Topic: Snowdrops

Hawk Jahad

Date: 2015-02-02 18:27 EST
It was winter-time; the air was cold, the wind was sharp, but within the closed doors it was warm and comfortable, and within the closed door lay the flower; it lay in the bulb under the snow-covered earth.

One day rain fell. The drops penetrated through the snowy covering down into the earth, and touched the flower-bulb, and talked of the bright world above. Soon the Sunbeam pierced its way through the snow to the root, and within the root there was a stirring.

- The Snowdrop by Hans Christian Andersen

Danger close. Often times it was rude to mention but the Ranger's senses were enhanced. He called the cloak a gift but the finest gift ever given was the enchantment that had given him the ability to smell, hear, and see in a way most mortals could not comprehend. The paint and graphite were there, but beneath, when she passed this close he could smell it. Hope. Spring. Somewhere along the way all of that had been derailed for the former Ranger. And he fiercely admired how much she had been through, and how she could still rage onward. No mention of it. He just reveled and let the door close behind her. Pausing before he followed after.

"So, I do believe ya said something about sharing?" Fingertips reached out, as if to touch the cloak, but refrained. knowing it was not her liberty to take. She took slow, ambling steps along the porch, the wood creaking beneath their weight, the world quiet and muffled under it's mantle of snow.

There was something deafening about all that white around them. Bright and brilliant even beneath a dreary sky. Hawk let the first few flakes fall onto him. With a flourish fit for a royal court he swept his right arm outward, holding the cloak open for her. "Much easier to stay warm this way."

Juliane grinned so broadly, her cheekbones nearly seemed to touch the edge of her crocheted hat. Stepping over, into the outstretch arm, she waited for him to settle it around them. "So should we count off 'right, left' so as not ta bump hips th' whole way ta New Haven?" Her head turned towards him, their faces very close, and then down at their feet. Luckily, as they were both tall, the gait should not be a problem.

It wasn't a wonder why he could withstand this so well. The first few flakes that settled melted. Any that were unlucky enough to dot his bronze skin disintegrated. She could feel it as soon as they occupied that cloak. Hawk's body heat was radiant. Almost overwhelming. Like he walked around in a constant state of fever. "Gods no. Bumping hips the whole way was what I intended from inviting you to share the cloak in the first place." They hovered. Danced. When they spoke words so close they could almost crash together should she looked down. The former Ranger was unabashed.

"Perhaps th' sayin' should be changed ta sly as a Hawk, and not 'sly as a fox'..." Her laugh bubbled up easily, as the heat of him seemed to pull her in like a magnet. The way one approaches a roaring fire both out of a need for comfort and the mesmerizing pull of the flickering firelight. All colors and spark. Spark they seemed to possess with no shortage.

Tall, but that did not mean she lacked feminine qualities. In fact Hawk found it was quite the opposite. Willowy would have been a better term if she had not possessed that quiet, steady grace. Willows he found bent too easy. The arm set itself across her shoulder line. It was easier to share that way, of course. And Hawk started down the road. "I know my way to New Haven, but you will have to show me the best route to your studio." He wondered with their proximity if she knew his heart raced beneath his rib cage. If she could see the jump, the thrill, at the pulse in his neck.

Oh, the farm girl was solid, all right. Solid and comfortable beneath the weight and drape of his arm. "It's easy. Head ta th' square and Hope Creative sits ta th' left, at th' corner of th' alley that bisects it." Her voice wavered, but it certainly because of any cold she was feeling. The city blocks seemed to fly by in a blur of white as they made their way along the quiet streets, only ever having to sidestep children having a snowball fight, or a family building a snowman.

No stranger to the streets of Rhy'din themselves. Hawk had made himself as familiar with them as possible the moment he had come to the city years ago. It had started, after all, with getting to know those haphazard, uneven stones well enough to never once trip on their cobbled formation. The hood would have concealed him in shadow. So he let it blend into the rest of the cloak, gathered around his shoulders. Dusty gray and white kept them almost completely camouflaged and very hard to pick out amidst the falling snow and what had already gathered on the ground. Hawk followed her directions, and did his best to calm his rapid breaths and the menagerie of butterflies that had gathered in the pit of his abdomen. "Here?" Hawk said when they reached the alley.

"Mmm hmmm, and now ya get ta decide. Would ya like to go in th' front door and take th' full tour, or around back ta my personal entrance and head straight to the studio?" Her arm trapped between their bodies brushed against him as she turned to watch his face for the reply, snowflakes melting as they landed on her nose and eyelashes.

Without a pause. "The full tour." This gave him time to practice those breathing techniques he had learned long ago to assuage his nerves. Funny that a gathering of snow and frost had built on his face. He barely felt it with the way his cheeks burned at her touch. On the precipice was a sigh of disappointment as her heat left his side. But he was able to mask it with a cough.

She only had to lean forward, her long arm holding out the keys to unlock the decorative gate and then the double door that allowed them to enter the gallery's main floor, soft recessed lighting on to illuminate certain pieces hanging on the walls. Juliane had no reason to still stand beneath the protection of his arm and cloak, but she was reluctant to leave the little cocoon just yet. Instead, she paused, waiting for him to move so that she could shut and lock the doors behind them.

He moved. Though he stood outside for a few moments longer to make sure he knew the face of the studio first. Long, lazy strides moved him inside. The world outside was quiet in a deafening resounding way. Inside it was just silent. And he was not one to prattle to interupt that. Far from it.

It was as if there was this tether between them, that withstood the silence. Juliane pulled the hat from her head and unwound the scarf, a soft smile as he stepped inside and past her. The only noise to interrupt the reverie was the click and tang as the large brass key worked in the lock and sent the tumbler home.

Fingers flexed. Then balled. A firm fist he hid beneath his cloak. Of course he wouldn't proceed any further without stamping his boots on the doormat to make sure he wasn't dragging dirt and snow everywhere inside. But with the door closed, the outside shut out from the inside, and their ability to exist without any prying eyes, he had a hard time not closing the distance. His hands wanted to act of their own accord. It was why he kept them so close, and why the knuckles now ghosted white. "Should I take my boots off?"

"Nah, it isn't necessary. One of th' artists barters moppin' th' floors fer part of their rent, so I may as well make sure there is somethin' fer her ta clean, right?" She stomped a booted foot, a little puddle of snow forming on the wooden floor. She swallowed a bit visibly, keeping the butterflies at bay. "F-feel free ta look at anything ya'd like." A sweep of an arm towards the exhibitions before shrugging out of her coat.

This was a rarity. The former Ranger followed suit. Somehow the sanctity had been broken now that they no longer shared its confines. Cords at his neck were untied and it flowed like liquid, falling from his form into his arms. Folded, and draped over his arm, it became a solid mass. There was only the sword over his shoulder today. The leather strap across his chest to support the sheath. He would have looked naked without it. Just as much a part of him as his limbs. Surefooted, graceful, he moved forward and marveled over the works. The talent and precision. "Which are your works?"

Juliane's eyes widened with surprise, and a sense of an unspoken compliment she could not dispel, as he removed the cloak. She hoped the deepening twilight and purple haze of the snowfall mixed with the streetlamps hid her blush. "Those." Oddly enough, he moved to her latest installation, a study of figures and forms using the negative space as form and detail. Not entirely different from the work she had drawn of him several nights prior.

He moved slowly between each one. Observant and quiet. Reverent for what she conveyed through sweeps with a pencil. There was a common theme in each one that Hawk couldn't quite describe. Emotion wrought though each portrait was a moment in time. He studied one that was at eye level for a few, long, unreadable moments. "I wish I could see people the way you see them." Was a quiet admission, made almost at a whisper, unnecessarily.

Breath sucked in over her teeth. She had moved to stand behind him, just over his right shoulder. Every word found her ears. A pause. "And if ya could, how would a girl have anythin' with which ta seek your attention, hmmm?" The air seemed to vibrate between them. "I think.." The pieces had distracted him, but he shifted, slid, and pivoted so that they faced one another. "With the way you look you would have had my attention either way."

Her eyes flashed, locked with his. "Oh....is that so?" Her voice was quiet and tender. Vulnerability seemed to lurk in their depths. Her hands flexed at her sides.

Ever aware, he must have misjudged or guessed wrong at the distance between them when he turned to face her. The words were warm breaths he could feel on his skin. "Aye." He breathed, and nodded, but only got to move his head down. The former Ranger had learned many things in his travels. In his years wandering. And how to bend was one of them. He did not have to, not much at least, to tilt his head. Hands coming to rest on her shoulders where he held on for his own sake. Eyes closed. He could only follow the flow of the current now.

Juliane Smith

Date: 2015-02-02 18:40 EST
"What a long time it takes! what a long time it takes!" said the Flower. "I feel a stirring and striving within me; I must stretch myself, I must unlock the door, I must get out, and must nod a good morning to the summer, and what a happy time that will be!"

It was a cutting cold! It was weather that might break such a little Flower in two with cold. But the Flower had more strength than she herself knew of. She was strong in joy and in faith in the summer, which would be sure to come, which had been announced by her deep longing and confirmed by the warm sunlight; and so she remained standing in confidence in the snow in her white garment, bending her head even while the snow-flakes fell thick and heavy, and the icy winds swept over her.

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Once again, his warmth seemed to pull her forward like a magnet and at his touch she leaned towards him the way a plant seeks the sun, her head tilted up and her lashes fluttering closed. "Good." One would be uncertain the word was even spoken aloud before their lips touched.

She would be astonished to find that they were very much like flesh. And not calloused. Not hardened like the rest of his skin she had come in contact with. Even more heat radiated from that red scar than the rest of him. The rest of the world fell away while they stood. Somehow the cloak ended up draped over her shoulders, and his arms secured her small frame in against his. Bone and sinew beneath a dense pack of lithe muscle. He might have wondered how they ended up like this if it didn't feel so natural. Both arms up underneath her shoulders and pressed to her back brought her body up into his chest tight enough to strain the muscles in his shoulders and upper arms.

Juliane was not that small. Leaner in stature than the broad and forest hardened ranger, she was solid and firm. Muscles and limbs tempered by her time on the farm, in the ring, in the city lugging canvases and supplies about. And yet there was this recess where her body just fit against him, her own arms snaking around his torso. If she was capable of thought, it would be concern that he could feel her heart jackhammering in her chest, feel it thud along the pulse at her throat.

He felt it and did not worry because his own was hammering just as hard. Lips lingered, lasting, tasting the sweetness just there. And now with bodies pressed almost flush against one another, clothed, his hands sought to find any of her form beneath the winter clothes she wore. Palms tangled in and over fabric. He wasn't going to move. He wasn't going to breathe.

He tasted of hickory, walnut, with the tang of pine that left her lips tingling. Her fingers curved and pressed against his back while his hands skimmed her sweater and jeans.

Only the thud of an avalanche of snow, falling from the roof, broke the silence once more.

Breaking the kiss, Jules blushed furiously, biting her lower lip with a wry smile. "I think th' studio is jealous ya haven't seen it yet." Her attempt at humor was genuine and without guile.

First he took a few long heavy breaths to find where he had lost his. Maybe that was her power. Stealing his for her own benefit. Dazed the Ranger straightened and loosened the high wire tight strain on the lithe musculature in his arms. "Aye. I think you are right. The balcony too." Resting her forehead against his shoulder, her hands slid up and down his back in a reassuring motion. "Mmm hmm. Jus' give me a minute though, yeah' 'm a bit too light-headed at th' moment ta think about climbin' stairs." If she was a thief, she replaced what she took with her own. Spark. Warmth. Touch. All of it left her quite breathless.

"I have nowhere to go or be." It was the truth. He had no obligations at all. No responsibilities. Head to his shoulder, instinctively, protective, he slid his hand under her left shoulder, up, crossing over her back with his wrist at her neck to tangle in those pale blonde locks, securing her head right there. "I have nothing to do, but ford this winter and wait for the spring. We have all the time we could ever want. Take more than a minute. I am comfortable." It wasn't odd the proper and formal way he spoke. But with that other-worldly accent. A mix of graceful and guttural. Like Arabic with soft French roots. Rhy'din's common not his native tongue. So he spoke it as proper and precise as he could to make up for how heavy his tongue felt when speaking it.

"Spring is coming sooner than we think." The hum of that deep, dark voice, crisp, yet rumbly in his torso was like the rumble of a tram car beneath your cheek. Straightening slowly, leaning her head back against his hand, she grinned softly. "Somethin' tells me th' thaw has already started."

"In here." Muscle moved with the mundane movement of nodding his head to agree with her. "It has already started." There had never been a time in his life where he had been so forward. But he would not apologize. "Lets finish the rest of the tour..."

Reaching up, she covered the hand behind her head with hers and pulled it down, lightly linking her fingers. "Than we need ta go this way...." A step and then another as she pulled him along towards the large, wide staircase that ran up the back spine of the building.

The former Ranger should have and would have shied away with anyone else. Hands linked. She could feel every error that had made its way into the surface of his fingers. Of his palm. But there was an eased grace and warmth in the artist that set him at ease. That he could not deny. She led him to the staircase and he followed, fingers woven together.

In her hand, she felt none of the scars or bumps. Her own hands were callused and work-proven. She stopped herself from taking the steps two-at-a-time as was her norm, but they moved quickly past the second floor. "Theses are studios I rent ta other artists." And on to the third floor and her private quarters.

He nodded, throwing a passing glance as they continued on and upward. "Will they know you have..company?"

She chuckled, nervously. "Uh, no. Nor would I think they'd suspect it. I never have company." A glance at him. "But when I remodeled th' buildin', I put barriers in so everybody would have privacy." She blushed. "Ya know, in case somebody likes music loud when they're workin' or whatever..."

Light-hearted and carefree, the normally stoic, empty expressioned man laughed. "Loud music when they are working. Aye." Agreed, admiring the color that touched her cream coloured skin. When they were at her door he stepped aside to let her do what was necessary to unlock it, but held it open when she did.

"On th' transport here, from Hope, I was tryin' ta work, and there was this guy cluckin' like a chicken in th' seat behind me." She giggled. "I learned real quick how distracting somebody's quirk could be, so I took precautions."

Jules fished the key from the ring and unlocked the door, pushing it wide and pulling him through it. The east facing wall was nothing but windows. The skylights and glass encased balcony also increase the glow from the winter sky, so it felt like stepping into tangible moonlight.

It was what he imagined. Hoped for. All the creature comforts and warmth of the indoors without feeling imprisoned. Trapped. The shadows were more friendly than sunlight to his drastic features. That bold proud nose, square jaw, and high cheekbones. He stepped beneath the skylight and looked up. "I can see why you call this home."

"I told ya yer room had ta be drab and dreary." She released his hand so he could step forward and let his eyes wander. Pushing the door shut with the palms of her hands as she stepped backwards, she leaned against the solid wood panel and watched him while her eyes adjusted.

Bathed in moonlight, he basked in it. Drifts gathered and slid downward with the falling snow. But he nodded in agreement. "Maybe we can work out an arrangement where I get to sleep here for a time." He turned to face her and winked.

Her shoulders shook with a silent chuckle, the gleam in her eyes visible even from her shadow. "Maybe we can. Ya did say ya have lots of time on yer hands...."

It was good to see him at ease. Free. Untethered. She watched him with warm wonder.

And unfettered. The cloak had hid a circular scar that wound around his neck, faded, but not invisible. He moved to hang it on a peg by the door, his breath hinging as they came close once more. "You have always lived here alone?"

The gleam vanished as she closed her eyes and shook her head, as if wiping cobwebs away. The opened again, seeking his face, "No. You aren't the only one with former lovers. Though he has been gone several years now."

He nodded simply. Circling part of the way around her. "There's always time." Quiet, contemplative, he reached for her hand again. "For new memories." When he had it and it was secure he gave her hand a tug. She took it and held tight, like one holds to a lifeline. "And spring is coming...." Letting him tug her forward into the shaft of moonlight he occupied.

Their bodies met in the moonlight. And the Ranger stopped resisting, letting himself be pulled beneath by the flows of the current. Willingly getting swept away by her undertow.

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Adapted from live-play. Quotes taken from Hans Christian Anderson's The Snowdrop. (http://hca.gilead.org.il/snowdrop.html)