I remember days I used to dream about being somebody else. The whole tabula rasa deal, you know" Like everything wiped clean. Nothing to worry about, starting brand new. The idea of being whoever I wanted to be and making up my own life all over again was pretty amazing. Like out of a novel or a soap opera. I could just be? whoever! I could be a flirt, a shy girl, a tease, a druggie, a dreamer, a hopeless romantic, an outcast' or the girl that every guy wanted to be with. The funny thing is, when your dreams come true, they don't seem that dreamy anymore. I should know. It happened to me"
~The Beginning of the End~
"Yo! Hurry up little orphan hustler, the place isn't open forever" we only got a few hours to bust a move and make the scene. I heard this place has celebrities stopping by. Could you imagine it C" You and me" posing by rockstars, rubbing elbows with actors, kissing on young idols, it'll be surreal!"
Little Orphan Annie she wasn't. Still Jasmeen "Jazz" Flores, CiCi's current best friend and fellow adrenaline junkie had never let CiCi forget that she was an orphan, that her parents had "peaced out' and offed her to the local shelter. The whole baby in a basket ordeal was so overrated but yeah that was CiCi's life in a handbasket. Ha! The analogy killed her. Nose wrinkled with a dry smirk and a roll of eyes as she darted off after the dark haired girl even as her own thoughts were entertained by the ideas of being an orphan hustler left on steps of a shelter but she was a few stepping stones away from being Orphan Annie. Hard knock life indeed.
"Isn't this place 21 and up?" A hand shoved through the lanky mane that was a bursting sunbeam of canary yellow hue as sapphire depths flicked to her doe eyed partner in crime.
"Yeah but yo, it's Blackjack for us baby. We got the skills that'll get us through."
"Jazz, c"mon seriously they completely had the Po Po out last time that girl OD'd here" I can't risk being put in that facility again. I'd rather be on the streets."
"Girl" you are on the streets."
"Yeah' well. You know."
A trail off as she rubbed along the back of her neck and sighed inwardly. This wasn't her scene. Sure street cred was cool and earned her the respect to move like a concrete canary and got her now rubbing elbows with the trust fund babies but she couldn't help but wonder if there wasn't something more. Sure Jazz's daddy had plucked her off the streets and cleaned her up, saved her from a life of drugs, hookin", and absolute desperation to feature her as the brightly "feathered" bird to offset his daughter's brooding looks for his recent photo shoot which changed her life but there was that tinge of wonder.
Billboards in Times Square had splashed the image of her and Jazz facing each other, arms coyly looped around the other's waist, her cheek pressed into Jazz's raven dark hair with a daring look in CiCi's eyes that just screamed "come get me...if you dare." Nothing more then designer jeans worn for that shoot, paint it up on a billboard for those sapphire eyes to stare arrogantly over the world to match Jazz's smoldering pout and the teens were stars.
Since then there were no more shelters, no more streets for the concrete canary. No now there were mansions and money that came from the sky it seemed. Anything she wanted she got as the Flores family took her in and called her their own. Never the less she couldn't help but feel like she wasn't so much family as much as pet' a prized Golden Retriever or a Yellow Lab.
Nose wrinkled what happened when the agencies and magazines stopped plastering her name over the world" Would she be thrown out on the streets"the contemplation was ruined as she winced at a sudden rough pinch to her arm, her vision all but flooded with those cinnamon doe eyes and a scowling from Jazz's usual pout.
"Huh?"
"Dude! Seriously you gotta stop doing this whole hey where's Cici bit. It's so annoying! Come on! They're gonna close and we're going to miss Efron's fiiiiiiiiinnnnnnneeeee abs! Oooh that boy can make a musical with me any day."
"You can't sing."
"Details CiCi details. When he sees me move" he'll never care how I sound."
CiCi rolled her eyes as they went to the VIP line and flashed their ID cards. She hid that grimace as the bouncer flipped over her card and gave her the once over. She didn't look 21 because she wasn't 21. Not even a 20 year old birthday had come around. Last year of the teens just itching to crawl up into the twenties, that was CiCi. Intuition and a sense of unease itched along her spine as she was waved through and Jazz was squealing in delight. She watched as Jazz rushed on over to the bar and likely to the recent sight of celebrity eye candy.
CiCi meanwhile found herself drawn to the dance floor. She didn't care who was there, a flash of a polite smile when she was recognized but otherwise she kept to herself. Lost in the music her body moved as skillful and artistic as a dancer trained. A close of eyes and she lost herself to the catchy pop remix of the Veronica's "Untouched."
She'd gone through orphanages and foster homes with the name of Jane Doe. Her parent's had a twisted sense of humor, whoever they were. Jazz's dad had laughed when he found out and promptly changed her name to CiCi. Since that day Jazz and her had lit up the night with their coy offerings of fake names to boys they'd never call, and fake IDs. CiCi didn't mind so much when it gave her access to the hottest night clubs and free drinks but mostly she just played along. It was always Jazz's idea to dress up and go incognito, clubbing with fake IDs so she could score the recent drug that the "in crowd" was doing.
Tonight CiCi was a smooth ing"nue with an ID card showing her as 21 and naming her as Charley Cadence. CiCi had opinions of that name, thought it sounded something more like an actress of the adult industry rather then young ing"nue" but eh Jazz had laughed it off and pushed her into it"and of course" CiCi just went along with it. It was a thrill, a rush, a high for every night to wear a new 'skin" and be someone new" Unpredictable, this was the life.
Unpredictable indeed, she couldn't shake that intuitive tug even as she shoved a hand through canary yellow, the teasing exposure of flesh dappled with sweat from a high event of hours upon hours of dancing. Jazz was usually out on the floor grinding up and against her to make the boys dream and fantasize about the two for one price deal of having CiCi and Jazz together but tonight she wasn't. Brows furrowed and she moved to the bar with a shining grin. Like diamonds in the rough that smile was. Beautiful but needing some work to play the flirt card.
"Hey! Have you seen my friend?"
A thumb in the direction of the bathrooms, a grimace as she realized that the bartender was motioning to the Guy's rather then the Girls. Blast. A nudge of the bathroom door, relief flooded sapphires as she recognized the bathroom was empty save for the rest of Jazz's new Jimmy Choo's and a pair of dirty sneakers. She was about to call out to her friend to try and convince her to not try anything that was being offered out like candy from a stranger, or at least to tell the girl to make sure to put a toilet seat cover on the toilet seat if she was going to be snorting from porcelain vessels but that strangled sound had her raking in speech. Lips pressed tight.
A sound of struggle of dispute, the sound of flesh on flesh that only could mean one thing where the streets could be hard and denying a Dealer his payment after scoring free samples for so long was like denying the devil his due. She knew then that Jazz's dealer was taking payment by flesh no matter the unwillingness of Jazz to pay that fine.
It was a scene that made her sick as she watched it from the mirror's revelation. Frozen in her tracks and unable to move. It was a minute too late when that bond of payment became unsatisfactory and a message had to be made, that Boone didn't take nicely to rich addicts getting freebies. A message made in blood and flesh forged by the vengeance of a dealer's reliable gun.
CiCi screamed when the gun went off, she couldn't stop screaming as she watched Jazz's body slump to the ground against those fabulous heels, Jimmy Choo's that never would be relieved of their stain of blood . She wouldn't stop screaming until the gun went off again when Boone's black eyes caught her reflection in the mirror" and her life became pure darkness?
~The Beginning of the End~
"Yo! Hurry up little orphan hustler, the place isn't open forever" we only got a few hours to bust a move and make the scene. I heard this place has celebrities stopping by. Could you imagine it C" You and me" posing by rockstars, rubbing elbows with actors, kissing on young idols, it'll be surreal!"
Little Orphan Annie she wasn't. Still Jasmeen "Jazz" Flores, CiCi's current best friend and fellow adrenaline junkie had never let CiCi forget that she was an orphan, that her parents had "peaced out' and offed her to the local shelter. The whole baby in a basket ordeal was so overrated but yeah that was CiCi's life in a handbasket. Ha! The analogy killed her. Nose wrinkled with a dry smirk and a roll of eyes as she darted off after the dark haired girl even as her own thoughts were entertained by the ideas of being an orphan hustler left on steps of a shelter but she was a few stepping stones away from being Orphan Annie. Hard knock life indeed.
"Isn't this place 21 and up?" A hand shoved through the lanky mane that was a bursting sunbeam of canary yellow hue as sapphire depths flicked to her doe eyed partner in crime.
"Yeah but yo, it's Blackjack for us baby. We got the skills that'll get us through."
"Jazz, c"mon seriously they completely had the Po Po out last time that girl OD'd here" I can't risk being put in that facility again. I'd rather be on the streets."
"Girl" you are on the streets."
"Yeah' well. You know."
A trail off as she rubbed along the back of her neck and sighed inwardly. This wasn't her scene. Sure street cred was cool and earned her the respect to move like a concrete canary and got her now rubbing elbows with the trust fund babies but she couldn't help but wonder if there wasn't something more. Sure Jazz's daddy had plucked her off the streets and cleaned her up, saved her from a life of drugs, hookin", and absolute desperation to feature her as the brightly "feathered" bird to offset his daughter's brooding looks for his recent photo shoot which changed her life but there was that tinge of wonder.
Billboards in Times Square had splashed the image of her and Jazz facing each other, arms coyly looped around the other's waist, her cheek pressed into Jazz's raven dark hair with a daring look in CiCi's eyes that just screamed "come get me...if you dare." Nothing more then designer jeans worn for that shoot, paint it up on a billboard for those sapphire eyes to stare arrogantly over the world to match Jazz's smoldering pout and the teens were stars.
Since then there were no more shelters, no more streets for the concrete canary. No now there were mansions and money that came from the sky it seemed. Anything she wanted she got as the Flores family took her in and called her their own. Never the less she couldn't help but feel like she wasn't so much family as much as pet' a prized Golden Retriever or a Yellow Lab.
Nose wrinkled what happened when the agencies and magazines stopped plastering her name over the world" Would she be thrown out on the streets"the contemplation was ruined as she winced at a sudden rough pinch to her arm, her vision all but flooded with those cinnamon doe eyes and a scowling from Jazz's usual pout.
"Huh?"
"Dude! Seriously you gotta stop doing this whole hey where's Cici bit. It's so annoying! Come on! They're gonna close and we're going to miss Efron's fiiiiiiiiinnnnnnneeeee abs! Oooh that boy can make a musical with me any day."
"You can't sing."
"Details CiCi details. When he sees me move" he'll never care how I sound."
CiCi rolled her eyes as they went to the VIP line and flashed their ID cards. She hid that grimace as the bouncer flipped over her card and gave her the once over. She didn't look 21 because she wasn't 21. Not even a 20 year old birthday had come around. Last year of the teens just itching to crawl up into the twenties, that was CiCi. Intuition and a sense of unease itched along her spine as she was waved through and Jazz was squealing in delight. She watched as Jazz rushed on over to the bar and likely to the recent sight of celebrity eye candy.
CiCi meanwhile found herself drawn to the dance floor. She didn't care who was there, a flash of a polite smile when she was recognized but otherwise she kept to herself. Lost in the music her body moved as skillful and artistic as a dancer trained. A close of eyes and she lost herself to the catchy pop remix of the Veronica's "Untouched."
She'd gone through orphanages and foster homes with the name of Jane Doe. Her parent's had a twisted sense of humor, whoever they were. Jazz's dad had laughed when he found out and promptly changed her name to CiCi. Since that day Jazz and her had lit up the night with their coy offerings of fake names to boys they'd never call, and fake IDs. CiCi didn't mind so much when it gave her access to the hottest night clubs and free drinks but mostly she just played along. It was always Jazz's idea to dress up and go incognito, clubbing with fake IDs so she could score the recent drug that the "in crowd" was doing.
Tonight CiCi was a smooth ing"nue with an ID card showing her as 21 and naming her as Charley Cadence. CiCi had opinions of that name, thought it sounded something more like an actress of the adult industry rather then young ing"nue" but eh Jazz had laughed it off and pushed her into it"and of course" CiCi just went along with it. It was a thrill, a rush, a high for every night to wear a new 'skin" and be someone new" Unpredictable, this was the life.
Unpredictable indeed, she couldn't shake that intuitive tug even as she shoved a hand through canary yellow, the teasing exposure of flesh dappled with sweat from a high event of hours upon hours of dancing. Jazz was usually out on the floor grinding up and against her to make the boys dream and fantasize about the two for one price deal of having CiCi and Jazz together but tonight she wasn't. Brows furrowed and she moved to the bar with a shining grin. Like diamonds in the rough that smile was. Beautiful but needing some work to play the flirt card.
"Hey! Have you seen my friend?"
A thumb in the direction of the bathrooms, a grimace as she realized that the bartender was motioning to the Guy's rather then the Girls. Blast. A nudge of the bathroom door, relief flooded sapphires as she recognized the bathroom was empty save for the rest of Jazz's new Jimmy Choo's and a pair of dirty sneakers. She was about to call out to her friend to try and convince her to not try anything that was being offered out like candy from a stranger, or at least to tell the girl to make sure to put a toilet seat cover on the toilet seat if she was going to be snorting from porcelain vessels but that strangled sound had her raking in speech. Lips pressed tight.
A sound of struggle of dispute, the sound of flesh on flesh that only could mean one thing where the streets could be hard and denying a Dealer his payment after scoring free samples for so long was like denying the devil his due. She knew then that Jazz's dealer was taking payment by flesh no matter the unwillingness of Jazz to pay that fine.
It was a scene that made her sick as she watched it from the mirror's revelation. Frozen in her tracks and unable to move. It was a minute too late when that bond of payment became unsatisfactory and a message had to be made, that Boone didn't take nicely to rich addicts getting freebies. A message made in blood and flesh forged by the vengeance of a dealer's reliable gun.
CiCi screamed when the gun went off, she couldn't stop screaming as she watched Jazz's body slump to the ground against those fabulous heels, Jimmy Choo's that never would be relieved of their stain of blood . She wouldn't stop screaming until the gun went off again when Boone's black eyes caught her reflection in the mirror" and her life became pure darkness?