Topic: There biggest mistakes was not killing me.

pheniox

Date: 2008-12-18 11:35 EST
((Do not post on this if you did not get my permission. this takes place befor pheniox comes to rhydin and abought his race.)) The true story of his war angel race is the following. Yes this is real teachings and yes this is said to be a true story passed down again and again threw select blood lines. During the time when the war in the heavens broke out and the morning star rose up against god a select few angels where picked to become war angels. One of the race of angels where the Tri-articans. These angels where element angels who where meant to take care of the animals of the earth and the plants ,but when the war broke out to keep peace they where the ones stroung enough because of the passion in there hearts to take the demons head on and keep them at bay. Tragicly when god cast down the fallen angels he also sent down the Tri-articans to different land in order to keep peace over the worlds so that no demonic forces could be used again in wars and that the demons may never rise up to heavens again. Over years the Tri-articans found a home for themselfs and started there own world that they could make one of peace and then spread out again in ,but befor this could happen an attack on there world would breack out killing them in masses leaving few of them alive and scattering them to the wind. this is the start of the story that was a young Tri-articans child hood. Do take care thow to all who read. If you are weak of stomach or kind of heart this story may not be the one for you and i will ask you to read no farther.

pheniox

Date: 2008-12-19 12:52 EST
::Pheniox sits in his den looking into the fire letting his mind flow back into time to when he was a child remembering every singel littel movement like it was just a secound ago. They broke into his house, The Dark Angels that his family helped to fight off, his father grabs his katana ,slayer, that helped him fight off there kind befor but its too late he is out numbered and they kill him infront of Pheniox. His father Nexvnoic falls to the ground after being run threw with a sword and slayer bursts into a black mist so he can not use it to harm the family. Young Pheniox tries to run for help but they grab him and start to beat him putting a slave collar on him. They force him to watch as they pin his mother down and they all....they rape her infront of the boy and make her cry out and beg him to save her just to tourcher him as they both know he is helpless. They force Pheniox to watch as they have there way with his mother and kill her befor him. They later sell him to a family who had a littel girl who befriends him and becomes his playmate. The family is looked down on for having him in the house and not killing him. They are attacked as well. The girls father is killed, her mothers wings are cut off and they start to beat the girl and rape her as Pheniox runs for help but can not find anyone. The thoughts of his mother and father dieing run threw his head and the thought of them dieing again all because of him. Not again. Something deep in Pheniox shifts. He lets out a loud roar as the collar unlocks and falls to the ground his body covered in what looks like his father war armer. It is pure white with silver fire burning under it covering every inch of his body with his races marks all over him as the power burns deep from his very core only for a dagger with mystical markings apper in his hand and for his fathers sword slayer apper in his other hand. "I understand what I must do!" he takes back off to the house he left seeing the fathers dead body and the men looking for the mother and daughter as he approches letting out roar that would turn the devils blood to ice. The mens eyes widen as shouts of fear not confusion rise up and they try to run...littel do they know there fate is sealed. Pheniox charges after them slashing only at the back of there knees to take them to the ground. He does not what them dead befor he gets his. He wears a look of anger and hate at them wanting to finish them now but calms himself thinking "No not yet that is not the way your father taught you." he looks at them. " YOU KILLED MY FATHER, RAPED MY MOTHER BEFOR MY EYES MAKING HER BEG FOR ME TO SAVE HER WHEN I COULD DO NOTHING, YOU MADE ME A SLAVE, THEN WHEN I AM SHOWED KINDNESS BY THIS FAMILY YOU COME TO TAKE IT ALL AGAIN! YOU ARE ALL CHARGED WITH THESE CRIMES! I WILL BE YOUR JUDGE , JURY, AND I AM PROUD TO SAY YOUR EXECUTIONER! I KNOW THAT YOUR GUILTY! SO WITH MY JUDGMENT CAST I WILL GIVE YOU THIS TIME TO PRAY...MAKE PEACE WITH YOUR GOD. FOR MAYBE HE WILL TAKE MERCY ON YOUR SOUL BUT I SHALL NOT!" with that he puts his katana and dagger away and slashes at ther bodies with his own claws ripping out ribs and there hearts throwing them to the grounds only leaving them deformed corpses befor taking back out slayer and stabing there hearts absorbing there souls into it so that they may suffer as long as there souls remain inside of its dark prision.

pheniox

Date: 2008-12-19 15:17 EST
He calms down turning back into a human form taking in deep breaths only to catching a scent he knew too well. The girls mother was hurt and dieing. He gets up running as fast as he can his wing appering for the first time one pure white with gold trim the other black with blood red trim as he gets to her feeling some life force slipping from her. He drops to his knees putting his hands over her and using her own energy left calls back her soul slowly draining his own energys and life force. "i don`t care if i die as long as i bring you to life so you can help your daughter." The womans eyes flutter as her wings apper and she takes in a deep breath and Phenioxs wings vanish and he smiles holding her. "Thank god your ok now we can find Ro." After he say these words other Tri-articans apper around them with swords only for him to get up using his own body to shield her. "I won't let you touch her! Dark Angel or not she is not like the others and you will not hurt her! I will give my own life to see her and her own family safe and restored. If you kill anyone it will be me! My name is Pheniox Cardose and I am a Tri-artican prince! I will give away my title and life for these people!" They look at the small prince willing to give his life for some one he should hate then the woman who he risked to bring back to life and nod as the leader steps foward "Young prince you risk your life to spare a being who your breed was made war angels to distroy. She is of the same breed as the men you killed. Why do you spare her?" "Because unlike them her heart is that of nobility and love. Her heart and soul are kind and pure and if you touch her I will force you to kill me for I will not stop attacking you till I am dead!" The man smile and the men with him vanish as he takes a knee befor Pheniox. "Your are a true Tri-artican and I have no question you will grow and make a fine man. I will be honored to say I stood toe to toe with such a man even when he was but a boy and he would not back down to me." The man smile messing up Pheniox hair befor turning to the woman. "I will keep my word to this boy...come with me and i will make sure your wings are restored miss and that no harm falls you." With that he takes the womans hand and Phenioxs hand and they vanish to a plain where Tri-articans formed what looks like a military base. Where he trained and lived for the next few years as he had them look for the girl who was so nice to him as a boy.

pheniox

Date: 2008-12-23 20:56 EST
Time went on for Pheniox as his training hardened as well as his search. He would travel threw many plains and finding people who would treat him with kindness. Thow it seemed every time he found more people who cared abought him he also found those very people in trouble and in need. When ever he found his friends in danger that old anger would spark in him again giving him the same dark blood thrusty want to kill ,and he did again and again till his friends who took him in where safe yet again from anyone who would hurt them only to take his leave. Threw his searching he grew closer to learn the girl who was so nice to him as a child and who won his heart had been there. His Arrora Rose. he felt closer to her every time he got to a new town and struck down another person who hurt people like the ones who hurt her and his family. As he searched he found a land torn by war and a young samari whos parents where taken from them by sickness and there brother by the war. He took it appon himself to teach them the way of the swordsmen and of honor and to only use there blade to protect themselfs and others. This student moved on from him and they went there ways only to cross again finding the student taken as a slave. He freed his old student and killed there slavers only to be stabed in battel. He never told his student what he was and when stabed his body shut down so not to bleed to death and die. His student buried him but soon after leaving other war angels came and dug him up and healed his wounds and explained that angels are not able to bleed to death and can only be killed by few means and bleeding to death not being one of them. As he recoveres he find another young boy like he once was alone in this world with no one who he takes as a son and names after his own father nexvonic. While raising Nexvonic on the base as his son he hears of a land called Rhydin and hears of the fights that alwas breack out and the creatures of its land. After thinking it over he realizes his love Arroa will surely come to that land and that it would be the best place for his son to learn to accept others and grow as a good man who can understand other who are much different from himself. With his mind made up he moves him and his son to the land only to find he was indeed right. He found his true love after living there for a year and Nexvonic had grown into a fine warrior and a truely good man with friends. One of his friends thow now needed his help because the State Alchemists where after her. He knew to well the look in his sons eyes know his friend was in this pain. He has seen that very look in his own eyes and knew this day would come. He had already made a katana for Nexvonic from his own blood and now he was going to give it to him.

pheniox

Date: 2008-12-31 19:38 EST
They tried to help and are turned away. Thats fine. They can do there own thing lord knows Pheniox does not care and if she wishes to turn away Nexvonic as well that fine. Lord knows there race is used to it. So here they are now. Pheniox finaly found his girl in the strange land of Rhydin. His Nexvonic has grown into a fine man and to top it all off now they have young Thorne. He loved his family so and now he has finaly found peace in his own world and he is only looking to help his children threw it. Lord knows he will have to keep Nexvonic in line with his temper and make sure Thorne is not infuanced by him too much as she grows into a young woman. ::He looks into the fire of his den:: Finaly I have my family and my paradise with them.

pheniox

Date: 2009-01-08 23:14 EST
::Pheniox takes out a blood red book and start to write poems and his thoughts of his life.:: Date unmarked. I have found my peace. I am no longer a being of needless war. My family has brought me my peace and I am now whole. I am complete.

pheniox

Date: 2009-01-27 16:34 EST
::His hand moves to the next page and at the top it reads in big bold letters. "MY ASSASSIN."

"MY ASSASSIN" She came like an assassin in the night. Her dagger knew its mark. I was the one she came to kill. Threw the darkness that I made my home she slipped till she was there be for me. The dagger all a flash sinking deep. The darkness tears away. There we stand. My angel is in my arms. She ripped away the darkness that i was hiding it. Trying to hide from love and the pain of heartache. She wouldn't let me. Her charms knew its mark. It struck true to this heart breaking threw the ice and the blindness leaving my eyes. She smells so sweet and feeling her in my arms is so right. I breath. Was this the first time" Have I ever breathed be for" Have I ever seen this world be for" Where am I" Who am I" What happened to my darkness to my fear"...None of that matters now...not as long as she is here in my arms. She is here in my arms and I am finally alive and awake. For the first time I am breathing seeing alive. She has given me life. No....she has not given me life. She has given me reason to live. Reason to love and reason to be. She is in my arms and close to me and that's all I need. That's all I will ever need. She is the love of my life now and I now see I will never need to return to my darkness. Not when she has shown me how beautiful this world can be. Not when she has shown me who I can be and for this no words or actions I do can express how thankful I am. Now no matter the pain this can cause no matter how long I would have to wait. I have found why I live. It was always there in her eyes...Her words...Her touch. She has stolen my heart and I can never return to the world I once knew. For this I can never thank her enough.

(this poem as pheniox is to his wife. Personaly as the mun it is for three people in my real life. i do have it marked and dated so please do not steal it. Give me credit for my work or I will take legal action.)

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-15 14:35 EST
::Pheniox draws his spirit dagger and slashes the air having a hole in the air apper and he steps threw it only to apper in a grass pain with blooming plum trees the sweet scent in the air from the flowers on the trees. He smiles and lays out a blanket with a picknick basket on it and waves his hand making candles and flowers bloom around the picknick sight.:: Yes i knew this place was perfect. I am sure she will love this place and its perfect for our romantic evening. ::He smiles and walks back threw the wrip in air appering back in his den looking for his Arrora.::

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-16 12:25 EST
*sighs sitting by the hearth humming a tune a smile on her lips looking up as Phen Enters*hi, you look pleased with something" *narrowing her eyes*what do you have planned Pheniox"

*stands her long dress flowing around her body moving to him*

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-17 14:02 EST
::he kisses her and picks her up into his arms:: a wounderful night. for our big v-day. ::he brings her back threw the opening and smiles as he lays her on the blanket befor the picnic basket and in the open fild and kisses her again holding her close letting her get a look around::....what do you think my baby.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-17 14:07 EST
*looking around her eyes wide her arms around his neck giggling taking a deep breath her eyes bright*this place is beautiful, Oh phen *returning his kiss lowering her head*I never got you anything as spectacular than this

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-17 14:11 EST
::he smiles laughing lightly:: yes you did...you gave me a gift a thousand times better then this. we meet on this day....you gave my life meaning on this day...and you gave me love and married me on this day. this is just my thank you baby.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-17 15:24 EST
*chuckles looking at him her eyes shining*Phen.......I love you this place is amazing

*looking around*one thing missing *closing her eyes creating floating orbs of light around the area smiling at him*

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-17 16:06 EST
::kisses her deeply and smiles:: well i wanted it to be amazing for you...and ::he waves his hand over the basket and it opens having candels apper and light along with plates and a silver wear:: so tell me dear...after all these years.....its hard to find what your favorit food is since its alwas changing...so i have a guess but i want you to say it.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-17 16:43 EST
*smiles*angels delight and devils fruit cake*chuckles kissing him placing a long box before him*this is for you*smiling knowing it contained her late fathers pendant, a fox with angel wings*

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-17 17:04 EST
::he opens the basket and takes them out:: I was hoping it would be. ::he smiles and opens the box seeing the pendent and puts it back down:: dear I can`t take this...it part of your family. It means to much to you for me to accept it.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-17 17:12 EST
*giggles tasting them*mmmmm......devilishly devine *licking her fingers*my father wanted my husband to have it, he had wanted to give it to you all those years ago

*taking the pendant and necklace putting it around his neck*you are my family Pheniox*smiles running a hand through his hair kissing him before lying down her head on his lap*

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-17 17:18 EST
::he touches the necklace and kisses her back softly:: your right we are...but are you sure...i mean its part of your father...one of the littel bit you still have....for now.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-17 17:27 EST
*sighs*Phen....I love you, I trust you with my life, and our kids lives, so I trust you with this

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-17 17:41 EST
::he takes out a dagger with a blood jem in the middel of it:: i was going to try to do more but um...::he hands her the dagger:: when i found your father dead i got some of his blood and turned it into the jem that is in this dagger baby....i wanted to perfect it more but...i have been stumped on how.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-17 17:46 EST
*taking the dagger tears forming in her eyes covering her mouth hugging him*thank you *taking the dagger holding it close to her smiling at Phen*you are to amazing, my darling husband

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-17 17:50 EST
and your alwas amazing to me...you love a dark night...a beast...a demon to others...yet you look threw it to my heart...now thats amazing.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-17 18:13 EST
*smiles touching his cheek*darling, I knew you as a kid and I know you know, and I love you*tapping his cheek gently*deal with it

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-17 22:15 EST
::he smiles and kisses her:: i did...i married you.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-18 04:27 EST
*returns his kiss*oh yeah, so you did *feeding him a piece of the cake laughing*

Where are we" I have never been here before"*looking around*

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-18 15:21 EST
::he swallows the cake and smiles:: This was my training ground for over ten years...where I leared to be a swordsmen. Its not even in your demention. This is a full other plain of exsistance. It looks like the Japan grass plains in looks but...its no where close my dear. If you walk out of this one area you will find yourself in a whole different land. This is the plains. Walk a bit to the south you will find a jagged rock area with gravity only a thousand times strounger. To the north the gravity is a tenth of what it is back home. The east its pure light. To the west nothing but darkness. As you see this is more or less a world of my making ,And I wanted to share it with you...a few feet from here there is a gaurden with another gift for you.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-18 17:44 EST
it amazing here*her eyes wide as she looks at him*another present?

*sitting up looking at him*I feel bad, I only got you one

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-18 20:39 EST
::he smiles and kisses her:: Its part of this place so realy its part of the first gift. Besides you can make it up to me when we get to the den. I just hope you like them.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-19 12:49 EST
*smiles returning his kiss*Im sure I'll love whatever it is

*stretches out on the ground looking at the lights her eyes feeling heavy and her body relaxed*

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-19 20:01 EST
::he smiles and moves to her lifting her in his arms and walks to a garden and lays her on another blanket infront of jade statues one of her father and one of her mother and one more of her with her wings spread out and he stands behind her his wings spread and his arms wraped around her waist. Under the picture the fallowing was ingraved "my love and me finaly togeather. To be in life or death."

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-20 04:34 EST
*covering her lips tears in her eyes*they.......they are......*touching the engraving gently* to perfect* her eyes moving from each one then to him as she flings her arms around his neck kissing him*thank you

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-20 18:25 EST
::kisses her back and whipes away her tears:: I am glad you like them baby. This is where the dust came from that you kept asking me abought...I was carving them. I only have one more that i wanted to show you. ::He lifts his hands and motions only for the statues to move to the side and show him holding Arrora as she holded a baby and thorne nex and ayre behind them looking down at the baby with everyone smiling at the baby. Under is another engraving. "To our family and the blessings to come...we will alwas stand stroung."::

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-20 19:37 EST
*gasps gently a hand going to her abdomen*its beautiful Phen *tears running down her cheeks*

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-20 20:33 EST
::he kisses her neck:: And yet not nearly as beautiful as the woman who inspired it ,or the family she gave me.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-21 10:09 EST
*looking at him chuckles*you helped remember, or, I had the kids by a miracle

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-21 12:55 EST
yeah but you do all the work after my fun. ::he smiles playfully at her and kisses her neck::

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-22 10:29 EST
*giggles*that is true, but, that always turns out beautifully, don't you think? *looking up at him*

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-22 20:07 EST
::he smiles looking back:: they take after there mother.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-22 20:17 EST
*laughs*ohh, I think not only me, Id say they are also thier fathers children, especially nex and Thorne

*bites her lip*I wonder if we had a son of our own who he would be like?

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-23 20:30 EST
Ok Nex I admit he takes after me....but Thorne...no way in hell. That girl is your carbon copy if not worse. There is no way you can peg it on me. She is if anything a mix of us. She is hard headed like me prone to getting in trouble and danger like you and deadly like both of us. She has my dark hair your body and lips and i like to think a mix of our eyes. My intencity your gental look. Our son when we have one or if we do. i would say deadly like me hard headed like me. When he gets in trouble like you he will throw down so hard I will have to appologise to who ever lived in the area cause he distroyed there block. He will have your soft skin my hard body. He will probably have your kind heart and my ruthless streack. Fact is thow no matter what he looks like or acts like I can say one thing....he will be perfect cause he is our son. ::with that said he kisses her:: and I would not have it any other way.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-24 04:15 EST
*laughs kissing him*damn, well, Id say, I hope he turns out like me, but, with your intesity, and passion for fighting and protecting, those are good things, But, Thorne is a mix on all of us, you, me, Nex and Ayre.

*bites her lip*ohhhh, no no no, what if he's a mix of his grandfathers?

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-25 22:37 EST
Lord help us all....that would be armegedon. I mean don`t get me wroung both where good men as adults but as teens and kids...our fathers where not the most...::he makes a face trying to pick his words carfuly:: tame of the bunch. Hell my father was more wild then me befor I setteled down with you. He was a straight shot killer. You crossed his path on the wroung day you watch your family die then he breacks you till you beg for death.....then if he is nice enough he grants it. That was him as a teen. I am sure your dad was just as wild. Those two are too much a like.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-26 17:16 EST
*blinks shuddering folding her arms*ohhh scary thought, way to scary *looking back at the statues*if he was to turn out like his father, I would be so proud

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-26 18:52 EST
::he holds her and kisses her neck:: thank you baby but i hope they are a better calmer man then me. they can do better then be like there old man.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-27 03:42 EST
*looking at him smiling gently*My love they could do a lot worse than be like thier father, they could do worse than be like thier grandfathers, brother and sisters, than me

*resting her head on his chest* they could be better than us, than all of us all together, never think the bad things, Please?

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-27 17:19 EST
::he sighs holding her and smiles:: I know they can do worse but I only want them better. If I am the lowest they will ever be then like me they can be changed to be better. Thats why I have faith in them.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-27 17:40 EST
*smiles at him*and they have faith in you, as do I, we all do

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-28 00:41 EST
.....

pheniox

Date: 2009-02-28 00:49 EST
::he smirks::...I am glad you all have faith in me. Some times I don`t have it in myself

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-02-28 08:58 EST
*blinks looking up at him*who are you? and what have you done with my husband"

*smiles at him*darling we always have faith in you, faith that you will always protect us, faith that you will be happy with us, and I have faith that you will be happy with us

pheniox

Date: 2009-03-02 00:09 EST
::he smiles back:: I am happy...as long as I have all you I will alwas be happy. I just don't alwas have faith in myself is all. Don't worry I am not getting soft...but even I get insecure.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-03-02 03:43 EST
*blinks looking stunned*Oh!, you do*chuckles*my my, your not fallible afterall, your like me, Im insecure all the time, why do you think I take my time getting ready all the time?

pheniox

Date: 2009-03-02 15:52 EST
::smiles:: yeah most of the time I am confident thow. its just now and then I have troubles...::he laughs lightly:: I know you take forever but its cause you want to look your best. Thow I have seen you first thing in the morning no make up or anything on and you still look amazing to me. Don't get me wrong love I love that you want to look your best for me but you realy need littel work. ::he kisses her lightly:: besides I only want to be my best for you guys but at times I wounder if I am.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-03-02 17:00 EST
*chuckles*oh my, darling, you do know, you taught our daughter to fight better than both of us", than Nex"

*smiles*yeah don't remind me, I still get up an hour before you do and brush my hair*chuckles*guess thats that secret out then huh?

And you do great for us Phen, we try our best for you, and wonder if we make you proud, especially Thorne and Nex

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-03-02 17:02 EST
*chuckles*oh my, darling, you do know, you taught our daughter to fight better than both of us", than Nex"

*smiles*yeah don't remind me, I still get up an hour before you do and brush my hair*chuckles*guess thats that secret out then huh?

And you do great for us Phen, we try our best for you, and wonder if we make you proud, especially Thorne and Nex

pheniox

Date: 2009-03-03 15:46 EST
::he smiles:: they alwas make me proud I just want them to be careful is all. I mean if they are not they can get themselfs killed ,or worse there powers kill other people.

ArroraRose

Date: 2009-03-14 09:59 EST
*nodding*oh, I see what you mean

*looking up at him*you trained them well Phen, they have good judgment, we can't do everything for them

*smiling up at him her eyes shining and gentle*

pheniox

Date: 2009-03-24 14:37 EST
(a good man has passed as of late most people know as yugo wolf. he was a good man and will be forever missed.)

nexvonic

Date: 2009-03-28 16:24 EST
(he was a good man and will be truely missed)

nexvonic

Date: 2009-05-15 16:10 EST
::nexvonic sits on the fountian thinking to himself and talking to himself:: can i truely tell them what i have done...should i tell them and risk being banished from my own clan....should i risk telling them what i am now? god if only i knew what to do.