I'm only writing this down, since all these mortals seem to think that if you write down your history, someone's going to come along the way and find interest in a less than stellar presentation of some worldly event that you happened to live through. I think they call them autobiographies, or something like that. Well, let me tell you something, these so called autobiographies are nothing compared to what I'll share with you.

My name is Ys'la Octavia Enoch'ai. You can pronounce it whatever way you want as you read. I personally don't care, everyone seems to have a different take on it anyway. I am a fallen angel. There, it's out. I'm not the first and I definitely won't be the last. Trust me, that line that I stood in for about a mortal equivalent of twenty years, really has no end.

How do you get to become a fallen angel" Well, I'll get to that later. First off, you have to be an angel, right' There are many types of angels...more than just the ones that are seen and recorded by you stupid mortals. Forgive me for calling you all stupid, but really, by divine standards, you really are, plus you're a little boring too, might I add.

I was a Seraphim, you know, the ones depicted as ones with six wings covering their eyes and feet' I'm not sure where they got that image in their heads, but really...I don't remember ever having to do that....up there, but if it helps you mortals understand the different angels then sure, whatever floats your boat.

I'm not like the others though. I'm not perfect, I never tried to be godly or even so much as being good. I mean, really, heaven is honestly...quite boring. So many rules, so many traditions, so many watchers. Say one wrong thing and they ALL look at you like you're the spawn of Satan. Now realize this too, it is just like here with politics and cliques. You have an in crowd and you have the outcasts. Let's just say I wasn't part of the in crowd. If I was, I probably wouldn't have been kicked out of Heaven. Just like here, it's all about who you know and what you are willing to do to get away with things. Sure God, is all-knowing and a great guy, for the most part. But he has his favorites too. I know most of you mortals....might be offended by my saying this, but I don't get why some of you really...think he's all that amazing. Yeah sure, he created you, but don't you realize you are just a little game to him' We all are. Ah, whatever, it really doesn't matter what I think. I have my opinions...and as long as your political leader says you can, you can think what you want too.

I bet you are wondering how I got kicked out of heaven. Well, I will simply tell you this. God doesn't take too kindly to one of his divine creatures talking smack about him. It was a very bad day, and he couldn't just laugh it off....I guess. That's all I'm going to say about it.

You know, as I was standing in line looking at the rather large, EXIT sign, I was thinking, You know....this isn't going to be so bad. No rules, No people on your back, no one watching you. Free to do whatever I want. How....Wrong...could I have been. Now I feel like I'm watched even more, this place has more rules than heaven and you know what?s worst of all"

I have more enemies here....as a fallen angel....than if I was an angel or a demon, or simply human. I am suddenly labeled as untrustworthy/traitor to the angels. To the demon kind, I am nothing but a failure and an enemy still. To the Mortals, I am simply a strange oddity that people find fascinating but they too seem to be wary of my existence in their mortal realm. I have no home, I have no people and from what I've heard, most other fallen angels....are loners. I haven't run across one yet, but time will only tell, right"

So now I'm here, in Rhy'din. You know what I find so awesome about this place" There are so many different creatures. I'm learning so much here. I have found a love for alcohol. I don't really understand why we don't have that in heaven. Every time I drink, I feel so free, not a care in the world.

Did I mention I know how to dance" I love...dancing. LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! I also love to paint and draw, but I had to leave everything...up there. You know that rule that you don't get to take anything with you when you die and go to heaven" Well...hehe, same goes for getting kicked out.