This hotel room had creeping walls that closed in upon her when she could not sleep.
She did not like this place as much as the Inn, and Haydee began to gather her things in the quiet of pre-dawn, sleepless morning, to pack them. She would stay at the other Inn, where, at least, there was laughter mingling within the tears there.
She would go to the other Inn, because, that is where he returned to her. Even though it was not the man she had loved two years ago—he who had died—it was still the same face. And Haydee, as horrid as she knew it sounded, wished to be in a place where he had been.
It would explain why it took her so long to leave the beach. He had loved the ocean so much.
The broken harp with no strings" It was garbage. It was not the same harp that he had given her but it represented so many things right now that she kept it; she packed it carefully into a bag.
All the letters he had written her since his return" She kept them. She packed them into the same bag as the broken harp. As well as all the letters she had written to a dead man and to herself. Little lost Haydee, and her little lost words.
Monsieur, only Haydee can save Haydee.
Her own voice haunted her then, in the swallowing hiss of no-sound that filled her ears.
She wondered if she wanted to save herself.
If she was worth it.
If any of it was worth it.
The only one, of course, who could answer Haydee was ...Haydee. And she was so used to remaining silent that perhaps she would have to relearn how to answer herself.
She knew she was broken, and, when she shut the door to sling bags and suitcases behind her—she understood it and accepted it.
Now she only needed to find a way to glue these pieces back together.
She did not like this place as much as the Inn, and Haydee began to gather her things in the quiet of pre-dawn, sleepless morning, to pack them. She would stay at the other Inn, where, at least, there was laughter mingling within the tears there.
She would go to the other Inn, because, that is where he returned to her. Even though it was not the man she had loved two years ago—he who had died—it was still the same face. And Haydee, as horrid as she knew it sounded, wished to be in a place where he had been.
It would explain why it took her so long to leave the beach. He had loved the ocean so much.
The broken harp with no strings" It was garbage. It was not the same harp that he had given her but it represented so many things right now that she kept it; she packed it carefully into a bag.
All the letters he had written her since his return" She kept them. She packed them into the same bag as the broken harp. As well as all the letters she had written to a dead man and to herself. Little lost Haydee, and her little lost words.
Monsieur, only Haydee can save Haydee.
Her own voice haunted her then, in the swallowing hiss of no-sound that filled her ears.
She wondered if she wanted to save herself.
If she was worth it.
If any of it was worth it.
The only one, of course, who could answer Haydee was ...Haydee. And she was so used to remaining silent that perhaps she would have to relearn how to answer herself.
She knew she was broken, and, when she shut the door to sling bags and suitcases behind her—she understood it and accepted it.
Now she only needed to find a way to glue these pieces back together.