knife. And the Witch Stone yet hungered and waited for Benny's soul.

Seven cards, face down. Benny raised an eyebrow. The skull nodded.

Benny flipped one over.

Deuce.

The skeleton took its turn. Ten. Beat that, butt punk. It leaned crumbling elbows on the table. Benny scowled. He flipped another.

"A four, you moldy rack of bones. Gimme my free card. And none o' your bullshit."

Huh.

A card flipped down. Benny looked at it.

"Ace. Cool."

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:00 EST
The skeleton flipped his. Four; another ten. A pair of tens, stud.

"Up yours. If you still had a 'yours.'" Benny flipped a card. Five of hearts. No-va, baby. A six, a three, jack, a ten. Last card. He crossed his fingers and hoped for a straight.

Remember, my boy, should I win this hand, I win everything.

Benny's teeth began to chatter. Clamping his jaws shut, he touched the card, unable to turn it. If the old man won this hand, it was the last hand for Benny. Maybe his last one ever.

With a grim, cold smile, Benny stared into maggot cleansed eye sockets. The thing snatched up Benny's card. Old man Greylov howled with laughter. A deuce.

You lose. But then, you half-breed abomination, you always will. Die for me, Grandson. Die so I can live. Laughter whispered over Benny.

Arms snaked out to give Benny the embrace of death.

"No. Wait." Benny scrambled out of reach. "Can't I see how bad I lost' Lemme see your cards."

The skeleton hissed and slapped the table out of the way.

"OK. Not polite to ask, maybe. But you don't have to get weirding-way on me, Grandpa Greylov." The arms lashed out. Benny ducked under them.

He bolted for the door. The skeleton followed more slowly, almost leisurely. The knob, stuck. Benny wrenched on it. Bone clattered on the floor behind him. Cold, moist bones of a hand closed over his. Benny spun and his elbow snapped hard. The skull shattered. A terrified rat squealed and ran. Benny stared at the headless skeleton.

Laughter began. Faint, deep in his mind, to boost in volume until it screamed.

With one final jerk, the door was flung open and Benny darted out. The door slammed behind him, but he was lost in the maze of his soul, deep within that shadowy well of terror that creeps out to haunt us.

It is his past. It is his future. It may become his tomb.

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:00 EST
Soon Project Janissary would take the boy. I'm doing this because I love you, Benny. All sanity ripped apart by humans worse than even the master of the game, Benny would die. Do you love me? Then the real work could begin. It mocked Benny's dreams. It destroyed Benny's hopes.

Die for me, you 'breed bastard. Die.

Flaming skulls, chains and slavery. Benny rolled over, let the cold sweat on his face soak into an already saturated pillow and prayed for the peace only death could give him.

New Moon Warte, Warte nur ein wielchan, Bald kommt thy Mohawk:Buu auch zu dir, Mit den kliene hackelbielchan, Macht er Pokelfliesch Aus dir Im den Tufelgeist-Tal soon comes Owl for you, dear

The skeleton leaned back to look upon the work of his hands with a greedy joy.

Welcome, my children, to the Shadows of Fear.

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:01 EST
"You will come to the Rheinhold's, yes. Be less than an hour, or you shall suffer."

The phone went dead. Long moments passed in silence.

Mom was gone for the day. Carl was just plain gone. There was nothing they could do to stop the Arab. Shivering, he reached up and touched the scars where a training collar once encircled the neck. It was starting again. Chains, slavery. A living death for him and dozens like him. There was no choice in the matter.

Ken:ta:ten, the Land of Tomorrow, seemed far away and inaccessible.

"I won't," he said to the hum of the phone. "I'll kill myself first." Very gently, he replaced the cheap black phone in its wall cradle. A small visi-screen over the phone slid back in place with an electric hum and a click. The screen faded to a star-lit black. Benny's hand slid from the receiver.

Life's a bitch.

And only the lucky die.

Eyes closed, he refused again.

It started like always, a faint twinge in the area where the microchip was attached to the cebrial cortex. Behind his eyes he could see it, small blue arcs of lightning. The dammed thing sizzled. Pain began to grow, the lights took on a red cast, then white. Then all he saw was fire. Benny sagged to his knees. Teeth fastened on his lower lip and sank deep to stop Benny's cries.

The Arab was sixteen miles away, but he could hear the tastefully dressed ex-gigolo's deep, coarse brays. It washed a thick hate into Benny. Flushed out any hope of living free or ever becoming the kind of man his father was.

Fists balled and shaking, Benny screamed, "No. Dammit, I won't . . . go."

He passed out on the floor of the kitchen. A trickle of blood wound out of his left nostril, pooling under the quivering face and stark, staring eyes.

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:02 EST
Bah, it disgusted him. Bellisario glanced over the menu. Here, it was pay as you go. What a foul little hovel Rhinehold's had become. Once, it was the pinnacle of all Pocono resorts, and he had stayed here often. It was superior to Project Janissary's closest place, the Manse, a few miles north in Fern Ridge. Ah, but the things a man had to stoop to, to regain that which rightfully was his.

The boy would be here. The controls would not allow his foolishness.

"Five thousand ounces, in gold." The Arab chuckled, an oily sound in the dull quiet of the hotel room. Bank accounts in Luzerne, Switzerland, and the Cayman Islands would be replenished. The Federal government used very high-handed methods to confiscate their contents. No matter. Once that odious VanTur woman had her little stallion back in a collar, he would be wealthy again.

America's drilling in ANWR led to an independence that devastated the Islamic states. Many a sheik again depended on camels and slave raids to uphold their life style.

Glancing over the menu, he sniffed at the choices. Rhinehold would allow only so much more time in this place, then ask him to leave. So much for better times. The Italian foods he skipped over. Once they had been a staple, when he was starving on Rome's Square. No more. Steak a la tartar with a sauce. No, it was beyond his means.

"Three point two, and in gold." The magic to travel the world, to sample the wares of delight in Bangkok, of London, of Rio de Janeiro. In his suitcase, the only one he was allowed to take from his small estate near Carson City, there was a remote and a temporary collar picked up at a hardware store in the town of White Haven.

The collar was nothing, a plain black band of nylon and thin steel wires. On it was a small plastic box, also black. With the remote, the boy would cringe before him. Benny would belong to him, once that devil of a woman had all the sperm necessary for impregnating her subjects. After that, the sixteen-year-old would be good only for the harem. No one struck il Arabe and escaped.

Bellisario rubbed his unbejeweled hands together and settled on the lobster.

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:02 EST
On trembling arms, he pushed from the floor. Benny crawled to his feet staggering out to the battered Uohali Night Sun motorcycle. The Native American Built was something that belonged to his father, Staff Sergeant Benjamin Grey the First, deceased.

Dragging a leg over the saddle, Benny kicked down on the starter. The old charger muttered a protest. On the third try, she turned over with a loud rumble.

The door of the porch was open. He backed her out, then swung around to take one last look at what had been home. Mom's gardens melted into a patch of chestnut and apple trees in the back. A horde of ravens used the woods for a nesting site in summer. He could see their ragged nests through fiery yellow and red leaves of maple trees.

A messy pile of split firewood lay scattered under the oaks to his left. A good way to spend a sunny October morning, doing something to make life a little easier for Mom. The Uohali missed a beat and he was drawn back to the present.

It wouldn't be for long. Cindy VanTur had too many hard feelings about her prize stud. In a couple of years he would be free. He'd join that correction officer, Davis, and a couple of dozen hosts behind the stables at the Manse. Then he'd be one of the lucky ones.

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Route Nine-Forty wound up the Lehigh Gorge towards a crossroads where Interstate 380 spilled a lot of traffic back onto Interstate Eighty. Nearing it, he took a left, rode up the lane passed the hotel, and around to the rear. Benny didn't see the flocks of ravens settling into the red oaks and maples around the place. The noise of trucks and cars from I-380 was muted here under the trees. He caught a glimpse of light from a car on 940. Then it was gone.

Only a very few cars marked the lot. Rhinehold was an old man and he bought cheap, then refused to pay a decent wage. The one-time elegant hotel, the Castle of the Pocono Mountains, was showing signs of weathering that nothing could erase. Sheets of white cardboard decorated a lot of windows. Roof slates were falling into the gardens and dining terraces. In his reach for the moon the Arab had fallen far.

Benny uttered a quiet, ragged laugh.

On the west side of the building he slipped through a sagging glass door. The dirt-encrusted carpet muffled the thud of the engineer boots. He walked the passageway to room 1010-A and gave the door a light tap.

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:03 EST
Bellisario must have been standing by the door because it snapped open.

The Arab looked Benny over in such a way, he wondered if the man was going to tell him to show his teeth.

"Get in here, boy."

Sidling passed the man, Benny stepped in. Bellisario laughed. He made a quick check of the hall.

"You told no one?"

Staring at the floor, Benny shook his head. "No."

"No sir, you little capon. I am your owner until that odious woman arrives." Bellisario made a sharp gesture at the bed. "Take off your clothing."

Backing away, Benny shook his head. He glanced up. Bellisario was advancing, a small whip tapping the outer seam of thread-worn trousers. Benny cowered away.

"Please. She never made me go that route."

His mind screamed, Do it! Do it or burn.

All he had to do was lay on the bed and hug a pillow for a while. At the Manse, his friend Chris had to with a lot of hosts and male and female predators. And cried with shame on Benny's shoulder only hours before he killed himself.

Cringing to the floor, Benny wet his lips. "Mrs. VanTur ain't going to like it."

Bellisario offered him a thin smile.

"Perhaps." He threw the whip on the bed. "Fetch it. Step lively, boy. Your mistress shall be here soon." Benny ran for the whip and, kneeling, handed it to Bellisario. The man fingered the zipper of his fly. "Still, there is one way to make me happy, boy."

The zipper came down with a soft rasp. Bellisario reached in to fondle himself.

Benny looked away. The quirt slashed down and the crack on the coarse black denim jacket made Benny jump.

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:04 EST
"I won't." Benny edged away. The small whip followed, slicing the air down to his shoulders, his head. Bellisario was panting, his words ragged, interspersed with the street lingo of the gutters of Rome.

One lash cut Benny's ear. White light flashed through the room. It filled it, tore the hate and pain from Benny, and ripped him away from his humanity. He rolled away and snatched a knife from a pocket sewed in the crotch of his jeans. The knife snicked open and struck, hacking through the Arab's groin. Through the soft guts. Up. Crunching into the cartilage of the breastbone.

A classic strike done as pretty as any Wy:O:Ming executioner.

Mouth opened in a silent shriek, Bellisario's eyes widened. Breath fluttered on his lips. He grasp the hand and knife.

Benny gave it one final, savage twist that snapped the blade off inside the heart to "kill" the knife. That was the law. A blade used to kill humans took on a life of its own. If not fed, would eventually turn on its owner.

Careful to avoid blood pouring out of Bellisario's groin and heart wounds, he stepped away. The stench of lacerated guts was overpowering. Benny staggered to the small bath and dropped to his knees. Vomit shot from his mouth. Cramping into a hard knot, his stomach emptied him of everything but the agony of killing. Not his first. Wouldn't be his last because life was worth living and freedom was the only way. Ha:wa, listen to the Wolf of God.

Eyes closed, Benny's arms propped over the toilet to stop from sliding in. He took a deep breath, then backed away to squat on his heels.

"Bastard," he whispered at the mess on the floor and toilet. "Dirty bastard." He crawled up the sink.

Rinsing out his mouth, Benny clung to the sink. He stared at the bowl, then glanced away from his reflection to the clouded mirrors. Benny slipped into the hall and down to the linen closet. The place was empty. A skeleton of elegance. He gritted his teeth, then laughed. Weird. No pain. Nada. Just this flash of white light, like when power hit.

Pulling out a small black case, he busied for a moment at the lock. Two pins, one push, a click, and presto, the worn lock opened. He snatched out an armload of towels and hurried back to the room.

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:05 EST
Face averted from the mess on the floor, he slipped into the room. Better to think of it as a mess. Anything else and he'd be puking blood. Benny cleaned vomit off the floor, careful to leave no sign of it. Returning to the room, he dragged Bellisario's limp corpse to the bed.

Nausea floored him. Grabbing his stomach, Benny heaved. Breath ragged and shuddering, his guts tried to puke the memory and guilt. Nothing came. He waited, willing himself to move. Benny shoved up. Stumbling through the room he opened the windows. Cool autumn air took away some of the stench.

Using the blankets, he covered Bellisario, then attacked the blood on the carpet. Five minutes later it was only one more stain on a dirty, nondescript rug.

Slipping out the door, he had a moment of agonized terror. An elderly face peered out at him from the opposite doorway. A small, uncertain smile on her face, she stepped out. An old man followed.

Benny nodded. ?"Afternoon, ma"am. Sir."

His face had to be a beacon of guilt. Raw terror seeped from every pore. He stank of death. They had to see it. It screamed at them.

They nodded, murmuring, "Good afternoon, young man," tottering down the hall. Benny heard the old woman say, "What a nice young man." The old man nodded. "Don't see many like him these days, Mama."

He had made it this far without something, someone, demanding he stop and wait for the cops. A shocked Benny sagged along the wall. Fighting a desire to giggle he staggered out to the Night Sun. Head down, he straddled the motorcycle and leaned over the bars. Hidden in tangled laurel brush, late robins called for rain. A cricket chirped. Wind rustled through oaks and maples. It brought the stench of fumes from the highway. Nothing was out of the ordinary. Benny raised his head. He dashed away the tears, shoving the guilt into a cold, dark pocket in the back of his soul, and started the Night Sun.

The black and battered motorcycle arched under him. She purred to life all her own.

Turning the handlebars to the left, Benny tapped her into first and fought the desire to rip out around the building. He had to be careful. That old couple would remember him. If they talked, Cindy would find out. They'd disappear into some "office" in a United Nations building and never be seen again. That would give O"Brian three more reasons to drag him through the courts.

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:05 EST
Let tomorrow come. One way or another, things would turn out.

That old couple would be two more dead on his conscious. Corrections Officer Davis, he was the first. No, his father was. Wait a minute. It was the Sun-Wolf who had killed that pervert, Davis.

A small voice in the back of his head whispered, At who's askin", boy'

Through clenched teeth, Benny muttered, "Shut up, Grampa Waya. Just lemme alone, would ya?"

Warrior-saint, ala:tsis:do:ho:s:ki, chosen by the People of Light and Love.

A proud chuckle whispered though his soul. Benny shook his head. Bad enough to be the target of a lot of weirdoes, but his own Grampa just had to haunt him. Life's a dead bitch. No use beating it. Roll with the punches, baby, you roll with the punches.

Murderer.

The old Native American Built eased up the slight incline around the hotel. No pursuit. He had to go slow. Slower. Benny rode down the winding parking lot. Not many folks here, and it was full into the fall leaf foliage thing. Several years" worth of overgrown chrysanthemums spilled from containers to sprawl on crumbling black top. He skirted them. Copperheads liked to lay in shrubbery. A bite wouldn't kill him. Because he did a lot of hiking through the old strip mines above Sandy Valley, Mom demanded he take the serum. It would make him sick, though. Maybe so bad he'd wreck on the way home. Right now he felt sick enough for two people.

Murderer.

Justice, his stepfather, Carl, would call it. But he wasn't Carl. Not half the man the big, husky Belerio-Russian was.

That small, still voice that worried at him now demanded he get off the road.

Benny tried to ignore it. The demands grew. A small ulcer in his stomach flared in an agony that doubled him over the bars. He swung to the left, bounced up a sharp, raw earth embankment, through laurels and over broken conglomerate stone rubble.

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:06 EST
Murderer.

On a slow count ending at eight, a long black limousine rolled up the curving drive and passed him. The windows were tinted, but he could see from the plates, government yellow, VIRGINIA, that it was the woman.

He gasp and choked.

"Asshole, stop it." Benny thumped a fist on his chest and demanded his heart slow. "Can't see me." He grinned. The limousine slid around the last curve and onto the parking lot. So much for the bitch. He had five minutes before she found her number one slave catcher slumbering in his room. Too much iron in his diet.

"Maybe something got caught in his craw. Damn, but yo."

Benny crowed a laugh and shot out of the brush and down to the interstate. He leaned right and took the long way home through White Haven, up passed the old Buckhorn Inn, and through demon-ridden Sandy Valley.

Once home, he took the axe, sat a chunk of oak on a stump and swung. The oak split and the pieces shot off the stump. Benny reached for another and stopped, staring at a drop of blackened blood on the back of his hand.

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Around behind the hotel, a raven cast himself at Bellisario's room. Three more joined him. Then dozens. In silence a murder of ravens clung to the window frame.

One called. More gathered and they spiraled in, landing on the corpse. Silent, with only an occasional flutter of feathers, they began to feed. Soon, nothing was left.

They fled the room. A wolf-like head appeared over the sill.

Coyote glanced back at several others. He leaped through and sniffed at the bones. Not much remained, that was ravens for you, but the pups liked new toys.

First things first. That dammed kid made a lot of work for him. Coyote reached between the ribs to worry at a small, clinging bit of nothing. With a grin, he snagged the Arab's spirit and trotted away to a special dank swamp he really loved. The spirit dropped into the dark, tannin stained waters and sank away, screaming into Shambala.

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Date: 2007-02-19 11:07 EST
Between Coyote and his mate, they removed the bones to the forest, then to a den far up the mountain. A raven slipped back. In his beak were several fat maggots. He pushed under the empty suit, dropped them, and came out. The murder of ravens flocked into the room. No waste lay in the room. Not so much as a feather. They pushed under the clothes and soon where Bellisario's corpse had lain, squirmed with thousands of maggots and piles of damp soil.

And this is the message Cindy found.

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He watched them go. Tommy Drobnicki leaned on a rake. Rhinehold paid minimum wage and slept badly. The greedy old shit should. Most of his labor force still stank of prison. Tommy glanced at the scar on the back of his left hand.

Wertier-sign, werewolf. He smiled at the pentagram. The white skin reddened and burned a little. It seethed with a cold heat, a sign of the moon's change that would lead to the coven and a sweet hunt through the cold mists of a Pocono night.

A woman opened a window on the third floor. Her teeth flashed in a gin. Hiding the rake, Tommy slipped through the cracked glass doors and into the hotel, taking the stairs three at a time. He raced down the hall to the room and the maid.

She was pulling off the last of her clothing as he locked the door. On her hand, the faint scars of her ascended master glowed and burned.

Wertier, werewolf.

"Night-stalking bitch."

Tommy stepped from the door. He whispered it, then stripped, pushing her legs apart and lunging deep into her, ravaging her until her cries of pain were smothered by his mouth.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:15 EST
"The essential part of this and all other projects currently being explored is one Benjamin Wya Grey. Mr. Grey is sixteen, white non-Caucasian being of -" The cultured face twisted in what might have been distaste - "Being of mixed-blood American Indian, and Caucasian of some obscure Eastern European background. Possibly Moldavia or the Ukraine. In the years we have studied him he has shown much promise. He is five foot, six inches tall, of a gentle demeanor.

"No matter how he might wish otherwise, the subject is no fighter. He's too backward and unable to put himself in danger." Or is he" One elegant eyebrow arched. Someone had put an end to that odious man, Bellisario. "With our training and his own natural shyness, the subject is able to put any female subject at perfect ease. At this he was highly successful."

Too dammed successful. Cindy shifted in her seat and blushed half in anger, half in warm, languid pleasure.

"In our training program he was, well, not what one would wish in a subject, but was coming along quite nicely, before the raid."

In dull amusement Cindy VanTur drooped boneless in her chair, watching the pictures roll by on the screen of her monitor. It showed the subject from the time he was yet in swaddling clothes to the drama now taking place in the Wilkes-Barre courthouse. Her people were good at what they did. Very good. A gift from a prominent and highly successful politician, an electric pen moved in slender, nervous hands.

The tape appeared to be just the thing for the next board meeting. Voice a low mutter, she said, "It had dammed well better be. I'm sick to death of wasting my time with those old fossils."

Eyes flashed cold fire at the thought of men and women who worried more about re-election and the common herd that put them in office than what was good for the all. Outwardly serene, she settled into the butter soft leather of the chair. The pen cracked in half and she tossed it away.

Out of the black metallic powder crept a tiny, diamond "cockroach." It fumbled through an avalanche of discarded paper and candy wrappers, emerging near the top. Facetted skin darkened to a matte-black. Six legs moved with lightning speed up the inside of the waste can, over it, and down. The first pair of legs slid up to become antennae.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:16 EST
At the base of Cindy's chair it sliced through the leather and pushed in, moving up through an almost dustless interior. Coming to a stop only at wooden parts, it cut through them until it was in the arm.

Waiting for directions, it paused. Too small for human eyes to detect, a single red light flashed in its head. Leather melted.

The "cockroach' thinned to a "worm," slid out, and attached itself to Cindy's dress. Cindy's words were transmitted to a co-worker, then on to Washington, DC, and a small office in the Chinese embassy

A few yards away, an elderly woman paused in her listless devotion to cleaning an office cubical, reached up to poke at a cheap hearing aide in her right ear, and began again and endless motion with a dust rag.

The bug flashed a return signal. Powered off the same source as the collar used on Benny, human-produced electricity, it had the ability to transmit for only a few hundred feet, but in the quality of its make-up, a lifetime.



"Thus far, only Grey has shown the potential needed to make the Project viable. If the Project is to be the success as calculated, then Grey must be returned to us. America, and the world, will become a safer, cleaner place."

Project Janissary, directed by the Central Intelligence Agency since about 1968, funded by idiots such as Auntie Harriet, grew too large, too fast. All hell broke loose one morning, beginning with a revolt among the host-slaves, culminating in a raid by local police.

What started as a way to spy on foreign nations was destined to become the basis of Earth Peace Association. Project Janissary slave-soldiers, directing the minds of humanity to an era of unprecedented peace and prosperity. All hail.

"Grey's abilities are not yet measurable. The sky is the limit."

Cindy's eyes drifted shut on a frown. Growing hesitant, she said, "It is quite unfortunate, yet possible, that once we have acquired sufficient contributions it will be necessary to . . . terminate the subject.?

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:24 EST
She lolled back in the chair.

Terminate. Her word, yes. Cindy's eyes misted. Benny would have to go, but not just yet. They needed him back, were running out of 'donations" to the breeding program. His offspring would take the Party to unheard of pinnacles. She glanced at a floating holograph of the world and the pinpoints that represented stars. Soon the Project would continue to explore and to conquer beyond this earth. Yet, no Benny, no Project. In anticipation, cyborg-computers were being constructed. What would it take" With his body out of the way, would Benny finally become tractable"

Cindy's eyes narrowed. The idea of Benny reduced to only a brain encased in a machine brought a delicate shudder to Cindy's fair body. One slender slapped a hand down on the intercom.

"Terry' Cindy here. Get me . . . oh, what was that fool's name?? She punched up the Rolodex on her computer. Ah, yes, here it is. Benny was as good as in her hands. From those hands he would never again escape. The boy would simply have to come to realize that their need of him, the needs of the world, was of far more importance than some archaic emotion he considered to be freedom.

He was of a servant class. Yet her Benny was far from subservient, the little rat.

In his office the Chinese embassy complex, the man's eyes widened. He bared small white teeth and began issuing orders.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:24 EST
Deep in the forest, they met at an abandoned house. Tommy threw a rock at a window. Glass shattered. He picked up a second, hefted it, and his arm whipped in an arc. The window rattled into pieces. The woman snarled at him.

At his smirk, Leda Melancowski rolled her eyes.

"Grow up."

He picked up a third rock, dusting it of sandy soil.

"Coach in jail wants me to try out for the Philly's agent." He gave a small grunt, then the last of the glass rattled onto the ground. Tommy wiped his hands off on already dirty jeans. He rubbed the top of his zipper, a cold, hungry look to him.

"Forget it. We have work to do."

The kid shrugged. He hunted around for another rock, but there was no more glass to break. He found a mouse. His foot snapped down on its tail. The mouse struggled. Tommy's other foot came up. He could feel it, the terror of the small rodent, the certainty of death. Resting his foot on it, he pressed slowly. Shrieks of pain washed from the mouse, ending in a thin scream.

Tommy scooped it up by the tail. Blood ran from its crushed head. He raised it over his head, then lowered it into his mouth and swallowed. Hot, sweet, raw blood filled his mouth.

A six-pack of Keystone beer was in Leda's cooler. He opened one, chugged it, and tossed the can at a pile of rotting garbage.

Leda took one.

"The Spider should have been here by now."

"He'll come." Tommy squatted on the grass. He rolled back, then opened his pants, pushing them down and smiling at her.

"I'm better than that kid. You said so."

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:25 EST
She glanced down. "Yeah. You were. Remember where he was. Old man Conner's report to the Project said Benny learned a lot at the Manse. He's a pro."

"Friggin whore."

A smile played at the corners of Leda's mouth.

"Hmm. A professional."

Sulking, Tommy rubbed his hand over his member. "Don't matter squat. He's going on the Stone."

Eyes growing cold, Leda shrugged. "Not that Spider needs to know. Not if you want your cut. Not if you want to live for the next few months."

"Bitch. Sweet Mama Bitch."

His back arched and Tommy groaned, turning so it sprayed over the grass and not on his clothes.

Leda smirked. No control. She slid to her knees and bent over Tommy. No nasty musk on Tommy. No foreskin, so there was less chance of disease, at least from that source. Not like Benny who was au natural, and that in itself added a little excitement, a little more urge to her movements.

Leda pulled away from Tommy's clutching hands.

"I need you with me," she said, rising to brush dust from her knees. "I need you at full strength or Spider will eat us alive."

Growing sulky, Tommy raised his butt from the ground and jerked his pants up, but let the zipper open.

"I hate that old fruit."

Cocking her head to one side, Leda gave him a muttered laugh.

"Like Mom always told me, Can't make it, fake it. Just close your eyes and pretend you got it in my ass, not his. I'll be there, right below him, whispering power over him. I want this," she said, her voice growing hard. "I want the money that old bastard is going to give me."

"Us."

Her smile softened. "Yes, sweetheart. Us." She turned from him to stand by the dirt road. Spider was late. He was never late, and she was growing worried.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:26 EST
Outside of the bleak offices of Wilson's chambers, Benny squatted on a bench under the suspicious and evil eyes of a withered old crone of a secretary. He leaned back and closed his eyes. It was all too much.

A presence drifted across his mind, a gentle warning of another person.

Benny opened his eyes with a great deal of caution to see who it was. No use giving Crazy Gracie Hylnn more crappy reasons to nab his butt again. Weird powers. Huh, like they ever ask him about them. He could have told them. And they'd have listened. Ya. When pigs grow tutus. Benny sighed.

A petite, auburn haired woman opened the door to the hall. His mind on other things, Benny eyed her curling hair and trim hips with only a lazy interest. She had skin like a peach, golden. So far as he could tell, there was only a touch of makeup. The cheekbones were classic in height, the eyes a delicate almond shape. It had been a long time since the last woman at the Manse. Maybe he should ask "

He flushed in anger.

No more. No more.

It was all he could do to stop from vomiting the little he had. No more hosting women. He was through with that. Through with being a slave for the Project and subject to every whim of a client.

Benny touched where the scars from the training collar encircled his neck. It would never end.

The pretty brunet smiled and beckoned.

Power sifted through him. Benny opened his eyes and looked at her and was on his feet in a flash.

"Trinity' Oh-my-gosh. Trinity!?

Benny hugged the agent. He tried to kiss her. She turned her head away and drew him into a room across the hall. She patted his arm. Her smile trembled at the eager puppy love in Benny's eyes, heard in the quiver of his voice. She glanced at a tall, raw-bone agent down the hall. He nodded. The features of her partner were emaciated, ordinary in a day with so many ill from strange diseases. It made him perfect for the work. So few could stand the sight of him. The unwieldy oak door shut with a hollow moan.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:27 EST
"I'm sorry, Benny. It should never have come to this." Trinity motioned at the room, indicating the trouble he was in this time. She glanced at a two-way mirror on the wall. The bright smile wavered. Trinity Johanson ushered Benny into a chair that was as hard and unyielding as the brainwashing forced on him at the hands of the Project.

Benny smiled, leaned his elbows on the table. She was more than twice his age, maybe as old as his mother, but she was still the most elegant creation he ever met. A scent that reminded him of one hot, sweaty summer weekend eased through the air.

Hoping for a kiss, for old time's sake, Benny sighed.

"Benny?"

He looked at Trinity, unable to take his gaze from the sunken contours of her face. Man, but she was looking bad. Her eyeliner was smudged, her sweet lips swollen and red under a mask of pale lipstick. Benny grew uneasy. Dark, bordered with gray, Trinity's aura didn't feel like she was happy to see him.

"Please, Benny, you have to pay attention." Trinity took a deep breath and patted away a sheen of perspiration from her forehead with a silken hankie. "Is the air conditioning on the friz?" Trinity's nose wrinkled. "It smells of stale sweat."

And old fear. Of hate reminiscent of a mink or cat after a bitter defeat. It smelled like cells hidden below the Manse.

"Nah. This is the Gestapo's interrogation room." Troubled by the faint shrillness of her voice, he glanced around. The mirror drew a frown on his face. It wasn't hot in here. Just the opposite. The whole place was damp, chilled by the time of year and the Susquehanna River.

"It's always like this." Benny shrugged. Trinity was always hot. It didn't take much to heat that slender body to a bonfire pitch. He hid a grin. Trinity loved her work. Their time together at the Manse had been wild. She came as a red head, wore a lot of make-up and falsies to hide her tiny build.

He offered the woman a sly grin and said, "What can I do you for?"

A faint click at the door made Trinity jerk and stiffen.

Trinity gave a tight, shrill laugh, cut it off abruptly.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:27 EST
"Will you be still for a moment' This is important." She turned from him, staring at his reflection in the distortion of the mirror. "Benny, it is vital - in the national interest - that you say nothing about the Project."

Eyes wild, Benny surged up slapping his hands on the table with a stinging crack. His chair screeched and tipped away.

"You know what they were doing, Trinity. Making me breed kids for their jerk Project. Dammit, will you look at me" Look at me. Remember what they did to old Conn, lady' And PJ and Carl and Turk" Ya, hain"a. I'm the boy who got to bury what was left of Timmy - nine-year-old Timmy - after Judge Harrison got done with him."

Benny gave an ugly laugh. He didn't see the woman rub her arms.

"I bet he's still under the shit-heap behind the stables. All in the name of science and humanity." His face grew bitter. "We were whores. Less than human. They treated us worse than friggin lab rats. Used like animals. I gotta, dammit. If I don't -"

Trinity spun. Grabbing Benny by the arms the woman shook him hard.

"If you do, they'll take you. Kidnap you again. Right out from under the nose of the court. Listen to me. Benny' Please?" She tried to catch his gaze. He turned his head, his mouth set and hard. Shrill with fear, Trinity's voice rose to a shout.

"Buddy, the Party is old and evil. All around the world they have places like the Manse. They have some very low friends in some very high offices right here in this country. They own a lot of politicians, Benny. They assassinated at least one that we can prove. Maybe far more than that. Without you, their Project is dying. Of all the kids taken, you're their star-"

Her stomach twisted in a biting agony.

Quieting, she said, "Star breeder. Without you, they're sunk. Do you want them to kill again?? Trinity's face gentled. She pushed him back into the chair.

Scarce daring to breathe, Benny sat with his head down, half-afraid to look at her. If he looked, he might hit her. Very still, very stiff, with only a chronic tic in his right eye warning Trinity of the danger she was in, warning her of a rage of emotions behind that wooden mask.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:28 EST
"You don't dare testify. Not even in your own behalf."

"But -"

"Hush." In a near caress, Trinity lay a finger on his lips. "They have agreed to leave you alone."

"Yeah, right." Benny's head jerked away. He glared at the woman. "This rednigger ain't so easy to control no more, Trinity. I'm free now."

Trinity smiled. Is anyone, ever" She gave Benny a delicate frown, continuing as if he hadn't interrupted.

"And all the rest of the men and women they used as a front, if you'll just stay mum about . . . what happened." An anxious smile touched her face. Trinity rested a hip on the edge of the table. The tiny laser Star 2000 she wore in its holster under her arm burned with the ice of a Viking hell.

"They'll put you back in a collar. Please, don't do it. The Pentagon was profoundly involved in the goals of the Project."

Taking a deep breath, he shrugged and thrust up from the chair.

Benny shoved past Trinity and tried to open the door. The clouded glass knob rattled under his hand, but the door was stuck. He tried again, only then understanding it was locked, and why. Benny lay his head on the age-darkened panels and tried to be a man. The tears came anyway.

Trinity rubbed Benny's shoulder. He shrugged off the sympathetic hand.

"Let me out."

She didn't move. In a cracked, hoarse voice he shouted, "Let me alone."

In the back of his mind, Grampa Waya's voice was husky, Listen to her.

"I'm under orders." A faint sob caught in her throat. "If you don't agree, we go out the other door and into a van.?

Benny rubbed his face. He was so tired. Like a part of him died. Trinity shafting him like this was a little bit like death. Man, but he still loved her. She meant the world to him.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:29 EST
"You win."

She tapped on the door and there was a sharp click. Benny twisted the knob and stepped out.

On the other side of the door was a Fed agent. Millhouse. Benny remembered him from a run-in with the man up in Kills Deer, New York. At the Manse, Millhouser was a client of Chris's. The man stared at Benny. For just an instant fear touched the man's blood-shot eyes. Then he jerked his head at the bench along the far wall. Dismissing Benny, he edged into the room and cast a small, predatory glance around. The door slammed shut in Benny's face.

Beyond the door came the muffled gravel of an angry male voice. After a quick glance up and down the hall, Benny pressed an ear to the aging panels.

"The abomination agreed?"

Softly, Trinity said, "I told you, he's a good kid."

Benny heard a faint sob. Millhouser liked to hurt people. Millhouser got a thrill out of torturing Chris. He was good at it.

Shoving at the door, Benny threw it open and found himself staring into the cold and deadly muzzle of a .38 Police Special. A tiny red dot flashed between his eyes.

With a cocky grin, Benny watched the cold hate in Millhouser's eyes grow to near horror. The muzzle of the gun shook and only a supreme effort on the agent's part kept Benny from dying. He knew it, Millhouser knew it, and both knew Benny didn't care. Something like a sob choked in Millhouser's throat.

Trinity's old man was Millhouser's partner. Until Kills-Deer. Until ravens ate the man's eyes, his ears and tongue. God plays for keeps. In his own way, Agent Johanson had been worse than Millhouser.

"You doin", Babe?"

Some emotion ticked across her face. Trinity nodded, smiled weakly, and said in a small, tired whisper, "Yes. Thank you, Benny.?

He gave them an abrupt nod and dragged his feet back to the unforgiving chill of the judge's chambers.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:29 EST
"Please, your honor." Anna twisted a worn gold band on the third finger of her left hand. "If only you would reconsider. It should never have come to trial. My son was proven innocent. It's that DA -"

Bored and uncaring, he raised an eyebrow and she rushed on. "Sir, I could send him away." Anna's heart was breaking and it showed in her voice. "He could live with relatives - out of state - until this business with the Project is finished."

Wilson's piggish eyes narrowed.

"Mrs. Grey, for the last time, no." He pretended to busy himself with the stacks of papers on his desk, anything but meet the woman's eyes.

My, but she is good looking. Desperate, as well.

The phone whispered, "Sir, you have a call." Body pulsing with thoughts of Anna, eager, sweating Anna, laying under him, whispering dirty words in his ears and he snatched it up.

"What is it now, Mrs. Jeffras" I'm busy, so be quick about it." His lips smiled at Anna, his eyes leered his thoughts. Make her beg. Then, for the voters he stood to gain, put the boy away for decades. Yes. Let her suffer for having an animal for a son.

In his arrogance Wilson relished the faint revulsion on her dark face.

The monitor showed only his choice of screen-savers. The party on the other line was demanding. He grew pale. Wilson made a sporadic clutch at his stomach. Heart like ice, Wilson snapped upright in the plush chair.

"I . . . Yes, of course, Mrs. Van-?

Jaws slammed shut to stop his teeth from chattering, Judge Wilson slipped the phone back in its cradle. The small monitor slid back in place, silent waves crashed and foamed on a distant shore.

In a stunned silence, he stared at it. He glanced at his watch and shoved to his feet in one quick jerk. Wilson's chair spun in a rapid arc and cracked against the rich Italian chestnut paneling of the wall. Taking a short, quick breath through his nose, Wilson blinked. A shudder withered his spine. He opened his mouth, then shut it with a hard snap.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:30 EST
" . . . Unless you can come up with something more plausible, a better excuse than the Project -" Eyes derisive, he held up his hand to forestall more of Anna's pleading. "Your son will stand trial in exactly five minutes. I suggest you get him into my courtroom or face charges of contempt. I somehow doubt your own record will stand that."

"But-"

"Five minutes, Mrs. Grey." In a cold, biting voice, Wilson snapped, "Or is it Mrs. Ivanovitch now?" He stamped out a side door.

Tears running down her face, Anna sagged. Times had been worse. A quick hand scrubbed the wetness from her cheeks. She stumbled out the door, taking a seat herself next to Benny. Anna tried to smile. She smoothed the shaggy hair out of his eyes.

"No-va, kid. Sorry."

Benny shrugged. "I figured, Mom. Thanks anyway." He gave Anna a half-hearted grin and lied. "How bad can it be? We got Trinity and Conn and everybody all on our side. It's just, y"know, a couple of creeps trying to mess with us. I didn't do nothing. Just got a bunch o' crap done to me. The Feds proved that."

Brilliant and seemingly without care, Benny flashed his mother a smile. In his stomach a duodenal ulcer flared, gnawing hard at the lining. Christ, getting one scared-hell out of him. Imperfect slaves were disposed of, sold. If that had been his only torment at the Manse, he would have been lucky. A hand out for his mother, Benny stood. Mom was real cool about it all. She went through a lot for him.

If things didn't turn out, to hell with it. All of it.

He would rather cut his own throat than live in a place like the Manse, making babies for the Project. Leda and the Greylov clan could have him, use him on the "Stone first.

Grampa sighed. Crap's a happenin thang, dude, but yo.

Moving out into the main lobby, Benny held his head high, scowling like a real bad-boy for the hordes of cameras exploding around him and the storm of shouted questions.

"Why is Judge Wilson doing this?"

"Wasn't the case resolved in the Supreme Court??

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:31 EST
The scowl wavered. It was replaced by a very real fear snaking through his guts. Benny gave his shoulders a slight hunch. Forcing a way for his mother and himself through a forest of microphones thrust at his face he tried to ignore the strident demand of voices. The control was his restraint. It dominated him, commanded his obedience. Like Pavlov's dog, he was trained to submit.

"Are you finally going to tell about your part in the Manse, Mr. Grey' The people have a right to know."

"Was the President's wife one of the women you had to host at the Manse?"

"How many children have you sired for the Project?"

A tall, gone-to-flesh man pushed between Benny and his mother. He thrust a microphone at Benny. Sweat rolled off the jowly face, a scowl of contempt burned already splotched and crimson skin.

"Is it true the Project emasculated you, Grey?"

Except for a furious whispering in recorders, a deathly silence fell over the packed halls. The man smiled. He looked over Benny's black jacket, his scuffed boots and work callused hands, and rumbled a bark of laughter.

Shocked that the reporter knew about the Project's way of punishing recalcitrant slaves, he stopped. Benny stared up at hungry, shark-like faces and the revulsion there. Anna's eyes grew frantic. At the sight of his mother's fear, a low growl started in the depths of Benny's chest. Filled with hate and an iron rage, Benny snatched the man down to his size. Oblivious to the shouts of alarm, Benny hissed, choking back tears of shame. A bitter, harsh joy formed in Benny.

Kill him. The wolf within crouched, whispering its hate. Feed me. Crushed his jaws. See the blood wash away the perversion of the Manse. War. War. War. Kill. Feed me, Dark-Rider. Give me his soul.

Forbidden power whispered terror at the reporter.

"Shark, I'll eat your friggin ogana liver. I swear I will."

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:32 EST
Anna touched her son and said in her quiet, irony-filled way, "Beat it, hi:no. That yan:ki unodena isn't worth the trouble. Benny?" Anna chortled. "You're frightening him."

The sinewy hand slowly released the reporter. Almost gently, he took the man's recorder and dropped it to the floor. The reporter's hard rage never left the bloated, shuddering face while the heel of Benny's engineer boot crushed the palm-sized recorder on the green and white tiles of the hall.

A foot taller than Benny, the man watched in shock the short kid destroy his instrument. He balled a fist, raised it. In Grey's eyes there was something that made the arm fall back, sway limp and loose. Made his knees tremble.

Benny's eyes widened, grew wolfish. Power roared at the man. In his soul, the reporter saw it. Under the force of the night-sun, the spirit-wolf screamed for death. The reporter whimpered, dropped his gaze to the remains of his recorder. A rank, odious wet stain shot out from the seat of his pants.

Grampa and the wolf both howled with laughter.

Anna sighed. It was wrong, he knew better than to waste power.

"Benny, son?"

He nodded at his mother and matched her grin with a wan smile.

The doors swung open for them. Bailiffs and the police guarding the court from a rumored interference by ani:Wy:O:Ming Native Americans or, far more likely, a raid of brown-shirt Project fanatics, leered at Anna. From the packed hallway that reporter's voice rose in shrill derision to hail them one last time.

"I take it that's an affirmative, Grey?"

It would be so easy. Reach out and kill. Head bowed, Benny held his temper. The things that happened there happened months ago, a lifetime ago, but he was unable to refuse Trinity's wishes. The controls would not allow it and she knew it.

Taking his seat at the defender's table, Benny nodded at his court-ordered attorney, then glanced at their opponent. Benny closed his eyes and choked back a sob.

"Geezis, no. Not O"Brian.?

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:47 EST
Old man "Spider" Ryan leered a malignant smile. He nodded, tapping a gold-headed blackthorn cane on the floor in a gesture of excitement. It was the DA, O"Brian himself, who had told the County Prosecutor that he was personally taking the case, with only a slight push from the "Spider."

"It goes well," he said to his chauffeur. "Very well indeed. The property will soon be back where it belongs." He cackled a mocking laugh at Henri's open hate. ?"Tis true, poor Benny might have to stay a while in a prison. No matter, me boy-o, indeed."

Ryan had delivered this particular piece of property out of tighter places than the Federal Penitentiary.

"Bah, Henri. A few weeks there would be good for the boy-o. Make him a touch more malleable. Sure, and any normal fifteen year old lad would be overjoyed to exchange bars and bad food and predators for the luxury of a place like the Project's fancy-house. They would indeed. But then, the boy-man is not exactly normal, is he", else the dear people would not be wanting him. Would they now?"

A shudder hit his heart. Ryan swallowed a small pill and touched the ebony crucifix in a bid for help from that quarter. Then he caressed the Owl totem Leda Melancowski had made for him. In it was a drop of blood taken from a sacrificed infant. One of many Ivanovitch put in her.

Ryan caught himself making signs against witchcraft. He saw Henri watching and scowled.

"Devil take the whole rotten lot of you," he muttered, snarling at the tawny eyes of a now grinning Henri. "Black boy, I tell you, that reward was as good as in me Swiss bank account."

Ryan winked at the judge. Wilson hastily averted his face.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:49 EST
In his closing arguments against the defendant, District Attorney Josiah O"Brian spun with all the grace and finesse of an actor in a failed script. Face outraged, arm pointing, his finger extended like an accusatory weapon at a lone teenage boy slumped at the defendant's table. Eyes filled with promise of retribution, Anna stared at O"Brian.

Baring his teeth, O"Brian announced, "That, ladies and gentlemen of the jury, that young man before you, is one Benjamin Wya Grey." He is evil. Warped. "He cannot conduct his life in the same manner as you or I. It is beyond him, for he lives to break the law, to do harm to his fellow man."

The arm lowered slowly. The courtroom was silent but for the accused's mother's broken rasp of protest.

O"Brian shot Anna a withering glance and stepped to the defendant's table. He towered over the boy.

"He is guilty, beyond even a shadow of a doubt. Rotten to the core, ladies and gentlemen."

O"Brian recounted Benny's sins.

"He is a chronic runaway. A known thief." A drug pusher, an enslaver of innocent young girls. My poor Angel. "He was, and may well yet be, deeply involved with the nefarious experiments done by certain misguided persons in a group known to us only as the Project." O"Brian leaned on the table, hands smooth, his eyes flat with hate and locked into Benny's. "He has helped kidnap citizens of this nation, forced them into a life of shame and degradation to further his depraved and corrupt goals."

"That's a lie."

Benny leaped to his feet. Mouth gaping in bitter shame of the controls, of the training collar he had worn, Benny froze. It left him sweating drops of ice. Benny slumped back in his chair.

"And was himself a prostitute there."

His wife's shapely form crossed O?Brian's mind's eye and the DA clenched his hands into fists of rage. Thousands paid to an obscure doctor as hush money to keep silent about Angel's abortion.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:49 EST
Taking a deep breath, O"Brian allowed himself to leer at Benny. Turning to the jury box he straightened his tie. The cold face became a saddened and touching mask.

"I implore you, do not let this . . . animal -" He bit off the word with a savagery, then caught himself. "Do not allow Benny Wya Grey to continue his life of crime. Give us a cry of guilty." His fist shot forward and up. "Remand this case to a higher court if you will, but help us take this . . . person off the streets before he can strike again."

As one, the jury looked at Benny. The papers had been full of the Project, accusations of slavery, buying and selling human beings, hints of breeding them. And this kid. Then nothing.

"Were it up to me," O"Brian said, his voice filled with pain and sorrow, "For his crimes against the State - against humanity, ladies and gentlemen, I would ask for the death penalty." Gasps of shock filled the court. "It is the only humane thing to do. When a dog runs down Main Street, bloody foam dripping from his mouth, you do not attempt to treat the disease. All that is left is that one final, merciful shot."

He paused, allowed his words to sink in. To Benny, he said in a low hiss, "You raped my wife. She'd never willingly lay with a rednigger."

Anna jerked forward and balled a fist. With a low, muttered laugh of contempt, he showed Anna a flash of teeth.

"If you allow him to walk," O"Brian captured each jurist with his eyes, "then you will be guilty of setting free one of the most iniquitous and vile criminal minds America has ever produced. Benjamin Wya Grey is a danger to every man, woman, and child you know. He is guilty. Guilty," O"Brian shouted.

"Guilty," he whispered. "Of this I have no doubt."

Several in the jury nodded. Face triumphant, O"Brian stared at Benny, then at Anna.

"At the tender age of fifteen, he is rotten. His mother was tried and found guilty of the wanton murder of her beloved father-in-law, one Ivor Greylov. His stepfather, Carl Ivanovitch, is a known male prostitute. A pimp who spent most of his life behind bars. Ivanovitch is a biker. A Road Warrior," O"Brian said, his lips curling. "Lawless and murderous, a man on the verge of insanity. "Between these two, they have produced a son who is a depraved and sadistic ghoul that feeds on our children.

"Rotten through and through, ladies and gentlemen." He swung around to face them, hands held in supplication.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:51 EST
The galon:v:yu appeared out of the sun, soaring high above the thick-forested valley floor. Eyes of the raven were a light gold, the irises black, cold beady specks. The feathers were black, so black they appeared blue under the westering rays of the sun.

The crossroads. Yesss. Evil there, now, again.

Through bleak, ominous hemlocks, the spirit-bird could see a blood blackened "Stone, squared and roughly trimmed into a massive rectangular block. It lay behind a small, ramshackle green house.

Flapping a little, it hissed in consternation and soared heavily down the tar-and-gravel Sandy Valley Road to a white cottage.

The clearing behind the small house was huge, covering several acres, most of it in now frost-blasted vegetable and flower gardens, as if the occupants disliked the wasteful vanity of lawns.

The bird grumbled. An aging greenhouse was attached to the south-facing wall. From experience it knew the amber roof was too slick to rest on while watching the house.

It shied away, flapping into the top of one of three ancient white pines standing sentinel before the house.

Mossy, twisted by wind and time, the trees were over a century old, possibly older than the house, but certainly far younger than the malignant hunger contained by this one small valley. During the ages before the Flood, the "Stone had been an alter in the temple of Mohawk:Buu, the night-stalking Cannibal Owl. This was all that remained of his domain. One valley that was his unholy place.

The raven settled into a gently swaying top, the pine nearest the door of a broad, screened-in porch. Pines whispered a greeting. It fluffed ebony feathers and hissed.

The boy lived here, in this house.

Through the gathering darkness the raven stared closely and gave a hoarse croak.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:52 EST
A long black Deusenburg of another century rolled over the ruts and potholes of the dirt road. Leda stood tense and angry.

In a shrill voice, she screamed, "Bedammed and thrice-dammed bog-boy. Fucking Irish trash."

In a cloud of reddish tan dust, the Deusenburg rolled to a halt. The man driving the car shot a look of cold hate at Leda so powerful she took a step back.

"Fuck you, nig. Where's the Spider?"

In soft southern accents, the man said, "Master Ryan could not attend, Miss Leda. He sent me to inform you that he requests your presence at his home later this evening. He's giving a small suare` to celebrate this turn of fortune."

"In other words, his pet judge tossed his cookies."

"A regrettable choice of words from a lady."

"Fuck you."

"If you so desire, I'm certain the master will give it to you. I, though, have more class than to touch you. Still, ma"am, I would not sneer at Mr. Ryan's ability to use bribes. We have a far better chance of taking Benny than you." His eyes not leaving her face, he backed the Deusenburg into the grass and left her and Tommy standing tight-faced and bitter.

Gibbous Moon

But a week from fullness, night-sun arose in all her blood-red glory. A murderer's moon. In battle with the afternoon sun, she tipped her light through the hemlocks. Joyful cries echoed throughout the glen.

Leda Melancowski raised her naked body over the straining flesh of a Cu"alani boy. Teased and drugged to the point of agony for release, he whimper and bit off a scream as hot, moist flesh parted for him.

Squatting over him, Leda stroked the sweat-chilled brow. Though of different races, the boy's resemblance to Benny was nothing short of remarkable. That was why she had bought him from the White Rose coven's breeding farm in the Willies Mountains of West Virginia.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:53 EST
Thoughts of Benny and the times he had escaped this part of the ceremony, and what lay beyond, took much of the smoky pleasure from her eyes. The boy under her grinding hips shivered, and not just from the chill of the "Stone. Leda bent down, allowing pendulous breasts to brush his gaping mouth.

The boy complied and she rode him to an earthquake completion. But not the boy's fulfillment. As the warmth of the October night touched his ridged flesh he cried out in pain and protest. On the verge of boredom, Leda motioned another of the clan to take her place.

Cocaine worked like a charm. There was no way the Cu"alani would be able to succeed. He was in such pain now he would view the end of the nightlong ceremony as a blessing. If his heart didn't explode. Every nerve quivered in the direction of his groin. So much so he hardly felt Frieda Right's eight fingernails claw him from shoulders to stomach.

Only ten more hours until the end.

Idiot. So eager to please. They raised them right, down there. Leda smirked at the boy. Of all the people here only that arrogant, over-sexed little stud didn't realize how it would end. Almost a pity.

But not quite.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:54 EST
No packs of lawyers. Gods be praised that "breed's bitch of a mother hadn't been able to afford the luxury. Someone had the foresight to close every account of her whole dammed tribe. Where that stoke of luck came from, he had no desire to pry. Ah, but that brother of hers. Frigging redniggers. The Natives were growing restless. No matter, Pennsylvania knew how to deal with them.

Sweat quivered on Wilson's bloated face to soak in a chilling circle around his neck. He clenched his eyes against the DA's diatribe.

Shut up, you idiot, he demanded, wishing he could shout it. Shut the hell up, O"Brian. You've already ruined your chances of re-election. Don't fry mine, as well.

Opening his eyes, silence greeted him. O"Brian stood before the jury with his face composed, an avenging angel pleading before God. The courtroom hung on every word. The sheep always liked a good show, and there had been talk of a position on a national level. O"Brian should have been an actor. The worse was over. Now he was going to have to tell O"Brian he wasn't going to get what he wanted. Specifically, the kid's balls on a platter to show that wife of his.

Wilson wished he had the guts to laugh. Mrs. O"Brian was a dear lady with an ass for a mate. Who did her child resemble more, her or the child's father" He studied Benny for a moment. The child was dark. Far darker than a pure son of the god Aryan should be. No wonder O"Brian was so filled with rage. The little bastard endangered his career, if he still had any.

Wilson gave his instructions to the jury. They were back almost before he could gulp his ulcer medicine.

The jury shifted and glanced in wary fear at O"Brian. The foreman cleared his throat.

"We find the . . . ." He looked at the DA, and averted his eyes. One of the jury muttered something. He turned to glare at the woman. " . . . The defendant . . . ." There was a rustle of cloth and low voices as reports held up camcorders and microphones through the courtroom. He closed his eyes and blurted it out.

"We find the defendant - Benjamin Wya Grey - innocent of all charges."

"You friggin bastards.?

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:54 EST
The foreman shrank away and dropped in his seat. O"Brian screamed a denial. He spun to see Benny jump into his mother's arms.

He snatched at Benny and dragged him over the table backward and swung.

"Watch out, Mom." Benny twisted in the DA's hand, ducked to one side and rammed a heel into O"Brian's stomach. The man's lips tightened in a bone white "O" and he sank to his knees.

One hand tangling in the DA hair, Benny drew back to put the hammer of his fist between O"Brian's protruding, bloodshot eyes. Wilson smashed his gavel on the bench. It shattered. Something deadly, cold with rage, hovered just beyond Wilson's sight. A screaming sword hissed through the air and he whimpered in horror. The bailiff's shout snapped him back to his courtroom.

"Stop this," he screamed. "I demand you cease this at once, Grey." He glanced at where the Spider sat. The old pervert was gone. Fear wormed through him. The old man was deadly, a murderer of the first degree. Wilson began to have doubts. It would be easy enough to over-ride the jury. Unconstitutional, but Pennsylvania was ruled long and hard by the Party. There was enough precedence.

Animals appeared in every empty space of the court. Ravens flocked in distant corners. Walls disappeared, only to be replaced by ancient, mossy trees. Sunlight glinted off of maple leaves and laurel blossoms. In the distance was the song of a meadowlark. Giant and black, a wolf rose on hind legs. From amber eyes it studied Wilson the way it might a mouse. Gently, softly, it reached down to give him a small lick on the nose.

Tasted him. A very real terror shook Wilson.

"You. Grey, this is all your doing." He looked again and the thing was gone. An eagle took its place. Beak opened, she reached down to kill.

Wilson shrieked, "Stop it." He threw the pieces of the gavel at Benny.

Teeth bared in disdain, Benny gave O"Brian a wolfish grin, all teeth and a feral humor. His hand came down, the dirty, work broken nails gently scratched the DA under the chin.

?"Scuse me, lady." A crooked grin grew on Benny's face. He drawled, "Itchy balls."

In the back of his mind, Grampa Waya was rocking with laughter.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:57 EST
Benny slammed the ladder down. He scrambled up to the loft bedroom, shouting, "I don't care, Mom. I'm not going to any church. Just let me the frik alone, will you?"

He stared down through the trapdoor for a moment before disappearing into the hazy gloom of the loft.

Anna gritted her teeth. She wanted to go up, drag Benny down by his long, shaggy hair. Haul him kicking and screaming out to the shack at the crossroads where Ivanovitch, that jerk stepfather of his, lived, then kick Benny so hard they both fell down.

The thought mollified Anna, but did nothing to ease the very real hurt she felt at Benny's rejection.

How in the living hell do you make a pain-filled, frustrated and sullen fifteen year old understand that you're doing something for his own good, and not just to enslave him as the State had. Benny going to a Longhouse-meeting would be a thing his parole officer, and perhaps the judge, would see as being constructive at the next hearing.

Better than Benny's last answer when asked what he did with his time.

"Nothing. Just hang out."

Anna glanced at a man-sized hand-carved cedar chest.

Pouring through greenhouse walls and the south-facing window of the living room the last rays of sun caught and brightened the polished red highlights of the wood. The chest looked as though it were in flames. It held all of her estranged husband's clothing. A few mementos of their short time together. A picture of her at their wedding, wearing jeans and gold feather earrings, Carl's pit bull face battered, still in prison garb. A fiero lighter taken off of a dead Jivarista warlord during his tour of duty in South America. The wooden cup they shared.

Lips twisted into an almost amused grin.

And a movie CD of their wedding night, taken by correction officers at the Walnut Street pen.

That almost got Carl sent up on Murder One. Carved into the doors were the symbols for Carl's home name, Yon:v:ki:Doda, Papa Bear. Sunlight picked them out and mocked her. Benny thought the sun rose and set on Carl. For that matter, maybe it did.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:58 EST
From the depth of her womb, a whimper of pain hit Anna. For Benny, yeah, but also for his sister, Anna's heir, born too soon. The child lay next to her first husband, Ben, under the cold red earth. The chill of stiff red clay and a soft, weeping rain. Anna hugged herself, feeling it in her mind.

Carl would sit on his shack-rat's porch, staring through the trees at the little cemetery of the Grey's. For most of the long night he would drink and crush beer cans until he fell into a stupor.

Shoving her hands up into her armpits to stop them from trembling, Anna hissed. At a time like this she needed both her men. Yet, it seemed both were doing their best to destroy her.

"Eagle:Mother, help me." Eyes staring blindly up, Anna blinked at a welter of tears. She turned inward. A golden feeling of deep and abiding love staggered Anna. Her heart opened to it. Her spirit threading upward, through the Veil of the Sun and into the Forests of Heaven.

In a thin whisper, she said, "Aka:Adohi:yi. Praise be with You. Like, forever."

Even in the Forest, perhaps more so here, the dark cloud of Benny's pain washed over her. Anna slid back into her body. The speed of her heart picked up. Blood flow increased to normal. Eyelashes trembled on a tear-stained face.

She needed them. Needed family around her.

"Benny' Please, kid. I thought, maybe -"

Loud, discordant music blasted through the trapdoor.

She froze, stilled for a seeming eternity of time.

With a sigh, Anna left the house and crept to a battered car. On sagging hinges the door gave an ear-splitting shriek of protest. She slumped in the worn seats, the cracked and checked vinyl crackled faintly, scratching at the flesh of thighs and calves. She heard nothing, felt nothing. Only a ragged hammer of pain in her chest. Unable to move, she caught a flicker of movement in Benny's round, south-facing loft window. In her heartache she ignored it.

The urge to go in, to open the big cedar chest and touch Carl's things nearly overwhelmed Anna. Lean hands curled into fists to stop them from the act of folding and refolding. She closed her eyes. The smell of cedar and sweat and Carl came to her.

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Date: 2007-02-23 18:59 EST
God, but she missed him. Big hulking Carl Ivanovitch, filling the house with his lean bulk and booming laughter . . . Filling her bed with a love that was as shy and gentle as he was war-like and angry out of it.

Tears threatened to ruin the scant makeup she wore. Fine lines etched down along her face. She couldn't go on like this. Anna grimaced at the cloudy rearview mirror.

As one of the ani, the People, she was born into poverty of the likes few in this country had to face. She entered this world in a rundown shack with coal dirt in her blood, in her food, in her very soul. All she ever knew was hard work and bitter times. Her mother's first teaching was pretty clothes and good looks will only get you so far. Woman works with her brains and her back and ruled the world.

At thirty-two people claimed she had a face and body many a younger woman would envy. When told that Anna had to smile. She despised vanity, wearing older, loose fitting and comfortable clothing.

Not too tall. Both Carl and her first husband, Ben, were tall men, liked to tease her, saying she was just the right height for kissing. Her hair was black as Raven's wings. No gray as yet, despite the pain and suffering her former in-laws put her through in their madness of murder and rape.

"Ben, why did you have to die?"

As high priest of the Owl-Men, old man Greylov made the only child he had that he had not murdered himself, Ben, rise from the grave. Then watched his son sacrifice himself to save a six-year-old Benny, Ben's own son.

The insanity of prison was nothing, absolutely nothing, compared to the schizophrenia of the Greylovs?. Her years in that zoo-like place had been worth it, because killing old man Greylov prevented him from murdering Benny. She closed trembling eyes and wondered if the scars of that existence would ever fade.

The tiny guardian spirit assigned to watch her car was distracted, just for a moment, by the perfection of a falling leaf but it was enough time for an imp to play with the wiring.

The key was a loose fit in the old warhorse's tired ignition. Anna turned it.

Dead.

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Date: 2007-02-23 19:00 EST
Anna screamed, "No." She beat her fist on the steering wheel. "Dear God, but I can't take this anymore." Tears ran down her face and she tasted them, grimaced at their bitterness.

In a fit of self-hate she spat at her reflection in the windshield and cursed the car.

The old car gave a belated wheeze and roared to life.

Anna sagged and shook her head.

"What's the root word for whiner" "Why me, Lord??" A weak chuckle escaped Anna and the car ground over the broken cobblestone of the drive, onto the tar and red rock gravel Sandy Valley Road. Anna jerked the rear end to the left and stepped on the gas pedal, heading for the crossroads. Frowning, Anna shook her head.

"What the frik."

She turned in the wrong direction. Again.

Anna could see Carl's buxom shack-rat standing on the rickety porch of her unpainted green cottage. There was no mistaking the broad, contemptuous smile on Leda Melancowski's pampered and haughty face. But no amount of make-up could hide decades of corruption and Leda's selfishness.

Anna let the car shudder to a halt. She wanted to rant and scream at this . . . this pig who somehow blackmailed her husband into infidelity. For all his bull-size and bearish strength Carl was weak when it came to women. In his desire for love, real love, he let a woman like Melancowski rule him. Only she, Anna, ever gave Carl what he needed, filling the lack in his anything-but-ordinary life. Anna let Carl simply be Carl, with no strings depending on his manhood attached. And look where it brought them both.

The still-handsome prostitute raised a hand in mocking salute to the woman she hated most. The older woman balled a fist. The middle finger snapped skyward.

A slow and careful Anna opened the door. Eyes hard on Leda, she got out.

Leda blinked. Anna never before sought open battle, face-to-face. Nor, for that matter, had Leda. Both knew the range of their powers. In the gentle warmth of an afternoon sun gliding behind Freeland Mountain her hand shook ever so slightly.

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Date: 2007-02-23 19:01 EST
Smiling to mask her pain, Anna raised slow hands to the sky. She whispered one word.

"Come."

The breeze died. Everything stilled. Dark hemlocks towering over Laughing Woman Creek ceased their constant whispering of better times long past.

The prostitute gave a shaky laugh. The shack was the entrance to Buu Holle, Satan's Hell, the home of Buu, the Owl. Nothing was going to happen. She was too powerful for that goodie-two-shoes.

A black shadow swooped down. Leda shrieked and dived back into her house.

Anna intoned gravely, "O:Tsi:Yu, O:Galon:v:Yu." Tipping her head, Anna gave the shadow a slight bow.

The shadow fluttered into a lightening struck white pine snag across the road from Leda's ramshackle house.

The old raven croaked out, "Ha-Ha. Kanonasssioniii, Ana:Wa:iiia. O:si:ioo."

Anna chuckled.

"Yeah, cool with me. Some day in the Longhouse of the Old-Woman, beloved Friend-Protector." Lilting, her voice rose in merriment. "Better run down to your Witch Stone, Leda, and use a little more of my baby's blood to wash this one away."

Hand cocked on one hip, Anna spat over the rusted, bilious green finish of the car.

"Leda the witch. Leda the bitch. Mark my word, Leda. My day is coming. Goat-sucker, I'll see you fry in der Holle-Tur."

A dark and sudden fury hit Anna. Leda took Carl at the Owl's insistence. Anna did not doubt that. And at the Buu's insistence Leda had to have Benny, as well.

Leda wanted them all dead. Anna and her family were all that stood between that woman and a grab for power in the dark realms, and Leda meant to slaughter them. But first she needed them weakened. It was Leda who cursed the girl-child she, Anna, had carried. The child would have been Carl's first-born. All other children he knew about went into Leda. And Leda used those poor kids on the Witch Stone to acquire more power, the greedy bitch.

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Date: 2007-02-23 19:02 EST
No, Leda wouldn't make it. Anymore than old man Greylov. Like Greylov, Leda would die first. The Buu was a hungry, greedy god. Anna shouted a laugh.

"Yo, baby, yo. War all the way, and for all the centuries."

Crawling back on the ragged car seat, Anna rammed the gas pedal to the floor, popped the clutch and relished the feeling of contempt she felt and now showed Leda. Gravel spurted and she doughnutted a broad circle on the Owl Hollow - Valley crossroads. The car roared, tires hissed and spun, smoking as Anna shot back passed her house and to the White Haven - Sandy Run road.

The old raven-protector called scathingly to the furious, shuddering woman in the house. With a quick snap of wings he threw her a raucous laugh and spun off into the sunlit twilight.

"Wheeee . . . ."

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Date: 2007-02-23 19:03 EST
He watched Anna leave. Small, needle sharp teeth of guilt worried at Benny. Face creased in a bleak scowl, he flopped back on the army surplus cot. Sightless and angry, he stared at the cobwebbed shadows in the high peak of the loft's ceiling.

Only fifteen, his face set was in harsh planes, beginning the hard lines of a man who bore life's trials without complaint. He wasn't the sort to back down. Not from anything. Not from anyone. But if he dared defend himself, he'd be arrested so fast . . . And the Project would have him again.

Accompanied by the usual flurry of hiccups, fear settled on Benny, smothering his heart. He grimaced and snapped off the old stereo. It had been his mom's.

Geezus, but what was his problem' During all the months, the years, he had spent in children's homes, the reformatory, and later, in that cathouse Leda sold him to, he prayed desperately just to go home, to live like a family again with his mother. Most of the time he doubted he would ever see her again. God, just daydreaming of spending an hour with Mom felt like paradise when he was in hell.

Funny how Grampa was silent, a cold shadow.

"I love you, Mom," he whispered.

But church was boring.

His skin crawled with the shame. Everybody stared. They all knew what he went through, been forced to do in the cathouse. Because Mom was their ala:tsi:s:do:lo:s:ki, their preacher-Sacred Person, they despised him all the more.

Mom said to make friends with their kids. Kids he would have grown up with, had peers among, had things been different. Huh. All the guys ever wanted to do was snicker about what it was like for him, there in the Manse.

And the girls" Man, if he so much as looked at their sisters the guys would bluster and blow, and their fathers would run up and quick-march the girls away, giving him looks that made him feel dirty and trashy.

"Dirty,? he concluded bitterly, was what he felt like. None of that crap that happened was his fault. Why did people act like that' Evil, like old man Ryan, it seethed and destroyed. And the people, the ani, they weren't much better, acting spiteful because he was Ana:Grey-Wolf's son.

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Date: 2007-02-23 19:04 EST
Hell, him and Carl, they were clean. Lawyers and courts decided that. Witnesses, those not frightened off by the Treasury Department, the Feds, and the Project that ran the Manse, they all said so.

Docs, even the shrinks - well . . . shrinks are shrinks are weird - and a bunch of others all said him and Carl were clean, too. No SIDS. Though he seemed unaffected by the horror of being enslaved by the Project, the shrinks said it all had given him a complex, and per- per-

Benny scowled. His face scrunched up, deep in thought.

Predisposed. Yeah. A predisposed thing towards violence. Kidnapping him, because of the Project wanting his kids, prostituting his and other hosts" services at the Manse as a front for covert operations. How many men and women did they bring as a cover" How many died there. All because they wanted to keep him a secret from outsiders.

"Huh."

Geez, Carl suffered, definitely, but he suffered worse. The horror of it all, of the chains and guests and the ultimate knowledge of what the Project really was, all should have driven a Wy:O:Ming like him over the livin" edge.

He grabbed his crotch and spat at the floor. Baby maker. Just "cause he could move in and out of the Forest, the nuts running the place thought he had ESP or something.

Shoot. He threw his hand behind his head and groaned. Just because he liked to mess around with spirit junk, and the spirits did stuff for him, that nutty old Gracie Hylnn bought him and made him whore. To soften him up, she claimed.

The better to eat you, dead Benny.

Cold and bitter, he uttered a chilling laugh. Old lady Hylnn was the perfect dog.

"A real living bitch. Def"netly.?

Benny grinned all the way back to his molars. Shrinks. Doctors and their needles. Cops. Judges. Courts and bars and jails and god-like attitudes.

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Date: 2007-02-23 19:05 EST
And looked it.

His gazed wandered aimlessly over the ceiling. A water stain was beginning to show. There, on the east slope. Carl was going to re-roof the whole place. Him and ol" Papa Bear. They were going to tear off the cheap tin and replace it with good slate cut from an outcropping Uncle Charlie used.

Benny punched savagely at the air. He flopped over and tried not to cry. "Damn Leda. Mom's wrong. Nothing ever just worked itself out."

In the reformatory, "Gladiator School," the boys called it, it never did. Sometimes a little violence stopped a whole lot of pain. One push in the right direction and bam, no more problem.

Teeth bared, he stilled his racing heart and slipped away into the quiet place, the Forest of the Sun.

It was like feeling music, living the scent of a rose. In the back of his head, Grampa Waya scowled.

He swam upwards through warm and gentle waters, the amniotic fluid of the spirit world.

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Wary, Benny stooped behind a clump of vines. He really shouldn't be here, because it was where God lived, and . . . and he had this thing against God, man.

It was called Life.

Benny slid through the luxuriant growth of a wild tangle of grapevines, the grapes a crisp blood-ripe and the size of golf balls. He eased through the pristine Forest, ran laughing and free over tall hills and wide glens. Finally winded, he came to a clearing where several white tail deer grazed or nibbled on sweet fruit hanging from the bushes and vines.

A buck, horns still ragged with velvet, jerked his head up to snort a warning at Benny.

Then they fled, moving like brown lightening through brush and trees.

"Stupid jerks. No-body's going to hurt you up here.? He thumbed his nose at them and at the Dalonega throne, then squared his shoulders with cool pride.

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Date: 2007-02-23 19:05 EST
Yo, but he missed coming here.

Used to be him and Carl and Chris -

Benny spat on the soft, sweet grasses. Dammed cathouse. That was where the Eagle:Woman used him to lead the other whores to this place. Gave them hope, She said.

How much hope did that give bro-Chris" Buried under the shit-heap. Old man Conners, if Conn was alive and kicking such as yet, was in Philly. No, Conn was still in prison for his part in running the Manse. That was why the Infant Twins from Hell, like Carl called them, were living with Aunt Mara and Uncle Charlie.

The girls had a motto, "Show No Mercy." They lived it. Benny shuddered. Compared to the girls, Cindy and the Project were punks. The only thing those Alabamans respected, feared, was the speed in which their "Unca" Cahl," Papa Bear, paddled their butts. One false move, and even their beloved Unca" Carl was a dead man.

Maybe Conn was lucky to be in prison after all. Y"know, for a whoremaster, the old dude was okay, adopting the demon twins like that. What the girls needed was a good exorcism. Too bad the Project had Conn nutted. And poor Turk. Benny felt queasy. None were dead yet, but Turk and Conn might as well be. And the creeps at the Project got clean away with it.

?Cept for the Arab, kid. Not far from Benny, Grampa Waya growled a cold chuckle.