I gave up 'cause I couldn't feel
And I gave in 'cause it sounded like a steal
Spending time on my back now
Thinking 'bout the facts now
How 'bout this and how about that...
Well here we go
I like to think I'm on top of things
But this life will bring what it will bring, you know
I like to think I'm on top of things
But this life will bring what it will bring
Folded comfortably on the chair, one leg hugged to her chest and the other dangling haphazardly over an arm, she gazed out at the city of Rhy'din through a curtain of sunshine curls. Both arms draped around her bare leg, her chin resting on her knee thoughtfully. It was dark out, and the mist hung thick in the air, almost suffocating. The streetlamps cast an eerie glow on the city, but up on the balcony, swayed by the cool, salty, ocean breeze, Duci felt at home for the first time since leaving the cockpit.
And my less than large brain is contorting the synapses Sent from the ends of my dangling nerves
Give me just one time Two times You know it's where I'm at I'm waving as I go
Some days it felt like the city itself was looming above her, preparing to engulf her into its darkest depths forevermore. It was becoming increasingly more difficult to connect, to relate to those she recalled as being friends. She often lingered on the outskirts of the fray, watching, feeling and longing to be a part of something bigger. Regardless, she plastered on that award-winning Cheshire smile and braved the frontlines with as much gusto as she could muster. Duci still felt disattached, but she was perfect at playing pretend. Maybe it was simply knowing she wasn't exactly who she thought she was, or perhaps it was the fact being on the ground made her feel claustrophobic. Out there, in space, she was free. Free to think; free to be; unseen and carefree. But she could never return to the cockpit. She wasn't a pilot anymore.
I got up, I never thought I'd get there My mid doesn't mind 'cause my mind won't dare Wake up, shake up and wind up on my back How 'bout this and how about that I wanna wipe the plastic smile off my face I wanna win without entering the race I want to say what I mean and mean what I say I just need something to mean anything
Some say they saw her fighter jet implode, others say it merely careened into the noxious gases of a planet about to explode and disappeared. Either way, no one trusted her when she returned 10 months later with a jet that looked like new. That distrust eroded her mental fiber, drawing her away from others as she began to recluse into herself. Umber gaze appeared vacant, empty of any emotion for the brief moment before lids shut tightly over them.
Give me just one time Two times You know it's just where I'm at I'm waving as I go You gotta give me just one time Two times YOu know it's just here I'm at I'm waving as I go I just wanna get through I don't know how I'm gonna do it I wanna get through
"Gods, grant me peace," she murmured, ignoring the little voice in the back of her head that kept acidly spewing "the time grows near."
One Time by Stroke 9
Folded comfortably on the chair, one leg hugged to her chest and the other dangling haphazardly over an arm, she gazed out at the city of Rhy'din through a curtain of sunshine curls. Both arms draped around her bare leg, her chin resting on her knee thoughtfully. It was dark out, and the mist hung thick in the air, almost suffocating. The streetlamps cast an eerie glow on the city, but up on the balcony, swayed by the cool, salty, ocean breeze, Duci felt at home for the first time since leaving the cockpit.
And my less than large brain is contorting the synapses Sent from the ends of my dangling nerves
Give me just one time Two times You know it's where I'm at I'm waving as I go
Some days it felt like the city itself was looming above her, preparing to engulf her into its darkest depths forevermore. It was becoming increasingly more difficult to connect, to relate to those she recalled as being friends. She often lingered on the outskirts of the fray, watching, feeling and longing to be a part of something bigger. Regardless, she plastered on that award-winning Cheshire smile and braved the frontlines with as much gusto as she could muster. Duci still felt disattached, but she was perfect at playing pretend. Maybe it was simply knowing she wasn't exactly who she thought she was, or perhaps it was the fact being on the ground made her feel claustrophobic. Out there, in space, she was free. Free to think; free to be; unseen and carefree. But she could never return to the cockpit. She wasn't a pilot anymore.
I got up, I never thought I'd get there My mid doesn't mind 'cause my mind won't dare Wake up, shake up and wind up on my back How 'bout this and how about that I wanna wipe the plastic smile off my face I wanna win without entering the race I want to say what I mean and mean what I say I just need something to mean anything
Some say they saw her fighter jet implode, others say it merely careened into the noxious gases of a planet about to explode and disappeared. Either way, no one trusted her when she returned 10 months later with a jet that looked like new. That distrust eroded her mental fiber, drawing her away from others as she began to recluse into herself. Umber gaze appeared vacant, empty of any emotion for the brief moment before lids shut tightly over them.
Give me just one time Two times You know it's just where I'm at I'm waving as I go You gotta give me just one time Two times YOu know it's just here I'm at I'm waving as I go I just wanna get through I don't know how I'm gonna do it I wanna get through
"Gods, grant me peace," she murmured, ignoring the little voice in the back of her head that kept acidly spewing "the time grows near."
One Time by Stroke 9