Journal Entry dated the 4th of June, 2356th year of the planet Brodaer
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Meu amor Armando,
It has now been five years since our worlds were supposed to be wed together, since the war started, since we fell in love. It has been five years since I have last been in your warm embrace, then watched you take sail into the wide, vast expanse of the heavens. I keep telling myself that I will see you again, that you will come home to me...but I feel my hope fade each waking day.
I feel like you stole my heart away with you, and that my bosom is nothing but a gaping, cavernous hole in my being. It is so hard to even exist without you; you are all I can fathom of, both awake and asleep. I often find myself in the fields of delirium, the fronds of the plants waving around me as if I were in the sea, staring listlessly up at the three moons or the blazing rays of the two suns encompassing the empyrean. I feel to alone, so empty without you beside me. We were unstoppable in the presence of one another.
Oh! How my heart aches for you! I just wish you would return to me, meu amor. Even a letter would be sufficient right now, just to know you are still alive. That would give me back my hope, maybe even that spark. Please, return to me soon, Armando. Safe and sound, and I can breathe again.
Amor sempre, Juliana ——-
I always find myself flipping through the pages of my diaries on this day...The day Armando disappeared 7 years ago. He feels more like a distant memory that I can barely conjure up a proper picture of anymore, but he still has my heart in his grasp. His memory was not gone, yet. Maybe someday I will be able to ease this ache in my chest.
I know he has been gone long enough to consider dead, and maybe I am crazy or stupid or whatever you want to call it, but there is still this fleeting ounce of hope in my heart that maybe, just maybe, one day he will return to me.
It has now been five years since our worlds were supposed to be wed together, since the war started, since we fell in love. It has been five years since I have last been in your warm embrace, then watched you take sail into the wide, vast expanse of the heavens. I keep telling myself that I will see you again, that you will come home to me...but I feel my hope fade each waking day.
I feel like you stole my heart away with you, and that my bosom is nothing but a gaping, cavernous hole in my being. It is so hard to even exist without you; you are all I can fathom of, both awake and asleep. I often find myself in the fields of delirium, the fronds of the plants waving around me as if I were in the sea, staring listlessly up at the three moons or the blazing rays of the two suns encompassing the empyrean. I feel to alone, so empty without you beside me. We were unstoppable in the presence of one another.
Oh! How my heart aches for you! I just wish you would return to me, meu amor. Even a letter would be sufficient right now, just to know you are still alive. That would give me back my hope, maybe even that spark. Please, return to me soon, Armando. Safe and sound, and I can breathe again.
Amor sempre, Juliana ——-
I always find myself flipping through the pages of my diaries on this day...The day Armando disappeared 7 years ago. He feels more like a distant memory that I can barely conjure up a proper picture of anymore, but he still has my heart in his grasp. His memory was not gone, yet. Maybe someday I will be able to ease this ache in my chest.
I know he has been gone long enough to consider dead, and maybe I am crazy or stupid or whatever you want to call it, but there is still this fleeting ounce of hope in my heart that maybe, just maybe, one day he will return to me.