Topic: A Private Occasion

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 03:58 EST
4th March, 1617

It was less than a day before the king was due to meet with the only lady who'd caught his eye at the ball the evening before, and yet, to him, it seemed like a lifetime. A lifetime of waiting and wishing and hoping; so many years of loneliness and grief, mourning the loss of his one and only love, only to meet her daughter when he was of an age old enough to be her father. Life was too cruel sometimes, and yet, he couldn't help but feel hopeful. How could he not when she was the spitting image of her mother, the most beautiful woman he'd ever known" He had made sure everything was carefully prepared for this evening, even going so far as to speak with the cook himself and make sure his valet had readied his best uniform. He'd bathed and preened as much as a man his age dared, and hoped she would find him presentable enough.

For Serafina, the day had been something close to interminable. As tolerant as she was of her stepmother, the Comtess had been so excited by the prospect of her very private audience with the king that she had filled Serafina's day with bathing and primping and preening. There had also been arguments about the gown the young woman would wear, but Serafina was stubborn enough to win those. She did not see the point in dressing like a peacock. The king had already seen her bedecked like a noble of Kediri; if he was disappointed by the simplicity of her dress, then she would rather know now that he saw only what was on the outside.

Still, by the time the carriage arrived for her at the inn where they had taken rooms, she was deeply nervous, almost regretting that her stepmother had to stay behind. She was not going to disappoint the king, however, and forced herself to step into the carriage, hidden behind heavy blinds as the vehicle rumbled over cobbled streets toward the causeway that separated the castle from the city. She knew, too, that she was likely to be staying in the castle overnight, for the causeway would soon be impassable thanks to the tide. That knowledge did not help the butterflies in her stomach to calm down.

To her surprise, the carriage was drawn to the private entrance of the castle, and the hand waiting to help her down belonged to none other than Chancellor Schmaeda himself. Reassured by his presence, she found herself escorted through the king's private wing, her cloak and gloves absconded with by a helpful servant, until Franz brought her to a halt before an ornate pair of doors. He knocked, waiting barely a moment before opening them and stepping inside ahead of her.

"Lady Serafina de Chalagne, Your Majesty."

Drawing in a deep breath, she stepped into the room, blue eyes seeking the man who had invited her here.

As it was, Frederick was pacing the floor, nervously awaiting his guest's arrival. He was dressed formally in a dark blue coat with gold buttons and brocade across the front, black breeches and shoes, with white hose and gloves. He wore no other ornamentation, save the brocade on his coat, the blue of which almost seemed reflected in his gray eyes. He turned with a smile as charming as his demeanor, as his Chancellor and closest friend announced the lady's arrival.

"My Lady," he greeted her, offering a courtly bow and a gloved hand. "It is an honor to welcome you once again to the palace. I pray the journey wasn't too difficult." While he might be the king, she was his guest of honor, and he wished to show her every hospitality awarded her.

Sinking into a low curtsy, Serafina rose at his invitation, gently settling her fingers into his gloved grasp as her eyes lifted to meet his gaze. "It is a pleasure to have returned, Your Majesty," she answered, her tone warm and polite. "I am unaccustomed to the causeway, but I was assured by the driver that it was perfectly safe." Unlike the king, she wore no gloves, for it was not the custom in Kediri. Her own gown was simple, rich reds and greens that did not really suit her complexion or compliment her eyes; her black hair caught into a net that swung heavily against her neck. "Thank you, once more, for inviting me."

"My pleasure," he assured her, drawing her deeper into the room, but not so close as to make her uncomfortable. "The causeway is a matter of security and protection. Unfortunately, it means you will have to stay the night, but I've had rooms prepared for you, and I trust you will find them most comfortable."

"Thank you, Your Majesty." Serafina's smile may have been a little wan, but she was relieved to hear that rooms had been prepared for her. Though the king did not have an unsavory reputation, she had harbored some concern over quite what this invitation meant. After all, he wasn't married yet, and she didn't believe herself to be the most suitable of the candidates offered for his hand. "I must confess, I am not in the habit of secluding myself with an attractive man while cut off from the land entirely."

At the doorway, Franz made a strangled noise, hastily bowing and leaving before the king noticed his laughter.

It was hard not to notice his friend's laughter, but Frederick chose to ignore it, the only hint that he'd heard, the tiniest of crinkles around his eyes. With any luck, she would think the smile was for her. "And I am not in the habit of inviting beautiful young women to dinner, but we shall just have to cope for one evening, yes?" he asked, as he led her toward the dining room, where he had spared no expense. For better or worse, there were servants on hand to serve the various courses and there would be enough space between their seats not to upset Franz's worries about propriety too much.

"In your company, I'm sure I could cope with most things, Your Majesty," she offered, her smile almost shy as she looked up at him. She had not expected to be wined and dined; indeed, even her stepmother had assumed that this private dinner would, in fact, be a collection of ladies and princesses vying for his hand - the short list, as it were. "I am the only one to have come?" she asked in surprise.

"Yes, were you expecting others?" he asked as he led her to an ornately-carved chair with a high back, suitable for a queen, and waited for her to make herself comfortable. It was a welcome change for a man who was used to others standing in his presence and only sitting when he sat, bowing and curtsying and otherwise prostrating themselves. For one night, he wanted them to be equals.

"I-I ..." She hesitated, careful to word this so that it did not come out as though she was nothing but a vapid husband-hunter. "I had thought that perhaps Your Majesty had invited a few of the ladies from the ball," she admitted awkwardly. "It is ....a little unnerving to be singled out in such a way. If you have singled me out, that is. If not, then please forget I mentioned it. In fact, forgetting I spoke at all is probably best. And I'll stop speaking, too." She sat down abruptly, rolling her eyes at her own nervous habit of babbling nonsense.

He smiled, a little amused by her nervousness, though it was understandable, all things considered. "For this night, try to only think of me as a man, not a king. A possible suitor, perhaps," he explained as he took his own seat, far enough away to be discreet, and yet close enough to be intimate. "I did not ask anyone else to join us because I want us to get better acquainted, and that would be likely be difficult if others were vying for my attention."

"I shall try, Your Majesty," she promised him, folding her hands on her lap. It was not, as he might assume, a ladylike habit, drilled into her by tutors over the years. It was purely because she was a fidget, and her father had made sure she knew how to suppress that in herself. Thinking of her father seemed to calm her nerves somewhat; how proud he would be to know that his daughter had been chosen to share a dinner with a king. "I must confess, I am a little curious as to why you have gathered together so many ladies at once. Surely, as a king, you have your pick of all of us, whether you chose to meet us or not."

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 03:58 EST
The king waved a hand, and one of his servants moved forward to fill both their glasses with wine. "You must well know that the reason for the ball was to help in my choosing of a bride," he told her, knowing she must know this much. Even if she hadn't, her stepmother would have informed her of such.

"I am aware of that, sire," she assured him, glancing up to thank the servant who poured the wine. Not a noble habit, that one, but one born of her father's warmth for everyone who worked under him. "It has been the talk of the Kediran court for several months. Though I truly never expected to receive an invitation myself."

"And why not' You are of noble blood. Why should you think yourself less worthy than anyone else? It is not only a queen I am searching for, Lady, but a companion." He leaned back in his chair with a small sigh, unsure how much she knew of his history. Very little where it concerned her mother, it seemed, but he was not yet ready to reveal that, and not with anyone present who might have a wagging tongue. "My late wife, Queen Elena - Goddess rest her soul - was chosen for me by my father. It was a match made for political reasons. There was little love between us, much less companionship. I wish this marriage to be different."

Serafina was silent for a moment, uncertain quite how to proceed. "I was sorry to hear of Her Majesty's death," she said finally, a note of true empathy in her voice as she looked on him. "She seemed a lovely woman, though I could not possibly know. I am sad to learn that there was no companionship in your marriage."

His gaze drifted to that of his glass, as though he was contemplating whether or not to take a sip, but really his thoughts had turned inward to the wife he had never really known. "I am sorry, too," he said, his voice quiet, though he was doing his best to mask the grief and guilt he had felt at her death and was still feeling. "She was lovely, but we were very young when we were wed, and we never seemed able to make a connection. I have many regrets, Serafina. Elena is only one of them, but I do not wish to regret the future."

Biting her lip, Serafina's eyes turned to her own wine glass, untouched, as she considered how she might turn the conversation away from a subject that clearly saddened him. "If I may, Your Majesty ....I have always thought that a marriage where there is not at least mutual respect will never be a happy one. Perhaps it is naive of me. I do not hope for love, but friendship would be something to hope for."

He looked back at her, his wine as yet untouched in the glass before him. There was a questioning look on his face, but it was too soon to ask the questions that were on the tip of his tongue. No, he had to be patient for once and see where all this was going. He would not force her into a loveless marriage, though the prospect of friendship, at least, was a hopeful one. "Agreed. I have learned that royal marriages are not always about love, but if there is at least friendship, it makes it a far more tolerable prospect." Another servant appeared with the first course, a cream soup made with potatoes and leeks.

Again, she thanked the man who served her, blushing a little as the napkin was laid over her lap. She wasn't used to quite this level of service. "I find it difficult to believe you have trouble holding friendships, sire," she heard herself say, wishing she could silence the voice in her head that sounded remarkably like her stepmother, continually scolding her for saying what came into her mind. "Unless you have a fearsome temper no one has ever mentioned in your lifetime."

He chuckled a little at her comment before taking a sip of his wine. "Fearsome, no. I am more given to sulking than to anger, or so I am told. Franz ....the Chancellor ....he is my oldest and dearest friend. We have known each other these past twenty years or more."

She smiled, glad to hear he had someone he could call a friend. At least his life was not so isolated as all that. "So ....if, for example, a woman wanted to truly find out all your little habits," she remarked with a teasing glimmer to her smile, "she should talk to your chancellor ahead of time?"

He took up his spoon to sip a little of his soup. Neither of them was expected to finish each course, but to at least taste a little. He chuckled again, reminded of why he had asked her here. It wasn't just the fact that she looked like her mother, but that he genuinely enjoyed her company - at least, so far. "You can ask, but I am not certain he would tell you everything you want to know. That is, if he does not want to be charged with treason," he said, though the way his eyes twinkled hinted at the fact that he was only teasing.

"Is it truly treason if the question is asked in the best interests of the king?" she asked innocently, but the teasing had not left her eyes. Now he had taken up his spoon, she did the same, dipping her head to taste the soup before her. She was not expecting such a delicate taste, more used to the robust soups of Kediri. "Goodness ....this is delicious, sire."

Frederick smiled, a little ironically. "Thank you, but I did not cook it. I will, however, pass your praise along to the cook," he said, glad she seemed to be relaxing a little and was at least enjoying the meal. He knew it was probably a little intimidating to be invited to the palace for dinner with the king, but he was hoping she would enjoy her time here. "Tell me a little about yourself, if you would," he said, sipping further at his soup.

She hesitated, drinking a mouthful from her spoon as she considered his inquiry. "I am not entirely certain how to respond, sire," she admitted ruefully. "I have all the skills of a noblewoman. My stepmother would say I have all the appearance of a noblewoman and none of the class, but she is a little more formal than I was raised to be. My father preferred me to speak my mind than cower behind my manners."

"I appreciate your forthrightness, but I am not speaking of your skills, Serafina. What I wish to know more about is you. Your likes, dislikes, hopes, dreams, fears, and such," he told her, already knowing most of her history.

That was quite the list of things he wished to know about her. Where to begin" "I like to read, Your Majesty," she offered. "Though I am sure my choice of reading would be frowned upon by most people. I enjoy dancing, too; my father made sure I learned country reels as well as ballroom waltzes. There is something very freeing about the way the lower classes dance, something I could not put into words." She smiled, knowing she had barely scratched the surface of her preferences. "I have a deep distaste for meat of any kind," she added. "It is always so over-salted. Some of the pork served from our kitchens can make my stomach turn just by sitting on my plate."

"Mmm," he replied, which was no reply at all really, an indication that he was contemplating all she was telling him. "I think you will find the meat here more to your liking," he assured her, though there were plenty of dishes that could be created without the use of meat. "What sort of books do you like to read?" he asked, as this was a favorite pastime of his own, as well.

She almost laughed at his question, looking down at her spoon as she contemplated confessing something to a king she hadn't even told her brothers. "I like to read history, and philosophy," she admitted. "But my favorite books to read are those novels that ladies aren't supposed to know about. The romances and the horror stories. Dreadful, I know, but I love them."

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 03:59 EST
He smiled at her admission, once again impressed by her forthright honesty, even at the risk of being ridiculed. "Not dreadful. If one does not enjoy what one is reading, there isn't much point, is there?" he asked, though once again, it was a rhetorical question. He carefully slurped a few more spoonfuls of soup before setting the spoon aside. "I have quite an extensive library here, but I'm afraid there are not too many novels of that nature. Perhaps you would like to add to the collection?"

She blinked in surprise, laying her spoon down as he did. She couldn't escape protocol, even in this private setting; when the king finished eating, so did she, whether she had eaten enough or not. That was usually why royalty tended to take their time over meals, rather than risk a grumpy party of guests. Gently dabbing her lips dry, she reached to finally taste the wine before that, too, was switched out for the next course. "I may have heard an assumption there, Your Majesty," she mused lightly. "Unless you are asking for recommendations for your own reading pleasure, why would I be adding to Your Majesty's collection?"

"Yes, well ....You are aware of the fact that I've asked you here to determine whether or not you'd make a suitable wife and whether you'd be happy as such," he explained, though he knew she must know this already. "As such, I suppose I am offering the opportunity to expand the library, if you were to become queen, and wondering what would you think of such an offer."

Allowing him the opportunity to excuse the apparent assumption that the decision had already been made, Serafina found herself smiling as he explained himself. "If I were to be Your Majesty's choice, I would, naturally, be deeply honored," she assured him softly, but could not resist going on. "If I were to be George Frederick's choice ....I should very much enjoy having the run of the library, and an intelligent companion to discuss my reading with. That is, if George Frederick is an intelligent man. The king does not seem inclined to let him out to play."

"Ah, well ....George Frederick is a complicated man, I'm afraid. Far too moody for his own liking at times. Franz is the only one who can really put up with him. Even his wife came to detest him, but then, they were married young and he ..." The king broke off, his carefully perfected composure slipping for just a moment. "Let us just say he was not the most attentive of husbands." He turned his attention to the second course, which consisted of salmon smothered in dill and lemon sauce. Thankfully, it wasn't pork.

"I find it difficult to imagine detesting you," Serafina offered softly, but she did not press it further. Something in the flicker of his expression warned her against such a line of teasing in future. The dish placed in front of her drew her attention, her curiosity sparked enough to ask the servant what it was.

Frederick seemed to have turned momentarily sullen, or at least quiet, allowing the servant to politely explain the dish before quietly departing again. But by then, the king had pushed aside whatever it was that had been troubling him and was once again ready for conversation. It had taken years and years to conquer his emotions, but as king, he'd had little choice but to do it. "You did not know me when I was young. I was stubborn and willful and foolish, but it is never too late to change, yes?"

"I am reliably informed that those in their youth make foolish mistakes all the time," Serafina assured him. "Though my most grievous mistake to date did involve a certain amount of dirt." She bit her lips as she smiled, waiting patiently for him to begin eating before she could start herself. The scent from her plate was making her mouth water.

He noticed how she had stopped eating her soup when he had and how she was waiting for him to start with the second course. It was something he rarely noticed, accustomed to it as he was, but in this case, he wished to dispense with protocol. "Please, do not wait on me. You are free to enjoy your meal as you so desire," he told her, with a wave of one hand. He picked up his utensils and cut into his salmon, though he did not taste it. "And what is your most grievous mistake involving dirt, may I ask?" he asked, glad the conversation had turned less serious.

His offer to allow her to eat even when he was not was another surprise, but one that softened her expression. She was beginning to see the man behind the crown, and though, yes, he seemed a little moody, he was not as unattractive as the king seemed to think. "Thank you." She paused to taste the fish, only just managing to hold in a quiet moan of pleasure at the taste that exploded on her tongue. Fish was not a regular meal in Kediri, and salmon was unheard of.

Swallowing, she licked her lips, glancing at him with a smile. "I may have goaded my younger brothers into having a mud-slinging match an hour before my stepmother's sister and her husband were to visit," she confessed, her amusement easily visible as she fought not to giggle. "We were all ....less than presentable when they arrived, but my father wouldn't let my stepmother make us change. We all had to receive our guests absolutely smothered in the rather foul-smelling mud from the edges of the pond we had picked to fight over."

"It's a good thing you decided to bathe and change before coming here or you would not have been admitted," he teased, that hint of amusement glittering in his eyes once again. He took up a bit of the salmon, smiling at her appreciation of it. "I daresay I have the finest cook in all of Meringia," he bragged, knowing the best of the meal was yet to come. He was not trying to seduce her with food, but dessert was likely to be a sinfully sweet chocolate confection that would delight the most picky of eaters.

She laughed - not a genteel laugh, but a full blown bark of amusement that had her scrambling to cover her mouth with her napkin as she snickered into it. "If only you knew how long I was held hostage in a cold bathtub today," was all she managed to come up with as a response to that, her cheeks aflame at the fact that she had not managed to contain her laughter in a ladylike fashion. His praising of the food, and the one who had created it, however, brought her smile back as she lowered her napkin to her lap once again. "I would not expect you to eat simply," she admitted, "but this is truly the best meal I have ever experienced."

And yet another reason she might be persuaded to become Queen, besides the obvious. He smiled at her praise, though he could again not take credit for it. "I'm sure my cook will appreciate the praise. He fancies himself something of a chef, and is continually being offered positions elsewhere. We are very lucky to have him, and I pay him well to stay."

"He is a wonderful chef," she agreed warmly, laying her knife and fork down on the edge of her plate. She had not finished the dish, but she had definitely eaten more of it than most ladies would have dared to be seen eating in public. "Does he object to ladies using his private kitchen for baking dainties, I wonder?"

"Do you like to bake dainties?" he asked in between bites of his salmon, now that his moodiness had passed. So far, he knew she liked to read, dance, play in the mud, and bake. She was young and exuberant, beautiful and honest. What more could a man want from a wife and a queen"

"It is deeply disapproved of, but I do," she confessed, close to embarrassed by admitting this unexpectedly domestic talent of hers. "I have never been an admirer of those heavy cakes and sweets that so many people adore, and no one seemed inclined to serve lighter options. So I asked our cook to teach me how to make them - pastries and such, you understand. I like to do it. It helps to clear my mind if I am disturbed, and I like to be productive, if I can be."

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 04:00 EST
He frowned a little, worried now that she might not like whatever dessert the cook had concocted to follow their meal, but the frown was so brief as to be hardly noticed. "Disapproved of by whom?" he asked. "I would not dare deny you an activity you enjoy, though I am not sure if making mud pies is a very queenly endeavor," he teased back.

She snorted with laughter, once again horrified by the noise, offering an apologetic glance in his direction for the distinctly unladylike sound. "By most noble born men and women," she told him with a shake of her head. "And I would not make mud pies here, if I were your choice." She paused, giving him a moment to absorb this before adding, "We are by the sea. I would make sand castles."

"I think sand castles might be permissible," he replied with a smile, charmed by her youthful exuberance for life - something he seemed to have lost somewhere along the way. "I know it is likely too soon to know, but do you think you could be happy here, Serafina?" he asked, a little unexpectedly.

It was not the question that made her blush, but the natural way he said her name. Without formality, without protocol, as though her name was his to use at will, a gift given freely that he then chose to share with her. "I have seen nothing that would make me unhappy, sire," she said softly, barely aware of the servants removing the plates and glasses before them. "I know it is not done for the woman to put herself forward, but ....There are moments when you seem awfully sad. I should like ....that is, if you were not opposed to it ....I should like very much to be able to lift your spirits, if I were able to."

He smiled again, just managing to hide his surprise at her observation. "Lady, your presence here is more than enough to lift my spirits, I assure you," he told her, making no comment regarding his sadness. He drained most of his glass of wine before blotting his mouth and setting his napkin aside, a sign that dinner was, for the most part, finished. "I am told the cook has prepared something special for dessert, but I am of a mind to show you about the castle first, if you would like," he offered.

"Will the dessert keep?" she asked curiously. "I should not like to offend your man, especially since you have already confessed to working hard to keep him your man." And even this proved that she did know something of how valuable a good servant was, something learned no doubt in her lessons with her father's cook.

"It can wait a little while, I suppose," he said, looking to one of his servants for confirmation and receiving a nod in reply. "Well, then ..." he said, moving to his feet. "What would you like to see first' The library or the gardens" Or perhaps the view of the sea?" he asked, allowing her to choose their destination.

"I should like to see it all," she confessed with a rare showing of her own eagerness, rising to her feet at his side. "I defer to your judgment, however. It is your castle, after all. You know it best."

"It is the king's castle, to be sure, but I do not own it," he corrected her, though it was all a matter of interpretation. "I am a servant of the people, after all, and it is only with their gracious support that I retain my position," he explained further, offering her an arm. "It is a mistake sometimes made by royals, I think. That they possess a certain Goddess-given power to rule over their people, given them at birth. While it is true I am king because it is my birthright, one must never forget to use their power wisely and for the good of the people. Rebellions have been born of lesser things," he added, taking a different view than did some of his peers.

She hesitated only a moment before taking his arm, the new position placing them in closer proximity than she was used to being with a man. "My father believed something quite similar," she offered, moving at his side as she was taken on a tour of the castle he called home. "That he had no right to call the land his own unless he protected those who worked it in his name."

"Precisely," Frederick agreed, glad they were in agreement there. He was not looking for a spoiled brat for a queen who might take advantage of her position to make ridiculously lavish demands. He enjoyed a good life here, but it was not so lavish as to put a strain on his people. "I am sorry to hear of your father's passing. I would have liked to have met him." What would the man who had won his Genevieve's heart have been like" He must have been a good man to have raised a daughter such as Serafina.

"I think he would have liked you," she offered softly, but there was a sadness in her attitude as he spoke of her father's death. Three months was not enough time to grieve the loss of a beloved parent, and yet here she was, out in society, courting a king of all people. "He was a good man. I miss him."

"I am sure he was," the king agreed, though he could not add much more to that, as he had never met the man. "I am sure he was very proud to call you daughter," he added, as gently as he could. He turned momentarily to whisper a few instructions to one of his servants before leading her away from the dining room and slowly through the castle to an unknown destination.

"Prouder of his sons, perhaps," she said quietly. "As all men are proud of sons over daughters. But he always made time for me." She shook her head, pushing away those sad thoughts as she brought a smile to her face once again. "Forgive me, Your Majesty, I should not subject you to my grief."

"No apology necessary. It is certainly understandable that you would grieve for someone you love. I would be more concerned were you not grieving, though I also hope that perhaps I can give you a reason to smile," he told her, with a warm smile of his own. It was only a few short minutes ago when she had admitted sensing some sadness in him and the desire to lift his spirits, and now, it seemed he was returning the favor. "I should think that, were I to have only one child, I would be equally satisfied with a daughter as a son," he added, another surprising remark, perhaps, for a man who had yet to produce an heir.

"You have already given me reason to smile many times, sire," she reminded him in amusement, curling her hands to his elbow as he drew her along. "Indeed, I disgraced myself by laughing like a barking dog over dinner, and you said nothing of it at all." She flickered an almost sly glance to his face, curious as to how he would react to her description of her own genuine laughter. "I should hope that I would give you more than one child to love, Your Majesty, were I to be your choice," she offered, this time close to shy. "Forgive me for saying so, but there seems a dreadful lack of laughter and silliness in Carantanian noble circles. Children are good for encouraging that."

"I have heard few dogs who bark quite so prettily," he remarked, smiling down at her as he led her along, hoping that did not sound too much like he was comparing her to a dog. The smile faded a little when she pointed out the lack of children. "Yes, well ....I'm afraid that's my fault again," he said, taking the blame, though there was enough blame to go around.

This, too, surprised her. "Most men would blame the woman for a lack of heirs," she commented, instantly regretting mentioning that at all. But it was true; the blame always fell upon the wife when the marriage failed to bear fruit.

"It is difficult to produce an heir when your wife is living in a separate residence," he pointed out, reluctant to share much more than that. He turned to her again, as they reached a staircase that wound its way upwards. "It is a bit of a climb, but I can assure you the view is well worth it, if you are willing," he told her.

"I see." The faintest of frowns touched her brow as she considered the implications of this revelation. Did he intend to set his wife in her own residence, to visit her only when necessary to produce an heir" Yet that did not chime with the care he was taking to learn about her this evening. It was a little confusing, nonetheless. She looked up at the staircase. "Should I offer to race you to the top?" she asked innocently.

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 04:00 EST
He actually chuckled a little at that. "That would not be wise as the staircase does get a little narrow toward the top," he warned, not to mention that he was at least twenty years her senior - a fact he was trying hard to forget. "After you," he said, letting go of her arm so that she could take the lead. She had skirts to manage, after all, that he did not.

"I shall have to find another way to flash my ankles at you, then," she teased, lifting her skirts to begin the walk up those stairs. Kediran fashion being what it was, her skirts were voluminous, padded thickly with petticoats galore. It did not exactly flatter the figure of any lady, and even with her skirts hitched up, Serafina could not see her own feet.

Ah, but it was not her skirts that he was courting, if that was, indeed, what he was doing. It was the woman herself, with a face that had broken his heart once already, though she was not yet aware of it. "Do you believe your ankles to be your best feature?" he teased. Though she could not see the smirk on his face, she could likely hear it in his voice.

She laughed once again - not quite the bark she had produced at the dinner table, but still a genuine sound of amusement for his enjoyment. "My dear sir, I would have you know that the most scandalous thing a well-bred lady can do is show a man not her husband or her blood kin her ankles," she declared, repeating her stepmother almost verbatim. "Apparently. Though I should imagine it would be far more scandalous if she were to pull her bodice down, or bend over with her skirts over her head, I earned myself a beating for mentioning that once."

"I should think there are far more ....enticing views than that of a bare ankle," he remarked, in agreement. "Nevertheless, I will do my best not to peek at your ....ankles without permission," he added, that hint of amusement coloring his voice again. There were admittedly a lot of steps to ascend in order to reach their destination, but despite his being twenty years her senior, he seemed in the fittest of health.

With another giggle, she picked up the pace a little, eager to see this view he had promised her and confident that he would be able to keep up with her. Indeed, though she knew he was of an age with her deceased father, she had not considered him so very much older than her since they had begun to converse. Moving faster, however, gave him the interesting view of her skirts swishing back and forth in front of him, as strands of raven-black hair escaped from the net to dangle in straggling curls about her cheeks.

As they ascended the tower to take in the view at the top, Frederick's thoughts turned inward, realizing for once that perhaps it wasn't such a bad idea to make a younger woman his wife, so long as she didn't view him as a fatherly figure. That could be a problem when the time came to make a child, but she was young and strong and healthy, not to mention beautiful and full of life. She was intelligent, too, and had a sense of humor his late wife had lacked. A young wife, Franz had said, would help keep him young, though Frederick thought a young wife might also wear him out. He couldn't help but snicker a little at that thought, even though she couldn't know what he had found so amusing.

Hearing his laughter behind her, she paused as the steps leveled out once again, turning to meet his eye with a suspicious smile. "Dare one ask what His Majesty finds so amusing?" she asked a little cheekily.

"Oh, I was just thinking about our age difference," he replied, as honestly as he dared. "There will be those who think you are too young for a man my age, but as it has been so bluntly pointed out, if I am to produce an heir, a wife of child-bearing age will be necessary." He frowned a little, wondering if he'd said too much. There was something about her that was starting to break through the carefully-composed facade he usually worked so hard to keep in place.

"If I may, Your Majesty, King Clovis of Valentia has just taken a girl of fifteen to wife, and he is in his sixtieth year," she pointed out, as boldly as she dared. "I do not think the difference in our ages is so very great. Unless you are concerned that my youth will somehow make me unfaithful. I assure you, I have no intention of breaking my marriage vows when I make them. I will be faithful to my husband, even if he cannot stand me."

"No, that is not my concern," he replied, but before he could explain any further, they had reached the top of the stairs, where they widened onto a lookout where there was a view of the surrounding sea and land.

The shock of the stiff sea breeze caught her breath from her lungs as they stepped out onto the lookout, one hand rising to pull the suddenly windswept strands of her hair from her eyes as she looked out over the breath-taking view. Whatever she might have asked was forgotten as she gazed out over the sea, following the line of the cresting waves toward the shore, where the city of Carantan rose from the surf. From up here, she could see the causeway beneath the water, an impossibly narrow roadway only accessible at low tide and invisible when the tide rolled in, banked on either side by treacherous quicksand. The land and sea seemed wild and untamed from up here, a startling contrast to the supreme civility of the castle and its occupants.

Despite herself, Serafina leaned far out over the stone parapet, eager to see as much as she could, peering down at the multi-layered gardens protected from the wind by the surrounding curl of the castle itself, and the many balconies that looked both outward and inward.

"Careful," he warned, stretching out an arm to guard her from tumbling over the parapet, with just a hint of alarm on his face. If he were to lose her so soon after finding her, and in such a tragic way, he was not sure his broken heart would mend a second time.

Drawn back by his alarm, Serafina turned to face him, a bright smile on her face, flushed with the chill of the wind and the exhilaration of being so high up. "It's so beautiful, Your Majesty," she enthused, her fingers having to work hard to keep her face clear of those blown strands of her hair. "And so fresh."

"It is a lovely view," he agreed, though he'd noticed the flush on her face, both from cold and excitement. He did not need anyone to tell him that the wind was stronger and more chilly up here. "I come here sometimes, just to think," he told her, as he shrugged the coat from his shoulders to draw it around hers. There was no mistaking that they were alone in this place, unchaperoned, with no fear of anyone eavesdropping or spying on them, and yet, he was the perfect gentleman.

Her flush on her cheeks deepened as he set his coat about her shoulders, touched by the gesture as much as quietly thrilled by how intimate it seemed to be wearing his coat. "Thank you, Your Majesty," she curtsied automatically, her eyes straying to the wildness of the sea once again. "I can understand why you might. It must be strange, to know that you are the lord of all you survey, and yet the waves will never obey your commands."

"That is true, and yet, is it not the wildness of those waves that makes them so beautiful?" Wild and unpredictable, like a heart yearning for love, he thought, but did not say. There was a chill in the air, but he did not seem to mind so much. "Not everyone or everything is subject to my commands, Lady," he reminded her. His wife was a good example, as was Serafina's own mother, though she did not know that yet. He sighed as he looked out on the view. "Some things are not meant to be commanded, but earned."

"Some things are not earned, but given freely," she countered, setting her shoulder to his as they looked out over the waves together. It truly was a lovely view; she could easily understand why this was where he came to clear his head and think. As her eyes scanned the sea, a thought occurred to her. "I wonder, Your Majesty ....are the stories of sea monsters true?" she asked hopefully. "Of serpents and krakens and mermaids?"

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 04:01 EST
He said nothing for a moment, acutely aware of their closeness, though he was also aware of the need for propriety. King or no, if he wanted to earn her trust and friendship and perhaps even love, he knew he had to be patient, and yet, he was also running out of time before he made a decision that might affect both their lives. Her question drew him out of his thoughts, unexpected and innocent as it was. Almost the kind of question a child might ask, or someone who had not yet given in to cynicism. "I cannot say, though I should think that legends and myths must have some basis in truth, yes?"

"Then I might see a mermaid someday?" she asked him, hopeful and playful. A part of her knew such things couldn't possibly exist, but she did not want to listen to it. She wanted such legends to be true. She leaned against the parapet once again, peering at the sea even as the sky darkened with dusk, as though hoping to catch sight of such a creature in that moment.

He watched her with a puzzled look on his face, wondering if she was asking more than just a simple question. "If you are hoping to see one, there is no better place to look then here," he replied, turning to face her, the wind whipping at his dark hair and turning his cheeks pink.

"I could only look here if this was my home," she countered softly, tearing her gaze from the sea to meet his eyes. "And if I had the right to wander further than my stepmother would allow." The hope was still there in her blue eyes, but it was not the hope to discover some myth lying by the sea, not any longer. Despite his obvious sign of favor, she did not consider herself as suitable to be his bride as the princesses who were eagerly awaiting his announcement at the fete tomorrow.

"This could be your home, if you so wished it to be," he told her, reaching to touch his fingers to hers, despite the risk to propriety. It was an innocent touch, and yet an intimate one.

Skin to skin, despite the chill of the wind, was a new experience for Serafina. He had always worn gloves before now; to feel his fingers curling to hers without that soft barrier between them was enough to draw a tender flush to her cheeks. "It ....it is not my place to ask, Your Majesty," she whispered shyly, her eyes fixed on his fingers about her own. "I would not dare to presume you might ..."

"If I were to ask, Serafina, would you be agreeable to the question at hand?" he asked, not exactly a proposal, but before he could ask her that question, he needed to know if she thought she could be happy here with him. "It is secluded here, yes, but the city is not far, and if you prefer, you can bring your friends to serve as your ladies, either here or at the queen's palace. I do not wish you to be lonely, but I am hoping not only for a queen and a mother for my children, but a companion, as well." He paused a moment as he turned once again to look out at the sea. "Would it be hard to believe that even a king gets lonely?"

His question had taken the breath from her lungs, glad he turned to look away as she struggled to still the whirling in her mind. How had they gone from learning to what was almost a proposal" Why her, and not any one of the myriad princesses far better suited to the role" Yet here she was, alone with a king who not only wanted but needed a bride, a queen, a wife. He had asked for her, and she had come without question. Wasn't that sign enough that the question he had not quite asked her already had its reply'

"My father used to say that the loneliest man in the world is the man who does not have someone to listen in the darkest hours of the night," she said softly, turning her own eyes out to the sea. "I would not have you be lonely, sire. You are a good man, and you have been unfailingly honest with me, where others in your position might have flattered and given half-truths. I find you handsome and engaging; I want to know more of you. So ....yes. I would be agreeable to the question at hand, and hopeful for a life of more than simply looking pretty on your arm." As she spoke, her hand turned beneath his, daring to link her slender fingers between his own, yet not quite daring to look at him once more.

Not only surprised by her response but by the linking of her fingers to his, no smile of pleasure or of pride rose to his face. This was too serious a moment for lighthearted humor - a moment that could change both their lives forever, either for better or worse, though he could not imagine ever being unhappy in her presence. "I would not have you be my bride only because you are worried about my happiness." Her compliments had not missed his notice, but if they were to have a successful and even happy marriage, there would have to be more than just physical attraction, even if that was what had initially drawn him to her. There was no doubt she looked like his Genevieve, and yet, she was not an exact copy. No, she was Serafina, a beauty unto herself and perhaps even more intriguing than her mother had once been.

She blushed, knowing he had caught her attempt not to seem selfish, her eyes fixed on the movement of the waves in the growing darkness. "I would be lying if I tried to pretend that ....that I would not very much like to be asked that question, Your Majesty," she admitted. Just saying that out loud went against everything she had been taught and told over the years; that a woman should be grateful for what she was given and not seek for more unless that ambition was approved of by her guardians. "My stepmother attempted to talk me out of coming to your festivities. She, like I, believed that you would choose a princess; that I was setting my hopes too high. But ....I would always have regretted not coming. I would not be here at all if I did not harbor some hope, sire."

He remained quiet for a moment, debating giving her the real reason he had chosen her, though it was less and less about her resemblance to her mother and more and more about herself and what she had to offer a marriage. After a long moment spent studying her profile in the growing gloom, he turned his head, also, toward the sea.

"My first marriage was a loveless one, as you well know. It was made for political reasons, to forge an alliance with Alanic. I was very young then and less than happy about it. I wanted to marry for love, can you imagine?" A smile formed on his face, but it was tinged with sadness. "My father, of course, thought this was foolish, and demanded I marry the Princess Elena. Rebellious as I was, I told him that while I might have no choice but to marry her, I would not love her or give her children. While our marriage formed the alliance my father so desperately desired and the country needed at the time, Elena and I were terribly mismatched, and I was never able to see her as anything but an interloper. Later I came to regret my actions, but Elena never forgave me. It was too late for us, and she died without ever knowing my love or affection." He sighed with obvious regret, taking most of the blame for that loveless union, though there was enough blame for both sides.

She frowned as she listened to him recount the circumstances of his first marriage. It was a sad tale, though not uncommon. Yet few men took it to such extremes as this man had, to the point of never bedding his political wife or even showing her any real friendship. No wonder Queen Elena had lived all her life in Rombuie, as far from his residence here in Riftfell as she could get without leaving the country. "As you say, sire, young people make foolish mistakes," she said softly. "It is to be hoped that we learn from those mistakes, in time. I ....I do not wish to be married purely for the purposes of begetting an heir, though I know it is my duty. I have a somewhat vengeful temper. If I were to be isolated or ignored purely for not being precisely what was desired, I would likely make your life miserable for it."

He smiled as he looked to her, though that sadness was still apparent in his expression, in his eyes. "I am no longer the willful fool I once was, Serafina, but neither am I young. Marrying me would mean marrying a man who is old enough to be your father. It is likely you will outlive me, but you would be queen in your own right, and any child of ours would inherit the throne without contest. I have, at least, not been foolish enough to sire any bastards out of wedlock these many years." That last part was said with a bit of a chuckle, though there was no humor in it. His had been a lonely life, but lonely by his own choosing, until now. "I appreciate your honesty. It is one of the reasons I asked you here today. I do not want a queen who will coddle and flatter and lie to my face in order to please me and ensure her place here when, in truth, she detests me. I am not an easy man to live with, but I wish for a true companion, one who will not only make a good queen and mother, but also a lover and friend."

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 04:02 EST
She could not help the quirk of her lips. "I do not know how easy I am to live with, Your Majesty, but I can assure you that I will never coddle, flatter, or lie to you simply to ensure my place," she promised him. "I am far more likely to shout and throw things if I am displeased, though I can promise it will be with the illusion of privacy. I would not, for example, offer to make you eat your own crown in company."

He chuckled a little at the last of her statement. "That is a good thing, as it might prove difficult." His smile softened, the sadness fading, replaced with a look that was almost amused at her continued honesty. He turned to face her, taking her hands between his, which had grown cold without the gloves and the coat to keep him warm. "I do not have much time, Lady, before I must make an announcement. With your leave, it is you I would choose for my queen, but do not give me your answer now. Let us not speak of this anymore tonight, but let me show you the castle, let us get further acquainted, and most importantly, you must relish the cook's treat. Think on it tonight. Think on whether you might be happy here, and give me your answer tomorrow. I will abide with your wishes, whatever they might be." He bowed his head, lifting her hand to his lips to brush it with a kiss in a courtly manner of affection and respect.

And who would he choose if she were to say no, she could not help but wonder, even as his lips brushed her fingers. Which princess would be his second political match, doomed to repeat the mistakes of his first' Serafina found herself glowing with jealousy at the thought of any other woman standing where she was standing at that moment, surprising herself with the force of that feeling. But he had asked her to wait for tomorrow, so she would abide by his wishes. "We should take your royal self inside before you freeze, Your Majesty," she told him instead. "I am sure your chancellor would deeply disapprove of me if our first evening together results in your catching a chill."

He smiled at her scolding, unaccustomed as he was to anyone of the female persuasion caring much for his well-being in many long years. "I am sure you are right. Franz has become something of a mother hen these past years," he told her, reaching to push an errant strand of hair away from her face with a light brush of fingertips against her brow, a soft smile on his face. There were so many memories of stolen moments like this spent with her mother, and yet, they were clouded with time and fading from memory. The past was the past, and nothing could be done to change it, but perhaps with any luck, he could still forge a happy future, not only for himself, but for her daughter and for the country at large. "You are like a breath of fresh air, Serafina, but you are right. We should go back inside before the servants become alarmed at my absence."

She was so young, and yet not so young as to be unaware of how intimate this moment was; a moment stolen by a prince of the blood royal to spend with the lady of his choice, even if the world did not yet know he had made his decision. The way he touched her brow, smoothing her hair from her face, echoed the way her father had done the same so many times, and yet felt nothing like the paternal affection she had known then. It felt deeper, somehow, more private than anything she had experienced before. "You should take back your coat," she reminded him softly. "Lest your servants think I have been debauching you on the parapet."

He chuckled again, amused and even enjoying her sense of humor. "On the contrary, it would give them something to talk about," he countered with a teasing gleam in his eyes, tucking her arm into his to lead her back to the stairs that would take them back to the castle proper, intending to retake his coat once they were out of the cold.

"Oh, you don't think the king inviting an unknown, unmarried lady to his castle for a private dinner, knowing perfectly well she would be stranded there overnight, is worth talking about?" she asked, letting herself relax once again as she took his arm. Her smile was bright once more, warm as he drew her in out of the cold.

"They have not have much happy news these last years. It will be good to give them something to gossip about that does not involve too much grief or sadness," he told her, this time taking the lead so that he could make sure she didn't trip on her way back down the stairs.

"At least I am used to being a source of gossip," she admitted in amusement. "Oh! Wait, Your Majesty." She touched her hand to his shoulder lightly, needing him to stop. "Your coat." Smoothly, she slipped the brocaded jacket from her shoulders, offering it to him with a faint smile.

He paused in his step to take the coat from her with a soft smile of gratitude. "Thank you," he told her, his fingers accidentally or not so accidentally brushing hers as he took the coat from her and folded it over one arm, until there was enough room for him to fit his broad shoulders back into its confines. He didn't much care what the servants thought; by this time tomorrow, they would all know what decision had been made. "I do not want you to think our castle here is so secluded as to be a prison. I also do not want you to think that Rombuie is your only choice of alternative residence. There are too many sad memories at Rombuie. You would be free to redecorate the queen's residence or the castle to your own liking, but I'm afraid I'm getting ahead of myself again."

"If you do not wish my answer tonight, then yes, sire, you are getting a little ahead of yourself," she agreed with a mischievous glimmer in her eyes, glancing only briefly at him before returning her attention to descending the stairs without tripping. Each tread was a little deeper than she was used to, making it highly likely that she was going to fall face first at any moment, and probably take the king with her.

He took each stair one at a time, turning so that he was going down backwards, while holding her hand to lead her slowly downward, but as they descended, the stairway widened and became less treacherous. "I think it only fair that you take the evening to consider the consequences of your decision, whatever that decision might be." After all, it was a life-changing decision for both of them, whichever way she decided.

"Does it not occur to you, sire, that I have been considering the consequences of such a decision since I found myself invited to take part in these events?" she asked gently. She wasn't a vapid fool, with nothing in her head but dresses and sweets. She knew perfectly well what such a decision would mean, both in costs and benefits. "Though I may not have considered myself to have much chance, I would be a fool indeed if I had not already thought on what such a decision might mean for me."

"Yes, that has occurred to me, but this is a decision that will change your life, Serafina, and I do not want you to make the wrong choice or to be unhappy," he told her, not wanting to repeat the same mistakes that had been made with his first queen. "Is it so much to ask that you consider my offer for one evening?" he asked further, as they made their slow descent.

"No, it is not so much to ask," she assured him. "I simply do not want you to believe that my answer would be given based on the contemplation of a single evening. It would be unfair to you to make such a decision in such a short time."

"Unfair to me?" he echoed, coming to a halt once they reached the bottom of the stairway. "I am not sure I know what you mean," he confessed, as he shrugged back into the coat.

"Just as you seem unwilling to simply make your choice without allowing the lady a chance to know you, I am unwilling to commit myself for a lifetime without serious thought," she told him in a quiet tone, trying not to admire the cleverness of his fingers as he buttoned his coat. "Surely you do not want a wife who only said yes to be a queen? I have given the matter a great deal of thought over these past weeks. I have studied your land, your history. I have learned all I could of you - not of the king, but of the man, in so far as I could do so. I would not have come to your festivities had I not reached the conclusion that here was a man I could wed without regrets."

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 04:02 EST
He furrowed his brows at her, not only a little surprised by her forthrightness once again, but at the tone of certainty in her voice. Was she prepared to answer his proposal right here and now without giving it at least a few hours' thought' Was she truly aware of the ramifications of her actions" He shifted his weight a little as he considered her statement. "What would you have me do?" he asked, unsure if she wanted him to accept her answer now or if she was asking for a chance to know him better first.

"I would have you afford me the same courtesy that you afford yourself, Your Majesty," she told him, aware that she was just on the cusp of scolding a man twice her age and in a position to have her thrown in a dungeon if the mood took him. "If you feel yourself able to ask the question, allow me the courtesy of giving an answer that will not be changed in days to come."

Behind her, the guard on duty bit his lips tightly together, trying not to look as though he had heard every word.

The tiniest of smirks tugged at the corners of Frederick's mouth, realizing she was going to make a formidable partner in more ways than one, presuming her answer was yes. "Would you like to answer that question now or wait until we are afforded some privacy?" he countered, sounding more amused, if anything, and far from angry.

Serafina blushed at his amusement, wondering whether she really was that funny to look at when she was trying to be serious. "I can't answer the question until you ask it, Your Majesty," she pointed out, resisting the urge to stamp her foot. "The location of the question is entirely your own affair."

"Very well, then," he replied, turning to face her. He would have preferred to have done this in private; while they'd been on the parapet, perhaps, or in his study where the servants were waiting to serve them dessert, but since she was so insistent, then he would wait no longer. He took both her hands in his again, moving to one knee before her, though he was the sovereign and she, the subject. "Lady Serafina of Kediri, would you do me the honor of accepting my proposal to become my beloved wife and esteemed Queen of Carantania?" he asked, as simply put as he could, without getting overly flowery.

For just a moment, she was tempted to make him stay down there for longer than was seemly, just to make sure he was completely aware that she hadn't been lying about her temper. But she wasn't that cruel, and she had rather talked herself into this situation in the first place. She heard a door open further down the hallway, yet her attention was on the monarch inexplicably kneeling before her. "It would be my honor to accept, Your Majesty," she told him, as certain of her answer as she was of anything else about herself. She hadn't lied about her preparation for this little trip across the continent, after all. "I shall try to be the wife you need, and the queen your country deserves."

There was a quiet sound of triumph from somewhere behind her - though she was not in a position to know it, the king's proposal had had an audience. Franz was leaning out through the door he had opened when he'd heard their footsteps stop without entering a room, and at her response to the question, had punched the air, a wide grin on his face. He caught his king's eye, shaking his mace in congratulations, and hurriedly disappeared from sight once again, closing the door with far more care than he had used opening it.

Frederick caught a fleeting glimpse of his chancellor and friend out of the corner of an eye, though it was the beauty in front of him that held most of his attention. He was going to have to say something to Franz later, knowing the man would likely be ridiculously proud of himself, considering he had been the one to invite her here in the first place. He resisted the urge to acknowledge his friend's presence, instead offering Serafina a soft smile as he touched a kiss to her hand and rose to his feet.

"I can assure you the honor is mine, Lady, but my heart is glad you have accepted my offer. I hope you will be happy here, and I will do my best to make it so." He might have said more, but for the fear of embarrassing them both in front of onlookers. "Shall we retire to the study before the cook loses his patience?" he asked, that almost amused smile on his face again. He'd been fairly certain of her reply before she'd insisted on giving it to him, but he had wanted her to be sure. Now that it seemed she was sure, he felt a mixture of relief and joy at her answer, mingled with some nervous excitement.

She laughed, a softer sound this time, but no less warm and real for that, offering up her nerves in a peal of giggles as she curled her hands to his elbow. "I think we should, Your Majesty," she agreed. "I should hate for you to be beaten with a spatula on the night you offered to divest me of my maidenly status for life."

He laughed, genuinely amused by the idea of the cook daring to do anything so bold as that, but also flushing just a little at the idea of taking her virginity. "Well, we still have a few days, at least, before we need to worry about that. If I know the Chancellor, he will not want us to wait very long before a wedding is to take place," he added, settling his free hand against hers as he led her away from the tower and back toward his study in the King's Quarters.

No doubt the news of her acceptance would have spread through the entire castle within a matter of hours, but the servants and guards were loyal to their king. It would not go any further until the official announcement was made. "My stepmother is going to swoon when I tell her," Serafina mused thoughtfully, imagining the sight of her legal guardian falling in a disbelieving heap on the floor in the morning with a surprisingly wicked little snicker. "I feel I should apologize in advance for any demands she may attempt to make of you. She married my father for the advancement; she may well be livid that I will now outrank her forever."

"I will defer to you where matters of your mother are concerned," he replied, wondering if the woman was going to want to accompany her daughter to the castle, which for some reason, was not the most pleasant of thoughts. It wasn't that he didn't like her - he hardly knew her - but he didn't think a meddling mother-in-law would be very conducive to a happy marriage.

"Thank you." The thanks, however, came out in a wry drawl, proving that her stepmother might well be a difficulty in the coming days. Serafina, however, was more than capable of dealing with the woman, and if necessary, was more than prepared to sic the king's chancellor on her if she became stubborn.

They passed a few servants here and there as they made their way to his chambers, and yet, it seemed that the castle was starting to settle down for the evening, turning quiet and almost peaceful as the evening wore on. Inside the study, a blazing fire was going in the hearth, both warming the room and casting a gentle glow, along with some well-placed candles. A servant stood nearby, ready to serve coffee and dessert and attend to their tiniest of whims. Frederick led her to a chair near the fire, where she could warm herself and get comfortable before claiming an adjacent chair for himself.

Settled in the chair he chose for her, Serafina found herself gazing into the fire, a little at a loss for what to do or say next. Though it was not yet official, she was engaged to be married; and not just to any man, but to a king. For a brief moment, she felt the shock of what she had agreed to, before her own common sense reminded her that she had already worried over all the possible ramifications before ever setting foot in Carantania. "I wonder, Your Majesty ..." She raised her eyes to his, feeling awfully shy for a moment. "Would it be terribly forward of me to ask .....why' Why would you choose me, from all the ladies who came when you beckoned?"

His smile faltered a moment, as if this question was the hardest she had asked him yet. It gave him a moment's pause as he considered how to answer. He wanted to be honest, and yet, if she knew the whole truth, she might misunderstand and think he was only trying to replace her mother by marrying her daughter, which was not entirely true. "There are any number of ways I could answer that, Lady," he started, breaking off as the servant poured them each a cup of a fragrant, dark brew that was known in Carantania as coffee.

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 04:03 EST
"Then you should choose the answer you feel is truest, Your Majesty," she told him candidly. Her eyes strayed toward the tray on which the servant was pouring something unfamiliar into tiny delicate cups, the bitter scent catching her interest. "If I may ....what is that?"

Frederick's thoughts were distracted by the concoction the servant was pouring, as well as the small crystal glasses that were filled with a sweet confection that was the cook's pride and joy. "It is called coffee, Lady. I would recommend you take it with a little sugar and cream, as it tends to be on the bitter side. It is also not something you should take much of before bed, as it has a tendency to be somewhat invigorating," he replied, as the servant handed them each a cup of the hot, dark beverage.

"Coffee?" She tasted the unfamiliar word even as she took the cup offered to her with a soft smile of thanks. "It is remarkably dainty for a beverage, sire," she commented, breathing in the bitter scent with her eyes closed. "Where does it come from' I have never even heard of it." She raised the cup to her lips, taking a small sip, and almost immediately grimaced at the strong taste. "Oh, goodness ..."

The king gestured to the servant to offer the lady a little cream and sugar to sweeten the taste, though he drank his just as it had been poured.

"Sire, the cook has instructed me to tell you that the dessert should be eaten cold," he said, referring to the creamy dark mixture that had been spooned into a pair of small crystal bowls.

"Yes, thank you, Aurick," the king replied, as the man bowed once and turned to depart.

Unsure quite how much to add, Serafina allowed the servant to guide her, thanking him softly once again as she tasted the drink in her hand for the second time. This time, it was not such a shock to her tastebuds. Indeed, it was a very different flavor to anything she had tasted before, but she found she liked it for its unusual taste. "This ....coffee ....is not common?" she asked the king curiously as Aurick departed. "I like it, though I am uncertain that many people will agree with me."

"It is imported from outside Meringia. Carantania is the only country to have secured a trade agreement. Cocoa, also. If I am not mistaken, it is likely what the cook has used to create for our dessert. I think you will like it. Coffee is an acquired taste, I am told, but there are few who do not like chocolate," he explained. None of this, of course, answered her earlier question, but he'd get to it eventually. "Here," he said, setting his coffee aside to reach for one of the crystal cups, along with a spoon. He scooped up a spoonful of the sweet treat and leaned closer to offer her a taste.

"I know that cocoa is used in the making of chocolate, but your artisans are very protective of the secret," she said with an amused smile, setting her own cup down as he offered her a taste of the dessert that apparently had to be eaten while it was cold. A little self-conscious, she opened her mouth only as far as she needed to in order to enclose the little spoon, but there was nothing self-conscious about the moan that erupted from her throat at the decadent taste that filled her mouth. Without thinking, she closed her eyes as she drew back, savoring the melting wonder on her tongue for a long moment before swallowing. "Good Goddess," she breathed, opening her eyes to meet his gaze in amazement. "He isn't a chef, he's a magician."

"Sinful, isn't it?" he asked, that smile gracing his face once again. He offered her another spoonful of the stuff before handing her the bowl and spoon. "He calls it mousse. I do not know why."

She bit her lip, doing her best not to gobble up the treat as she took the bowl and spoon from him. "Do you think he would teach me how to make it?" she asked hopefully. "I could never hope to match his skill, of course, but surely it wouldn't be a risk to teach the queen how to make chocolate?"

"That, dear heart, is a question for the cook, as I cannot speak for him. I will tell you that he guards his secrets carefully, but I think it would be hard for him to deny such a request from his queen," Frederick replied, taking up the remaining crystal cup for himself. He did not moan as he savored the chocolatey mixture, but he was not immune to its effects.

Her smile brightened as she returned her attention to the dessert. She hoped he thought the reason for that smile was for the thought of being inducted into the secret guarded so jealously by the craftsmen and women of his country. She wasn't sure how she would react if he knew she was smiling because of the endearment he had laid upon her. "It is delicious," she said, more to fill the silence than anything. "Very rich, however." And she knew her own limits, finishing only half of the dessert. "I hope he will not be offended. I do not eat very much in a single sitting."

"I am sure he will not," Frederick replied, as he indulged in his own share of mousse. He ate it slowly, savoring each sinful spoonful, but he would finish his in its entirety. "I must admit to having a weakness for sweets," he confessed, though he appeared fit enough, without any physical proof that such indulgences had done him any harm.

"You do not carry it about your waist like some gentlemen I have known," she said, and abruptly her eyes widened. "Oh goodness. I did not mean to ....that is ....I think I may have momentarily relaxed a little much, Your Majesty. Forgive me, I did not mean to give offense."

He laughed, more at her obvious alarm than at the fact that she may have noticed whether or not he was carrying a few extra pounds. "No offense taken, though I will warn you - I am not a young man, any longer." That thought made the smile on his face fade a little, as he was reminded how much older than her he really was, but it would not be the first or last royal marriage that had consisted of such a pairing, especially when women were given to dying in childbirth. That, too, was a thought which worried him, considering her own mother's fate.

She chewed her lower lip for a long moment, finally just giving up and saying what was going through her mind. "You are the most attractive man I have ever met," she offered with an odd sort of shy boldness. "Really, sire, you seem to linger too much upon the difference in our ages. I feel bound to tell you that if my stepmother had her way, I would be married off to the baron of the neighboring town, and he is not only approaching sixty, but fat and balding as well. I wouldn't have argued with her, but I cannot help but be glad that I am to wed a man who ....who pleases me."

A single brow arched upwards at her comment, surprised once again at her honesty. At least, he thought she was being honest. He had already asked for her hand, so there was little reason for her to continue to flatter him, unless it was honest flattery. "You asked why I have chosen you. I could ask you the same, you know," he pointed out. Why she had said yes to his offer, though she'd already given him reason enough.

She smiled faintly, unsurprised to hear her question turned back on herself. Curling her hands about the little cup of coffee, she leaned back in her seat. "I could give you ....the political answer," she offered. "The rational answer. Or the personal answer. All of which are perfectly true, and only one of which is actually an answer to your question."

"Why don't you give me the honest answer?" he countered, knowing she'd want the same from him, though he wasn't sure it would be wise to be entirely honest in his own answer. He sipped at his coffee while he awaited her answer, rapt with attention for what she had to say, though he was secretly tense with nerves at his own response.

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 04:04 EST
She was quiet for a long moment, looking into the fire as she assembled her thoughts. "I never dreamed you would choose me," she confessed softly. "I had expected to be danced with, and to be here to witness the announcement of your choice. I could give you any number of reasons why I said yes, but ....there's only one that truly made my mind up for me." Blue eyes rose to meet his, softened to darkness in the light of the fire. "When you let me see your sadness, I wanted to take it away from you. I knew then that I was hoping for more than I should have allowed myself. I respect the king, and I will do all I can to be a supportive queen to him. But I like George Frederick a good deal more, and I would like to see him smile. I would like to be the cause of those smiles. It is very selfish, I know."

There went that brow up his ticking upwards again, mostly at the claim that she was being selfish. "That is not selfish, Serafina. In fact, I think it is perhaps the furthest thing from selfish I have ever heard."

So unselfish, it took a moment before he could say anything further, so touched by her sentiment - so very different from that of her own mother, who'd refused him and left him behind, bereft and heartbroken, despite his declarations of love. He might have even abdicated the throne for her, but that time had long since passed.

"I should answer you question, I suppose," he said, drawing a slow breath, as if to gather his courage. "The truth is I was expecting to choose someone else. A princess, perhaps. Someone young and capable of producing an heir. It did not matter so much who, so long as she was someone who did not come to detest me, and yet, my heart yearns for something more than that. I did not harbor much hope for friendship, much less love, and yet, when I saw you, I started to hope. I must confess you remind me of someone I knew long ago, a lost love, but it is not only that. You are unlike anyone I have ever met. Kind, honest, intelligent and ....You make me laugh. I can assure you it's been a long time since I have had any reason to laugh. I have been lonely, yes. Is it so hard to believe that, of all the women I danced with last night, you are the only one I can imagine filling that void in my life" That you are the only one I can imagine finding any kind of happiness with?"

"If I am unlike anyone you have ever met, then your life must be filled with some terribly boring people," she said with a smile, though she wasn't making a joke of his confession. In truth, it touched her heart that she had made such an impression on a man whom she had been certain had anything he could want at his fingertips. That she reminded him of a love lost long ago could have given her pause, were it not for the way he moved past that with barely a second thought. "I cannot foresee any difficulty in loving you, sire," she said softly. "I will not say I am in love, for we both know it would be a lie. But learning to love you ....that will not be the chore you seem to believe of it. Indeed, I believe it will be a pleasure."

Once again, he found himself smiling in amusement at her reply, but only in regard to her remark about boring people. If she only knew. "I am not so foolish as to expect you to love me when we have only just met, but nothing would make me more happy than for us to grow fond of each other as the days pass," he admitted, reaching across the small distance between them to dare once again to link his fingers with hers.

Her fingers crept into his open palm, her own smile small and soft in the firelight. "That would make me very happy, Your Majesty," she agreed in a soft tone. "Though I cannot deny you have another charm I have yet to see which also helped me to make up my mind." She could turn a serious conversation to humor with anything, it seemed, if the twinkle in her eye was anything to go by.

His gaze was quizzical in response to her statement. She could not be referring to what he thought she was referring to, could she" "I think perhaps you are referring to the library?" he asked, though he was fairly certain that was not what she'd had in mind. "Shall we, then?" he asked, gently easing her to her feet as he moved from the chair. Dessert, it seemed, was finished; they had shared some secrets, but he had not yet fulfilled his promise to show her the library.

She giggled, glad he had guessed correctly what she meant. That he had not immediately thought of bedroom antics was in his favor, too, though she dared not actually admit to that. Setting her cup down, she rose as he guided her to her feet, excitement showing in her smile at the thought of seeing a library that was more than simply a single wall of books. "You know my mind already, sire."

It was good he had guessed right, or he might have embarrassed them both. He smiled with relief, taking her arm once again to lead her to the library, which was another point of pride at this castle he called home. "I am not sure how many novels you might find there, but as I said, you are more than welcome to add to the collection as you wish. There is always room for more books, and when there is not, we will make more room," he assured her, noticing the look of excitement in her smile. "Perhaps we could even read to each other from time to time. Are you fond of poetry?"

"I must confess, I have not read much poetry," she confided in him. "The only poetry I have heard is that awful sickly sweet iambic pentameter verse silly boys think will make a lady give them a kiss. It is perfectly nauseating to listen to."

"Roses are red, violets are blue, I will love you, if you love me, too?" he recited with a smirk, though he wasn't sure if that was the kind of poetry she had in mind.

"Oh, goodness ..." Serafina dissolved into quiet giggles at that, shaking her head. "Shockingly, that is actually better than some of the rubbish I've had quoted in my direction by spotty little lordlings who think a title and an understanding of how to write their own name is all it takes to get a woman to fall in love with them." It appeared that her opinion of the young lords her own age was less than stellar.

"Pardon me for saying so, but mayhap they were not so interested in winning your affections as exploring what?s hidden beneath your skirts," he told her, perhaps a little too bluntly, but she was no child and he would not treat her like one. It was a short walk from the study to the library, their footsteps echoing through the halls of the castle as he led the way.

Her cheeks lit up in a brilliant blush at his blunt commentary on the behaviors of her peers, but she wasn't going to let that stop her. "I very much doubt they would have liked what they found, if they had reached their preferred destination," she assured him, her confidence more than a little unsettling. But then, he didn't know what she kept under her skirts at all times, thanks to a father who'd known what young men were like.

He furrowed his brows at her and might have responded to that remark, but thankfully, they had reached their destination, saving him from having to embarrass either of them by continuing that line of conversation. "Here we are," he said, coming to a halt just outside a set of double doors behind which was the third and last of the things he had promised to show her before the night was over.

Her anticipation was obvious in the way her hands tightened on his arm, waiting impatiently for the doors before them to be opened. Clearly their conversation of the evening had been noted, for every lamp and candle was lit, casting the library in twinkling golden light as she was allowed access at last. "Oh, my goodness ..."

The fire had been lit in this room, too, making the space warm and toasty. The room was decorated mostly in shades of crimson and red, with dark walnut wood bookcases and pillars polished to a luster. A stone fireplace with ornate scrollwork was flanked by bookshelves on one wall, couches and chairs gathered about to ensure the readers' comfort. Overhead was a long gallery lit by open windows and hanging lights. At one end of the space was a small alcove with a desk and upholstered chairs, which offered a small private space for reading or writing. There were several portraits scattered about the space, mostly of past kings and queens and their families, some of whom bore the current king a small resemblance.

Serafina

Date: 2017-03-20 04:05 EST
Serafina had never seen so many books in one place. Reading had always been her solace, especially after her father's second marriage had gone ahead. Though she loved her half-brothers, they were too noisy for her when they were tiny, and she would often find somewhere to hide and read. To know that she would have the right to enter here and read to her heart's content ....it was truly wonderful. "Do you often use the library?" she asked her companion softly, spying the desk at the far end of the long space that seemed well used.

"When I am able," he replied, as he escorted her further into the room, their footsteps muffled against the crimson carpet that ran the length of the room. "It is less drafty here than in the study, and I often come here to read or look over my correspondence." He hesitated a moment, eyeing her carefully, as if she may have been asking him more than simply that. "Would you prefer I confine myself to the study and let this be your space?" he asked, unsure if she'd prefer to be alone during her time spent here. His first queen had preferred an entire palace of her own, where he knew he was not welcome, so a single room was not so very much to ask. He would have given her most anything she'd asked for.

The shock on her face was obvious even before she rushed to reassure him. "No! No, not at all, sire," she promised, pausing to meet his eyes with anxious sincerity. "I was simply curious. My father used to work in his library, though what we called a library was barely five shelves of books. I would sit by the window and read while he was working. I-I would never ask you to abandon a room you clearly love for such a petty reason. There is company to be had in reading together."

"I'm sorry," he said, his expression remorseful. He let go of her arm and moved over to a small portrait that had been laid on a table. He picked it up, looking over the face there that he had long since memorized. "Elena ....my wife ....the queen," he faltered, as if he was unsure by which name to refer to her. "She was not fond of books. She used to say that it was not good for one to get lost in books, especially stories of romance and adventure. She thought that to do so was dangerous because if one expected life to be like that of those written of in stories, one would always be disappointed. I am not sure I agree," he added. "Books are not just full of stories, but histories and lessons to be learned. How can we learn not to repeat the mistakes of the past if we do not know of them' How can we dream of a better future if we do not understand the past' Stories of heroes and adventure and love and romance ....Are these not something to strive for?" he asked further.

Serafina watched him move away, guessing that the portrait he picked up was of his late queen. There was no other palpable sign of the woman in the library and, she realized, there had been no sign of her in the dining room and study either. He truly had lived here all alone, but for servants and council. "That is the reason people give for disapproving of novels and stories," she offered. "But I have never seen them as dangerous. They are an escape, a world where the prince always finds his princess, the dragon is always defeated, the monster is always killed. Life is not so cut and dried, however much we may wish it were. Such stories temper the disappointments of living, I think."

"Do they temper the disappointments, or do they only make them all that much more painful?" he asked, though it was yet another rhetorical question. He set the portrait down with a sigh. He had not loved her, and perhaps, he had no right to grieve her loss, but he grieved instead for what might have been and had not. But Elena was the past and Serafina the future. "Perhaps in death, she's forgiven me for not being who she needed me to be," he said quietly, but was he speaking now of Elena or Genevieve" He was not so sure himself.

Seeing him so sad, something twisted in Serafina's chest. She moved toward him, both hands reaching to capture his, to warm his fingers between her palms as she looked up at him. "Perhaps it is time you forgave yourself for mistake that cannot be undone," she urged him softly. "No one should be trapped in the past. You do not deserve to be haunted by this."

"Perhaps, perhaps not," he replied, unable to argue either way. He'd been over it all so many times it made his head hurt and his heart ache. The loss of two women - one he'd loved and one he'd refused to love. And then, there was this sweet, innocent creature before him whose whole life stretched out in front of her, like an unwritten book. "Goddess help me if I ever make you regret your choice, Serafina," he told her in the hushed whisper of a voice.

"No one can make me regret anything," she told him, certain of that in the way that only the idealistic young could be. "I am sure there is nothing about you that I will ever regret being a part of." Without thinking, she drew one of her hands from his, touching her fingers to his cheek. "Please don't be sad."

He was surprised again by her touch. Surprised and yet not so surprised. Pleased, even, touched to the core of his soul by her statement, secretly praying to the Goddess that she would never feel differently. "How can I be sad when you are here?" he asked her, drawing her hand to his mouth so that he could brush a kiss against the palm of her hand, more intimate than any touch or kiss he had yet shared with her.

The brush of his lips against her palm sent something indefinable crackling through her, staggering her breath as her eyes widened at the unexpected heat that rose from one simple touch. Her gaze focused on his mouth, forgetting propriety, forgetting all her lessons in ladylike behavior, until she tore her gaze up to meet his. "I-I hope I am enough to keep you from sadness," she whispered, clinging to his hand even as she trembled.

"I know you will be," he replied. Not I think, but I know. There was something inside him - some indefinable certainty - that just knew it, not because of Genevieve, but because of her. He knew in that instant that if he ever had a chance at happiness, it was with Serafina. He smiled and touched a single finger to her cheek in a gentle caress. "There's certain to be some excitement tomorrow. You should get some rest."

She smiled shyly, grateful he seemed inclined to overlook her less-than-appropriate staring. "I think you are right," she admitted, reluctantly stepping back from him to curtsy. "Good night, Your Majesty."

Perhaps he had not noticed her stare, as he was doing enough staring of his own, or perhaps he was only lost in his hopes and dreams for the future - hopes and dreams that were now tied up with her. "Good night, Serafina," he told her quietly, letting her slip slowly away and out of reach of his touch. Perhaps in time, she would learn to love him, as she'd said, but as for him, he feared his heart was already lost. He only hoped he had not lost it in vain, once again.

But there would be time to think on that further in the days to come. He had an announcement to draft, and no doubt Franz would require his approval on any number of small things tomorrow in order to finalize the wedding day he was already sure his chancellor was prepared to set for just a week's time. Time enough to contemplate his future with a woman who was the image of the past he had held close for too long. Genevieve had broken his heart, and almost ended the royal line of Carantania with her refusal, and yet here was her daughter, atoning for that loss without even knowing it had been made. Perhaps she was right. Perhaps it was time, finally, to let go of the mistakes of the past. Goddess willing, there would be no such terrible missteps in the time remaining to him.