June 2009
Dr. Michael Fabares sat at his desk reading his notes and the medical history before him as his patient waited. She wasn't the sort that liked staying still, but she waited in silence as he shuffled papers and jotted down more notations. She flicked a glance at the clock then looked at him. "Doctor, with all due respect, I am paying for your time and while I do have the means to pay for your services for quite a while, I'd really like to get my money's worth."
Dark eyes studied Colleen as blonde brows knitted together. "Some people find it easier to relax and talk to me while their body is relaxed." He motioned to the couch.
She chuckled huskily. "I tend to find it easier to think on my feet, Doctor. Reclining tends to cause me to fall asleep. That or it's a prelude to sex. The latter isn't going to happen in your office and I surely doubt the former will be at all helpful to you."
"If hypnosis is needed, Ms. MacLeod, it might be a good idea to ..."
"Right, but I'm hoping to avoid that," she interrupted.
"Your family has filled me in on some of the details. I have to tell you that I don't deal in magical cures."
Collie looked at Michael for a few moments then started to laugh. "I lost my memory, Doctor. I think that falls under the realm of your expertise. While magic was a catalyst, it does not necessarily mean that magic is needed to help cure my problem." She crossed her legs at the ankles and studied the man with a bit of a hardened look on her face. The last couple of months had been filled with relearning names, places, and the events of her life that her children had known about. There was nearly five hundred years to fill in and most of them had no idea. A few friends had come forward with bits and pieces, Tass had filled in large holes, but still, there was much he didn't know.
He cleared his throat. "What do you hope to gain from these sessions," he turned his hand palm upward as he gestured to her, "other than regaining your memories."
"Well," she folded her hands in her lap, "I suppose I'd like to learn how to function without those memories until such time as I do remember things."
"Did you keep any sort of diary or journal?"
She nodded. "My daughters have been digging them out of the in house library. I've been reading them, but much of it is in my native language. I haven't lost it, but some of the nuances of the language are awkward to me right now. I know what they mean, I just can't seem to make the connections I'm hoping to. It's like breaking a code of some sort."
"That you haven't forgotten the language is a good sign," Michael said in comforting tone. "People with amnesia tend to forget personal details like their name and so on. Those with severe physical damage to the brain often forget things they have learned to do over the course of their lifetime."
"Well, that's good to know, doctor." Colleen laced her fingers together and settled her hands into her lap.
"How long has it been since your accident?"
"About two months." She rested her elbow on the arm of the chair and brought her hand up under her jaw. "Little things come back a bit at a time, but we're talking a lot of memories here."
The doctor nodded and jotted a down a few notes. "What's the oldest memory you seem to be able to recall?"
"That's just it. I can remember sittin' on Mam's lap with my sister." Her expression grew a bit dark, sad somehow.
"You have a sister?"
"Had a sister, Celia." She tipped her head a moment as she thought about it. "There's Desti, we're sisters of the heart, but Celia was more than my sister. She was my twin, another part of my being. She was right handed, I'm left. There was a subtle difference in the eyes, but so few people ever paid attention to that."
"What happened to your sister?"
"Same as our mother." Collie shrugged "She died in childbirth. There are some that say I'm trying to make up for both of them with such a large brood."
"How do you feel about that?"
"I think that as long as I can feed, clothe, and see to their other needs that it's no one else's business but my own."
Michael's brow raised. Was that offense he heard in her voice" Was she being defensive" He wasn't quite sure.
"Look, Doctor, what I'm searching for right now is my own past. Not what busybodies have to say Their opinions aren't facts and that is what I need right now "
"What facts about your life do you remember?"
Dr. Michael Fabares sat at his desk reading his notes and the medical history before him as his patient waited. She wasn't the sort that liked staying still, but she waited in silence as he shuffled papers and jotted down more notations. She flicked a glance at the clock then looked at him. "Doctor, with all due respect, I am paying for your time and while I do have the means to pay for your services for quite a while, I'd really like to get my money's worth."
Dark eyes studied Colleen as blonde brows knitted together. "Some people find it easier to relax and talk to me while their body is relaxed." He motioned to the couch.
She chuckled huskily. "I tend to find it easier to think on my feet, Doctor. Reclining tends to cause me to fall asleep. That or it's a prelude to sex. The latter isn't going to happen in your office and I surely doubt the former will be at all helpful to you."
"If hypnosis is needed, Ms. MacLeod, it might be a good idea to ..."
"Right, but I'm hoping to avoid that," she interrupted.
"Your family has filled me in on some of the details. I have to tell you that I don't deal in magical cures."
Collie looked at Michael for a few moments then started to laugh. "I lost my memory, Doctor. I think that falls under the realm of your expertise. While magic was a catalyst, it does not necessarily mean that magic is needed to help cure my problem." She crossed her legs at the ankles and studied the man with a bit of a hardened look on her face. The last couple of months had been filled with relearning names, places, and the events of her life that her children had known about. There was nearly five hundred years to fill in and most of them had no idea. A few friends had come forward with bits and pieces, Tass had filled in large holes, but still, there was much he didn't know.
He cleared his throat. "What do you hope to gain from these sessions," he turned his hand palm upward as he gestured to her, "other than regaining your memories."
"Well," she folded her hands in her lap, "I suppose I'd like to learn how to function without those memories until such time as I do remember things."
"Did you keep any sort of diary or journal?"
She nodded. "My daughters have been digging them out of the in house library. I've been reading them, but much of it is in my native language. I haven't lost it, but some of the nuances of the language are awkward to me right now. I know what they mean, I just can't seem to make the connections I'm hoping to. It's like breaking a code of some sort."
"That you haven't forgotten the language is a good sign," Michael said in comforting tone. "People with amnesia tend to forget personal details like their name and so on. Those with severe physical damage to the brain often forget things they have learned to do over the course of their lifetime."
"Well, that's good to know, doctor." Colleen laced her fingers together and settled her hands into her lap.
"How long has it been since your accident?"
"About two months." She rested her elbow on the arm of the chair and brought her hand up under her jaw. "Little things come back a bit at a time, but we're talking a lot of memories here."
The doctor nodded and jotted a down a few notes. "What's the oldest memory you seem to be able to recall?"
"That's just it. I can remember sittin' on Mam's lap with my sister." Her expression grew a bit dark, sad somehow.
"You have a sister?"
"Had a sister, Celia." She tipped her head a moment as she thought about it. "There's Desti, we're sisters of the heart, but Celia was more than my sister. She was my twin, another part of my being. She was right handed, I'm left. There was a subtle difference in the eyes, but so few people ever paid attention to that."
"What happened to your sister?"
"Same as our mother." Collie shrugged "She died in childbirth. There are some that say I'm trying to make up for both of them with such a large brood."
"How do you feel about that?"
"I think that as long as I can feed, clothe, and see to their other needs that it's no one else's business but my own."
Michael's brow raised. Was that offense he heard in her voice" Was she being defensive" He wasn't quite sure.
"Look, Doctor, what I'm searching for right now is my own past. Not what busybodies have to say Their opinions aren't facts and that is what I need right now "
"What facts about your life do you remember?"