He knew something was wrong as soon as his home planet was in sight through the viewscreen of the long-range blockade runner.
It took him several minutes to find the reason for his disquiet. Finally, it hit him.
No lights.
Approaching from this vector, coming towards the night side of the planet, there should have been lights dotting the surface here and there amongst the many archipelagos and islands of the watery world. And he could see none.
What could have happened...?
The scene shifts, with that strangely fluid way dreams have, and he's standing on the island he calls home. At the highest point of the small landmass, he can see the entirety of the island, and what he sees is nothing short of apocalyptic.
Scoured clean. No trees, no houses.
And again, melting into the next vision. He already knows what he's going to see, and yet that doesn't make the pain any easier to bear.
On the shoreline, amongst the rocks, kneeling over the battered and broken, cold, dead form of the woman he had called wife, his beloved. A strong, fierce spirit, indomitable, a warrior and fighter.
He knows where she was when the tidal wave claimed her - on the shore, screaming a war cry in defiance of an enemy she could not beat, and yet refusing to surrender.
An entire world, his home, his wife, his life - all wiped out.
He should have been here with her, with his sons and daughter, whom he could find no trace of, washed away like so many others.
All of it gone.
He opens his eyes, the ache in his chest sharp as a blade, even after all of this time, in his room in the Red Dragon Inn. Orbs the deep blue-within-blue of spice addiction scour the room that he sleeps in alone, a habitual scan for threats of any kind.
Some nights, the drink allows him to find a sleep that is blissfully dreamless. Others, the images of the past haunt him relentlessly, reminding him of all that has been lost, never to be regained. His wife, children, most of the people of his home planet, wiped out by a freak accident. So many of his brother mercenaries killed in countless battles against the demon machines.
More than once he's wondered if the ghosts will ever be laid to rest.
The alcohol consumed the night before beats its lingering reminder in his head, but he forces himself to slip from the comfort of the bed, fully nude, to perform his morning exercises, a complete calisthenic routine that would leave all but the most hardened of soldiers cringing at the terrible burning in their muscles.
A cup of coffee, a pinch of the reddish-brown flaky powder of melange, and he is ready to face the day, and whatever challenges may await him.
No work today, yet. The last job had been almost ridiculously easy, guarding cargo for a wealthy merchant. But work is work, and he had done his job to perfection, and had been paid well. Starting from the bottom, it seems, but a few more jobs to get his reputation established will earn him something more challenging in time, he is sure.
Dressing for the day, he heads down for the common room. Time to see what a new day brings...
It took him several minutes to find the reason for his disquiet. Finally, it hit him.
No lights.
Approaching from this vector, coming towards the night side of the planet, there should have been lights dotting the surface here and there amongst the many archipelagos and islands of the watery world. And he could see none.
What could have happened...?
The scene shifts, with that strangely fluid way dreams have, and he's standing on the island he calls home. At the highest point of the small landmass, he can see the entirety of the island, and what he sees is nothing short of apocalyptic.
Scoured clean. No trees, no houses.
And again, melting into the next vision. He already knows what he's going to see, and yet that doesn't make the pain any easier to bear.
On the shoreline, amongst the rocks, kneeling over the battered and broken, cold, dead form of the woman he had called wife, his beloved. A strong, fierce spirit, indomitable, a warrior and fighter.
He knows where she was when the tidal wave claimed her - on the shore, screaming a war cry in defiance of an enemy she could not beat, and yet refusing to surrender.
An entire world, his home, his wife, his life - all wiped out.
He should have been here with her, with his sons and daughter, whom he could find no trace of, washed away like so many others.
All of it gone.
He opens his eyes, the ache in his chest sharp as a blade, even after all of this time, in his room in the Red Dragon Inn. Orbs the deep blue-within-blue of spice addiction scour the room that he sleeps in alone, a habitual scan for threats of any kind.
Some nights, the drink allows him to find a sleep that is blissfully dreamless. Others, the images of the past haunt him relentlessly, reminding him of all that has been lost, never to be regained. His wife, children, most of the people of his home planet, wiped out by a freak accident. So many of his brother mercenaries killed in countless battles against the demon machines.
More than once he's wondered if the ghosts will ever be laid to rest.
The alcohol consumed the night before beats its lingering reminder in his head, but he forces himself to slip from the comfort of the bed, fully nude, to perform his morning exercises, a complete calisthenic routine that would leave all but the most hardened of soldiers cringing at the terrible burning in their muscles.
A cup of coffee, a pinch of the reddish-brown flaky powder of melange, and he is ready to face the day, and whatever challenges may await him.
No work today, yet. The last job had been almost ridiculously easy, guarding cargo for a wealthy merchant. But work is work, and he had done his job to perfection, and had been paid well. Starting from the bottom, it seems, but a few more jobs to get his reputation established will earn him something more challenging in time, he is sure.
Dressing for the day, he heads down for the common room. Time to see what a new day brings...