Topic: A Kind of Magic

Gabrielle Bradford

Date: 2015-05-20 06:36 EST
It had been a long time since Gabrielle had been to the theater. She'd forgotten what a wonderful experience it could be; to be transported to another time and place, to watch all the glory and tragedy of life played out on a stage by people who clearly loved their work. It had seemed all the more amazing this time because of her companion. Her hand had stayed in George's throughout the action of Henry V, wrapped tightly as she absorbed the rich language and wonderful acting that the Shanachie offered to the highest standard. Even now, as they stepped out amid the chattering crowd, her face was alight with the exhilaration of the piece. "That was ....truly wonderful," she enthused, turning to George with a bright smile. "Thank you so much for bringing me."

"It was, wasn't it?" he asked, smiling broadly back at her, as they exited the Shanachie hand in hand, just like any other couple out on a date for the evening. "Are you sure you don't want to go backstage and say hello to your cousin while we're here?" he asked, though he was secretly hoping she'd leave that for another time. If things kept going the way they were going, there would be plenty of time to meet her family.

"I'm sure," she assured him warmly. "Knowing Jon, he's already in the car on the way home, anyway. He's very quick to get back to his family, even when he's working." She wrapped her hands about George's arm as they stepped out into the cool spring night, breathing in the fresher air. "I, um ....Would you like to get a cup of coffee, or something?" she asked hesitantly, reluctant for the night to end here.

"Smart man," he remarked, regarding her cousin. He was only too happy to let her take his arm as they stepped out into the cool of the evening, Rhy'Din's twin moons shining brightly. "Coffee, not tea?" he teased, blue eyes twinkling. It was no big secret how fond he was of tea, but he wasn't opposed to the occasional cup of coffee. "I'm curious what you thought of King Harry. Of course, Shakespeare was English, so he may have been a little biased in his portrayal."

"I don't know much about Shakespeare," she admitted, not rising to the bait about tea versus coffee, though her own eyes sparkled at those words. "Or about English history. He seemed ....Well, his motive for war seemed selfish, but there was something inherently heroic about the character. The fact that he would have stood alone, rather than have even one man with doubts next to him ....it's a lovely thought, but utterly stupid in context." She laughed a little as she relayed this analysis.

"Ah, but would he?" George disagreed. "Where are we going?" he asked, a little distractedly, allowing her to lead the way. He wasn't that familiar with this area or where the closest coffee shop might be located. "Would he have actually stood alone, do you think, or was he only trying to inspire his men?" he asked, returning to the topic at hand.

"If he were trying to inspire them, why only speak to the nobles?" she asked, long rusty logical thoughts running through her mind. "Why hide his face from the common men and pick a fight with the first one who didn't say Harry was the greatest king alive" He'd already insisted that he refused to be ransomed; it stands to reason that he would rather die than be defeated, and the only way to achieve that absolutely would be to stand alone, surely?" She glanced about thoughtfully. "I think there's a little bistro this way that serves drinks."

George shrugged, unsure if he could find the right words to explain or if she would be able to understand. "Ego' Have you ever seen Henry IV" I think to really appreciate Henry V, you need to start with Henry IV. There's a good version on film I saw a while back, if you're interested. But isn't that the way with most heroes, Gabrielle" They would rather die than give up. That's what makes them heroes," he reasoned, allowing her to lead him in the direction of the bistro.

"No, I've never even heard of it," she smiled, drawing him down from the Shanachie's landscaped gardens and onto the sidewalk. "I always thought that a hero was defined by the fact that they're not in it for the glory. They want to help, in some way. But if Henry is a hero, then that skews my definition somewhat, doesn't it?"

"Henry went up against an army that was bigger than his, like David and Goliath, and he won against all the odds. In the play, Henry thinks he's doing the right thing. He believes he's doing what?s right not only for England, but for France. He had lofty goals and ambitions. The real tragedy is that he never lived to see his dreams fulfilled."

"Was he real, then?" Gabi asked, her interest piqued further as they paused outside the little bistro she had mentioned. It was quiet inside, plenty of places to sit without drawing attention or being disturbed. "Surely it's all made up. It can't possibly have really happened like that, can it?"

"Yes, of course, he was real!" George replied, looking aghast at her, before remembering that she was a native of Rhy'Din and didn't share his English upbringing. "I'm sure Shakespeare took some artistic license, but the Battle of Agincourt really happened, very much like it was portrayed in the play." What was seen of the battle, anyway. It was more inferred than anything else. "Many of Shakespeare's plays were based on historical figures, some Roman, some English. Of course, they are works of fiction, dramatized and embellished, but I suppose that's what makes them interesting."

"He killed all those unarmed prisoners, just because he thought he might not have won?" It was Gabi's turn to look aghast as she lead the way into the bistro, offering a shy smile to the server who indicated they should take a seat wherever they liked. "Your England's history sounds very bloody, George."

"No, Gabrielle," he said, stopping before they found their seats and turning to face her, needing her to understand. "It was not because of that. At least, that is not how I understand it." He sighed, realizing this subject might be a little too deep and he might be a little too passionate about it again. It seemed they were doomed to agree to disagree yet again. "Earth has a bloody history, Gabrielle," he said, reaching for her hand so that they could make their way to a quiet table.

"So do many worlds," she told him gently, letting him draw her to a quiet table. "I never learned much history in school, but I would assume even Rhy'Din has its share of blood." Setting her clutch on the table, she undid her coat, moving to shrug it from her shoulders before she sat down.

He seemed distracted a moment by thoughts that had very little to do with the play, thoughts of the war he'd been part of, a war that still haunted his dreams. He pulled himself out of those thoughts long enough to help her with her coat and pull out her chair, remembering proper behavior before claiming a chair for himself.

"Thank you." Easing down onto the chair he drew out for her, Gabi waited until he was sat beside her before leaning across to kiss his cheek softly, sweeping her thumb affectionately over whatever lipstick mark she might have left behind her. "I don't think tonight is the time for dark thoughts," she said gently. "Who was the person Pistol was talking about, toward the beginning" John Falstaff?"

Gabrielle Bradford

Date: 2015-05-20 06:37 EST
He frowned at her gentle admonition. If she only knew how often those dark thoughts came to mind, how often they haunted him. She was like the sunshine that banished the dark clouds of his thoughts and memories, full of more blood than she could ever imagine or that he ever wanted her to know. She drew him out of those dark thoughts with a smile, a kiss, and back to the world of the living. "I'm sorry, Falstaff?" he echoed. "Yes, you will have to see Henry IV to understand the reference."

"Then we will have to find it, and you will have to watch it with me so that I don't get ludicrously confused," she informed him, deliberately light in tone, wanting to draw him back to her from the dark place he seemed to go at the most unexpected times. "I was confused enough this evening, and I think it is a fairly straight forward story."

"Shakespeare is confusing at the best of times," George replied. "Perhaps we should start with the comedies," he suggested, unsure he was really ready for the tragedies and the historicals, considering his reaction to her questions. But it wasn't the play that was the problem; it was him. Would he ever be able to put the war behind him' He hoped so, if only for her sake. He sighed again and shoved a hand through his short-cropped blond hair. "I'm sorry, Gabrielle. I didn't mean to ruin the evening."

"I would hardly call it ruined," she assured him, catching his hand to envelop it between both her own as she edged her chair closer to his. "I can see why such a play would resonate with you. But it is the past, all of it. Don't hide it away where it can fester and hurt you, but don't let it rule you either. I've seen what happens when someone holds the past too close and can't let it go. Please don't make me watch you suffer the same way. I couldn't bear it."

He clung to her hand, like a drowning man might cling to a life raft. "I'm trying, really, I am. There are just moments when ....I don't know." For the first time since they'd met, he let her see a little more of his pain than he ever had before, his eyes haunted and fearful, but not because of the war - because he was afraid that if he couldn't surmount this, he might lose her, and that would be the worst tragedy of all.

"Then let yourself have those moments," she urged him softly, glad they had taken a seat well back from anyone else. "There is no weakness in feeling grief or guilt, sadness or anger. Even in feeling lost. It only becomes a weakness if they take over, and leaving them unexpressed gives them the power to do that." She shifted a little closer, raising one hand from his to turn his face toward hers. "I'm not afraid of seeing you in pain. I'm afraid of losing you to it."

He searched her eyes when she turned his face toward hers, seeing salvation in her eyes - peace and tranquility, compassion and acceptance - but it would take some time for him to get there. Was she patient and understanding enough to see him through it' "You won't," he assured her, giving her hand a squeeze as if to reassure her that he wasn't going anywhere. "I don't want to be alone anymore," he told her quietly, his voice barely more than a whisper. How this had come out now, in the middle of a coffee shop, he didn't know, but there it was, the words hanging between them, his chest tight with anticipation.

What could she say to that' Loneliness was something she understood well; it had been her companion for a very long time. Since her teens, when her mother had died, and the men of her family had each fallen away to deal with that grief in their own way - her father to drink, Cian to adventures, Frank to the darkness inside him. She'd been lonely for most of her life, it seemed, and that sudden realization brought tears to her eyes as she struggled with the ache in her chest. "Neither do I," she heard herself say. "You're not alone, George. I promise, you're not alone."

Were those tears that he saw in her eyes, and were they for him or her" Neither do I, he heard her say, realizing that maybe she did understand what it was to be alone, at least a little. If it hadn't been for that, he might have thought those tears were for him, but instead, he realized she was feeling his pain, not only out of sympathy but from her own loneliness. He'd been alone for so long, ever since the war had started, it seemed - maybe even before that. Even surrounded by well-meaning colleagues and friends, he'd still felt alone, even more so here in Rhy'Din.

Here was this girl - this lovely young woman - reaching out to try and fill that void in both their lives, and all he could do was reach back. He was already holding her hand, that simple gesture connecting them and holding them together. A simple human touch, but one that meant so much, one that had been long missed and needed. For the first time since they'd met, he found his own eyes growing misty with emotion, and he held tightly to her hand as if he never wanted to let go. "Thank you, Gabrielle," he told her quietly, not quite trusting his voice.

She eased closer still, understanding that some things didn't need words to be communicated, his hand wrapped between both her own as she laid her cheek against his shoulder, as much for the comfort it gave her as for the hoped for comfort it might give him. "Call me anytime," she told him softly, for his ears only. "Come to the house anytime. You will always be welcome. You don't have to be alone anymore."

Actions speak louder than words, so they say, but it was both her words and actions that not only surprised him but gave him hope. Even though it had only been a few days since they'd first bumped into each other - or rather, since Jake had bumped into him - in the hospital cafeteria, their relationship seemed to have taken a turn from mere friendship to something more, but how much more" Was it too soon to define their relationship" He had dared to kiss her and she hadn't discouraged his affections. Could it be she was feeling the same" He tipped his head so that his cheek was touching her hair, his voice quiet, for her ears only. He knew any minute now the server was likely to come over and interrupt, but there were things that needed to be said. Together they had decided to see where things went, but it seemed obvious to him which way they were going. Still, he was far too much of a gentleman to be make too many assumptions or be too forward. "Would you, um ..." He faltered, tripping over his own words.

Gabi closed her eyes as his cheek touched her hair, reveling in the contact, surprised by how much she welcomed it. But then, was that really so surprising" He was unlike anyone she had ever met, challenging her mind, encouraging her to go out into the world but only so far as she could handle, offering her gentlemanly affection that she felt starved of in some ways. It wasn't merely the contact that touched her; it was his contact, his willingness to share with her a little of his own loneliness, and her eagerness to drive some of that loneliness away. "Would I?" she asked softly, encouraging him to continue without pressure in her tone. She didn't even raise her head, giving him some illusion of privacy to speak something he was already stumbling over.

He frowned at his own ineptitude, unable to ask what had been on the tip of his tongue. No, it was far too forward and too soon. He pushed aside that question to ask another, one he hoped would be less likely to offend and shock her. "I was just wondering ....Where do we go from here?" A strange question, maybe, but one he needed to ask. He was, after all, nearly a hundred years behind the times.

Gabrielle Bradford

Date: 2015-05-20 06:38 EST
Raising her head, she seemed to know this wasn't the question he had been intending to ask her, but let him have it, for now. At some point, she was sure he would find a way to ask her that unspoken question, but there was no rush. "I'd like to see you again," she told him truthfully. "Regularly, not just once or twice. I'd like you to get to know the boys, and to meet my father and brother." Looking into his eyes, she breathed in slow and deep, stroking her hand gently against his cheek. "I'd like to move forward with you, if you would like the same."

He lifted his head, just as she did, and turned to meet her gaze, studying her face, noting the way she took a slow breath as if to gather her courage before reaching out to touch his cheek. It wasn't so hard to understand what it was she was trying to ask him, as it was very nearly the same thing he wanted to ask her. "If you are asking what I think you are asking, I'd like the same." He caught her hand, a soft smile on her face, and touched a kiss to her palm.

Her smile echoed his as he kissed her palm, warm relief and pleasure setting her eyes to sparkling as she leaned her forehead to his, closing her eyes once again to enjoy that moment of closeness. There was, it seemed, a little bit of the Granger boldness in her too, if the next words were anything to go by. "And you will get to see me in the middle of the night," she murmured, almost teasing but for the glimmer of hope in her tone. "I'll keep the nightmares away."

He smiled when he saw the sparkle in her eyes, glad to have been the one to put it there, but what she said next made him arch his brows in surprise, once again. But then, she was a modern woman who already had two children of her own, and he was an old-fashioned relic. He actually found himself chuckling a little at the irony of it. "Is that a promise or a warning?" he asked, blue eyes mirroring the sparkle in her eyes.

"A little of both, maybe," she offered with her soft little smile, stealing a swift kiss from his chuckling lips just before the server came over to take their order. Drawing back with flushed cheeks and a secretive smile, Gabi ordered the first thing that came to mind - a simple coffee, black, no sugar - and glanced to George as the server did, wondering what the girl made of the fact that they were sitting so closely together.

He was tempted once again to ask her to leave with him, so they could go somewhere more private, even if it was only to take a stroll in the night, but he didn't trust himself, afraid what he might do if he was left alone with her in private. He was about to tell her how he was trying his best to be a gentleman when the server came over to take their order. "Two, please," he informed the girl, simply. He wasn't sure if it was a very good idea to chance coffee this time of night, but it would be some hours yet before he tried to sleep.

The girl nodded to them, smiling as she moved back to the bar to fill their order. Gabi's blush had finally died down as she returned her gaze to George, her fingertips stroking over his palm as though only just realizing she still held his hand captive in hers. "Should I move away?" she asked him quietly, aware that in his own time it would be scandalous to sit so close to a woman, even one he was courting.

"Do you want to?" he countered, as reluctant as her to move away. "I have to keep reminding myself that it isn't 1918 anymore," he told her, smiling faintly in embarrassment. "I'm afraid I'm rather old-fashioned." Not that it was a bad thing, but she might have to be a little patient. It wasn't that he didn't want her - quite the opposite, in fact - but he had been raised to be a gentleman and to show a woman respect. Despite that, he was no virgin, but that was not something he was comfortable discussing in public.

"Why would I want to move away?" she asked him softly, squeezing his hand as she drew it into her lap, watching her fingertips tease over the lines on his palm. "I don't think I have ever wanted to be close to someone, the way I want to be close to you. I can handle old-fashioned." She raised her eyes to his once again. "I am ridiculously shy, after all."

"Nor I to you," he replied in his quiet way. "I've never really had much time for romance," he admitted. At nearly thirty-five years old, he'd never really had a serious romance, though there had been a few flings he'd just as soon forget. In a way, she was way ahead of him. At least, she had been with someone once; it was more than he could say for himself. "You're doing rather well for being shy," he told her, with a soft affectionate smile.

Those soft brown eyes of hers met his with warm affection, not needing words to express her growing attachment to him. She held that look as their server returned, setting two cups down on the table before them discreetly. It was only when they were alone again that Gabi spoke. "You give me confidence."

He murmured his thanks when the server dropped off their coffee, only glancing her way momentarily before looking back at Gabi. There was that look of surprise on his face again at her statement. "How is that?" he asked, curiously, unaware of having done anything out of the ordinary, other than just being himself.

"I don't know," she admitted with a soft smile. "Just by being you. You see me, George. That's something that hasn't happened to me in long time. So many people only see what I show them. You didn't. You saw me. Maybe that's all I need."

"I don't understand," he told her, tilting his head a little sideways as he looked at her, a questioning look in his eyes. "How can I see you as anyone but who you are?" But then, he seemed to realize the answer before she even had a chance to speak. "Back home in England, people only saw me as my father's son. Privileged, aloof, snobbish even. Nothing could have been farther from the truth. I became a doctor because I wanted to help people - not just those who had money, but those who didn't. Especially, those who didn't. I was a terrible disappointment to my parents. They'd expected more from me. When war broke out, I wasted no time in volunteering. My mother thought it was very common of me." He shrugged, as if it no longer mattered, wrapping his fingers around the mug of coffee, but not yet taking a sip. "Here in Rhy'Din, people no nothing of who I was, only who I am. I'm afraid if they knew the truth, they might think different of me."

"Anyone who judges you on your past, rather than the man you are, is an idiot," Gabi said firmly, gently releasing his hand so that they could both drink. "It may have shaped your early thoughts, but your past is the past. You're a good man, George, and I'm sure your friends, your colleagues, can see that. If any one of them changed the way they thought because of your origins, then it is their loss, not yours."

"I'm not sure it matters," he admitted with a shrug of his shoulders. "If someone asks, I won't pretend I'm someone else or lie about who I am, but I'm more than my pedigreed ancestry, just as are you. You're a good person, Gabrielle. You're kind and caring and compassionate. Anyone who looks hard enough can see that."

Gabrielle Bradford

Date: 2015-05-20 06:39 EST
"You looked," she reminded him, her eyes sparkling over the rim of her cup as she took a sip. "That is more than enough for me." She blushed suddenly, as an image of him seeing more than just her face sprang into her mind, swallowing quickly rather than choke herself on the shy giggle that rose up in response to that thought.

"I may not have if Jacob and I hadn't collided," he reminded her with a smirk. Thankfully, he wasn't a mind-reader or he might have choked on his own swallow of coffee if he'd known what she was thinking. "I suppose I should thank him properly sometime. Perhaps with ice cream," he suggested, smiling in amusement.

Subduing her giggles, Gabi wiped her mouth quickly, chewing on her lower lip as she watched him with a smile. "I think ice cream would work in your favor," she agreed warmly. "But I think your time would work even more. I think both of them will like you very much." And hopefully, they would understand that their mother liked him very much, too.

Perhaps, but their father most likely would not. "I hope so," he said, a small frown touching his face at the thought of her children's father. Whether he was still with Gabi or not was irrelevant. The man was the twins' father and had every right to be a part of their lives. What he would think of someone else trying to horn in, the good doctor could only guess. It wasn't her father or her brother or her sons that worried him so much as that.

She could guess what was causing his frown, setting down her cup to twist and take his face gently between her hands, giving him no choice but to look at her, to see the thread of steel that was inside her. "If you are going to be a part of my life, then you will be a part of theirs," she told him firmly. "I won't be cowed into keeping you a secret, as though you are someone I should be ashamed of. As though the way I feel about you is shameful. If there are objections, he can bring them to me. He has no claim on me but friendship, and I won't stop him from seeing the boys if he wants to. But why should I be all alone for the rest of my life, just to spare his feelings?"

"Yes, but I'm not their father. I can never be their father. What will I be to them then?" Perhaps a step-father someday, and one who cared very much about their mother, but maybe he was getting a little too ahead of himself. "I don't want him to think I'm trying to take his place," George explained. "But I won't walk away from you, Gabrielle. I can't. I ..." No, he wasn't going to say he loved her, not yet, though it was only a matter of time, it seemed, before his burgeoning feelings blossomed into love. "I will be a part of your life so long as you want me to be."

She held his gaze for a long moment, fingertips restless against his cheeks. "Be their friend," she suggested softly. "I won't let you walk away from me. And I won't hide you from the people who love me." She drew his forehead to hers, a sweetly intimate gesture in such a public place. "I've made my choice," she whispered to him fiercely.

He looked into her eyes; he had no choice really but to look into her eyes - so soft and full of warmth and compassion, and maybe a little something he was not yet ready to acknowledge or put a name to. Her words touched his heart in a way no one had ever done before, and he leaned closer to rest his forehead against hers, the coffee forgotten for now. "And I've made mine," he replied, and then he was kissing her, right there in public. It wasn't the kind of deep, lingering kiss that was best shared in private, but it was soft and warm and tender in answer to her words.

She hadn't been expecting his kiss, but she made no attempt to dissuade him, softening her touch as her hands slid to his shoulders, as her lips molded to his in an answering kiss that wasn't afraid of being seen. As they broke apart, she found herself smiling tenderly at him, the tip of her nose brushing his with affection. "No more worrying," she told him softly. "The decision's been made."

Maybe their relationship didn't need defining, after all. What did it matter, after all, what name they put on this? They were both clearly feeling the same, neither willing to walk away until they saw not only where they were going but where they might end up. "No more worrying," he echoed, though he couldn't promise quite yet. He smiled as she brushed her nose against his, and he returned the favor. So far, they were off to a beautiful start, and they were only on their third date.

Time, they had - time to spend on one another, on becoming a part of each other's lives. Time that would be well spent, it seemed, when a single smile could promise so much. And when those smiles touched, well ....it was almost a kind of magic.

((These two are proving to be rather sweetly fascinating, in their own way. Many thanks to George's player!))