Topic: The First Move

Luis Miguel

Date: 2020-04-15 17:35 EST
The marriage of a young king was usually a high moment, celebrated far and wide across his kingdom by rich and poor alike. Not so this marriage, for Luis Miguel was forced to wed Ines Matilde outside his own borders, his wedding a clarion call to draw nobles once loyal to his father and hers to their side in the first move of a civil war that sought to remove a usurper from his position behind the throne. Yet for all that, it was a merry occasion, celebrated by the High court of Pomerania, who were determined to see the new young royals treated well during their stay. The Crown Princess had refused to go into confinement before the wedding took place, active in her own way to make sure that the bride was well dressed and well prepared for the wedding night ahead of her. Embarrassing though that had been, Matilde was very grateful to Marianne for her fussing and warmth, and had, in fact, shyly asked her to stand as witness on the bride's side during the ceremony.

For his part, Miguel - as he was known to friends and family - felt more nervous about the wedding than he did about confronting his mother's lover and reclaiming the throne. It wasn't so much that he was unsure of what he was doing as it was that he wanted to be a good husband to Matilde, and he was more than a little nervous about the so-called bedding ceremony that was to take place after the wedding. He understand how important it was to make sure the marriage was consummated, but couldn't they simply take his word for it' Dressed in his finest clothes, he looked the part of a prince, but his incessant pacing while they awaited the bride threatened to wear a hole in the expensive, imported rug under his feet.

Maksim, the second son of the High King and Miguel's chosen witness, leaned lazily against the wall as he watched his friend pacing. "You know, if you really want to run away, the window is right there," he offered in a teasing tone.

Miguel paused in his pacing only a moment to offer his friend a scowl. "I do not want to run away," he retorted, though sometimes he thought life might be easier that way. Then again, what would he do for a living" And what would happen to Tilde" He'd take her with him, of course, but no - he wasn't a coward and he wouldn't run away from his future. Maks knew his friend well enough to know it wasn't the wedding that was bothering him or even the confrontation with the earl. What was bothering him was what was expected of them directly following the wedding.

Maks smiled. "Look, I have everything under control," he assured his friend. "Trust me, will you? The most trusted men in the land will put their names to the document declaring themselves as witnesses to your consummation."

Miguel arched a curious brow at his friend. "What do you mean?" he asked dubiously. Was he planning on hand-picking the men who would witness the consummation or was he planning on faking it or did he have something entirely else in mind"

Maks' smile grew to a grin. "They will escort you in, watch the blessing, and they will leave," he assured Miguel confidently. "They will then spend a very enjoyable hour in a private room, drinking some of my best wines, sign the document, and go to their homes, never to confess what they did not see." He smirked. "I have dirt on everyone."

Miguel raised his brows higher, obviously not expecting what Maksim was proposing. "So, they will sign the document, but never actually witness the ..." He waved a hand in a circular motion to indicate what he was not saying.

"In a word, yes." Maks pushed off the wall with a flourish. "Unless you want them in there, in which case you are going to have to do a little sleight of hand with a small bag of chicken blood and a needle in between your lady's legs."

The answer to Maks' suggestion was plain from the scowl on Miguel's face. "No, I think the other plan will suffice," he said. The frown still in place, he glanced around to make sure no one was listening before turning back to his friend and lowering his voice to a whisper. "You are talking about blackmail, amigo."

Maks held his gaze for a long moment. "You say that like it's a bad word," he said calmly. "Politics, politicking, it is all about knowing more about your opponent than he knows about you. Leverage, if you would."

Miguel exhaled a sigh. "I think there is still much for me to learn about politics then," he admitted with a worried frown. Then again, wasn't this what people like Maksim were for" A king couldn't do everything on his own, after all.

His friend clapped a hand onto his shoulder. "I'll be with you every step of this journey," he promised. "And I will make sure you are well set up with a good network and a good spymaster before I leave you to govern your own land by yourself."

Miguel gave his friend a solemn nod. "I could not do this without you, amigo," he admitted truthfully. "I am forever in your debt." And in the debt of the High King of Pomerania - Maksim's father - for arranging it.

"Try not to speak of debts on your wedding day," Maksim suggested with a smile. "Be glad my father talked the queen out of throwing you a public banquet instead."

Miguel rolled his eyes at the thought of that. Both he and Matilde preferred to keep things small and private, especially since they did not really want their enemies to learn of their marriage or the plans to retake the throne just yet. "The fact remains," he murmured. He was not so naive as to think he would not be asked for something in return, though it might only be their continued alliance and loyalty to the High King.

"Epirus has always been a vassal state of Pomerania," Maks reminded him, as though reading his mind. "What my father is doing is what he would do for any head of state of the vassal kingdoms who applies to him for help. It is his duty."

"Regardless, I do appreciate his help ....and yours," Miguel insisted. "Once I am king, you can be sure to count on Epirus to remain loyal to the High King," he added, for good measure, as he gave his friend's shoulder an amicable squeeze.

"I have no doubt of it," Maks agreed, glancing up at a knock on the door. "It seems as though your bride has arrived. Shall we?" The little wedding was set to take place in the queen's private chapel, a space determined purely for its intimate size and location.

For a man who was about to wed his childhood sweetheart, Miguel looked like he was about to be sick. He frowned, worry written all over his face. "Maks, do you think I will be a good husband?" he asked his friend. Not king, but husband.

The other man tilted his head. "Do you like your wife?" he asked. "Do you care for her happiness" Then yes, you will be a good husband." He didn't need to wait for the answers; he knew Miguel's heart on this matter.

Luis Miguel

Date: 2020-04-15 17:35 EST
Nor did Miguel bother to answer his friend's questions. He might not yet call it love, but there was no doubt that he cared for Matilde and for her well-being. They had been good friends when they'd been children, always knowing they were meant to be wed. He had never thought of her as a sister, so much as a good friend, but now that they were grown, he knew those feelings had gone far deeper than that. Maksim's questions needed no reply.

"Let us go then," he told his friend. "I am ready."

Maks nodded to him. "Good man. And it's a short ceremony, so you'll be fine."

With a last squeeze to his friend's shoulder, he moved to open the door and usher the groom into the little chapel, where the High King and Queen waited, along with a few carefully chosen other witnesses. A rustle of fabric at the main door to the chapel announced the entrance of the bride, resplendent in green velvet and ivory silk, her red hair flowing down her back as she entered on the arm of the Crown Prince of Pomerania.

Miguel took his place at the front of the chapel, Maksim beside him, and turned to face the door in anticipation of the bride's arrival. He was nervous, to be sure, but he was also certain he was doing the right thing. It was what their fathers had once wanted and what his heart was yearning for. He held his breath as he waited for his bride to emerge, his stomach in knots, anxious with anticipation.

Matilde was a little pale as she stepped into the chapel, her hand steady on Prince Stephan's arm, hazel eyes immediately seeking out Miguel by the altar. This was the culmination of their fathers' combined wishes during the height of the mens' friendship, though that friendship had soured dramatically over ambitions and greed. More than that, it was her own wish to marry Miguel; the fact that their wedding brought the two warring factions to a united truce was merely a useful side effect. As she reached the altar, Marianne rose from her seat to join them, smiling at her own husband fondly.

Stephan was happy to have volunteered to escort the bride to the altar and proud she had agreed. Though he was destined to one day become High King, it was no secret that he was a romantic at heart. He had fallen in love with his own bride and was not blind to the feelings the younger couple shared, even if they had as yet gone unspoken. He offered his wife a quick wink, before handing Matilde over to Miguel with a warm and encouraging smile to them both. As for Miguel, it seemed he only had eyes for Matilde and thought she had never looked lovelier than she did here today. He offered a nervous smile as he reached for her hand, his eyes bright with his own pride and joy, his heart beating fast in anticipation.

Trembling fingers slid into Miguel's grasp as Matilde came to his side, her eyes only for him in return. A shy smile flickered at her lips as she met his gaze, warm and wanting despite her uncertainty. As the priestess began her address to the chapel, she leaned close to her groom. "You look very handsome."

Miguel tipped his head closer to hear her, a nervous but excited smile on his face. "As do you," he whispered back before realizing his mistake. "I mean beautiful. You look very ..." His gaze trailed over her a moment, not only taking in her pretty face and hair, but all of her. "Beautiful."

His blunder, embarrassing as it might be to him, seemed to calm her nerves, drawing a soft giggle to her lips as she leaned into his side. "I will not shame you as queen at your side, I hope."

Shame him' He lifted his brows at her statement. That was the least of his worries. "I have no fear of that," he assured her quietly, gaze darting briefly and nervously to the priestess, almost expecting a scolding.

They were lucky - the opening blessing was just reaching its end as their whispered conversation ended. The priestess, an elderly woman who had been Queen Catherine's confessor for many years, smiled at the young couple before her.

"King Luis of the House of Chelan, wilt thou have this woman to thy wedded wife, to live together at the Goddess' will in the holy estate of matrimony' Wilt thou love her, comfort her, honor, and keep her, in sickness and in health, and forsaking all others, keep thee only to her, so long as you both shall live?"

Miguel blinked, momentarily confused at the priestess' formal address of him. He was not accustomed to such things and had to think twice before realizing she was talking to him. His confusion only lasted a moment, however, his expression softening as he turned his gaze back to the beauty by his side.

"I wilt ....will!" he said, quickly correcting himself, obviously nervous.

This small hiccup drew indulgent smiles from those around them, a low chuckle from Maksim at Miguel's side, but the priestess smoothly moved on, asking Matilde to state her own vows.

"I, Ines Matilde, swear faithfully to have this man to my wedded husband, to live under his hand at the Goddess' will. I swear to love, comfort, honor, and obey, to be bonny and buxom in bed and at board; to keep him in sickness and in health; to cleave to no other, so long as we both shall live." Her fingers tightened on Miguel's as she spoke those words, calm and solemn despite the amusement of their witnesses.

Miguel felt his face flush with embarrassed heat at his mistake, but the priestess didn't seem to mind. Bonny and buxom in bed" he echoed in his head, blinking in further embarrassment at the visual image that rose to mind at that phrase. He was grateful, at least, that they were surrounded by friends who he hoped would forgive his nervousness. He met Matilde's gaze as she uttered that solemn vow, as though she was the only other person in the room.

The words didn't seem to have entered Matilde's mind as she spoke them; simply words that must be said in order to make their marriage legal in the eyes of the land and the Goddess. Perhaps that was just as well, though. She was nervous enough about the bedding as it was.

The priestess allowed them both a moment to compose themselves before she went on. "To claim your lady, and the allegiance of her people, lay your ring on her finger, and repeat these words," she told Miguel softly. "With this ring, I thee wed; with my body, I thee worship; and with all my worldly goods, I thee endow. In the love of the Goddess, Her wrath, and Her ruin, I take thee as mine own as long as life endures."

Miguel blinked, roused from his reverie by the priestess' instructions as he realized she could only be talking to him. "The ring, yes ..." he murmured, patting his doublet as if searching for it before remembering he'd given it to Maks for safe-keeping.

Maks caught his hand, pressing the slender band into his friend's palm with a smile. Matilde, for her part, waited patiently, reassured to know that her friend was still forgetful when plagued with nerves. It was a comforting familiarity from their childhood.


Luis Miguel

Date: 2020-04-15 17:36 EST
Miguel cleared his throat, closing his fingers around the circle of gold. He turned to face his bride, reaching for her hand and gently sliding the ring onto her finger as he echoed the vow, quietly but solemnly, his gaze meeting Matilde's once again. "With this ring, I thee wed; with my body, I thee worship; and with all my worldly goods, I thee endow. In the love of the Goddess, Her wrath, and Her ruin, I take thee as mine own as long as life endures." He drew a relieved breath once he was finished, thankful that had gone off without a hitch.

With the cool metal at her knuckle, Matilde couldn't help her smile from growing as the priestess intoned the final words of the ceremony. "What the Goddess has blessed, let no man tear down. I name thee man and wife."

And with that, it was done, quickly and simply. Miguel stood there as if in a daze for a moment, before the priestess' statement registered in his brain and a slow smile spread across his face. He took both Tilde's hands in his, before looking to the priestess, brows arched upwards. "May I?" he asked, assuming she'd know what he meant by the question.

The old woman inclined her head. "Far be it from me to prevent a man from kissing his wife," she murmured softly, though it was not strictly a part of the ceremony. Matilde giggled quietly, reveling in the sound of herself being called Miguel's wife.

He turned back to Matilde, that same questioning look on his face, that same question at his lips. "May I?" he asked, as though he needed permission from her, as well.

Tempting as it was to repeat the priestess' words, Matilde took pity on her new husband, nodding her head as she smiled. "You may," she said quietly. "Now and whenever you wish to."

If that wasn't permission, he didn't know what was. The smile on his face widened, as he leaned close to touch a soft, tender kiss to her lips. His lips lingered against hers for a moment longer than necessary, drawing slowly back to offer a smile that was warm with obvious affection.

She kissed him in turn, an equal partner to his affection just as she had been the first time he had kissed her in the snowy gardens just a week before this moment. Around them, a quiet ripple of applause went up from the few witnesses, reminding the young pair that they had yet to present themselves to the High King and his own wife.

Miguel was tempted to swing his new bride around in his arms and give a loud whoop of happiness, but somehow, he knew that was not the kind of behavior expected in a monarch. Instead, he simply gave her hands a gentle squeeze and smiled softly before the applause reminded him that they weren't alone.

"Shall we?" he asked, offering her his arm.

They would be crowned together in Epirus, they had decided, so for these few days, they would simply be Miguel and Matilde. With another nod, her smile bright, Matilde let him guide her to turn and curtsy to King Philippe and Queen Catherine.

"Congratulations," the old king said with a cheerful flicker to his tone. "I have great hopes of you both."

As serious as he knew he should be while bowing to the High King, Miguel couldn't manage to keep the silly grin from his face. Whatever nerves he'd been feeling were gone now that the wedding ceremony was over. All he felt now was joy and relief and though he didn't recognize it for what it was, the first stirrings of love. "Thank you, Highness. We will do our best to live up to your expectations."

Philippe smiled, shaking his head. "Look to your own expectations, young man," he advised. "You should not look to others to keep you on the right path."

"Yes, Highness," Miguel replied, bowing again. "Thank you, Highness." He wasn't entirely sure what the king meant, and he didn't want to question him further. Whatever he meant, it seemed he was pleased, and that was good enough for him.

"Be happy together," Queen Catherine said, stepping forward to kiss his cheek in a motherly way, embracing Matilde swiftly before stepping back. "And join us for the noon meal tomorrow, to celebrate with us."

"We would be honored, Your Highness," Miguel replied, face reddening a little at the kiss to his cheek. He offered another bow, this one meant for the queen, before slowly backing away.

"Thank you, your majesties," Matilde said, joining her thanks to his as they both made a subtle attempt to escape. Their backing up, however, put them straight into Maksim, Stephan, and Marianne's path.

Miguel looked almost surprised to find their path blocked, before turning to find he had bumped into the Crown Prince, which did nothing to relieve his embarrassment. "Oh, I apologize, Highness," he said with another bow. There really were too many Highnesses in the room at present.

"At least you didn't back into the royal bump," Maksim said, clapping his friend on the shoulder. "Congratulations. And when you're ready, just tip me the wink."

Stephan chuckled, too, Marianne's hand tucked into his arm. "You should have seen me on my wedding day. I was a bundle of nerves," he said, though that wasn't entirely true. He had been excited certainly, but not half as nervous as this young man had seemed to be.

"Says the man who didn't have to walk the central aisle of the Temple entirely on his own," Marianne commented wryly, smiling at Matilde. "Personally, I think you’re getting married after dinner was a genius idea."

Stephan smirked and shrugged his shoulders, guilty as charged. Miguel frowned a little at Marianne's statement. It had been a good idea, except for the fact that he'd been too nervous to eat without feeling sick. Of those present, Maksim was the only one to know about that, and Miguel was not about to disclose it. Hopefully, his stomach would cooperate and not give him away.

"I was nervous enough before the ceremony," Matilde confessed softly. "I do not think I could look at food now."

Marianne's smile was sympathetic. "It will be over soon," she promised.

Luis Miguel

Date: 2020-04-15 17:36 EST

"Nevertheless, we will provide you with some refreshment once you are both settled," Stephan interjected. He knew a little something to calm their nerves wouldn't hurt, and they would probably get hungry before too long.

In fact, it was likely that Stephan knew about Maksim's little scheme, and food would be waiting for them in the outer chamber of their rooms once the blessing over the bed had taken place.

Matilde bit her lip, glancing at Miguel. "I suppose I should ....go and make ready."

Miguel frowned at her question. He hadn't had time to tell her of Maksim's scheme, but he hoped she trusted him enough to go along with the ruse. "But such a lovely dress," he said, thinking it a shame that she'd only been able to wear it for such a short while.

Summoning her best smile for him, trying to hide just how terrified she was of the bedding ceremony she thought was ahead of her, Matilde squeezed his arm gently. "I will wear it to our coronation," she promised him. "It is too fine for any other occasion."

His smile returned and he nodded his head, pleased he'd have a chance to see her in that dress once more. She was a vision, after all, and he had not had enough time to enjoy the view.

"That settled, perhaps we should continue?" Stephan suggested. He had a feeling he knew how nervous they were and would continue to be, until this was all over with.

"We should." Marianne stepped forward to take Matilde's arm. "We only need a few minutes, gentlemen, but do not try to follow us directly or I will defend the door with a warming pan."

Maksim snorted with laughter at this threat, certain his sister-in-law would follow through on it if they tried.

Stephan chuckled, as his wife led the younger woman away to ready herself for the bedding ceremony. "I assume all is ready?" he asked quietly, his question aimed at his brother.

Maksim nodded. "They are prepared and aware of the consequences should they speak out," he said, glad their parents had moved away as well. He knew his activities were tolerated, but only when the king did not know all the details.

"Very well," Stephan replied quietly, well aware of the others in the room, but talking quietly enough that they wouldn't be overheard. Most of the men present were part of the scheme, anyway. Maksim had chosen them carefully.

"What happens now?" Miguel asked quietly.

"Now?" Stephan echoed, chuckled in amusement. "Now, my dear lad, you make love to your wife," he said, squeezing Miguel's shoulder fondly.

"But first, you have a drink to calm your nerves in the company of the most respected men in the land," Maksim added, nodding to the rest of the men. It was a small selection - the High King's brother, Prince Henri; the chancellor; the Dalai's representative, Cardinal Forneau. They would be joined by Stephan and Maksim for the blessing, and then would do as they had been asked to do.

Miguel nodded, feeling his nervousness returning, not because he was intimidated by these men so much as worrying whether or not he could please his new bride.

"Come," Stephan said, his hand still on Miguel's shoulder to direct him toward the group of men who were awaiting them. "A drink will help settle your nerves."

The younger men were welcomed into the group warmly, all of whom bar one had been through this exact situation and would probably have agreed to the little exercise in subterfuge without Maksim's additional leverage. Still, it had all been agreed, and around half an hour later, they lead Miguel into his marital bedchamber, where Matilde was already lying in the bed, white as a sheet, with the blankets clutched up to her neck.

Miguel had drunk more than his usual fill of wine and was feeling its effects, but though he felt a little lightheaded, he was still far from drunk. He caught one look at Matilde, looking as white as a ghost, and turned to face his cohorts.

"Gentlemen," he said, purposely blocking view of his new bride in the bed, despite the fact that they couldn't see anything but her head sticking out of the blankets. "I'm afraid this is where we must part ways. Maksim?" he asked, allowing Maks to take charge of the small group from there.

Maks paused, leaning toward Miguel to murmur, "You have to get in beside her and let the cardinal administer the blessing. We'll take them out after that."

"Oh!" Miguel exclaimed, forgetting that part. "With or without my clothes on?" he asked, whispering back to Maks, hoping it was the latter, rather than the former. He didn't really want to shock Matilde with his nakedness all that suddenly.

"Strip down to your shirt and braes," Maks told him. "No further, we're not here for a peep show." He nodded as reassuringly as he could to both Miguel and Matilde, who was watching all this with wide eyes.

"Very well," Miguel replied, his back turned to Matilde as he shrugged out of his doublet and handed it to Maksim. The breeches were another matter and took a little more effort to get off, especially from a standing position. The prince swayed at least once, before grabbing hold of the bedpost to steady himself.

By contrast to the near silent bride and groom, the men gathered were chatting comfortably amongst themselves, apparently not at all bothered by what was happening in their presence. Maks nodded to Miguel encouragingly when the breeches finally came free. "In you get, then."

Of the group, only Stephan seemed to paying much attention, other than Maks, and from the look on his face, he looked almost as amused as his brother by the proceedings.

"In I get," Miguel echoed Maks, turning to face his bride in only his shirt and braes, still mostly covered from neck to knees. "Excusa," he murmured to Matilde as he climbed under the covers beside her.

She looked pale, still clutching the covers to her neck as he slid in beside her. The reason became very clear to him as he settled - she had been properly prepared for the bedding, utterly bare beneath the covers. Thankfully, as soon as Miguel was in, the cardinal stepped forward to bless the bed and the couple, intoning the solemn words while wafting incense over them both.

Luis Miguel

Date: 2020-04-15 17:36 EST
Miguel's eyes widened as he realized Tilde was naked beside him, and his face flushed with embarrassment, though he said nothing. He was, in fact, unable to say anything as he was at a temporary loss for words. He hastily made sure the blankets were tucked up tight around her so that no one got a peek at his bride - no one but him anyway.

It was excruciating to lie there, so vulnerable, while men stood around and muttered solemnly. Matilde honestly thought her heart was going to beat its way out of her chest as she mumbled the appropriate responses, biting down hard on her own lip as the blessing came to an end.

"And now, gentlemen," Maksim announced. "I do believe my wine cellar has been raided for your entertainment."

Somehow, Miguel's hand found Matilde's beneath the covers and gave it a soft, reassuring squeeze, hoping she trusted him - or at least, trusted Maks. Thankfully, the worst of it was almost over, but not before Miguel coughed as the smell of the incense got stuck in his throat.

It seemed as though there might have been a moment of hesitation among the men, but Maksim's raised brow was all it took to get his point across. They all had secrets they did not want shared with certain people, after all. As the older men filed out, Maks winked at Miguel and Matilde before ushering them ahead of him, giving Stephan's sleeve a tug to get him moving as well.

Stephan had no secrets from Maks, nor was he worried his brother might blackmail him. He was the Crown Prince, after all, not to mention his older brother. He offered the young couple a smile, lingering behind for a brief moment.

"No one else will bother you. Try to enjoy yourselves," he said before turning to file out with the rest of the men.

They heard the key turn in the lock as he left, and a moment later, Matilde craned her head to see the key being pushed beneath the door, giving them the power to admit or deny anyone who came to disturb them. She glanced at Miguel, deeply embarrassed by the whole charade.

"I am sorry about that," Miguel said, though things could have been worse. Thankfully, Maksim had taken it upon himself to make sure the newlyweds would have their privacy, but they'd still need to produce proof that they'd consummated the marriage by morning.

"It ....it was better than it could have been," she managed, shyly tucking even more of the covers about herself. "Marianne ....she said I had to be bare, or the servants would gossip."

Miguel arched both brows, purposely keeping his gaze fixed on her face. "How would the servants know?" he asked curiously. There was no one there to watch them and no one to gossip.

"I did need some help to get out of the gown, Migs," she pointed out with a nervous giggle. She didn't believe Marianne would have made her strip down without good cause.

"Oh, I see," Miguel murmured, though he had no idea how difficult women's clothes were to get into or get out of. "I could have helped you," he said, though that would have probably only added to her embarrassment. How did married couples handle these things"

"Another time, perhaps?" she suggested, somehow managing to meet his gaze once again. She was so aware of being separated from him by just an easily removed layer of bedclothes, it was a wonder her skin was not bright red with burning.

"When you are ready," he said, not wanting to force her into anything she wasn't ready for, though he knew they would be expected to produce blood-stained bedclothes in the morning.

"It isn't that I am not ready, Migs," she admitted softly. "I just ....I don't know what to do. Everything I know about the marriage bed was told to me by the princess in the last half hour."

Miguel frowned. He knew what was expected of him - of them - but he had little to no experience with women. "I do not want to hurt you, Tilde," he told her honestly, that worried frown on his face.

She hesitated for a moment. "Marianne said it gets ....better ....each time," she said shyly. "Perhaps we should not expect it to be anything but awkward this first time."

That did very little to ease his worries. "Perhaps a little wine will help?" he asked. At the very least, it might calm their nerves. He was already feeling a little light-headed, but he had no intentions of getting drunk.

"No, I ....I do not think wine will help," Matilde admitted, easing herself to sit up, daring to bare her side and back to him under the sway of her loose hair. "I think, perhaps, this is a time for courage."

Miguel brought his hand away from the wine and turned back to face her, fighting to keep his eyes from straying from her face. He was still frowning though, worried this time that she might be afraid of him. "What do you want me to do, Tilde?" he asked as gently as he could.

Uncertainty flickered in her gaze as she met his eyes. "Don't you want me, tesoro?" she asked, fear that she had somehow displeased him plain in her voice.

"Yes, of course," he was quick to reply, looking a little surprised by the question. "I just - I do not want to frighten or hurt you," he assured her. "Perhaps - perhaps we should both have a drink," he said, as he started to turn toward the table again.

"Very well." She conceded this time, recognising that he seemed to need her to drink with him to bolster their shared fear of the unknown that awaited them in this bed. It would likely have been more comfortable if she had been allowed to keep her nightshift close by. "Oh, I ....could you pass me that robe?" she asked, gesturing to where a soft, thick robe had been left for her, just in case.

"Hmm?" he murmured, setting the carafe of wine down before turning to look where she was gesturing. "Yes, of course," he replied, thinking they might both feel more comfortable with each other if she was robed. He dropped his feet to the floor and moved over to take up the robe before turning back to the bed, with the robe slung over one arm. "I, uh ..." he stammered. "I'll just leave it here," he said, draping the robe atop the bed and turning his back so that he wouldn't embarrass her by watching.

"Thank you." Embarrassed and shy, Matilde waited until his back was turned before sliding from the bed and scrambling into the robe, fastening it securely at her waist. "I am decent, now."

Decent, he echoed in his head. What was so indecent about a bride being naked with her husband he wondered, though he, too, felt somewhat relieved that she had donned the robe. "Can I ask you something, Tilde?" he said, as he turned back to hand her one of the glasses.

Luis Miguel

Date: 2020-04-15 17:37 EST

"You can ask me anything, you know that." This time, her smile was not forced, as though the flimsy covering had given her back some armor she could feel safer behind.

"Do you - do you trust me?" he asked, changing his mind about the original question he was going to ask her. He already knew the answer to this question, but it wouldn't hurt to hear it again.

She looked shocked to have been asked. "Of course I do," she rushed to assure him, drawing the goblet to her chest. "Have I done something to make you think otherwise" If I have, I did not intend to."

"No, I just ..." He trailed off with a sigh and took a seat on the bed, looking into his own goblet as if he might find the answers to his questions there. "I do care for you, Tilde. I always have," he murmured quietly. It was not quite a declaration of love, but he was slowing inching toward it.

She watched him for a moment, her fingertips trailing along the rim of her own cup. "I did not think you said it just to gain a kiss," she told him quietly. "I did not say it just to ease your mind."

"Do you think you could love me ....someday?" he asked, his voice hushed, as if he was almost afraid to ask it of her. They had said their vows, but those vows had said nothing about love.

"I love you now," she said, looking into her own cup. "I meant what I said in the garden. I have always known we would be wed, and I missed you terribly when we were parted. I just want to be a good wife to you, Migs, if you will allow me."

He looked up from the goblet, brows arching upwards in surprise at her statement. He had hoped she would love him someday, but he had not expected her to admit to it so soon. Then again, they had always assumed they'd be wed, and he has fallen in love with her long ago. It had just taken seeing her again to realize it. "You love me?" he echoed, as if he had perhaps misheard her.

She bit her lip, not daring to raise her own gaze from her cup. "Of course I do," she said softly. "You have always been dear to me. Now we are together again, I expect to love you more, knowing you better now we are both grown. Is that ....bad?"

"No!" Miguel was quick to reply. "No, of course not. It is just that ..." He paused a moment, brows furrowing as he considered how to form the right words. "I-I think I love you, too. I think I always have. Not as a sister or even a friend. After the war, I feared I would never see you again. My mother tried to interest me in other women, but ..." He broke off again, his frown deepening. "I did not want anyone but you."

Something like annoyance or jealousy flared in her expression for a brief moment, a poor portent for the relationship she might yet have with his mother once his grip on their country was secure. "Women more suitable in her eyes, no doubt," she said quietly.

"In her eyes, perhaps, but not mine," Miguel said, lifting his gaze to look at her. "I cannot imagine myself with anyone but you, Tilde, and now that we are wed, my mother will have no choice but to accept it," he said, reaching for her hand.

Her fingers curled into his as she dared to raise her eyes, though still looking down on him from where she stood. "We should give her no reason to doubt our marriage, then," she said, sounding suddenly more confident.

"We won't," he assured her, taking her hand and drawing her down beside him. He let go of her hand momentarily to take the goblet from her and set them both on the bedside table before turning to face her again. He knew the best way they could show everyone that their marriage was strong was by having a child, but that meant getting over their shyness with each other.

Easing down onto the bed beside him, Matilde was glad he turned away just long enough for her to cover her leg when the robe slipped open with that movement. She knew, in theory, what was about to happen, but there had not been time to give her a more comprehensive idea of what to expect. Whatever happened, though, she trusted Miguel with everything. She had put her life into his hands; the least she could do was try to care for him as a wife should in the marital bed.

He reached for her hands again, taking them both in his own, his eyes meeting hers. "My mother is not queen, Tilde. I will be king, and you will be queen beside me. There will be no reason to doubt our marriage, and together we will bring peace to Epirus."

"We will," she agreed. "I will try to keep the peace with your mother, Migs. I know that peace will have to begin in our own household."

"It is Alfonso who is to blame for all this. He is the one who has poisoned her heart, but she is my mother. When she sees how happy we are together, she will change her mind. I am sure of it," he told her, giving her hands a gentle squeeze.

"She was good to me when we were young," Matilde conceded, though she knew the old queen might well hold the old king's death against the daughter of the man who had delivered it. "We will be happy, won't we?"

"I hope so," Miguel replied, with a soft smile on his face. "I will do my best to make you happy," he added, hopefully. It wasn't up to his mother or anyone else to ensure their happiness, but them.

"We'll make each other happy," she corrected him, smiling as she leaned closer. "I would like to kiss you, tesoro, if I may?"

An almost shy smile flickered across his face. "I was just about to ask you the same thing," he admitted, searching her eyes as if he wanted to memorize them for all time.

She giggled, but the fear seemed to have gone from her. Shyness could be overcome, after all. "Ah, but I have already given you my answer," she pointed out teasingly. "You have yet to give me yours."

"Is that not answer enough for you, querida?" he teased back, his smile widening, as he leaned closer, almost close enough to touch his nose to hers. He hesitated a moment, as if he was waiting for permission, and then his lips were touching hers in a soft and tender kiss.

His lips found her soft laughter, the sound quickly fading as she leaned into him. One hand crept upward to curl against his cheek, teasing her fingers into his hair as, tentatively, she dared to part her lips and deepen that kiss of her own accord.

He followed her lead, taking his cues from her, as he let her deepen the kiss, his lips parting to tentatively tangle his tongue with her. He had never kissed anyone like this before, and he wasn't sure if he was doing it right, but he could only follow his instincts and hope that she'd give him further cues to go by.

Luis Miguel

Date: 2020-04-15 17:38 EST
They were both in the same boat, edging their way forward without prior knowledge. It wasn't long before they lay back together on the soft blankets, trading kisses back and forth with shy hands beginning to roam. Matilde's fingers slipped beneath the hang of his shirt, hesitating for just a moment before touching his skin, breaking their kiss with breathless desire.

His fingers touched her cheek before trailing through her hair, combing the soft strands between his fingertips until his hand strayed to her shoulder where it rested momentarily as if he was afraid to go on. He drew a breath at the touch of her hand against his bare skin, pulling away only long enough to tug his shirt over his head.

Despite her shyness, she seemed to glow for a moment as he bared his chest to her, bravely lurching forward to touch her lips over his heart, listening, feeling for his reaction. She wanted so much to please him.

His heartbeat leaped with excitement beneath her lips, pulse racing with desire. He had never wanted anyone as much as he wanted her. He let her do as she wished for a moment, before drawing her up so that he could meet her gaze again. Face to face, eye to eye, he drew her robe aside, slowly, gently, tentatively baring her shoulder beneath his touch.

Face to face, there was no way to hide her breathless flush as he drew the robe down from her shoulder, trusting him with everything she had, aching for something she thought might be just within reach, if only with him. Daring her bravery once again, she undid the tie at her waist, letting the robe fall to her elbows, like for like with his half-nudity.

He felt his pulse leap again as she bared herself to the waist, and he leaned close to touch his lips against her shoulder, just as she had to his chest. He wanted nothing more to please her, as she wanted to please him, but he wanted more than that . He wanted to explore every soft curve, every nuance of her being. He wanted to touch her and taste her and know her completely. She was no child any longer, but a woman with everything a man could ever hope to desire.

They had the whole night ahead of them, and a lifetime beyond that, to sate their curiosity about one another now they were man and wife. Her hand curled up to cup his head as his lips brushed her shoulder, her own kiss finding purchase against the curve of his ear as she trembled in his arms.

He drew her trembling body down to the bed, her kiss only deepening his desire as his own lips left a trail of soft, tender kisses along her neck and shoulder. He laid a hand against the front of her robe, gently cupping the soft curve of her breast, taking things slowly, one step at a time.

One step that lead to the next, over and over, each one of them taking their time to learn and be learned until the moment they came together in a brief spasm of pain for her that lasted barely a second. Heedless of the blood on the sheets that would proclaim their marriage consummated the next day, she rose with him, hands grasping hands, mouths joined in hasty kisses that purred with moans.

In the end, there was little need of shyness when they both wanted the same thing. He was careful with her at first, but she seemed to want him as much as he wanted her, and so he at least tried to distract her from any pain by plying her with kisses and caresses, at least until he could barely think, lost in his pleasure. Limbs tangled together, they took each other to the pinnacle of desire, sharing breath, hearts beating in unison, as if they were one.

Blissful lethargy came next, the newly wedded pair lying in one another's arms in the tangle of sheets, still trading softer kisses back and forth as breath and reason returned to them. Matilde bit her lip, smiling shyly once again. "No one can challenge us now."

He smiled, eyes sleepy with pleasure, his fingers lazily stroking her shoulder and arm as they lay tangled together. "I will never let anyone come between us, Tilde. I promise," he told her quietly.

"No one can," she murmured back to him, nestling closer, her cheek pillowed on her hands. "I will give you a son before the year is done, I am sure of it. We will be secure in our position, I promise."

"A son?" Miguel echoed, lifting his head to regard her, his expression betraying his surprise at her certainty of such a thing. "How can you be sure it will be a son?" he asked. A son would be most advantageous to secure their positions, but he'd personally be just as happy with a daughter.

She giggled at the surprise on his face. "Because a son is what we need, and the Goddess does not desert her loyal devotees," she said simply. "A daughter might embolden other nobles to try what my father tried."

"Yes, but ..." He trailed off, looking doubtful. Was her faith really that strong that she knew the Goddess would give them a son' He almost felt ashamed of himself for feeling any sense of doubt, however small. He could hope, though. "As the Goddess wills," he said, putting them into Her hands.

Easing one hand from beneath her cheek, she traced her fingertips along his jaw. "You do not have to believe as I do, Migs," she told him in a soft tone. "I have faith enough for both of us. She has watched over me all these years and brought me back to you."

"It's not that I don't believe," he said, frowning thoughtfully a moment, but taking comfort from her touch and her presence. How could he doubt when the Goddess had brought her back to him and made her his wife" It was almost too much to believe.

"I know you believe, tesoro," she assured him. "But I also know that my faith is stronger than most. She has been the only mother I have ever truly known. Until I came back to you, I put all my faith in her."

"And she brought you back to me," he murmured, quietly repeating what she had just said. He settled his head back onto the pillows, reaching over to comb his fingers through her hair. "I have missed you, querida," he confessed quietly.

Her hand found a place to rest over his heart, feeling the thump of his heartbeat through her palm with a tender smile. "I am yours, now and always," she promised him. "Where you go, I go."

He brought his hand to cover hers, his fingers curling around her palm and bringing it to his lips for a kiss. "As I am yours, for all the days of my life," he told her simply. How simple it was to speak of these feelings now that he had started. Why had he thought it so hard"

She drummed her fingertips teasingly against his lips as she smiled in answer. "And those days will be long and fruitful," she predicted. "I will not let you leave me too soon."


Luis Miguel

Date: 2020-04-15 17:39 EST
He furrowed his brows at her statement. The last thing he'd been thinking about in that moment was death. He hoped that would not take place for a very long time, but they were about to walk into the veritable lion's den. "I do not believe the Goddess would bring us together only to tear us apart."

"We begin our march in a week's time," she said quietly. "And we will either die or take the throne. Whatever happens, we will do it together. This is our fight, Migs."

"It is our fight, and it is a fight I intend to win," he said, with a tone of certainty in his voice. It wasn't something he could accomplish on his own, but then, that was why he had sought help from Pomerania.

"Then we will celebrate Midsummer as King and Queen," she said, her confidence in him unshakeable. Her fingers slid down over his shoulder. "You will make a beautiful Summer King."

"Beautiful?" he echoed with a chuckle. "You are the one who is beautiful, Tilde. You have always been beautiful to me," he murmured the last part, fingers in a soft caress of her cheek.

"I was a spotty, lanky brat, and you know it," she laughed, prodding his shoulder affectionately. "I know perfectly well that you did not always find me beautiful, just as I did not always find you handsome. I thought you were a squinty swot for at least a year before we knew each other properly."

Miguel winced, but could not disagree with her assessment of him in his youth. "I was a squinty swot," he admitted sourly. He had grown into a man since then, and one she seemed to find attractive. "But you are wrong. You were always beautiful to me."

She laughed again, inching forward to kiss his lips tenderly. "That is a very loving lie," she murmured, knowing he couldn't have found her that attractive all those years ago. "Thank you."

He could not argue with that, especially given the fact she was kissing him, effortlessly rekindling his desire for her. "For what?" he asked, somewhat distractedly as he shifted closer.

"For being you," she murmured sweetly, nuzzling her nose against his. "For loving me. For wedding me. For everything you are. Thank you."

"If you truly wish to thank me, perhaps you should do it another way," he said, waggling his brows suggestively, eyes bright with playfulness. He didn't really expect her to do anything more than kiss him, but it was worth a try.

Giggling, she prodded at his stomach this time, seeking out the ticklish spots she hoped were still there. "And how would you suggest I do that, oh lord and master?"

He tensed as she prodded his stomach, doing his best to endure her teasing, which was doing unexpected things to his body that didn't involve being ticklish. "I would suggest we make love again ....wife," he said, adding the last part with a grin.

"Gently," she murmured, kissing the tip of his nose. She was a little sore, but that did not mean she did not want him as much as he wanted her.

"Gently," he echoed in agreement, before his lips found hers in a tender kiss. They had waited too long to be together, waited too long for this day, waited too long for this moment. It was a moment he wanted to last forever and ever.

But there would be other moments in the days and years to come. And they would last, if either one had anything to say about it.