Topic: Happy New Year

Lucy Rogers

Date: 2016-01-01 16:00 EST
It wasn't often that Captain Steve Rogers wore the clothing he had been young in. It wasn't often that Captain Steve Rogers went on a date. And it was virtually unheard of for Captain Steve Rogers to be bulldozer-ed into going on said date with his wife in those clothes by a woman who had never outright said that he was her best friend. Natasha Romanoff had shown up on the Rogers' doorstep at four o'clock that afternoon, handed him an envelope containing tickets to a 1940's tea dance not too far away, and enlisted Lianne and Martin's help in making sure their Papa dressed in his best and would be ready for half past five at the latest. She, on the other hand, all but frogmarched Lucy up the stairs and into the spare room, to manhandle the doctor into an appropriate dress for the evening. Apparently Natasha was babysitting, too, and even more apparently ....the Rogers children had known all about it.

Lianne was sitting on the end of her parents' bed, little feet kicking as she grinned up at her father. "You look tres belle, Papa."

"Mmm," Steve murmured, tugging at the hem of his uniform as he scrutinized his reflection in the mirror. "It's a little snug," he said, wondering if he'd gained a little weight since he'd worn it last. If he had, it was likely all muscle, as it was nearly impossible for Steve Rogers to get fat.

"Tres beau," Martin corrected, sitting cross-legged on the bed beside his sister and idly toying with a couple of plastic toy replicas of Black Widow and Captain America. "Mama looks tres belle," he corrected further in a big-brotherly tone of voice.

Lianne turned her soft brown eyes onto her brother curiously as he corrected her. "Beau for l'hommes, and belle for les femmes"" she asked him, wanting to get it right in her head before she tried to translate it. As good as she was with English, she was still only a little girl. It would take a little more time before she spoke fluently in English all the time. Her head swung back toward her father, admiring him in his uniform. "There is buckle at back, Papa," she pointed out, gesturing to the back of his uniform jacket. "Can it go loose more?"

"Oui, c'est vrai," Martin replied, in perfect French. His English was a little better than his sister's, but then he was a few years older and had had a little more time to practice.

"Oh," Steve said, turning to try and catch a glimpse of that buckle in the mirror. "That's right. I forgot. It's been a long time since I've worn this. Would you like to help me with it, ma petite"" He could have carried on the entire conversation in fluent French and sometimes did, but they'd never master English if he was always indulging in French.

Beaming at her brother for his confirmation that she had it right, Lianne fairly leaped off the bed in response to Steve's request, pattering over to fiddle with the buckle at his back. Her aim was to loosen it just a little, and with her smaller fingers, she stood a better chance of it than he did. "Will Mama be in a uniform too, Papa?" she asked curiously as she worked. The only uniform she'd ever seen Lucy in was the one she had worn at S.H.I.E.L.D H.Q., and that didn't seem quite right for a night out with Papa.

"No, I think your Mama will be wearing a dress," he replied, as she worked the buckle loose, so that he could breathe easier. Had it really been so long since he'd last worn his uniform' He certainly looked dashing in it, even if he didn't think so himself. "Aunt Tasha got us tickets to a tea dance. I don't suppose you know what that is," he mused aloud, frowning thoughtfully as his own reflection and wondering if anyone would recognize him in that uniform. He hoped not. It wasn't often he and Lucy got to spend an evening out, and he didn't want anything to ruin it.

"Do you dance around tea?" Lianne asked, her voice sounding from the small of his back. Only Martin could see the impish little grin on her face as she settled the buckle neatly once again, knowing perfectly well what a tea dance was. She also knew what Lucy was going to be wearing, because she and Martin had been in on that, too. The only child in the house who hadn't been in on the whole scheme was Jamie, and he was currently crawling around the floor of the spare room while Natasha pinned Lucy down to do her hair and make up.

"No," Steve replied with a chuckle, as he turned to scoop the little girl up off the floor. "They call it a tea dance because you drink tea and dance," he told her, as he waltzed her in his arms about the room. "Martin, sing us a song!"

The boy hopped off the bed and belted out the first song that came to mind, which just happened to be La Marseillaise, which wasn't a song that was very good for dancing.

"A dance song, Martin, not a marching song!" Steve said, laughing.

Giggling, Lianne squealed as she was swept up into her Papa's arms, holding on tight as he waltzed her around the bedroom, little feet dangling. Martin's addition to their fun only made her laugh harder as she hugged Steve about the neck. "And you will have fun, oui"" she asked hopefully. "You will not miss us too much to enjoy Mama?"

"Of course, I will miss you, but it's been a long time since your Mama and I have gone dancing," he told her. In fact, he couldn't recall a time when they'd ever gone dancing since their wedding day. They were usually too busy working or spending time with their children to go on dates anymore, and while neither Steve or Lucy ever complained, it was kind of nice of Natasha to have arranged it for them. "I just hope I don't step on your Mama's toes!"

"Mama is a doctor," Lianne assured him confidently. "If you breaks her, she will fix!" She kissed his cheek with a giggle, looking down at Martin curiously. "Is it time yet?" she asked her brother plaintively. It was one thing to be in on the fun, but quite another to be denied access to Mama for an hour and half.

"I hope I don't break her toes!" Steve said with another chuckle, though it was a very real fear of his. He might be a super solider and a hero and an Avenger, but he wasn't a very good dancer, and he knew it.

Martin stopped singing to look at the Iron Man watch Uncle Tony had bought him for Christmas. "Bientot!" he replied. "Mama said she would call us when she is ready."

Steve kissed Lianne's cheek before setting her down on the floor, frowning thoughtfully. "She's been up there a long time."

"Aunt Tasha said that Mama is beautiful but she does not know how to make herself door stopping lee beautiful," Lianne shared with her father and brother. "And that's what she is doing." A snuffle from the floor by the couch caught her attention, and she giggled again, this time at the sight of Thor the Husky and Cheri the kitten cuddled up together and fast asleep.

The real Thor had yet to meet his namesake, and Steve hoped he wouldn't be too offended to find their dog shared his name. At least, Lianne had chosen Cheri for the kitten, rather than Natasha, though he thought she might have been amused, if she had. "Door-stoppingly?" Steve echoed with a smile. "Such a big word! Your English is getting better, ma petite," he praised her. "Now, before your Mama and I go out for the evening, I need you both to promise me something," he said, crouching down and tugging both children close. "

Lucy Rogers

Date: 2016-01-01 16:01 EST
Door stoppingly had not been quite what Lianne had been aiming for, but the praise from her Papa was more than enough to sweep away any sense of frustration with her language skills as she was drawn close with her brother, her hand automatically wriggling into Martin's grip. "What promise, Papa?"

"I want you both to promise me you'll be good for Aunt Tasha and do everything she asks you to do. And don't forget to feed Thor and Cheri and wash your hands and face and brush your teeth before you go to bed. Can you do that for me?" he asked, looking from one to the other with a solemn expression on his face.

Willing to do anything for her Papa, Lianne was quick to nod her agreement, though it was unlikely she would ever do anything against Aunt Tasha's wishes. She'd been with Uncle Johnny when they had first been rescued, and both Lianne and Martin had seen how ruthless she could be firsthand. She was always kind to them, but they did know what she was capable of.

It was hardly likely either Martin or Lianne ever needed to worry about Natasha disciplining them too harshly, though Steve didn't want them to think she was a pushover, either. He knew Natasha better than most anyone and knew his children would be safe with her.

Martin, too, solemnly nodded his head. "Oui, Papa. We will be good. Promise."

Steve smiled and pulled them both into his arms for a hug, one in each arm. "I know you will," he told them both, kissing each one on the cheek, first Lianne and then Martin.

As he hugged his children to him, the woman in question leaned around the doorway, a familiar brow arched above a familiar smirk of a smile. "Extracting promises, old man?" Natasha queried, her smile deepening as Lianne dropped Steve right in it.

"Oui, we promise to be good for you, mademoiselle!"

Martin didn't mind the hug or the kiss, but as soon as Natasha peeked her head in the room, he was wriggling out of his father's arms and offering a solemn salute.

"Maybe it's you I should be extracting promises from," Steve teased back, a grin on his face as he snapped a salute back at his young son.

"I can cook!" she protested, shrugging one shoulder as she added in a wry drawl, "With a phone."

Lianne giggled her quiet giggle, mimicking Martin's salute as she bounced on her toes. "Can we see Mama now, Aunt Tasha?" she demanded hopefully, and Natasha nodded.

"Just as soon as she gets down the stairs without falling over, little bird."

"It's a good thing there are a lot of pizzerias around that deliver," Steve teased, as he rose to his full height. He felt strangely nervous, like a high school boy on his very first date, though he and Lucy had been married for a few years already. Maybe it was the fact that dancing wasn't his strong suit, or maybe it was just the excitement of seeing Lucy all dolled up for a change. Whatever it was, he was doing a pretty good job of hiding it.

"We can do better than pizza," Natasha objected, flashing a grin toward serious young Martin. She knew exactly where they were ordering dinner from, and she was looking forward to going through the menu with the young pair. Glancing back over her shoulder, she grinned. "Okay, old man, try not to faint."

As Natasha stepped out of the way, Lucy came into view, looking as nervous as Steve felt. A modest blue tea dress, flared with a petticoat of aubergine; heeled shoes to match the 1940's theme; her hair caught into a loose chignon ....she wouldn't have looked out of place on the dancefloors of Steve's youth. Looking at the three of them, she held out her hands, twirling for them. "So' What's the verdict?"

Natasha was one of the only people who could call him "Old Man" and get away with it, considering he was only in his late twenties, unless you counted all the years he'd spent frozen in the Arctic. Steve's mouth dropped open as Lucy came into view. Was that really his Lucy wearing that dress" He'd always known she was beautiful, but he hadn't seen her make such an effort at it since the day or the wedding. "Lucy, you're ....beautiful," he said, reaching for her hands, clearly at a loss for words, his heart beating fast, like it had when he'd first fallen in love with her.

Lucy barely heard Natasha murmuring to the children, "Mission accomplished," as Steve's mouth fell open, or the quiet laughter that followed it. Her hands slid into his, needing the reassurance of his touch even as he offered her his compliment on her appearance. "You look very handsome, Captain," she smiled up at him, rising higher onto her toes to brush a soft kiss to his cheek.

Nearby, Martin and Lianne were giggling into their hands, but Steve and Lucy seemed not to notice, too enthralled with each other, like young lovers on their first date. "It's a little old fashioned," he replied, wondering if it was time for something more modern, though old-fashioned was kind of the point of a tea dance.

"Well, I can't take you on a modern date until you've taken me on an old-fashioned one, remember?" Lucy teased him gently. "You look wonderful, Steve. I'm really rather excited about this evening." And despite the fact that Natasha seemed to have arranged it all, Lucy was giving the credit to Steve for now. No doubt the women would share the details at a later date.

"I'm not sure we've ever been on a proper date," he mused aloud, or at least, he couldn't recall it. They'd certainly gone out to eat on occasion, but they'd never gone on such a formal date as this. "You'll have to be patient with me. I think I've forgotten my dance lessons."

"I've never danced like this," she reminded him with a quiet laugh, squeezing his hands gently. "We can bumble around together, love." With a last kiss to his cheek, she turned to their giggling audience, raising her brow at the children. "Well?" she asked with a smile. "Will I do, or am I going to be an embarrassing disgrace as soon as I step outside?"

"No, Mama," Martin was quick to point out. "Tu es tres belle," he repeated the compliment Lianne had given their father just a short time ago, using the proper form of the word this time.

"Ah, merci, ma petit," Lucy smiled, bending to hug her little man and brush a kiss to his hair. She loved all her children, but Martin held a very special place in her heart. She'd become his confidante, with what she thought was very little effort, and she did her best to make sure he felt involved and loved. Her eyes turned to Lianne, who was leaning against Natasha's leg, watching her mother with wide eyes.

"You look like princess, Mama," the little girl offered with a shy smile, pattering close to join in the hug being shared by her mother and brother.

Natasha smirked, looking over at Steve. "You should take her out more often," she recommended to her friend in her familiar drawl. "And take pictures of your face the first time you see her in an L.B.D."

Lucy Rogers

Date: 2016-01-01 16:01 EST
"An L.B.D.?" he echoed, looking a little confused. He assumed it was an acronym of some sort, but what it stood for, he wasn't quite sure. He frowned a little at Natasha's gentle admonition but finding the time to date was easier said than done, even more so now that they had three children and two pets to care for, not to mention their jobs.

"Little Black Dress," the off-duty Black Widow informed him with a grin. "Make sure she wears F.M. boots, too." And despite her often inappropriate behavior, that was one acronym she was not going to clarify for Captain America in front of his children. "You're gonna get stuck in traffic if you don't go soon, you know."

Little Black Dress ....okay, that made sense, but he wasn't too sure about the boots. "F.M. boots?" he asked, looking from one woman to the other. Another acronym of some kind, no doubt, though he wasn't sure what it stood for. Maybe if he was lucky, Lucy would explain it to him on the way. "Okay, okay, we're going," he said, with a chuckle, crouching down to pull both his children into a hug. "You be good for Aunt Tasha and remember what I said!" he warned, kissing both their cheeks. He would have bid Jamie farewell, too, but it seemed their youngest had gone down for a nap.

They wouldn't be out ridiculously late - Natasha knew how paranoid the Rogers were about leaving their children for more than a few hours at a time, and with good reason. Lucy shared her kisses with Martin and Lianne, squeezing Natasha's hand as she straightened up. "Thank you," she told their friend warmly, one last look to the little ones. "Have fun," she told him. "I want to hear all about it tomorrow, okay?"

"And you be good, too!" Steve teased Natasha, blue eyes bright with good humor, as he took Lucy's coat and slipped it over her shoulders. "Shall we, Mrs. Rogers?" he asked, offering her his arm once she was ready.

"I think we shall, Captain Rogers," his wife teased him affectionately, looping her arm through his to the accompaniment of enthusiastic goodbyes from their children as they slipped out of the house. The moment they were out of earshot, Lucy burst out laughing. "I don't even want to know how Tasha found out my underwear size!"

"Well, she is a spy, you know," he reminded her with a grin as he led her toward the car. "She probably peeked at your underwear drawer the last time she was here when she snuck off to the bathroom." He'd seen Natasha in action and figured sorting out Lucy's lingerie size was probably child's play for her.

"I hope it's as simple as that," she laughed, hugging his arm as she looked up at him. "I love seeing you in this uniform, you know. My dashing captain." She smiled her wide, fond smile, rather proud of herself for not mentioning how strange it was to be wearing a dress whose skirt at the hem had been made wider than her shoulders with the petticoat underneath.

"It's a little old fashioned," he remarked, not for the first time, but it was the only dress uniform he owned, and he had a certain fondness for the nostalgia of it, even if it was over from a past decade. "Should I tell Fury we need dress uniforms?" he teased, knowing that would never happen. Their S.H.I.E.L.D. uniforms were utilitarian in design, not made for formal ceremonies and public appearances. "You really do look beautiful, Luce. Tasha's right. We should do this more often."

"It's not old-fashioned," she argued fondly. "It's you." Squeezing his arm, she let him lead her to his car, fairly sure he wasn't going to want to fold himself into the little runabout she was so fond of tonight. "Well, Sue has been offering to babysit for a while," she admitted. Her friendship with Johnny's sister had definitely improved over the last year, even if Reed himself was still a bit of a stick. "Maybe we should think about doing this once a month or so."

"Has she?" Steve asked, arching a blond brow in interest. "That would be swell." He frowned a little again as he pulled open the door to help her inside. "We've never had much time to go on dates. That's my fault really," he said, taking the blame, though it wasn't really his fault. They were both workaholics, and it had taken having children to slow them both down.

Lucy shook her head, laughing gently. "It isn't just your fault, love," she reminded him. "I'm worse than you are sometimes. But now I'm not fully contracted, now I'm more a mum than a doctor ....I'm not that bad, am I?" She flashed him a sweetly teasing smile, daring him to tell her she was just as bad as ever as she folded herself carefully into the front seat.

"We both are," he replied with a soft smile as he touched a kiss to her lips before closing the door and going around to the other side of the car. Once inside, he buckled himself in and they started on their way.

Settled comfortably in the passenger seat, Lucy kept silent as Steve took charge of the vehicle, but it wasn't long before she remembered something that made her chuckle. "By the way, love," she said conversationally, as innocent as innocent could be. "The F.M. Tasha mentioned stands for F**k Me."

It was lucky for Lucy that Steve had almost perfect self-control. A lesser man might have lost control of the car in shock upon hearing that phrase for the first time, but Steve's only reaction was that his eyes got wide, his mouth formed an "Oh," and he flushed scarlet. "I'll have to talk to Natasha about using choice phrases around the kids."

His wife snickered delightedly at his response to that little snippet of information, trusting Natasha not to share it with their children. "Oh, love, you're such a treasure," she told him affectionately. "You'll have to tell me what I'm supposed to do at a tea dance, you know. It isn't something I've ever come across."

The "F-Word" was one that never issued forth from Steve Rogers' mouth. The man simply never cursed, or at least, rarely, and when he did, it was usually mild by comparison with modern culture. "Sorry," he apologized, as if it was a bad thing, as if she thought less of him for his shock at such language. "There's not much to know really. Do you know how to waltz?"

"Um ..." Lucy had the decency to look a little shame-faced as she offered up her excuses. "The only time I've ever tried was at our wedding," she admitted to him with a faint smile. "And as I recall, you told me to stand on your feet and you'd do all the work."

"We'll figure it out together," he told her, about as confident in his dancing skills as she was. Thankfully, there would be enough people there who knew what they were doing that they'd likely be able to either fake it or ask for pointers. "I never went dancing before," he admitted with a worried frown. "I never had a chance. Peggy offered to teach me, but ..." He trailed off, leaving the rest unsaid.

"We'll be fine," she promised him warmly. "We can fake it, or I can embarrass you by asking someone for lessons." She patted his knee gently, squeezing as he mentioned Peggy. They both missed the elderly woman a great deal, but slowly were coming to terms with her absence from their life. She'd be delighted with their date night, though.

"Liv gave me a quick lesson the night before the wedding," he reminded her, though he wasn't sure if it would help. "You remind me a lot of Peggy, you know," he told her. He wasn't going to pretend she'd never existed just because it still hurt to mention her. "She was proud of you both," he added, meaning both her and Liv.

Her smile softened as he compared her to her great-aunt. Their relationship might have been rocky at first, but she was very proud that people saw parallels between herself and Peggy Carter. "I'm glad of that, in a way," she admitted. "I might have resented it a couple of years ago, but I'm glad she's so much a part of me. Even without knowing her, I still turned out a lot like her. Makes me wonder what Mum was like - Peggy always said Liv reminded her of our mother."

Lucy Rogers

Date: 2016-01-01 16:02 EST
"I'm sorry you never got to meet her, Luce," he said, as he weaved his way through traffic. Thankfully, it wasn't rush hour. He'd thought about the possibility about of traveling through time via the portals, but had deemed it too dangerous. It wasn't something he ever put in his reports to S.H.I.E.L.D. There was no telling what they might do with that kind of information.

"I did, in a way," she mused thoughtfully. "I grew up with her, and now we get to see her handling four children - five, if you count Johnny - and a dog, on a regular basis!" She chuckled warmly. Liv's transformation from shy P.A. to successful wife and mother was a source of constant amazement to her twin.

"She doesn't give herself enough credit. Neither of them do. They've got us beat by one kid, but I'm not so sure I'm ready for a teenager yet!" he said with a chuckle, his mood lightening. "No more worries. We're supposed to be enjoying ourselves," he said, more for his own sake than hers, probably.

"Who said I'm worrying?" Lucy countered with a low laugh, reaching over to gently stroke her fingers against his neck. It had been a long time since they'd been alone together without having a purpose beyond simply enjoying each other's company. "I don't say this enough, but I do love you, Steven Rogers. More today than on the day we were married, if that makes any sense."

"I love you, too, Luce," he told her, glancing her way briefly, a soft smile on his face before turning his attention back to the road. "I just can't get over how amazing you look in that dress!" he added with another chuckle.

Despite Brooklyn traffic, the pair did eventually make it to the dance, which was being held in an old restored Victorian mansion, which served as a tea house and bed and breakfast and which sometimes hosted weddings and other social events, like the one they were hosting tonight.

Christmas decorations still festooned the outside, welcoming the couples who were still making their way inside to where the band was playing. Shy and nervous, Lucy fidgeted with her dress as she took Steve's arm, biting her lip as she looked up at him. "I don't look too awfully out of place, do I?"

"No more than I do," he said, though he was really the one who looked out of place in his old S.S.R. uniform. "Just trust me, okay?" he whispered, tipping his head close. A few heads turned as the couple made their way inside. It was hard to miss a man in uniform or the beauty on his arm.

"I jumped out of a plane in the Arctic for you, I can do this," she murmured back to him with a quiet giggle, thankfully oblivious to the heads that turned their way. She didn't like it when people stared, but she had grown into the habit of ignoring the obvious ones.

"You didn't do it for me. You did it for the kids," he reminded her, even if she hadn't known it at the time. She'd done it because it had been the right thing to do, and though he had worried for her safety, he was glad she'd come along. He handed their tickets in at the door with a word of thanks and followed the crowd toward the coat room, frowning a little at the looks they were getting. "Maybe I should have worn a suit," he murmured quietly.

"You're not the only man in uniform," she pointed out softly, nodding toward a couple of men who were obviously in a form of costume for the evening. "You just happen to be the most delicious looking man in the place, uniform or no uniform." She flashed him a grin, undoing the buttons of her coat to check it in.

"Or the oldest," he remarked, though he hardly looked out of his twenties yet. He let go of her arm so that he could help her with her coat, sliding it off her shoulders and handing it over to check it in for the evening. When he turned back to retake her arm, he had to pause to make sure it was really his Lucy he was looking at, as she was simply stunning. "I still can't believe it's you. I mean ....I know it is, I just ..." He sighed, worried he'd just put his foot in his mouth. Well, he'd never been very good with compliments.

Despite her discomfort with compliments, there really was something beautifully charming about the way Steve could fall over his own tongue when she looked like his bride. Laughing softly, she drew him back into the foyer, rising onto her toes to kiss the corner of his mouth tenderly. "Maybe I should exhume some of my sexy lingerie," she teased him, lips brushing his ear for a moment. "Then you'd really have something to stutter over."

"I just can't figure out how I got so damned lucky," he told her, settling his hands against the waist she usually kept hidden beneath more practical layers of clothing. Okay, so he did swear now and then, but only mildly and only when it was called for, and never in front of the kids. He smiled at the kiss, happy to take as many of those as she'd give him.

"Well ..." She pretended to consider his luck for a moment, though she was purely enjoying the warmth of his hands at her waist, something she didn't often feel through her more practical everyday wear. "I did drive you off the road," she pointed out. "And I deflowered you the same night. Was that luck, do you think?"

"Luck or fate, I'm not sure which, but I'm sure as hell not complaining," he added, chuckling, clearly starting to relax a little. "Do you think anyone would mind if I kissed you right now?" he asked, as if he needed permission.

"I am your wife," Lucy teased him affectionately. "And I am, naturally, so demanding that I absolutely insist that you kiss me right now, regardless of what anyone thinks." She chuckled, curling her own arms about his waist as she leaned into him, puckering her lips into the least attractive fish-face she could manage.

Even making that silly fish-face, she was easily the most stunning woman at the dance. "I am so gonna owe Natasha for this later," he murmured, as his arms slid around her waist and he pulled her closer, dipping his head to press his lips to hers. There was heat in that kiss, despite his attempt to keep it as chaste as possible - they were in public, after all.

Drawn close, he gave her no chance to answer his comment, his lips finding hers in a kiss that made her smile at his rising confidence. Chaste it might have been, but there was heat there, and possession - Steve might not have realized it, but he was marking her as belonging to him for the notice of everyone in the place. Drawing back, she brushed the tip of her nose to his tenderly. "If I didn't think Natasha might hunt me down and torture me for it, I might suggest we bypass the dance and find a hotel for a few hours," she teased him softly.

"That would kind of defeat the purpose of coming to the dance," he said, chuckling a little at her suggestion, though it was a tempting one. "No one said how long we have to stay," he added, an almost mischievous smile on his face. He was a virgin no longer, but a man who had learned how to take advantage of every minute he had alone with his wife.

"Mmm, I like the way you think," she laughed back to him, brushing a softer kiss to his lips. "Come on, captain. We should take a turn around the dancefloor, at least." Easing back from the circle of his arms, she curled her hands to his elbow, leaning into him. "I want to show you off a little before you pin me to a wall and rip my knickers off."

He couldn't help but chuckle at her suggestion, but knew her well enough by now not to get too embarrassed by her remark, so long as he was the only one who'd heard it. "I think I can manage without ripping them, dear," he teased back as he led her toward the main room.

"Where's the fun in that?" she grinned wickedly, knowing full well she was going to have to temper her comments for a while or risk making him very uncomfortable indeed. Squeezing his arm, she gasped softly as they entered the main room, charmed by the decoration that surrounded them. From the tall Christmas tree lit up with white lights and multicolored baubles, to the evergreens at every window and mantel, to the tables laid with sparkling centerpieces, the mansion's main room was timeless - a perfect backdrop for the people milling about, looking as though they had just stepped out of a 1940's illustration. "Oh my goodness ....isn't it beautiful?"

Lucy Rogers

Date: 2016-01-01 16:03 EST
"It's amazing," he replied quietly, clearly in awe of the room and the decorations as his gaze took them in. He'd never really seen anything quite like it before. He'd grown up a poor, sickly kid from the Bronx, and though his mother had done her best to make Christmas special, it had never been anything like this.

"Rather puts our Christmas stick in the shade, doesn't it?" Lucy commented with a snort of laughter. Their "stick" had originally been a tree, but between Thor and Cheri, it was a wonder it had any branches left, much less needles. They'd still decorated it, though.

"I like our Christmas stick, but this ....this is ....I don't even have words for what this is," he said, stammering again, though this time it had nothing to do with her. He was clearly amazed at their surroundings, blue eyes bright with wonder, like a boy on Christmas morning.

Seeing his delight in the decorations all around them, Lucy made a mental promise right then and there to make certain that Christmas stayed magical in their home, not just for the children but for her husband, too. Sometimes he seemed far older than his years; it was easy to forget that what she considered average for the season was a wonder in his eyes. She squeezed his arm gently, brushing her cheek to his shoulder. "Maybe we should transplant our stick and hope it grows over the year," she suggested. "We could have a living tree outside the living room window all lit up next year."

"I like that idea," he agreed, a warm smile on his face. "Martin and Lianne can help with the planting." Though they didn't really need to help, as he was more than capable of doing all the work on his own, it would be good for them to feel like they were part of it. "I've never had much time for things like this - parties, dances, socials," he admitted, though she probably knew that already. Even before he volunteered for the super soldier program, he was always too busy with one thing or another, and he tended to avoid dances, not only because he couldn't dance but because he was always overlooked. "Bucky used to drag me out on dates sometimes, but the girls were always more interested in him than me."

"Maybe that was because you were expecting them to be more interested in him," she suggested softly. "So you never learned to be confident in your own skin, and they never bothered to see how wonderful you are. Not that I'm complaining," she added with a smile, drawing him toward the buffet laid out, where warmed punch was being served from an ornate crystal bowl.

"You wouldn't have even noticed me then," he told her, knowing it was true, no matter how she might try to deny it. Unless you were blind, physical attraction was the first thing that usually drew you to someone, and there hadn't been much about him in those days to attract any female attention.

"At first, maybe," she agreed, not foolish enough to pretend otherwise. "But I'd like to think that I would still have been friendly with you. What we have, love ....it isn't solely based on the size of your package." She winked up at him, handing him a cup of punch before taking one for herself.

"Friendly, sure," he agreed, as he wrapped a large hand around the cup of punch. "But that's all we'd have been. I probably would have ended up your patient, not your lover," he pointed out, finding that a little ironic. Even if she had seen past his scrawniness to get to know him, he'd been too sickly to be much good to anyone.

Her brow rose. "That's just a little bit insulting, you know," she warned him in a friendly tone. "It makes the assumption that I am only in love with you because of your physical being. Sells me rather short, you know" I might as well assume that you're only in love with me because of my connection to Peggy."

He frowned, not really wanting to argue about it, but needing her to understand what he'd meant. "Luce, even if you'd fallen head over heels in love with me, I wouldn't have been able to be a good husband to you. I was too weak and sickly. You should have seen me in boot camp. If it wasn't for Doctor Erskine, I probably would have gotten kicked out."

"Love, you need to let go of the idea that your only useful function comes from your enhancement," she told him, her hand gently gripping his as she looked up at him. "The serum enhanced you physically, that is all. It did not give you your compassion, or your empathy. It didn't teach you right from wrong, or give you the conviction to act on that knowledge. It didn't make you the man that you are. If you hadn't been that man, Doctor Erskine would never have given you the tools to make a difference in the world."

"It didn't just enhance me physically, Lucy. Dr. Erskine said it would enhance everything about me, but I never really felt any different except physically." He shrugged a little. This wasn't really what they'd come here for, and it was an old debate. "The point is, I've never really been to anything like this. I'm glad my first time is with you."

"Maybe there was nothing else it could enhance," she pointed out gently, but dropped the subject with a soft smile, raising his hand in hers to brush her lips against his knuckles. "At least this time it's a mutual deflowering."

He arched a curious brow as she touched a kiss to his knuckles. "Wasn't it before?" he asked, unsure what she was referring to. He had certainly been more than willing to let her "deflower" him shortly after they'd met - hell, he was hoping for it.

She shook her head, her smile a little regretful. "You weren't my first, sweetheart," she told him, though he had known it long before she'd laid a hand on him that first night. "But you're the only one I've ever loved. The only one that counts."

"Oh, right. I forgot," he said, though it was rare for Steve to forget anything. Maybe he just didn't want to think about the men who'd come before him, one of whom was his own brother-in-law. "It doesn't really matter. Everything happens for a reason, right' All that matters is that we're together." He touched a kiss to her lips, as soft and sweet as their first, just as the band started playing a tune - an old one that he recognized - inviting couples onto the dancefloor.

Leaning into him, Lucy smiled as he kissed her, nuzzling affectionately to her husband as the music seemed to call to everyone who lingered on the sidelines. "There's nowhere I would rather be than with you," she murmured to him fervently. "Dance with me?"

He drained the punch in his cup before setting it down on the table, an almost shy smile on his face. "Not afraid I'll step on your toes?" he teased, though he obviously lacked self-confidence where his dance skills were concerned.

"I'm always safe in your hands," she told him through her own tender smile, setting her barely touched cup down beside his. "One dance, then we can tell Tasha we danced without lying." She winked at him fondly, her fingers tangling with his as they moved out onto the dancefloor.

"I like how you think." He smiled back at her as the two of them moved out onto the dance floor. The song was one he knew well and one that was slow and easy to dance to, even for a beginner. Even though it wasn't Glenn Miller's band playing, the music was nostalgic, taking him back to the years before he'd ditched that plane in the Arctic. As much as he'd tried to catch up with modern culture, he was still a little old fashioned when it came to music.

They weren't the only ones who didn't know all the steps, or how to dance exactly to the style. There were plenty of couples who simply swayed together, hands and arms clasping one another as they talked quietly beneath the nostalgic strains of the music. Wrapped close to Steve, Lucy laid her head on his shoulder as they danced, finding it only too easy to forget everyone else in the room. He filled her senses; if only he knew just how deeply she loved him.

Lucy Rogers

Date: 2016-01-01 16:03 EST
He knew enough about the basics of dancing to be able to fake his way through, and he was a quick learner. He held her close, one arm around her waist, the other clasping her hand, while she laid her head against his shoulder and he moved her slowly about the dance floor. There was something strangely intimate about being so close while soft music played and a crowd of people swayed around them and Steve knew he didn't want to be anywhere else but here with her, lost in the moment.

They had come a long way from the opposites who had taken a chance on one another within hours of their first meeting. From strangers to lovers in a single night; from lovers to partners within a month; the best of friends in the warmth of love, and parents to three very special little people. But at the heart of it all, they were still Steve and Lucy; still the disparate souls who had needed that moment of connection, and now could not live without one another. Raising her head, Lucy smiled up at her husband, brushing a soft kiss to his jaw. "I love you, Steve."

He smiled again, blue eyes soft with affection. She really didn't have to tell him - he could tell by the way she looked at him, by the way she kissed him and spoke to him and laid her head against his shoulder. Everything she did and everything she said spoke volumes of her love for him, and even if he wasn't sure she'd have liked him before the transformation, he had no doubts about her feelings for him now. "I know," he replied quietly, touching his forehead to hers. "I love you, too." Words seemed inadequate, but he was no poet, and it was the best he could do.

It would be hours yet before the clock struck midnight and the new year began, and yet Lucy was anxious to be alone with her husband. She didn't need the dance or the elaborate decorations, the crush of strangers in a ballroom. All she needed to celebrate was him, and though it might seem ungrateful to the friend who had made all the arrangements, that friend had also provided a place for such privacy. As the song wound to a close, Lucy sighed softly, drawing her fingertips through the soft hair at Steve's nape. "It's been a long time since we only had ourselves to worry about."

"No regrets?" he asked, misunderstanding her a little. He knew she adored their children as much as he did, but it left them very little time for each other, very little time to just be a couple. "Maybe we should do this more often," he suggested, touching a soft but chaste kiss to her lips. If they were going to get intimate with one another, it wasn't likely to be in a crowd of strangers in the middle of a dance floor.

She shook her head, her smile softening as he kissed her. "No regrets," she promised him, her lips moving beneath his as they lingered together in the midst of the other dancing couples. "But I think I want you all to myself a little more often. It's been ages since I made you blush just by taking off my bra."

She'd made him blush just by mentioning her "knickers" a short while ago, but he didn't bother to mention it. "What are you suggesting, Mrs. Rogers?" he asked, as he swayed with her back and forth, just so they weren't kicked off the dance floor for standing still.

"I'm suggesting that maybe Natasha would be up for spending the night with the children, so long as we promise to get back at a decent time in the morning," she laughed softly. "I could call her, perhaps, and find out. What do you think, captain?"

It seemed from the smile on his face that he liked that idea. "I think my wife is a genius, but then I knew that already," he told her, touching his nose to hers affectionately. Their love life was certainly not lacking, but he couldn't remember the last time they had an evening alone without having to worry about any interruptions.

Grinning, she reached into his pocket for her phone, having come out without a clutch or purse for once, quite prepared to make that call right there in the middle of the dancefloor. A slightly affronted glance from one of the organizers made her laugh. "I should probably take this out into the foyer."

"I'll wait by the punch bowl," he suggested, thinking he might check out the buffet table while she was on the phone with Natasha. He'd have called her himself, but he figured Lucy would be able to convince her far better than he would, seeing as they were both female.

"I won't be long," she promised, touching a kiss to his cheek before slipping away to use her phone in relative privacy. But as it turned out, she didn't have to call Natasha - there was a text message waiting for her. Ticket includes bed and breakfast; text me if you're staying all night. Laughing, Lucy rolled her eyes, shaking her head as she answered that text with her own. I will find a way to repay you. We'll stay - be back around 11 am. That done, she moved to the reception desk to make an inquiry or two of her own.

While Lucy was busy calling Natasha, Steve was checking out the buffet table and all the various food stuffs arrayed there. He plucked up a bit of this and that to give it a try, liking just about everything he tasted. One of the side effects of the super soldier serum was a healthy appetite, but no matter how much he ate, he always seemed to burn the calories off quickly, whether he was aware of it or not.

"Captain Rogers, sir?" The voice was familiar, belonging to someone Steve had only really seen at S.H.I.E.L.D. H.Q...Agent Croft, first name Robin, was standing at the buffet beside him, one hand balancing two plates of food and the other holding two glasses of champagne. He was dressed in a vintage Airforce uniform, and looked absolutely delighted to see his hero out and about without any connection to work at all.

Steve turned at the sound of his name, almost out of habit, wondering who it was that had recognized him. He certainly stood out in a crowd, but without the star-spangled suit, he didn't think it was so obvious who he was. It didn't take but a moment to recognize the voice and the face though. "Croft?" he ventured with a friendly smile. "What are you doing here, spying on us?" he asked, with a chuckle. "I thought you'd given up on that ages ago," he teased the man, noticing the uniform, as well as the two plates and two glasses - he was obviously not alone. He purposely didn't address him as Agent, but recognized the insignia that declared him a lieutenant.

Croft chuckled a little awkwardly. He'd been the one assigned to keeping an eye on Lucy when she had simply been Doctor Broderick, new recruit, and had inadvertently ended up between Director Fury and Lucy several times during the first months of her employment. Thankfully, he'd been reassigned, but he was still a familiar sight at the headquarters. "I had no idea you'd be here, sir," he assured Steve cheerfully. "Was expecting Romanoff - she's the one who was asking all the questions about what people were doing for New Years."

"Was she?" Steve said, considering. "It seems Miss Romanoff had us both duped. She sprang tickets on Lucy and me a few hours ago, calling it a long over-due wedding present."

Croft laughed, pausing a moment to look over his shoulder and reassure his wife that he was going to come back with her food and drink as soon as he'd finished socializing. "She's full of surprises, I'll give her that," he nodded. "Where is your wife, may I ask?"

"She's right behind you, Robin," Lucy informed him, grinning when he jumped. She rounded their colleague to tuck herself close against Steve's side.

"We're trying to keep a low profile," Steve said, a mild warning for Croft, though he doubted the man would give them away. He smiled as Lucy tucked herself against his side, an arm going around her. "Speak of the devil," he said with a laugh.

"Oh, your secret is safe with me, sir," Croft nodded to them, gesturing with his loaded hands. "I should get back to my wife. In case I don't catch you later, Happy New Year."

Smiling, Lucy chuckled, nodding to the man. "Happy New Year to you, too."

Lucy Rogers

Date: 2016-01-01 16:07 EST
"Good seeing you, Lieutenant. Happy New Year!" Steve returned the man's good wishes, watching as he crossed the room to rejoin a pretty woman who seemed to be waiting for him. "It seems Natasha gets around," he said as he turned back to Lucy and offered her a fresh cup of punch. "And speaking of Natasha, how are things going at home?"

"She seems to have everything under control," Lucy told him with a low laugh. "I didn't actually get the opportunity to call her - she'd already texted me suggesting that we stay the night here. I told her we'll be back around 11 in the morning." Taking the punch from his hand, she dipped her hand into her cleavage and withdrew her phone and a room key. "I thought I'd get our room key while I was out there."

"Clever girl," he told her, trying not to focus too much on the place where she'd been hiding her phone and room key - there would be plenty of time to explore her cleavage sooner or later. "Eleven a.m.," he mused aloud. "She's brave."

"She's probably invited someone else over to do breakfast," Lucy predicted with a low laugh. "Banner or Hawkeye, probably, unless Thor's in the neighborhood." She tucked both key and phone into her husband's pocket, the sense of urgency relaxing now they knew they had all night. "Feed me, Seymour."

He doubted it would be Hawkeye, knowing what he knew of the man's private life, and while Banner was a good cook, he had anger management problems - or at least, his alter ego did. Still, there were few he trusted more than Natasha with his children. "I'm sure she'll call if there's a problem." He arched a puzzled brow at her, the reference to Little Shop of Horrors going completely over his head. "Who's Seymour?" he asked, as he picked up a plate from the buffet table.

"A overworked florist's assistant who finds a meat-eating plant from outer space," Lucy told him cheerfully. "I'm not sure you'd like the film - it all depends on whether or not you could disengage from the truly stupid decisions that make the narrative so entertainingly silly." She touched his cheek fondly as she smiled. "Lianne's a little young for it still, too." Taking up a plate of her own, she let herself survey the food on offer. "Spoiled for choice, I see."

"Oh, a film," he said, almost as if he was relieved by that. After all, he'd seen some strange things on Rhy'Din and wouldn't be surprised if such a thing existed there. Thankfully, they made their home on Earth and only visited Rhy'Din on occasion. "Are you saying I can't appreciate comedy?" he asked her, as he plucked a tidbit from her plate and popped it into his mouth.

"Hey!" Laughing, she stole something for his plate to even things up, nudging him affectionately with one elbow. "I'm saying that macabre comedy might be a little bit too much for you, that's all. You tend to take death quite seriously, even when it's meant as entertainment on telly."

"Death is no laughing matter, Luce," he said, proving her point for her. He couldn't think of a single morose comedy he appreciated, or any comedy for that matter. There had to be at least one, though for the life of him he couldn't think of one. He had always been a fan of the movies, but he often preferred those of his own era or shortly thereafter to modern fare.

"And there's my point," she smiled, picking up her cup once again. "Shall we go and sit down somewhere" Terrify Robin Croft by actually socializing with him and his wife, maybe?" She flashed her husband a tender grin, leaning closer to add, "You know, before I drag you upstairs and do carnal things to you all night."

"Why don't you go on ahead" I'll catch up to you. There's something I need to do first," he suggested with an encouraging smile. He didn't volunteer what it was he needed to do, and it wasn't a visit to the bathroom, either.

Lucy offered him a slightly confused smile, but she trusted him. "All right, Mr. Mysterious," she teased. "I'll go and ingratiate myself with Robin and co." She blew him a kiss, turning to pick her way around the dancefloor to finagle an invitation to their colleague's table.

Steve waited until she was busy chatting with the lieutenant and his wife before weaving his way through the crowd to see if he could have a moment with the bandleader to make a special request.

He wasn't gone long, just long enough to make his request, and when the bandleader found out just who Steve really was, he was more than happy to accommodate him - but not quite yet, not until Steve gave him a signal. Once that was accomplished, he rejoined his wife at the Crofts at their table. "Sorry about that," he apologized as he joined them, offering no explanation.

"All done?" Lucy asked him with a smile, a little relieved when he showed up at the table. She wasn't very good at socializing outside their family, and Croft had evidently been filling his wife in about just who Steve was. As it was, Elaine Croft just about managed not to stare wide-eyed at Steve as he sat down, hurriedly hiding her smile in her glass.

Croft chuckled at his wife affectionately, raising his glass. "To a hopeful new year."

Steve claimed a chair beside Lucy, doing his best to appear sociable, though he thought Natasha had planned this surprise for them so they could spend some time alone, not socialize with colleagues. Still, he didn't have a rude bone in his body, so there wasn't much he could do for the moment. He lifted his glass of punch, an amicable smile on his face. "To a peaceful new year," he added.

Thankfully, Croft and his wife were at the tea dance for much the same reason, and neither couple were subjected to the need for small talk beyond the end of their meal together. As Croft took his wife into his arms to dance with her, Lucy leaned comfortably into Steve's side, a soft smile on her face. "It's always so strange, seeing them away from work," she mused thoughtfully. "For some reason, I never think of them as having lives outside S.H.I.E.L.D."

"They probably think the same thing about us," he said, as he finished off the last of the h'ors d'oeuvres. "At least, no one's asked for my autograph," he added, or even worse, a selfie. Thankfully, his wasn't an easily-recognizable face, unless he was wearing his star spangled suit, and even then, there was a reason he usually kept his face partially covered. Just as thankfully, Croft hadn't given him away.

"You could always pretend to be Johnny," she laughed quietly, teasing her fingertips through the hair at the nape of his neck as she murmured into his ear, enjoying the strange sense of intimacy in a crowd they had gathered around themselves.

He chuckled at the very idea of that. "I don't really do flamboyant very well," he pointed out, taking a sip of his punch and glancing momentarily toward the band, just as the song playing was coming to a close. A moment later, the voice of bandleader took the place of the music, if only momentarily, to make an announcement, that didn't seem to come as a surprise at all to Steve.

"The next song goes out by special request to Lucy from Steve," the bandleader said, as the strains of Glenn Miller were once again heard, only this time, there was singing involved.

Chuckling at the thought of Steve trying to impersonate Johnny, Lucy missed his subtle signal to the bandleader, blinking in surprise as she heard her own name twinned with his. She raised her head from his shoulder, looking over to the band as the music began to play, her eyes swinging back to Steve with a soft smile on her face. "For me?"

Lucy Rogers

Date: 2016-01-01 16:08 EST
"Do you know another Steve and Lucy?" he asked, with a small, teasing smirk on his face as he set his glass on the table and moved to his feet, reaching for her hand. "May I have this dance, Mrs. Rogers?" he asked, assuming she wouldn't say no. The melody was a sweet one, soft and slow, easy to dance to, with little chance of him stomping on her feet.

Touched by the sweet gesture she hadn't even suspected him of making, Lucy let her hand slip into his as he drew her up onto her feet. "I'd love to, Captain Rogers." Smiling, she swayed into his arms, far closer than would have been exactly polite in the 40's. But she didn't need to be polite, not with Steve.

Some women might have been put off by Steve's preference for old fashioned and outdated culture. He was a man from another era, outdated before he was old, and why shouldn't he have a certain nostalgic preference for the past' It was all part of who he'd been and who he'd become. The song was an old one, corny even, but as far as Steve was concerned, the lyrics put into words everything he was feeling but was too shy to say.

"Why do robins sing in December, long before the springtime is due" And even though it's snowing, violets are growing. I know why and so do you ..."

And he had married a woman who knew what he was trying to say even before he started to stutter. Lucy didn't need to be told to understand that the song was telling her perfectly what Steve did not think he could put into words. She swayed with him, her eyes soft with tender adoration as she held his gaze, slowly leaning closer until her temple touched his jaw. Her eyes closed, breathing him in as they danced, and again, they could have been the only ones there. I know why, and so do you ...

Nothing else needed to be said. Steve let the song do the talking for him, letting Lucy know just how he felt when he held her in his arms. It didn't matter if the words were corny or if people were staring. The song was his way of telling Lucy that he loved her - that he was still in love with her, just like the first day they'd met. What was it he'd told Peggy all those years ago' That he was waiting for the right dance partner to come along. There'd been a time when he'd thought that partner was Peggy, but he'd been wrong. All along, it was Lucy he'd been waiting for, and truth be told, if he had to do it all over again, he would, if only to find her and be with her again.

It was just as well her eyes were closed - people were watching them as the realization dawned that he was the Steve who had dedicated this song to her Lucy. As the soft strains drew to a close, Lucy lifted her head to smile up at her husband once again, only to blush as a quiet round of applause went up from those couples around them. Shy of the attention, she laughed, hiding her face against his jacket for a long moment.

When you dance with me, I'm in heaven when the music begins ... Truer words had never been said. Steve held Lucy close as they gently swayed together on the dance floor, until the music finally came to a close to the sound of quiet applause. He blushed, as shy of the attention as she was, laughing with her, though he had no place to hide. Thankfully, the crowd only seemed charmed by their display, as corny as it was. He dipped his head to whisper in her ear, wondering if she'd had enough of crowds and dance floors for one evening. "Care to slip away and continue this in private?"

Giggling softly, she hugged herself close to him as the crowd paired off to dance once again. "I'd love to," she whispered back to him lovingly. "That was beautiful, Steve. Thank you."

"I'm not much of a poet and I don't really sing, but I can't think of a better way to tell you how I feel," he explained, though it wasn't easy for him to even say that much. He wished he was better with words, more romantic, more eloquent, but alas, he was just a kid from Brooklyn. Maybe someday he'd paint her portrait - now, that was something he could do. "Come on. I want to celebrate the new year alone," he said, taking her hand to lead her off the dance floor, thankful that most of the crowd had turned their attention back to their significant others.

He didn't need to explain it to her, but her smile softened as he tried to, anyway. She was just as bad as him when it came to romantic words and gestures, but sometimes they surprised one another. Her hand in his, she let him lead her from the crowded dancefloor and out into the foyer, away from the curious who were just beginning to realize who it was in their midst. "Celebrating the new year alone sounds perfect," she told him, tucking her hand into his pocket to retrieve the key she'd put there earlier.

They'd done what they came here to do - they'd admired the lights and the ambiance; they'd danced together and enjoyed a little romance; they'd spent a little time with friends; and they'd enjoyed the food and the drink; but tonight wasn't really about any of that. It was about spending time alone together, rekindling the romance, and remembering why they'd fallen in love in the first place. Steve let her lead the way to their room, making a mental note to thank Natasha in the morning for this very special gift.

There was one more surprise waiting for them in their room - not champagne and strawberries, though that would have been a little more in keeping with the feel of the place. No, Natasha had obviously been very specific. There was a bottle of bourbon and two glasses, and a large pot of white chocolate popcorn waiting for them on the vanity, surrounded by red rose petals. Lucy laughed softly when she saw it, shaking her head. "She was very sure we'd stay, wasn't she?"

"She knows us too well," he replied as he closed the door behind them and locked it. There was no way anyone was going to interrupt them tonight, unless it was an emergency. He went over to the bottle, picking it up to take a closer look. It was the real thing, and not the cheap stuff, either. Natasha hadn't been afraid to spend a little money.

Sighing softly, Lucy smiled, moving over to the window. They were on the third floor, at the top of the house, with a perfect view over the beautifully lit gardens. The firework display would be gorgeous from here. With only the vanity lamp on, the room was gently lit, casting her half in shadow as she raised her hands to remove the pins from her hair. "This was a good idea," she admitted finally. "We'll have to think of something good to repay her with."

But he wasn't thinking about Natasha Romanoff - not anymore. He was too busy watching his wife, silhouetted against the backdrop of moon and stars and lights as she unpinned her hair and let it fall over her shoulders. "You are the most beautiful woman I've ever known," he told her in a hushed voice as he unscrewed the top from the bottle of bourbon, though his gaze was still fixed on her. Though she had a twin, it wasn't Liv who had caught his attention and captured his heart, but Lucy, and if anyone could tell them apart, it was Steve. The differences might be subtle ones, but to Steve, they were like night and day.

Shaking her hair out, she turned to face him, a little overwhelmed with all the compliments that had spilled out of him over the course of the evening. Her hands stroked against his chest as she came to him, gently unbuckling his belt as the brass buttons came undone, one by one. "There isn't a word for what you are to me, Steve," she told him sincerely. "Poets come close, but not close enough. I wouldn't even be a shadow of myself without you."

He set the bottle down on the table, as she worked his uniform loose, his hands going to slide over the satiny smoothness of fabric that hugged her hips. "We're better people for knowing each other," he told her, unsure just how to explain what he meant by that. He was a better man for loving her and having her in his life, and a far happier man than he'd been before he met her. He touched a kiss to her lips, letting that kiss speak for him.

She knew what he meant, promising him her understanding in the kiss that answered his. But perhaps the time for words was over. It had been months since they had been able to take their time with one another, months since they had truly been able to focus on each other without worrying about interruptions from their children or the heavy weight of care over Peggy hanging on their hearts. It had been a difficult year, but they would ring it out in love and trust, renewing the bond between them that could so easily have been lost in the turbulence of their growing family.

Lucy Rogers

Date: 2016-01-01 16:08 EST
One kiss led to another and another, and before long, they were tangled up together in the sheets, even as the party continued below them, oblivious of the very private dance that was taking place over their heads. It had been a difficult year, and what better way to ring in the New Year than in each other's arms, renewing the love and trust and even the passion that they shared between them.

It wasn't until the first eruption of fireworks that Lucy surfaced from that wonderful renewal, raising her head from Steve's shoulder to spy the explosions of bright color in the sky outside that painted their skin in a kaleidoscope of the spectrum. She smiled, stretching lazily as her eyes turned back to the man she loved. "Happy New Year, love."

They'd been busy making their own fireworks when midnight struck and the sky exploded in a kaleidoscope of light and color. "Happy New Year, Luce," he replied, touching a tender kiss to her lips, soft and loving. It wasn't often they were able to enjoy such quiet moments alone these days, and he wanted to savor every minute of it.

Nuzzling close to him, she sighed happily, feeling the last heaviness she had been carrying since Peggy's death gently leave her. They had been so focused on the children, on getting through each day, that there had been no time for this. "We're going to have to do something very special for Natasha."

"I'm not playing matchmaker for the Black Widow, Luce," he replied with a chuckle, though that might not be where her thoughts were headed. He knew Natasha enough to know she avoided romantic entanglements, not only for her own good, but for the good of the other party involved. He sensed some loss in her that she never spoke of that kept her from forming such attachments, though he couldn't ask for a better or more loyal friend.

She laughed, poking at his stomach lightly. "I don't mean that," she protested cheerfully, propping her head on her hand as she looked down at him, her fingers teasing over his skin once more. "But maybe we could make her, I don't know ....take a holiday somewhere she doesn't need to worry about attachments or being recognized. Somewhere warm and sunny, and far away from all those cares she carries around with her."

"Alone?" Steve asked, personally thinking Natasha spent too much time alone as it was. Maybe it was one of the reasons they made such good friends - both of them knew what it was like to be loners, though for very different reasons. "Should I see what Banner is up to lately?" he asked, though that went back to playing matchmaker again.

Lucy snorted with laughter. "Now who's matchmaking?" she asked him sweetly, leaning down to touch a kiss to the tip of his nose. "No, I was thinking more about maybe taking her with us if we ever manage to go on a holiday. She'd have the option to stay and hang around with us, or to go her own way if she needed to."

"So long as she doesn't think we're dragging her along to play nanny," he said, nuzzling close as the fireworks continued to light up the sky outside their window. "Somewhere far away where no one's ever heard of the Avengers," he mused quietly, wondering if there was such a place.

"Mmm ....we could be talking private island territory here," she teased him softly. They'd think of something. Natasha Romanoff was hard to get close to, harder to understand, but her friendship was worth all the obstacles she threw in their path. It was about time she realized how appreciated that friendship was.

"Maybe you can talk her into wearing a dress," he suggested, blue eyes dancing with amusement at the thought of that. Natasha was one of those people who he rarely saw out of uniform, and even then, she was always dressed in something halfway utilitarian, as if she was afraid of being caught unprepared for a fight.

"You just want to see her knees, you dirty old man," his wife teased him affectionately as she giggled, nipping another soft kiss to his lips as they lounged together in the rumpled sheets. "Although I have to admit ....I would relish the opportunity to dress her up for a change. It would probably require blackmail, knowing her."

"Okay, so our first resolution for the New Year is to go on vacation to somewhere tropical, bring Tasha along, and get her in a dress," he restated. There was always Rhy'Din, of course, but they had just entered winter there, too.

Lucy smirked. "We're making a list of resolutions, are we?" she murmured, stroking her fingers over his ribs. "More time as a couple, then. I love our children, but I miss you."

"We'll have to find a sitter," he said, a thoughtful expression on his face. "Oh! I know ....Fliss!" he suggested, though the eureka moment faded as soon as he realized that was probably too much to ask from a girl who was already juggling school, a boyfriend, and her own siblings. It wasn't so much a question of availability as it was of trust. There just weren't many people Steve trusted with their children.

"Or Sue and Reed," Lucy suggested with a smile. "Sue's been dying to get her hands on our children for an evening." Better, Sue and Reed were family, and were more than capable of protecting Martin, Lianne, and Jamie if the need arose. "We can work something out."

"Once a month maybe?" he ventured, wondering if that was too often or not often enough. It wasn't easy getting away from work for a few hours, much less home sometimes, though Director Fury was less demanding on Steve's time now that he was a father. Still, all it would take was one disaster or threat, and he'd be pulled headlong back into it.

"That, my darling, sounds like a plan," she murmured, the tip of her nose brushing his. Her lips found purchase on his, tasting him with slow, devastating intent. "Details later," she whispered, easing over until she blanketed him with her own heat. "This is far more important."

Who was he to argue with that' Lucy had been the one to teach him that there was more to life than just duty. Doing the right thing was important, especially to someone like Steve who had been reborn in a hero's body, but she had taught him that a life that was only about selfless duty and honor and service wasn't much of a life at all. And so, he welcomed and embraced the distraction Lucy offered, taking her into his arms and his heart and his soul and savoring every moment they had together, knowing life was too short.

They had survived another year. The next one promised to be better.