Topic: Transformation. Relocation.

Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-14 03:24 EST
Alisa Katz had a normal life until her sixteenth birthday. That was when the war started. It wasn't any different than predicted; Chine and the US were having a trade disagreement. And on the day of her birth, September 18th, the US cut off all trade agreements. Progressive politics in the United States had become more and more popular. Free trade had reached an all time high. The American economy began its collapse about three years prior. Outsourcing had decimated even the service sector; over fifty percent of the American population was currently unemployed. The streets of the cities were a crime haven. The Socialist Party thrived. Millions of Americans were joining solely on its stance to end free trade. The Party, as it was called, wanted to end all trade agreements, returning America to industrial self sufficiency. That year, the year Alli turned sixteen, the Socialist Party nominee for president won. The first thing he did(yes, still only white men in the white house..) was dismantle all trade agreements. China, still the number one manufacturer for the US, took this as a slap in the face. ALl diplomatic channels were immediately closed. In fact, the US, by withdrawing from the WTO, in fact split the world in two. Joining with America were the other countries that had embraced the TSP, mostly Europe and Sub-Saharan Africa. Mexico, however, was stringently capitalist. China, seeing this as an opening to get closer to the US, secretly installing nuclear missiles in Mexico. It only took six months before a Mexican coup took over the facility. The militant organization decided to use its power to take out a major American city.

She had lived in New York City her entire life. When things turned bad, her parents just bought guns. They would not move. Her family believed that the city was the best thing about America. And to her, it was. She loved walking the streets, even if it was way too dangerous for a girl her age. And that's what she was doing when it happened. Walking. It was Times Square, or what was left of it. The boards were dark now, electricity cost too much and advertising was illegal. She loved to walk there, to look at what was left of the capitalist world she was born into. Boarded up stores, dilapidated buildings. The red light district had returned, and prostitutes lined the streets. She was walking, crossing 42nd street when there was a flash. The light was blinding, and Alli, then still a high school teen jumped directly into what had been the 42nd street subway station. Tumbling down the stairs didn't hurt, in fact, nothing did anymore. As she fell, the street above was annihilated. Melted. Turned to soot. What she didn't dawn on her that moment, or even many of the moments after that was that had she still been in NY, she'd be dead already.

Alli came out of her stupor with a terrible headache. Her hand came up to her head as she began to straighten her legs. Sitting up was hard. Pushing off the floor seemed impossible. Her hands kept falling through it, she thought. It was too dark to tell what she was sitting on. Where she was. So she just let herself fall back onto the floor.

It didn't dawn on her until she felt the glass in her back. She was on a bar. Sitting up slowly, Alli looked around. Right, then left. It was empty...the room she had found herself in. From the dark windows and chairs up on tables, she figured it was night. How had she ended up in a bar" And not just any bar but such an oppulant one...with a fireplace and piano, tables and booths. How did she get here from the dark room she was just in" Carefully she pushed off the bar, standing on the floor in front of her. She went to walk to the break. Her feet caught something on the floor, a glass or other random object and she stumbled. Her arms went out to brace herself and— she went right through it. It was an odd feeling. A rushing in her ears, a speed up of her heart. She couldn't breath, couldn't think as she passed through the matter. Once on the other side she turned to look. A hand came out to rest uppon what she nwo knew to be a hollogram. And it rested there. It was solid.

Alli's face was the picture of suprise. Something strange was going on.

Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-17 11:14 EST
The next week Alli spent in a room at the inn. She couldn't keep the flicker at bay, couldn't understand it. She was afraid that if she went into public she could hurt someone...or be hurt. Finally, on the seventh day, she realized that it was going to be impossible to keep sneaking around at night. It was time she at least explored her surroundings....look for someone to help her.

She spent the entire next day wandering the streets. She found the marketplace and picked herself up a notebook. One of those plane salt and pepper deals. The flicker was uncontrollable, and something told her she should probably write about it. Document it.

———-



Something strange has happened. There was a light and when I jumped, I fell through some sort of portal. Ended up in this inn. It's not on Earth. Somehow I fell through the floor. I have been keeping out of sight for, say, a week now" God a room over the kitchen so it's easy to get out, just drop through and go on out the back door.

At first only I could "flicker," now my clothes can too. Caught myself in the mirror yesterday, I look like....I don't know how to explain it....I broken TV" Scrambled and trandlucent. Reminds me of that girl, the one from X-Men...what was her name? She could take people with her through walls and scramble electonics....Kitty Pryde. Her power seemed much more cohesive. I'm still having problems flickering my shoes.

I can't control when it happens yet. Only triggered by fear. I wonder if thigs can go through me like I go through them...


Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-17 11:16 EST


Went to the market today to get more clothes. Two kids were playing soccer and one kicked the ball my way. His shout startled me—tripped the flicker. Ball passed right through my head.

No one seemed to notice. I think weirder things are affot in this place. I would be nervous about this "power" if it didn't seem to be normal. Still don't know where I am. Man at the market said something about this being a meeting place for a lot of different times and places.

I think it's time to try the inn...when people are in it.


Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-17 11:19 EST


Went to the inn tonight. Just for a little. People kept passing through the floor. That was weird. I met a man; he was blue. Pale...like dirty water, or faded jeans. He was the type of man a girl my age should not be talking to...but he was really interesting. His laugh was like...like it was passing over gravel, and he had stubs of wings from his back. I hope I see him again.

The flicker doesn't seem to scare people. Blue thought it was funny. It's safe enough to try the inn again...


Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-17 15:03 EST


Came back to the Dragon. Met some people. There was a dragon there, a real one. She was named Icer and was okay. She scared me, though...I mean...jeez. I also met a Grem and Lydia and Alain. Everyone was looking at me funny when I flickered. Apparently that isn't as normal as I once thought. They told me to stop walking through stuff in case it goes away. I don't think it will, though....it's feeling stronger. I can almost get a coin to come with me. I want to be able to have a beer go, though....so that I can just dip into the cooler. I can control when now, too, by just thinking about the explosion.


Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-17 17:34 EST


Tonight I met a man....and he was really sad. And mean. So, I told him I'd knock him out....if he wanted. And he did. It seemed harmless enough...I mean, there was one time in the marketplace I walked through someone, and they just passed out. Woke up an hour or so later. So....I walked through him.

I don't know what makes people pass out. It feels like a jolt, so I imagine it's electric. But, whatever it was, it didn't mix with this guy well at all. He stopped breathing and his heart wasn't working right...I had to give him mouth to mouth and bang on his chest, and....yeah, it sucks.

This power...I thought it was fun. A game, really....but it's not. I can really hurt people if I'm not careful. I can kill them. I think that I need to spend some time alone, thinking. Working. I need to control this better. Understand it. I think it can be useful in the future....that I can use it for some sort of good....help people....I wish I had my comic books here, I think they would tell me what to do. Looks like I'm reinventing the wheel.


Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-18 16:41 EST


Met a boy last night. He was kinda cute. His brother was an ass, but he wasn't. We talked a little...mostly just looked embarrassed. He invited me over to his house to go in the pool. I think I will. I need more friends my age, and he was really nice. I never did bother with boys back home, maybe that was silly. His name is Chris. And he thought the flicker was cool. He wasn't scared or freaked out....he just smiled. I really like that, it's new. No one else has reacted that way.

I met a girl names Mack. She helped me out with the lipstick on my teeth. She was just generally really nice. She made me talk to Chris...I think I've decided she is my big sister. Yep.


Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-20 02:51 EST
Back to the Dragon tonight! Met Amthy. She's so pretty! Green hair. She's a nymph, I think she said. I never met a Nymph before! I also met her friend Selena. Very pretty. They asked me lots of questions...it was fun to answer. I think I'm making friends. That's super exciting.

People think the flicker is cool. Magic or whatever, but cool. I think I'll fit right in here. She asked me if I wanted to go back...I don't. I like the people here and my life and the flicker. Home is dead now, just ash. Yes, yes...here is where I want to be.

I can move things through other things, but still only small. I can turn it on and off better, though. Walk through things. I need to hold my breath, though. There's no air in solid stuff.

okay, bed time!


Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-21 08:50 EST
I'm beginning to really like my time in the inn. I met the coolest person yesterday! Her name is Chastity, but I call her Chat. She calls me Alli-Kitty; I really like that name. It's cute. She has a band and is really into music like me. She asked if I play anything and I said the drums, cause, you know, I do! And she had a drum set, it was awesome! Chat let me play around with it, and I wasn't too terrible. I definitely need to practice. Chat said I can move the drums into my room. I think I'll wait for her to get off work today and do that. Then I can practice that too...and it won't all be about the flicker. I really did miss being creative and hanging out with people around my own age. She's much older than me, well, not really...she's 22, but whatever. I'm almost 18, too, and then it won't be such a big deal....Gosh, listen to me talk, like...

Well, okay, so here it is....Chat works at a strip club. And she was getting ready for work. Putting on her little skirt and crazy boots and stuff. It just seemed like so much fun! The makeup, the clothes...so I asked her to show me how. I mean, I'm not sure I actually want to do it....though, it's something I wouldn't put out of my mind completely. There is no better way to see crime happening than to work in the underworld, but....I mean, I'm young and it is a little looked down upon, I guess. Anyway, so, I asked her to show me, and she did...and it was fun. I did like it. But somehow we ended up face to face and touching. I won't say I didn't like it. That I was too creeped out by it...but it was really strange. That feeling inside....I mean, I guess I was turned on. That sounds so dirty and wrong and something I thought wouldn't be such a big deal! I am not sure it ever happened to me before. I mean, sure, I've had boyfriends and had some heavy petting in my past, or whatever they call it....but this was different. I wanted it. It wasn't just something I knew I should do. I like her, I do, but I'm not sure if I can like her like *that*. Gosh, I fell through the floor! I forgot to mention that....when she was all close and I thought she was going to kiss me....I fell through the floor and was hanging by the rafters! Listen to me getting all ahead of myself.....uhg. So embarrassing. You won't tell anyone, will you, notebook"

Hm, I should name you. Fred. I think your name is Fred. Or, if not Fred then....Bert. Or Bertha...no, you should be a girl, though....how about Rebecca" I'll call you Becky. Perfect. Anyway, Becky, Im not sure what to do about any of this. Mack asked me about when I'm supposed to go out with Chris. I wish he would get in contact with me already. I want to hang out with him. See if I feel different around him....i mean, with him it's more shy, less overt. More programed, I guess, from what I've been taught. hard to get and all that. Uhg. How much thinking can one girl do' There were what looked like a few fights in the inn last night, so I left. I'm going to have to make up my mind with how to deal with fighting. If I should get involved....

So much to think about, my brain is going to explode! Just going to eat breakfast and nap. A much better idea.....

PS. Remember to work on/figure out how I was able to walk on air last night down from the rafters. Could come in handy.

Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-27 10:31 EST
Hung out with Chat again. She's really cool. I think she likes me that way, and I'm not sure about that yet, Becky. We exchanged keys, not I can go into her room and play with her drums during the day. She got me a job as a barmaid, and I am going to go meet the people next week. Now I can save up for drums!

Yesterday I phased a cat. Yes, a cat. I also have been watching porn to keep myself from phasing at the thought of sex. I think that I should take some self defense classes....more of them. Hm.

((written on 11/21))

Alisa Katz

Date: 2006-11-27 10:36 EST
Chat took me to her club. It was intense and interesting, cool and different. I got a job there. The outfit is....a bit much. But I think I can handle it. Her dancing! Now that....that's more than I think I can take. But, only practice makes perfect.

I was going to let her kiss me but we got eaten by the nexus.

Last night I was hanging around, no work on Sundays, and bumped into Doug. He thinks that Chris likes me. Now I'm really confused. i think I'll be okay though, just saying friends with everyone until something big happens. Or something. They were complaining that they have to sneak into parties, but I think we should just have our own. I wish there were more people our age around. Spotted two last night, an Irish girl and a smaller soft spoken one. The latter was talking to an older brother.

No work on my powers today. I was too busy making friends. that's important, too, right'

Alisa Katz

Date: 2008-03-07 05:08 EST
Wow. It's been like....forever. i totally forgot I had this thing. I found it under the bed this morning when I was trying to clean up a bit. So, like, I was kinda hanging out in the inn a lot lately...made a friend Loxley and stuff. Been kinda fun, we made a fool of the statue of this guy that refuses to admit that I'm an adult cause I'm not some arbitrary age! Kid is young, Loxxie, and so I kinda want to mentor him. I never had an older friend, and it would have helped lots, specially with boys. So, if he ever gets into girls, I'm totally there for him, like completely. If he doesn't sell me out first...

Met this guy the other day. Daniel. Nice name....he was silly, and fun, and all around interesting, i don't know. I've run into him almost every night since then, and things have been— with Chat, with anyone else ever, things were unsure and confusing and uncomfortable....but from the moment I met Daniel, things kinda clicked. Just, snapped into place. It's been all sorts of fun, and not just silly, like he knows things about me, and I know things about him, and it's not everything, and that's okay, but it's good. I've never even had a friend that I felt this close to, even when we weren't yet close.

I dunno. I like him.

I haven't been out at night in awhile, though. It's like, I either have a life or I do good. No balance. Gotta get to work on that soon. New governor means all sorts of weird petty crime as people wait for the guard to normalize again.

I want things with Daniel to work out, cause, like, I'm so tired of being all alone. He trusts me, I trust him, and well....it's probably best we just do things slow before I tell him about my other activities...