Spring was still struggling to make itself known in England when the Storms finally managed to pull themselves together and arrange a visit. Lucy had been poking at Liv for weeks to get her act together and go to see their great-aunt, Peggy Carter, and unfortunately for Liv, she'd roped Johnny into the round of careful coaxing, too. The younger, shyer twin didn't know how to say no to both of them at once, and thus she'd allowed herself to be talked into visiting Manchester, England, via portal. Unlike Steve and Lucy's visit, the newly-married Storms were pretty much on their own when it came to finding their way around, eventually deciding on just grabbing a taxi to get themselves to the nursing home.
Sat in the back seat, Liv couldn't stop herself from fidgeting, nervous energy radiating from her non-stop. She'd agonised over every last detail up to this point, from the time of day to visit to what she was wearing, proving that Johnny, for all his enthusiastic faults, had the patience of a saint sometimes. "What if she doesn't like me?"
It was usually Johnny who was the hyperactive nervous wreck and Olivia who was calming him down and doing the reassuring, but it seemed the tables had somehow become turned. Johnny reached for Liv's hand and gave it a gentle squeeze, trying his best to be supportive. He had no real reason to be nervous. It wasn't his aunt they were going to see. Whatever Peggy Carter thought of him was irrelevant. It was Liv who was nervous. "Don't worry so much, Liv. She's going to love you!" What wasn't to like" As far as Johnny was concerned, Liv was the sweeter of the two twins, but of course, he was biased.
Her hand ensconced in the reassuring warmth of his, Liv inched closer over the seat, hugging herself to Johnny's arm. "But what if she's expecting me to be like Lucy?" she worried aloud, unafraid to share these insecurities with her husband, despite the promise she'd made not to be so uncertain any more. "From what Lucy said, Peggy's more like her than me, and I ....oh, Johnny, I couldn't bear it if I disappointed her. Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe we should go back."
Johnny brushed his fingers against her cheek, a soft reassuring smile on his face, his eyes warm with adoration. "You know why I love you so much?" He didn't wait for an answer, since it was mostly a rhetorical question. "Because you're nothing like Lucy." Not that there was anything wrong with Lucy, but Lucy and Johnny were like fire and water - or maybe fire and fire. "If she doesn't see how special you are, then it's her loss, Liv. We've come too far to go back now."
She blinked, her circular thoughts momentarily derailed by what might have been an insult to her sister on anyone else's lips. "But I ..." She trailed off, reluctantly acknowledging that he was right, and nodded. "She's expecting us. It would be rude not to at least show up." She subsided into fidgety silence, the hand not clasped in Johnny's grip twitching at her shirt, her cardigan, her skirt, her hair, trying to make herself somehow better for the great-aunt she'd never met.
"Trust me, Liv." He touched his lips affectionately to the back of her hand. He had no way of knowing how Peggy would receive her great niece, but he knew if Liv turned back now, there was a good chance she'd regret it for the rest of her life. "Your aunt isn't getting any younger, Liv. This might be your only chance," he reminded her gently. He had his own regrets, but what was past was past. This was about Liv now.
"I know." The answer was barely more than a whisper, a shuddering sound that betrayed how much Liv had thought about that very possibility. She hugged closer into Johnny's side, barely glancing up as the scenery changed from grey street to green gardens, the taxi pulling carefully up the long driveway to the big nursing home. "I'm sorry, I know I'm being annoying. I'm just ....I'm scared, Johnny."
Johnny wrapped an arm around Liv's shoulder to pull her close against him, radiating warmth, as always. "You're not being annoying." He turned his head to brush a kiss against her forehead, protective and loving. She wouldn't be his Liv if she didn't have her doubts and fears, just like him. They were alike in that way - maybe that was why they worked so well. "What's the worst that can happen?" He tried to put things into perspective for her.
She cuddled into him, needing to feel protected and loved in the way only Johnny could give her for a little while longer, before she would have to relinquish that feeling and face whatever was waiting for her. "The worst?" She snorted softly - he should know better than to ask her something like that. He knew how her mind worked, after all. "She could keel over and die right in front of me. Or hate me on sight. Or throw me out because I'm not like her and Lucy."
The fact that he knew how her mind worked was exactly why he'd asked her that question - so she could face the worst case scenario that they both knew more than likely wasn't going to happen. "If she didn't keel over after seeing Steve and Lucy, she's not going to keel over seeing you." He knew it must have been something of a shock for Peggy to see Steve again after all these years and in the companionship of a wife who just happened to be her great niece. "She's not going to hate you. Have you considered that maybe she's going to love you just because of who you are?"
It was just a little heartbreaking how surprised Liv looked when he made that suggestion. It had honestly not occurred to her that Peggy might actually like her, much less love her. She had assumed that, because Lucy felt a little coldness from the old woman, she would be even less welcome, forever painting herself in her own mind as something less than her elder twin in everyone's eyes. "No," she admitted, embarrassed to confess it but not really able to lie to Johnny. "No, I ....I hadn't thought about it that way." There was a crunch as the car came to a halt on the gravel path, the driver waiting patiently to be paid before he left them on the doorstep.
"Liv, you and Lucy are her brother's granddaughters. Whether she likes you or not, you're family, and I have a feeling she's going to like you a lot more than you think." He wasn't sure why he thought that, but why wouldn't she" Liv was easy to love. She just needed to believe in herself a little more. Of course, Johnny could probably take a little of his own advice now and then. He smiled, a thought occuring to him. "Maybe we should take her out for ice cream."
His smiling whim brought a quiet giggle to his wife's lips as she gently untangled herself from him, rummaging in her bottomless pit of a bag to find her purse and pay the taxi driver. "Or we could bring her some, the next time we ....if she wants us to come again." Even in her uncertainty, Johnny was included. There was no way in hell Liv would be doing this if he hadn't made sure she knew he wasn't letting her do it on her own.
"Not if, when." His smile widened. He couldn't imagine Peggy Carter - or anyone else, for that matter - not liking ice cream. He let Olivia pay the cab driver, since her money was his money and vice versa. It didn't much matter which of them paid, and she had beaten him to it. He had a feeling meeting Tony Stark was going to be a lot harder for her than this, and if Stark was even a little bit rude, he was going to have to answer to Johnny, Ironman or not. He pushed the door open, climbed out, and waited for Liv to join him.
It took a moment or two for Liv to talk herself into actually getting out of the car, a moment longer to shut the door behind her. The nursing home, for all that it was clean and well-kept, seemed awfully intimidating, looming over her as she looked up at it. "What if it's horrible in there?" she asked in a hushed tone. "What if she's dreadfully unhappy?"
"Steve and Lucy would have said so, and they didn't. At least, you're not the one who married Steve Rogers! She can't hold that against you." He grinned, teasing her a little, but then a thought occured to him and the grin faded. "What do you think she's going to say when she sees me?" he asked, remembering that he was a dead ringer for Steve, which could be a bad or a good thing. It seemed it was his turn to look worried, at least for a moment.
Sat in the back seat, Liv couldn't stop herself from fidgeting, nervous energy radiating from her non-stop. She'd agonised over every last detail up to this point, from the time of day to visit to what she was wearing, proving that Johnny, for all his enthusiastic faults, had the patience of a saint sometimes. "What if she doesn't like me?"
It was usually Johnny who was the hyperactive nervous wreck and Olivia who was calming him down and doing the reassuring, but it seemed the tables had somehow become turned. Johnny reached for Liv's hand and gave it a gentle squeeze, trying his best to be supportive. He had no real reason to be nervous. It wasn't his aunt they were going to see. Whatever Peggy Carter thought of him was irrelevant. It was Liv who was nervous. "Don't worry so much, Liv. She's going to love you!" What wasn't to like" As far as Johnny was concerned, Liv was the sweeter of the two twins, but of course, he was biased.
Her hand ensconced in the reassuring warmth of his, Liv inched closer over the seat, hugging herself to Johnny's arm. "But what if she's expecting me to be like Lucy?" she worried aloud, unafraid to share these insecurities with her husband, despite the promise she'd made not to be so uncertain any more. "From what Lucy said, Peggy's more like her than me, and I ....oh, Johnny, I couldn't bear it if I disappointed her. Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe we should go back."
Johnny brushed his fingers against her cheek, a soft reassuring smile on his face, his eyes warm with adoration. "You know why I love you so much?" He didn't wait for an answer, since it was mostly a rhetorical question. "Because you're nothing like Lucy." Not that there was anything wrong with Lucy, but Lucy and Johnny were like fire and water - or maybe fire and fire. "If she doesn't see how special you are, then it's her loss, Liv. We've come too far to go back now."
She blinked, her circular thoughts momentarily derailed by what might have been an insult to her sister on anyone else's lips. "But I ..." She trailed off, reluctantly acknowledging that he was right, and nodded. "She's expecting us. It would be rude not to at least show up." She subsided into fidgety silence, the hand not clasped in Johnny's grip twitching at her shirt, her cardigan, her skirt, her hair, trying to make herself somehow better for the great-aunt she'd never met.
"Trust me, Liv." He touched his lips affectionately to the back of her hand. He had no way of knowing how Peggy would receive her great niece, but he knew if Liv turned back now, there was a good chance she'd regret it for the rest of her life. "Your aunt isn't getting any younger, Liv. This might be your only chance," he reminded her gently. He had his own regrets, but what was past was past. This was about Liv now.
"I know." The answer was barely more than a whisper, a shuddering sound that betrayed how much Liv had thought about that very possibility. She hugged closer into Johnny's side, barely glancing up as the scenery changed from grey street to green gardens, the taxi pulling carefully up the long driveway to the big nursing home. "I'm sorry, I know I'm being annoying. I'm just ....I'm scared, Johnny."
Johnny wrapped an arm around Liv's shoulder to pull her close against him, radiating warmth, as always. "You're not being annoying." He turned his head to brush a kiss against her forehead, protective and loving. She wouldn't be his Liv if she didn't have her doubts and fears, just like him. They were alike in that way - maybe that was why they worked so well. "What's the worst that can happen?" He tried to put things into perspective for her.
She cuddled into him, needing to feel protected and loved in the way only Johnny could give her for a little while longer, before she would have to relinquish that feeling and face whatever was waiting for her. "The worst?" She snorted softly - he should know better than to ask her something like that. He knew how her mind worked, after all. "She could keel over and die right in front of me. Or hate me on sight. Or throw me out because I'm not like her and Lucy."
The fact that he knew how her mind worked was exactly why he'd asked her that question - so she could face the worst case scenario that they both knew more than likely wasn't going to happen. "If she didn't keel over after seeing Steve and Lucy, she's not going to keel over seeing you." He knew it must have been something of a shock for Peggy to see Steve again after all these years and in the companionship of a wife who just happened to be her great niece. "She's not going to hate you. Have you considered that maybe she's going to love you just because of who you are?"
It was just a little heartbreaking how surprised Liv looked when he made that suggestion. It had honestly not occurred to her that Peggy might actually like her, much less love her. She had assumed that, because Lucy felt a little coldness from the old woman, she would be even less welcome, forever painting herself in her own mind as something less than her elder twin in everyone's eyes. "No," she admitted, embarrassed to confess it but not really able to lie to Johnny. "No, I ....I hadn't thought about it that way." There was a crunch as the car came to a halt on the gravel path, the driver waiting patiently to be paid before he left them on the doorstep.
"Liv, you and Lucy are her brother's granddaughters. Whether she likes you or not, you're family, and I have a feeling she's going to like you a lot more than you think." He wasn't sure why he thought that, but why wouldn't she" Liv was easy to love. She just needed to believe in herself a little more. Of course, Johnny could probably take a little of his own advice now and then. He smiled, a thought occuring to him. "Maybe we should take her out for ice cream."
His smiling whim brought a quiet giggle to his wife's lips as she gently untangled herself from him, rummaging in her bottomless pit of a bag to find her purse and pay the taxi driver. "Or we could bring her some, the next time we ....if she wants us to come again." Even in her uncertainty, Johnny was included. There was no way in hell Liv would be doing this if he hadn't made sure she knew he wasn't letting her do it on her own.
"Not if, when." His smile widened. He couldn't imagine Peggy Carter - or anyone else, for that matter - not liking ice cream. He let Olivia pay the cab driver, since her money was his money and vice versa. It didn't much matter which of them paid, and she had beaten him to it. He had a feeling meeting Tony Stark was going to be a lot harder for her than this, and if Stark was even a little bit rude, he was going to have to answer to Johnny, Ironman or not. He pushed the door open, climbed out, and waited for Liv to join him.
It took a moment or two for Liv to talk herself into actually getting out of the car, a moment longer to shut the door behind her. The nursing home, for all that it was clean and well-kept, seemed awfully intimidating, looming over her as she looked up at it. "What if it's horrible in there?" she asked in a hushed tone. "What if she's dreadfully unhappy?"
"Steve and Lucy would have said so, and they didn't. At least, you're not the one who married Steve Rogers! She can't hold that against you." He grinned, teasing her a little, but then a thought occured to him and the grin faded. "What do you think she's going to say when she sees me?" he asked, remembering that he was a dead ringer for Steve, which could be a bad or a good thing. It seemed it was his turn to look worried, at least for a moment.