What an exciting three days it had been. To propose, to wed, to bed, and back out to witness the marriage of a friend he had never thought would be so eager to find a wife - Ezra could never have imagined such a joyful conclusion to a chapter of his life that had been filled with loneliness and worry. He also never could have imagined himself sitting securely on his bed, his wife between his knees, brushing out the tangles in her hair and thoroughly enjoying every stroke.
Ezra wasn't the only one who was happy. That wife of his was overcome with happiness. She'd babbled all the way back to their quarters, laughing and crying at the same time and smothering him in kisses, until he finally had to calm her down long enough to get them both undressed and ready for bed. Oh, the last three days had been a whirlwind for all of them. The only thing that might make things even better was if, in a few weeks' time, she found herself pregnant with Ezra's child.
"I'm so happy, Ezra. Are you sure we're not dreaming?" she asked, barely able to sit still long enough for him to brush out the tangles in her hair.
"Would you like me to pinch you to be certain?" he asked her in a laughing tease, gently turning her head forward once again as the brush swept through the fall of her dark hair.
"You can pinch me wherever you like, husband," she said coyly, giggling before sighing with contentment as he went back to brushing her hair. "Did you ever think you'd be so happy, Ezra?" she asked him.
Gathering her hair into one hand, he laid the length over her shoulder, inching forward to envelop her in his arms, his chin resting on her other shoulder.
"No," he admitted quietly. "I hoped, but hope is just a wish you give to the Goddess. What She does with it will be what you need Her to do, whether you know it or not. I am very happy that She drew us together, askim."
"I remember you," Teres told him quietly, a soft smile on her face as she leaned into him, content for the moment just to be held. "I remember the shy, studious boy you once were. I think I loved you even then," she confessed, though it was likely not the first or last time she'd admit to it.
"Is that why you teased me incessantly about the fact that I never smiled at anything but Nasir's terrible jokes?" he asked, as curious as he was teasing in that moment, enjoying the quiet. The luxury of holding his wife in his arms and knowing he would have many more moments like this in their lives to come.
"I teased you because it was the only way to get you to notice me," Teres said, frowning just a little at the memory of those early days in the harem, when they'd just been children. "You were always so serious. I wanted you to smile at me and laugh the way you did with Nasir."
"I know," he murmured, "but as long as I didn't smile at you, I had all your attention. Perhaps it was selfish, but I have never pretended to be a saint. It was worth it to be able to tear you away from Safiya from time to time."
His own admission made her smile, softly, warmly. "We were just children then. And when you went away ..." Her smile faded a little, though he might not notice. "I didn't think I'd ever see you again," she whispered, a small hitch in her words. But it hardly mattered now - all the years of pain and worry and loneliness had been worth it, now that they were together.
"You need never fear such a thing again, askim," he promised her, soft lips touching her temple in a gentle contrast to the tickle of his beard. "I will always come back to you."
She smiled again, leaning into his embrace and settling his hands against her belly. "I have prayed to the Goddess to give us a child. I do not care if it is a son or a daughter," she told him quietly.
"Perhaps there is a child already planted," he replied. It was perhaps strange for others, how easily Ezra placed his life and his hopes into the hands of the Goddess, yet he had spent a good part of his life studying for the priesthood before deciding that was not his path. His faith was unshakeable, and it bled into every part of his being. He tilted his head, smiling down at Teres lovingly. "I think I would like very much to see you rounded with child and glowing."
"I am already glowing," she assured him, slipping out of his arms, only to turn and take his hand to draw him upwards so that she could lead him to bed. "Would you wish for a son or a daughter first?" she asked, though she believed it was not for them to decide.
His hand evaded hers, both rising to latch gently onto her hips and pull her down to straddle his lap as he encircled her in his arms once again. Dipping his head to the crook of her neck, he breathed her in for a long moment, finally looking up to find her gaze with a soft smile.
"I would hope for a daughter," he admitted, smiling at his own admission. "There are too many warlike boys in this world. The best joys of my life have come from women."
She giggled as he pulled her into his lap, all too willing to oblige him in every way. "Truly' A daughter" And here, I was hoping to give you a son," she admitted, smiling almost shyly at her confession. It filled her heart with joy and relief to hear him assure her that he'd welcome a daughter, especially in a place where sons were so valued.
"Do you remember what Baba always said when we were small?" he asked, nose to nose and smile to smile. "A son is a son 'til he takes a wife, but your daughter's your daughter all her life."
"If the Goddess so wills it, I would like to give you both a son and a daughter," she told him, brushing her nose against his. "But I would be very happy to give you a daughter, Ezra, if that is what you wish. A little girl who will adore her father as much as I do." She moved onto her tiptoes to touch a kiss to his nose. "Now, let us go to bed. If we wish to make a baby, we cannot do it standing up," she told him, playfully waggling her brows at him.
"How much would you like to bet on that?" he asked, waggling his brows back at her and, without removing his arms from around his wife, tipped backward, secure in the knowledge that they would both land safe on the bed in one of his fast becoming favorite positions.
She squeaked as he dropped them both onto the bed, giggling as she landed atop him and once again smothered him in kisses as her hands worked his nightclothes open, eager to taste and touch and memorize all she could of her Ezra.
He laughed into her kisses, easing his own hands inside her robe, smoothing it from her shoulders to toss it aside and let his touch begin the teasing trail up her legs that had turned her to jelly more than once already. He adored how sensitive his askim was to his touch, delighted to find that the wife he loved was not ashamed of her own desires in his arms.
Ezra wasn't the only one who was happy. That wife of his was overcome with happiness. She'd babbled all the way back to their quarters, laughing and crying at the same time and smothering him in kisses, until he finally had to calm her down long enough to get them both undressed and ready for bed. Oh, the last three days had been a whirlwind for all of them. The only thing that might make things even better was if, in a few weeks' time, she found herself pregnant with Ezra's child.
"I'm so happy, Ezra. Are you sure we're not dreaming?" she asked, barely able to sit still long enough for him to brush out the tangles in her hair.
"Would you like me to pinch you to be certain?" he asked her in a laughing tease, gently turning her head forward once again as the brush swept through the fall of her dark hair.
"You can pinch me wherever you like, husband," she said coyly, giggling before sighing with contentment as he went back to brushing her hair. "Did you ever think you'd be so happy, Ezra?" she asked him.
Gathering her hair into one hand, he laid the length over her shoulder, inching forward to envelop her in his arms, his chin resting on her other shoulder.
"No," he admitted quietly. "I hoped, but hope is just a wish you give to the Goddess. What She does with it will be what you need Her to do, whether you know it or not. I am very happy that She drew us together, askim."
"I remember you," Teres told him quietly, a soft smile on her face as she leaned into him, content for the moment just to be held. "I remember the shy, studious boy you once were. I think I loved you even then," she confessed, though it was likely not the first or last time she'd admit to it.
"Is that why you teased me incessantly about the fact that I never smiled at anything but Nasir's terrible jokes?" he asked, as curious as he was teasing in that moment, enjoying the quiet. The luxury of holding his wife in his arms and knowing he would have many more moments like this in their lives to come.
"I teased you because it was the only way to get you to notice me," Teres said, frowning just a little at the memory of those early days in the harem, when they'd just been children. "You were always so serious. I wanted you to smile at me and laugh the way you did with Nasir."
"I know," he murmured, "but as long as I didn't smile at you, I had all your attention. Perhaps it was selfish, but I have never pretended to be a saint. It was worth it to be able to tear you away from Safiya from time to time."
His own admission made her smile, softly, warmly. "We were just children then. And when you went away ..." Her smile faded a little, though he might not notice. "I didn't think I'd ever see you again," she whispered, a small hitch in her words. But it hardly mattered now - all the years of pain and worry and loneliness had been worth it, now that they were together.
"You need never fear such a thing again, askim," he promised her, soft lips touching her temple in a gentle contrast to the tickle of his beard. "I will always come back to you."
She smiled again, leaning into his embrace and settling his hands against her belly. "I have prayed to the Goddess to give us a child. I do not care if it is a son or a daughter," she told him quietly.
"Perhaps there is a child already planted," he replied. It was perhaps strange for others, how easily Ezra placed his life and his hopes into the hands of the Goddess, yet he had spent a good part of his life studying for the priesthood before deciding that was not his path. His faith was unshakeable, and it bled into every part of his being. He tilted his head, smiling down at Teres lovingly. "I think I would like very much to see you rounded with child and glowing."
"I am already glowing," she assured him, slipping out of his arms, only to turn and take his hand to draw him upwards so that she could lead him to bed. "Would you wish for a son or a daughter first?" she asked, though she believed it was not for them to decide.
His hand evaded hers, both rising to latch gently onto her hips and pull her down to straddle his lap as he encircled her in his arms once again. Dipping his head to the crook of her neck, he breathed her in for a long moment, finally looking up to find her gaze with a soft smile.
"I would hope for a daughter," he admitted, smiling at his own admission. "There are too many warlike boys in this world. The best joys of my life have come from women."
She giggled as he pulled her into his lap, all too willing to oblige him in every way. "Truly' A daughter" And here, I was hoping to give you a son," she admitted, smiling almost shyly at her confession. It filled her heart with joy and relief to hear him assure her that he'd welcome a daughter, especially in a place where sons were so valued.
"Do you remember what Baba always said when we were small?" he asked, nose to nose and smile to smile. "A son is a son 'til he takes a wife, but your daughter's your daughter all her life."
"If the Goddess so wills it, I would like to give you both a son and a daughter," she told him, brushing her nose against his. "But I would be very happy to give you a daughter, Ezra, if that is what you wish. A little girl who will adore her father as much as I do." She moved onto her tiptoes to touch a kiss to his nose. "Now, let us go to bed. If we wish to make a baby, we cannot do it standing up," she told him, playfully waggling her brows at him.
"How much would you like to bet on that?" he asked, waggling his brows back at her and, without removing his arms from around his wife, tipped backward, secure in the knowledge that they would both land safe on the bed in one of his fast becoming favorite positions.
She squeaked as he dropped them both onto the bed, giggling as she landed atop him and once again smothered him in kisses as her hands worked his nightclothes open, eager to taste and touch and memorize all she could of her Ezra.
He laughed into her kisses, easing his own hands inside her robe, smoothing it from her shoulders to toss it aside and let his touch begin the teasing trail up her legs that had turned her to jelly more than once already. He adored how sensitive his askim was to his touch, delighted to find that the wife he loved was not ashamed of her own desires in his arms.